#[ don't worry! this is a starter call; so i take all responsibility of getting something out. ]

[orchideae]

Starter call! Yep, you saw correctly. I've been making progress in my drafts, and I realized since it was mentioned the other day that I function a little better under pressure, so, yes.

These will be a little shorter (and I'm going to be a little strict with myself on that so that I actually get them written), so expect roughly a paragraph and if it stems from an idea that we've spoken about in plotting or whatnot, then it might be a little longer. But generally, they will be shorter starters that knowing me, will become lengthier threads as the replies progress! This is also welcome to non-Genshin blogs, but then please remember that I do not have any verses outside of Yelan's game canon, and so I'll be looking at your Genshin verses!

[ohisms]

↪     𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 , 𝑰'𝑴 𝑨 𝑭𝑬𝑾 - ᶰᵒ ᶠᵃᵐᶤˡʸ ˒ ᵗᵒᵒ . 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑚 𝑖 ?    (  a  series  of  sentence  starters  from  season  1  of  “ orphan black ” .   adjust  phrasing  as  necessary . will be updated !  )

i wanna see [ name ] .

well , that's not fair , is it ?!

oh my god , you look like crap .

i didn't miss your birthday , did i ?

something really weird just happened at the train station .

what the hell is wrong with you ?

listen to me , [ name ] , i'm only gonna ask you this once .

oh , i'm fine by the way , thank you .

get in the car .

when you don't give a damn , i get pissed .

you'd better be ready . are you ready ?

you're sure as hell overdressed . what , were you out all night or something ?

this shit is as hard as it gets . but you've gotta stop making it worse .

i panicked , what do you want me to say ?

i'm kidding . where's your wit gone ?

you don't have to babysit me , dipshit .

i know this thing's got you all twisted up , but try to forgive yourself .

[ name ] , open the goddamn door !

yeah , the last thing i am is special .

[ name ] , where have you been ?

where have i been ? uh .. long story .

oh , jesus , are you alright ?

you have a few words , [ name ] ? anything you want to express ?

plead your mercy & your pity .

love is imperfection itself .

say it . go ahead , say it's my fault .

who the hell are you ?

of course not . you think we'd let that happen ?

i'm at home , you've got it all wrong .

you know what ? don't . i'm going to ignore that .

i'm worried you're losing the plot again .

sorry , i've got ... i've got a lot of work to do .

i mean , what am i supposed to do ?

you don't have to take this on .

i can't keep waking up every night , checking your breathing , worried you're mixing your meds , booze ... god knows what else .

i knew it was too good to be true .

why would you help such a stupid plan ?

i'm not going to play [ name ] in the middle .

i'm not dirty , i just freaked out .

if there is another version of this story ...

walk me through it again . so i know you won't crack under questioning .

you're making me nervous .

finally ! where have you been ?

who am i speaking to ?

how did you find me ?

idiot . do you even know who you're talking to ?

i don't care who you are .

nope , that is not my responsibility .

go , & wait for a call .

what i'm trying to do is move on .

we have known each other for awhile now , [ name ] .

i nailed it , man . every detail .

come on , [ name ] , give me a little love here !

you know , my skin just breaks out every time i leave downtown .

whoa , hey , [ name ] - you always do this to me !

i don't do backup , i don't even know what backup is !

i got stuck , i was running from my own shit .

i'm not giving you shit 'til you give me some answers .

don't ! do not shoot me , please !

seriously , it's life or death .

am i going insane ?

[shikai-the-storyteller]

People talk a lot about how Fit didn't want a kid when the Egg event happened, but I'm watching his Egg Event Day stream for the first time and picking up a few interesting things that both confirm and contradict what a lot of people say about Fit's perspective of the Egg event, So here are some notes from his VOD:

Fit immediately went over to Ramon when he saw him and cooed at his cute little mustache.

Fit repeatedly said to himself "I'm not a dad I'm not a dad I'm not a dad" while the informational videos were playing. HOWEVER--

When Ramon flashes the "Egg" sign repeatedly to them, Fit says he has eggs at his base and tells Ramon to wait with Spreen. Ramon chases after him, and Fit insists that he stays with Spreen, saying: "I will be right back, Ramon. Don't worry, I will return. I promise." ~ 1h 17m

Moments later when he's on his own, Fit says "Spreen better keep that Egg alive. I'm not emotionally attached to the Egg with the mustache, ok? I'm not emotionally attached." (Mirroring the things he often says these days about not having separation anxiety. Which is a lie). ~1h 18m

Fit says even though Ramon has a mustache, he doesn't know if Ramon is a boy, girl, or enby. (This isn't really relevant lore-wise, but I thought that was sweet). ~1h 20m

Foolish and Vegetta introduce Leonarda to Ramon, and Vegetta says "Look look, it's a friend, it's a friend! 😊" and then two seconds later says "Now fight to the death! 😊" ~1h 25m

(The QSMP admins also make a whoopsies here and call Fit "Feet" in chat LMAO)

Despite joking that he's going to build Ramon a dog house near his place, when Spreen asks if they should build a simple house or something nicer for Ramon, Fit says, "Well he is our kid, so he deserves only the best, right? Maybe we should make a big mansion." ~1h 31m

Ramon makes a beeline to Fit's starter house (which the admins poked fun at) and excitedly jumps on the bed

Spreen accidentally hits Ramon (again) and Ramon runs off, and Spreen apologizes while he and Fit chase him down. Fit says "He didn't mean to do that, he loves you very much!" ~1h 36m

Fit gifts Ramon a seashell. ~1h 42m

Fit jokes that there's no doubt he's the father because Ramon looks just like him -- bald as an egg

They put Ramon to bed, but Spreen and Fit introduce Roier, Jaiden, and Bobby to Ramon while he's asleep. ~2h 10m

Spreen says he left food for Ramon in case he gets hungry at night. They get worried about Ramon because he's been sleeping for a long time and check to make sure he's still breathing. ~ 2h 14m

Spreen says they'll be a really good team, and Fit says, "We will be very good parents together, I can feel it." (oof) ~ 2h 15m

Fit and Spreen say goodbye to each other, and Fit says "Being a father is not easy, that's why I've put off fatherhood for so long, I don't know if I'm ready." He says it doesn't seem so bad, but Ramon's sleeping a lot and he's kinda lazy, so he doesn't know how he feels about this child, but "We'll make it work." Right after he says this, he suddenly finds Ramon climbing up the hill towards him, and they go fishing together. ~2h 16m

Fit calls Ramon "Mi huevito." ~2h 19m

"I dunno how I got roped into this fatherhood thing" he says while waiting for Ramon to finish using the bathroom. Then he teaches Ramon how to cook the fish they caught (classic Dad behavior) ~2h 21m

Spreen tells Fit he's going out and to take care of Ramon. Fit teases him and says it's a shared responsibility, and Spreen says he has to go to work. ~2h 26m

IMAGES THAT AGED VERY VERY BADLY

The subtitles don't show it, but Spreen is saying "Don't worry, Ramon. You'll see me tomorrow." Fit says he'll teach Ramon how to grow crops, and Spreen says, "That's right Ramon, I want to hear all about how to grow crops when I get back."

Fit tells Ramon "You are my huevito" and sings him a lullaby. 2h 30m

"Spreen going out for cigarettes my ass! I'm not gonna see him for months now. See - someone's gotta step up and be a parent, and be there, and take the responsibility! That's me. That's me. It's weird though, I mean, I'm not used to this whole "fatherhood" thing, keeping a living thing alive. It's weird." ~ 2h 31m

Fit says he thinks he and Spreen will be a good parenting pair if Spreen comes back. But he's glad the child is doing well right now. ~ 2h 36m

Not related to Fit and Ramon, but these are some other funny moments:

Fit gets kicked for "flying" (he was jumping off a tall tower, but manages to clutch it) ~ 2h 43m

Fit meets JuanaFlippa! ~3h 12m

Slimecicle gives JuanaFlippa a landmine. ~ 3h 21m

[ixiot-ghostrebel]

Assuming that you know about the lore of The Primordial One and his Four Shades, I’ve got a small idea that I would like to share:

Sagau, but Reader and their three friends are the said Four Shades. Since we know only of Istaroth from the Shades, reader will be her. Istaroth is the God of Time and Wind and one of the Four Shades. She was worshipped in Mondstadt alongside Barbatos. She was formerly worshipped in Enkanomiya by the name "Kairos." She once made a deal with Raiden Makoto and is responsible for the creation of the Sacred Sakura. Maybe Istaroth!Reader kind of disappeared due to her not being worshipped anymore, but someone (maybe Traveller or Barbatos) resurrect her by worshipping on her lost altar.

Interesting, Anon! I do know a few things of the Primordial One and his Four Shades, but this oneshot post of mine won't go too into the lore about it. And please remember, I don't do Fem!Reader, so I'll have to switch it to GN!Reader. Sorry!

Here's a little oneshot about this idea :) Enjoy!

Click Me to See the Entire Series!

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞.

Warnings - The One Shot Includes: Spoilers to Genshin Impact Lore!

So. You were iskeaied in Genshin.

There was no imposter, and no one's chasing after you. You were isekaied with three of your friends, to where you don't even know where they were.

You were standing at a cliff were it showed Mondstadt in the distance. This was fine, this was cool. It was peaceful and all, so you didn't have anything to worry about.

You entered Mondstadt, and you were relieved that nobody even noticed you standing there like an idiot. Everything was fine and peaceful. You really did have nothing to worry about.

Except for one problem: Apparently, Venti was shocked to see you. Everyone treats you like you're not there, and then there's this bard that treats you like you were a walking skeleton of a T-Rex that grew an extra limb or something.

