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You may want to read this, if you've been repressing your feelings for sometime, or for a very long time, or for years. 💕🍃

"𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧. 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞?"

The question that left me thinking and deliberating for hours, and words stifled in my mouth.

If he and I fit in right in the year 1970, I would have denied loving every entity other than him, in any of our lifetimes.

But we do not do love now, do we?

"Say it with the name of God.", said the fortune teller,

"Allow all that you're doing be done in love."

I'm not a flower girl a man can have the softest corner for,

I'm a thorn now, with bite marks of old, long standing, failed affiliation.

She artfully smirked, and held my hands,

"𝑪𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕.

𝑫𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒊𝒏. 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕. 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕."

She repeated, "𝑫𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒇𝒕, 𝑫𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒕 𝒑𝒍𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒎, 𝒅𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒎 𝒘𝒊𝒕��� 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆. 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕."

Her hands released mine, she laughed.

I did them all, whispering his name, the another synonym of God.

She knew. I knew.

I hastened to the gate, and opened it wide, and blissfully accepted him in.

She was right.

"To change the ending, we do not have to be together but in love."

And I was completely in love with him, his ardor and his excellency, and even without being with him.

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐢𝐭𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟, 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. ❤️

-Dr. Ridima Kamal

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We live, we die, we leave, we hold, we move, we sit, we fly, we climb, we grow, we become, we think, we curse, we bless, we forgive, we forget, we break, we rise, we fall, we try, we love, we hate, we like, we deny, we do, we do not. And then, we call it a short life. Hey hi. Whoever is reading, I love you to the miles closer to you and back. You're now a wild card entry, hence, I welcome you to my life. Today, I am going to talk about the life that I have, and it's hard to explain. I write. I write since I were 17. I wonder if this calls for success or risks. One as a person who stammers, avoids eye contacts, is afraid, is an over thinker. The one who writes because she is weak. Other one is a lion-hearted woman who does everything to pacify her soul and mind. The woman who writes because she is courageous and presents herself in the best expressive way possible. Long back, I told my friends that I have no aims and I am not happy, but my friends reverted and said, you inspire us. I don't know if I really do, but the messages I get, tell a different story. May be, I do, I really do. I write about pain and swellings. I think about love and longings. Time cures, time heals, but what if time never was the medicine, what if remedies your thoughts are. *Poetry doesn't mend, it makes the agony bearable.* You know, what my darkest tragedies are. You know the catastrophes of world I've been through, you know the disasters I've seen. People, yet I yearn to save them from being victims. Would you like to see how the writer in me works? Would you like to see how the normal adult girl in me acts? It's not that difficult to figure the differences out. I reside in two with the soul of the same color, yet the masks paint all monochrome and rainbows. I can reach you out, just be a little louder. #TheDentistWhoWrites #RidimaKamal (at Barrage Rishikesh)

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Do you want anything more than the conversations becoming longer and the dreams becoming clearer? PS- WhatsApp statuses, then. WhatsApp stories, now, Connecting hearts since years. #TheDentistWhoWrites

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Some days, I have no words, but only feelings. In a world where relationships are too frequently named, and then, broken. When the time slows down, and they speak of lovers, and when they finally identify their souls in someone else, when they're naturally connected, who gives them an aura of home and adventure altogether, two adults are now too rigid to love each other. And here I am, one of those stubborn adults who know what love is, but often deny reconnecting to it, but write about love as if I am feeding on it. 💔

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Your eyes holding gravity, lean me towards you. I imagine what can happen next. Dreams feel so authentic, sometimes. -Ridima Kamal

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At a point of life, every person becomes a writer. If you don't believe me, turn the last pages of your notebooks, and read the most painful confessions, the loveliest poems, unsaid stories, untold feelings, future predictions, the heartrending letters. They all rhyme. -Ridima Kamal

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I can’t give you my hands, they are too small, I am afraid, I can’t save you.