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inkskinned ยท 2 years
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it is hard to explain without sounding vain or stupid - but the more attractive others find you, the more you're allowed to do. the easier your life is.
i have been on both sides of this. i am queer and cuban. i grew up poor. for a long time i didn't know "how" to dress - and i still don't. i make my sister pick out any important outfits. i have adhd in spades: i was never "cool and quiet", i was the weird kid who didn't understand how "normal" people behave. i was bullied so hard that the "social outcasts" wouldn't even talk to me.
i got my teeth straightened. i cut my hair and learned how to style it. i got into makeup. it didn't matter, at first, if i actually liked what i was doing - it mattered how people responded to it. like a magic trick; the right dress and winged eyeliner and suddenly i was no longer too weird for all of it. i could wear the ugly pokemon shirt and it was just "ironic" or a "cute interest."
when i am seen as pretty, people listen. they laugh at my jokes. they allow me to be weird and a little spacey. i can trust that if i need something, people will generally help me. privilege suddenly rushes in: pretty does buy things. pretty people get treated more gently.
i am the same ugly little girl, is the thing. still odd. still not-quite-fitting-in. still scrambling. still angry and afraid and full of bad things. of course it became my obsession. of course i stopped eating. i had seen, in real time, the exact way it could change my life - simply always be perfect, and things can be easy. people will "overlook" all the other things. i used to have panic attacks at the idea others would see me without makeup - what would they think? even for a simple friend hangout, i'd spend a few hours getting ready. after all, it seemed so obvious to me: these people liked me because i was pretty.
i worry about how much i'm being a bad activist: i understand that "pretty" is determined by white, het, cis, able-bodied hegemonies. if i was really an ally, wouldn't i rally against all of this? recently there's been a "clean girl" trend which copies latinx aesthetics: dark slicked-back hair, hoop earrings. i almost never wear my hair like that; i can hear the middle school guidance counsellor advising me that i might fare better if i toned it down on the culture.
the problem is that i can take pretty on and off. that i have seen how different my life is on a day where i try and a day where i don't. i told my therapist i want to believe the difference is confidence, but it's not. and when you have seen it, you can't unsee it. it lives inside your brain. it rots there; taunting. i get rewarded for following the rules. i am punished for breaking them. end of story.
pretty people can get what they want. pretty people can feel confident without others asking where they got their nerve from. pretty people can be weird and different. pretty people get to have emotions; it's different when they get aggressive, it's pretty when they cry with frustration.
of course people care about this. of course it has crawled into you. of course you want to be seen as attractive. it's not vanity: it's self-preservation.
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lilirari ยท 7 months
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๐™š โ‹†เญจเญงหš KING OF MY HEART โ‹† หš ๊ฉœ ๏ฝก
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๐“‚ƒ เฃช ึดึถึธโ˜พ. summary : charles' girlfriend releases an album full of love songs to commemorate his special day.
๐“‚ƒ เฃช ึดึถึธโ˜พ. pairing : charles leclerc x fem! singer! reader
๐“‚ƒ เฃช ึดึถึธโ˜พ. faceclaim : cho miyeon of (g)i-dle
๐“‚ƒ เฃช ึดึถึธโ˜พ. author's note : ahhh this is my first f1 related work + smau !! happy birthday to charles my beloved โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน he deserves all the love & happiness in this world T_T making this made me realise that i don't know much western celebs with suitable fcs for smaus like this ๐Ÿ˜ญ please do comment some western fcs so that i can use them in my next smaus ! anyways it's a little rushed honestly but i hope you'll enjoy it <3
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charles_leclerc my pretty girl โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน
yourinstagram i love you baby <3
charles_leclerc i love you more, mon amour
yourinstagram i love you most !!
landonorris ew get a room ๐Ÿ™„
charles_leclerc you're just jealous because you're still single and you got no rizz
landonorris I HAVE RIZZ
yourinstagram LMAOOOOO ok sure pinocchio ๐Ÿคฅ
landonorris you guys are BULLIES
yncharles4ever omg my parents !!! they look so good ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
pinkyn the hair, the fit, the smile.. everything about yn >>>>
luvleclerc CHARLES' DIMPLES ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน
ynlover127 HELPPPP NOT Y/N AND CHARLES GANGING UP ON LANDO AND HIS NO RIZZ AGENDA
motheryn they're right though.. he doesn't have rizz ๐Ÿ˜ญ
landonorris HEY I DO HAVE RIZZ !!!!
