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Can u do a kai parker and reader imagine where she stops kai from killing people at jo wedding because she believes he can change. She also bring jo back to life

Of course, I put it on the list :)

One question though, do you mean really bringing back to life (so Kai still kills her but not everyone else)? Or just preventing her death?

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Different {Kara Danvers x Mon-El}

SUMMARY: After the heartbreaking revelation from Mon-El Kara is desperate. Out of all the things that could have happened... this wasn’t what she had expected. But it definitely calls for a talk between them. Is everything really as it seems?

ao3: here

1361 words | *gif credit: mine

author’s note: I had this idea since I heard about the spoiler and nearly couldn’t wait to begin writing until I watched the episode. So I’ve been binge writing these past hours since the episode aired - so excuse me if there are any typos, but it's nearly 6AM over here, and I have to go to college in ca. an hour without having slept (*yay*).  warnings: spoilers ahead for everyone who hasn’t seen 3x07 already - due to that I put the story under the cut :)

Kara could only shut the door behind her before she fell down to the ground, burying her head in her hands. She heard his voice over and over in her head, whispering those two words that were poisoning her mind, taking over every other thought she had. My wife. From the moment she had first seen him, she realized that a lot must’ve happened since he had to leave Earth - but for him actually being married to another woman... It broke her heart all over again, shattered it into little pieces that had so slowly started to heal. Crashing it like she had lost him all over again. Only this time it would hurt more, she was sure of it. She would see him every day, be with him without really being able to be with him. 

Tears glistened in her eyes which she tried so furiously to hold back. No. She wouldn’t cry. She mustn’t cry. Nevertheless, there was a muffled sob coming out of her mouth, nearly breaking her self-control. After everything she had been put through today, after everything that had already happened, this was by far the worst. 

Seven years. Seven months. My wife. The necklace. Images and words were swirling in her head, making it impossible for her to think clearly. I would never forget you - yet he did. Or at least that’s what she thought. He had moved on while she had still held on to the hope to see him again eventually. To find a way to be back together. 

Kara couldn’t keep the tears from falling anymore as she started to sob, let all her feelings out until there was a knock on her door followed by a voice. “Kara?” It was Mon-El. He came to her. 

Fighting a battle in her own head, she argued if she should open him. She didn’t want to see him, hear his excuses, but on the other hand, she needed to. She had to know the truth. She had to find out what had happened. If maybe there still was a part of him that loved her, felt something for her. 

So she wiped away the tears with the back of her hand and got back up, sighing quietly before she opened the door. Her eyes were already red and puffy, she must’ve looked miserable, but that was nothing compared to the Daxamite. He seemed as broken as she felt, gloomy, sad, different. He had changed so much from the person she first got to know. Not just his looks but also his behavior, his personality. 

“What?” She asked harsher than intended, crossing her arms in front of her chest. 

“Can... can I talk to you? Please?” His voice was low, and he couldn’t even look her straight in the eye. Instead, his gaze fixated on a specific point on the ground. 

Slightly nodding her head, Kara took a step to the side, allowing him into her apartment. He awkwardly stopped in front of her, unsure of how to approach her, how to begin the talk. How was he supposed to tell her everything if he himself couldn’t even remember every little detail? His memories were still blurry, and every single time he tried to find out more about what has happened all the thoughts seemed to slip, dissolve into oblivion. 

“Kara, I’m... I’m sorry. I wish I could tell you more. I wish I could tell you everything but... I can’t. I’m so sorry.” He began, closing his eyes as he spoke, only opening them again when he had finished. 

They were just a few inches apart from each other, but it still seemed as if there were miles in between them, keeping them away from each other. It had been like this since they had found each other again but no one could tell why it was that way. Not Kara, she couldn’t possibly know what he had been going through and neither Mon-El who couldn’t remember it even if he tried to. 

“Then why did you keep it? Why did you keep the necklace although you’re -” married to someone else. She couldn’t bring herself to say these words, no matter how much she wanted to. 