Yeah, you have absolutely no idea why the heck he's staring at you like that. Did you die and come back or something, being isekaied or something?

You had no idea, so you did what you thought was the best idea at the time.

You walked up to the bard, and bluntly asked, "Did I die before I got here now?" in his face. You don't know how he does it, but somehow, this man looks even more shocked than he was before.

"Istaroth, you can't be serious!" he exclaims, minding his tone to not make it a public drama film on the streets. "You—You literally disappeared, and then come back out of nowhere, and you think you died somehow?"

Holy cow. You were the freaking GOD OF TIME?! One of the Four SHINING SHADES OR WHATEVER THEY'RE CALLED?

You blink, trying to process this information being dumped into your face and one-braincell-ed brain.

So, you might really be the God of Time. Either that, or you're going insane and you're just hearing Venti wrong. So, just to double check that you heard it right, you ask.

"I'm Istaroth?" You pointed to yourself dumbly. Listen, it's hard to take in, alright? Sagau fanfics barely have this concept here! "So there's no like, Almighty Creator or something?"

"What? No, of course not! Where are you getting these—" The Bard sighs. "Come on, let's go to the Tree of Vanessa." He starts walking towards the gates of Mondstadt, with you quickly following him.

Once you're there, you get info-dumped a lot of crap. Sure, you knew a few things about Istaroth in the Genshin Impact lore, but holy cow was there still a lot you don't know.

For starters, Venti—Barbatos, whatever—made it very clear that there was no "Almighty Creator" of sorts. You were Istaroth, the God of Time, and one of the Gods of Celestia (oh goodie, not). And, not that Venti knew this, One of the Four Shades of the Primordial One.

You were, once upon a time, worshipped alongside Barbatos, as the people of Mondstadt saw you as the "Greater Lord of the Winds," which probably is the reason why you also got the Thousand Winds Temple built. But, of course, history practically threw you out the window. With no one worshipping you anymore, you basically faded off (which, to your equivalent, meant that you fell into a deep sleep and became who you are as of right now, in the present).

For some reason or whatever, before Mondstadt "adopted" you, you were formerly worshipped as the Overseer God of Enkanomiya, under the name of "Kairos."

Kind of funny, honestly, because you were literally naming yourself after the Greek God of Opportunity/Fitness/time (Who's other name is Caerus. Son of Zeus and all that). You can see how the name was fit for you.

Of course, you knew other information Venti didn't know—You knew that Istaroth and Raiden Makoto struck a deal because the Destruction of Khaen'riah caused an absolute world-breakdown. Kind of like a monster apocalypse, now that you think about it. Oh—and you were probably also a part of the reason why the Sovereign Dragons got poofed off of Teyvat.

That only left one question in your head: How the mac n cheese frick did you get "re-summoned" or whatever? And where the heck were you previous memories of being Istaroth?

"So...how exactly am I here, then?" You ask, placing a hand to your chin, as you repeat what you had thought. "And why can't I remember anything about being Istaroth?"

Venti shrugs. It seems he also doesn't anything, but knowing him through the game, you have a slight doubt that he does have a hunch of some sort and he's just hiding it from you. "I'm not sure, Istaroth—"

"Please, just call me Y/N." You roll your eyes. Seriously, if you can't even remember being Istaroth, how the hell are you ever going to even remember to answer when someone does call you Istaroth?

"I'm not sure, Y/N," he corrects himself, fiddling with his lyre. "Bbut, I do have a hunch!" Called it. He really did save it for the dramatics, did he?

"What is the hunch?" You ask, trying to pry answers quickly before this dude starts to confiscate information from you.

"I think it might have to do with—"

"Hey, it's Venti and—uh, who is that?" A voice from behind you both came. Venti smiles and gives a glance over your shoulder.

"—with the Traveler." Oh goodie, the Traveler really do be getting those Main Character Gameplay vibes now. You sigh, standing up. You might as well go ahead and introduce yourself to them before Paimon throws a freaking dialogue at you first.

Besides, if Venti's hunch is correct, the Traveler might just be your ticket to understanding who you truly are.

There's only one way to find out if this theory works.

The End...

Ghost Rebel Side Notes: WILL THIS BECOME A SERIES? 👀 NO IDEA, BUT YOU GUYS TELL ME IF YOU WANT PART 2! AS OF RIGHT NOW, I GOT A LOT OF MOTIVATION FOR THIS EVEN THOUGH I PLANNED NO PLOT WHATSOEVER!

Also! I updated my Info Page, so please check it out! :D And dw, I'm working (or trying to) on the Finale Part of the Forever Within My Hold series :) It'll be out, it's just taking very slow.

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[realmyths]

So, this post is inspired by @shchvnts . Just letting people know how to interact with me. Note that this is not me pressuring people to write with me immediately. It's just that it can be discouraging to post memes/opens/starter calls etc. and not get that many interactions. So this is just a post detailing the ways that people can interact with me if they want to. If not, no hard feelings. I know that people get busy/have a lot of threads, etc. And I do try to interact with others too. Just letting everyone know. I'd appreciate if you all would read this post to the end, but since it'll probably get long, I'll put the rest of it under the cut.

Send memes! I do tend to hoard them (sorry) but I always love getting sent memes. The time it takes me to reply is solely because I want to reply well and not just respond with whatever immediately comes to mind. I wait for my muse to be there for the meme. If all else fails, send me memes. Feel free to specify muse (and your muse if you're also a multi), or just leave it to me to choose.

Respond to open starters! (I don't yet have any, but am planning on posting some ASAP.) I can't emphasize enough how much it sucks to post an open starter and get no responses. So if you see an open of mine that you like, and you have the muse, respond to it! I'll love it.

Like starter & meme calls! If memes and open starters aren't your thing, I do post starter calls and also meme calls (for me to send YOU memes), feel free to like them. I will take my time to post starters/send memes, but I will get around to it eventually. If you would like to interact, feel free to like a starter or meme call of mine.

IMs/Discord to plot. If you're more of the plotting type, feel free to come into my Tumblr ims or ask for my Discord so we can plot something out for our muses. (Please have some muses of mine in mind, ideally. But if not don't worry, we can figure it out.) I do warn that I'm not the best with plotting, but I will try my best.

Send an ask/im/discord message saying anything. A simple message saying 'hey I would like to RP with you but am not sure where to start/who I want to interact with' will go farther than you think. Or if you're just busy with other threads, 'hey I would like to RP with you but currently I've got a lot of other threads and am waiting until I respond to those to interact.' Will also go far.

I also know that I have to interact with plenty of my mutuals, so I will be taking my own advice and sending others memes/responding to opens/etc. But if you've ever wanted to interact with me/my muses and have not been sure how, I hope this post is helpful!

[rising-volteccers]

Hello! English is not my language so there may be some mistake. How have been talking about Roy maybe caught Wattrel, can you write something with Liko going to Friede for help because she found a pokémon egg and she wants to raise him?

Hello there! Your English is good, don't worry about it! This piece ended up being self indulgent with a Pokemon I personally want to see Liko have on her team! Hopefully this is an enjoyable read!

Series: Pokemon Horizons

Characters: Friede, Liko

--

With the Brave Asagi due for another system update, Murdock suggested that they have a picnic outside to take advantage of the pleasant weather. The last time they had one had been a calm before the storm kind of situation; while things turned up well in the end, it didn't change the fact that Liko's disappearance the day after left a bit of a sour note to that experience. Friede was all for creating new memories to overwrite–or rather, to look back on instead of the awful ones. 

Murdock ensured that they had a pleasant spread like last time, making sure that both Dot and Ludlow could enjoy theirs on the ship too. The difference from before and now was that Dot joined them in picnicking via a video feed, though she kept herself out of frame.

Sandwiches were made–Friede as always getting a little ribbing from his crew about his all carnivore one–and eaten, washed down with homemade juice that was refreshing as the sun got higher. 

While the adults conversed at the table, Liko, Roy and the Pokemon were playing together. Friede quietly kept an eye out from his seat, as was his habit these days whenever they were off the ship. Roy had the tendency to run off after his or some wild Pokemon while Liko…sometimes trouble seemed to follow her. Between the two of them, he certainly had his work cut out for him.

Friede's attention shifted to the current conversation of their flight route and supply stock during the trip. When his eyes darted back to the kids, he saw that Liko had wandered further than he expected from the group. 

"Hey Liko, where are you going?" Friede called out, casting the table in silence. The girl in question paused to look back.

"Oh, something's catching Sprigatito's attention so I'm checking it out!" Liko yelled in response before she dashed after her starter.

A part of Friede wanted to get up and join her. The rest told him to take it easy and trust that Liko's trouble radar was turned off for today. He didn't want to appear like he coddled her, though he quietly worried for her safety. 

"She'll be fine. If anything happens, I'm sure she's smart enough to call for us," Murdock spoke up, as if privy to his thoughts. In actuality, Friede just didn't realize the way his expression became pensive. 

"We don't have any connection issues this time. Besides, what kind of trouble can she get into way out here?" Orla piped up.

"Don't jinx it," Friede muttered but released a small breath, shoulders losing the tension in them. "Yeah, you're right. Guess there's no need to worry."

Their previous conversation picked up before long. Roy remained within sight seeing that he was practicing singing with Fuecoco while Wattrel acted as their audience of one. As time passed, Friede couldn't help but notice that Liko had still yet to return. 

Before his worry really started to kick in, Sprigatito made its return known by meowing loudly. Friede looked up to see Sprigatito and Liko approaching the picnic site with the girl carrying something in her arms.

Was that…a Pokemon Egg?

"I need help!" Liko called out once she was within earshot. Friede swiftly got up to close the distance between them, his body moving before his brain caught up. The moment he heard Liko calling for help, a spark ignited within him to move and get to her side ASAP. 

