#// virgin ofc / first time tw

[xxliliana-screamsxx]

SALLY FACE HEAD CANONS 💙

(I'm bored so why not)

Disclaimer: this contains mild nsfw so if you aren't into that kind of stuff, I have some general HCs too so need to feel left out ☺️ (characters are Sal and Larry 😊)

Sal Fisher 💙

He would most definitely plan treehouse dates

(TW) If you have SH scars, he will draw little stars, cats, hearts etc. Over them💞

He tries to be the giver in the relationship, but he always ends up being the one who has his head buried in your chest

Kiss him all over his prosthetic, he loves it ❤️

If you ask if you can play with his hair, he will 100% let you

Loves it when you scratch his scalp (he has a sensitive scalp so plz run your fingers through his hair)

Back to his sensitive scalp, he wants to tell you how good it feels but he can't describe it without it sounding pervy so he just keeps quiet

Would definitely rest his head on your thighs

You have boobs? Well they're his pillows now

He is great at comforting you 💖

If you're having a panic attack or you're just worried about something, he will be there to help you through it all 😚

His scent is like lavender mixed with a dash of an old book kinda smell and cigarette smoke. Ya know? Since he's around Larry a lot he'd probably have a slight cigarette smell to him.

Larry Johnson 🤎

He's a tits guy...prove me wrong

He's definitely a giver

Smoke sesh dates 😩👌 perfection

This man doesn't give a fuck who's watching, he will gladly make out with you in front of whoever

Just like Sal, he uses your boobs as a pillow

Not so great at comforting people as much as Sal but he tries okay 😭

You know how some plugs 🔌 will gives a few girls the "pretty discount"? Larry will give you that good kush for free and not just bc you're his gf but bc boobies 🧍(can't blame him, boobs are great just not when you have to deal with them 🥲)

KISS. HIS. CHEST. 👏👏

Bro LOVES when you kiss his chest, goes absolutely feral for chest kisses bro 🫠

Loves it when you braid his hair

Will definitely show the gang after you braid his hair

His scent is like fabric softener mixed with cigarette smoke, with a hint of marijuana

NSFW HCs❤️

Sal fisher 💙

He's a switch ❤️

He's a slut for chubby girls (same)

He likes giving and making you feel good but he LOVES it when you make him feel like he's on cloud 9 😌👌

When you guys both started being intimate with each other, he was a nervous boi. Ofc you guys both started out being Virgins and it was quite obvious that neither of you had any idea how to start

Sal was very nervous his first time, so he asked for you to be on top

The boy is touch starved, so when you gave him the littlest bit of skin to skin contact, oh girl he MELTED 🫠

Ever since you guys tested the waters with what you like during sex, he has come to like being the bottom a lot but he still loves making you feel good so he'll do top service 👌

He's a whiny boy, he most definitely whimpers... don't argue with me cuz me and you both know that he would 👁️👁️

Now a question that has probably been floating in all of our minds...does the prosthetic stay on during sex??? The answer is... occasionally.

Though he will take it off sometimes but he mainly takes it off when he's doing top service cuz it's gonna be hella hard to breathe with that on.

Please PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF SATAN PRAISE HIM 😩🙏

he most DEFINITELY has a praise kink, tell him how good he is, tell him that he's being such a good boy please 😩

Now for other kinks, he doesn't seem pretty vanilla but he also doesn't seem pretty kinky either. So I think he's kinky to an extent, like he'll be kinky with you only if you're comfortable with it

I feel like his kinks are edging, bondage, mommy kink. I feel like he likes receiving edging and bondage to an extent, and the mommy kink was something that he found out he had when you guys were at it

Like imagine you riding him and you keep on edging him and all of a sudden he moans out "mommy~" and it shocked both of you 💀 you guys both stop dead in your tracks and he starts apologizing for calling you mommy and ofc you kinda liked it 👀

So from then on he has gotten a mommy kink from that experience 🫠

Larry Johnson 🤎

Like I said with him being a tits guy, he ADORES your boobs.

When I say he adores them, I mean by full on worship, it doesn't matter if they're small or big as long as they are there, he'll worship them 🙏

He definitely loves chubby girls, don't argue with me about it🧍

About the body worship thing, he will spend hours on end buried in your chest

He'll run his hands over your curves and feel every curve,dip,scars, and any marks you have 🫠(I'm melting over my own HCs damn 💀)

He is a top but a service top 🔝

He's chill with whatever you wanna try in the bedroom as long as you're okay with it

I have a feeling that he would be a bottom for you if that's something you wanna try out

Not full on bottom but the type of bottom that praises you and worships you while you use them

He's good with his fingers fsfs 😩

If you have SH scars, he will kiss your scars and make you feel like the only girl in the world ❤️

I have a feeling that when he climaxes he slurs out something that just makes the butterflies in your stomach do flips like, "God you're so beautiful" "I love you" "I wanna stay like this forever"

High sex...🧍 don't lie you thought about it too

I think that in the relationship he would care a lot about you more than himself and he'd personally come to your apartment and check up on you

His kinks would be bondage, voyeur, edging

His moans are angelic 🫠😩

Okay that's all I got for now baby bats, hope you liked it and I shall disappear for the next week aka going to school and failing all classes in the process lmao. Love you all 💜

[straykeedz]

Virgin! Reader's first time with Lixie where he gets on top, holds her down hugging her and asks her to put it in herself bc his hands are now busy

Ofc hed still be the gentlest guy on earth and give tiny gentle pushes until he gets the tip inside while shushing any cries with kisses

Hed then ask you to bring the hand you used to hold his dick to your entrance up to his shoulders and hold onto him as tight as you want

I get the feeling that he'd rather get past the worst part of it quickly, so you dont even have the time to think about it and tense up, just to go back to his slow gentle thrusting style right after you tell him it doesnt hurt anymore

thank you for your request! sorry it took me so long :(

tw: female anatomy ; virginity loss ; clit play ; fingering (f receiving) ; protected intercourse (yay!) ;

unedited!

𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭, 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐝𝐧𝐢 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞.

oh, this poor boy! he'd be so, so nervous - he almost feels as if it were his first time all over again. he wants it to be a nice experience for you, and he wants to make you feel good, you know? so i feel like he'd be super scared to disappoint you - what if you don't like having sex with him?

you notice he's getting too much in his own head, so you'd cup his face in your hands and look him in the eye as you whisper sweet words of reassurance - telling him that everything's gonna be okay and that no, he's not going to mess everything up;

foreplay!!! and a lot of it. he'd spend at least half an hour between your legs, stimulating your clit with his fingers and mouth as he sucks and licks that sweet spot that makes your toes curl;

after giving you at least two orgasms by clit stimulation, he'd bring his fingers to your entrance. at first, it's just his fingertips brushing your folds delicately, without pushing inside, to test the waters, you know? only after you beg him, he'd let his middle finger slip inside at an excruciatingly slow pace;

and of course he's fingered you before, but this feels as if it were an entirely new experience to you, yes, but also to him. you deserve all the love and the care he has to give you, and he can't wait to show you how much he appreciates you.

he'd finger you real slowly, looking at you to be sure he doesn't miss the way your eyes flutter shut as sweet little sounds fall from your lips. he'd add another finger, moving them expertly inside of you as he builds a pace that's perfect for you;

he has you cumming around his fingers - shaking, toes curling, chest rising and falling quickly as you find your release. and then, after you've recovered from your mind-blowing orgasm, you finally say the words that make his breath hitch in his throat - "i'm ready";

that's when he starts to feel reeeeaaally anxious - he's not good at masking it either. "relax, baby, everything's gonna be fine" is what you say to him;

"what if i hurt you?" he whispers on your lips, looking at you with big, boba eyes, and you swear you saw his lower lip quiver;

"you won't hurt me," you reassure him;

"you don't know that," he insists;

"even if you hurt me, which i'm sure you won't, it's okay, you know why?" you ask him and he shakes his head as a no. "because it just means it's all real - that i'm giving my virginity to the love of my life";

that'd get him to relax immediately. he'd smile and kiss your lips as he positions his naked body between your legs - impatient and scared at the same time to finally feel you wrapped around him;

protection, of course!!! he's prepred, naturally, and has a whole box of condoms in his drawer, together with lube!

"baby, i want you to... i want you to put it in," he'd blush a little as he says the words, "we go at your pace, baby";

you don't miss the tiny whine that leaves his lips when you wrap your fingers around the base of his hard cock, nor the way he grunts when you let his cockhead brush your wet folds and clit. but you both gasp when you align it to your entrance, tip only slightly slipping inside;

he has one arm wrapped around your waist, the other one planted on the side of your head as he balances his weight on his elbow. meanwhile, he uses his free hand to caress your cheek as he looks you in the eye;

you feel him push inside of you slowly, but he immediately halts his movements when he feels you tense up under him. "baby?" he'd immediately ask;

"i'm okay, i'm okay, feels good," you reassure him, encouraging him to keep moving. he does, pushing further inside until he's halfway inside of you while kissing your cheek, lips, nose, temple;

"put your hand on my back, baby, hold onto me," he gasps, slowly pushing the rest of his length inside until he's fully sheathed inside of you. "squeeze or scratch me if it hurts bad," he tells you;

it doesn't hurt bad - it's only slightly uncomfortable, but the odd feeling is soon replaced by a pleasant sensation between your legs once you adjust to having him inside of you.

felix's thrusts are slow and gentle, absolutely not rushed as he pulls slightly out before pushing back inside. he does this a few times, reaching a deeper spot inside of you each time. meanwhile, he places soft, open-mouthed kisses on your jawline and neck to get you even more relaxed.

he smiles against your skin when you let out the softest whimper of pleasure and press your fingernails on the skin of his back. his head snaps in your direction immediately, "good?" he asks and you nod.

"good. more," is all you say.

he fists the sheets underneath your body as he thrusts inside of you - not faster, just deeper. it's all so intense his head is spinning, and you've been doing this for minutes. it feels so good, it's almost unreal;

it feels good for you too - it was a bit weird at first, but now you can't ignore the shivers that run down your spine every time his cockhead brushes your g-spot. moans fall from your lips inevitably, almost automatically and instinctively, encouraging him to keep going;

both of your orgasms start building up real fast, and felix almost lets go when he feels you dig your nails deeper in his skin and wrap your legs around his, pulling him even closer than he already is;

that's when he'd bring the hand on your waist to your mound - brushing your clit using his thumb. slow and delicate, just like you love it, he knows it well. rubbing soft circles on your sensitive bud, he'd make you cum relatively fast, his own eyes fluttering shut at the feeling of your walls clenching around him;

he wouldn't last much longer, emtpying himself inside the rubber right after you. he looks divine when he cums - eyes closed and lips parted as he scrunches his nose lightly. then, he'd hide his face in the crook of your neck as he tries to catch his breath;

you'd place soft kisses on his head as you run your fingers through his hair. after a while, he'd ask you "how was it? did you like it?" and a million other questions to make sure you enjoyed it as much as he did;

definitely runs you a hot bath or shower afterwards;

cuddles!!! he'd wrap his limbs around you as you lie down on your bed or the couch, occasionally kissing your cheeks or lips. he just needs to be close to you...

would literally melt if you told him you're happy he was your first. "i'm glad it happened with you. i love you so much, you're the love of my life, you know that, right?" and he's sobbing afterwards!!!

