Lost Heart
When I was young, I had many years ahead of me.
I dreamed of meeting the love of my life.
As soon as I was able, I sought her out...
Then, she revealed herself.
Her horrendous rotten heart.
She is selfish, judgemental, and murderous.
She mocks me, insults me, ignores me.
My hope shrunk, and my innocence is gone.
I am now bitter, monstrous, and self-destructive.
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I Remember Love
Peaks and valleys; highs and withdrawals.
Love is temporary, passing, and trivial...
She looked at me with calculative eyes.
She measured my worth.
She found that I am nothing.
So, nothing she returned.
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Love is Transactional
When I am at my worst, I am alone.
When I am poor, I am despised.
When I am sick, I am disgusting.
This is your love, and I will reciprocate.
Till impending death, we unite.
Our old age creeps upon us.
Our retirement plan; our children.
We are vile, psychopathic, and selfish...
Then, in death, we forever part.
Hate, suffering, jealousy, and despair...
It's all we know now...
Clearly, hell is on our horizon.
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I am Worthless
I approach girls and try to make a connection.
I'm often able to get a phone number or social media.
I text her later...
Or I message her later...
Or I call her later...
Nobody replies back.
I am disgusting, worthless, and unwanted.
I am jealous of your attractive man.
He gets all you and all your girlfriends attention...
I wish I could have been like him, but I am dirt.
I am trash.
I am horrendous.
I am pathetic.
I am nothing.
I am desperate.
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I am a Worthless Man
I am average in every way.
I have tried to approach girls and get to know them.
Girls don't message me back.
You win... I deserve to grow old alone.
I deserve to die alone.
I am disgusting.
I am dirt.
I am sorry for existing.
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I'm Jealous
All the girls return his call.
He's asked when he is free.
He's asked if he'd like to have a threesome.
Girls don't message me back or return my calls...
I'm always frustrated and alone.
I'm left by myself, just masturbating onto a tissue paper...
I am a worthless peice of trash.
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He is the Man
He's got a lot going for him: wealth, intelligence, and popularity.
He has 20 girls on his phone asking if he's free tonight.
Two of the girls are asking him for a threesome.
As for me...
I'm alone in my bedroom, masturbating onto a tissue paper.
I've approached 100s of girls...
None of them message me back.
I'm getting older.
I've missed out through my prime years.
I am frustrated, jealous, and angry.
I never had a chance.
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Ready to Settle
35-year-old woman had her fun.
She's seasoned, wise, and willing to "settle" for less...
Barren, infertile, with leathery skin.
An offered consolation prize.
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Woman is God
I messaged you and said "hello".
You leave me on "read".
I am unworthy of your attention.
You define perfection.
You are royalty that deserves the tallest wealthiest man in the world.
I am just a regular man.
I don't deserve to even look at you, or hold a thought of you in my mind.
I am disgusting garbage.
Please forgive me.
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Nice and Superficial
I say "hello" and you smile and tolerate our conversation.
I text you later and get no response.
How does your guy friend hang out with three attractive girls for lunch?
Why can't I even get a glance.
I want to be like that other guy; I want a chance.
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"Not interested..."
Girls often fawn over the same guys.
Why do they get all the girls?
Why am I ignored?
I'm so lonely and nobody sees me.
Why do girls treat me like I did something wrong?
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Valentine's Day
I want to be touched and feel connected.
I want to fuck.
The girls won't give me a chance.
I'm invisible... Masturbating.
How'd that other guy get girls to call him?
It's not fair.
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I got a few girl's numbers... They always don't reply to my texts.
I haven't had sex in years and I'm tired of masturbating.
Does anyone have any advice?
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I am rejected.
Alone and masturbating:
defeated and vengeful.
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My penis wants to enter her body.
I hate her judgement to deny my penis entry.
She taunts and ridicules me.
The attractive boys retain monopoly to her pussy.
I am not attractive.
I am defeated and masturbating to sooth my lust...
Lonely, frustrated, and vengeful.
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Oh, it must be nice.
All those girls reply to your messages.
They don't respond to me...
I'm tired of fucking my hand.
I want the real thing like you got it.
But I'm not rich, charismatic, famous, talented, powerful, or handsome.
I'm a failure.
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Post-masturbation reflection:
I realize the futility of existence.
Between each nut, I crave to relieve myself in women...
Often, I'm just rejected and simply left to fuck my right hand, lonely, jizzing onto any tissue paper I find.
On the occasion when I do release myself in a woman, I realize it's the same thing but with extra steps...
Live, work, and nut...
That is life's purpose.
Why can't I just be content with fucking my hand...
Better yet, why can't the craving to nut not bother me?
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