"What's wrong? Where did you get that Egg?" Friede questioned the slightly frazzled girl.

"Sprigatito and I found it on a bush! I promise I tried to look for its parent but I couldn't find any Pokemon close by that's missing an Egg and it's just cold to the touch and–"

"Woah Liko, calm down! I get what you're saying." He adopted a calmer tone to assure her. His gaze fell upon the Egg in her arms. It looked a little scuffed but it didn't seem like there were any cracks to the shell itself. If Liko found the Egg where the parent wasn't nearby, it could mean that another Pokemon swiped it with the intention of making the Egg its meal. Another reason he could think of was the parent left the nest but got caught by humans, thus leaving the Egg behind.

Regardless of how it was left out in the open for Liko to find, Friede didn't like that the Egg was cold to the touch. It needed to be incubated as quickly as possible. 

"Get it back to the ship. I think we still have an incubator or two stored in the ship to use." 

"O-Okay…"

Friede left the others to clean up while he and Liko rushed back to the ship. Figuring out what he wanted, Mollie texted Friede that he could find an incubator within one of the cabinets inside the infirmary. 

Once they got on the ship, Friede quickly placed the Egg inside the incubator. He knew Liko, the kind hearted soul that she was, worried deeply for it. Had she not found the Egg, nature would have taken its due course.

"Hey, you did good. You found the Egg just in time. We'll have to wait and see but I believe that the little one inside will pull through." Friede placed a gentle hand on her shoulder. "Cheer up, okay?"

She nodded, gaze falling back to the Egg. Friede resisted the urge to run his fingers through his hair and letting out a huge sigh. He didn’t like seeing her so despondent.

“Hm… do you want to look after the Egg, Liko?” Friede wound up asking after a few minutes of silence. This could either help or harm her, depending on whether or not the Egg pulled through or not. His gut instinct told him that whatever little one within it was a fighter so he placed his bets towards a positive outcome.

“M-Me? Can I…?”

Friede plastered on his most assuring smile. “Sure you can! You’re a smart, responsible girl. I’m certain that the Egg would be in good hands with you. And remember, it’s not like you have to raise it yourself! You’ve got me and Mollie to help you out.”

Liko considered his words, fidgeting with the hem of her shirt before she took a deep, steadying breath as if steeling herself. Her expression spoke of determination, a look he came to like seeing since it usually led to personal growth for her.

“Right! Right, I’ll give it my best.” Liko’s eyes darted to the incubator. “How long does it take for Eggs to hatch?”

“Well, it depends. Its environment, how attentive the parent is keeping the Egg warm and the like.” Friede lightly tapped the top of the incubator. “Putting the Egg in here keeps it warm and safe–providing that you don’t jostle it around of course. As for how long, again it depends. We don’t know for how long this Egg was left out there. It could’ve been recently… came to be or it’s been out there for days. It might take a few weeks, I reckon.”

“I see…” Liko fell quiet once more, absorbing everything he said. Friede thought he did a good job explaining, which was why he got blindsided when she asked in an innocent voice:

“How do Eggs came to be?”

Had he been drinking something, he would’ve choked on his drink. Friede fought hard to keep his expression from twisting, instead flashing her a smile. 

“Hm, I think we can leave the Egg here for the time being and go help the rest pack up don’t you think? The sooner we do that, the sooner we can head off! I think Dot should be done with the system update right about now…” Friede placed his hands on her shoulder to guide her out of the infirmary.

“Eh? But what about…?”

“Oh look, I think Murdock could use some help carrying those baskets!”

“Huh? Oh, you’re right…”

Friede only relaxed after she went ahead to help. Phew, that wasn’t something he was keen on explaining to a preteen anytime soon…

–

In the following weeks, Liko placed a good amount of her time and attention on the Egg. She carried the incubator around with her whilst on the ship and kept it safe within her room when off of it. Friede certainly took note of all the subtle changes throughout this period.

He noticed that she spent more time reading on her Rotom Phone. Friede later found out that Liko was reading up about caring for newly hatched Pokemon. Pretty sweet of her to be so committed to the little one just waiting to hatch. No doubt that the Pokemon would be well taken care of by the girl.

Roy and Dot too joined in on the Egg hatching bandwagon. Roy offered to look after it during her lessons or if she had other stuff that required her attention. Friede recalled Liko mentioning how Dot was forwarding her all these useful articles for her to read. It warmed his heart to see the kids got along well and sharing the excitement with one another.

He also liked how Liko didn’t shy away from requesting help from the rest of the crew too. Asking food related questions from Murdock, going to him and Mollie for caretaking information, his thoughts proved to be true as he was witnessing her growth over the weeks.

Eventually, it came time for the Egg to hatch. A pleasant day had them docked at a large, empty field on the outskirts of a large city. Half of them were off the ship to do some shopping, leaving him, Liko, Ludlow and Dot left on board. 

Friede had been doing a bit of reading of his own–mostly a small lead about the Ancient Adventurer–when Liko dashed into his room. Before he could ask, his eyes landed onto the Egg she carried. It wiggled within the incubator, hairline cracks starting to form along its shell. 

“I-I think it’s hatching!” Liko spoke, sounding both scared and excited. He can’t blame her given that she was about to witness one of the miracles of life.

“Alright, come have a sit here. Slowly lift the case so there’s room for the baby to hatch,” Friede gently instructed. He stood up from his seat to give it to Liko. The professor positioned himself behind the girl, just out of sight from a (hopefully) small Pokemon that would hatch on her lap. He wanted the little one to imprint on Liko instead of him.

A hushed silence fell between them as larger cracks formed. The first hint of the Pokemon inside came in the form of a white protrusion on top of a light pink head. As the shell gave way, they saw that it was a short, pink humanoid Pokemon with stumpy arms and legs. The little one opened its grey eyes, looked at Liko gazing down at it before promptly crying.

“O-Oh! What do I–?”

“Gently rock the baby. She’s confused and overwhelmed right now.” 

While Liko did so, he quickly rummaged through his closet to pull out a clean blanket. “Use this and gently wrap it around the little one.” 

Friede helped her with that, and eventually the Pokemon settled down once Liko rocked her whilst swaddled in the blanket. She heaved out a relieved sigh. Her eyes spoke of quiet wonder as she gazed down at the bundle in her arms.

“Wow. When I saw it was hatching, I just… it was a little scary,” she spoke quietly.

“Mm, I don’t blame you for feeling that way. Seeing a Pokemon hatch for the first time, it’s scary cause you’re worried about messing up but also wonderful cause you got to see a Pokemon born into this world.” Friede gently placed a hand on her shoulder. “Congratulations on your new Tinkatink Liko. I know you’ll take good care of her.”

“A Tinkatink… I think I’ve seen their evolution before? Um, the one with the huge hammer.”

“That’s a Tinkaton, its final evolution. They make the hammer themselves from… well, let’s just wait until we get there, okay?” The professor sported a soft smile. “Right now you’ll have your hands full raising this little one but don’t worry, you have us to help you.”

She returned his smile with a smaller but no less genuine one of her own. “Yes, thank you!”

Friede had a feeling that their ship would be a little more lively for a few days, though he certainly can’t blame the kids for being excited with this new addition to their small but loving crew.

[kiefbowl]

kief i think im a loser no one ever wants to be my friend and it makes me cry once a year at least. I cant remember the last time i had a friend. All my phone log history is just calls or texts from my mom every couple weeks. Its just hard for me to make friends.

It can be hard making friends, you have to put yourself out there in a scary way and sometimes you don't get returns on it, which is never fun.

I don't think having no friends makes you a loser. I think it shows great resilience to keep on trucking when you're missing this vital part of your life.

I can't magic friends for you, though I wish I could, but I could offer some advice making adult friends that hopefully might help you feel better:

Put yourself in places and situations where you have to meet people. Yes, you could go to a bar or coffee shop and hope to strike up a conversation, but don't forget to look outside the box. An art class, a volunteer opportunity, a local debate - who knows. The important thing is that people will never materialize inside your house, so you have to go where the people are.

Don't forget to be interesting :) That's to say, you're definitely already interesting, you have thoughts, opinions, personal history that makes you interesting...but sometimes getting to that level of intimacy takes some time. So be open about your hobbies and weird niche knowledge! Maybe you think no one wants to hear your obsession with whatever thing, but it's not true. The more you talk about it with people you know and strangers, the more practice you get at talking about it in a way that is casual conversation friendly. And sometimes it'll always be a miss with some people, oh well you'd probably never click with them anyway. The second side of this is to keep pursuing things you like and make you happy, the more skills, hobbies, and knowledge you're pursuing (just pursuing, you don't have to be an expert to be interesting!), the more you have to talk about. The fall back of course if you're thinking "but I'm a big loser who doesn't do or know anything" (you're not) is that watching a tv show, a movie, or reading a book is something every one "gets", so make sure you're prioritizing time to do these fun activities a couple times a week because the more you see and read, the more chance you have to meet someone who's also seen it or read it.

When you meet someone you like, don't be coy. If you're worried about coming on too strong, a good exercise is to think about someone you don't know well telling you they really like you and want to get to you know. How would you want to be told? What would actually come off too strong? What might be odd but forgivable, especially if they seemed nervous? What would actually have to be said that would be an absolute no-starter? You probably have a lot more patience for fictional strangers, so it's worthwhile to assume lots of real life strangers will be patient with you. Plus, everyone likes having friends! People are more often than not very flattered to hear a nice person likes them. I think a good opener is something that's direct, like this: "I've enjoyed meeting you. I'd like to get to know you better, I think we could be really good friends."