"i love you too my baby," he sniffles, wiping his tears;

you'd fall asleep next to each other, still cuddling, with felix's head resting on your breasts as your heartbeat lulls him;

𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐦𝐞, 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝!

[katzuk1s]

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18+ mdni

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thinking about giving inexperienced virgin! Bakugou head for the first time on his birthday

TW: oral (male receiving), swearing ofc, praise kink, fem!reader

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You and Katsuki had been in a relationship for a time now, about 2 months since his 'confession' (he shoved some flowers in your face and warned you to be his valentine or else) and yet you two had scarcely done anything together. Don't get me wrong, you spend every waking and sleeping minute with him; movie evenings, sleepovers, dates at anything challenge-based so he can show you how strong he is; but...you haven't done anything with him. Sexual, that is. Sure, you two have kissed, on the occasion his lips would move down to your neck, licking and marking a few small areas on your neck just to show you’re his in front of the class—but he's never gone further than that. You both haven’t, if we are being honest. You’ve both been too nervous, I guess? Or it's just never really been a priority on katsukis list—or that's what you thought.

You are both oblivious to what the other is thinking. Katsuki doesn’t notice how much you stare at him when he gets out of the shower, his towel hanging around his waist as your eyes drift down; and even if he does, he convinces himself that he’s getting ahead of himself—just seeing things. You don’t notice the constant glances katsuki sneaks at you when you are wearing his shirt, which is 10x bigger than you, hanging loosely down to your thighs which you wear as pajamas along with some shorts or just panties. He has to excuse himself to the bathroom to have his 3rd shower of the day after he looks down to see the bulge in his pants—which 9/10 times leads to him covering his mouth with one hand as the other strokes himself as the water drips down his bare body, trying his hardest to keep the noise down so you don't suspect anything.

As katsukis birthday comes along, you do everything you can possibly do to make it the best birthday hes ever had. It’s his first birthday with you as his girlfriend, so you feel its your responsibility to treat him—not that you mind. You get him the perfect gifts—a black tshirt with his favorite band on it, some of his favorite cologne that hes nearly out of, a limited edition all might figure which you had to hide from izuku up into the day, you know that fucker would try to steal it if you left it out, and finally a basket of his favorite foods, and of course 3 bottles of sirachi sauce.

You prepare a complete bacon and egg breakfast for him and serve it to him in his room when you go out into the dorm kitchen to prepare it. He'd rather stay in his dorm than deal with the rest of the class this early in the morning.

For lunch, you get Aizawa to excuse you two so you can go to your favourite restaurant, where you treat Katsuki to whatever he wants on the menu despite his protests, saying he can pay for it—you don't let him, of course.

And finally, the surprise party. Katsuki hates parties, it’s pretty obvious from how many times he’s stomped out at the sight of one balloon; but the whole class wanted to celebrate, so you just went along with it—how much harm could it do? You could always have a quiet night after.

“You think he knows?” Denki whispered in the dark. You were all hidden down in your specified spots as you waited for katsukis return into the dorm lounge where everyone had set up streamers, balloons along with his favourite foods and a special cake made by sato.

“Nah, I’ve been distracting him all day, he will have no idea” you reply.

“Perfect” denki whispers back, a shit eating grin on his face as he holds a party popper in his hand, which you can only guess he will pop right in katsukis face. Rest in peace denki.

You are cut off as the door opens.

“The fuck? Why’re all the goddamn lights off huh?” You hear a raspy voice mumble from down the stairs. You have to stop yourself from chuckling as you cover your mouth to not make a sound.

“Got a power outage or something? Maybe nezu forgot to pay the fuckin’ power bills again” the same voice mumbles as you hear footsteps heading up the stairs, slowly until you hear a loud crashing and cursing.

“GOD DAMMIT, DUNCE FACE DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH THIS? YOU WANNA WATCH ME STRUGGLE YOU BASTARD?!” Katsuki yells as he starts to trample up the stairs faster, until he gets to the top to see some faint balloons in the darkness.

“The fu-“

“SURPRISE!!” The whole class yells as momo turns the lights on, revealing everyone and the decorations. Katsukis eyes widen and he grumbles, turning around straight away.

“Hell no, i ain’t doing this shit-“

“Wait!! Could you please stay for a few minutes, it took us a long time to set this up? Please? I promise we can have a nice night together afterwards" you glance up at katsuki with your most dolly eyes—katsuki grumbles again and looks down, shuffling his feet across to the party, unable to resist your sweet tone and precious gaze.

“Fine. But i ain’t staying f’ long, got it?"

“Kacchan! "How are you doing, my bestest bro in the entire world?" Denki says as he drapes an arm around Katsuki, which is quickly swatted away.

"The fuck does it mean to you?" He mumbles as he pushes away and makes his way to the food.

As the night goes on, katsuki begins to moan and groan more to you, saying he can't bear being around these fuckers any longer and that he simply wants to sleep. You sympathise with him, but you also want to enjoy the time you have with the entire class, which happens on a very rare occasion without a big fight breaking out or a villain attacking. After the cake has been served and eaten, you all find yourselves sitting or lounging on the couch, the floor, or even the tables, joking with one another. You sit on the couch next to katsuki, your head on his lap, looking up into his eyes and casually responding to whatever conversation is going on.

“We should totally play truth or dare!” Mina suggests, her tone deathly sweet.

“Hell yeah! Let’s get this party started!” Sero and the other classmates agreed, katsukis eyes rolling at the suggestions.

“Don’t have time for your shitty games”

“Come on ‘suki! It will be fun! It’s late start tomorrow, we have time” you say, reaching up to gently caress his cheek before standing up and heading over to where everyone is sitting in a circle on the floor, patting the spot next to you for katsuki to sit.

“You’re gonna be the death of me…” he mumbles under his breath before reluctantly sitting down next to you.

“You know, i'm still convinced you’ve put him under some sort of spell, I’ve never seen him so agreeable” izuku jokes, smiling widely as per usual.

“I'VE ALWAYS BEEN AGREEABLE YOU DAMN DEK- IZUKU” katsuki barks at izuku before huffing and leaning back.

“Yeah yeah, let’s get on with it, things are about to get in-ter-est-ing!” denki accentuates, smirking at katsuki. Has he planned something or..?

The game goes back and forth between truths and dares among everyone, until it finally lands on katsuki.

“Now, for the birthday boy! Truth or dare?” Denki asks, sneaking looks at the other classmates suggestively.

“Tch, dare obviously. I ain’t no pussy.” katsuki replies, sighing in boredom.

“I dare you…to show us your text messages between you and y/n!” Mina yells excitedly, leaning into katsuki.

“The fuck?! Why should I do that?!” He yells in surprise, backing away from Mina.

“Got something to hide? I thought you weren’t a pussy huh?” Denki says before snatching katsukis phone.

“GIVE THAT- I'M NOT NO PUSSY, GO AHEAD SHIT FACE”

The class crowds around denki as he scrolls through the messages, but to their dismay, all they saw was just messages asking about each other's day, good night messages, the occasional random photo, but.. that's it.

“Are you guys even together? Where’s the spicy stuff?” Sero whines, snatching the phone as he scrolls back further.

Before they can do any more, katsuki snatches his phone back and shoves it in his pocket.

“You ain’t gonna find any of that dumb shit, no point looking, idiots” he barks out before huffing and looking over at you, leaning in a little closer to calm himself down.

“So you’re telling me…there’s nothing. You guys are no fun!” Denki huffs before looking over at you.

“Mina, you wanna ask y/n now? I’ve had enough asking”

“Yeah! I have a few ideas…y/n, truth or dare?”

“Umm…truth!” You say enthusiastically, leaning over and resting your head on katsukis shoulder as you look over at Mina.

“Have you guys done it?” She says in a low tone, making sure any teachers crossing by wouldnt be able to hear her.

Both you and katsuki tense up before heat rises to both of your cheeks. A long line of silence comes before mineta pops out of nowhere and leans in close to you.

“Yeah! Have you guys done it yet? What was she like bakugou? Was she-“ mineta was cut off by katsuki picking him up and throwing him over to the other couch far away from them before he could say anymore.

“Well? Have you?” Sero pipes up and you look over at Katsuki before slowly shaking your head.

“O-of course we haven’t-! We have only been together for two months i-“

“YOU STILL HAVEN’T AFTER TWO MONTHS?” Denkis eyes look like they have popped out of his head as he switches his gaze between the two of you.

Katsuki stays quiet as he looks away, his face dusting a light shade of pink.

“ I have an even better question!!” hagakure pipes in.

“Do any of you want to? Like have you thought about it?”

“Ooo, good question! So, have you?” Mina asks, buzzing with excitement.

“W-well..i..i-i” you stutter, face flushing with heat as you look over at katsuki to see his face even more red, which makes you even more flustered.

“I-its only fuckin’ natural, what, do you expect us to not think of this k-kinda shit or something? Idiots..” katsuki mumbles under his breath, his voice quivering slightly. Your eyes widen in surprise at his confession. He’s thought about you like that? You would never have expected..unless you were just so oblivious you never noticed…

“So you have!! Ha! I knew it! You do have a heart down there kacchan!” Denki jokes, the rest of the class chuckling along with him, causing Bakugou to huff before standing up, grumbling as he walks away back to his dorm.

“Well.. I guess he’s a bit tired, i’m gonna head off to sleep too. Thanks for helping me set up the party guys! I'll see you in class tomorrow.” You say with a smile, your face still pink as you slink off to katsukis dorm, following him in.

You get dressed into one of his shirts along with your panties before heading into his bed, taking in his scent on his pillows. He comes out a little after you, dressed in a black tank top and some black sleeping pants before laying down in bed next to you.

“Well that was fuckin’ tiring. It’s already 12:38 in the morning..way past my bedtime.” He mumbles the last sentence under his breath, his voice trailing off.

You snuggle into him, your face nuzzled in the crook of his neck and your arm slinked across his waist, his toned abs prominent under the material.

You both lay there for a while in silence, enjoying each other's presence. But that one conversation between denki and katsuki is still on repeat in your mind. Does katsuki really think about you like that? Does he want more? Does he..like thinking about me like that?…

Your thoughts eventually become unbearable and before you can think it through, a question slips out.

“Is what you said to denki true?..do..you think about me like that?” You mumble under your breath, half hoping that katsuki was already asleep and not hearing you talk—but unknown to you, katsuki was going through the exact same conversation; the way your face turned a bright red as soon as denki brought it up, your cute little stuttering as you tried to find the right answer.

“…yeah…don’t…you?” He says quietly, avoiding your gaze.

You hesitate before answering.

“ yeah..I’ve..I’ve been thinking about it for a while..”

“You have?” Katsuki answers, his voice laced with surprise. Yeah, he can’t help feeling those emotions towards you, but the fact that you felt those too? Fuck, it was too much for him.

