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askfallenroyalty · 5 months

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SPEAKING OF FLOWEY!! Something I'm curious about- will Asriel still have their whole "I'm not Asriel I'm Flowey I don't have a soul" crisis in the rewrite?

oh yea thats the crux of their identity character arc

#ooc #doodles #flowey defined their identity as soulless and when getting a soul failed to make their life Normal (or as how they remember normal to be)#well guess this soul isn't real! guess its a Big Lie cause i know I'm miserable and that's the only logical explanation #never mind that they're 16 when they decided this about themselves and that's like. The Hardest time to be alive

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unstablerk800 · 2 months

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#|| I've failed him so bad. I'm sorry honey. 😭#|| He got a little software instability for saving the fish then I erased it when I had to sacrifice him. 💀😭😂#|| But we saved the cop and successfully traumatized Emma for life. 💀😂#out of thirium [ooc]#created thus [face claim]#dbh #dbh connor #rk800 #detroit become human connor #mun plays dbh

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ask-zerotrio · 11 months

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Clavell and cyrano angstttttt. My mind has conjured some messy idea of Clavell's complicated personal relations with everyone. From unresolved pining/mourning/anger for the profs, to broken friendships with Cyrano.

#director clavell #zerotrioshipping #director cyrano #Haha the drama in that happens in my mind's eye is too complex for Pokemon #//ooc #i just think it's fun to make the compassionate old man face troubles #how much regret do you think clavell holds for the two profs #things like “i loved you and I failed you”#but also “Turo and Sada how could you do all this???????? why didn't you ask for my help” etc.#basically i love that clavell and arven have a lot of commonality re the profs #but since clavell knew them for work and such it's a lot of room to explore haha #and then in comes cyrano who left it all behind him #i doubt he's a villain #if nothing else maybe opportunistic businessman with different stances about education to clavell #anyway all this boils down to area zero research era lore being so intriguing and how using clavell's life to explore it is so much fun #anyway wow my essay in tags #i care them a lot #need to adopt them all as ocs

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pvremichigan · 4 months

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Whoopsie time

#vent tw #cw vent #I'm stupid to have dropped out of college #now I don't know what I'm doing and I can't do the very passion I set out to do #Animation was my dream and I ruined it for a guy who groomed me and ended up physically abusing me.#I didn't realize trying to animate and failing because I don't understand it no matter what I look up about it would result in a breakdown #Not to mention I'm regressing in my art skill right now.#My art is ASS right now no matter how hard I try to improve it #references... Practice... Doodles... Warmups you name it #nothing is going right and I have the urge to quit art altogether #I'm not going to and I can't bring myself to ever do that but It's aching inside me #I want my art to be good according to me. not others. People can say it's great but if I don't like it... I'm not going to settle for it #I shouldn't have left #I loved college #I loved SELU #I loved my life back then #And now I'm here. And I'm not happy anymore.#Even with writing. I even took a long break from writing and I still can't do it right according to myself.#Now I have no muse or motivation for any of it #I feel empty. And I can't go to therapy because I can't afford the balance on my account.#I just feel like I failed.#I feel like I failed my parents and myself. They always tell me theyre so proud of me but I don't understand how they can be.#Not when I ended up in two severely abusive relationships... Dropped out of college twice... And now work in a factory full time.#Yeah i make decent money in a place I enjoy but it all just feels empty.#I could've been more #i could've done better #[[out of ammo]];; ooc

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endawn · 9 days

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thinking more about hunger trying to re-possess pax again and -