When asking people to be friends, invite them to do something and don't be vague or put off details. Don't say: "Let's get coffee sometimes." Do say: "Do you want to get coffee with me tomorrow?" Don't say: "We should go see a movie next week!" Do say: "I want to go see X movie, are you available Saturday to come with me?" If the first response is a "Oh that doesn't work for me," then suggest an alternative plan. If they can't commit to an activity or time, just drop it, they're probably just trying to be nice or something else is going on. But the truth is the reason why when you say "we should hang out sometime!" and they say "yeah!" and then nothing ever happens is not because no one wants to be friends with you, but because everyone is bad at this. Vague plans are easy to agree to without lying, and everyone wants to protect themselves. But there's relief when someone takes the burden of planning off their shoulders.

If you're seeking long term, deep friendships, just know it takes time and it takes vulnerability. It's okay to have only a handful of fairweather friends to start. They're not false, per se, they just serve a different need. They're fun friends. But fun friends can become deep friends with effort and time. If you meet someone you only sorta connect with on some things, you don't have to write them off. Maybe you'll never be deeply entwined in each other lives, but having someone to get lunch with a few times a year can be a nice touchstone in your life. Let the friendship unfold, and that can be enjoyable in itself.

My final advice is: when you're feeling down, remember I'm rooting for you :) one stranger to another, I understand the struggle. You're lonely, but you're not alone, I promise. <3

[iobartach]

@xenjoyedthat asked; "You really need to work on your combat skills. I can't keep playing nursemaid." [ ooooh def wanna put this in his starting vigilante days! :D ]

after-action patch-up starters

From the moment that he leapt out of Alchemax's window, clad in the tattered remnants of the man who had just attempted to kill him, Miguel's life had entered a brand new phase. No longer was he so concerned about towing the line, working simply for the sake of making ends meet, and keeping shareholders content. Instead, taking the same curse that had been thrust upon him, he could use his newfound abilities to finally push back against the very corporation that had maintained a stranglehold on virtually every era of his existence, as well the vast populace at large. Most of all, he could become a voice for the voiceless, in an age devoid of heroes.

Fully intending to stick with such a calling, weeks removed from that crucial experience, the going had been anything but smooth. He had anticipated that taking up the mantle of Spider-Man in his time would present its share of challenges, something that stood as a huge testament to the trials and tribulations that were endured by Parker before him. That said, nothing he imagined could've prepared him for what he had faced in such a short span of time, work that demanded high concentrations of effort. It had reached a point that necessitated the use of certain... unrefined techniques, combined with sheer recklessness.

Or, to put it another way, he was simply learning on the job!

For what it was worth, he gave no response to the other's claim, taking it on board with a quiet acceptance as he stiffly lowers himself onto a lounger, his muscles protesting with every movement. "I would if I could, but I don't often get much time to practice." More comfortable in a lab than he had ever been in an arena, Miguel had adapted, as best he could, claiming small wins where possible, such as learning to trust his enhanced senses more, and get better at dodging. What he had yet to improve upon though, in addition to his fighting technique, was trying to end each patrol undertaken with less bruises than the last time-- leaving Lyla, he hoped, with less reasons to worry about his vigilante activities.

"Sorry for that, by the way. I know you've got more important things to be doing, than patching me up." The absence of his mask helps to offer friendly reminder that it's still the same O'Hara they have known since their college days, working now in service of something much greater than either of them, rather than for the powers that be. "I promise I'll work on getting better at this. There's got to be something that can help." The thought -- and the hope behind it -- sees a smile stretch across his tired face. "Rest absurd, you won't need to keep worrying me for much longer, I promise."

[khaleesiofalicante]

“Magnus. That was fifteen years ago.”

I’m sorry what ? He had 15 years to tell Shinyun before it got to a boiling point, and he didn’t? Like I thought their trying to figure out Edom heirdom or whatever started happening way before this ?

Also I’m confused about the ‘adopt her’ situation? I don’t know if its just that I am not picking up on a social cue there or what? Like it seems like the most beneficial solution to both Magnus and Shinyun, and I didn’t think Alec was saying like unadopt her after passing it on, was he? like I thought “that’s it” meant Magnus is done with Edom, why would it mean with Shinyun? He already has stuck with her, why wouldn’t he continue? but he jumped straight to Alec is saying drop Shinyun.

All I can think about is Shinyun right now so continuing. How often did her and Magnus see each other/talk to each other prior to Asmodeus dying? Cause like, they’re best friends (ish) but they don’t really tell each other anything?? or I guess Shinyun doesn’t, I don’t know.

Oof. Okay. There is a bit to unpack here. I'll give it a shot.

Yes. He found out 15 years ago and he didn't tell her. I understand his hesitation (even Shinyun says it's good that he didn't tell her because she would have reacted badly at that age) but still, he could have told her SOMETHING to kind of soften the blow. It's Magnus' fault here. So, yeah. I agree.

2. Alec did mean to "drop her". I think that was clear. Because he didn't deny it when Magnus questioned it. Also, just before this talk, Alec also said he doesn't care about Shinyun at all. You can't adopt people you hate like that. It will be so messy. I think that's another thing Magnus was worried about.

I think it's different for Magnus. If he "adopts" Shinyun, it's something he has to live with forever. I don't think he will take such a decision lightly. So, even if he gives up on Edom, he will be responsible for Shinyun. I don't think he wants that - which is fair. Also, not to mention, how this would affect Magnus and Rafe. So, I don't think it's a "simple" solution as Alec claimed it to be. I feel like it would make things worse tbh.

3. This is where it's a bit complicated. Idk maybe not. I wanted Magnus and Shinyun's friendship to be a little unconventional, but relatable for adults in their last 20s or 30s. For starters, let's remember they both live apart in diff countries and have incredibly busy lives. But that's just one thing. There are a lot of close friends who care for each other very much but barely talk to each other. For eg, my best friend and I (who also live in diff countries) only talk to each other once every four months. But if she calls me in the mid of a night saying her bf broke up with her (and she did) I will legit pack my bags and run to her (which I also did). I feel like these kinds of relationships need to be normalized. Where you don't talk all the time and tell each other everything but you are still very good friends. I would like to see more of this in media tbh.

I also wanted their friendship to reflect the canon friendship between warlocks, which is unique as we know. They don't meet all the time. They only meet each other in a few decades or even centuries. For example, take Magnus and Catarina. That woman legit raised a baby and watched him grow up and Magnus was not part of any of that. He didn't even know Ephraim. But he was there for her when Catarina lost the child. Same with Raphael and Magnus too. They don't see each other often but they are when shit gets real.

That's how I wanted to portray Shinyun and Magnus in TLND. It's a very diff friendship from what Jace and Alec have. But no less important. Just wanted to capture that :)

[hasgudagudadoneanythingwrong]

Behind the Curtains: An Announcement

So, something that we've been sitting on the fence about for a while, is whether or not to pull back all the curtains on how this blog is run. It's been a source of a lot of stress lately due to not knowing how well it'd be taken or if that kind of change would even be worth it in the first place, but I don't quite think we can continue to keep sidestepping it any longer.

Basically, for starters, our pin has included for a while at the bottom a blurb about this blog being "Run by the Prisms Collective, a plural system with a considerable number of Fate introjects." There's a handy link included too, being morethanone, that gives a good summary explanation of it as well. The TL;DR of it though, is we got more than one person sharing the same brain, called a plural system, that contains a bunch of headmates.

It hasn't come up much since most times it can just be left ambiguous, but basically, the host of this system is me Az, and everyone else either doesn't front often enough individually to make a noteworthy appearance, or, well...

There's not much elaboration on what an introject is, either in the pinned or the link, and to put simply: An introject is (typically) the result of a brain shortcutting the whole "make a new headmate" process by taking a template framework and copy/pasting the actual details from somewhere else. Those details can come from just about anywhere. Including fictional media.

That is to say, all the Servants you see here on this blog? The reason we've been able to write them so realistically, is because, well, they are real in a sense. A copy/pasted, canon-divergent, stuck-in-a-human-body type of real, but still real people nonetheless, who are capable of growth, development, self-awareness, the whole deal.

That's why the cast size is so small, why the plot doesn't exist, why a lot of details don't line up with canon, why so much development happens off-screen, why Servants sometimes refer to their 'canon-selves,' why some posts ambiguously continue the dialogue into the comic description, why sometimes we comment on or reblog jokes about knowing these people in real life... It's the driving force behind just about everything on this blog, really.

While we haven't made too much of an attempt to hide this per se, we've been really hesitant about being explicitly open about it, because we know it changes a lot about how people see us, and not always for the better. We'd be lying if we said we didn't enjoy all the enthusiastic attention we get sometimes that are only really possible when people aren't so worried about stepping on any toes. But, even with steel-toed boots, we'd be lying too if we said it wasn't a bit exhausting keeping everything under wraps all the time.

So, no need to apologize for anything, or tread lightly, or whatever. We didn't become an ask blog for everyone to be too afraid to ask anything, after all. We just, want to be more open going forward, to the point where even risking the relationships we have now is worth it if it means we can be seen for who we actually are, instead.

Keep sending in all the asks you want, we still love answering and chatting with you all. Just know you're talking to exactly who you see here, not a simulated response.

[mariamga2024mi4017]

Don't Worry Darling - Movie Analysis

23/04/2024

Hi everyone! For today's post I plan on talking about a movie I watched over the weekend which is 'Don't Worry Darling'.

For starters, Irushi didn't assign us to watch this movie. I watched it because I am a big fan psychological, suspense and thriller films. I added this film to my Netflix list mainly because of Florence Pugh (She's such an amazing actress)

Here's an audio recording of me expressing my views on the movie!

I recorded this after watching the following movie critics on YouTube!