You simply nod, staying silent.

“What…what do you think about?” He asks, playing with your hair with his fingers trying anything to distract himself from the conversation.

Your face heats up and you nuzzle your face even more into his neck.

“W-well..i..i think about you..doing certain things with me..” you whisper timidly, looking down.

Katsukis breath hitches. Such a simple, innocent sentence can even knock him down just like that. He feels his pants tightening slightly and he huffs.

“I..think about..what i wanna do to you..” he says, his voice quivering slightly.

“Y-you ever..touch..yourself while you think about that?”

Katsuki can feel his bulge painfully tugging against the material of his pants at this point, his breath uneasy.

“Y-yeah..” he stutters. “You?”

You nod again in reply, your whole body quivering slightly from anticipation.

You reach over, taking your hand away from his waist when it brushes over his bulge and he gasps quietly.

“Are you..hard..’suki?”

You reach down again and brush your fingertips over his clothes bulge again and he bucks his hips up, desperate for your touch.

“D-don't..fuckin’ tease me..” he manages to stutter out, trying to calm himself.

You look into his eyes lovingly before leaning down and placing a soft kiss on the tip of his nose.

“Do..you want me to..um..suck you off?” You suggest, your voice trailing off as you look away, unable to meet katsukis piercing gaze.

Katsukis mind swirls as he hears you suggest that, and he nods quickly.

“If you are ready for that..then fuck yeah..”

You take no time to lean down and kiss him gently, but before long the kiss starts to heat up, katsukis tongue swirling around yours as you fiddle to lift off his singlet. Once it’s off you take a moment to take in the sight in front of you. Katsuki, there in front of you laying down, puffing as his bare chest rises and falls. You duck down and bring your tongue down to his neck, placing gentle kisses and marks here and there, before trailing your lips down to his nipples, swirling your tongue around them. As you do this, katsuki quickly brings his hand to your head, his hand gripping your hair firmly as he pants.

“Mmphh…fuck..”

He groans, tilting his head back on his pillow.

“Can i..?” You ask sweetly, tugging at the waistband of his pants. He quickly nods, bringing his head back up so he can see your every move, taking a point to remember this moment.

You tug down his pants, revealing the fact that he has no boxers or underwear underneath, his shaft springing free. Your breath hitches at the sight. How is that gonna fit in you one day? Sure you have tried your fingers but that? That’s like your whole hand!

Katsuki notices your wide eyes and hesitation and he smirks confidently.

“Something on your mind?” He says suggestively, looking down at you with half lidded eyes.

“You are so fucking hot..”

“I know, idio- h-hah!” Katsuki gets cut off by the feeling of your warm tongue on his tip, swirling around and licking off any extra pre-cum. He throws his head back, with one hand gripping your hair tightly and the other covering his mouth as he groans.

“can..can you take your hand away? I wanna hear you..” you ask timidly before starting to take his tip into your mouth.

“F-fuckin’ fine..if anyone hears us im blaming it on you- hnngh!” He groans as you start to take more of him into your mouth, struggling to fit it all in. As you stop halfway down on his shaft, katsuki starts to softly thrust his hips up into your mouth shallowly, making sure not to hurt you in any way, but at the same time get the pleasure he needs. You moan into his cock , sending vibrations down his length, causing him to audibly moan.

“S-so..warm..tight..so much better than my hand..” he pants, tilting his head down again so he can look at you, your pretty lips wrapped around his cock.

“You alright? Tap..my leg if you need a break..youre doing so..m-mmph! So good f’ me..” he praises, thrusting deeper and deeper down your throat each time. It’s uncomfortable, but not so bad you can’t bear it. Man, you are so turned on you can barely even notice any discomfort anymore.

Katsukis grip on your hair gets tighter and he starts to thrust quicker and more sloppily.

“‘M c-close..fuck im so close..you wanna..f-fuck! You wanna pull off?” He asks between pants, looking into your eyes reassuringly.

You keep going, this time bobbing your head up and down to indicate that he can cum inside. His breathing becomes faster and his moans become louder as he does one final thrust, shoving himself down your throat as warm liquid pours out.

You pull away and cough slightly before swallowing, taking every last drop of what he gave you. As you look up at him, you take a mental picture of what you see. There he is again, His head thrown back, hand covering his mouth as sweat soaks his toned bare torso and arms. This was something you could get used to.

He looks down at you after catching his breath, you pulling up his pants again and helping him get on his singlet before nuzzling up into him once again, feeling his chest rising and falling against your cheek.

“best fuckin’ birthday ever”

[farfromstrange]

Matt Murdock || Masterlist

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⤹ NAVIGATION.

🫀 -> comfort for the aching hearts

🔥 -> Smut/explicit sexual content (18+ MINORS DNI)

🌻 -> Fluff

💧 -> Angst

🪐 -> All fics set in the universe of my longest and ongoing work Foreigner's God

⤹ ONE SHOTS:

☽ Sleep [matt murdock x reader] 🫀

✑ she can’t sleep and he’s there to make sure she’s alright.

☽ Costumer Service [matt murdock x afab!reader] 🔥🫀

✑ after a rough day at work, you lash out at your boyfriend. matt being matt, he makes it his mission to give you what you need to relax.

☽ Late Night Talking [matt murdock x fem!oc] 🌻🪐

✑ eliza has the weirdest questions on her mind in the middle of the night. three times she wakes up matt to answer her questions and the one time matt wakes her with an important question.

☽ Spiders [matt murdock x fem!reader] 🌻

✑ matt finds a spider in the house and he refuses to kill it so his girlfriend has to step up to do the job. she hates it as much as he does.

☽ Long-distance [matt murdock x afab!reader] 🔥 🌻

✑ Matt buys you a long-distance remote vibrator so he can play with you while he’s away – but there is a twist! He has one too, and he wants you to play with him while he plays with you. All over the phone, no touching. You can’t say no to that offer.

☽ Gifted Kid Burnout [matt murdock x f!reader] 💧🫀

✑ she’s exhausted, burned out and he wants nothing more than to help her.

☽ Stay Quiet [matt Murdock x f!reader] 🔥

✑ porn without plot in which Matty fucks you in the office (and Foggy gets traumatized for life)

☽ For You [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥

✑ request: prompt 78 — loss of virginity (exactly what the prompt says it’s gonna be)

☽ Pointless [matt murdock x female!oc / matt x reader] 🌻 🪐

✑ song fic based on Pointless by Lewis Capaldi — a glimpse into how Matt views their relationship. (Part of the FG series, but no names are used)

☽ Ease The Pain [matt murdock x reader] 🔥🌻 🫀

✑ Matt helps to ease your period pains.

☽ Daddy Issues [matt murdock x reader] 💧🫀

✑ you flinch when Matt raises his voice for the first time and he learns about your daddy issues. Not the sexy kind.

☽ Angel On The Roof [matt murdock x reader] 💧 -> TW: SUICIDE

✑ Mental illness is silent until it isn’t, but then it’s often too late. Or, Matt accompanies a troubled stranger home on a couple of occasions, not realizing what he’s truly feeling until she’s already lost the battle against her own mind.

☽ Angel On The Roof (Your Version) -> Request; TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM but with a happy ending!

✑ What if Matt’s word did manage to talk you off the edge and you find a way out of the dark hole that is depression? This is ‘Angel On The Roof’ from your POV with a happy ending.

☽ Useless [matt murdock x reader]

✑ Matt finds you during a depressive episode and he takes care of you. 💧🫀

☽ Promise Me [matt murdock x ofc] 🪐

✑ Foreigner’s God One-Shot — tender moments shared at night

☽ Good Boys Deserve To Be Taken Care Of [matt murdock x afab!reader] 🔥

✑ Matt looks good in the mornings. He always looks good, but the object of your attraction lies a bit lower this time, and you want to worship him like he deserves. (Or, an ode to Matt’s beautiful ass and the attention it deserves.)

✑ Part 2 to this can now be read here.

☽ Are You Okay? [matt murdock x reader] 🫀

✑ Sometimes it takes just one question or one person to make your shitty day less shitty.

☽ Back To December [matt murdock x reader] -> Request 💧 TW: DEATH

✑ Everything and everyone eventually slips through Matt Murdock’s fingers, and he doesn’t manage to save you in this one. (Hurt/ no comfort)

☽ Narcissist [matt murdock x reader] -> Request 💧🫀 TW: DOMESTIC ABUSE

✑ Trying to catch a break from your abusive boyfriend, you find yourself seeking refuge and a drink at Josie's in the middle of the night. It's where you bump into Matt Murdock, a charming stranger with the promise of a night of fun. After taking you home with him, it doesn't take him long to discover the dark nature of your need to escape.

☽ Honest Mistake [matt murdock x reader] -> Request 🌻

✑ After a night at Josie's, Foggy spends the night. When Matt wakes up the next day to kiss you good morning, he soon realizes that it's not you who is lying next to him but rather Foggy himself.

☽ Tupperware [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥

✑ A conversation about kitchen supplies takes an unexpected turn…

☽ Matilda [matt murdock x f!reader] 💧🫀

✑ You tried moving on from your past, but some things still haunt you. Matt is there to comfort you and tell you that sometimes, it’s okay to just let it go, even if it’s your family.

☽ Brother [matt murdock x sister!reader] l -> Request 💧

✑ After an argument with Matt about something that seems so stupid now, you get kidnapped by a human trafficking ring and he has to save you, his sister, before something worse happens. He finds you battered and bruises, but at least you’re alive. (This is solely x sister!reader, nothing more)

☽ WORDLE [matt murdock x ofc] 🌻 🪐

✑ Eliza and Foggy play Wordle, and it soon turns into a very competitive game.

☽ Please, Be Okay [matt murdock x reader] 🫀💧

✑ When Matt doesn’t answer your texts or calls like he usually does, you start to expect the worst…

☽ You’re Losing Me [matt murdock x reader] 💧 -> Request

✑ Based on “You’re Losing Me” by Taylor Swift. You and Matt have a fight and you throw him out of the bedroom with a decision to make. The question is just, is he going to give up on you and prompt you to leave or will you two manage to fix what’s broken?

☽ Feisty [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥 -> Request

✑ Matt decides he has to show you your place after you two have an argument.

☽ Sub Space [matt murdock x f!reader] 🌻🔥 -> Request

✑ After particularly rough sex with Matt, you find yourself lost in sub space and he takes care of you.

☽ Slipping Through My Fingers [matt murdock x teen!vigilante!reader] 💧 -> Request (Not a ship fic!) TW: Death.

✑ You get caught by yours and Matt’s enemies and he can’t save you.

☽ Naughty Girl [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥 -> Request

✑ Messing around with Matt at work leads to an unwelcome interruption and your naughty side coming out, which Matt is not happy with…

☽ Cruel Revenge [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥 -> Request

✑ Matt decides to mess with you at work this time when Foggy and Karen come to visit… (kind of a part 2 to Naughty Girl)

☽ Sweeter Than Fiction [matt murdock x afab!reader] 🔥 -> Request

✑ You decide to learn Braille and buy a rather… unconventional book to put your knowledge to the test, and Matt gets suspicious about why a book gets more attention than he does (and gets you wet)

☽ Just Let Me Love You [matt murdock x f!reader] 💧🫀

✑ You're struggling with your body image. Matt comforts you.