Kara saw the necklace, tugged away safely under his shirt. So close to his heart. All these years in which he had been gone, in which he must’ve lived a different life in a different century he had kept it. 

“I already told you. It’s a reminder for me. A reminder of you, Kara.” He answered honestly, a little smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, and for the first time since he got into her apartment, his gaze met hers. But she couldn’t really reciprocate his smile as she was still trying so hard not to fall apart. 

“But why? You are... we are... you...” She was at a loss for words as she felt another wave of tears hitting her. 

Immediately, Mon-El took a step towards her, wrapping his arms around her and holding her in his embrace. She felt his warmth radiating off onto her, calming her down as it was such a familiar feeling. Out of habit, she buried her head in the crook of his neck, inhaling his familiar scent while he ran his hands up and down her back, trying to calm her down. 

For the first time, it felt like the old times, like what they both had to leave behind. Togetherness. Each other. Their happiness. 

“Do you love her?” Karas' voice was muffled, quiet but Mon-El heard her. Distantly, though, but he heard her. 

“I do.” He whispered, being aware it would break her heart again. Something that hurt him, too. He loved Imra, yes, he was sure of it, but Kara... his feelings for her were strong, stronger even than they had ever been. But something was holding him back. Something, maybe a little voice in his head, told him to push his feelings for her away, to keep her at a distance. 

Kara freed herself from his hug and nodded slowly. The remnants of her tears were still glistening in her eyes, wet stains on her cheeks still visible. She had expected this answer, she had expected it to hurt. Of course, it hurt actually hearing the love of her life saying he fell in love with someone else. 

“But I... you and me. I do have feelings for you, Kara. As I said, I would never forget you. I will never forget you. It’s all just complicated right now.” He explained, a sigh escaping his lips. “To be honest, I can’t remember much of what happened. At least not really. But I do remember those dreams. Our dreams. I’ve dreamt about you so many times. It felt so unbelievably real.” 

He put his hand on her cheek, gently stroking her skin with his thumb. Kara closed her eyes for a second, getting lost in his touch before her eyes widened. “You had them, too.”

Maybe her hope wasn’t lost entirely yet. Maybe there was a new sliver of hope for them. They were only part of a bigger picture that no one of them could see, not for now at least. 

Mon-El was about to say something when they were interrupted by another knock on the door. Kara opened it only to see the one person she wasn’t ready to see again. 

“Here you are.” Imra smiled at Mon-El, walking up to him and intertwining their fingers together. She planted a soft kiss on his cheek, a look of relief on his face while his' showed light discomfort. It was more than obvious he hadn’t expected him to come here, to actually find him here. 

Kara swallowed hard, forcing herself to smile as she greeted Imra. 

“Actually, we were talking right now. It’s really important.” Mon-El said to his wife, but she only continued smiling, leaning forward, making it seem as if she was kissing her husband. But instead, she brought his mouth close to his ear, whispering into it: “You know our mission. You have to forget about her. Let. Her. Go.”

She had forgotten about Kara’s super hearing, though, as she had been able to listen to every word. 

“What mission? What exactly is going on? What exactly has happened in the future?”

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Desire {Kai Parker x Reader}

SUMMARY: You’re paying Kai a visit since he’s the only one who knows how to satisfy your hunger. WARNINGS: blood sharing, smut

ao3: here

2147 words | *gif credit: mine

author’s note: Just a little something I came up with at night when I couldn’t sleep. Hope you’ll enjoy it :)

Cautiously you opened the door, taking a few steps into the house. Instantly the familiar scent of blood reached your nose, and you felt the dark veins starting to crackle under your eyes, fangs nearly piercing into your lips. But it wasn’t only the blood. Under it, you smelled a faint, musky scent which could belong to one person only.

A smile crept on your face and seconds later you were pinned against a wall. Someone’s body tightly pressed into yours, holding you captive, not giving you a chance to free yourself. At least not without using your vampire powers.

‘(Y/N)?’ His voice sounded surprised, but his hold loosened a bit although he still held you pinned against the wall.