danielricciardo sure mate.. you keep telling yourself that
landonorris I THOUGHT YOU WERE ON MY SIDE DANNY
danielricciardo i AM on your side.. it's just that charles, y/n and all the others are right
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landonorris i hate it here you're all bullies
yourinstagram we love you too lando ๐Ÿซถ
landonorris ๐Ÿšถ๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ
mlnmarta the most gorgeous girl ever !!!
carla.brocker my sister ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’—
leclerc_pascale je t'aime, ma belle-fille โค๏ธ
yourinstagram je t'aime maman ๐Ÿฉท
lorenzotl โค๏ธ
arthur_leclerc je me suis bien amusรฉ, belle-sล“ur โ˜บ๏ธ
yourinstagram aww, i had fun too, thur ! ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿค
cl16supremacy he called her sister-in-law !!! this is not a drill !! i repeat this is not a drill !!!!
httpsyn i love how y/n is so close with all the members of the leclerc family and not just charles :( <3
arthlercluvr "belle-sล“ur ", " ma belle-fille ", " my sister ".. she's definitely a part of the family now
teamoyn y/n i love you and i'm happy that you're spending time with your loved ones but when are you going to come back ? ๐Ÿ˜ญ
iheartyn the lack of y/n content (music wise) is killing me
ynisqueen the y/n drought will end soon stay strong my brothers and sisters
ynsglasses i wish i had a positive mindset like you ๐Ÿ˜ญ
ynisqueen TRUST ME SHE'LL BE BACK SOON !!! i can sense it
ynsglasses i hope you're right ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿคž
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yourinstagram my new album 'reputation' will be out on october 16th ! this is by far my best album yet and i'm honestly so proud of the songwriting i've done for this ! i can't wait to share it with you all <3 you can pre-order it now on my site ! special thanks to taylorswift for directing the music video and guiding me throughout the whole journey of making this album happen ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ–ค
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charles_leclerc my stargirl !!! โ˜†
charles_leclerc wait oct 16... it's releasing on my birthday ???
yourinstagram yes ๐Ÿคญ
charles_leclerc judging by the aesthetics of these photos, your story update and seeing all the fan theories on x... i didn't do anything wrong, did i ? you're not going to break up with me through this album, are you ?
yourinstagram HELP CHARLES NO YOU DIDN'T AND NO I'M NOT ๐Ÿ˜ญ you could never do anything wrong in my eyes.. i love you too much :( โ™ก also you really shouldn't be on x reading those theories.. i can assure you that they're like only 10% accurate or so
charles_leclerc okay, love, i trust you ๐Ÿค i can't wait to listen to it ! i'm sure it'll be amazing !
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taylorswift i had lots of fun helping you, sweetheart ! i'm going to be streaming it on all platforms once it's out โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿค
yourinstagram you're so sweet ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ love you sm xx
oliviarodrigo the queen is back ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ
conangray BESTIE'S GOING TO EAT AND DEVOUR
lanadelrey ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ–ค
danielricciardo album of the year
yourinstagram danny it's not even out yet ๐Ÿ˜ญ
danielricciardo i don't care it's the album of the year i'm already calling it
yourinstagram pleaseee i love u thanks for the support ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿค
yncore daniel's so real for this
stargirlyn we stan a supportive bestie
lilymhe YOU'RE SO GORGEOUS ๐Ÿ–ค
francisca.cgomes my beloved โ™ก
landonorris i don't care if there's like only two months left before this year ends this album and all the songs are going to top my spotify wrap just you wait and see
yourinstagram NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT
landonorris NEVER GIVE UP RAHHH the grind is real !!!! ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ”ฅ
maxverstappen1 IT'S ABOUT DRIVE IT'S ABOUT POWER
oscarpiastri WE STAY HUNGRY WE DEVOUR
maxielmisser HELPPP WHAT IS WITH THIS REPLY SECTION
charlesxyn LMAOADHSHDH OSCAR ????
estiesbestie this is the funniest shit i've seen all day they're all so unhinged
goatifi wtf did fia feed the drivers today ๐Ÿ’€
therock did someone call ?
ynnation IMCRYIGJSHDHSHD
carlando455 NOT THE ROCK APPEARING OUTTA NOWHERE GOODBYE
scuderiaferrari we'll be tuning in as well ๐Ÿ˜‰
iheartyn y/n's reputation era... oh, she's so going to get back at all her exes, isn't she ?
