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is love what we think it to be,

saving seats at dinner tables

and golden sunlight through the trees?

is it the soft rose petals we saw on a cold winter morning, dew fresh on green leaves?

is it the quiet forest path we walked through hand in hand and the sunset we saw sitting on beach sand?

maybe we will be together forever or perhaps,

my heart will die here, buried under those cobblestones we walked down together,

red and yellow like the leaves of october,

will be forever or will we wither?

oh my love, tell me

will you and i be together for evermore?

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louis tomlinson is magical and he's the best. my king 🙇‍♀️

listening to louis tomlinson singing is a million things. it's like a hot cup of coffee on a cold winter morning, like snuggling into the sheets with your favourite book that's been read so many times, it's worn out. it's like watching your favourite movie again and laughing as if it's the first time you saw it. it's like a bouquet of your favourite flowers,like waking up so early in the morning that the only sounds you hear are birds chirping and the dew is still fresh on the flower petals. it's like the smell of old books, of their wisdom and the stories they hold, not just the ones written in them but the ones they gathered over the years by people reading them. it's like the smell of new books and the excitement you have to read them. it's like watching the sunrise on a mountain top and the sunset on a beach. it's like pulling out that jumper you wear every winter, the one you can't seem to let go because you love it so much. it's like having your favourite bar of chocolate while laughing with your friends. it's like the smell of the earth after it rains, like the freshness of spring and the happiness of summer, like the beauty of autumn and the comfort of winter. it's like coming back home after ages to a family dinner where there's nothing in the air but love.

but at the same time, it's like having your heart broken into a million tiny pieces. it's like the day you realise you've lost your childhood, like going to the store one day and finding out they don't make the candy you loved as kid anymore. it's like going to the park and seeing they chopped off your favourite tree, like the death of your pet you've had since childhood. it's like losing your best friend or that one terrible fight you had with the person you loved unconditionally. it's like losing all your friends, the ones you trusted so much but who only used you and then threw you away like a plastic bottle. it's the harshness of winter and the realisation that you're so alone you don't have someone to spend christmas with. it's like the feel of cold metal against your skin, like feeling tied up in a metal chair in the middle of a dark empty room. it's like all the happiness has gone out of the world and there's no hope for humanity anymore.

it's claustrophobic but liberating. it's happiness but heartbreak. it's love and it's loneliness. it's a hug and a shove. it's home and it's hell. it's life and it's death. it's everything and it's nothing.

listening to louis tomlinson singing is a million things. but most of all, it's magical. it's an experience you'll never forget.

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wtf did i just stumble across

but in all honesty, how good would this movie be? like it's the same guy in different fonts, imagine the hot british accents in it. harry and brad are already singers and we all know tom plays the guitar. like the good looks, the voices, the all round sexiness and attractiveness. this movie would be the death of me

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one more because i cannot stop myself from looking at their pictures:

Bradley Will Simpson and Thomas Stanley Holland are the same guy in two different fonts. try and change my mind.

it's not even embarrassing how much i love them. like- look at them, how can you not?

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some more pictures because we love a good parallel:

could we have these two playing brothers in a movie? or best friends? or Tom could be in a the vamps music video??

Bradley Will Simpson and Thomas Stanley Holland are the same guy in two different fonts. try and change my mind.

it's not even embarrassing how much i love them. like- look at them, how can you not?

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Bradley Will Simpson and Thomas Stanley Holland are the same guy in two different fonts. try and change my mind.

it's not even embarrassing how much i love them. like- look at them, how can you not?

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why is this video so cute 🥺

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saw this on instagram and couldn't stop myself from posting it here because honestly, ive never seen anything more accurate about this fandom

cr: @/gaysforlwt on instagram

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absolutely

One of the greatest band in history

EVANS

BALL

SIMPSON

MCVEY

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cherry blossom tour documentary | episode 2

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just my type

personal

hair too long

the holy trinity of the vamps music videos

like honestly?? how good are these? just my type is the absolute best video they ever made, like the scenes, the setting of Morocco, it's so beautiful that song is my drug and don't even get me started on the personal mv, like how sexy is that dance, I literally play that song on full volume every time it comes on. hair too long is so pretty and rad the director literally said Brad just keep walking and singing and bam, music video ready. these three music videos will be the reason of my death one day.

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i adore sleepy Brad with every breath of my body