Just then you noticed the blood on his chin - he must’ve eaten before. Hunger overpowered every other feeling. Hunger for blood and a different kind of desire, the one that had been the initial reason why you had come to his house late at night.

Again the veins flashed under your eyes to which he responded with a light chuckle.

‘Why is it that you always only come to me when you want to eat? Do your friends still don’t know that you stopped the animal diet?’ He asked when you pushed him off you.

‘Shut up. I need blood.’ You answered harshly, passing by him and walking straight into the kitchen. Kai followed closely behind, leaning against the doorframe as he watched you slightly bend over to get a blood bag out of the lowest refrigerator shelf.

He hummed a little which made you turn around to him again, holding not one but two blood bags in your hands.

‘What?’ You hissed, feeling your fangs emerge at the mere thought of drinking human blood again. You felt a rush of excitement and anticipation and Kai’s full presence seemed to interrupt it.

‘Don’t mind me; I was just thinking. You know you don’t have to drink from those bags. I already told you, you can always drink from the vein - and it’s not like you never had my blood before. In fact, if I recall it correctly, I’m actually the one who gave you his blood and saved your life.’ Kai recounted.

‘Oh, shut it, Malachai.’ You said without thinking and in a flash, you found yourself pressed against the wall again, a hand around your throat applying more pressure than necessary. The blood bags had fallen out of your hand, landing on the ground where the dark red liquid stained the floor now.

His usually blue eyes had darkened, dark veins crackling under his eyes, his fangs visible.

‘Never call me Malachai, you understand?’

He gave a little squeeze, making it harder for you to breath. When you didn’t answer him, he repeated his question again, applying more and more pressure. Your eyes began to water, but you finally managed to nod.

Satisfied Kai loosened the grip around your neck completely. Instead, his hand moved up to your cheek, a smile lighting up his face again.

‘Attagirl!’ He praised, making you roll your eyes at his comment. ‘But it seems like you spilled blood on the floor.’

A chuckle left his mouth as he removed his hand from your cheek and rolled up the sleeve of his shirt, exposing his skin. You could literally hear the blood rushing through his veins, and a low growl escaped your lips.

‘Come on, (Y/N). We both know you want it.’ He smirked, holding his arm out for you to take.

You exhaled deeply, still arguing with yourself if you should really do it. But ultimately the hunger won, and you gripped his arm, bringing it slowly up to your mouth. You closed your eyes as your fangs pierced two little holes into his wrist and his blood started to trickle down your throat.

He moaned softly, pulling you into an embrace, radiating his warmth to you. It was then that you felt the bulge in his pants, amplifying a different kind of desire inside of you.

Since you had become a vampire, you had realized that everything was heightened - especially your sex drive, though you hadn’t someone to live your new fantasies out with. You continued drinking as Kai gently stroked your hair with one hand while the other slowly moved up and down your body. His touch seemed to send off electricity, bringing it directly into your bloodstream as he somehow managed to bring his hand under your black shirt.

‘That’s it.’ He mumbled in a dark voice.

Only when your appetite was satisfied you rereleased his arm, blood still dripping down your chin. Kai who didn’t want to let a drop go to waste, leaned into you, trailing his tongue across your jaw, tasting his own blood. Ever so slowly he came closer to your lips.

‘Kai.’ Your voice was merely a whisper. Everything inside of you wanted him to kiss you, feel his lips on yours. But instead of giving you what you wanted he took a few steps back, watching you with dark eyes. Yours darted between his lips and his eyes, your lips slightly parted as your gaze fell on the bulge in his pants. It had grown in the last moments, and you felt a tingly feeling in your lower stomach, sending waves directly to your core.

You wanted him. More now than ever before.

In a flash, you whooshed yourself into his arms, bringing both of you to the couch. You sat on top of him, hands resting on his muscular chest, your hips moving in slow motion, straddling him. A low growl escaped his lips, and he brought his hands to your hips, guiding you in your movements. Leaning forward a bit, your lips were nearly touching, his hot breath fanned over your face.