24hrsofyn i was thinking the same thing too but she told charles that only 10% of the theories are true so...
ynarchive i think the aesthetics of this album might actually be misleading us and the songs might turn out to be so lovey dovey or ๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿงš๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿญ
rosesforyn you're probably right ynarchive
leclerc_pascale impatiently waiting for the album to drop ๐Ÿฅฐ
ynisqueen YOOOOO WHAT DID I TELL YOU GUYS
anythingforyn never doubting you again girl
yncity next time we're on a y/n drought again, i'm coming to you
ynisqueen i feel so powerful
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charles_leclerc feeling sorry for carlos for the issue on his car today. crossed the finish line p5, it was the maximum we could've done today. by far the hardest race of my career physically... gonna sleep well tonight ๐Ÿ˜…
also big congrats to max for winning his third championship !
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yourinstagram you did so good, my darling ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿซถ i'm so proud of you !!
charles_leclerc merci, ma chรฉrie โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน please come to bed now.. i can't sleep without you
yourinstagram omw, baby <3
maxverstappen1 thanks mate ! you drove well today ๐Ÿ’ช
scuderiaferrari incredible effort, charles ๐Ÿ”ฅ
schumisworld the third picture... i just know he's looking at y/n
leclerc_pascale repose-toi bien, mon fils ๐Ÿซถ
carlossainz55 โค๏ธ
charlos.lesainz we love you charles ๐Ÿฅฐ
ferrarilover the way he's looking at y/n in the last pic.. he's so down bad fr ๐Ÿ˜ญ
pumamotorsport proud !! sleep well โค๏ธ๐Ÿค
f1withamy sleep well, my goat !!!
ynsbiggestfan i need someone to look at me like the way charles looks at y/n ๐Ÿ˜ž
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yourinstagram joyeux anniversaire, mon amour โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน you've been by my side since day one and i can never thank you enough for everything you've done for me. i'm so proud of how far you've come and everything you've accomplished till now. i know that you'll achieve your dreams someday because you're the most determined and hardworking person i know so don't give up and just keep on trying to reach your goals, love.
and yes, the entire reputation album is my birthday gift to you. i couldn't just write a single song for you and leave it there so i went ahead and composed a whole album only for you. i hope you'll like your gift :p
i'm so glad to have met you on that one fateful day and i'm super proud to call you mine. you are my starboy, my home, the king of my heart and i will love you forever & always.
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charles_leclerc merci beaucoup, ma bien-aimรฉe. je t'aime pour toujours ๐Ÿค
yourinstagram je t'aime, charles ๐Ÿฅน
landonorris you guys are so cute it's sickening ๐Ÿคข
leclerc_pascale ๐Ÿฅฐ
scuderiaferrari the best couple on the paddock everyone !! we're so glad charles has such a wonderful partner like you, y/n ๐Ÿซถ
scuderiaferrari also reputation's been on repeat the entire day ! our queen slayed !!!
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redbullracing happy birthday charles !! and congratulations on the success of reputation, y/n โค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ our drivers have been bopping their heads to the songs all day long !
yncharles4ever MY PARENTS ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE
reputationyn REPUTATION IS SO FIRE, Y/N !!! U DID AMAZING WE LOVE YOU
ynshousewife the king of her heart ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน
ynisaqtpie imagine getting a whole album dedicated just to you on your birthday.. charles is the luckiest man ever
conangray goals !!! <3 loved your new album, bestie ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซถ
mlnmarta cutest lovebirds ๐Ÿซถ
joris_trouche โค๏ธโค๏ธ
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charles_leclerc 26 ๐Ÿ‘‘ celebrated today with my family. thank you all for the wishes and gifts, really appreciate it ๐Ÿซถ
also, to my darling y/n : thank you for making my day extra special by giving me the best birthday gift ever. i will cherish you and this album forever. i adore you so much, ma chรฉrie, my end game, the queen of my heart ๐Ÿ˜˜
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yourinstagram you're too sweet, baby โ˜น๏ธ ily ily ily mwah <3
leclerc_pascale je t'aime mon doux enfant ๐Ÿฅฐ
arthur_leclerc ๐Ÿซถ
lorenzotl โค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ
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ยฉ LILIRARI, 2023 โ˜…
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finniestoncrane ยท 1 year
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Hello! If the mood takes you, I'd love your headcanons about blood play with the riddler squad?