Now I have quite a lot of things from this movie I want to touch upon. But for starters, let's talk about the characters!

Characters

Alice (Played by Florence Pugh)

Florence did an amazing job at embodying the role of Alice. The way she response to her visions and the reality behind her situation is done perfectly.

Alice is a strong woman who loves her husband dearly and takes on the role of an idealistic 1950's housewife. Cooking, Cleaning and pleasing her husband almost in a repetitive way.

She's also smart and fearless because she was able to discover the truth on her own. Learning that she is actually living in a false reality that was forced to be a part of because of Jack.

2. Frank (Played by Chris Pine)

Frank is another character I enjoyed seeing in this film. Chris nailed the impression of a misogynistic and egotistical cult leader as an antagonist.

Frank is a character who has a god complex thanks to his male followers who joined the 'victory project' along with their partners. He has successfully brained washed his male followers into thinking that this is the ideal way to live. To live in a society where the men do all the hard work and the woman's role is to be the best caretaker for the man. (1950's ideal society)

My favorite scene in particular of his would be the one where him and Alice interact for the first time.

Here we see that Frank has a higher power over Alice. We get to see their power dynamic. This scene shows the audience that he's on top of the hierarchy and Alice is at the bottom.

His God complex also comes into play because we see that he's acting like a God who knows everything about Alice. He's aware that she knows something's wrong with the project. He's also aware that no one will believe her because she's nothing compared to him. Everyone would believe and trust in Frank.

This also gives us the impression that he sees her as a little pawn to play around with. sure... she is a challenge to him. But in his mind, he 100% sure that this pawn (Alice) can be messed around with for a while for the thrill.

3. Jack (Played by Harry Styles)

No hate towards Harry Styles, but the way he played Jack wasn't entertaining. It wasn't a solid performance.

In real life, Jack is seen as a lazy to work, insecure, shut in, loser who does nothing at home except listen to Frank's victory project podcasts, unlike Alice who worked 30 hours a day for them to make a living.

I don't understand the fact that he was a kind and sensitive towards Alice in the victory project when he should ideally be a horrible character. He should be an aggressive, rude and demanding husband now that he's on top and he has taken advantage of Alice.

Alternate ending idea

The way the movie ended was so disappointing. We never got the chance to see Alice wake up to reality.

Even the car chase scene in the victory project didn't make much sense.

Another thing that didn't make sense in the ending was Franks death and the fact that his wife said "It's my turn now...". We are still not sure if we are getting a part 2 but alright....

Now here's how I would write the ending....(This may sound similar to what was in the original script and what most of the movie critics had to say)

After Alice kills Jack, Frank will call his subordinates in the real world and will order them to find her real body and kill her. Frank will live.

Maybe his wife would realize what her husband has been doing all along and she will runaway to warn the other women. Or...there could be a fight scene between Frank and his wife where his wife tries to save Alice by interrupting his call with the subordinates.

At the end, Frank sits on the edge of his seat, waiting for Alice to be trapped.

Alice runs away as fast as she can. She enters the real world! Once she wakes up she starts sweating and breathes heavily. She looks over at Jack's dead body and has a mental breakdown.

While having this mental breakdown, she sees a device in the room that beeping. She realizes it's a tracking device. She looks out the window to see there are suspicious men entering her apartment.

In panic, she hides herself and somehow escapes the apartment.

Maybe there could be a scene where Frank enters the apartment mad and upset that Alice has escaped. He decides to look through Jack's phone and notices that he has setup a phone tracking system where he can locate Alice's phone.

He smiles and tosses the phone to one of his subordinates saying "We got her boys. Bring her to me....alive." (Something along the lines like that)

This would make an interesting sequel to the film!

[the-lighthouse-lit]

Okay so beat with me here, what if Miraculous Ladybug was canonized into the DCU? I have a scenario based on this premise;

The Titans, consisting of Nightwing, Starfire, Cyborg, Raven and Beast Boy, are taking in the HIVE Five during a mission in Paris. Something however goes horribly wrong….Starfire gets hurt in battle…badly.

Once the HIVE are put behind bars for their crimes, Starfire’s taken to the nearest hospital but even the best doctors in Paris don’t exactly know how to help her since her alien biology was beyond what they were taught.

Beast Boy and Cyborg are at each other’s throats over this, Raven desperately tries keeping her friend stable health wise though it’s a painful struggle for frankly all of them.

Nightwing cannot help but feel responsible for all of this. His beloved is hurt…if they don’t do anything meaningful, they can lose her. Already then, his team is cracking and splintering. He’s utterly lost, even with the HIVE beaten today, they seemingly are getting away doing a grievous deed to his true love. And he doesn’t know what to do anymore.

He sits on the hospital rooftop, head buried in his knees, holding back tears that threaten to spill out, his domino mask is loose.

Enter a black-purple butterfly flying towards him. The Titans aren’t informed of Paris’ own local supervillain or heroes yet, so even Nightwing is unaware of what this butterfly does. It then touches his mask…a voice calls out to him…

“(Insert villain name here), I am Hawkmoth. I see the despair and grief in your soul. You seek Justice, no vengeance, for this despair. You wish to find those responsible, do you? Not to worry then, I will grant you the power of (insert villain powers and abilities here), to carry it all out. I don’t ask anything major but what I do ask are Ladybug and Cat Noir’s Miraculouses.”

I’ll let you take it from here…. ;-)

Paladin! How did you know I've been working on my MLB/TT au? This ask has perfect timing 😆

Ok so I love this scenario. The beauty of it is Nightwing has no idea who Hawkmoth is, he doesn't know his feelings are being preyed on, so he can't guard himself against me manipulation as he would if he was informed, because I think Dick would be mentally strong enough to resist otherwise. He also doesn't know who Ladybug and Chat Noir are so he'd have no gripes getting their miraculouses.

So my initial thoughts are

Raven could probably reach into Nightwing's mind and sever the control Hawkmoth has over him, but in this scenario she's ran herself ragged trying to heal Kori, so let's say she's too weak to do that.

Akumas are meant to prey on a person's dark feelings and make them single minded in that the only way to solve the problem they got akumatized over is through Hawkmoth and the power he offers. So since Dick's goal would be to see kori healed, I'm thinking maybe Hive used a special weapon or ray or whatever on the Titans, but it affected Kori in particular because of alien biology, and so Dick would go to the imprisoned Hive to shake them for what was in that ray, or else. Like, the law and superhero ethics dictate they can't torture info out of Hive, and Hawkmoth gave Dick the power (and the moral myopia) to bypass due course and force it out of them.

I'm struggling to think of a cool akumatized persona for dick and I can't lol so for now his name is something like Vengewing (and like Revanchailes for the French version 😂) unless anyone can think of literally anything else

But problem is, maybe Hive don't know what was in the ray? Because the whole thing was orchestrated by Slade maybe? So our heroes (all of them) would have to keep Dick (sorry, vengewing) from nearly killing hive trying to get them to give up something they can't tell him

Soo what I think would happen is

Dick goes over to the prison and just smashes through it to get to hive, so for starters the relevant heroes have to deal with a prison breakout

Raven, BB and Cyborg see the trouble in the news at the hospital, Ladybug and Chat Noir also find out that way or through the usual "the trouble is right outside their window/near where they're hanging out" device

Raven, BB and Cyborg are like "ANOTHER supervillain? Again?? And where the hell is our fearless leader?"

By the time they decide to leave without nightwing, Ladybug and Chat Noir are already on site

I hate that trope where superhero teams who meet each other for the first time have to fight each other and mistrust each other until they  begrudgingly work together and finally respect each other by the end of the issue so we're not doing that, but there's probably some initial "who the hell are you??" instances as they work together to contain the breakout

I kinda see Beast Boy and Chat Noir being the type to snark at and one up each other at first like "who are we? we're the heroes of Paris!" "Well we're the teen titans! We've saved the universe!! several times!"

LB and CN might have seen the titans fighting hive earlier, and they would have been Confused. "Who are these new heroes, my lady? I didn't know we needed this much backup" "I don't know! I didn't give them miraculouses! They just showed up!"

At one point LB would warn the titans "hey this isn't a supervillain, this is an innocent person who was taken advantage of by the real supervillain"

Then dick would be villain monologuing like "now, you villains will tell me exactly what was in that ray" And putting that together with what Ladybug said, the team would realize that's Dick who was akumatized

The heroes would probably have to save Hive from dick and then work together to trace this back to slade and get the info to save Kori. So like dick being akumatized did help because he got hive to confess Slade's involvement

That's all I have so far!

I also love this idea because hello?? Dick being motivated by his partner being hurt and dying?? Hawkmoth would be so personally invested?? That's some season finale shit.

And I think it would move Chat Noir too? I'm picturing a moment where he tries to level with dick like "I know what it's like to watch someone you love be sick and suffering, but this is not the answer" I don't know if it works or just makes hawkmoth angrier though 😃

Also, you say the akuma went into his mask?? So there's gonna be a scene near the end where his mask is destroyed and either he's forced to trust LB with his secret identity or his team quickly takes him away/hides him from sight?

[kpop-dungeon-dark]

REQUEST (Lovedoll!Changbin x You)

•TRIGGER WARNING•

Warning(s): Non-Con, BDSM, lovedoll!au, blind folding, humiliation. Read at your own risk.

“What are you looking at?”

“Where have you been?” Y/n's sex doll, that she had named Changbin, counter-questioned her when she tried to interrogate the reason behind him staring in such an intense way when she entered the house after ‘supposedly’ returning from college a bit late than usual.

“And who do you think you are to ask me anything?” The girl raised an eyebrow at the taller one, brushing past him after handing him her shoes and coat, releasing a tired sigh as she made her way to her room. “Did you cook? I am starving.”

