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Gaining Interest

Al-Haitham x gn!reader

-> IN WHICH Al-Haitham realises he fucked up but you don't care anymore.

-> Wordcount: ~1,3k

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Part 1

Al-Haitham left Kaveh's room as soon as the news sickered through. His roommate must have made a sick joke, yeah that's right. He's lying. You're still in Sumeru. You're still by his side. You wouldn't leave. Surely.

He kept telling himself the same lies and delusions for days and days without an end. He still set the table for two. Cooked for two. Made coffee in the morning for two. And all of that was not for Kaveh. But you never came back. Maybe you never will.

Al-Haitham's days turned monotone and lifeless. You're not there to cheer him up and his roommate keeps reminding him how he fucked up.

And to make things worse, every little thing reminds him of you.

The keys with the keychain that you made yourself for him on your first anniversary, saying it's nothing special but it's a reference to his favourite book that no one cares about.

Except you.

Another lonely day passed and Al-Haitham fell asleep only to experience the most restless sleep he will have in his entire life. With you by his side, that would never happen.

You woke up to the best sleep you had in your entire life. The bright sun shined through your window and the lively chatter from the locals outside of your home. Being away from Sumeru was like heaven on earth.

The atmosphere was completely different. Your previous lonely and cold days were filled with warmth and laughter. You now have a new, better life with friends, a good job and no one that gives no regard to your feelings. It lifted a huge load off your shoulders and you felt like you could finally breathe.

Saying that you didn't love Al-Haitham anymore is a lie and you know it. But you also know that it's okay and you're willing to move on. Turn the page and start a chapter life.

Without him.

After a month, Al-Haitham couldn't handle it anymore. He needed you back. He worked night and day to take enough time off to meet you. He has to convince you to come back.

Quickly checking if he had packed everything, he left his house. It's been so long since he took time off for vacation or spending time with his loved ones.

The journey to Liyue flew by fast. To say Al-Haitham was nervous was an understatement. He was anxious, indecisive and always on the edge. His knee was always moving up and down, and his hands were constantly brushing through his hair and what's even worse, he didn't know what to say to you.

An apology is a given. How can he not? But what's next? A declaration of love? Empty Promises? He doesn't know. This situation is completely new to him. You're his first and last girlfriend.

Al-Haitham is a genius. He graduated at the top of his class. His bookshelf is filled with books of all kinds of knowledge. From botanics to physics to cooking. He has it all. Christ, he's the Acting Grand Sage. Currently the highest position in Sumeru.

He can speak 20 languages, and love is not one of them.

Al-Haitham's heart almost stopped when he spotted you.

You were sitting with your new friends and you were laughing. He hasn't heard that sound in so long. He can't even remember when he last did.

Oh, is that how much he neglected you? When was the last time your eyes were shining so bright? When did you last laugh with him? What about a smile? He can't remember. He can't remember. How can he not remember?

Why is it that he can recall every type of poisonous plant and every so slight weakness of monsters, but as soon as it's about you everything is blank?

How much did you have to suffer for you to finally leave? It's a miracle you stayed as long as you did.

Hours passed and he did not move from his spot. He has been waiting for you to stand up and say your goodbyes. Not in a creepy way, no. He just wanted to talk to you as soon as possible.

Which was right now.

"[Name]."

You stopped in your tracks. Your eyes widened. Why was he here? Did you forget something at his house? Did you owe him some money? No, that can't be.

Your brain was trying to come up with reasons why he was here but with no luck.

You took a deep breath and turned around.

"What are you doing here?" Your mood was the complete opposite of when you were with your friends. You kept your distance and your gaze was filled with coldness, not the usual happiness when you were with him.

"I wanted to apologise.

"I apologise for what I did. No words can express how guilty I feel for ignoring and neglecting you for months without an end.

"Work has kept me too busy to even notice how you're feeling. I prioritised it over our relationship and it pains me to realise it only now. I know that's no excuse, but I hope you can forgive me, [Name]."