His head jolted up, and he connected your lips in a deep passionate kiss that left you breathless as he withdrew again, wanting for more. You pushed him back into the cushions, reconnecting with him. His hands found the way under your shirt, and he tossed it up and over your head. Seconds later his shirt followed, revealing his bare torso.

You continued to grind your crotch into his, allowing soft moans to escape your mouth that seemed to spur Kai even more. In vampire speed, he switched positions and lifted you up, whooshing you directly to his bedroom where he tossed you onto the soft bed. He crawled over you, skilled fingers unclasping your bra while he drowned you in yet another kiss.

Gently - far more gentle then you would’ve thought - he started kneading your left breast, his thumb casually brushing your sensitive nipple, making you shudder. He smiled as he kissed his way down along your jaw, your neck and down to your right nipple. Carefully he nibbled, sucked on it, made it harden.

You groaned in frustration, had enough of his teasing and wanted to feel him where you most needed it. You felt the wetness pooling between your legs, and you were sure your panties were already covered in your juices. He changed from sucking at your nipples to rolling them between two fingers, as he kissed his way to your navel.

‘Stop teasing.’ You pleaded, earning only a smirk from him. Fortunately, though, he obeyed your wish by removing your skirt and ripping your panties in half.

‘These were my favorite’s.’ You said, but everything was forgotten as you felt a single finger slip between your wet folds, slowly caressing you. He switched between circling your clit with his thumb and rubbing it in rough figure eights before he pushed one long digit inside of you. You cried out and closed your eyes, arching your back off the bed.

‘You’re so wet already. And I haven’t really started yet.’ Kai looked up at you, devil’s literally dancing in his eyes, as another finger joined the one that was already buried knuckle deep inside of you. ‘I can’t wait to feel you wrapped around my cock. Stretching you out, fucking you until you can’t remember your own name.’

You moaned out loud, his dirty talk only adding to the fire you felt burning inside of you. Continuously he pumped his fingers in and out of you, curling them around and sometimes even using his vampire speed to thrust in faster. His eyes always on you, his free hand found its way to your breast again, his thumb flicked your hard nipple. A first orgasm started to build, you clenched your walls around his fingers, as he hit the sweet spot inside of you that made you cry out.

‘There it is.’ He whispered at the same moment you lost control. Your back arched off the bed, loud moans escaped your mouth as you reached your orgasm. Kai rode it out by not stopping his fingers until you came down from your high. Slowly he withdrew them from your wetness, pushing them into your mouth to clean them off.

You swirled your tongue around them, tasting yourself on his fingers.

‘So hot when you’re doing this.’ He chuckled lowly and removed his fingers when he thought you were done. Instead, he kissed you deeply again, his tongue entering your mouth and instantly fighting for dominance. Of course, Kai won, and you only subsidiary registered, how he unbuckled his belt and took off his jeans along with his boxers. Only when you felt his hard cock resting against your thigh, you realized he was more than ready.

‘Ready for me, babe?’ Kai asked, spreading your legs wider with ease, aligning the tip of his length with your entrance. As a response you bucked your hips forward, finally wanted to feel him inside of you. But Kai wouldn’t be Kai if he didn’t decide to tease you a little more. So he grabbed his length and only rubbed the tip slightly across your slit - up and down. Up and down.

‘Come on, Kai. Fuck me.’

With a low growl, he thrust into you in one deep motion. You moaned loudly, feeling what you’ve always wanted to feel. Kai lost no time in giving you a chance for you to adjust to him. Instead, he instantly began pounding into you, letting out moans and groans every now and then.

His thrusts were hard and deep, just like you needed it. His lips pressed against yours, muffling the moans and small screams you let out whenever he hit your magic spot.

‘You're fucking amazing.’ He breathed. ‘So tight and wet all just for me.’

Dark veins crackled under his eyes as the pleasure took him completely over. By now he cheated with his vampire speed, your eyes rolled in the back of your head, your hips bucking to meet his thrusts to allow him to go even deeper.

His mouth moved to your neck while one of his hands reached out to intertwine his fingers with yours.