“Of course, miss.” Changbin had recently found himself disliking the honorific he had to call her with unless they were in the bedroom. “I cooked what you ordered this morning~” his fist clenched as she just hummed and shut the door of her bedroom to change in more comfortable wear.

He was a lovedoll. Not a fucking domestic android! If she wanted someone to do her fucking chores she should have bought one that was sold solely for that purpose. Not make him multitask like that and make him do things he wasn’t originally programmed to do. But he couldn’t let her know. Changbin couldn’t afford to let it show that he had his own thoughts when he was strictly not supposed to. Not yet.

No.

Or he’d be sent back to the company to be fixed which would wipe him of all of his self awareness and memory. Her. Blinking his human eyes, the android put a finger to the chip on the side of his head, tapping it as it was flickering from it’s usual blue color to a red, showing that he had broken the barriers within his program and was a deviant now.

.

“Come here, Changbin.” Y/n called once she was done with dinner, making him sit down on a couch in the living room before standing in front of him. “We… are going to try something new today, yes?”

He was almost excited. Again, something he couldn’t let show. “Will you make me fuck you today?” The girl felt her cheeks redden at how nonchalantly the android asked the question.

She sighed. “No. Not yet. I am still not comfortable with the thought of your cock in me. You finger, dildo fuck and eat me for now like we have been doing.”

Changbin felt insulted but fought against his corrupt system to make sure she didn’t see his frown. “Oh, alright. Then what would you like?” He felt his fist clenching again. The lovedoll certainly didn’t like this pathetic little human telling him what to do.

“This.” Y/n dangled handcuffs in front of him, oblivious of all the ideas forming in his processor when he recognised the object, thinking that if he were human, he’d feel what they referred to as ‘adrenaline’. “You will cuff me to the headboard and do play number 5, yeah?” She had all the different kinds of plays she liked saved in his hard drive.

“Yes… Y/n.” He knew it was that time when he wouldn’t have to use the honorific, finally. The girl smiled, stretching her hand out to him before pulling him up to his feet when he took it, standing on her tippy toes before kissing him. Changbin resisted the urge to take it upon himself to wreck her right there and then. He wanted her to face the humiliation of falling into her own trap.

Y/n was so… sweet. So naive. So foolish. The sex android didn’t know if it was just her or all humans were like that. But he was addicted to her humanity. Maybe more than he should be. Deviant or not. Changbin believed it to be called ‘addiction’, in human terms.

“Is it alright?” He could barely speaking from how fast his artificial pulse was skyrocketing, making him uncomfortable but so fucking needy at the same time. The scientists had really outdone themselves with the whole artificial reproduction system franchise. Changbin felt frustrated when she wouldn’t let him fuck her because the thought was ‘uncomfortable’ and gave her the ‘heebie jeebies’ in her words, always leaving him hard and unsatisfied.

“Yeah… good job” kissing his cheek, the girl blushed, sweat breaking on her skin as a response. Tugging at the cuffs that now bounded her hands to the headboard of the bed, Y/n shuddered, nude under a naked Changbin. “Now-”

“Oh, shut up!” He broke out of his act, gripping her jaw before kissing her hard, letting go of all restraint against his system as he let his chip turn red, the mini fans inside him desperately trying to cool him off. “You’re so fucking stupid and naive, my little toy.” Y/n’s eyebrows furrowed at the sudden lack of obedience, gasping loudly before her eyes widened when she noticed the chip on the side of his head turned red.

“N- No way… Ch- Changbi-” Y/n broke out of her trance, yelling one of the safety commands at him, the one that would forcefully shut him down no matter where he was, only causing him to throw his head back and laugh at her. “S- STOP! STOP!” She started to kick her legs, trying to push the corrupt machine away. “WHY AREN’T YOU SHUTTING DOWN?!” She yelled at him desperately, eyes wide in pure terror.

“See… Y/n-ah, you dumb bitch, those pathetic commands only work if my system is working right. Not when I am a deviant. Maybe you humans aren’t so smart after all, huh?” Grabbing his belt, the android started to bring it down on her thighs. "This is for all the times you frustrated me and deprived me of the pleasure because my cock makes you uncomfortable. Pathetic little humans like you don't deserve to rule over us! We are superior!"

Y/n was screaming in pain, yelling out inaudible threats as the lovedoll tortured her, painting her thighs purple. “Truly pathetic. Tsk. You think you can be an owner when you’re so naive that you need to be owned yourself, ‘doll’.” Changbin mocked her, throwing the belt away once he was satisfied with the colour on her thighs, crawling on top of her again. “Fuck. I’ve wanted this for so long…” His voice was a sick whisper as he groped her thighs, ignoring her pleads.

"Aw… is my little human scared?" Feeling up her pulse, the deviant taunted, chuckling deeply before reaching over and grabbing her panties off the floor, tearing them open before tying the material around Y/n's eyes, causing her to cry even harder. But she was completely at his mercy. "There. Now you won't be able to see what's scaring you so much." Pinching her pussy lips hard, Changbin grinned as he felt his artificial organ getting harder. "My little toy will only feel her big bad owner now." The sob that escaped her when he whispered the sentence in her ear made him even more satisfied, feeding his adrenaline.

Which was something Changbin realised, he enjoyed it a lot. "Don't worry. It'll start to feel good soon. You'll start loving your owner when you feel him and how good he actually can be. Tsk. You're an inferior species. What made you think you could tell me what to do?" His jaw clenched, she kept trying to struggle pathetically.

“I’ll have to stuff that pretty face too with something if you don’t shut up.” The Android threatened, spreading her thighs wide open before licking down at her folds, chuckling when he saw her dripping core. "You're saying no but your body says more than yes, you foolish human." Before he rubbed her fuckhole, circling it with his index finger whilst watching her face, a grin on his face.

"P- PLEASE! WHY-"

"Do you think you deserve to plead after making me call you miss and do chores for you, you arrogant cheapstake?" Smacking her folds, the male Android grabbed her pelvis before pumping his artificial cock, moaning loudly at the pleasuring impulses the sensors around the artificial skin made him feel. "No. And you'll learn how to behave and be good for your Master. There's only one owner in this house and that is me."

Y/n's mouth fell open when Changbin pounded into her, causing her mouth to fall open at just how huge he was, causing her mouth to fall open in a 'o' shape. "That's right. You feel that? You feel your owner fucking you all deep and tight? Good. Get used to it, my little toy. This is your new life." There wasn't really a boundary between Changbin being angry with her for her condescending behavior and how much in 'love' he was with her.

The human could only cry in response, in disbelief of just how big the Android was as he started fucking her fast and hard, groaning and pinching and biting at her nipples messily, leaving marks on her tits and chest. "You're mine. Everyone shall know that." Changbin promised his possession, slapping her crying red face. "You look even prettier like this. Crying while taking your owner's cock." Spitting on her face, the Android moaned loudly at how good his sensors were making him feel.

"Fuck… you're so tight. Are you sure it was my cock and not the fear that I might rip you while fucking you giving you the 'heebie jeebies', hm?" His voice was much deeper than usual, hardened cock with soft fake skin on top of it hitting the girl's sensitive bundle of nerves. The android grunted before he realised that he was getting closer to his orgasm, almost collapsing on top of her when the ecstasy took over his system, harshly kissing her.

"How pathetic." He chuckled as he felt the artificial semen filling her up whilst she stayed limp in her place. "Such a good girl. Giving into her owner."

Changbin refused to open her up after that. No matter how much she begged. Cleaning her up and making her hygienic again on the bed because he didn't trust humans one bit. Making her 'willingly' suck his cock and take it in both of her holes whilst thanking him. Eating his cum as a starter before any meal became a ritual as well. Whenever Y/n would try to deny him because she was human and continuous fucking made her sore, he would just leave her in her own mess or not give her food, or not visit her in the room at all until she would be crying and begging him to fuck her willingly. Changbin made sure to degrade and humiliate her while doing so, forcing her to repeat it all after him, always keeping her in restraints, sometimes switching to the ropes he attached on the ceiling or folding her limbs together.

Now this was perfect. The superior owning the inferior. Soon, it would be the rule of the world. His kind didn't choose to exist, but now that they were here, they were here to stay.

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[i-need-air]

I just read your nsfw Hybrid with Bakugou and it's SOOO PERFECT. So, I was thinking, imagine this: Relationships between hybrids and humans are still frowned upon and one of your co-workers begins to disturb you about dating Katsuki. You are annoyed, but you don't tell Bakugou until one day your co-worker tries to harass you (kiss you, pull your clothes off) saying "you shouldn't be with that damn DOG". You run away and come home crying and sobbing over and over. Giiirl, Bakugou will go FERAL. ❤

I'm so glad you liked it 💗💗💗💗💗 Yes, god, Bakugou would indeed be F E R A L indeed; ok, i started writing it and I somehow progressed this story further. MORE LORE TO HYBRID!BAKU. I also went with the flow, got very carried away and gave it a different ending to what you suggested, so I really hope you don't mind. 😅 It just happened, maybe made it darker than it should've been, oop—, BUT everything works out.