"Al-Haitham." You looked him in the eyes. "You're the Acting Grand Sage. Nothing will change and we both know it." He looked nervous, playing with his keychains. "I will do better, I promise! I will be home for dinner. I will not miss any more dates or anniversaries and I will take time off to spend time with you monthly- no, weekly!"

"I'm sorry, but I can't go back. I have new friends here. I'm happy."

He still wasn't letting it go. "But you said you're only staying for 6 months-" "They offered me a permanent position." You interrupted him. "I accepted."

Silence followed. Your inner conflict is fought between keeping it or saying something.

It died down as soon as Al-Haitham started to talk again.

"I need you." He finally said and you've never seen him so devastated and conflicted than now. The Al-Haitham you knew was rational and always prepared. Never desperate, never needy.

However, the Al-Haitham in front of you was the complete opposite. The desperation was clearly written in his eyes. His body never stood still, showing you he was anxious, awaiting your response.

You were contemplating whether to go back or not. You knew you would never be truly happy by his side. Maybe that's why you felt so guilty for saying the next two words.

"I don't."

The sound of a door closing filled the house. Back in Sumeru, he is.

Without you.

Al-Haitham looked defeated. He knows he can't convince you no matter what he says and it hurts. It hurts so much. Knowing that you were right in front of him but yet miles away made his heart painfully ache.

He always thought of himself as a rational, unwavering man. His emotions never get the best of him. Anger, tears and frustration were useless and unnecessary to him. Why cry if you can figure out a solution to the problem?

Oh, but what if you can't find a solution to the problem? What's the next step? What were you supposed to do now? He didn't know, so he cried, probably for the first time in years. Ugly, hot tears ran down his face and he didn't even care to wipe them away.

He deserved it for what he's done to you and it will haunt him in his dreams for years if not forever. Words cannot express his regrets and remorse and actions can't either. He swore to himself to never let this happen again. Next time he will not put work above you. Next time he will listen to every little thing you say. Whether it's about your new hobby or the bug you saw on your way home. And next time he will appreciate your presence so much more.

But deep in his subconsciousness, he knew.

There will never be a next time.

Fin

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Losing interest

Al-Haitham x gn!reader

-> IN WHICH Al-Haitham loses interest in you and you can't stand it anymore.

-> Wordcount: ~1.1k

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Alhaitham has lost interest in you. You knew that. He never confirmed this theory, but you noticed the hints.

Your lover never came home for dinner for the last few months. He's always late, always so late that even after 11pm he's not home. You spent days in your bed alone, even though you two were sharing it. Not even in the morning he had the time to greet you and say goodbye.

He just left. Without a word.

You two didn't have normal conversations either. When you do see him (which would be considered a miracle) he brushes you off. Saying you could talk later. You never did. You never will. He doesn't have time. He has more important stuff to do (What is more important than the love of your life?).

Through your pain you shrugged it off.

He's just stressed.

He doesn't mean it.

Soon everything will be like before.

It's okay, I'm overreacting.

It never did. Matter how much hope you had. It never got any better.

Even the most hopeless romantics lose hope someday.

"Can we talk? It's important." You try your best to communicate with your lover. You woke up before your usual routine just to have a chance of meeting him.

"Can it wait? I have to go to work." Alhaitham again brushes you off with his (now) usual monotone voice. Like he doesn't pay attention to a word you're saying. Just perceive that you're mentioning something not worth listening to.

"No it cannot-" You couldn't even finish your sentence as your partner has already left the house.

It took everything for you to not scream out of frustration. Instead, tears rolled down your face. Uncontrollable sobs escaped your mouth. You covered your eyes with both of your hands as you fell on your knees. What seemed like hours and hours with no end were probably only a few minutes. What happened?

Were you not enough?

Were you a burden?

Did you annoy him too much?

All these things did not matter anymore. You got a new job offer in Liyue a few months ago. Just as Alhaitham's weird behaviour started. You first hesitated. Why would you leave everything you had?

