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mouthwashing spoilers
watched my friend play mouthwashing tonight and like... oh my god on second viewing... the way jimmy ignores anya and instead fixates on either curly or that damn horse, but never her...
#(and the way some fans just draw jimmy x curly and ignore anya. makes me soooo sad/scared.)#(although i think the content in the tag got better since i last looked. phew.)#(its just such a mature scary topic so the shipping fans where like actually triggering me a bit LOL)
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genuinely i wish tumblr had a button for 'dont show me posts that have blacklisted words' so that those posts dont show up on your fyp OR your following tab or the tags tab or maybe even on peoples blogs directly. AT ALL.
or even better but less likely, if you could choose it only being certain words that are completely blacklisted while others still show up if you want them to. cause i know for a fact theres some terms i have blacklisted that i dont even want gone forever, the words are just there as a warning more than anything yknow
#like. half my blacklisted words are there BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO SEE THAT STUFF AT ALL.#like my trigger for example.#but then theres other words that like... i mean for example i have the word pregnant blacklisted#i can handle the topic of pregnancy in most contexts but on my dash i just like having that warning#because pregnancy makes me. so uncomfortable!#but i still look at those posts cause most of the time its not even really about pregnancy lol#im getting off track#theyre on the right track with the blacklisted words system imo like im glad it even exists first off#but man i really wish it was. better#my post
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i don't care that much about this serie to be discussing, but i gonna say,........., this season 2 is a little bit weird lets be real(and will be and will end weird probably), but, but, it's not because of the themes or the things that happen, the things that add and the stories are interesting, but the way it's handled, idk, in season 1 every action had a consequence, I would say its losing it's.....humanity(yeah, that's the word, i mean i hate this fiction=reality thing, but season 1 it was very real and human the way the characters handled things)
this season 2 is being less human to me cuz characters pass by things even WORSE than season 1 and the way they handle it's like....okay, meanwhile season 1 the most little thing was enough to make characters lose themselves or reflect(just like us humans, if you see someone talking badly about you, you get sad or get angry, that gets stuck with you for a bit, if that person is your friend you question It, you remember it), it's looking like a Cartoon( cartoons that are usually like that, in cartoons characters handle things in a very vague and fast way, cuz well it's a Cartoon, first cuz it's a fiction so things are not handled in a very real way, and second cuz of the story cuz you don't have time to show that), but here's the thing, cartoons shows that in a visual way, with gestures and stuff, but i feel not even that this season 2 do much, I mean has cuz exist the subble messages/expressions, but it not totally sure by fact, you just can assume the character is acting this and that cuz of that
That just what i have to say, it's losing it humanity
#reflection#arcane s2#Now the lol serie is looking more like lol indeed#It's ironic season 2 being more like a cartoon to me putting in consideration that is +16 compared to s3ason 1 that it's +14(which handle..#Topics in a more real way to me)#It's not bad writing or a bad way of leading a story it's just that doesn't look like this arcane(well at least the s3ason 1)#I get it you find the serie perfect and all but let people have another opinion about it (it's different indeed)#Ouch another thing is those free triggers why put it that caityln to hook up with another girl for her...#To thrown her away for vi in a Second? why? Just to make caitvi shippers trigger could happen all of that without this...#Let me guess they will make this maudie being the classic ;the bitch; character they will make her betray this cait...#Just because she doesn't love her(I will find this so dirty from this serie if they do that) *I TOLD IT#The girl dying being that it was for nothing cuz the werewolf will return#No way i don't like that do some shocking nonetheless things just to make the aundience feel something
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Which of your muses sings Free Bird?
Boden is 100% singing it, but not very well, and he knows it. For God's sake, if you see him trying to play air guitar, you have permission to attack him.
