sona11

[sona11]

everywhere w u

(by someone too in love to care)

[intro]

hey, it’s me. you left your hoodie again

but i kinda wanna keep it

call me when you're sober… or whatever

[scene 1]

we crash hotel lobbies in our fake IDs

paparazzi flashin’ like we begged them please

drinkin’ your thoughts in the back of the Benz

u say “i’d marry u if i didn’t hate love again”

we pinky-promise under club lights

post it, delete it, fight and then like

crying in a mosh pit, u still hold my hand

said u’d follow me to hell if there’s WiFi and fans

[hook]

i go everywhere with u

like a tattoo i don’t regret

u dream too loud, i sleep too late

we kiss like movie cigarettes

and u say

“baby if we crash, we crash like art”

then we light up LA with our broken hearts

i go everywhere with u

yeah, even when we fall apart

[scene 2]

we plan matching grills and matching graves

your chain hits my teeth when we misbehave

you bought me a mic, said “sing your rage”

i wrote a whole EP about your games

we argue in Dior, makeup at Canter’s

he’s a walking PR disaster, i’m his answer

you film me at golden hour, eyes like war

“you’re chaos in glitter” — u said that before

[hook – stripped & sadcore]

i go everywhere with u

from Rodeo Drive to empty beds

we dream like kids but kiss like threats

and u say

"baby, if we burn, we burn in style”

so we dance in flames and fake a smile

i go everywhere with u

even where i lose myself awhile

[outro – soft piano]

u said we’d take over the world

i just didn’t know it’d cost us our peace

but maybe... maybe i’d still go everywhere with u."

[sona11]

Kisses & Dreams

[Verse 1]

You’re looking at me like I’m bad for your health

Lip gloss dangerous, I don’t need help

Said I’m a phase, now you’re writing my name

On your wrist like a saint you forgot to blame

Pulled you in just to push you away

But you like that, huh? You like the chase

Tell me I’m reckless, I might agree

But I’m cute when I lie, and you’re weak for me

[Pre-Chorus]

We could keep it on the low

Or let your friends all know

I’ll wear your shirt, steal your bed

Leave perfume on your coat

I won’t say it’s love —

But I’ll whisper it slow

[Chorus]

No strings babe, just kisses and dreams

We’re too pretty for a heartbreak scene

You call it lust, but it’s borderline mean

The way I look at you and kill your routine

Said “this won’t end well” — cool bet

But you ain't left my mind just yet

Your hands say “stay,” your mouth says “no”

But I’m in your head like a late-night show

[Verse 2]

I talk in riddles, you bite your tongue

You're drunk on me, and I’m not that strong

You keep receipts, I just delete

You want forever, I’m still in the week

I kiss like I might forget you quick

Then text you at midnight just to make you tick

Yeah, I’m not heartless — just not attached

I’ll play the game, but don’t get too matched

[Pre-Chorus]

You say “what are we?” I say “fun”

Baby, titles weigh a ton

We’re just dancing in the dark

'Til we burn out like the sun

I won’t say it’s fate —

But I won’t run

[Bridge]

Yeah, call it a phase, call it a thrill

But your voice shakes when I sit still

You’re scared of love, but scared to lose

I’m not your cure, but I’m hard to refuse

[Outro]

So don’t fall yet, babe…

But if you do…

Just blame it on the view 🖤

[sona11]

Cruel Devotion

[Verse 1]

Soft lips on a midnight dare

Eyes like sins, but I didn’t care

Told me I was dangerous in a hotel mirror

Now you got your hands where the smoke gets clearer

[Verse 2]

You move like a threat in stilettos and ash

Skin like gold, but your heart’s all crash

Said you don’t fall — but you’re falling fast

We don't talk much, we just light the match

[Pre-Chorus]

I taste your chaos in every breath

You wear destruction like a little black dress

A kiss like pain, but I still confess

I’d ruin again if it means you said “yes”

[Chorus]

You're my cruel devotion, stitched in fire

Every bruise on you lights my desire

You’re bad for my lungs, but I crave your name

Love like a weapon, playin' a dirty game

We break, we burn, we beg for more

Baby, that's what our bodies are for

[Verse 3]

Told myself I wouldn’t sink this deep

But you don’t touch — you possess, you keep

My lipstick’s gone, your name’s on repeat

You haunt like a song I can’t delete

[Bridge]

- Tell me stop and I’ll go slower…

- Liar — you like it when I take over

- You wreck me without saying a word

- Maybe I’m the lesson you never deserved

[Chorus]