Blood Play
Riddler Headcanons yes the mood definitely takes me, multiple times a day actually, neutral on the outside but thinking of slice and dice with these idiots on the inside ๐Ÿ’š request info โ€ข prompt list โ€ข send me a request โ€ข kofi โ€ข masterlist minors DNI!! ๐Ÿ”ž cw: blood play, knives, needles, sub/dom dynamics, all the good stuff, uh if you squint hard enough i have mentioned necrophilia but like... whatever
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hng yeah he's into it, his scar is entirely too kinky for him to not be
the willingness to be carved for aesthetic? to bleed for the bit?
he'd definitely be happy for a partner to indulge in that too
either cutting him or letting him cut them
matching question mark scars for you both, a symbol of ownership
brutally tying you both together in a symbolic way
young justice
i'm so sorry, but i think period sex is as far as he'd ever go
he's just a little guy, just a vanilla bean, so sensitive
he might cry if he hurt you, and he'd definitely cry if you hurt him
he's also weak, and he looks like he bruises like a peach
and he gives me "i can't clot to save myself" vibes
so it's pretty much a no go here for this particular boy
arkham
i don't think there's a bodily fluid he's not fond of/covered in
plus the brutality of spit and blood just gets to him
picture this: he's returning to his lair, tail between his legs
spitting out blood and teeth, bursing his batman inflicted wounds
and instead of rushing in with the bandages to heal him
you stick your mouth on his and slurp it all up, sloppy style
unburied
i don't know how into it he'd be willing to get, he seems squeamish
but he'd indulge a little bit, with some minor bloodletting activities
definitely would go with you to get matching tattoos
or would attend any piercing appointments you might have
especially involving more sensitive places that might bleed more
it's all about the adrenaline and vulnerability for him
btas
listen if that's your thing, he'll endeavour to get on board
and once he does, you can bet he'll put a lot of effort into it
even going as far as to create some very specific toys to use
anything to give it that creative flair, the beauty of danger
and however you end up indulging in the play
it'll be extravagant and meticulously planned
telltale
anything that lets him indulge in his power fantasy is a win for him
let him dangle a knife over you, drag it across your cheek
hold a blade against you, dig it in just the right amount
and the patience of watching the blood spill out in drops
little trickles that he can lap up as they come, tantalising
watching you squirm as he exerts his power over you
dano
i think he uses pain as a release, maybe negatively in the past
but now it's more of a bonding activity if it involves a partner
someone he can share in the cathartic experience with
someone he can scar the same way he is, kindred spirits
also, being trusted by someone so much that they'd let him
that's the biggest turn on for him, the mutual respect
btaa
the dramatic, over-indulgent, vampiric romance is strong here
feel like he would make this very ritualistic, very tender and loving
would add the blood to some wine, pour it into expensive glasses
(that he stole in a heist obviously, atiques for this special event)
and then he'd link your arm with glasses in hand, entwined
and you'd both take a sip together, sealing your bond
zero year
no one this annoying has survived this long without a pain kink
he likes being beaten up, likes the taste of blood in his mouth
so he would definitely be keen to explore that fantasy
maybe a bit of bdsm, getting dommed to fuck
or if you want to just unleash your anger about him
you can guarantee a swift punch to the face will have him hard
gotham
he's a highly likely candidate for a medical fetish
so blood play for him would be a precise and exact activity
a lot of roleplay elements involved, and he'd definitely be in control
"take my bloods doctor, do you need any other fluids??"
i'm also certain he'd be prepared to do an autopsy on you
and don't pretend that's not bloody and weirdly hot
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hopelesslyromanticshark ยท 2 months
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iโ€™m sorry to be flooding you ๐Ÿ˜ญ but i just need a good olโ€™ tip. i think im beginning to write stuff for the pjo fandom. u got any advices? thanks boo
girl do not even fret about flooding my asks!! we're all here just yapping away, trust!!!
YES MORE WRITERS I LOVE THAT YALL COME TO ME EVEN THO I DO NOT FEEL QUIALIFIED IN THE SLIGHTEST I SHALL GIVE MY (unwanted) OPINIONS
ive said this before but when it comes to the very first work you put out, take some times with it. you don't want to rush this, this is your debut and you wanna draw people in!!! find a page set up you love, making everything aesthetic, have your page ready and prepared to receive an onslaught of asks (masterlist, rules, etc). but also, grammar and make sure you really are proud of the first work your putting out!! if that takes weeks, good!! if it takes days, that's good too!!
but after those first few posts, i promise you, nothing is that serious!! i am fr just here, being silly goofy and never proof reading anything. and im nearly to 700 followers (wow, im bragging, someone tell me to stfu that's crazy im not allowed to talk for that rest of the day, gross. hanging myself publically-) just try to have fun with it!! the second it starts to become a stressor or something you dread doing, stop completely. NOTHING is worth your mental health, and especially not a silly little blog. and dont feel obligated to write things you dont want to or dont feel like you can accurately represent. there are other writer out there who WILL write that stuff, go find them
OH final parting words, if you are using a side blog, it's gonna be 100 times harder to do this whole writing thing but honestly, if you need tips or pointers, im yo girl!! i have finessed this whole fucking thing, trust.
can't wait to see what you do, honey, but take yo time!! its gonna pass anyways, trust!!