#Boden// You’re a Weapon & Weapons Don’t Weep#asked&answered:Boden#[thank you nonnie]#[lol triggering topic for me]#[one of my roommates use to drum in a metal band]#[nothing big just a local scene]#[there was this asshole that showed up at every gig and would scream 'play free bird' between every FUCKING SONG]
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This is the fourth fic in my Josuyaus series that takes place while they're still in high school You can find my series here I also have a master post of all my Josuyasu writing here
Summary: After a study session gone wrong, Josuke finds himself needing somewhere he can feel safe and at home and that some where turns out to be Okuyasu. Tags: Post-Canon, Pre-Relationship, Friendship, Hurt/Comfort, the following tags are not from/between the ship (just an fyi), Non-Consensual Kissing, Non-Consensual Touching, Side Character/Main Character Attempted Sexual Assault, Attempted Sexual Assault, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Victim Blaming
#I LIIIIIVVVVVEEE!!!!!!!!#sorry for going missing for like 500 years and then coming at you with a heavy ass fic#this is one of the longest fics i've written so far and it took so long because i wanted to do it right#any of my regular readers please read the tags as this is a heavier fic that might cover topics that some people might find triggering#i know that's not my normal thing so i just wanted to give an extra warning so no one get's jump scared tho a lot of it is rather mild#in my opinion#anyways...#Jojo Part 4#jjba Part 4#Diamond is Unbreakable#Josuke Higashikata#Okuyasu Nijimura#Josuyasu#Sophia Writes#Part 4#Josuke#Okuyasu#Tomoko#She's in there for a scene or two lol#Fic#i'm low-key nervous about posting this one because it feels like it really took a lot of me to write it >.>#it was emotionally taxing but i really wanted to write it
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Got tagged by @havendance to share my top 6 movies of 2024! (Technically tagged on the sideblog, but im putting it here)
Getting tagged in this game was really funny to me, because of the 22 movies I watched this year 14 of them were either DC movies or required for my Spanish class. That's over 60% of the stuff i watched lol. And the thing that makes it worse is when I include movies i watched for other school stuff it brings the number up to almost 80%. I've literally only seen 4 movies this year that weren't DC comics or required for school lmao. Anyways "top" 6: (bc some of these don't deserve the word top applied)
Yes these are vaguely in order though there's maybe some movement (1 and 2 can honestly go either way)






The Suicide Squad and Krypto and top tier in terms of enjoyment, while Sixth Sense and Akelarre (also titled Coven of Sisters but changing it for the English release was stupid imo so im ignoring that) I'd consider movies that are like Good that I also liked (though Akelarre specifically is depressing AS FUCK). The Batman id put in the middle between the two groups (but like it was also long and i got kind of bored at one point idk. Needs a rewatch in the post-Penguin world).
I feel like I'm cheating by putting the Star Wars Holiday Special on here bc it does NOT deserve it, but there was no obvious 6th pick for me (split between 3 mid movies and none rlly stood out) so I just went for recency bias (watched yesterday) and put Star Wars: THS, a movie which is like the horribly malformed and disowned lovechild between real star wars and a 70s variety show if everyone was doing cocaine (which they were!). Only recommend watching that one with friends really to inturrupt with jokes but honestly was better than I expected, despite being the worst thing I've watched this year.
Uhm tagging @threephantomrey @cometcrystal @tubapun bc they like movies 👍 (and also everyone else but yeah)
#anyways putting my propaganda for Akelarre in the tags here bc id actually recommend it lol: its a really good (but also dark) movie#following a group of young Basque girls who are accused of witchcraft as part of the Spanish Inquisition#and their plan to outsmart their captors and escape#its partially in spanish and partially in euskera (basque language) so theres going to be a lot of subtitles involved#but its really good but also trigger warnings for like. really everything youd expect to be associated w a film following that topic#also its on netflix 👍#my letterboxd is so cursed imo. or not really but i dont wear it with pride like my goodreads lol. thats where i get really real#my goodreads presents as sane bc league of comic geeks allows me to quarantine the side of my brain that is obsessed with detective comics#comics away from my normal book taste lol#tags obviously not obligatory etc etc#also i kept saying akelarre was “really good” i did give it 4 stars. so not the best best thing ive seen dont get overhyped but it was kind#of haunting and the last scene really sticks w you
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if dmmd was exactly the same but with crazy lesbian women instead you would not hear the end of it from me
#most everything i learn about dmmd makes me think oh cool :)#like what this guys dog turns into a hot guy and sexes him up while eating him to death in the matrix?#sure alright urobochi loves this kind of edgy boundary pushing stuff. cool#surprised he didn't go harder considering how crazy saya no uta was lol#but if you pitched me that exact same premise but with crazy lesbians instead it would flip whatever freakazoid trigger in my head and#id become like insufferable about it#off topic but i saw a youtube thumbnail once that described citrus as 'a yuri with toxic bl tropes' and i was like#okay i guess this is what gets me to read citrus#but when i clicked on the video. well a the guy was lowkey annoying and misogynistic lol but b HE IMMEDIATELY REFUTES THAT CLAIM!!!#'some people think that but i think differently.... stay tuned to hear my thoughts on that ;)' Absolutely Not#my posts
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anyway I’m reading a shitton on DBT since it’ll be my specialty and every time I learn about dialectics and how everything can be both valid and invalid at the same time in certain aspects is so wild to me, but also explains so many behavioral aspects that used to just frustrate me in the past
#kat rambles#the frustrating behavior is mostly from me btw lol#like my ability to control my emotions to the point of apathy#while at the same time losing all control when I do get triggered#could be exposed to the Trauma Topic™️ and lose it or feel absolutely nothing#can dislike someone and understand their actions and vice versa!#this is not directed at the drama btw but it could be applied I guess lol
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question: does your specific "proshippers dni" mean more of a "dni if you will be talking about «proship» ships" or a "dni if you're an advocate of letting people ship what they ship as long as they tag it properly". I'd say it just feels that your a) extremely thoughtful analysis and willingness to reach out with it and b) degree of acceptance of people who do use things as pure escapism feels contradictory to a blanket "no proshippers" ban. you are of course free to have any boundary you like and if it is indeed option 2 I will not encroach on it further.