It took everything in you to finally accept the job offer. A break is what you need right now. A new country, a new area and maybe many new friends.

Who wanted you here in Sumeru anyway? It's not like you had any friends.

It was just you and Alhaitham.

Now it's just you and your pain.

Clearly, Alhaitham didn't want you here, so you being gone for a few months shouldn't hurt, right? You leave in 2 days. That's why you wanted to talk to Alhaitham today, but he seemed... busy.

You lay down on your bed and cried into your pillow. Hours passed and you haven't moved an inch. Not even to go drink or eat something. You just laid there and did nothing, but cry.

For the last 2 days you tried to talk to Alhaitham about your leave.

And for 2 days you failed to talk to Alhaitham about your leave.

It was just like the last months. Not one glance. Not one word. Not one conversation. Just you. Alone. Crying yourself to sleep.

You have packed your items for your trip and your transportation was just a short walk away. You didn't bother trying to tell Alhaitham about it.

He clearly doesn't care.

You closed your eyes. Took a deep breath and stepped out of your shared home.

Goodbye, Sumeru. I will see you in 6 months.

And hello Liyue. My new home for the next 6 months.

Alhaitham sighed in relief.

Finally.

He has been busy with so many different tasks and missions of utmost importance for the past months. As the Acting Grand Sage he had now new responsibilities which didn't make it easy for him. Especially after the whole chaos.

But now he was finished. Now he could spend some quality time with his lover. Oh, how he missed you.

He didn't want to tell you about it. He thought it would bring you unnecessary stress and worry. He didn't want that. He loves you with all his being and seeing you sad or mad makes his heart ache to the point it's unbearable. You, his precious angel.

He knew he had been neglecting you for the last weeks. He missed being near you as well. Your touch, your voice, your delicious cooking. Everything.

He was about to make it up to you with a nice date. He knew one date couldn't compensate for all the wrongs he did the past months. But he planned the best date you could even imagine. He even bought tickets for one of Nilou's shows. They were hard to get but Alhaitham knew you liked her so much and used his position and power as the Acting Grand Sage to get the VIP tickets.

"[Name]?" Alhaitham yelled through the house. "Sweetheart I'm home!" No answer.

The Sage looked confused. It was Saturday, you should be free.

Maybe you were asleep? Yeah, that's probably it. You looked very tired the last few times he saw you.

He quickly checked your bedroom. Empty. Weird. You would tell him if you had appointments or meet-up with friends. But you didn't...

In all his worries he asked Kaveh. His beloved roommate.

"Kaveh?" He knocked on the door. As he got permission to enter he opened the door.

"What?" Said roommate looked at him annoyed. Alhaitham however ignored that. It's nothing new between them.

"Have you seen [Name]? They aren't home and I'm quite worried." He announced his worries.

Kaveh stared at him blankly. "Are you serious?"

Alhaitham blinked in confusion. "... Yes? Have I missed a certain appointment today? Was it important?"

The architect couldn't believe it. Was he serious? You left to Liyue and Alhaitham didn't know? He didn't even notice?

"Alhaitham. You're telling me you didn't notice [Name] leaving about a month ago? A month?! Are you serious?!" Neither of them could believe what they were witnessing.

"W-What? [Name] left? Without telling me?" Why wouldn't you tell him? Have you perhaps forgotten him?

"Without telling you?! Are you hearing yourself? [Name] has been trying for weeks to get your attention, but you were oh so busy with work, that you completely neglected them! They left for Liyue about a month ago because they got a pretty good job offer. They tried to tell you but you were so dense you didn't care. Don't come to me and whine about how they didn't tell you because they tried. You can apologise to them in 5 months when they come back. If they even want to anymore." Kaveh scoffed and closed the door right in front of his face.

You left a month ago and he didn't notice?

You will come back in 5 months?

Part 2

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Nervous

Alhaitham x gn!reader

-> IN WHICH Alhaitham acted nervous the previous days. Why's that?