You're my cruel devotion, stitched in fire

Every bruise on you lights my desire

You're the thrill that I’ll never tame

Lust with a soul, love with no name

We crash, we claw, we call it fate

Baby, this is how sinners create

[Outro]

One touch, and the world turns black

But I’d do it again just to get you back

[sona11]

Heaven was a bad idea

[Intro]

You look like god with your shirt off

But you talk like hell with your hands on

Lipstick mess on your collarbone

Still I call you mine when I’m all alone

[Verse 1]

Tattooed thoughts, yeah I inked your name

Love you like a pill I can’t quit the same

Screaming at the moon from a hotel bed

Still feel your ghost when I clear my head

[Pre-chorus]

You said we’d crash, I said “let’s burn”

Heaven never taught us how to learn

You’re my high, you’re my fear

You’re the reason I disappear

[Chorus]

Heaven was a bad idea

Kissed like sins, but the end felt near

We prayed in chains, danced in smoke

Made forever out of hearts that broke

Heaven was a bad idea

But hell... you felt so real

[Verse 2]

Pink fur coat and a heart attack

You leave then crawl your demons back

I’m your muse but I’m not your cure

Still I fall for less and crave you more

[Bridge]

If I die in your arms, would it feel like peace?

If I lose you again, I’ll write my grief

We were never safe, just beautifully wrong

[Outro]

Heaven was a bad idea (yeah we knew, yeah we knew)

But we looked so good in ruins too

We bled in style, we kissed in fights

A love like that don’t fade in nights

Heaven was a bad idea

But baby, I’d sin with you twice

[sona11]

u wish

[Intro]

Lip gloss on, hearts break when I talk

He say I’m a dream

Too bad, I don’t wake up for anyone

(not even u)

[Verse 1]

He slid in the DM, said “You’re trouble”

I said “Nah, baby, I’m the whole puzzle”

Diamonds on my mind, demons in my curls

If I’m not his world, why he spin in mine, girl?

[Pre-Chorus]

Phone on DND, still gettin’ seen

Told his lil friend I don’t do “queen”

I do goddess, I do muse

I do boys that I’ll forget by noon

[Chorus]

You wish you could touch this vibe

But I’m too high up, babe, enjoy the ride

I don’t chase, I choose, I ghost

And if I text back… that’s a toast

Got 'em all sayin’ “who’s that chick?

Big drip, heartbreak, lipstick slick

Yeah, you wish— but I don’t miss

I leave 'em on read with a kiss

[Verse 2]

He said I’m cold, I said “That’s cute.”

Bet your ex still stalks my ‘fit on mute

No ring, no leash, no plans

Still make boys drop their whole life plans

[Bridge]

Call me toxic, I call it taste

I’m the girl they can’t replace

Art in motion, sweet sin

Even karma wanna be my twin

[Chorus]

You wish you could match this fire

But you just crash, babe—I’m the driver

I don’t beg, I don’t bend

I don’t fall—I set trends

So here’s your L, take it slow

I’m the plot twist you’ll never know

Yeah, you wish— but I exist

Like a dream you’ll always miss ✨

[Outro]

Tell your new girl not to worry

I’m everyone’s type

[sona11]

Baby Blue Pink Kisses

[Verse 1]

We snuck out the back in glitter and sins

Fake IDs and devilish grins

Midnight’s ours, we’re not going home

Stealing hearts and breaking phones

[Pre-Chorus]

Pink perfume, glossy lips

Dancing wild on hotel steps

Told the boys “we’re just a phase”

But baby, we set the place ablaze

[Chorus]

We’re bad little angels in lace and leather

Two wild hearts in the stormy weather

Laughin’ too loud, drivin’ too fast

Turnin' every night into our last

No rules, just soft vibes, neon in our veins

We don’t chase love, we play the game

Two girlies, one mission: get lost

In a world with no rules, just baby blue pink kisses

[Verse 2]

We don’t cry, we just reapply

Mascara wings and say goodbye

Dancing on tables, singing off-key

But baby, we’re the fantasy

[Pre-Chorus]

Flashin’ lights and reckless dreams

We’re the chaos in the limousine

No apologies, no regrets

Just matching tattoos and cigarettes

[Bridge]

You and me, ride or cry

Midnight lovers til the day we die

Hearts untamed, souls on fire

We’re the dream, we’re the damn desire

[sona11]

young honeymoon

[Verse 1]