I'm gonna try to keep it super straightforward and concise because by now I'm sure everyone knows I yap.
The pro shippers DNI interact disclaimer is just there for me. To make me feel 'safe', you could say. Not in the sense that I think pro-shippers are going to attack me (I don't think most people care, to be honest), but in the sense that I have to have it on every single platform I frequent otherwise I will combust. Don't ask me why /lh. You don't want me to get into it.
Thing is, I don't check. As long as I'm not forced to be exposed to it and the community/culture around it, I actually don't worry too hard about who might be interacting with my stuff most of the time. I know I can't control other people, and shipping discourse really isn't life's biggest problem. I am also fully aware of all the nuances to it. I just react very aggressively to pro-shippers/pro-ship rhetoric (or advocacy as you call it) and just the whole........... space, so I try to disengage all together.
So, in short. It's not a 'ban' it's more like. My emotional support DNI disclaimer lol
#it's why I've been hiding away from fandom communities. for so long. especially genshin because it's so. big. and young#more so young as in the franchise is barely what. not even 5 years old. and the demographic is as well. baby's first fandom type shit#by the way. it's not just ship discourse that I'm like this with. the rules in my head are loud and plentiful and not always appropriate#That is not to say that I don't have actual Thoughts around the topic. It's just............................................ [ loud sigh ]#not productive. It's not good for me and I'm not here to change people's mind. in the very sense of the word it triggers me#and I will end up behaving in ways. that I don't necessarily want to. I can't be normal about it is the TLDR#if you are a pro shipper or identify yourself with that 'faction' or part of what it says. you can do whatever you want#just don't talk to me about it LOL unless we are friends and there's a space where a meaningful conversation can actually take place#even then. . . . . . . . . . .#anyway. hypotheticals. don't dwell on them too hard#BY THE WAY I don't like anti-shippers either KBNDJHAJHBSJHBSDJHBASJHBDJSHBJHBSJHBJHDFBJHBSJHBAJHBDJHBJHJHBSJHBAJHJHBDFJHBJDHJHBSDKJDNJKSNDK#not to the same extent obviously. but like. the bottom line is. just don't talk to me about ship discourse#ask
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13 fics to me that is crazy. Can I say I truly enjoyed Striking Out. I really don't understand the hate you got for it. Understand not liking what a character is doing but in the end its truly just a story that the author is creating don't read if you don't like. It's tagged angst with a happy ending. There is going to be parts that make you feel sad or mad but it will get better. Sorry I just really loved what you have written for the story.
It's crazy to me too, anon 😁
Thank you, that's very sweet of you to say - and I do agree with you, when I read a story tagged with angst, I'm expecting angst! Over time, I've come to think that maybe some people took the actions of the characters in that story a little too personally, and that's why the reaction was as... intense as it was.