-> Wordcount: ~0.9k

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"Is he okay?" Paimon asked as she looked at Al-Haitham. Kaveh shrugged. "I don't know. He's been acting like this for quite a while. I'd say a few days…? Never once have I seen him like that. If I had to take a guess, I'd say one of his studies didn't work out."

Now you might be wondering what's gotten Al-Haitham all worked up. He's been distant. Sure, Al-Haitham was one of the humans that don't like human contact and is avoiding it at all costs.

But in the last few days, he's been distant, short-tempered and nervous. Kaveh wondered what could make Al-Haitham nervous.

Al-Haitham always made sure the house was cleaned, always made sure everything was set in place and always made sure that Kaveh did all these things as well.

Oh Archons, one time Kaveh put his dirty dishes in the sink, telling himself he would clean it later,

and Al-Haitham saw it,

oh boy,

Kaveh got a 30-minute long lecture regarding his dirty dishes, why he shouldn't put them in the sink, why he shouldn't leave them there and why he should clean them right away.

That made Kaveh worry.

Al-Haitham never acted like this.

Never.

"Now that I think about it, he's been acting so strange, it's not normal anymore. Well, as normal as he can be. I'm gonna ask him later in the afternoon." Mache said his last words before following Al-Haitham,

who ran off again, because "the colours don't match". Kaveh didn't know what that meant, so he brushed it off as he did before.

Al-Haitham was pacing around the house again.

"Al-Haitham." Kaveh stopped in his tracks to follow his roommate.

"Al-Haitham." He didn't respond to Kaveh's call, still murmuring "That's not good enough." and "This doesn't fit well.

"Al-Haitham!" Now Kaveh yelled his name. Said man stopped in his tracks, locking up his roommate. "What?!" The scribe matches his energy. "Can you not just stand around and help me?! The table is off, the light is too bright and the carpet is dirty!" Al-Haitham's tone was loud and demanding. [Name] should arrive the next day

or today,

he didn't know. That's why he wants the apartment to look perfect at all times.

It's been a year since you travelled to Fountain because of your job. What if you found someone new? What if your love for him disappeared? What if you realized you don't need him anymore?

He didn't know. But he wanted to. So badly. You never gave him an exact date when you would come back. If you did. Maybe you had sent a letter telling him you would stay. Telling him you didn't want him anymore.

"You need to calm down!" Kaveh's voice brought Al-Haitham back. "I don't know what's going on with you! The previous days you've been acting strange! Always walking around, never giving yourself a break, never once stopped complaining about how dirty this apartment is or how the lights are too bright! You need to stop! You need to take a break! Please." The architect grew frustrated at the end of his lecture.

Al-Haitham was ready to respond.

But the doorbell rang.

He instead froze.

Is that you?

Were you finally home...?

...back to him?

The scribe completely forgot about Kaveh and his lecture, about his complaints and, about his doubts regarding you. Instead, he paced towards the door, maybe it's not you? He carefully opened the door.

"Al-Haitham." You stood there, smiling at him. You came back.

Back to him.

Your boyfriend didn't move, didn't speak and didn't even think. All on his mind was you and you only.

"[N-Name]?" He couldn't believe his eyes.

368 days. 18 hours and 28 minutes since he has last seen you.

Yes, he counted.

How could he not?

"Aren't you gonna give me a hug?" You opened your arms and Al-Haitham immediately responded, hugging you.

And lifting you up. "Aw, did someone miss me?" You giggled. You were so happy to be back home and finally spent time with your boyfriend again.

"Quiet," Al-Haitham murmured while burying his head into your neck. You were sure 5 minutes have passed since he lifted you up. "Hey I know you missed me and all, but can you put me back down, please? We have time." You patted his head as he let you down, even though he complained. You put your hand around your suitcase and entered his apartment.