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Crime Drama Archetype Aesthetics
(Bold what applies to your muse, italics for things that apply situationally and/or only in certain verses. Repost, don't reblog!)
The Hero a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
The Rulebreaker a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
The Oddball a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
The Bad Tempered worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
The Mourning working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
The World-Weary a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
The Doctor the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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Hiii, I love your writing and I finally came here with a request!๐Ÿ‘€โœจ Could I have some relationship headcanons with reader and Legato please? (Sfw/nsfw is ok) How does reader get him to trust them enough to open up/get into a relationship? How about reader genuinely caring about him for once in his life, reassuring him etc.? THERE ISN'T ANYTHING ABOUT MY BOY OUT THERE, HE DESERVES BETTER!!๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Thank you for listening to my ramblings :P
Have a good dayโœจ :D
A/N: omg of course!!!! Legato needs all the love! Feel free to request anything for Legato anytime! All of the Trigun characters are just so "My boy" to me, so I shall write for our boy! There will be some TriMax spoilers within, but I'll keep them as vague as possible. Because they're super heavy topics, and I want this to be digestible for readers!
Triggers: Slavery mention, and SA mention
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Legato Bluesummers x Reader Headcanons
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Legato Bluesummers first love for the longest time was, of course, Knives Millions. His savior, his Master. The one who saved him from his miserable former life.
Which is why Legato is quite confused when he first meets you. You were the first being besides his beloved Master that he foundโ€ฆ aesthetically pleasing (absolutely freakin' beautiful).
He saw you in a town that was near the base of operations for one of Knives' little side operations.
He first interacted with you at the local bar. He had seated himself in a distant corner of the bar counter, and you walked up just a few seats down and ordered your drink from the bartender. He caught your eye as you vacantly stared around the bar, lost in thought.
He saw you glance over his features, a light rush of blood settling in your cheeks. He hoped you wouldn't interact with him. Receiving your drink, you meandered back to your friends across the bar. He thought that was the last he'd seen of you.
He was wrong, of course.
Your next meeting was on his way through town, just an overly dressed bystander, making his way towards a warehouse. He felt something collide into his chest. It was you. Your body tensed up and your face turned a bright red.
"Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry!" You apologized.
Legato could have killed you right then and there. Such a filthy human bumping into him and spoiling his clothes? Disgraceful! But he made the mistake of looking into your eyes as you calmed down, waiting for his response.
"It'sโ€ฆ okay. Please watch where you're going next time." He said flatly before stepping around you, and walking off.
A few more chance interactions like this befell the two of you before you stopped him as he was about to walk off again.
"Hey, wait a minute!" You trotted along beside him, introducing yourself and asking his name. Legato was hesitant. Why did you need his name? He supposed it didn't hurt to indulge this Little One with the name of who would be their killer someday.
"Legato Bluesummers." He curtly responded before once again walking off.
Whenever you saw him around town, you would insist on saying hello and try to get him to talk to you more.
This aggravated Legato to no end. Why wouldn't you leave him alone?
"Oh, hey, they gave me an extra cake at the bakery today, would you like it? I don't really need it." You offered a small red velvet cake slice with a delicate white frosting.
"I'm sure I can find someone who wants it back atโ€ฆ the office." Legato fibbed. Why did he care if you knew he worked for Knives?
From then on it was little gifts here and there. A few bread rolls, a soda pop, a can of soup, stationery supplies. Eventually, the two of you sat in the central square chatting for hours at a time.
It was an odd thing for Legato. You didn't care about what he did for work; though he hadn't told you yet anyway. You enjoyed his fashion style, and you seemed to enjoy being around him in general.
"Legato, would youโ€ฆ like to join me for Dinner?" You sheepishly asked. Legato tensed up. Where was this going?