Either way, as much as I have gotten some negative and demotivating comments on that fic, I have also had some truly lovely ones that have been a joy to read - stuff a lot like this 💖
#ask#ily anon <3#not to vent too hard (hence hiding away in the tags lol) but as i've been thinking about it the last few months#i think a big part of the reaction was readers not heeding warnings about content they may struggle with#i've written two fics around the topic of abuse - both including warnings that they will cover this topic#and in both instances i had people telling me they had personal experience with it and didn't like xyz part for xyz reason#including one person actually telling me i triggered them#and i don't want to be insensitive but if you have triggers around domestic/psychological abuse... like#i'm sorry but maybe reading a story on that topic is something you shouldn't do? idk#all i can do is warn you man#the rest is up to you#and end rant#🙃
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i saw you post about ao3 etiquette and i wanna say if anyone has been mean to ally i will fight you
Haha I have been very lucky that for the most part people have been so kind and lovely and wonderful and supportive! ❤️ I did have one experience with an anon (On AO3 and on Tumblr) that wasn't very nice over the summer, but I know their anger was coming from a place of their own personal hurt. While I was upset in the moment I have some very lovely mutuals who were so kind and supportive and encouraging. These days I hope that user is doing better and that they have been able to find their own inner peace. My mom always says that "hurt people, hurt people" and I just really hope they are doing well and wish I could have helped in some way.
BUT I don't think it's a bad idea to remember that we are all doing this for FREE and for FUN and if you come across a fic that you don't agree with, are triggered by, or that contains content you don't enjoy, it is your responsibility as a reader to hit the back button and remove yourself from that situation, especially when tags are used appropriately as well as additional, more detailed warnings in the author's note. Everyone has different life experiences and something that might be triggering and upsetting to one person, could be a way to heal and process for someone else. One person's trauma and life experience is not more valid or more "correct" than someone else's and personally I find it really important that we treat everyone and their experiences with respect. If I'm upset or bothered by something, or even just that I don't really like, I know that I personally will go "hm this fic must not be for me" and then go and find one that is.
And on that note! Thank you so much for the support 🥰 (No need to fight anyone though! We are all here to have a good time and my goal at least here on my blog is to cultivate the happy good vibes!) Thank you for sending in this ask! I'm so happy to hear that you're enjoying my fics and I hope you continue to do so! Happy Monday and have a great week!
❤️Ally
#allylikethecat#ask ally#anon ask#fanfiction#keep it kind#Sorry if that got a little heavy / preachy#i just have a lot of feelings on this topic lol#also i know that i am very lucky that ive only gotten hate from one person and that its not a continuous thing#I want my fic and my blog to be a happy place and the bad vibes are not tolerated here#if i ever post something that someone is upset or triggered by#i am totally down to discuss it like adults#and if i missed a tag or a trigger warning PLEASE let me know nicely so i can update accordingly#but when presented with all the info we as readers are responsible for the content we consume#and if we are upset by it it is our duty to remove ourselves from that situation#no one is sitting there going YOU HAVE TO READ THIS FIC NOW
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sitting still and channeling all the years of customer service experience to not show a reaction to patients purposely trying to get a rise out of me like those cartoons when their eye twitches out of anger
#yes tell me more about your violent crimes no i dont mind go right ahead#im a doctor yes but im also human i have my trigger topics#and hearing someone go on and on about them being horrible to others isnt helping :)#will i still do my job and help? yes and i did#does that mean i'll like it? hell no#this patient was actively laughing while describing things to get a reaction#then stopped when they didnt get any#but yeah im gonna treat this experience as a rites of passage for dealing w countertransference lol#burrito talks medicine#delete later
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Woah woah checking the self ship list? What has holly gotten into now
i mean you can probably guess from the names, premise and city name in my selfship post if you played the game, but for the uninitiated, i finally downloaded my first otome for the switch… piofiore!!
debating if i should immediately get the sequel lol (but i don’t think i have enough storage ^^;)
#┊✩彡 divine correspondence ♡#┊✩彡 unsigned letter ♡#for those who have played it#do not judge me by the fact that i’m putting yang on here#i just think he’s interesting~#but i haven’t played his route yet#and i hear it’s the most gruesome so we’ll see#before buying it i read some reviews and most people said that it might be very heavy to read bc of all the potentially triggering topics#but so far i’m breezing through it (and i am one of those people with vivid imaginations)#let’s see if yang can turn that around lol
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#i just want to talk about this neat visual novrl#however it is super uhhhhh not normal lol#so i just lie here and stew with my emotions#my attempt to talk about it with two friends is just ignoring me so ill just#yup#delete later#even tho i always forget lol#many triggering topics/situations#normally not into this stuff but idunno weird headspace rn
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。゜(`Д´)゜。 ( go crazy hehe )
miserable. absolutely miserable is the only way that barton could describe what he was feeling right now. and yet, that didn't even seem to begin to cover the kind of horror that was in his dream at the same time. or, well, perhaps calling it a nightmare would be more appropriate. what he was seeing, or picturing in his head more like, felt so realistic that it seemed as if he'd somehow been brought back to that moment in time at first; even though that would be logically impossible. the moment in question unearthed a part of barton that he'd tried so hard to tuck away during his daily life, but was always there, waiting for some sort of catalyst so it could properly break free from the confines of his mind. it was the part of him that felt broken.