#❪ ⋅ ✹ ⋆ —┊ ❛ v. what yet lingers [dragon age] ❜ ❫#❪ ⋅ ✹ ⋆ —┊ ❛ ooc. ❜ ❫#large image //#( this is its entire Motivation to repossess him or the desire to )#( like YEAH it thought it hated being trapped within )#( but no it hated the separation between. the distinction. )#( despite it being ‘their’ body )#( it wanted them to be One. it wants to be Him [pax]. its version of pax. a twisted monstrous version it has created. )#( to consume everything that is. to consume pax. for it to be their body. )#( HIS body. )#( pax only gets a little break after an exorcism is discovered & performed post - trespasser / pre - dav )#( hunger hunts him back down maybe during dav as a little ‘companion sidequest’ )#( it COULD have taken a humanoid form like hunger demons are able to do )#( it would have made it look like pax. but that’s not the same. it wants the body it had known for so long. )#( and it knows pax would never agree when it has no leverage against him )#( it knows him. knows he values the lives of others above himself. )#( that it can use his [ & mercy’s ] self - sacrificing tendencies against them )#( to get pax to allow them to be Whole in order to save the life of the host hunger possessed )#( but hhhhh )#( mercy’s purpose was to help provide and end to pax’s possession by hunger )#( pax being put in this situation goes against mercy’s purpose )#( but also letting hunger continue to possess the new host or kill the host goes against it too )#( unless one would be able to convince mercy that killing the host IS a mercy because they no longer have the means/time to perform an #exorcism . )#( needed to save them )#( if this all Fails pax will either relent and sacrifice himself by allowing hunger to possess him once more )#( or mercy is corrupted into a demon of ruthlessness and pax is lost either way )#( damn i need to stop putting the body of the post in the tags )#( iceberg ahoy )

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lususnatura · 26 days

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🎤 🎤 🎤

a song that i associate with my muse meme!

AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3

hozier - who we are.

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icehouse - crazy.

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depeche mode - personal jesus.

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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#asks - answered.#ooc post.#okay but ESPECIALLY heavy on the last one because it literally all about the idea of someone that people can turn to in hard times-#like a god or a prophet who will listen to your plights and help you + who you should believe in. and i say this because one major theme-#to blamore's character is the concept of being a false prophet and someone who essentially unfortunately takes advantage of people's-#longing for things to get better in gotham. bc i feel like a lot of people there have either been failed by the system by other's or-#possibly both and this is so that blamore can get people to voluntarily want to consume the 'seeds' it distributes in order to uhh...#well purge gotham of its undesirables basically as terrible as that sounds. but yeah that depeche mode song? it's such a good one for-#him and definitely has helped me before to write things related to him since blamore does sometimes believe in its own hubris.#but as for the second one by icehouse that one i associate with it because although it doesn't exactly consider itself to fully identify-#with the label of being a 'man' i feel as if blamore will still talk about itself that way sometimes. its relationship with its gender-#is honestly a little bit complicated NGL because him using it/its pronouns as well is something blamore adopted recently even-#though he'd always sort of felt like disconnected and/or like it didn't really align with how he saw himself completely. BUT yeahhh #i honestly could start a whole discussion about that but i shall do that another time perhaps ahah. anyhow though besides that-#elephant in the room ever since it has transformed into this half-human half-plant monster being... although it does love any partners-#it has very much (trust me) i feel like it does wonder why they chose to be with him more often than he'd like to admit.#so that's where the whole 'crazy' part comes in and as for the hozier song that song is about how you kind of have to carve through-#this 'darkness' to rediscover ourselves and who we want to be as a result of going through a rough time or just something tough in-#general and that is SO freaking fitting in my opinion for blamore because it definitely had to completely reframe the way it thought-#about itself when it transformed. and he also had to figure out what he believed in / what his values were now which can be suchhh-#a messy process TBH but this isn't the first time that blamore's had to rediscover itself as life is honestly kind of this ongoing-#process of losing yourself and trying to find yourself again you know? but yeah. i hope you enjoyed my explanation here tehe <3 #and also that you enjoy the tunes!!

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demonsfate · 27 days

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I know the Urbz was a massive failure in EA's eyes but they should make a sequel solely for me.

#✏️ - ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏsᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ // (ooc)#// I JUST 100% BEAT IT ... for the third time in my life! 😭😭#// i luuv playing it but DAAANG I WISH I HAD A NEW ONEEEE #// i enjoy sims 2 for ps2 as well but believe me i would sacrifice it for the urbz 2 #// (which was what it was gonna be if urbz didn't fail)#// everyone's talkin about mysims due to news but i'm still stuck in mah ps2 sims era #// (especially for the urbz lol lol)#// thAT IS WHERE I'VE BEEN -

