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How to Kys without making anyone sad no borax no glue

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Why is there no representation in media for people that don’t cry when they sh like bro not everyone is breaking down it’s an annoying stereotype

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I HATE HOW MY MOM REMOVED MY DOOR. SHE CAN HEAR ME CRY AND I HATE IT. 😞

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UM NEW EDIT FROM THAT OTHER POST-

I FOUND THEM, THEY WERE JUST UNDER MY PILLOW!1!1! :33

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Tw: mentions of $h

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I lost my pouch that held ALL of my blades. THOSE WERE THE ONLY ONES I USED TO CVT AND I DON’T KNOW WHERE THEY ARE. I ALWAYS KEPT THEM WITH ME, WHY AREN’T THEY ON ME NOW???

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I have two sides

I hate my scars

I want more

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TW: mentions of $u1c1d3-

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Me when I tried to od 😳

(I ended up going to the psych ward after-)

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CW/TW: Sorta vent, + mentions of $h.

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Me watching my ex show me his new cvt. It was NOT so silly! God I hated and loved him at the same time (He did that when we were dating.)

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CW: A RANT/VENT IG?? IDFK. ⬇️

DUDE I’M SO MAD AT MY MOM BECAUSE SHE PUT ME IN ONLINE SCHOOL. ONLINE SCHOOL HAS MADE ME GO FUCKINH CRAZY. I HATE HAVING NO REAL FRIENDS, I HATE HAVING NO ONE TO TALK TO, I HATE NOT SOCIALIZING. I NEED FRIENDS. I NEED PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARE AND WANT TO TALK TO ME. AND GOD, THE WAY SHE PUSHES ME TO RAISE MY GRADES AREN’T MAKING ME FEEL ANY BETTER. I’M NOT FAILING AT ALL. SHE JUST WANTS ME TO GET ALL A’S AND B’S SO SHE “CAN BRAG” ABOUT IT ON FACEBOOK. IT’S ONE C, LIKE IS MY HARD WORK NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU? WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT ME TO GIVE? I’M NOT A GOD DAMN GENIUS FOR FUCKS SAKE. WHY DO YOU EXPECT ME TO GET BETTER GRADES AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT?? I’VE DONE SO MUCH TO EVEN GET IT THAT HIGH, LIKE I DON’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO. :/

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Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

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TW: Fake cvts and bl00d. 🚀

Really fake, It’s vent art.

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God I really wanna do it on my arms again, but I’m scared my parents will see it. If anything, I’m scared ANYONE would see it. My brother always points it out, and never keeps his mouth shut. I get that he’s just a little boy who’s curious and all, but I always tell him to stop asking me “What’s that on your leg?” Or “What happened to your arm?” It’s so fucking embarrassing because my family can hear him. I hate this so much. AND ALSO, MY BLADES SUCK. THEY’RE ALL OLD AND SLOWLY STARTING TO RUST, I NEED NEW ONES. 😾😾