☽ Focus [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥 -> Request

✑ Matt blindfolds you after you ask him to show you what it feels like to experience an orgasm blind.

☽ Is It Over Now? [matt murdock x neutral!reader] 💧

✑ inspired by “is it over now?” by Taylor Swift. Matt cheats on you and you deal with your thoughts. Slight Frank Castle x Reader and Elektra x Matt. (Warning: Matt slander. This is from the POV of someone who had their heart broken. Beware.)

☽ New Year’s Day [matt murdock x neutral!reader] 🌻

✑ Inspired by many Taylor Swift’s discography. You recount your relationship with Matt as he asks you an important question on New Year’s Eve.

☽ Sensory Deprivation [matt murdock x afab!reader] 🔥 -> Request

✑ You help Matt focus after the world gets just a little too much.

☽ Up Against The Wall [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥

✑ PWP. You and Matt do it against the window after you pissed him off. That's it.

☽ Unicorns Need Love Too [matt murdock x f!reader] 🌶️ (semi-spice)🌻

✑ You’re ovulating, and your hormones are not taking it easy on you. Matt is there to help. Kind of. He’s a little shit.

☽ S.M.S [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥

✑ Soft Morning Sex with Matt Murdock.

☽ Interview With The Vampire [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥🧛💧

✑ You are the first journalist to interview Hell’s Kitchen’s resident vampire vigilante after he requested you personally to tell his story. (…) As it turns out, interviewing a vampire is a lot more complex than you expected it to be, and Matthew Michael Murdock has set his mind on ruining you for any other man to come.

⤹ ON-GOING SERIES:

☽ Foreigner’s God [matt murdock x fem!oc] 🪐 🌻 💧 🔥 ⇛ official tag is #foreigner’s god, if you want to search my profile! you should find all the chapters, previews, snippets, thoughts, etc. listed in chronological order.

☽ Total Eclipse Of The Heart [matt murdock x f!vampire!reader] 🔥🩸 ⇛ Part 1, 2, 3… ⇛ DARK FANTASY (dead dove do not eat) so you know what you’ll sign up for when you click the link. this shit filthy as hell. read at your own risk.

☽ Do No Harm [matt murdock x f!reader] 🌻 💧 🔥 ⇛ Doctor!Reader, slow-burn series

⤹ HEADCANONS:

☽ Going on vacation with Matt Murdock [matt Murdock x afab!reader] 🔥 🌻

✑ what it would be like to go on vacation with our dear Matthew and his heightened senses (he really loves us in this one)

☽ Totally random Matt Murdock headcanons that keep me up at night [matt murdock x reader] 🔥 🌻

✑ some headcanons (6, to be exact) that keep me up at night

⤹ THOTS & BLURBS:

☽ Going to Fogwell’s with Matt… [matt murdock x f!reader] 🔥

☽ Switch!Matt thots [matt murdock x afab!reader] 🔥

☽ False God By Taylor Swift Thot [matt murdock x reader] 🔥

⤹ EVENTS:

☽ Kinktober 2023 (Matt's Version) [matt murdock x afab!reader] 🔥

☽ Lizzi’s Valentine’s Special & Follower Celebration -> Introducing: The Vault 🔥 🌻 💧

[heartlyrins]

CHERUB

˚₊‧desc— Jing Yuan loves his angelic daughter so much, but she's been getting too close with a star pupil of his.

˚₊‧TW— dark content, dead dove do not eat, incest, heavy noncon, light slapping, spanking, belting, forced blowjob, sloppy blowjob, loss of virginity, daddy kink, lots of daddy mentions, praise, pet names (sweetheart, angel, baby), crybaby!reader, daddy!Jing Yuan, jealous!Jing Yuan, Jing Yuan wants to make his daughter a housewife <3

˚₊‧A/N— Hey cuties! I've been thinking all day long since I woke up.. So I wrote about it ofc! By the way I do not simp for Yanqing, he's just here for the sake of the fic and he's aged up to be the same age with reader (don't be a pedophile guys). I think this is the darkest fic I made so far, I LOVE IT

Your daddy loves you so much that sometimes it's too overwhelming for you, he gives you so much gifts, he showers you with affection everyday!

You love your daddy so much too, he's so kind to everyone and you! But he's scary especially when he's mad.

You have a crush with a certain pupil of his too, well.. You have been childhood friends, the first time you saw Yanqing was when your daddy introduced him to you.

He was so nice to you, and he had an ambition to be a sword master! That was the first thing that attracted you to him.

As the both of you grew up, you got closer to him and farther apart from your daddy. Sure, you both still talk but now you spend less and less time with your daddy which clearly makes him sad.

Each time he came home he just wanted to be embraced by your soft body, but the only thing he was met with was disappointment.

You were always hanging outside with Yanqing, and he couldn't find anything more annoying than his beloved daughter hanging out with boys more than her own daddy.

And he couldn't wait to show you just how angry he was with you when you come home today.

"Sweetheart, baby.. Stop crying okay? Daddy just wants to teach you a lesson." he whispers into your ear as he spanks you one more time before taking off his belt.

"N-nuh.. Daddy, no more.." you sob and sniffle, you just got home from hanging out with Yanqing, hoping to give your daddy a gift before you suddenly were dragged towards his bedroom.

You were now laying on your tummy, your but is already sore and red from multiple spanks. But now you hear a clinking sound behind you and you were getting even more scared.

"Daddy just wants to punish you for being so so mean to your daddy, I was so sad.." he said while rubbing your already sore ass with his palm before striking the flesh once.

He shushes you when you start crying and kisses your tears, drinking your tears up. He loves your crying face so much.

He starts to soothe your ass once again before doing the same thing a few times and finally dropping the belt when he sees the streaks of marks decorating it.

He starts to move you over to the floor and makes you get on your knees with his huge cock casting a shadow over your face.

Your eyes widen momentarily before casting your gaze away whilst shaking your head, your heart belongs to Yanqing and plus it's wrong because he's your daddy!

He slaps your face with his dick, you can even feel the heat of it on your cheek when he taps it on your face multiple times.

He turns your face over to his cock, before gripping your cheek tightly to open your moth forcefully.

"Please open your mouth baby, I don't want to do this the hard way." sensing the threat in his tone, you get to work with his cock.

You trace over the veins on his dick with your tongue and before gripping half of his cock with your hands and starting to stroke it with your saliva as lube.

You have learned about giving a blowjob, but only because you didn't want to embarrass Yanqing the first time you do it with him.

But still, touching a real cock, a huge one at that feels surreal. Is every man's cock like this or is it just your daddy?

You tuck a strand of your hair behind your ears before opening your mouth wide enough to put only put his tip inside, it's so big that you don't think half of it can fit you..

Still, you manage to get a quarter of it inside your mouth without enabling your gag reflex. You suck on his cock sloppily, having no actual experience besides only reading it online.

Soon you manage to swallow half of it without gagging and you can see that your daddy is amused with your efforts as he guides you with gentle hands on your hair.

"You're good at this, hm? Have you sucked anyone else's cock or is it just daddy? You haven't done anything with Yanqing, haven't you?"

You closed your eyes making more tears fall down even more down your cheek as you bob your head up and down on his cock, forced to swallow half his length. You can't believe that you can't even fit in all of it.

You go faster as soon as you hear his groans and moans get louder, feeling him twitch on your tongue meaning that he is near to climax.

You just want to get this over with—you think to yourself as you force yourself to swallow his cum and pull away, a string of saliva attached to the tip of his cock.

He smiles with that usual smile that he gives to everyone, the same smile that he graces everyone with as the general.

Your throat is sore as you attempt to get a few breath in, you stare up at him with half-lidded eyes. He seems satisfied for now, it should be over right..?

"It's over right, daddy? I can't take it anymore.." you asked with a cracked voice, staring up at him for any semblance of agreement on his face.

But what only came was him flipping you on your fours which makes you squeak out of surprise—

You couldn't even register it when his finger rubs on your slit, checking if you were wet enough before placing the tip of his cock on your hole.

"W-wait..! Daddy, go slow I'm a virgin.." you trailed of at the last word and he grins before he thrusts it all in at once.

You didn't know wether you screamed in pain or in pleasure—but all you knew was that it was starting to feel good.

You cry at the pain of your ass stinging once again from the marks before now it that it has met skin contact.

The sound of skin slapping echoes in the room with your moaning probably overpowering the noise. You bit your lips when he placed you in a reverse cowgirl position.

He watches as your ass bounce and slaps it multiple time which makes you scream even louder, unable to hold it in.

There were probably plenty of other position that you both were in before he finally finished, having came in you multiple times.

That night seems longer than the night before it, but one thing you knew that the nights after was so long that it felt empty.

He approaches you from behind and place kisses on your neck as you made breakfast for him before he goes to work.

Days were longer than before, you haven't met Yanqing ever since, or more like you haven't gotten out at all.

He rubs your tummy that's swelling with life and whispers sweet nothings in your ears, it was your daily routine before he goes to work.

"Now you'll be mine forever, angel."

[tanjiroslittlesib]

omg bigbrother!giyu would be so hot— just imagine him jerking off to the thought of his lil sis or something, knowing it was wrong but he couldn’t help himself :(

oml im sorry for ranting sm 😭 i js read ur tanjiro fic n loved it, so then when i saw u were taking reqs i couldn’t help myself 🤭

omg thank u so much!! i’m so glad people liked it!! ofc i’m sorry this took a hot minute to write. not the happiest with it but i hope you enjoy 🙏

big brother!giyuu being a perv for his lil sibling

tw incest, masturbation, giyuu’s a virgin, reader is gender neutral but afab

It started as an accident, genuinely, he didn’t mean to peak in on you when you were changing. He caught your naked form from the barely cracked open sliver in the door when he was going to gather you for dinner. What wasn’t an accident was how long he stared, cheeks turning a bright red as he took in your bare form. He watched the way you twisted in front of the mirror, inspecting some of the scars littered on your skin from different battles. He has to stop himself from gasping when you palmed at your chest. Like a virgin who’s never seen a pair of tits before. (He hadn’t.) Despite being a Hashira, he found himself frozen in place when you had redressed yourself and began to make for the door. Giyuu only got about a foot or so away from your door when you swung it open and looked at him puzzled. Luckily, for him, you hadn’t noticed him quite literally perving on you.

“Dinner’s ready,” Giyuu mumbled, refusing to make eye contact as he hurried back to the dining room.

The next time he ogled you was less of an accident. You had both stopped at a hot spring after a long mission. He agreed to let you go first, being the loving big brother he was. You had assured him that it was fine, you could both bathe at the same time, but he refused. Weird. But you didn’t look too much into it, agreeing with him and heading to bathe by yourself.