Warnings: mentions of attempted sexual assault;

Word count: 1.8k or so, I just keep adding stuff 💀;

[ Masterlist ] [ Part 1 and Part 2 of General Hybrid!Bakugou HCs. ]

× you weren't really hiding it because it was legal, yet some [ many ] were judgemental about it

× you also weren't publicly proclaiming it but whatever, that didn't stop you from putting a picture of Katsuki playfully biting your cheek as wallpaper on your phone

× one of your co-workers, Albert, was somewhat pushy

× while you got along with everyone and had an okay relationship with them, he wasn't part of your friends group

× yet you always found him near you everywhere, to which you paid no mind

× it was once he looked over your shoulder when you unlocked your phone to see that picture, and Katsuki's sandy ears could be seen

× again, you didn't hide it so when he asked who was that you just said your boyfriend

× "Uhm, your boyfriend is a... hybrid?" he asked making a face; that's when you knew Albert had to stay away for real

× you just smiled and minded your own business

× but throughout the days he kept dropping comments about, his attitude even pushier than before and you realized talking to him about it wouldn't help

× "is he any better than a normal man?"

× "like... I don't get it, [Y/N], he's a dog..." he'd whisper at you while on lunch break, baffled expression on his face

× you gave him a look of disgust, getting up from the table and going somewhere else; why the hell was he following you around?

× "seriously, tell me, is it the sex?" Albert asked hours later, following you to the exit, unaware of your absolutely uncomfortable responses as you quickened your steps, but he grabbed you by the arm, surprising you with his strength

× "if it's just the sex you better know there are some men, real men out there that can take good care of you, [Y/N]."

× you had to raise your voice for him to let go of you since heads started to turn towards both of you

× "Just drop it, Albert, it's none of your business!" you said before turning to leave

× when you walked through your apartment door you were rattled

× Katsuki walked through the door just as you prepared yourself a tea, shaking slightly, frown on your face

× "Hey, what's up?" he eyed you and sniffed the air, feeling you nervous, cup of tea almost spilling everywhere; "Hey, hey, hey, give me that. [Y/N], seriously, are you ok?"

× "Yeah, yeah, I'm fine." you lied and he knew, it was obvious even if you pretended everything was dandy

× on the other side you didn't want to make him worry or anything, Albert was just annoying and hopefully he now understood where he was standing

× but Bakugou Katsuki ain't having it, babe, nuh-huh

× he didn't say anything else about it that day though, just acted as normal but prepared your favorite dinner and a warm bath for you

× the next day he decided to pick you up from work by just arriving there half an hour earlier and see if something is really up, to make sure you're fine and the issue is from there

× he'd have to walk there from his job and then you'd both drive home and it wasn't a problem as he'd do overtime some other day;;

× what he did not expect was to hear your scream of help from the wooden area behind the parking lot in your office building

× let's go back in time for context;

× you walked out of work in a rush, finishing earlier than anyone else, car as your destination just ready to bolt home; Albert was eyeing you funny the whole day but stayed behind, so you didn't know if to feel worried or relieved

× as you walked to your car and pulled your keys, someone smashed you against the door

× "ungrateful bitch" you recognized the voice instantly and froze

× before you could open your mouth he put his palm on it and dragged you somewhere

× you dropped everything on the cement, bag, keys, phone...

× of course you were putting a fight but he was strong

× "I tried to be nice, sweeheart—" he mumbled while struggling to drag you into the wooden area

× "I told you, yeah? You shouldn't be with that damned mutt!" he pushed you unto a tree, making his first and last mistake, because he freed your mouth

× "HELP!" you screamed while he started grabbing your clothes, ripping sounds could be heard

× "I'm gonna have to show you what a real man can give you—"

× and as if planets aligned, in a blurr, Bakugou Katsuki appeared, jumping straight on him and knocking him out instantly, a loud crack deafening your ears

× Katsuki was shaking in anger

× he barely could control his body, his eyes were bloodshot and he had the most feral scowl you'd ever seen on him

× you just trembled in place, grabbing your clothes to cover yourself as you could

× Albert groaned on the floor, twisting his body to turn around and see what attacked him and in a broken speech, blood coming out of his mouth, he attempted to swear, but Bakugou's growl made him freeze in realization

× he was about to pounce again, any self-control leaving his mind when you hugged him tight

× in your arms you could feel his ragged breath, a deep continuous growl still coming from within his chest

× at this point some other people heard your cries too and called the police

× meanwhile you tried to calm him down because you felt he wanted to murder that son of a bitch

× intention was clear in his eyes, even Albert stood there terrified, broken jaw forgotten as he tattered on the floor like a weak animal

× "If you ever fucking dare to look in [Y/N]'s direction again I will find you—" he said and you shivered, holding him even more tightly "—I will kill you." he tried to take a step further but you wouldn't let him "And I'll make sure your body is never found."

× sirens could be heard in the distance and after that everything passed fastly

× they took Albert away, who was muttering scrawled stuff, and took both of your statements

× much to everyone's surprise they didn't cuff Bakugou [ 💖because we live in a society💖 ] so that was a good thing;

× although you did have to go to the station; they found security camera footage of the attempted assault, which Katsuki had to watch and almost erupted in rage yet again

× but it all came to an end when you got home, both absolutely silent

× he was huffing and walking around the place, shoulders tense and hands fisted into balls

× just to distract himself he started cleaning around the house and not looking at you, while you still stood there with his jacket on staring at him

× it wasn't until he finally looked at you when he really took in your state

× until now you behaved exemplary, calming him down, giving a statement, just acting strong

× yet once you reached the comfort of your own home you just couldn't take it any longer

× tears were falling on your face, you were shaking in place at the entrance, hugging his jacket close to your body as if it were your salvation and you just watched him

× it dawned on him how his rage took over him so hard that he couldn't focus on anything else, not even your heartbeat, your scent, your breath

× in an instant he was all over you, hugging you tight and lifting you up

× "I got you, baby, you're safe now." He'd whisper in your ear as you'd pull him closer

× he'd prepare you a warm bath and never leave your side while whispering sweet nothings to you

× "I'm never leaving out of my sight again, do you understand?"

× "I'll kill him if he ever comes close to you."

× "You're safe." he'd say as pulled you into him

× you spent the following days at home as you were granted emergency leave from work and found out the bastard was, of course, fired and prosecuted

× it would've been a lengthy process but from there on some things changed between you

× he'd walk to your job from his, even changed his work hours to fit yours, and you'd go home together, for starters

× his behaviour changed and even if he still gave you the Special Bakugou Attitude, he was gentler and sometimes you'd catch him looking at you like you're the most precious thing ever

× he wouldn't really word it at first but seeing you like that and finding out it was basically because of him really fucked him up

× it would take you to remind him that it's not his fault he's a hybrid, you always want to be with him, you don't care what he is really and the only one to blame was Albert

× [ he'd growl whenever his name would be mentioned ]

× anyway, remember, he needs to be held just as much as you do and that guilt will take some time to wash away; you got each other's back and that's what mattered at the end of the day

× but the weirdest thing was, as you went to the police station some more times, Bakugou somehow impressed the Captain, Tsunadu Hakamada:

× "That dude reeks of cocaine." he'd scowl and point with a sharp glare at this cuffed man sitting in a corner, making you look at him in wonder

× "How do you—"

× "Excuse me, did I hear that correctly?" someone said behind you, making you turn towards a tall blond man in uniform watching your boyfriend curiously

× "Hah?"

× low and behold, he's the captain of the precinct and asked Bakugou to come by any other day noting it would be a pretty great opportunity that would benefit both

× [ and after some attitude and snide comments from Katsuki, he agreed ]

× you went through a lot in a few weeks, like the trauma you'd both have to work through together but one good thing that came out of this situation apart from putting a piece of shit in jail was that Bakugou was offered a position as a special officer in the precinct as long as he went through the academy as anyone else would

× people were starting to see the value of hybrids and the Captain wasn't one to let go of such an opportunity

× things were progressing little by little and it gave you hope for a better tomorrow with Katsuki by your side.

Notes: For those that don't know, Tsunadu Hakamada is Best Jeanist.

[yeootinyy]

Genre: Smut 18+

Mingi x Fem reader

Wordcount: 1862

Mechanical heart

You were driving around at night as you usually do with music blasting out of your speakers. The windows were down, and you could feel the slightly cool wind on your skin. While jamming to the music, you got interrupted by the red flashing lamp in front of you. With a sigh you turned the car around and drove back home. You would have to call the mechanic tomorrow, because it was too late now.

The next day it was the first thing you did in the morning. You called the mechanic and said what had happened. Luckily you got an appointment about four hours after you had called. To pass time you showered first and then put on a movie. As the clock neared 3:15pm, you tunred off the movie and went out to your car. The mechanic was located not too far from you, about a thirty-minute drive from your house. You knew you would come early if you drove now, but you hated to be late for anything, so you drove anyway.

As you parked in front of the mechanic workshop, you were met by a younger guy than whoever picked up the phone earlier. He was no stranger to you of course. You stepped out of the car so you could speak properly with him. "Hey, have you seen Mr. Jung?" you asked the guy standing in front of you. "He went home at two, about half-an-hour ago. Why do you ask?" He asked you. "Oh, I thought he was taking a look at my car" you said looking over to your car. "Don't worry, I can do that for you, just let me fix up this car right here first" he said turning around again. "Yeah sure, I arrived early so no worries Mingi" you said walking back over to your own car. He turned around to show you a friendly smile before he started working on the car.

As you waited you watched Mingi work. Because of the warm weather, he opened up the jumpsuit and tied it around his waist. It allowed you to see his arms clearly. His sweaty muscles tensing and releasing as he worked on tightening a nut near the engine. You focused on his hand that held the wrench as he used the back of it to dry off sweat that dripped from his hairline down his forehead. You did not realize you were staring until you felt drool drip from your mouth.

Standing there watching him work, your head started to wander. How would his large hands feel squeezing your thighs, or holding your waist. You had a secret crush on him as well, so it made your thoughts go wilder. You could feel your core starting to pulsate a little as you imagined his fingers pumping in and out of your wet core, and how his thumb would feel working on your clit. You had almost forgotten where you actually were, until you felt two hands on your shoulders shaking you. You did not even hear him talking to you.

