#<33333 smooches

[nastylillad]

How tf do you improve your art so damn fast?-

step 1. be horny.

step 2. think about caterpillar weiner 24/7.

step 3. draw said weiner

step 4. repeat until good

[crocmr]

A LIL CLUBBER DRAWING BC I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

[sparring-spirals]

Jester follows Caleb in, dutifully, loyally, ready to fight on his behalf, of course. Of course. And Fjord balks, a little, everyone hesitates, for a moment. But she was always going to go in. She was always going to go in. How could they let Caleb go in there alone, facing Trent, facing his undead parents? Facing his worst fear, his worst guilts, his worst enemies. She follows him in.

How could they let Caleb go in there alone? With just his parents, with Trent. With just his parents, almost the same but not quite, speaking and moving, with Trent and his poison honeyed words. Facing his worst guilt, and a twisted form of forgiveness, and something he has been aching for but cannot have. She follows him in, because she loves him, because she wants to protect him, because shes sorry he has to face this. Because she. Is sorry.

She follows him in, because Jester is always willing to do what is needed to protect the people that are hers. Jester is always willing to do what she has to do to protect her people, whatever that looks like.

Jester follows him in, and looks at him and says- I'm so sorry. And casts Turn Undead.

[satoruxx]

YAYYY WE ARE OFFICIALLY 21 !!!!!!!!!!!

[a-clown-with-wings]

beams you five boxes of graham crackers with my mind

Thank you 😊

[glossysoap]

how’s about we take a little visit to the boys’ pov in chapter 11?

Stop you’re gonna kill me?! I’m already so excited!!! I feel for the boys 😪 the universe really threw a curveball at them that they didn’t deserve, but I just wanna scoop up all the angst you’re serving and eat it for breakfast, it’s so good omg I can see ghost and soap growing a bit of animosity for each other for not telling reader how they feel?! And reader doesn’t even remember them now?!?! asdfghjkl I’m so sorry, I’m just so stupid for your blorbos and this hellhole world you created

I need rtc like it’s my lifeline cause I canNOT wait for ghost and soap to reunite with reader and the three of them to learn to love each other!? UGH I can taste it but I live for everything in between cause it wouldn’t taste as good without the buildup, I need it to hurt 😩

I’m biting my knuckles just thinking about how huge the boys’ regret is for not confessing sooner or being more intimate with them!? And reader relearning their love for the boys???

I’m sorry Im passing away cause my heart can’t contain the possibilities anymore, this is all your fault (affectionate)

-🌻

missed chances

ghoap (for the sake of convenience, that’s what i’ll be referring to them as when i’m talking about ghost and soap) growing a bit of resentment and animosity towards each other, even despite their best efforts, for not telling you how they felt has LITERALLY BEEN MARINATING AND HATCHING IN MY BRAIN FOR SO LONG. SO SO LONG.

because just think about it. the only reason you were so so eager to leave the task force that day and go onto that helicopter was because you felt so.. out of place with ghoap.

with all of their touches and kind words and intense gazes. all of those things that, in your eyes, were reserved for ghost and soap. in your eyes, you were an intruder. someone taking up space.

and why would they need you, anyway? they surely don’t. they’re both pillars of love and strength and willpower — they can do just fine without you. without some third wheel best friend always trailing behind them.

and furthermore, why would they want you? in your eyes, there’s just no way. no way that they meant all of those longing glances or bear hugs. all of those forehead kisses and pet names. they were just being nice. you were the most skilled medic and you always treated them impeccably, no matter how challenging their ailments were — so of course they would be nice to you.

so, in your mind, on that day you were captured, you were tired of being lured in by those intense gazes and warm touches. you were tired of being flustered over their close proximity and feeling your heart pound in your chest. you were tired of having these feelings that would so obviously never be returned.

in that moment, when you had an emergent patient, you saw an opportunity to leave the nerves behind and get back into your element. an opportunity to escape the affection that made you feel all warm and fuzzy, and completely stupid all at the same time.

and the boys could see how relieved you were when a patient had arrived, by the sigh you let out and how quick you were to pass them off to your assistant. thoughts ran through their mind, none of them good. most of them always led back to one - they were scaring you away.

you were getting overwhelmed with all of the attention and affection, especially since you didn’t know about their feelings yet.

so they told themselves that they would tell you first thing once they touched down back at the base. they would head straight to your quarters and sit you down, each of them holding one of your warm, soft hands. they would talk in hushed, soft voices and gaze at you with adoration as they would confess to you. they would tell you how you make their hearts race and their minds muddle into mush when they see you. they would tell you how they look for you in every room they enter. they would tell you how they love you, how they’re in love with you.

at least, that’s what they were going to do. before they returned to find your room empty and you nowhere to be found. before the task force had to watch the footage of you being captured on that helicopter.

now, when you ambush them later on that highway, all brainwashed — that just makes it worse.

it was one thing for them to think of you as being dead for so long, but it’s a whole ‘nother thing for them to find out that you were tortured (still being tortured), your arm was amputated and you were brainwashed. turned into a killing machine.

so, not only did they blame themselves for you “dying,” but now? now they blamed themselves for you having to endure a fate worse than death.

and when you said, “who the hell is y/n?” oh, lord. any progress that they had made with grieving? all of the healing? it was all torn away the very second you were revealed to be alive and that your memories were erased.