"I see you've cleaned. How unusual of you, I wonder what else is new." You laughed, noticing him blushing because of your words. "I-I wanted it to be perfect for you. I know how you like keeping your environment clean and organized." You were going to say something, but-

"YOU HAVE A PARTNER?!" Someone you didn't know yelled from behind. You turned around, surprised. "Haitham you didn't tell me you had a new friend, less roommate. Here I thought you would be lonely during the time I was gone." Kaveh didn't know it was even possible to get the scribe to blush, but here you are, making a stammering, flustered and blushed mess out of him.

"I'm [Name]. Al-Haitham's partner. And you are the 'annoying' roommate Haitham spoke about?" You held out your hand and smiled kindly at the new person.

"Yeah, sure."

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I love you

Al-Haitham x gn!reader

-> IN WHICH you and Alhaitham always go adventuring together. What happens when you're this one time alone?

-> Tw: Death (a little bit of gore) -> Wordcount: ~1.2k

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"I love you." You laughed at your boyfriend. Al-Haitham smiled back at you while hugging you from behind, lifting you up.

It was an exhausting day. You, studying the whole day and him, dealing with council meetings.

You two always spent them together. Relaxing on the couch or on the bed, talking or just enjoying the presence of one another.

"What was that? I didn't quite catch that." He buried his head into your hair, hiding the huge smile on his face.

"You're such a dork!" You couldn't stop laughing. Escaping from his cruel claws, you turned around and smacked him. It probably hurt you more than him, but the thought is what counts.

"I don't think that's what you said, try again." He waited for another answer, when none came he put his arms around your waste and yeeted you onto the bed.

"Stop it!" You giggled. How could you not? You had the sweetest boyfriend you could've ever imagined for. It was the small things that made you as happy as you are now.

Making you coffee in the morning.

Bringing you lunch, knowing you forgot it at home.

Repositioning you when you fall asleep on the couch, so you don't wake up with back-pain.

Same goes for him.

Al-Haitham has never been happier in his life. He thought romantic feelings or emotions in general are a massive waste of time, clouding his rational thinking.

But when he met you. Oh boy. He fell in love.

Your smile.

Your eyes, sparkling in interest when he told you different facts.

Your laugh. The sweetest sound he's ever heard in his entire life.

How could he not love you? You. In his eyes the perfect being alive.

He would do anything for you.

You want new books? Consider them already yours.

New clothes? Al-Haitham has already put them in your closet.

Flowers? He now has a new garden. What does he do with it? He doesn't know, as long as you're happy, he is happy.

I think you get it now. For you, he would burn the world- no Teyvat down.

Since you are his world.

That's why this hurt him more than (something emotional)

You were stupid. You were so fucking stupid.

Your new study project required different materials that aren't easy to obtain. That's the reason you were here. Underground in what looks like a temple.

Ancient symbols covering the walls, well you thought these were walls. The whole temple looked like it would crumble every passing second. There were more holes in the wall, than, well uh, stone.

It didn't look like anybody was here for the past decades, or even centuries.

You were so occupied with copying each and every strange symbol, you didn't notice the ruin guard walking towards you, its goal? Get rid of the intruder.

Even if you did notice it before, your only option between fight or flight was, well, flight.

During your studies you never had the time to learn martial arts. Hell, you didn't even have a vision. Usually your boyfriend, Al-Haitham would accompany you to dangerous adventures such as these.

But he slept so comfortably. You have to go explore at least once a week and him following you is adding more stress on his side. You didn't want that. In your eyes, Al-Haitham should have the best life, no stress, no worries and no more death.

As soon as you heard a hissing noise behind you, you knew it was already over for you. You dodged the missiles, fired by the ruin guard.

You hid behind the 'walls'. Praying to whatever Archon listening to get out alive.

Please, please, please-

Just please!

You began crying. Will you ever see Al-Haitham again? Can you live a normal life after this?

Will you even get out alive?

These thoughts plagued your mind.

What were you going to do?

When Al-Haitham awoke he was very very confused.

Where were you?

Usually he would wake up before you and make you coffee. Usually you would wake up about 30-45 min after him.

Usually there wasn't a note on your bedside. 