We drove where the sky meets the sea

In your hoodie, you looked at me

Like nothing else could ever matter

Waves crashing, hearts beating faster

Haven in the woods, glass and pine

Tequila sunrise, your hand in mine

Movies on but we just talked

Til 3am, barefoot walks

[Chorus]

You’re the sun on my skin, the sand in my shoe

Every little thing feels brand new

Laughin’ too loud, we don’t care who

It’s just us two, in our secret view

No rings, no vows, just me and you

Playing house on a young honeymoon

[Verse 2]

We danced in the kitchen, made a mess

You kissed my shoulder, I said “yes”

To forever or at least tonight

The stars above us blinked so bright

Mountains holding secrets, just like we

Two kids wild and running free

Your laugh? My new favorite sound

Hearts on fire, no one around

[Bridge]

Talkin’ dreams and chasing the moon

Playing pretend, but maybe too soon

But baby, if this is wrong, I don’t care

As long as we’re tangled up there

[Outro]

So let’s toast to this, no rings, no rules

No big plans, just breaking the usual

You and me, writing our own tune

Living this love, on our young honeymoon

[sona11]

Deadly Darling

[Verse 1]

Black silk sheets, perfume in the air

I cry with eyeliner on but I don’t care

Pink rings, fake smile in the mirror

Who am I when no one’s near?

They say I’m pretty, like I’m made to be seen

But no one asks me what I dream

So I paint my lips, like a war disguise

Every glance a goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm no one's fantasy

I bleed when I fall too

Woke up on the floor

With a rose and a ruined shoe

[Chorus]

I’m a plastic swan

Cracked but I’m stunning

Held together by

All the hearts I’ve been ruining

Paint me in pastels

Hide all my scars

Call me fragile

But I shine like the stars

[Verse 2]

Twilight skies and cherry gin

I kiss like I’m trying to forget him

Diamonds drown in my bathwater

Still don’t feel like a daughter

Lip gloss truths, mascara lies

I keep my secrets in butterfly knives

He touched my soul, then he ghosted

Now I burn rose quartz, hope it’s not hopeless

[Pre-Chorus]

You want the beauty

Not the breakdown behind it

You want the light

But can’t stand when I dim it

[Bridge]

Took my pain and turned it chic

My sadness smells like vanilla and mystique

If you love me, love the bruise

Not just the muse in Jimmy Choos

[Final Chorus]

I’m your plastic swan

But I’ve got fire

burnt by pink cigarretts

And I keep it to myself

I’m not perfect

But I’m art in the dark

Kiss my curse

I’ll leave glitter on your heart

[Outro]

Cracked, but still dancing

Still standing

[sona11]

Velvet Venom

[Verse 1]

Late night drives with your hand on my thigh

Neon scars under dark blue skies

I’m your chaos in cherry perfume

You're my heartbeat in a hotel room

Told me, "Don’t fall in love" — but you did

Tattooed my name like it’s something you hid

I’m not the type to be tamed or owned

But damn, with you, I feel at home

[Pre-Chorus]

We kiss like war

We burn like sin

You pull me close

I pull you in

[Chorus]

You're my velvet venom, my sweet collapse

Bittersweet thrill in a midnight trap

Ride or die, we're cursed and gold

Lips like secrets I’ll never unfold

In your hoodie, in your bed

In your head like the things unsaid

Velvet venom, that’s our tone

We bleed love, we break bone

[Verse 2]

You’re all lace, all knives, all fire

Your name's on my lungs like a choir

I write songs with your voice in my head

You haunt me better than anyone dead

You said, “You’re bad for me,” I said, “I know”

But I’d still follow you into the smoke

With your pink nails and your savage grace

You’re the kind of danger I’d always chase

[Bridge]

He calls me baby with a loaded gun

Lips taste like trouble but I still run

Even angels fall for flames

And I’d let you ruin me again

[Final Chorus]

You're my velvet venom, my sweetest sin

Bleeding hearts where the pain begins

Hold me tighter, break me slow

This kind of love, they’ll never know

You’re my crown, my knife, my throne

We’re forever carved in stone

Velvet venom, that’s our name

If we burn, we burn in flame

[sona11]

late night muse

[Verse 1]

He likes vinyls, I wear lace

He’s all mystery, I’m all face

Meet me under streetlight moons

Where we talk like the world ends soon

He’s a blackout kiss in the back of a car

I’m glitter-stained tears and a cherry heart

We’re both too much, but we never mind

Two broken clocks, perfectly timed

[Pre-Chorus]

And when he sings, I hear my name

In every hook, in every flame

And when I post, he double taps

Even when I’m dressed like chaos wrapped in pink

[Chorus]

