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Im back after an age of procrastination. Im gonna be studying regularly and that's a oath. I'm gonna find the reason why I'm doing what I'm doing and work hard day and night to realise this dream. I want my younger self to be proud of me.

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ohhh october be kind. on god be kind

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We are so back baby! I worked on filling my research gaps for my virus review yesterday and I made some very interesting progress. Also submitted the article for week 1 of internship at Pehchaan-the street school. Also completed all the week 7 lectures of my drug designing course and submitted the assignment for it. I'm so happy. Working on thinking I've been dying to work at makes me so happy I don't need mood stabilizers.

I also finally went to get an ADHD assessment last Thursday (forgot to update) and I'll get my results on either Saturday or Monday.

I'm also hoping to submit the final review paper I've been working on more than a year on Monday with all the corrections and research gaps filled. So today I'll be focusing primarily on leaving no stone unturned in working on that.

Below is my progress for yesterday.

Thanks for reading. Follow for more adhd ramblings.

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August was full of suffering. I cannot stress enough how hard this month was.

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15 days of productivity

Day 4

Completed and submitted the assignment for week 5 of the drug designing course I'm taking currently. Today as I was solving questions I realised this is not only helping me to understand computer aided drug design process better but also greatly helping me better my calculus skills which I had lost along the 3 years I had no application for it in my bachelor's. I am finally gaining some confidence that I can perform well in the certification exam which is less than a month away.

I supposed to listen to the first 45 minutes of an 8 hour lecture on isomerism but due to time constraints I couldn't and now I'm too sleepy.

In other news, today I formally joined as a content writer intern with Pehchaan- A Street School which is an NGO dedicated to providing quality education to children who cannot afford to go to school. We had an induction meet which was supposed to be an hour but ended up being 2 hours due to which I wasn't able to give time to chemistry.

I could've done better but considering that I've still not gotten my potential adhd assessed (and don't have any access to medicine) I did pretty well. Only took a 4.5 hour break while working on my assignment today which were taken in small amounts of 35-45 minutes for meals and rest. And that is a massive improvement. Hopefully I keep it up tomorrow and so on cause I have an extremely important entrance exam for master's in December which I haven't really started preparing for in earnest. Fingers crossed.

Thanks for reading. Kindly follow for more adhd ramblings and if you want to keep up with my chaotic academia.

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15 days of productivity

Day 3

All I did today was sulk and moon about my imaginary suffering. Feeling very girl, interrupted Winona Ryder so I guess I'm doomed. Will update 🤡

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15 days of productivity

Day 2:

Today my main goal is to complete the organic chemistry IUPAC nomenclature lecture and clearly understand all the concepts. My side quest today is simply revising the week 1 lectures of the drug designing course I'm taking and re-attempting all the assignment questions for that week. Will update. Follow for more adhd ramblings 🤡

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Please stop trigger tagging with #epilepsy tw/cw/warning/etc.

I need every single person to understand how horrible tumblr’s tagging system is

I go into the tag for epilepsy and its all flashing lights. We can’t use our own tag because people without epilepsy fill it up with improper warnings.

Use ‘flashing’ in place of ‘epilepsy’ in your tags. You aren’t warning people of epileptics, you’re warning us of flashing lights. Please please tag properly. Epileptics say this endlessly and constantly and it’s ignored. You are risking lives by doing this.

Here’s proof of what I mean:

THIS POST IS 100% OKAY TO REBLOG, I ENCOURAGE PEOPLE WITHOUT EPILEPSY TO ESPECIALLY DO SO!

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15 days of productivity

Day 1: revising stuff

Revise week 1 drug designing course

Re-attempt quiz 1

Revise week 2 drug designing course

Re-attempt quiz 2

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Okay I give up I don't trust myself anymore I'm starting a 15 day productivity challenge (start small so I can pretend I'm not a notorious procrastinator and it's gonna end soon....ramble ramble etc etc) I woke up 3 hours ago and I'm in the middle of revising previous lectures and attempting quizzes and just making sure that I correct all my wrong answers so I can perform to the best of my abilities when the eventual certification exam happens I'm not sitting absentmindedly trying to figure out how to solve a simple question. There's nothing I hate more than trying to remember how to solve a question when I didn't even study for it in the first place (hence the self loathing). Hell I want to be overprepared or atleast study until I can't get it wrong.