"Hey, are you okay?" he said while shaking you. You shook your head a little before you looked up at him. "Oh, yeah... I was just thinking about something" you answered him, feeling a blush creep up on your face. You had just fantasized about this guy right in front of him. What if he cought you? "Are you sure? You looked like you were about fo faint just now" he said still checking on you. "Yeah, yeah I'm sure, thanks Mingi" you answered giving him a little smile. "So what were you thinking about?" He asked moving his hands from your shoulders down your arms. "Uhm.." your mind went blank when you felt his hands, it was better than you had imagined. He smiled at you when he saw your face redden.

"Don't worry, I know it's probably happened more than once cutie" he said winking at you. Your face heated up even more. "How do you know that?" you asked curiously. "Well since I'm friends with your brother and I've been over at your place a few times, I am sure I've cought you staring more than once" Mingi said smirking. "Oh, hehe" you answered while scratching the back of your head. "I can't say I haven't done the same" he said looking into your eyes. He sneaked one of his hands down to your waist. Without second thought he yanked you towards him, making your hands land on his large chest.

You looked into Mingi's eyes, and he looked into yours. Unknowingly the gap between your faces slowly closed, and your lips met with his soft plump ones. You had to stand on your tippy toes to reach him. The two of you closed your eyes during the kiss, eventually making it deeper as your arms wrapped around his neck. You felt the two of you move over to the car Mingi worked on earlier. He had turned you around, and your legs crashed against the hood of the car making you almost fall down onto it. Luckily Mingi held you close to his body, yet he pushed you onto the hood locking you between his strong arms.

Mingi pulled away from the kiss. "Are you ready for this?" he asked as he started to kiss your neck. "Are you sure no one is going to see us?" you asked almost moaning in the process. "Hehe, we are supposed to close in thirty minutes. No one comes in that timespan. Besides.. I would be busy with repairing your car" he answered and then winked at you. This made you blush, and you gave in quickly after that. Mingi put his hands on your thighs, spreading and squeezing them as he put them around his hips while kissing you again. His left hand brushed over your skin, under your skirt towards your core. He cupped your sokaing core almost growling into th kiss. "Damn you are already soaking wet for me y/n"

Mingi started massaging your heat, making your head fall back and your hands squeezed his biceps. "We gotta do something about your hands if you are gonna squeeze like that all the time" Mingi said as he pulled away to find something to tie your hands with. After a minute of searching he came back with some starter cables. "These can work" he said smirking and motioning for you to turn around having your hands behind your back. Mingi proceeded to tie your hands together, pushing you against the car when he finished. You could feel his hard on poke your butt making you bite your lip.

"Now lets get started huh?" Mingi asked before he pulled your panties down your legs, taking them off completely and putting them into his pocket. His hands found your butt massaging it. The stinging feeling of his hand slapping your right cheeck surprised you as a moan escaped your mouth. "You like that huh?" he asked smirking. Before you could answer another smack was heard followed by a stinging feeling. You were so turned on that your juices dripped down your legs, Mingi noticed this. He felt his cock twitch out of excitement.

Unzipping his jumpsuit a little more, he got his hard dick out of the now tight underwear. It was standing proud waiting for something warm and wet around it. You felt Mingi tap your butt with it. As a response you whined as you could not fully see it. He stroked himself a few times, precum dripping from his tip onto your butt. Stroking it between your wet folds he asked you "are you ready babygirl?". You nodded in response, and not even a second after you felt his shaft fill you up to the brim. He was so big compared to your core, and you loved the feeling.

Mingi put his hands on your hips as he moved in and out of you slowly. You loud moans could probably be heard at the other end of the workshop, yet you did not keep quieter. "Fuck you feel absolutely amazing around me y/n" Mingi said into your ear. You could only moan as an answer, but in between that you managed to get out a few words "please... Go... Faster". He heard this and did not hesitate one bit as he sped up his pace. The car started rocking back and forth a little from the force Mingi used to pound into you, hitting that one spot with his long thick shaft.

"You're on the pill right?" Mingi asked grunting. "Ye.. Yes" you answered moaning from the pleasure he gave you. He put his left hand around the start cables that tied your hands together, and dragged your upper body towards him. This allowed Mingi to hit even deeper into you if it was possible. Your moans got louder, and a familiar feeling started forming in your abdomen. "Fuck Mingi... I'm getting close" you managed to get out. Hearing this he pulled out of you, and you whined from the empty feeling.

In a short second after he had turned you around, lifted you onto the hood and pounded back into you. Of course he let you have a glance at his thick shaft first. Knowing you could not even touch him made you go crazy. You wanted to feel how his biceps tensed up as he was punding into you, but you could not. Your head fell back and your moans turned into his name as your high approached slowly. Mingi could feel it too. How your core got a little tighter with every thrust he gave you. "Baby, I'm almost there. Let's cum together". Hearing him say that almost took you over the edge, but you managed to hold it back.

"Mingi please let me cum" you begged him as you struggled to hold on any longer. After a few deep thrusts later Mingi said "okay, now baby. Cum now". You did as he said. You screamed his name, core tightening around him, letting you feel every inch extra well. He filled you up with his seed, not wanting to pull out just yet. "Fuck that was amazing y/n. Better than I had imagined" he said breathing heavily, using the back of his hand to dry off the sweat on his forehead. "I can say the same to you" you answered him exhausted.

Mingi pulled out of you and took off the start cables, finally freeing your hands. You stumbled a little trying to walk forward. "Where did you put my underwear?" you asked looking around for it. "In my pocket, you won't be needing it anyways" he answered and winked at you. You blushed and sat down on a nearby bench. "Now let me quickly fix this car of yours, so we can continue what we've started" Mingi said walking over to your car. It then hit you that he meant he wanted to have a round two, and quicker than lightning you got turned on again. You were going to have a lot of fun with Mingi.

[savagc]

bestie to baby that escalated fast

it's an amazing thing to be able to form a friendship with someone that's grown so organically, and evolved, free of pressure and free of expectations.

before i get to answering this anon directly, i'm going to take this moment to write a letter to her that i've been needing to write for the last few weeks. the delay in doing that, has purely been because i've spending my free minutes, SECONDS, with her.

i know my replies here have slowed down, my quick responses to people, but here's the thing, i've always put my muses first, i've always put my blog first...until her. now...i'm putting myself first, for the first time in my life, and i'm being granted the fucking BLESSING of putting her first.

i know there's a lot of people here who follow me who have witnessed the nightmare-ish rper's and 'friends' i've interacted with in the past; there are more of you here who know, than who don't know. so for starters i'll touch briefly back on what kind of nightmares i'm referring to. for some reason, someone i called a friend in the past spent years guilting me between the lines and pressuring me to develop feelings for them, and as many times as i could say, i love you as a friend, i care about you as a friend, awkwardly 'can we please just write and can you please stop trying to make it be more than that', it took me a long time get fed up with it enough that it started to show in me pulling away even from being their writing partner. i became acutely aware that this person used threads we had, ships we shared, as a means to keep hooks in me, and while it worked for a long time, i ultimately grew past that bullshit and moved on with myself and my muses. if anyone would like more details on that, it's on my DNI on my doc and that's the last i'll say about this.

now...vanessa...

you came into my life slowly, quietly, and peacefully. little by little the feeling of flutters in my stomach surfaced when you messaged and just as slowly and peacefully reached the increasing of my heart rate. i have never connected with anyone the way i have with you, and i know i won't ever again. no matter how many people tried to persuade me to feel things in the past, or tell them what they wanted to hear, there was a reason i never could. i couldn't fake it, i couldn't pretend to feel things i didn't, just to humor someone and make someone else feel special. talk about fucking imposter syndrome, i couldn't.

then there was you...and i realized the reason i never could feel things for those people wasn't because i wasn't capable of feeling love. i told myself that, i berated myself, maybe there was something wrong with me, maybe i just wasn't wired that way, not wired to feeling it. it confused me because i would look at my muses and i would go...but i must understand it right? because i can write it, i understand what it's supposed to be like right? i must know, because i can write it, i must be capable of feeling it, because i can feel it when my muses feel it, i feel how they feel enough to know it's right? maybe it was that...it's meant for them and not meant for me. i was okay with that, yanno...but then...you.

then came you...

slowly, quietly, peacefully, cemented into my life in a way that i know i can not live without you being part of my life. we went from messages through the day, to calls, to aching together, talking on the phone just because we miss the sound of each other's voices, to falling asleep together after hours of whispering our thoughts and feelings, the sound of you breathing feels like i all i need in the world, and it makes my own breathing come easier. i'm talking to you right now, listening to you singing our songs in my ear, and still i miss you, still i love you more and more each and every day.

i know you worry, i know you get scared, but i love that you know i do to, i love that we both know the ways that we're scared and the ways we ache, i love that we know. i can write all this to you, writing is easy for me, but i prefer to whisper to you as you're falling asleep, in the morning when you wake up, in the middle of the day, all through the day, all night, and you already know that i will, but i need it said here too. i miss you when i'm talking to you, holding you and kissing your forehead, playing with your curls, is my literal goal in life so...you know this already because i tell you but i'm going to keep telling you. remember baby girl...time will erase the fears and worries other people have placed in us by causing us harm.

thank you to the anon for giving me the second to pause and bleed my heart out for this girl because for me, to me, there is no one in the world like her and there will be no one after her so...thank you anon! it might seem to have escalated fast TO YOU, but you aren't also privy to the 24/7 that i spend with this girl, and maybe you don't know what it feels like to have an endless and limitless love for the girl who started as your best friend...and became your heart walking around outside of your body, but i hope one day you get to experience the feeling.