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as-mod-eus · 1 month

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just a quick psa for my own rp experience - I mention that I am disabled in my pinned because it’s true. if you’re going to get upset with me for not being able to push myself beyond my limits to write as promptly as you like, we just aren’t going to be compatible as writers. just because my disability is invisible doesn’t mean I don’t have it! I actually have done a ton of work to get myself to the functionality that I’m currently at in my real life and I won’t be sacrificing that for anything, including my hobbies. it took me several years just to be able to consistently hold a job again without going into debilitating flashbacks or being quite literally unable to take care of my basic needs because of my major depression.

i am trying my hardest and i know that going weeks without a reply to a thread can be very discouraging. I completely understand it!!!! and I don’t fault anyone for not jiving with that and that being a hard dealbreaker, but in no way does that give you the go ahead to criticize me for not being able to meet the standards you want me to meet. I love writing and it is my number one hobby. if I am not writing, it is 99% due to me being completely unable to make words because I’m burnt out from my weekly everything.

please be patient with me if we are mutuals. I’m here for a good time and a long time, and I want everyone who has been patient with me to know that I am deeply deeply appreciative of the patience, because I know it can be a lot to ask, especially when we’ve mused a plot heavily and it seems I go radio silent replies-wise. if it were up to me I would be able to churn out replies prolifically - but it’s not, and I have to prioritize keeping myself healthy above everything, including my favorite hobbies.

I hope that clears some things up and sets a boundary for anyone who has been upset with my activity level. thank you!

#ooc.#just a quick psa for myself #my rules.#I know I can schedule myself as getting something done and then fail at it #especially with replies #I promise it’s not intentional and that I AM trying #it’s just that I’m doing the same exact time management tango with everything else in my life and limited energy reserves #tw mdd #tw ptsd #tw ableism

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seirosu · 1 month

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What Kind of Tragedy Are You? self-inflicted

you were given the choice to live , a thousand times over, and yet you never choose it . not intentionally , oh no, you didn’t know it was a grave you were digging . but with every turn , you were twisting the knife deeper . every decision doomed you more . had it been anyone else , they would have made it . but you ?? you are so perfectly you , there was no escaping it . the true tragedy of it all, is how preventable it was.

tagged by : @mischiefmodig (tyty!!)

#✦ { hc. }#✦ { ooc. }#ok but this is actually exactly how i write rhea/seiros... she has suffered many external tragedies...#but she choses to position herself in a continuous cycle of tragedy simply for her own convictions to stand in for sothis #her faith literally digs her into a place where... she's failed to really live for years and years for sothis to make it all worth it #to make all the time and life she's sacrified woth it and she'll be truly relieved of the duty she's given HERSELF #rhea did this all to herself #it appeared as salvation and hope but it really was a grave #she lost so many people along her way and made so many poor decisions out of conviction that sothis would return and save them all #she will even deny her own happiness in pursuit of a greater ... theoretical one #and it all is set in motion... with seiros. seiros is the beginning of a path towards the archbishop we have in game.#im!!! ok ok im loving this

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braveryhearted · 4 months

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I still can't wrap around Alcryst being a prince. lol

#[ i just want to see you be brave. ooc ]#he's just my scrunkly son that fails at life uwu

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yeonban · 2 months

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Actually, speaking of psypass I LOVE how they mostly focused on division 1 who have, arguably, the coolest aliases in the CID (shepherd and hound). Like girl what even IS "balto and chips" (<-division 2). Who chose these names. At least division 3 kind of went off with "guarding and lurcher" but regardless division 1 is BY FAR the best one on this front

#tbd.#��✧ . ❪ ooc. ❫#I cannot for the life of me imagine Tobias as “balto” so I'm forced to make him an inspector in the 3rd division ADJSAUDGHASDASDGHSAK #LIKE IDK WHY BUT I CANNOTTTTTTTT SAY BALTO AND THINK OF THIS MF!!!!!!!!!!!#Bro is going to have to work under the alias of 'guarding' which is. INCREDIBLY ironic when you consider his undercover status #Another thing I adore about Wammy's House is how it can practically be recreated in any verse & DEFINITELY so in psypass #and it'll always; without fail; give Tobias a reason to be in some fuckass place he wouldn't otherwise be!