Giyuu sat for far too long thinking about you naked by yourself. That same blush from before dusted his cheeks as well as brought a tent to his pants. The guilt that followed was overwhelming, what kind of brother was he? Getting hard for his little sibling like that. He tried to shake it off and wait for you, as a good brother should, but instead, his feet moved without thinking. He got up and started to head back to where you were in the spring. His heart raced even faster when he spotted you, relaxing in the spring with your eyes shut. Giyuu hid himself behind a tree regardless, peeking over at you. His thoughts raced in his head of what he’d seen before and how he wished he had pushed that door open farther and just took you on your bed. The image in his mind made his dick throb, and he reached down to palm himself through his uniform. A slight groan came out of him involuntarily and he froze in panic that you had heard.

Luckily for him, you didn’t. But you did move slightly so that the water was below your chest now. Relaxing in the spring as the water warmed your body and soothed your sore muscles. He released a shaky breath, wishing at that moment that he could fuck your tits. Giyuu undid his belt quietly, and slowly so you wouldn’t hear. Fishing out his hard and aching cock, and gathering the sticky mess at the head so he could stroke himself. He felt absolutely disgusting, touching himself like that to you. While you were unaware and innocently bathing yourself. But he ached so bad, his cock weeping to be inside you, any of your holes. Or between those beautiful tits. One hand gripped the tree to stabilize himself while the other one sped up, his movements getting sloppier.

When he watched you get up out of the water, your body completely on display, he bit his lip to hold back a groan while he carelessly stroked himself faster. It was when he noticed, in his lust-drunken haze, that his little sibling was staring right at him.

His knees almost buckled as he came, spilling all over his hand and dripping to the ground lewdly.

As soon as he comes to his senses, he meets your eyes again, shame beginning to weigh over all his other emotions. You stare at him in shock, your eyes practically bulging out of your head.

“Giyuu…?”

[running-with-kn1ves]

Walla....kn1ves....genius big brain yandere writer....i just (re)found your Yves work (im sure you saw me freak out in the tags lmao) if you have the time/energy/inspo pls i beg you for a speck, a crumb, a droplette, ANYTHING of my baby Yves x fem!reader. I'm not sure how specific is too specific but I have a truckload of daydreams and prompts for this man dc im down BAD BAD for the way you write him. I'm not sure if this is too specific of a request but can it be yves holding himself back constantly because he wants to *romance* the reader but its so obvious he's itching for more until one day he finally snaps and takes her (specifically him giving her his virginity and whoops maybe going crazy when he finds out she isnt one)? I'm just obsessed with his characterization and want to see him in a ton of situations and feeling/reacting to different things. The stern dom undertones his whole vibe has disguised by a friendly foreign guide 🥵 The drabble of him was sooooo good and such a tease of his personality, it's so enticing hahaha. If that prompt is no good or doesn't inspire you then anything else is fine and ofc if you have no inspiration for Yves at all then that's a-okay too!!! Thank you sooooo much for thinking up that beautiful man and sharing him with us!!! Hope you enjoy your holidays💞💞💞

A/N: Ugh I'm so sorry I took so long in answering 😭😭 I was gonna write like a whole piece but my time has been cut dramatically, so please accept this poor little piece!! I was honestly so overjoyed at seeing your tags, it makes me so happy to see people's reactions to my stuff ┗( T﹏T )┛I wish I could have more time to write for this because I love the concept, I'm a huge fan of the "mysterious foreign guide who's just a little too friendly" kind of trope. Thank you so much for your support anon and I hope you enjoy this!! OG piece here for any of you nerds!

TW: Kidnapping, implied dubcon/noncon, manipulation

It wasn’t hard to notice Yve’s shift in behavior. Well, this shift out of many. When you first met him, he gave off a kind, well-meaning but nervous vibe. He did his best to show you around, to make you comfortable and converse with you in english to the best of his knowledge. That kind persona shifted into something more… desperate; obsessive, once he brought you back to his apartment. He was still kind, still well-meaning and observant to your needs. He apologized profusely when you got upset from how he kept you from leaving, promising that you weren’t missing anything important in class and that he could show you real culture instead! What could you learn from a textbook that would be better than seeing the country itself?

But time and time again, Yves made excuses to keep you inside, to make you stay by his side whether through photoshoots or studying, with him as your “teacher”. You had to learn the basics before taking such a “big” step out into his country, right? Unfortunately for you, Yve’s only taught information on the most trivial subjects. From words like “textbook” to “glass”, you were able to make meaningless sentences that wouldn’t serve you well in conversing with native speakers outside of Yve’s little apartment. Sure, it might help you occasionally, but it got you no where closer to understanding Yve’s rushed mumbling and incoherent rambling. 

With your sudden move to his apartment and his new change in conduct, Yves had slowly become less generous. He didn’t make as much of an effort to talk in english anymore, and made far less points to explain himself. You couldn’t tell what caused this new change-- a change that you were soon starting to accept as Yves showing his true colors. The man was still attentive to your needs, still caring and kind-- but the posessiveness that had slipped out almost entirely seemed to be taking hold. And while you’d think that a growing obsession would make it more beneficial to you-- it in fact, made your difficulty increase tenfold. Yves began to direct you on what you should wear, when you should eat, what you should do for the day.

 Not only that, but his attentiveness to…more intimate needs were far more prevalent as well. Whether it was bathing, or the need that pulsed between your legs, Yve’s was there to try and take care of it. You pushed him away multiple times, awkwardly trying to tell him that you were fine-- but it never seemed to stick. He always just looked at you with a tilted, confused expression, muttering in his native tongue as if he didn’t understand. So when the foreign guide began to sleep next to you instead of the cot on the floor, and began to press his morning erection agaist your backside sleepily, you knew your protests weren’t having any effect.

You would have walked right out of that teensy apartment the moment you felt he didn’t listen-- if you weren’t so afraid. If you weren’t afraid of the loaded handgun in his locked nightstand drawer, or how easily he could destroy your life at your new university-- which he mentioned offhand multiple times in a casual manner-- you would have walked out. The power he held against you, a foreign student with failing grades and no money, was too much for you to ignore. So, you decided to bide you time. It was only a matter of weeks until he got bored with you, you decided. But his new actions didn’t seem to prove that. 

In fact, the lustful, mischievous look he gave you that evening was the complete opposite. His scrawny frame jumped atop yours, hooking his hands behind your neck and leaning in to try and kiss you. He had planned an unusually fancy dinner, lighting candles you had never seen in his apartment before and bringing a bottle of wine with some italian takeout. You tried to question him about the mound of pillows and blankets on his balcony, the sudden romantic lighting, but the male only gave you a broad statement on how it was a “celebration” of sorts.

Yves’ sudden prowling mood after dinner wasn’t a complete shock-- considering you felt his eyes on you the entire evening-- but it still caught you a tad off guard. You tried to reject him, to push him away after each kiss, but it was done with such little effort and such great fear that you stayed silent once he muttered in an annoyed tone in his own language. Yves took your silence as a surrender, friskily lowering his hand under your shirt to caress your abdomen. He rambled against your flesh in half-english as he kissed you up and down, not afraid to let out vocal little noises of pleasure, or grunts of satisfaction ones he heard your breath hitch or a hum of desire come from your lips. 

But it wasn’t until he uttered a sentence with a familiar word, did you actually reply to him. You recognized the term from messing around with your friends, when you jokingly learned dirty words from your textbooks and the internet to use when you finally entered the country. You never expected to actually utilize them unless you went to a club or bar and happened to meet someone. One of those words, was ‘virgin.’ A more tame term compared to the bunch you had memorized, but one that you and your friends had idiotically decided to research. Though, it seemed your stupid endeavors had paid off. 

As Yves repeated himself, you began to understand the sentence a bit more. The man was seeming to imply… you were a virgin? Something about you both no longer virgin-ing? Maybe he was saying that he was going to ‘virgin’ you? You couldn’t figure out what he was trying to say, only mustering up the courage to poorly explain your sexual status to him, first in english and then in a broken version of his language. You tried to repeat yourself, thinking you might have said your statement wrong-- but Yve’s shocked expression and sudden lack of kisses seemed to prove you wrong. 

“You have…. Sex?” Yve put a hand to his mouth, eyes begging you to respond.

“Uh….yes?” You said with an awkward expression; you hoped he was asking what you thought.

Yve’s let out a choked gasp, looking as if you had crushed his heart in your palm. 

He looked down, voice cracking as he mumbled something incoherent, and likely not understandable to you in the first place. 

“I….I i’m sorry?” You tried to apologize, seeing how shaken Yves had become at finding out you weren’t as inexperienced as he. Despite his eagerness, you could tell he was new to trying to initiate something you had already grown long accustomed to, new to being so intimate. It was actually in part of his eagerness that you realized he wasn’t of the same sexual history. He was full of anticipation and desire, throwing caution and logic to the wind to fulfill what he had read in books and seen in films.

 Yves seemed to treasure the act of losing ones virginity far more than you had-- but you had only noticed it now. The candlelit dinner, the mood-fitting music-- your first experience was nowhere near as romantic. 

Yves seemed shaken, his low, almost sob-filled words growing heavier. He grew more aggressive, seeming to realize something now that he had processed this unexpected news. He had assumed you were just as much of an amateur as him-- that he’d be the one to “deflower” you in an act of passionate romance-- a bubble fantasy that had just been popped. But the male realized-- if he couldn’t have his desired outcome, he’d have to make due with what he had. Which was to make sure you’d fall to your knees, experiencing the best night of ‘passion’ that would make you never want to crawl to another man again. 

He was going to claim you-- to make it so those nights you spent with others never counted. 

You could only understand a fifth of what Yves breathily moaned into your mouth, once again jumping your bones though this time much more roughly. Before you could say anything further you had felt his quick hands unbutton your pants, his own thrown to the floor. He didn’t listen as you begged him to atleast let you move to the bed, where you would no longer be visible to prying eyes on the balcony. But he didn’t care-- Yves had already taken off his shirt, intent on ripping yours away too. He didn’t care anymore if this wasn’t going to be special for the reason he expected-- he was going to make sure you would be left with a night you wouldn’t forget.

[elvisslut]

That Elvis fic was AMAZING, could you possibly write a part 2 where he fucks her?

A/n- HII omg yes ofc! This is my first request thank you anon!

Happiest is a butterfly pt.2

||TW: SMUT, gunplay, blood, virginity being taken||

NOT PROOF READ

With every bone in your body you wanted to hop his. Every single time you seen him. You were growing desperate for him and nothing helped. You couldn’t just ask him to fuck you that’s unprofessional…though what you did a few weeks ago wasn’t very professional either.

He walked down the stairs and turned the corner to the kitchen seeing you wiping up the counters. Today only had you on shift out of all the maids and helpers so the only people roaming these rooms were the mafia.

You hummed along to a song in your head as you happily over thought scenarios with elvis and cleaned the counter just the way you were supposed to. Elvis smirks and crosses his arms watching as you dance along to the music in your head.

He shakes his head and goes over to you gripping your hips, startling you. You straighten up and look behind you. “Mr. Presley! You scared me..” he chuckles and moves his hands from your hip to your pelvis.