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Hi. I've been struggling to come up with the needed downpayment for my school this semester. I've tried selling things online but theyre not enough. I am already in my 4th yr hoping to enroll this semester so I can proceed to internship next sem.

Any amount will do. Thank you for your kindness in advance. 🙏🩷

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if you’re a studyblr blog that’s not just devoted to aesthetics, please like this post ! let’s try to find some mutuals for the upcoming school start ^^

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Resisting the urge to procrastinate (I feel so guilty about last night) hope to complete the assignment for week 4 of my drug designing course by tonight without any unnecessary interruptions.

Will update when I'm halfway through. Wish me luck

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i’ve not been able to study or do a lot of academic work this week, due to helping family and then getting sick

but i’m going back to university next week and i should have time to get things done in the upcoming days !

i have been making time to study mandarin, studying a language not in a classroom setting has really reignited my joy that comes from language learning !

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So bad news I did my work but as I was submitting it the page refreshed and I lost all my progress and the deadline got over just then so I basically did all that work for nothing. Fml

Okay so I've not been studying for the past couple days and I feel really shitty about it so I'm gonna dedicate atleast 5 hours of uninterrupted study and work to complete an assignment I need to pass this course I'm taking in drug designing that's due at midnight ahh why does this happen again and again hope to tick it off my to do list before midnight with godspeed please please oh heavens above

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Okay so I've not been studying for the past couple days and I feel really shitty about it so I'm gonna dedicate atleast 5 hours of uninterrupted study and work to complete an assignment I need to pass this course I'm taking in drug designing that's due at midnight ahh why does this happen again and again hope to tick it off my to do list before midnight with godspeed please please oh heavens above

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thank you for the tag @cryptic-corvids-blog

📜favorite color: I love all shades of violet I’ve come across but I have a soft spot for Lilac.

📜last song i listened to: “hot girl” by charli xcx

📜last film i watched: this taiwanese film called “eternal summer” its so beautiful and painful. I’m currently rewatching “killing eve” season 2

📜currently reading: “Court lady and country wife” by lita rose betcherman. It’s biography about the contrasting lives of two sisters in 17th century england.

📜currently craving: A crispy chicken bucket. It's my comfort food and i’ve not had it for oh so very long its agony.

📜coffee or tea: i really love coffee but I am from the Indian subcontinent so I don’t think I could survive without tea <33

Tagging some of my mutuals : @sahhr-studiesmed @studyinrain

tag game : answer + tag nine people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

@peachym00 tagged me in this thing like years ago and i never got around to doing it because — welp, depression 😵‍💫 — but here i am! thank you my love!

🌸 favourite colour : sunshine yellow. probably. or it was at one point. it was also prussian blue at one point. it's probably ace purple now. it's been for quite a while.

🌸 last song I listened to : the moon represents my heart, from moonlight chicken.

🌸 last film I watched : lmaooo i honestly don't remember, I haven't watched any movies in a while. but i did re-watch ep. 5 of only friends — the 25th hour episode — last night.

🌸 currently reading : haven't picked up a completed giant fic in a while, but currently following a few sandray fics. but I'm especially tuned into this firstkhao getting together fic by my dearest @semantics-error . it's delicious and heart wrenching.

🌸 currently craving : i wanted french fries today but ordered in chinese. it was good. but i would have still liked french fries.

🌸 coffee or tea : tea, any day. coffee just gives me acidity whether i take it with milk or not lmao. also tea has more varieties, so.

tagging ; @aniland @skyfish7 @kaleidoskuls @semantics-error @boyslovecorner

feel free to ignore to hell and back lol