"I can't tonight, I have some work to finish." His reply caused your shoulders to dip and your face a frown, "but if we reschedule for tomorrow night, I'llโ€ฆ I'll make time for dinner with you." Your smile was wider than an ile, and Legato learned he liked something. Your smile. You nodded excitedly.
"What would you like to eat? Do you like.. curry? I make a really tasty curry!"
"S-sure." He hadn't had curry before. He preferred sweeter foods, typically.
"Do you like spicy or sweeter curry? I'd like to make it to your taste!" You said, mentally preparing to go off to the store to gather supplies.
There was a night the two of you sat on the roof of your home watching the stars. The two of you chatted about stars, space, and anything in between. It was there you told him that you loved him. You enjoyed spending time with him, sharing food with him, and the person he was around her. He frowned,
"Iโ€ฆ I've enjoyed our time together as well, butโ€ฆ you don't know enough about me to tell me that you love me. You may know I enjoy the color blue, and like sweet food, butโ€ฆ you don't know what I really do for work, who my employer isโ€ฆ my pastโ€ฆ I've kept you my little secret because you will get hurt. And I thought I buried the emotion of fear down so far it would never return."
He looked into your eyes. Your beautiful eyes that twinkled like the stars above, illuminated by the light of the moons, "You're only gonna get hurt."
"Legato. I don't care. Remember that time you kept my water glass from falling over? You caught it with.. some sort of telekinesis. That's an amazing ability!" You'd seen that? And you weren't scared?
"I know you could keep me safe. I don't care what you do. I don't have to go with you, either. Your home can be here, with me. Whenever you need a break from whatever plans this employer of yours has."
"You sawโ€ฆ my threads. I can use metal threads, thinner than the eye of a needle, to move anything as I wish. To cut anything I wish." He admitted to her.
He then proceeded to tell her about what he did, and what Knives' goals were. He was astonished to see you shruggingly agree with Knives, and the fact that humans had been pretty irresponsible with plants. You didn't think everyone needed to die for it, but some sort of balance had to be achieved, right?
That's when he knew he had truly found love. You weren't scared of him, you didn't completely disapprove of his deeds, his frequent evisceration of humans. You truly cared about his safety and his own well being. And in the end, that was acceptable to him.
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Now Legato has a terrible past when it comes to physical intimacy. His childhood as a slave, and being used for sex still haunts him, and fuels his hatred for humanity as a whole.
He's created quite the barrier to keep people away, so sexy fun times are very rare.
He does however, make them nights you'll never forget.
You had to teach him about kind love, and not being so rough. You often let him top, since he is usually uncomfortable with feeling so vulnerable on his back.
Your first time you asked to be intimate with him, he shut down like Fort Knox. It took a good hour of coaxing him out of it, allowing him to tell you about his atrocious childhood.
"Iโ€ฆ I want to be intimate with you. I justโ€ฆ" he'd forgotten what fear felt like.
"We can take things slowly. We'll do what feels okay to you, and I'll give a very gentle nudge sometimes. Is that okay?" He did eventually respond with a nod.
You couldn't touch Legato once your clothes are off. The skin contact triggers him, and he sobs uncontrollably. He hates it, but feels fortunate that it's only in your presence.
He holds you to the bed with his abilities as he presses kisses to your form, and loves to hear the noises you make while he makes love to you. They keep him in the moment, and allows him to continue just a little longer.
It's only super recently that he's allowed you to tangle your fingers into his hair while he kisses you in such a position.
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Hiii! Sorry if this is too specific but can I request headcannons for Mondo with a male S/O whoโ€™s pretty quiet and into gardening?
Mondo Oowada with a boyfriend who is quiet and into gardening headcanons
NO THE SPECIFIC ONES LIKE THIS ARE MY FAV DON'T WORRY LIKE SRS I WISH ALL REQUESTS WERE LIKE THIS
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โ™ฅ The sound of potted plants being placed on cement is more piercing than the roaring of his engine. His engine is like the purr of a cat, while the sound of your hobby brings him back to reality every time he doses off.
โ™ฅ He thinks of it like this: you work for the day just as he works for the night.
โ™ฅ You can have the sun beaming on you while you check on your plants, hands so precise and sweet when you tend to them like they are your children.
โ™ฅ He holds your hand even if you still have dirt under your fingernails.
โ™ฅ Sitting there while you do your work isn't exactly his idea of fun but the sight of concentration on your face is enough to keep him there. You're just so cute.
โ™ฅ Sometimes he lets you wipe dirt off on his pants if he makes you in a rush to hurry.
