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hypothetically

if there was a trans person in parkour civilization

would they have to do parkour to transition...

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so it turns out i have bpd instead of bipolar

how did i find that out? i got an an fp and then SPLIT MULTIPLE TIMES because said fp said she'd pay me attention and told me she loved me and then she didn't and then got back together with her ex

am i fine? no. is the situation hillarious? yeah

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HELLO LESBIANS OF TUMBLR

i need to preface this by saying i fell in love with a girl who was taken at the time she broke up with her gf a few days prior to today. i fell - hard - and she's basically been everything i've been thinking of for the last few days. i wrote this somewhat poem about how i wish she was in love with me and how i wish i could help her navigate through her break up.

p.s that was written in my discord vent channel lmfao p.p.s i'm gay for women.

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sigh..... back into the minecraft fandom rabbit hole i go...

i quit the dsmp fandom last year after the brighton biter incident but now i'm back and it feels so... refreshing????? knowing that i can still enjoy my favorite content while being detached from the person who made it (i'm sorry i jus love c!tntduo). one of the most useful skills i've prolly learned last year is that you gotta be smarter sometimes and not let shit affect u as much end of rant. it's almost 12am i should prolly go to bed

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gavin's smoke break ends with him one whole cat richer

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don’t expect leniency

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Workin’ on a little somethin’ ✏

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zombie au gavin

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for a thing

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people moving to tumblr from twitter please fucking reblog art likes literally dont do anything except make the artist upset bc they have 2 reblogs and 55 likes

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What people expect when I say I’m a writer: writing a whole novel

What I actually do: get into a fandom or come up with an original idea, go to sleep every night thinking of the story, make imaginary scenarios and Pinterest boards, make Spotify playlists, and finally sit down to write it out 2 months later only to get another idea and abandon the story. Repeat the cycle.

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some lore of my reed900 zombie apocalypse au !! i am so normal about them i promise

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I constantly forget to post my renders on Tumblr -- I'm way more active on X -- so here you go. Did these ones to take a small break from my (now complete) WebComic.

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chat hear me out

reed900 zombie apocalypse au

Gavin is a zombie, Nines is... well, Nines

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here’s a little comparison for people who say engagement hasn’t gotten that bad and anyone who complains is ungrateful.

these are two posts from my first go round on tumblr circa 2014-2017, my most popular gifset of all time

& a text post

notice how the ratio is about even on likes to reblogs?

here’s from this go around, my most popular gifset

and my most popular fic

do you see how that’s discouraging?

i love being on this site. i love the little community i’ve found and the people who follow me and the mutuals i’ve made friendships with and the mutuals that i’m still getting to know. i love it. but at a certain point it’s hard to justify spending so much time on works that get bad engagement.

reblog, comment, send asks. without them, this site doesn’t work.

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i just love it when your so called friends forget about your existence when you don't text them

like gee thanks all i wanted was to know I'm somrwhat important to you

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Commission for @ardunkothe