Hi love of my life :]

When you read this note that means I've already left the house! The new project requires us to search for different materials! You looked so peaceful, I didn't wanna wake you up! I'll probably be back in a few hours, and if not, well, uh, let's hope I get back!

~sincere [Name] :>

What were you thinking? He thought. Going out alone without him? How do you expect that going to work? You've been in dangerous situations before and if he wasn't with you...

...you would've died.

You have no vision,

no weapon

and no combat training.

Al-Haitham, now worrying and putting on his clothes.

Not even Kaveh could ask what was up, Al-Haitham was already gone.

Fortunately, you told him a day before that you had to go exploring and explained where you had to search.

But sometimes, knowing where your loved ones are is not enough.

You took a deep breath. Blood escaping from your body, floating down onto the earth.

The ruin guard got you. It picked you up with his metal arms and threw you out of the temple.

On a rock.

You were bleeding everywhere. Your head. Your stomach. Your arms. Name it.

You were dying and you knew it.

You struggled to breath, heaving, choking.

You began crying. What was Al-Haitham gonna think? It was all your fault. You were so stupid.

Please just let me see him one more time.

"[Name]?!" You whimpered. Was that Al-Haitham? Or were you hallucinating because you were dying?

"Oh my Archons [Name] you are bleeding everywhere." Your boyfriend fell on his knees right in front of you. "Don't worry darling, I-I'm gonna bring you to the hospital. It's going to be okay." He whispered sweet nothings to calm you, it seems.

But in reality he knew there was nothing he could do. You lost too much blood. Multiple bones were probably broken.

Hell, you couldn't even sit up.

"H-Haitham?" You weekly mumbled. "I-I'm sorry." You let out a shaky breath.

"No, don't apologize now. It's going to be fine." He took your hand in his and cried.

When was the last time he cried? When was the last time he let through such emotions? He didn't know. He didn't care.

He cared about you and you only.

"I love you." Al-Haitham sobbed as the light left your eyes.

Your sparkly eyes,

now only a deep void.

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Teyvat's God

Creator!Reader x Genshin Impact

Summary: The creator descends down to Teyvat once again. Will there be chaos or peace?

-> Sagau AU -> Wordcount: 0.76k~

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A long, long time ago, there was a god. The creator, to be exact. Oldest being to ever exist. Much older than even Celestia.

Said creator did what they did best. Create. And so originated Teyvat and everything within. Not many have had the honor of seeing the creator since they were very, very tired after using so much power and energy, they fell asleep and left Celestia in their power.

And time went on and on and on. Creations were still intact. Celestia made sure the world knew about you, their creator. Statues were built, as well as temples. Offerings were given to you each day and people prayed to you each passing second.

At first, humans only prayed to you and only you. They saw you as their saviour, their hero. But faith can crumble, and it did.

You were gone for more than 5 thousand years, not even leaving a message every now and then to ensure you are still there, listening to their prayers and their problems.

Now they pray to other gods. Mostly Archons. They were here, they listened and protected their own people, unlike you.

Where were you?

No one knew, not even Celestia.

But oh dear, when you showed up, chaos was brought upon Teyvat.

You crunched your eyebrows. The light was blending you too much for your comfort.

Wait.

The light was blinding you! Is that the sun?

You suddenly opened your eyes. Not believing what you saw. You were finally here! After so many years you got your well-deserved rest and created a body to descend down to Teyvat once again.

How you have missed feeling the soft grass under your feet, the wind breezing towards you, the cold water leaving shivers on your body and the sun warming you up.

You sigh, close your eyes and relax. It's been so, so long. Sure no one's gonna miss you for a few additional hours.

Walking around Teyvat has been so much fun! So many new things to explore, new animal species you were sure you didn't create. Such as... cats...? You couldn't remember the name, but it didn't matter to you! You were finally happy. They made you happy!

And wait until you find civilization!

It was fun, really fun. You were astonished by the structures these so-called humans build. Back in the old days, they were called mortals. Blinded by the beauty of Mondstadt, as they called it, you didn't seem to notice the person in front of you.