You swallow back as you feel his hands. “Say..hows ‘bout…I take somethin’ of yours?” He huffs in your ears his nose rubbing against your ear as he does. He smirks and pulls you back to feel what exactly he was talking about. “You can take anything you from me mr.Presley.” You smile pressing your hand on his.

“As much as i wanna take ya over this counter I can’t right now..lets go up to my room. Ya can stay the night and lemme take care of ya after” that didn’t sound too bad, so you agreed and walk with him to the his room upstairs.

“Lay down doll ‘m goin’ to grab somethin’” yoh nod and go to the bed laying down, elvis is quick to come back a smirk on his face. He lifts you up and pulls your shirt off laying you back down and pressing kisses on your skin.

He works your bra off and pulls it off your arms. His big hands grope at your breast making you suck in a breath. Watching him as he stares down at you with pure lust.

“Such a nice body..ya take good care of yourself baby..” he praises leaning down and pressing his lips to yours. He moves his hands down your abdomen to your pants undoing them.

“Baby ‘s gonna hurt like hell when i start this..im warnin’ ya now” he says sweetly, you nod and put your hands on his biceps feeling the muscles move under your hands.

He tugs your pants down to see you didn’t put your panties on this morning. He snickers and shakes his head, putting his hand to the waistband of his pants and pulling of his gold revolver his pride and joy.

You suck in a breath and widen your eyes. “Relax babygirl i aint gonna hurt ya yittle’” he chuckles, after a second he presses the cold gold to your clit making you close your eyes and take in the pleasure.

He slides the gun up and down in your slick getting the tip of the gun wet, biting down on his lip and undoes his pants and pulls out his dick pumping his hand on it to harden it up even more.

“Okay baby..this will hurt..and theres probably goin’ to be a little blood” he says you give a nod ready to have him, take him and please him. “Im ready mr.Presley” you say as he sets the gun on your belly and grabs your legs wrapping them around him.

“Elvis..call me Elvis i want ya to moan it” he says lining him the. Grabbing the gun again. “Yes si-oh!” You’re cut off with a large pain your eyebrows frowning. “E-elvis..out please..oh god!” You groan wiggling a bit.

“Its okay baby..its okay..it’ll pass..just be my strong little girl” he coos in a groan. “So damn tight..god i can hardly fit” he breathes, he bottoms out and holds your hips down with his free hand as he runs the gun up your thigh waiting for you to get used to him.

After a bit pleasure starts to over come the pain and he starts to move his hips grunting each time he hits your walls. Blood starting to come out as a sign he’s officially taken your virginity. “Atta girl..”he bellows pressing the gun against your hardened nipple.

Your hips push against his hand as you try to arch your back. “Elvis! You feel-…s-so good” you moan. Hearing your name fall from your lips like that made him grunt and pull the gun up your body to your face.

“Open-..goddamn..so- oh fuck..” you open your mouth for him letting him put the revolver in your mouth. He pulls it in and out simulating a dick. “Use both your damn slut traps..might just use the third next time baby” he says with a dark chuckle moving the gun out your mouth and laying it on your clit.

He leans down and presses his lips to yours as he moves his hips faster moaning in each others mouths. You felt pressure in your belly build up as he rams into you. “Gonna-..gonna cum.” You moan against his lips.

“Let yourself go for me” he says lifting up his head and gripping your thighs. After a few more thrusts you cum around him your walls squeezing him sending him over the edge. He moans with you as you come down from your high and he shots his cum into you.

“Oh holy fuck” he huffs pulling out and falling beside you moving the gun off you. “Ya did so good” he says with a smile looking over at you and wrapping his arms around you. You huff for air and rake your hands over his exposed chest hair peeking out from his shirt.

“Can we stay like this for a moment?” You ask, in that moment you realize your feelings grew for him and you felt love for your boss.

He chuckles and nods. “I don’ see why not.”

[robot-rarepairs-dotcom]

tw: nightbee nfsw hcs... (feel free to add)

Bumblebee is super super gentle during interface and any time Nightbird so much as whimpers he's all "oh sorry oh crap did I hurt you?"

Nightbird is the complete opposite because when she tops she is RUTHLESS (if bee is okay with it ofc)

She's also insanely flexible too

Bee 100% likes when she sits on his face (he gets flustered when she asks)

They're both switches, Bee tops when Nightbird wants to be cared for and vice versa

Sometimes Nightbird will squish and compliment her bf's extra chub during interface

Ofc, they both lean more toward cuddling than interface but they still like interface occasionally

Literally everyone is absolutely shocked when Nightbird brings up how she railed/was railed by Bee in casual conversation, like they physically cannot imagine Bee EVER having any type of interface

Wholesome interfacing is the best

I’m gonna add my own things really quick : one is that I think they’re into soft bondage and straps but also pet play and collars and stuff

I feel like Bumblebee was shy during interfacing not because he’s some UwU blushing virgin but because he has the pet play kink and was shy and embarrassed at first

No one can believe that Bee is also a freak but soft at the same time that way

Anyways I also think while Nightbird is more the order around person in bed, Bee is the aftercare god and it’s super cute

[gwen1nnnnn]

Hi! Can you please write a fic for Taehyun when you have been dating for few months but never done it then one day he accidentally walks on you changing/naked and couldn't control and you lose your virginity to him (ofc With consent)

Some fluffy smut maybe?? :P

If u do this thanks in advance! 😆😻

Yesssss i could see this actually happening😈

your first time 💕/ taehyun x reader

description : smut/fluff

tw : soft sex , kissing , nicknames

IM SO EXICTED TO WRITE THIS REQUST ENJOYY

10:07

it was any other normal day it was around 9pm and I was at my apartment my boyfriend taehyun was suppose to come over today but I didnt know when , I was in my room changing and didnt hear the front door close I was in my underwear and I was just now putting a shirt on until my boyfriend taehyun walked in as I was doing so , he just stood there as his eyes wided , i just quickly pulled my shirt down as I went up to him and gave him a hug , hi y/n sorry I didnt mean to walk in on u like that he says with a awkward tone , its okay my love u didnt mean to I say pulling away from the hug as I walk to my bed grabbing my sweat pants and putting it on as he just stares , okay wanna watch a movie I say getting into my bed, sure he says walking towards the bed and getting into it , we both lay down in the bed as I move closer to him putting my head on his chest , y/n... He says with a serious tone , whats up I say , please let me touch u he says with a desperate voice , my eyes wided as he pushs me on my back and gets on top of me , after I walked in on u I couldn't control myself please let me he says , I just nodd as his hands go up and down my waist then pulling my shirt off , he grabs my face as starts kissing me passionately as I wrapp my arms around his neck , and there we were both naked in the bed as he was hovering on top of me , you sure this is okay y/n? Hes says , yes please just fuck me I say sounding as desperate as ever , he slowly sticks his dick inside of me as we both let out a little whismper , he starts off slow then picks up a pace , ''your so tight'' ''so good for me'' ''my goodgirl'' he says whismpers in my ear as he continues to thrust into me as i feel my high coming , his name constantly leaving my mouth like a broken record , my eyes start to roll back as I feel warm juices pour down my thighs as he slows down , we get cleaned up and he takes care of me giving me kisses hugs and makes me a midnight snack ,

I HOPE U GUYS LIKED IT LOL AND THANK U SOOOOO MUCH FOR ALL THE REQUESTS ILL TRY MY BEST TO GET TO ALL OF THEM AS SOON AS I CAN

[wwegurlbitch]

my duty as your friend _pt.2

summary: you and your long time friend heeseung spend the night togheter inside your hotel room, and neither of you would have imagined that your conversation would turn into something concrete

tw: mention of virginity, mention of alchol, seggsual intercourse without going into details

"So?, did you had a little bit of freaky time at least?"

*you asked him straight to the point*

*heeseung with a surprised face expression*

"No, i mean, i told you i- i can barely breath how can i have sex with someone y/n?" he reasoned

"Whatever" you said while you finished you cup of wine, "life is unpredictable, i'm just asking" you added while mocking his previous tone

*Heeseung staring at you pleased*

"I've never done this before" he added

*while you rest your cup you stopped by looking at him"

"I've always been insecure, i've never done the first step with girls, so it's hard as well for me to doing something sexual as well, that's why" he added

You've never Imagine he could've tell you something so private about him, of course both of you were opened about every topic, but now, you're kinda surprised

"I feel you" you say while you're doing a ponytail

"i mean, it's quite different, cause men always took the initiative with me but, i've always wanted to take the first step when i felt comfortable about it, but, is pretty hard, you have to be sure at 100% of what you wanna do, so there's no rush, whenever you feel ready you can just"

*you made a funny gesture with your hands*

"go, you know"

Heeseung smiled at your words, and your gestures ofc 😅

"Thank You" he said trying to reach your hand

"You don't have to" you said while caressing his hand

You two spend few seconds by staring in each others eyes; and suddenly...

you both kissing each other frivolously, he hold your waist and you dipped your hand into his hair.

You push him slightly and you get up from the bed not expecting you doing what is just happened

"Uhm i'm s-

"No It was me i should have warned you"

he stopped you before you say anything

"Oh c'mon we were basically divouring each others mouth don't act so victimizing" you scoffed

Heeseung looking at you annoyed

"Victimizing? Why you always have to be this bold? You should fix your language cause it's tiring!" Heeseung claimed

"Aww what you expect me to do? Thanking you for apologizing because you kissed me first without warning me? Hee it's not this deep, i did the same thing, we're even, enough!"

You nervously added

Heeseung laid down on the bed wanting to forget these last acts of utter confusion; He kissed his long time friend and now she just argued with him

"Are you cool?" You asked with your hands on your hips while checking away from your bed

"Yeah, No, I don't know" Heeseung answered with both of his hands on his face

"Well, we share the same emotions at least" you said and sitting near to him

"I'm sorry" Heeseung gets up from the bed

"Nothing happened, i kissed you, you did the same, It was nice" you tell him

"Was it?" Heeseung smirked

"Yeah, for someone who'd never took the first step you're quite good, you shouldn't underestimate yourself so much deer boii" You said while rubbing his hair

Heeseung giggled at your words

"Well i'm glad i took the first step with someone i trust" He looking at the ground and you took his chin in the way that he could've looking at you in the eyes and after few seconds you carefully close your lips on his for a gentle kiss this time.

He kissed back and continue like this for a few minutes, until someone knocks on the door

You jumped and Heeseung looking at you surprised

"Who is it?"

"Room Service Miss, do you need something?" the hotel employee asked behind the door

"No we're equipped thank you" you answerd

You turn your attention on Heeseung

"Equipped?" Heeseung asked amused

"It's the first thing that crossed my mind nevermind" you added while proceding to kiss him again

"Wait, i- i don't want you that you might think I'm taking advantage of you, you know, i kissed you after basically telling you that i'm virgin and-"

"And what? My mind is blank right now, i'm just helping my friend to being comfortable with himself, you're respectful, you proved, but stop overthinking about what i might think when i was about to kiss you again, i want you, do you want me to keep going?"