โ™ฅ He likes taking you places, which are often things you don't consider fun, but it's what you do for him since you force him to try and garden with you sometimes.
โ™ฅ Opposites attract - it's such a cute dynamic. His classmates love hanging out with you, they think you're so cute. And oh my god are they obsessed with seeing Mondo so kind to you.
โ™ฅ When the two of you first met he was so loud that it scared you - you later learned it was because he was so attracted to you that he couldn't focus enough to act straight. He would get so flustered, and that translated into his voice being spontaneous.
โ™ฅ ^ You being so quiet made him nervous, he thought he'd scare you away.
โ™ฅ He's still surprised that you stick around him and that you prefer to be around him, that amazes him to this day.
โ™ฅ Your house is surrounded by plants and beautiful nature-like tapestries, he considers it one of the house chores to take care of them.
โ™ฅ You don't trust him to take care of the plants and he doesn't trust you to do his laundry so there's a fair trade going on there.
โ™ฅ If you want him to make his own section of the garden then boom, his corrupted ass basic beginner plants vs. your amazing ones.
โ™ฅ You also grow foods, which makes him the beta-tester.
โ™ฅ ^ He prefers to himself as patient 0.
โ™ฅ "Dig a hole for me real quick," you ask. He begins furiously digging in one place like a dog.
โ™ฅ Dirt on his pants just like yours. Aww matching dirty laundry <3.
โ™ฅ A shopping cart filled with gardening supplies next to his beers. No i'm just kidding, he steals lol.
โ™ฅ ^ Pulls bags of seeds out of his pockets every time you guys get home.
โ™ฅ You hum softly whenever you garden, and whenever he gardens he groans in frustration and huffs. "Stupid fucking flowers and their stupid fucking thorns".
โ™ฅ When the two of you first met, he made a comment like "a boy into gardening?", and you scrunched up your face, which was enough to break his heart. He still apologizes for that.
โ™ฅ ^ If anyone else makes a comment about it he's like "this is MY boyfriend and YES he's into girly things, you mind your fucking business!"
โ™ฅ ^ Thanks babe...
โ™ฅ Flowers are a go-to when it comes to gifts. He never thought he'd be the type to give people flowers (just kidding, he almost always resorts to stereotypical gifts when he doesn't know what to do to make you feel better after an altercation of any sorts).
โ™ฅ You take care of those flowers so kindly though. You have so many spare vases to put things in.
โ™ฅ He gets floral-style clothing for you (and he may or may not wear some of his own if he wants to make a date more romantic... he can't be a biker all the time no matter how much he leans on the aesthetic).
โ™ฅ Having a boyfriend who's into gardening is such a flex though he's like yeah I know... my boyfriend is more talented than your girlfriend could EVER be.
โ™ฅ ^ Oh your girlfriend is a model? Well my boyfriend is a gardener so fuck you.
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The Hero a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
The Rulebreaker a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
The Oddball a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
The Bad Tempered worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
The Mourning working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
The World-Weary a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
The Doctor the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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๐“๐ก๐ž ๐‡๐ž๐ซ๐จ: a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐‘๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ž๐›๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค๐ž๐ซ: a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐Ž๐๐๐›๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ: a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐๐š๐ ๐“๐ž๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐: worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐Œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ : working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐–๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐-๐–๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฒ: a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ƒ๐จ๐œ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ: the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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The Hero: a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
The Rulebreaker: a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey. // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
The Oddball: a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
The Bad Tempered: worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
The Mourning: working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
The World-Weary: a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
The Doctor: the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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The Hero a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
The Rulebreaker a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
The Oddball a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
The Bad Tempered worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
The Mourning working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
The World-Weary a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
The Doctor the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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The Hero a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
The Rulebreaker a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
The Oddball a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
The Bad Tempered worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
The Mourning working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
The World-Weary a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
The Doctor the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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The Hero a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
The Rulebreaker a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
The Oddball a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
The Bad Tempered worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
The Mourning working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
The World-Weary a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
