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I'm so regular.

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A little late with my card lol. Artfight is already in full swing and my slow ass hase done one attack so fare lol.

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1D OMEGAVERSE NONCON was what took out AO3

so, we all suffered through ao3’s recent downtime:

so i got curious, because i was bookmarking things when the site went down and wouldn’t it be funny if i was the one who broke it lmao (😔no it wasn’t me but i helped)

https://archiveofourown.org/bookmarks/2147483647 is this

absolutely iconic 10/10 no notes good job team 😂

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There's a bunch of adhd advice out there that's like "people with adhd tend to work better under deadlines due to the anxiety so here are ways to artificially induce a stress response in order to get you to get work done" and it's like well what if I don't want to be stressed out all the time in order to function

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Flashbacks to when I reblogged some "this user loves and supports transmascs" post and then the next day I realized I was one

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various updates now that I am back

Okay uhhh UPDATE 1, I decided I was gonna do artfight this year at the last second so click here if you want to add me on there. My profile is TERRIBLE btw look:

And ofc my only uploaded characters aren't my ocs it's just the bishops. Fuck my ocs I'll go back to them when I feel like it

UPDATE 2, the first half of the Big Comic is complete + second half is being lined, but I kinda ran out of steam because of The Incident that caused me to make my last post. I wrote a LONG, LONG draft with a lot of details of what exactly happened, I don't think I'll end up posting it unless something changes tbh but trust me when I said it's way worse than someone just reblogging my comics because they ship the bishops.

I didn't comment on any of the replies on the last post but thank you guys a lot for understanding why I was freaked out, even with only vague details to go off of. I did read all the comments and it helped immensely hearing rational, reassuring thoughts from so many familiar people. Well besides one comment but that's what the block button's for! I'll go back to my usual style of angst comic soon, it's just a little hard to stay focused when I caught somebody like...reblogging my baby kallamar art in the same tag as text posts about yearning to SA and torture my specific version of him????? I HATE EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT EUUGGHGHHHH. pallet cleanser before I start getting mad again:

UPDATE 3 is just that I'm reopening my asks + messages I guess idk it's not that exciting. Maybe the real update 3 was the friends we made along the way

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Hi! Do you think you could do a crystal or fossil moodboard for the artfight themes this year?

Why not both?

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i know i should be working on the comic but i went on another side quest

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Bill Cipher was trapped in the Theraprism, now he's trapped in your computer!

Download him for free from my Patreon or my Ko-fi!

while tips are appreciated, they're completely unnecessary. these are just the only places I could think of that'd let me put up a downloadable file

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Emotional Walls Your Character Has Built (And What Might Finally Break Them)

(How your character defends their soft core and what could shatter it) Because protection becomes prison real fast.

✶ Sarcasm as armor. (Break it with someone who laughs gently, not mockingly.) ✶ Hyper-independence. (Break it with someone who shows up even when they’re told not to.) ✶ Stoicism. (Break it with a safe space to fall apart.) ✶ Flirting to avoid intimacy. (Break it with real vulnerability they didn’t see coming.) ✶ Ghosting everyone. (Break it with someone who won’t take silence as an answer.) ✶ Lying for convenience. (Break it with someone who sees through them but stays anyway.) ✶ Avoiding touch. (Break it with accidental, gentle contact that feels like home.) ✶ Oversharing meaningless things to hide real depth. (Break it with someone who asks the second question.) ✶ Overworking. (Break it with forced stillness and the terrifying sound of their own thoughts.) ✶ Pretending not to care. (Break it with a loss they can’t fake their way through.) ✶ Avoiding mirrors. (Break it with a quiet compliment that hits too hard.) ✶ Turning every conversation into a joke. (Break it with someone who doesn’t laugh.) ✶ Being everyone’s helper. (Break it when someone asks what they need, and waits for an answer.) ✶ Constantly saying “I’m fine.” (Break it when they finally scream that they’re not.) ✶ Running. Always running. (Break it with someone who doesn’t chase, but doesn’t leave, either.) ✶ Intellectualizing every feeling. (Break it with raw, messy emotion they can’t logic away.) ✶ Trying to be the strong one. (Break it when someone sees the weight they’re carrying, and offers to help.) ✶ Hiding behind success. (Break it when they succeed and still feel empty.) ✶ Avoiding conflict at all costs. (Break it when silence causes more pain than the truth.) ✶ Focusing on everyone else’s healing but their own. (Break it when they hit emotional burnout.)

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two are ready and pretty for art fight ... the rest ... oh dear...

reminder my art fight is: robee_meow

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forgive me father for i have not locked in

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Have you ever had a dreams... that... s.. that you- um- you had- you d- you w- you could- you'd do- you wi- you want- you- you could do so- you.. you'd do- you could- you, you want- you want him to do you so much you could do anything?

what

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Can you do a Nemesis Reborn (Inverted roller coaster at Alton Towers) moodboard?

I can’t wait!!

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ARTFIGHT ATTACKS #2 AND #3

For this attack, I decided to draw Jacks by @thebeatofalaughter and Rui by @matttheswagster together! I used this as a revenge attack for Matt as well after they drew my OC, Oopy Goopy. I really like the dynamic these two have. Insanely traumatized, not blood related siblings. I like seeing these two have moments where they catch a break from the issues, and I TOTALLY headcannon that they have little 1 AM sibling talks where they bump into each other in the kitchen and have a little chat. I like these designs! I'm only now realizing I forgot Rui's cat pin, but I can't be bothered to resubmit the attack for the 6th time (Yes. I submitted the attack 6 times, each time having their own issues.) I really like the colors used for Jacks and Rui (granted I don't use them in this attack) and I'm so excited to see more of them.

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FIRST ARTFIGHT ATTACK!

I decided to draw @nemyzilla's Rita as my first attack :) I love her design so much! The crown patch on the clothes paying homage to the "Queen of Speed" title, the tire holding up her hair, she's altogether a well put together character. It took a while just for a clean sketch - I wanted to do lineart and coloring, but my tremors have been pretty bad these past few days and I don't have red or brown markers. Either way really happy with how this came out! (I struggled for a while deciding what to do with her hands.)

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Hellooo lets goooo, my first time tap tap