‘Bite me.’ You whispered in his ear after a particularly deep thrust which tightened the knot in your stomach. You clenched your walls around him, earning an approving groan before he sank his fangs into your neck.

He fed on you, adding more fuel to the fire inside of you. You dug your nails into his back, leaving red marks and drawing blood. These actions paired with Kai’s relentless fucking brought you to your second release. Loudly you came undone underneath him, sinking your fangs into the soft skin of his neck as well, while he was still feeding on you.

This seemed to be everything Kai had needed to reach his orgasm. You felt his cock throb and twitching inside of you as he filled you up with his hot cum. Spurt after spurt he released into you, filling you to the brim. He collapsed on top of you, both of you panting, both of you with blood still dripping from the corners of your mouths.

Your lips met in another kiss, mixing the blood up as Kai pulled out of you, some of his cum leaking out and dripping down onto the mattress. He rolled to the side, pulling you closer, your head resting on his chest. Slowly you drew small patterns on it with your fingertips, a devilish smirk on your lips.

In a flash, you rolled on top of him, your slick core rubbing over his still semi-hard length.

‘I think you hold back, didn’t you? I thought you wanted me to forget my name.’ You teased with a grin, rolling your hips over his, feeling him harden again.

‘So that’s what you want, hmm? Ready for round two, babe?’

‘With you, always.’ With these words, you sank down on his length again, and this time he fucked you like there was no tomorrow, really making you forget your own name.

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Just Breathe {Harry Potter x Reader}

SUMMARY: What if Harry hadn’t taken Parvati to the Yule Ball but you? And what happens if you’re supposed to do the first dance even though he can’t dance and you're afraid of the attention. 

100 words | *gif credit: mine

author’s note: My first drabble. Hope you’ll enjoy it :)

“I can’t do it, Harry.” 

You were afraid, holding his hand as you walked behind the other three champions. Since the moment Professor McGonagall unbosomed you were supposed to do the first dance you felt the anxiety eating you up. You hated having attention, being in the middle of it all. 

“Yes, you can. Just breathe in and out. In and out.” He whispered, squeezing my hand as he did so. 

I closed my eyes as I felt his slight touch on my hip, exhaling on last time before the music started. Maybe he was right; I could do it.

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Kiss Me or Kill Me {Bonnie Bennett x Kai Parker}

SUMMARY: Bonnie Bennett finds herself being awake at night, thinking about one person only. One person whose guts she hates, who she wants to suffer for everything he did to her. And yet she can’t stop thinking about him as he has devoured her thoughts from the moment they first met.

ao3: here

authors note: This was already posted to my main account but I publish it here, too, so more people can read it. 

Bonnie was laying flat on the bed in her dorm, her eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling above her head. She still wore the jeans and dark green shirt she had on earlier this day, knowing that again she wouldn’t be able to fall asleep. Too many things were going on in her mind right now, her thoughts were what was keeping her awake. No matter how much she wanted to shove them in the back - or even better out of her head - they came crawling back to the surface.

A quiet sigh escaped her mouth as she stood up and went towards the window, pulling the curtains to one side so she could see outside into the dark night. It was hard to make anything out since even the moon was clouded, not giving off any lights. Nevertheless, her gaze always drifted back to one single spot right under her window.

He was right there. Bonnie could feel it, and even though she couldn’t see him, she knew she didn’t imagine it. The magnetic pull his presence had on her, making her feel strangely tingly in the pit of her stomach every time they were together. She couldn’t stand being with him and yet something inside of her wanted to. Wanted him.

Without her knowing her feet had started moving, she walked towards the door of her dorm and went outside, not even bothering with taking a jacket with her. At least she somehow managed to put on her black ankle boots before she finally stepped out of her dorm and ran out.

Immediately, she was hit by the chilly autumn breeze, cursing herself for not taking a jacket with her. But as soon as she looked to her left it was forgotten, or she just didn’t care about it anymore. She took a step closer, the corners of her mouth were lightly twitching.