You stopped him from what he was about to say

"Yes please" He answerd

You smiled recovering the interrupted kiss earlier;

You slightly push him to the bed where and proceded to straddle on his lap, you started to slowly removing your wool sweater and after that your bra

Heeseung continued to staring at your eyes, you were always fascinated by his ability to never loosing the eye-contact even now when you were bare-chested for him

"You're beautiful" he was able to say while touching your thighs

"You too" you add while laying on him to kissing him once again

Suddenly he took control and gently holding your waist to putting on your back by removing his shirt, so you tried to help him

"You're so surprising i swear" you smiled by caressing his bare neck

"Life is unpredictable, isn't?" He smiled after repeating your previous sentence

and continue to kissing you passionately.

So, the two of you have spent the last quarter of an hour to explore each others bodies and the room was full of your breathe, sweet and bold words coming from your mouths in the end, you both hugged each others naked where he started to kissing your neck and holding your stomach.

"I love you y/n" he said

"Is just my duty as your friend" you added and kissing his temple.

End.

So that's it, i hope you liked this as i liked to write it about it, as i previously said this was random, but i'm sure this sorta of "saga" will continue maybe with some twists next time. Bye xoxo. ♥️

[calqlate]

NXX AS THINGS THINGS MY FRIENDS HAVE TEXTED ME

tw(s): includes sexual jokes

m.list | send a brainrot/request here

— ARTEM WING

"MY INTERNET IS SO BAD SORRY IF MESSAGES SUDDENLY START POPPING UP"

"issok we'll remember your bday for you"

("YEAH YOU SEXC BEAST") "I'M A WHAT"

"so this is how it feels to be a kpop stan"

"i tried using speech to text and it spelt out you rolled a virgin" (the original word was 'neurodivergent')

— VYN RICHTER

("frick i thought i was gonna be secure attachment") "YOU THOUGHT"

("THEY SAID BUILD SECURE RELATIONSHIPS I'M LIKE 😀 how") "lol ayo xx i'll show you what's a secure rls"

"can i call you mine then"

"ok the best thing to lose in paris is my sanity"

— LUKE PEARCE

"i know it helps to talk to people about your problems but i DON'T"

"HAHAHAH bro i WISH xx was this proactive with me"

"PETITION TO CHANGE CLOWN HOURS TO POOPY PLAYTIME"

"WHY DID SHE EAT CUM IN FRONT OF THE SERVER"

"beating up a child(e) is fun"

"should i like go and find french swear words"

— ROSA

"omg i actually feel so fuzzy inside now"

("maybe xx thought you've asked yy already?") "if she thought that way, then HONEY THAT'S NOT WORKING or HONEY YOU'RE WRONG"

"physical violence is not an option. we need to assert dominance with FLAIR ✨✨"

"👠 👠 STABBY STABBY COMING FOR YOU"

(context: she received a toy from kiki in the genshin 2.8 toymaking event) "I FEEL YOUR LOVE THROUGH THE SCREEN"

— MARIUS VON HAGEN

"vyn has given up on us"

"DO YOU LISTEN TO THAT OUIOUI"

"omg this is the first time you initiated i'm so touched"

"apparently i can yeet you as a jean main"

"when i come back to stellis, let's go on a date"

("do you miss me that much") "OFC AHAHAHAHAHAA"

© CALQLATE. all rights reserved. please do not copy, modify, repost, or translate my works on any platform.

[menalez]

anyways what other lesbian media do you like/rec besides the yuri? any good books, tv, etc?

omg blue is the warmest colour the graphic novel is AMAZINGGGGG i read it when i was first coming out and i bawled omg.

the book the color purple is amazing but it’s very sad & triggering. but if you’re a lesbian who can handle reading books with themes of rape & SA.. i’d recommend reading this book bc just wow. ahead of it’s time & it still continues to be unique decades later.

movies, honestly i also liked the blue is the warmest colour movie but the sex scenes caught me off-guard and go on for a very long time 😭 the male director fucked it up by being a creep bc the movie itself is nice tho the ending is v sad (novel ending is better imo). but i’m a cheerleader is a classic. the handmaiden was amazing. i LOVE i care a lot and how it represents lesbians in a diff way (like the romance isnt the central aspect of it & theyre not lesbians first & foremost. they’re complex women who happen to be lesbians). gia is amazing & based on a true story. badhaai do is a cutsey funny bollywood film about a lavender marriage & depicts lesbians decently too.

my fave media to consume is tv series so! i have a lot of those. the l word is ofc a classic. cheesy & unrealistic & downright ridiculous at many points but it’s memorable and sticks with u. the 100 was hated on for how they dealt with lesbian representation but honestly i liked it overall, just don’t expect a happy ending rly. atypical is cute but there are 0 lesbians just bi women. i loved ratched!!!!! and also the 7 lives of lea. orphan black. the haunting of bly manor. GENTLEMAN JACK OFC!!!! wentworth is amazing. killing eve too. jane the virgin is very cute and the lesbians in it are so dramatic it’s funny. skins is a classic. locked up is also good but major tw, it’s filled with rape and abuse in such an extreme way that i really struggled to watch it. but an actual lesbian plays a lesbian character and she’s amazing

i recommend to not waste ur time on the film “room in rome”. i see it a lot on lesbian film lists and it’s one of the worst ever. they’re literally in a room just talking the whole time and it’s weird bc it’s this hetero woman with a boyfriend and lesbian with a girlfriend and it just gets weird. and they say weird shit about some saudi guy but it’s like weird bc his name translates to donkeys in arabic. it’s just bad. that’s my anti-recommendation. it’s a bad bad movie. the het woman even pressures the lesbian into penetrating her with a glass bottle bc “i’m straight i love penetration”

[francisversion2]

Imagine ur 18 years of age

(Tw: minor child abuse)

Your 18 and you just got a offer to escape ur abusive household.

Last year of my high school, we had a exchange teacher, he was Italian a history professor at a university. From the start of the year I did great, I was best in history... I was close with the teacher I wasn't aware at the time it was bc he realized my family situation.

It's June ... No more needs to study only inpatient waiting for the school graduation.

My history teacher approaches me telling me I got in few universities I apply for but he tells me a thing that would change my life for ever. He told me tmw he is leaving for Italy back to his old university job , he got me to graduate early and asked me one question.

"Visne libertatem gustare?"

(Do you want to taste freedom)

He informed me that I could, leave my abusive household behind and leave with him tmw. I agreed ofc I felt the freedom at the tips of my fingers.

I ran home trying to hide my happiness, when I enter my dad is home, he yells at me for smiling before trying to hit me with a beer bottle, that shatters in million pieces of green glass... I entered my room. Pull out my bag...

It hits me, what should I pack?

How am I supposed to know I never ran away from home ...

I opened the bag and start shoving clothes, a sketch book ( I had two but I left behind one) ...

My mother came behind me unhappy as always with that stupid belt, I don't fight I let her do it... The reason she did it I later remembered it that i skipped religioun class...

When she leaves I grab few books:

• The secret history, it was falling apart, blood on some pages, tear stains...

•dead poet society, It had blood too from the same incident , grip marks I held the book so tight once that it left a mark

•virgin suicide , damaged too

•the great Gatsby, blood smeared over the cover

...

The books left, I regret not taking with me ... But I couldn't...

I shove them in the bag , shoving my phone in there too.

I looked around the room, panicking what should I pack. Even though I was 18 I grabbed a plushie I had since I was a kid shoving it in there....

That night I couldn't sleep, no matter what I did , how many times I turned, i didn't fell asleep.

In the morning I ran away...

We were driving in his car, I felt a strange feeling, was it freedom, happiness... Sadness...

Maybe they would miss me when I am gone ... I overthinking to myself...

When we arrived , I stayed in his apartment for the whole summer learning Italian to a expert level...

I hopped they would come looking for me at least miss me a bit...

But on 11th of July, my history professor came , sat me down and gave me the paper... I was disowned

It was no surprise... I expected it surely I did... But why did my heart shattered in so many pieces when I read it... They didn't care I knew that... But deep down I hoped they did...

I cried for days , I longed for the comfort I never had from them...

Few days later he gave me another paper... Legal guardian... He became my legal guardian... Well he didn't.. he needed me to sign it for him. I didn't think twice scribbling my name on the paper... Ofc I didn't need to do that since I was 18 years of age but I did ...

I changed my first name and last name, it was my choice. Now every time I hear someone calling me by my old name I feel blood freezing in my veins.

Ofc my life got better, I go to therapy and I am doing better mentally...

But the memories the slightest touch , a flash back bring me back into that dark place, into my bedroom...

I love the love that I receive now , but sometimes the guilt and feeling that I am selfish for not being satisfied with the love that I received ...

Deep down in the darkest bits of my soul lives a unfulfilled desire for that unfulfilled parentale love I never received.

All I wanted was for them to love me and still I crave at nights their love I never got...

[tottymatsuno]

Tw: abusive bfs

Authors notes: sfw! Also warning, this story was written as a one shot but I’ll be expanding this bc I think it’s a good idea. Inspired by a conversation with @nenchuu and @lesbiabmatsu and I believe @friedmatsu was there too! This is a “Totty’s gay ass steals someone’s gf (me) and ends up fucking them while the boyfriend is there every night” story. Sorry. Not here ofc here is sfw and just pining.

From Far Away, my Love

Todomatsu sighs once more with the nail polish brush dripping onto the hem of his peach pajama bottoms.

You look so pretty with that mint tea mask on…Even the towel wrapped around you shoulders is so fashionable since it’s on you. Todomatsu could ask to borrow your chapstick next, couldn’t he? That way it’s like an indirect kiss?

He sighs again, this time swooning just a little bit on the way down. Your lips look so soft from over here, Todomatsu wishes he could lean over and see for himself.

Another drop of robins egg blue lands on Todomatsu’s pants, and so he’s blessed with your eyes on him.

“You need some help?” You set your bottle of tea down, and open up your pinchers. Todomatsu smiles with the heat rushing to his face, and his heart skipping a beat.

“Only if you wanna.” He’s able to mask just how nervous it makes him when your skin touches his. This should be nothing, spending the night here, your body heat next to his, Todomatsu’s hands on your face and your own on him.

It should be normal by now just based off of the frequency of occurrence…but Todomatsu shivers at the slightest brush of your thumb against his index finger during the second long passing of the polish.

It’s late, so late that Todomatsu’s sure his brothers all think he’s been having a wild and crazy time instead of sleeping on the floor in your living room all alone.

That’s where this is going to end, after all. Eventually when it’s around 3AM, you’ll get a text message saying it’s time for you to go to sleep. You’ll try to put it off for another hour by saying you’ll be there in a second. Ten minutes will pass, and that dumbass will come out and wait until you get up and follow him.

Then Todomatsu will be alone in your living room, where everything smells like you, where everything feelings like you, everything reminds him of you, and he will stare at the ceiling. Counting each dimple and divots until he goes to sleep.

He can’t touch himself out here because it’s rude and he wouldn’t be able to explain the stains, but it hurts to be without a physical release. His chest will constrict and he will grow dizzy with love sick poetry.