So you walked right into them. Not fully used to your new body, you fell. You squeezed your eyes shut, preparing for the pain... that never came? Could you even experience pain?

You felt soft, cold hands around your wrist. Your eyes slowly opened. Right in front of you was quite a handsome man. Short blue hair covering his black eyepatch. A blue top with white sleeves covering his arms. You can't help but notice a blue glowing ball hanging at his hips. What's that? Before you could even apologize for your clumsiness, he spoke first.

"My, my. What do we have here?" His voice was deep, yet soft. His accent wasn't something you were used to.

Do people still speak the original language? Or do they only know English?

"I'm sorry, sir. I must have been blended by the beauty of this city." You smiled at him. Your voice traced with grace. It wouldn't surprise him if you were hidden royalty.

For a moment he couldn't process what you said. You radiated grace, importance and power. Not even speaking of your breathtaking beauty. Those eyes, sparkling at every new thing you encountered (which was like everything). Your lips form a smile at each passing citizen.

"No worries, I take it you're new to Mondstadt?" He smoothly responded, hiding the fact he was flustered.

Your eyes lit up. He swore it was the most beautiful he'd ever seen.

"Yes, I certainly am! The architecture is so different compared to the other cities I've visited." Others might say you lied, never seeing other lands such as Liyue. Others might deny it saying you saw cities from 5 thousand years ago and others just don't give a fuck.

"You don't mind me giving you a tour, right? And I'm Kaeya by the way." Kaeya. What a fascinating name. One you've never heard of.

"Kaeya. What a beautiful name. Of course, I don't mind a tour! I'm [Name]. It's a pleasure to meet you!"

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Asleep

Al-Haitham x Gn!Reader

Summary: You fall asleep while texting your boyfriend, not knowing he’s left deeply concerned.

-> Modern AU -> Wordcount: 0.43k~

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Alhaitham and you have an outstanding relationship. You didn’t think someone so monotone and rational could be so sweet and cute at the same time.

Both of you had busy jobs, making it hard for you two to meet up or have alone time. Still, it became a routine to always visit your boyfriend during lunch time.

Just today was an exception. You were not feeling well. Headaches plaguing and drowsiness overwhelming you. Your eyes couldn’t stay open for more than 5 seconds.

Of course you forgot to text your boyfriend about your wellbeing. 

To say Alhaitham was worried was an understatement. He was concerned, anxious, fearful. It wasn’t normal for you to just stop texting. You know how much it would concern him, so you always text back as soon as you get the message. So why weren’t you now?

He couldn’t even ask Kaveh to check on you since he somehow had a job as well. 

Alhaitham told his boss he was feeling suddenly very sick. Headaches all of a sudden appeared. His capability to work went Puff! gone! Out of the blue! What a shame!

He practically sprinted home. Not even stopping for red lights, the only thing in his mind was you and you only.

Arriving at the front door, he tried to put the key into the keyhole. Keyword: Tried. His sweaty hand and nervousness made sure that the key just didn’t fit into the fucking keyhole.

Click.

Finally. Alhaitham rushed to your shared bedroom, swinging the door open. 

Just to find you asleep on your bed. Phone in your right hand. A chuckle left his lips.

Relieves filled his whole body. All of his doubts of your wellbeing, he didn’t know plagued him so much, left his mind. Alhaitham put down his bag and took off his shoes. He gently tucked the blanket away and joined you in bed. 

“W-What? Alhaitham?” You slurred your words, still super drowsy. Not even opening your eyes.

He quickly shushed you. “Don’t worry, sweetheart. I’m here now, I’m gonna take care of you. Just continue sleeping.” He didn’t need to say anything else, you already drifted off.

Alhaitham smiled at himself and gave you a quick peek on your cheek. 

Yeah, don’t expect him to show up for work tomorrow.

And the day after.

And maybe the day after that.

You were his first priority.

Nothing else mattered except you.

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