Kai lifted off the spell keeping him hidden from everyone’s eyes. Everyone’s but hers. A smug grin crept on his face as he crossed his arms in front of his chest.

Suddenly, it felt like someone threw the lever on her, reminding her of who it was right there in front of her. Bonnie woke up from her trance-like state and glared fiercely at him. She wanted to do something to get away from him, but before she could even start anything, Kai came rushing to her side, tightly gripping her wrists, preventing her from moving. His other hand moved up to her mouth, covering it so she couldn’t make a sound.

Bonnie was about to bite him as a sudden pain shot through her. Her view fell down to her wrist which was still being held in Kai’s grip, a faint red glow emitting from it. He siphoned her magic! Her eyes fluttered close while Kai leaned in closer to her until he could easily speak in her ear.

‘I’m sorry I have to do this, Bon, but I know otherwise you wouldn’t come with me.’

It was the last thing she heard before everything around her became black.

Slowly, Bonnie woke up again, her head feeling heavy, her hands were tied together behind her back. She opened her eyes and tried to remember what happened. At this moment, a thought came crawling into her mind, consisting only of one word: Kai.

He stood in front of her, watching her with an indefinable look in his eyes. Absently he played with a hunting knife in his hand, just waiting for her to do something. Bonnie pulled at the fetters tying her wrists together in an attempt to free herself. It didn’t work, though, it seemed as if they were only getting tighter with each passing second - which was impossible of course unless Kai hadn’t used magic on them. What, in fact, was more than just a little possibility as it was exactly what he had done.

A sigh left her lips as she acknowledged her defeat. She stared Kai into his blue-gray eyes, challenged him to a battle. The tension between them only enlarged; still, no one made a move. Bonnie couldn’t understand why but in the meantime her mind started drifting off, the thoughts that had kept her up at night filling her head once again. She tried to shake them away, didn’t want to think about him that way. Unfortunately unsuccessfully.

Nevertheless, she did surprise him when she opened her mouth for the first time today.

‘If you brought me here to kill me, go ahead. Do it, Kai.’ She spat the last words, putting all her contempt against him in the pronunciation of his name.

But her gazes at him betrayed herself, showed him what she really felt. The feelings were mutual, unbeknownst to her of course. His eyes drifted from hers to her lips and further south until they went up and stopped at her eyes again. He slightly tilted his head; a smirk played around the corners of his mouth before he gave her an answer.

‘I didn’t bring you here to kill you. Why would I do it anyway? That doesn’t make sense. No, I brought you here to talk.’ He let out a chuckle as he moved closer to Bonnie and spun her around. With a swift motion of the knife, he loosened her bonds. She rubbed her aching wrists before turning around to face him again, her arms crossed in front of her chest.

Unsure of what she should do she eventually gave in to her curiosity and replied: ‘That makes even less sense. But fine, talk. Just don’t expect me to believe anything you say.’

He sighed, his eyes filled with honesty. ‘I brought you here to tell you I am sorry. I realized that I needed to tell you this after I gained the good qualities from my brother Luke. I am sorry for everything I did to you, everything I put you through. Now I know it was wrong to leave you in 1994, but you have to understand that I am the reason you’re standing here right now. Your friends probably didn’t tell you this, but I am responsible for you finding your way back to us. Without me, you’d still be there.’

‘I don’t believe you.’ Bonnie simply stated even though she was aware his words had contained at least a part of the truth. She was fully aware that her friends alone probably would’ve forgotten about her. She didn’t want to think that, but she knew if they had to choose between her and for example Elena she’d always be the one to suffer. Only for solving their problems and making sure everything was perfect again she was good enough. Their care about her was long gone already.

‘Don’t lie to me. I can see when you do.’ Kai said, moving a step closer to her. So close she could feel his hot breath on her skin which involuntarily sent shivers down her spine. His blue eyes darkened until they almost seemed black.

Typically this would be the time fear started to crawl into the minds and bodies of the people seeing him this way. But not Bonnie. A tingly feeling spread from her lower stomach through her, coursing through her bloodstream and into her head bringing back all the thoughts about him she ever had.

