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“I asked ChatGPT-“ Okay well I asked Richard Cameron and he thinks you’re stupid

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As I lay in my old bedroom with you

I see your dough brown eyes turn 10 shades of sky blue

Chubby cheeks and patchy dyed hair

Wresting matches and video game button mashing

Can't make us escape the water in which we swim.

You'll be detained by the darkness of the earth

Falling deep into pitiful depths of your own self worth.

Going to jail, getting suspended, getting wasted and inhaling the poison of which you consume

You'll fall deeper in the what you can only describe as the ideal "teenage youth"

While I'll be gone, to the confides of my bed

Lingering in the minds of the fire demons in which we will forget

Drowning in the tears that I create

But I'll keep it down in the ambulance rides

As The feeling of the sisscors hugging the inside of my chest

is teenage life I am cursed with.

I wish to hold your hand and take the pain

I wish to have been the promise you were willing to keep

I wish that you thought of me

But for now I mourn of what used to be

Of the life that should've included me

Please keep me in the footnotes or inbetween the lines. Show up to a party and erase my one track mind.

Use the words which I held so deep to clean the brown dough eyes that have stained me.

Cleanse me from the pain of mourning the 8 year old kid who lives only 2 minutes away.

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I love this sm!!!!

richard cameron would be obsessed with "Work at a Pizza Place" and here's why:

this boy logs into roblox, ignores all the chaos games, and immediately goes, “time to clock in. 😊”

he doesn’t play it ironically. he’s not there for fun. he’s there to make. the. pizza.

while charlie has set the kitchen on fire, and neil is driving the supply truck into the lake, cameron is:

firing everyone who doesn’t wash their virtual hands

getting tagged for yelling at knox to hurry up at the cashier counter

unironically writing up employee evaluations

locking the manager's office door so no one else can come in ("You have to earn access.")

trying to union-bust pitts and meeks because they asked for a break

making todd 'employee of the day' because he hasn't stopped delivering pizzas out of pure fear

and the worst part?? he’s really good at it. he would have a 5-star rating. maxed out kitchen stats. you cannot out-pizza this man. he is the pizza place.

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ok wait I just thought of smth

Neil finds out Todd’s middle name and Todd hates it but Neil thinks it’s cute so he starts calling Todd that endearingly and at first Todd doesn’t like it that much but then he learns to love his middle name because Neil loves it

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I feel motherly towards him :(

Look my SON in the eyes and tell him you hate him. Go on.

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pitts & knox friendship crumbs from the og dps script TuT

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They are all the same to me btw

Jinx: fighting for Vi to accept her as jinx

Rumi: fighting for Celine to accept her demon side instead of making her hide a huge part of herself

Genya: fighting for sanemi to accept him as his brother again and forgive me

Iruma: fighting for everyone who doesn't know he is human to accept him as he is

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Has anyone done this yet? lol

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I wish there was more Iruma lore :( like I want more chapters in the manga to be about his relationship with his parents compared to his demon family. I want to see more of Iruma actually realizing his trauma and struggling hard!!

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I love him like he's my child 😿

i have maternal instincts when it comes to richard cameron

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Guys I actually love swing kids so much I don't know why I slept on it. Like omfg I rated it 5 stars on Letterboxd it's so good. I love films that dive into the idea of people in 1940's Germany and the propaganda they are faced with.

I couldn't recommend it more, even without rsl all bloody faced and his amazing lovely cuddly eyes, it is still goated af. I love it sm, rsl being in it just makes me like it even more!!

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Now why would you say that Pinterest

Pinterest hurts me frfr

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AHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD IM ACTUALLY SOBBING RN!!!!

Hello dps community, i offer my new dead poets society animatic 🤲 (or rather neil perry animatic bc bros the star of this one 🥹)

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RIP to Todd Anderson, Neil Perry, Charlie Dalton, Steven Meeks, Gerard Pitts, Knox Overstreet, Richard Cameron and most importantly John Keating. All of you would have hated AI

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I'm about the fail my geometry regents Tmr...

See you guys in august!

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!

"Todays my birthday" i say longingly

"Is today your birthday?" Says the man of my dreams aka any variation of Robert Sean Leonard

He adds a sweet "happy birthday" and I reply "thank you"

We then throw a desk set of the bridge of our school

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Guys.