i cant wait for them to reunite either!!! we’re on the same wavelength!!! but YES OMG THE BUILDUP ALONG THE WAY IS WHAT MAKES IT EVEN BETTER

and don’t you worry because you’ll be gettin FED with the buildup!! the boys yearning for you now that they know you’re alive??? check. the boys searching for you everywhere they go? check. you dreaming of little flashes of them? dreaming of soaps cerulean eyes? dreaming of ghosts gentle touches? check. check check checkkkkkkkk

omg they have SO many regrets. SO MANY. remember in chapter 2 i believe, where ghost and soap were thinking about how they would confess to you? and ghost was worried about scaring you off? and how he said they shouldn’t just kiss you out of the blue?

yeah all of that sounds laughable now. they WISH they would’ve just pulled you close to them and held your face with their big hands and pressed their lips to yours. they wished they could’ve felt how smooth your lips were and how soft they were. just like everything else about you, you were soft and fragile in contrast to their rough and callousness. they wish they could’ve tasted you and heard you gasp as they slipped their tongue in your mouth.

they wished that they had hugged you even more. they wished that they had kissed your forehead more. they wished that more than anything, they had pulled you aside and just told you how they felt. they wished they could have made sure you knew how deep their feelings for you ran, that they were anything but just surface level friendliness. they wish they could’ve made you believe that.

because if you had known that they were in love with you, and not in the way that “just friends” are, then you would’ve wanted to stay. you would’ve waited for them to be patched up before you went to see that patient. they could’ve accompanied you to see that patient, and then maybe, just maybe, the redhead’s cover would’ve been blown. and you wouldn’t have been taken.

now. when it comes to you relearning your love for the boys? whewww,, it’ll take some time. because once you come back to the 141 base, you’re still carryin a shit ton of trauma and trust issues. you’re also still battling amnesia and working through all of the brainwashing that HYDRA put you through.. but! at least the 141 knows that you’re safe!

(physically at least lol not safe in your own mind but 🤷🏻‍♀️)

if you’ve read some of my earlier rtc snippets, then you’ll know that when you come back, you don’t wanna stay in your old room. because you don’t feel like it’s yours anymore. it’s like you’re an imposter, impersonating someone that doesn’t even exist anymore. so you take up an empty room and sleep on some twin size cot, and you don’t use a blanket or pillow — because HYDRA never gave you any. that’s all you can remember.

you’re always wary of the 141, until you remember everything. but that takes some time.

with that time, comes plenty of angst. plenty of jealousy, believe it or not. plenty of yearning. plenty of pining.

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[dipplinduo]

Another doodle page for you! (But for real, thank you for creating something that helped me want to create again.)

[fatuismooches]

Okay but imagine Dottore observing how each of his segments interact with his fragile lover.

The younger ones act a lot like how he used to when the two had first started dating, still very much in that honeymoon period where the relationship was brand new and so full of possibilities. The older segments still clearly adore them, but are a lot calmer and relaxed around them, just how everything was before their illness came into their lives.

The realization finally hits him while he's playing a game of chess with them, and the small chuckle he let's out takes their attention away from they game and they ask what's on his mind.

"I just now noticed, that no matter what age I am or what point in time I'm at, I'll always love you."

Oh my gosh yes😢😢💖

He says that he made his segments to preserve the perspectives of how he observed the world. So naturally, he'd be mindful of keeping note of how his younger selves differs from his older ones regarding the more serious stuff. He's used to seeing his clones interact with you, after all they're with you a good amount of time considering how busy he is, but one day it really just hits him. His perspective of many things has changed, but his feelings towards you are always the same.

It's rather amusing to see the younger versions of himself talk with you. His Akademiya days were so, so long ago it sometimes takes him back. He was definitely snarky and snippy to you back then, constantly quipping back at you. But as time progressed he mellowed down, reassured by the fact you were genuine. You actually wanted to be with him. And he was comforted by that fact. It opened doors that he previously had absolutely zero intention of going through. He remembers you were excited to go through them with him. Until your illness.

It's unusual for Dottore to get lost in his thoughts, but hearing him say that definitely had you K.O.-ed for the rest of the match. (You try to accuse him of sabotage and he just smirks at you.)

[doomzday-zone]

haiiiiiii infinite nation<3333333333

[vshusband]

Do you ever wish happy chaos make out with you?? Cause I sure have hehehehheheheheh (I have diabolical thoughts about him)

Also I’m a minor so nsfw blogs, people with minors dni in their bio please do not interact :3

[teddybeartoji]

daddy

BABYYYYYY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 HOW ARE U MY LOOVEE I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU HEHEHHEE IWANNA HOLD YOUUUUUU:33333 ILYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

with all these smoochin, killer might as well just open her own kissing booth xD

so? 👀 👀

[hannibalussy]

YOUR TAGS ARE CONSISTANTLY SO FUNNY. "absolutely not i'd skedaddle" has me in tears plz

THANK YOU SM OMG, i love writing lil tags, so happy to hear they made you laugh <3333333

[satoruxx]

I LOVE UR TOJI SERIES SO MUCHHH i feel like series r so hard to come by nowadays. even tho i love one shots, i get so much more attached to characters in longer reads. tysm and keep up the great work !!!

AHHHHH NONNIE ILY !!!!! i'm so happy you're enjoying it <33 i will always be the biggest long fic supporter !! ofc i love drabbles and cute lil blurbs but long fics/series make me so giddy :33 you're absolutely right it's much easier to get attached to the characters when there is a shit ton of info about them !!

anyways ily nonnie tysm for reading !! wolf toji and i are hugging you very tightly :33

[a-clown-with-wings]

wwoooaaahhh

i am

in your inbox

eehehehehe

Hiiiii :3333💐💐💐💥💥💥‼️💥💐💐💐

HAIIIIIIIII

MY LOVE MY WIF E

YIPPPEEEEEEEEEE

HELLOOOOOOO

[aft3rhrs]

whenever you post something new it makes my heart go 💗 *smooch* 🙈💌