They locked eyes, the tension between them thickening to a point it nearly became palpable. Either one could’ve just move their head the slightest bit, and their bodies would have touched. However, no one did. They just kept staring at each other, fighting a battle against one another, against themselves.

‘Fine. Even if you did tell the truth why should that change anything? It’s not like I would suddenly start liking you just because you may have helped a little after you literally left me alone to die.’

Kai sighed. He even would’ve let them do it her way but now his patience was lost, and he decided to do it his way.  

In one swift motion, he took another step towards her, backing her against the nearest tree. One hand found its way to her neck, applying light pressure to it while the other firmly held her wrists above her head. He used his body weight to push her even more against the tree, let her feel his tensed muscles.

Bonnie gasped for air, unable to free herself from his tight grip. Did she even want to? Everything inside her tried to scream yes, but there was another quiet voice inside her head that hoped he wouldn’t leave her. Again she felt that tingly feeling inside of her, only more ignited now that she could feel his hard-on pressing against her leg. She should’ve been disgusted that this obviously turned him on but instead it just added to the fire in her, and her mind drifted off once again.

‘Please, Kai.’ She begged, her voice shallow. She didn’t even know what exactly she wanted him to do. Let her go? No. Leave her alone? Not really. What she knew instead was that she had forgotten about everything that had happened just a few moments ago. She couldn’t remember how she got here anymore; she didn’t even know what they were talking about before any longer.

‘What do you want me to do, hmm?’ He asked her, his voice dark. Soothing even. Bonnie had to look up at him, his face hovered only inches away from hers. Finally, she understood why his eyes had seemed so dark before. They were filled with lust. Lust for her.

His grip around her neck loosened a bit, and he let go of her wrists. A smirk formed on his lips again as he traced his fingertips oh so lightly over her cheek. He didn’t actually touch her yet that nearly touch already send shivers down her spine again, goosebumps erupted on her arms.

He let out a single laughter.

‘See, Bon. That’s not how someone who hates me would react, is it?’ He chuckled, enjoying her suffering as he removed himself from her proximity and a quiet groan left her mouth.

By now Bonnie was genuinely surprised at how much self-control he must’ve had. Involuntarily her heart was beating at a rapid pace, uncontrollably. She hated herself for how addicted she had become to the feeling of his skin on hers. How much she craved him, his touch. How much she wanted him to do everything she had imagined in her sleepless nights.

It took her everything to not have her will be broken. To not give in to him. To not admit that all she wanted was his touch, his lips on hers. Him.

‘Kiss me.’ She thought, not realizing the words actually came out of her mouth. Kai smirked devilishly at her, mischief sparked in his eyes. He gave her a look that could easily be translated into I knew that sooner or later you would break and give in to your desires.

A quick step and he backed her against the tree again, his large hand immediately reaching out for her cheek. A gesture so simple and yet so effective. Only a few seconds later his lips hardly pressed against hers, applying more pressure than necessary, though, she didn’t find it unpleasant.

Despite the roughness, the eagerness of the kiss, his lips were soft, and Bonnie gladly responded to it. She quietly moaned as she felt his crotch hardly grind against hers, her hands roaming under the thick material of his black coat, feeling his muscles flex under her slightest touch.

He slowly moved his hands down her body until they rested right above her hips. Another moan tumbled from her lips as his hands traveled further and around her body, squeezing her ass cheeks ever so lightly, helping her move against him.

Suddenly, there was a loud laugh, bringing Bonnie back into reality. Kai stopped his action so Bonnie could tilt her head and glance to her right. There he was; staring at her with a mischievous smirk, waving at her.

His voice was different, and it seemed as if he was speaking to her from far, far away and through a telephone speaker.

‘Who would’ve thought that this is what you really think about me, Bon? That you want me to do all these things to you.’

And with these words it felt like everything was falling apart, the colors swirling around and Bonnie felt like she was falling into a deep hole. Again, for the second time, everything went black.