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slverblood · 2 months

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Something that's interesting to me about the conflict between Sel.ûne and Sh.ar is we know Sh.ar has influence over other worlds, at least those in Realmspace. She has consumed them in the Cycle of Night — a cycle that was interrupted on Toril. But, we don't see clear evidence that Sel.ûne has influence over other worlds. It is said that the stars are her tears, so that's something. Certainly their light is part of what holds Sh.ar's darkness at bay. Nevertheless, Sel.ûne bound herself to Toril's moon at some point. Bound isn't quite the right word, but you get what I mean. It is interesting to consider whether this limited Sel.ûne and kept her within Toril's sphere. You have to wonder why she would do something like that. What about Toril could be so precious? Is it because Chauntea is arguably her daughter? Or is this more of a "last stand" situation? Is it that she failed to prevent her sister from consuming those other worlds, so she set her power over Toril as she had no other in the hopes of thwarting her?

#OOC / HOLLY.#it's also interesting because Toril's system has 8 planets incl Toril #iirc none of the others are really habitable #I think a couple have extremophile lifeforms or groups that use y'know magic or smth to survive #but aren't HABITABLE like Toril is #it's interesting to consider whether all these planets once teemed with life as Toril when Sel.ûne ignited the Sun #and were either part of Chauntea or had their own personifications #but they were destroyed as part of the Cycle of Night #so Sel.ûne binds herself to Toril's moon to make her last stand #because this is literally the last stand #there's no other world no other LIFE to protect #it also adds something to Sel.ûne's character if she's failed 7 other times

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spring-lxcked · 10 months

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wait coming back just to add that i was thinking abt the generational element of the af.tons just being a fucked up family line and i'm. fine. i swear i'm f

#—— ✧ ooc »#˖ ✧ headcanon » ( the demon to his demons )#william's partially a shitty father because of who he is but also partially because of his own upbringing #tries to escape it but either overcorrects or falls into it anyway #terrified of becoming his parents and both passes and fails to escape becoming them #geninely honestly despite everything wants to be better then them and can't and won't #and his parents were shit to him and jayne because they were following social roles #didn't necessarily want kids but It's Expected & although william would never admit it they instilled that in him #& he DID want kids but in many ways the family he tries to build initially is The Stereotypical American Dream #suburb house white picket fence small town wife and three children both sons and a daughter etc etc etc #doesn't let this idea go until late-stage and by that point he's already unintentionally destroying it anyway #i know i made a haha funny joke abt his ideal fam of henry & the son he loves/hates & 2 robot children #but unironically him realizing that he can & should choose what/who he wants BECAUSE he wants it/them #would have solved so many problems if he'd realized it earlier #not all of them but lmao #(not implying that he didn't love elise/mrs. af.ton but he didn't go into or HANDLE the marriage how he should have)#(everything was about appearances not abt actually being prepared for like. Married Life.)#(very much thinks 'okay i'm married. hard part's over. no more effort required' & obv ends up divorced because of it)#(which to be clear he is prone to in ANY ship if they're not willing to beat him over the head w/ reality HARD)#there's SO much more to say abt this like it's very complex but i'm gonna go chill and then go to sleep lmao

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nrc-tea · 3 months

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i give up guys i'm just going to draw this chump

#ooc #I just had a depressive episode and didn't feel like drawing but here we are #for the first time in my life picrew failed me

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emeraldxphoenix · 4 months

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jars of fears

tagged by: stolen from @qapsiel <3 tagging: @victoriousfidelity , @theresastargirl , @othunderous , @cffidelityy , @rvndrkhlme & anyone else who wants <3

#the sad thing is that loki has faced most of these fears throughout their life #they have been abandoned and lost loved ones #they have gone insane and failed so so so many times #they have some (in their mind terrible) secrets they couldn't bear people to know #and the absolute terror of thanos after their interactions #im sad why does loki only get trauma #needs snuggles gets struggles #ooc: out of time #about: it's me; hi; i'm the problem it's me #queue: what is this; a deli?

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roscvcins · 4 months

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tomorrow i need to write emails to professors i haven't spoken to in two years

#ooc : who was that shape in the shadows? whose is the face in the mask?#((neurodivergent woman tries and fails at networking))#((that's what my life can be summed up with))

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