But it’s not like this is Todomatsu’s first rodeo with unrequited love! No, as a thirty one year old virgin he’s super experienced with that! It’s not something he’d brag about, but Todomatsu has grown accustomed to wanting to be touched and to touch in return. To talk to girls and for them to talk to him back. He wants to be kissed, kissed, and kissed until he can’t breathe, and he’ll dream of it.

That’s what’s waiting for him tonight.

You paint his nails, but to be honest you’re pretty sloppy at it. The color looks nice on his skin, but probably it’s because you applied it there. Your eyebrows furrow in concentration, and that mask is beginning to crack. You’ll need to remove it soon.

Todomatsu leans back to keep control of himself. He can’t lean forward to get into your space, that isn’t right.

“Thanks.” Todomatsu breathes out when you finish his pinky toe. “No, thank you for spending the night again!”

“Of course! You know I love spending time with you.” Todomatsu licks his lips as you raise back up. “I wish I could be with you even more than just this.”

Todomatsu wishes he could stop himself from following up with, “I love you so much.” His voice cracks with emotion, he sounds so pitifully sweet. There’s a level of sincerity Todomatsu probably should have hidden, because his confession sounds as romantic as he intended.

You smile brightly at Todomatsu, but for some reason it just doesn’t reach your eyes. In fact it looks like you’re tearing up and not in a good way.

You cap the nail polish carefully, and reach out to Todomatsu where you hold both of his hands in yours.

“I wish we loved each other the same way.”

That’s ambiguous! What does that mean!? Do you love him back?! Or are you letting him down gently?!

Soon you laugh, and wipe at the corner of your eyes. You’re careful to avoid the clay mask as you confess, “It’d be nice if you were my boyfriend instead.”

“I could —” The sound of the bedroom door opening makes Todomatsu jump. You both turn towards it, and that bastard you call a boyfriend steps out.

“Alright, let’s pack it up.”

Todomatsu grits his teeth, and bites back a comment that would make you hate him. He instead settles for, “Oh ew, who woke up your dad.”

You snicker under your hand.

“Isn’t there a Peter out there missing his cutie fairy or whatever? Why are you still here?”

Todomatsu waits for you to defend him, and smiles smugly when you tell your boyfriend, “Just shut the hell up and go lay back down already. Please?”

You stand up, muttering cuss words under your breath, “I need to wash my face.”

“You look gross with that shit all over you, but I’ll give you till the time I’m done getting a glass of water to be in the room or else I’m locking you out.”

You take you time, walking slowly to the bathroom while your shithead boyfriend rushes to the kitchen.

“So when are you getting a boyfriend.”

“I’m not, but I’m working on having sex with your girlfriend.” Todomatsu spits out in one of his most cutesy, flamboyant voices yet. “I think I’m getting close! You’ll be the first to find out though!” He even winks.

Your boyfriend sneers at Todomatsu, then fills a small cup of water from the tap, takes a sip, then walks back to the bedroom.

The door slams and the sound of the lock clicks.

You peek your head out of the bathroom, and see the closed door. Your upper lip twitches in anger, and you return to washing your face.

Todomatsu likes that about you, he thinks in a daydream. That you defended him, and that the only reason you’re not his is because you’re loyal. And you’ve been with this creep for so long! That’s it!

When you step out, you don’t even look back towards the door. Instead you walk over to Todomatsu’s palette on the floor, and you control your descent onto his lap.

“You should break up with him, he’s such an asshole!” Todomatsu tells you as he hugs you with both arms, squeezing you tightly.

“I’ll marry you when he’s out of the picture, I promise!”

You giggle, before pivoting a few times in order to roll around with Todomatsu, “Promise? I would love to be a Matsuno!”

“I’ll add you to my family registry tomorrow, so kick him out already!”

Todomatsu’s hands are clammy and his eyes swirling because he’s going to kiss you. He mentally preps in the half second he budgets for himself, before Todomatsu plants an innocent peck on your cheek.

You grab your phone and type out: hit da bricks, Totty and I are getting married

Todomatsu presses send for you, and the two of you laugh evilly when you see the reply: I’ll just go fuck myself then :/

In the end you don’t get up until Todomatsu falls asleep holding you in his arms. He thought he would never be able to actually rest with his face ran hot, he felt so feverish and flushed with a thunderous heartbeat. You fit perfectly in Todomatsu’s arms which fueled a bedtime fantasy marathon about being newlyweds and in love.

You laid quietly holding on to Todomatsu’s torso tightly, and in the end when Todomatsu closed his eyes for the last time that evening, he thought of your lips pressed gently against his.

The next morning when he wakes up, Todomatsu is unfortunately all alone on the living room floor. He looks at the closed bedroom door with his hand clutching his peach pajama top.

He’s not going to win this, is he? Isn’t he fighting a battle Todomatsu’s definitely unable to win?

Todomatsu opens his mouth, thinking of all of his love for you, and whispers your name only to hear a single bubble pop out of his throat.

[justgojoshoe]

Sinful Desires Jealous!Jungkook x fem bodied! reader

Tw; rough sex, unprotected sex DONT BE SILLY WRAP THE WILLY. Lots of biting , bets. Pretending to like hoseok. breeding kink. soft! Dom! Jungkook x Sub! Reader My first story be kind 😭

summary; are you at hoseok make a bet and whoever wins gets money ofc. well you never would’ve guessed that bet lost you your virginity.

I straight up lost the first draft so I’m sorry it’ll be short.

This all started when Hoseok decided it was time to show you your crush was most definitely reciprocated. “No Hobi they’re not- he’s not-he doesn’t like me and that’s the truth and I can’t change that how many times do I have to tell you” fierytears well in your eyes as you’re forced to think about the truth again and again and you scowled at him because he’s forcing you to think about it this is all a cruel joke. “ I’m telling you Y/n he does! Ugh fine I’ll show you. Pretend to flirt with me today and see what he does if he does nothing you win 50$$ and if he does something I win 50$$” you sigh and nod in agreement some cash wouldn’t hurt right. He shoots his adorable heart smile. His calloused hand meets yours and you grab it. You guys walk around the dorms and really just flirt. You sit on his lap a couple times he kisses your cheek. This is definitely not unnoticed by jungkook. His teeth grind and his fists clench. He sits next to you two. You giggle “oppa. Stop tickling me” you giggle “ yeobo, I’d never not with the way you laugh!” Jungkook straight up snatched you off his lapand threw you over his shoulder and scurried to his room leaving a smirking hoseok. “ I’m gonna be rich” he hummed. Jungkook threw you on his bed. “ you can’t call him oppa anymore. Don’t touch him either!” You tear up leaving jungkook surpised his once vein decorated biceps slowly go back to normal. He then holds you as you sob quietly. “ you shouldve told me you were in love with hoseok” hoseok cries in laughter and muffles his giggles as he runs straight to yoongis room to spill the tea. You can hear his loud ass. Hes slipping and tripping he’s straight up hysterical as he slammed Yoongis door shut. Jungkook waits then looks at you. “ no I’m in love with you Y/n” you gasp as he takes the opportunity to shut you up a d slip his tongue in your mouth. You moan as he feverishly kisses you. He only paused to say “ can I? I’m so close to ripping these damned things off your body.” He gasps “ are we- are we like together? “ he looks at you I’m disbelief as you mentally face palm for cock blocking YOURSELF. But as much as you needs him you had to hear the words fall from his beautiful lips. “ yes , I love you. I thought my confession would’ve gotten that across.” He chuckles “ then fuck me not as a friend as a lover oppa.” “ jungkook I wanted to hear you scream it so hoseok knows he’ll never have you.” You want to correct him but you want that dick.

When he said he’d rip those clothes off he was not kidding I REPEAT this is not a drill he ripped those mofos off with ease.. even your jeans and underwear. HOW JUST HOW DID HE DO IT ( girl idk ) not gonna lie it turned you on. You then sat up to pull off his shirt but he pushed you down and did it himself. You marvel, no basked in the glory of those cheese graders there is no fucking way they are abs they’re too sharp. You swear he’s built by the gods. So beautiful yet so handsome. Your eyes trailed ha fair and toned skin. He leans in and bites your ear “ like what you see baby?” You blush furiously fuck pink your red as fuck. He unclasped your bra as he steals one more kiss however unlike the others this is soft and sweet it probably an apology to your cervix. Jungkook licks and nips at your nipple sucking it like it’ll produce his banana milk. He massages the other with his left hand as his right sneaks down and rubs your clit. He moves down as he shoots you one last look for concent. When you nod he licks his lip and sucks on your clit like the world depended on it he’d lick and nip here and there but the thing that never change is the way he’d look at you, pupils blown wide and brown eyes black with the desire to ravish your body. He never looked away studying the way your head threw back or the way you’d drool and moan incoherently and mewl. The way you grip the bed sheets or shake when it felt good. He’d made you come twice by oral and still couldn’t get enough he was too addicted to your essence. You’d come 2 extra times on his fingers and he was finally ready to strip and fill you to the brim with his seed. When he unleashed his beast you almost backed away.

You knew it’d be big but not fucking humongous. “ it won’t- it can’t- there’s no way- IT WONT FIT!” He chuckles dryly “ I’ll make it. Doming worry youve been a good girl and I’ll make you feel like it. ‘Gonna fill you with my kids.” You blush and back down as his pink tip kisses your entrance. He grasps your hand as he thrusts in knowing he’d bust a nut if he’d go slowly, you were to fucking tight. He did however let you get used to his size. He started thrusting slowly looking into your eyes and picked up the pass as he could no longer control himself with the way your gummy walls sucked him in so well. He knew you weren’t gonna get away. He wouldn’t let you. You cry out as he thrust with all his might your boobs bounce as he folds you into a mating press. His eyes never leave the mounds of flesh addicted to the way they bounce. “ my- first time… thank you AH JUNGKOOK I LOVE YOU” he bites down on your shoulder till blood draws as he licks and gently kisses his art. “ first and last. You’re mine baby all mine”. If he gets to bite so do you , you bite down on his bicep you’ve always dreamt of the feeling. It was like a drug the addiction flows threw your veins and you know you will never break free. “ I’m I- I’m gonna- COMING” he already knew by the way you were clenching. “ be a good girl and come with me” he started rubbing your clit and it sent you straight to the moon. You scream in ecstasy as his cock kissed your cervix and empties a load in your womb. “ I love you baby” he pulls you close as you mutter “ I love you more”. He scowls as cum leaks from your pussy. “ this won’t do I need to fill you with my babies.” He thrust in and you moan. You were in for a long night. neither of you noticed the ding of your phone.

From: Hobi ☀️ ♥️ ; I’ll get the 50 from your purse 😈. Your welcome ’yeobo’ 💀. Oh also You owe me if yoongi pukes on my shoes!

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how’d you like it. Please say it was good.Please say it was good. Please say it was good. It’s 5 at this point and I lost my first draft 😢

it’s my first fanfic but won’t be my last if you liked it I’ll do more of any group or anime characters. Even genshin 😏 requests are open!

unedited and not proofread! Sorry I hope it’s good!

love ~ your local unnie!