from the moment he saw the light streaming out from beside him between the slats of the closet he had hidden in at the time and the sounds of angry, almost manic shouting coming from wesley, his father... barton knew where this was going. there would be crashes in the house after that, as if wesley had become so filled with red-hot rage, that he couldn't physically contain it. the blonde had never been the religious type, even as a child, but he remembered praying to himself while he sat in that dark and cramped closet that he wouldn't be caught by him. barton had just wanted to help his father by getting rid of that nasty stuff he used to drink as he used to consider it, or more specifically alochol, by hiding it all in some place he'd never find it.
but wesley didn't take it that way at all and now he was on the war-path to do something that would leave a permanent scar on barton. he could practically smell the foul stench coming off of him had made now whenever it happened once again, brought about by someone who was supposed to love him, through... the blonde suddenly felt a hand on his shoulder shake him awake and he jolted up in his seat then as if he was scared out of his wits. which, considering what he had just waken up from, was kind of understandable. one of the first things he was able to comprehend upon waking was that his whole body was shaking and he couldn't get it to stop. his pulse was thundering in his ears, too, adrenaline coursing through his veins with such a fervor that it was almost like it was always meant to do that. he was cold, also, but felt the distinct feeling of sweat clinging to his body.
was he even really here right now? barton looked around like he was expecting something to pop out at him, paranoia seemingly getting the best of him. there was something making it hard for him to see. it was tears, he soon realized, them falling down his cheeks freely while he still was feeling slightly suspicious that maybe that was the reality and what he'd just woken up to was fake. barton said nothing to the stranger that had woken him up at first, for he literally couldn't form the proper words to explain what exactly he was going through, hands covering the entire upper half of his face. the shaking of his body seemed like something that would not be going away anytime soon. so, barton just let it happen.
after a few moments spent in silence, he finally was able to face the stranger next to him, voice coming out slightly nasally and like he was out of breath, ❝ um... i, i'm sorry. this doesn't usually happen to me while i'm — at the office. ahh, how'd you get in here? there is supposed to be a receptionist in the front that you check in with, ❞ barton sniffled as he got up slightly unsteadily from his chair and let out a dry laugh at just how awkward this must've been for mya. she'd probably just come here to get checked out, then stumbled across this, ❝ just give me a minute, and i'll be right with you for whatever you need. whenever you came in here today, this is probably not at all what you were expecting on seeing, huh? ❞
another dry laugh at his own expense. god's, why did this have to happen to him?
#furiaei#alright... well i heard ' go crazy ' and the writer in me immediately went ' BET ' / j lol#no but seriously i hope this starter is alright with you! i don't want to make anyone uncomfy on here since i know that ab*se can be a very#triggering topic so just let me know if i need to change anything about this if you are and i will!! buttt yeah. i know this-#might be... more than a little sad to say the least though i tried my best to match the feeling of what it's like to wake up from a-#nightmare the best i could. so here we go as it's probablyyy only going to get more angsty from here#tw: mentions of child abuse.#tw: mentions of an very unhealthy family dynamic.#tw: nightmares.
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SCREEEEEEEEAM MY ONLINE COURSE JUST STARTED AND WE HAVE TO MAKE AN INTRODUCTION POEM BASED ONE ONE OF THESE TWO TEMPLATES AND THEN RECORD IT INTO AN AUDIO AND POST IT AND MY AUTISTIC ASS HATES ALL POETRY WITH A PASSION

#i legit can't do this LMFAO#i hate sharing like this sooooooooooooo bad#like to me it's all cringe and flop and i can't compartmentalize my life like that#and the two biggest parts that I feel “define me” or whatever#i NEVER share with people in these situations#which is namely that i am gay and neurodivergent#but like i'm not attached to family traditions#i barely have any#i don't feel strongly about most topics#and the poem is supposed to have this#and then i'm so triggered from having to record my voice LOL#I hate the sound of it
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