The Doctor the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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me when the guy i've spent years maybe decades maybe centuries arresting from an infinite amount of timelines shows up and he's not special he never was he's just another version of himself but then something happens and he's actually kind of just a dick and really full of himself but you've spent too long intimately knowing each and every nook and cranny of his deepest being and who he has the potential to be bc you've watched his whole life on a little screen in a place you've never left not once in thousands and thousands of years. but he has no idea. right now he's who he's always been but you know he can be something more. and there's something there and it's so so small and fragile and it might cry if you yell at it a little too loud but it's part of him. and then there she is. and then she's gone. and you learn more about him than you ever thought you could oh boy you thought you knew him. you thought you knew. and look where he is now look where you both are now you're something like friends. you're friends. when did that happen. and you've watched him grow this whole time and he's almost unrecognizable but only to himself. you know who he was this whole time. you could see it in him. you know him. you know him. and you're friends and you joke and you laugh and sometimes you see something in his eye something bigger than the both of you. and it shines like an emerald reflecting the stars. and there it is. the great variety. and you know him. you know him. and you're best friends. and then everything comes crashing down at once and she comes back and it's like nothing ever happened with them and you don't know how to feel and everything is happening and oh my god everything everything everything is falling apart and there's no time to breathe and everyone you know is hurt or dying and what if it's good. what if it's better than what you've been stuck here doing for eons what if it's better than work better than safe and sound and secure and some stupid earth 199999 1970s aesthetic and what if this wasn't who you were meant to be. what if they took it from you. what if they took the choice to be better than anything you thought you could be. what if you could live. and what if they took it from you. what if it's better than everything even better than him. you could keep going around and around and around forever and you can't think of anything better but what if it is. but you can't think right now and you don't know what anyone is saying it's all technical mumbo jumbo you don't understand. and neither does she and neither does he and of course they don't they're so lonely. they're the same. and you know them. and then he's different. and he needs to be faster he needs to be fast he needs to be f he needs he needs he needs he n
and it's so much better.
you don't have to prune.
you can preserve.
you can protect.
and you're allowed.
but you don't know that you're still there and he's rushing and rushing and rushing and what the shit are you doing and trust me and no! and you think you've done this dance before and he makes you so so tired and then. something's different. and you look in his eyes and you can barely see the stars anymore they're so clouded and you can't trust him bc he's him he's the mischief maker. and you know him.
and then he walks out.
and he looks back.
and his eyes shine brighter than ever.
and you know him.
let time pass.
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๐“๐ก๐ž ๐‡๐ž๐ซ๐จ: a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐‘๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ž๐›๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค๐ž๐ซ: a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐Ž๐๐๐›๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ: a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐๐š๐ ๐“๐ž๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐: worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐Œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ : working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐–๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐-๐–๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฒ: a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ƒ๐จ๐œ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ: the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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๐“๐ก๐ž ๐‡๐ž๐ซ๐จ: a small home full of medals // the scent of justice // the adrenaline rush before busting a crime scene // trusting in the team // sworn oaths // the city's skyline from the roof of the police station // radio chatter // protecting those who can't protect themselves // a last stand // crime scene tape
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐‘๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ž๐›๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค๐ž๐ซ: a revolver resting in the drawer // the taste of cheap whiskey // constant reminders of past mistakes // a shadowy figure in the alley // being known in every bar // a fight in the backroom // blood on leather gloves // your name whispered in the underworld // broken laws for the greater good // an act of defiance against the system
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐Ž๐๐๐›๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ: a drawer full of candy wrappers // an unexpected knack for solving cases // a fascination with the improbable // the comfort in eccentricity // midnight oil burning for a case // chaotic notes leading to the truth // a genius in their own world // the thrill of a new challenge // the final piece of the puzzle falling into place // a colourful scarf among the grey suits
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐๐š๐ ๐“๐ž๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐: worn out gloves from punching the bag // a growl in the voice // a reputation that precedes you // a fist through the wall // harsh words with a caring undertone // a cigarette burning in the ashtray // the anger that fuels everything // a grudge held too long // begrudging respect from colleagues // an unexpected show of loyalty
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐Œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ : working late nights // a plan that doesn't include going home // being unable to return to the way things once were // a whiskey bottle in the bottom drawer // the cold touch of a gravestone // silence in a room once filled with laughter // old photographs gathering dust // the echo of a voice no longer there // a past that refuses to be forgotten // knowing that nobody knows what to say
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐–๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐-๐–๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฒ: a flask of strong coffee // a siren in the distance // the familiar smell of gunpowder // a smoker's cough // secrets buried deep // a sigh of frustration // a heavy sense of cynicism // crime scene photos that haunt dreams // a stare that has seen too much // a cold case reopened
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ƒ๐จ๐œ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ: the sharp smell of chemicals // a doctor's coat stained with blood // hands that have tried to mend too many // the solemn silence of the dead // precision in every movement // the precise language of medicine // a race against time // the responsibility of life and death // blood spatters on white walls // an oath never to be broken
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