We’re that Tumblr dream, that indie scream

Like we fell in love in a movie scene

He’s my cigarette breath, my neon king

I’m his babydoll with a siren ring

Ooh, we don’t care what people say

We’re art, we’re noise, we’re love in grayscale

[Verse 2]

He plays synth, I hum in bed

Writing lyrics from the things we never said

He’s cold brew and I'm pink foam

But with him, I never feel alone

[Bridge]

Polaroids on the ceiling,

Matching scars, matching feelings

If it’s toxic, make it cute

If it’s love, make it loud and mute

[Final Chorus]

We’re that midnight beat, that glitchy flame

With matching tattoos that spell our names

He’s my shadow boy, I’m his star-crossed thing

And we kiss like the world is ending

[sona11]

Lipgloss Lies

[Intro]

Mirror on the wall, who’s the wildest of ‘em all?

Gloss drippin', hips slippin', I don’t even gotta call

He be dreamin’ in my DM, I be dancin’ through the fog

Yeah, I’m sugar, spice, and scandal — wrapped inside a baby doll

[Verse 1]

Talk slick, I’ll flip it

Black nails, French tip it

I don’t chase, I pivot

If he play, I dip it

I’m the headline, centerfold

He a side quest, minor role

Got my own throne, silver & gold

He just there to break the mold

[Pre-Chorus]

Bubblegum beats, tongue in cheek

Make him fall in love every time I speak

Pink champagne, satin sheets

But I ghost before he even gets a peek

[Chorus]

I wear lipgloss lies and midnight lace

Got a pretty little pout but I don’t play safe

He be beggin’ for a taste, for a minute of grace

But I’m cute, cold-blooded, with a baby face

Lipgloss lies, don't try, you'll lose

You can't win if you don’t know the rules

I make hearts stop, boy, I break taboos

I'm a doll with a twist — Barbie got no use

[Verse 2]

He like, “Where you goin’?” — none of your biz

I do what I want, yeah, I’m grown like this

Got a playlist full of sins

And a look that always wins

Blow a kiss, melt his brain

Got ‘em hooked, Novocaine

I’m a glitch in your game

Unbothered in the rain

[Bridge – Rap Breakdown]

Uh, catch a body in Prada

I don’t text back, I just block ya

If he fine, maybe I’ll shock ya

Play nice, or I might drop ya

I got perfume, poison, kiss of doom

Make a boy cry in the hotel room

I’m a snack and a scandal, glitter-lit vandal

He just a candle, I’m the full moon

[Final Chorus]

Lipgloss lies and a wink that kills

Candy-coated but I got no chill

Heartbreaker in heels, dressed to thrill

And I do it all just for the thrill

[sona11]

Heaven's empty without you

[Verse 1]

You held my hand like you were made of light

Spoke like the stars owed you the night

Now your voice is a ghost in my lungs

Breathing hurts, but I still breathe you in

[Pre-Chorus]

You said you’d haunt me in the softest way

But I wasn’t ready to lose you that day

[Chorus]

If I close my eyes too long, I see you

Smiling like you never knew

You’d leave me here with nothing but

The scent of you in my sheets

I don’t sleep, I just pretend

Tryna find you in the end

You stayed too long in my skin

And now I don’t know where I begin

[Verse 2]

I wear your hoodie like a second soul

The sleeves still know how tight you’d hold

I talk to the air like you’ll reply

Silence answers like a lullaby

[Bridge]

And if you saw me now

Would you still call me your girl?

Would you wipe my tears

And would your heart still ache

like it did that day?

[Chorus]

If I close my eyes too long, I see you

Kissing my hair like you used to do

But now you're gone baby & I can’t breathe

Without breaking apart at the seams

I don’t sleep, I just pretend

Tryna find you in the end

You stayed too long in my skin

And now I don’t know where I begin

[Outro]

Come home

Just once

I promise I won’t let you go again

[sona11]

afterparty bruises

[Verse 1]

We met in smoke and silver light

Rooms spinning fast but your eyes held mine

You said, “This world’s a simulation”

I said, “Then let’s glitch in sync”

You poured vodka on my heartbreak

And whispered secrets in my drink

[Pre-Chorus]

Crowds blur, but your vibe’s too sharp

Everyone’s noise, but you hit like art

Two weirdos in the heat of it all

Making out like gods at freefall

[Verse 2]

Your ex is watching, mine just left

Our friends are filming, bodies a mess

Music’s loud but we’re louder in silence

We orbit love like it’s a science

You said, “No strings” and I said, “Bet”

But every move ties tighter yet

Your hands know constellations of my skin

We sin, we spin, we begin again

[Pre-Chorus]

Boy you're electric and cold

But somehow you make my edges fold

You said, “Feel me, forget the rest”

Now my soul’s drunk in your chest

[Chorus]

Dancing through the madness

Kissing with a purpose,

Eyes like galactic sadness

Touch me like a ritual,

Freak me like it’s spiritual

Baby we’re the miracle

[Bridge]

Beneath the flashing lights and our perfumes

We built a temple in a crowded room

Your truth undressed me more than your hands

You said, “I don’t believe in fate

Except tonight, I can"

[Outro]

So when they ask who lit the spark

Tell ‘em two stars danced in the dark

[sona11]

fast love

[Verse 1]

Cruisin’ fast down a midnight highway

You steal a kiss and I don’t care

You grab my hand say "Let’s roll the dice"

I bite my lip "Guess I’ll cross that line"

[Pre-Chorus]

Let’s get lost in the city baby

No rules, no maps, just drive me crazy

Fast lane, red lips, hands on mine

Tonight we burn and leave no signs

[Chorus]

Here we are

In a love so fast, it leaves a scar

No forever

Just a reckless midnight high

Fast love, no stop signs

If this is danger, I don’t care

Take me anywhere

Let the romance game begin

[Verse 2]

Dangerous mix but we don’t care

Can’t slow down, won’t play it safe

If this is reckless, let’s make it last

No looking back, no second guess

[Bridge]

we’re meant to collide

in a dream you and me

No tomorrow, just tonight

One last kiss, one last thrill

[sona11]

Slow Suicide

[Verse 1]

I hide my hurt in unprescribed pills that I take

Sativa smoke in my lungs with 7 shots of vodka

Dance with demons like they’re my best friends

Baby boy can't you see I was born breathless

You write my name in neon pink and purple

Nurture me in empty bathrooms and taxi rides

We talk in poetry but we don’t really connect

But bet you sing my songs when I’m long gone

[Pre-chorus]

I only feel when hearts and cars crash

Like me, they break so violent and fast

[Chorus]

Oh it’s a slow suicide

Sip on lips filled with pretty lies

Words that kill me in time

Oh it’s a slow suicide

I’ve been dead for so long

but hey I’m so much fun

[Verse 2]

Another stranger asks me to stay the night

Yeah god knows I only love when I’m too drunk

He says I’m pretty and a little too reckless

I only feel enough when I throw myself away

[Bridge]

Sugar, I was never meant to stay

I was made to be your sin

So kiss too hard and love me fast

then set me fucking free

[sona11]

girl next door

[Verse 1]

She was born in a cruel small town

Grew up too fast, torn apart at the seams

She chose notoriety and holiness as her crown

Her last hope is california daydreaming

[Verse 2]

She hides her innocence and spirit like a siren

Her battles within were louder than the world around her

Makes her visions come true with summer wine

Everyone's dream girl gives it all for her art

[Chorus]

Gives you love with her heart of gold

She's the girl next door

She's the girl next door

Remember that she's never yours

She's the girl next door

She's the girl next door

[Verse 3]

rides to house parties in a crashed car she doesn't own

Heart on her sleeve but she might take yours and run

Leaves you high & dry cause boys always come and go

Wasted and damaged but she's always the first to move on

[Bridge]

She reinvents who she is everyday

Reborn as stronger and more fearless

And at the end of the day

Believes everything works out for the best

[Outro]

She’s the girl next door

But to me she’s so much more

[sona11]

Cotton Candy Lipgloss Roberry

[Verse 1]

Dressing all black but hearts are full of colors

High heels richochet through the party scene

Sharing our stories inspired by the ink under our skin

Kiss and tell with champayne on our lips

[Pre-Chorus]

Feeling reckless while dancing through chaos

Dying young half a legend, half a fraud

Self medicating a hundred scars

Spilling all our guts in this stolen night

[Chorus]

Tonight's cotton Candy lipgloss roberry

Cotton Candy lipgloss roberry

[Verse 2]

We kill depression with cocaine and laughter

Every blow and every puff brings more fuckery

Life's like a movie and we're living like runaways

Too wild to let anxiety and suicidal thoughts win

[Bridge]

My girlfriend calls it her fav late-night escape

And my man's dripping with lust and danger

This love's a crime and they're guilty with me

I'm living for these forbidden romance parties