#哀

[oiranchourou]

Ai - Memento Mori

哀 - メメント・モリ

[holy-needle]

[zombi3sblog]

Rito and I made a song together after they disbanded from gulu gulu! Thought I'd share it here!

[mizuiro-usagi]

哀 /しゅーず - lyric and english translation

Song title: 哀 / Ai - Sorrow Music: Kanon69 Vocal: Shoose

This song is the continuation to U, from the male character perspective. I really like U and never imagined it’d get a sequel after all these years...

Romaji:

kimi wo nosete yuku kaeri no densha wa, mou jikan doori ni kuru rashii. utsumuita kimi no, “tsugi ni itsu aeru?” furuete, demo warai nagara.

sono shunkan ni kizuite shimatta. boku no hontou no kokoro ni. fui ni ukanda, kimi ga kanashimu higeki no kotoba wo kitto, mitometakunai dake nandarou. boku wa.

itsu datte “aishiteru” de ureshisou na sono egao ni, ichido datte “sayonara” wo ieru wakenai yo. tamerai ga tsudzuku hodo, kimi wo ai iro ni someru. kono michi wo, fumi kirenai de irunda yo.

hakidaseba sore de owaru hito koto ga, tada nodo no oku ni tsumatteiru. sore wo matte iru kimi wo,  konna boku ni mou shibaritakunai kara.

koibito de iru rasuto go byou wa, fumi kiri wataru temae da. kimi mo hontou wa hikitometai no ni, iki wo koraete made, kitto shizuka ni matterunda. “sayonara” wo.

kyou ga kitto endinggu tte, kizuiteita you ni iki wo tsuku. itsumo yori kirei na kutsu wa, aruki dasu tame ni. arigatou. tanoshikatta. sore dake wa, gomakasenai.

sou ka boku wa, mada “suki” no mama de itakattanda.

nando datte “daijoubu” tte, tsuyogari na kimi wa warau. sono egao ga, itsumo boku wo shimetsukete itai yo. kaisatsu wo sugita nara, boku wa mou furikaeranai. ai iro no kimi wo minai you ni. mou iinda yo. kanashii nara, kyou wa.

egao de inakute mo…

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English translation:

It seems that the train that carries you home is going to arrive on time again. Your downcast face asked, “When can we meet again?” You were trembling, but still smiling all the while.

I realized it at that moment. My true feelings. It suddenly comes to mind, surely, I just don’t want to admit the words of tragedy that will sadden you. I–

I can’t possibly say “farewell” even once to your happy smile that always seems to say “I love you”. The longer I hesitate, the more you’re dyed in the color of sorrow. I can’t seem to step over this line.

The words that I just need to say and be over with it, seem to be stuck at the back of my throat. Still, you’re waiting for me. I don’t want to bind you to someone like me.

The last 5 seconds we stayed as lovers, is the moment before crossing over the railway. Even though you actually wanted to stop me, you’re just waiting silently, to the point of holding your breath. Waiting for our “farewell”.

You let out a sigh as if you realized, today must be the ending for us. Your shoes, looking prettier than usual, are so you can walk forward. Thanks. It was fun. Only that, I can’t seem to bluff it.

I see now, I still wanted to have my feelings for you.

Your strong self said “It’s alright” over and over again with a smile. That smile on your face always suffocated and pained me. Once I pass the ticket gate, I won’t look back anymore. So that I won’t see you in the color of sorrow. It’s okay, if you’re sad, just for today-

You don’t have to smile…

*Feedback and correction are welcome! *Please tell me or credit me when using this translation

[animeglitch]

[roseillith]

哀しみのベラドンナ // BELLADONNA OF SADNESS (1973) dir. EIICHI YAMAMOTO

[shihlun]

Kiyoshi Kurosawa

- Eyes of the Spider

1998

[purplepostbirdo5]

哀川りん

[2001hz]

Belladonna of Sadness (哀しみのベラドンナ) Japanese Poster Illustrated By: Kuni Fukai & Directed By: Eiichi Yamamoto (1973)

[nakamorijuan]

名探偵コナン - TRUTH〜A Great Detective of Love〜

[bunkerhillbros]

"30th Anniversary" from 哀ScReaM.

[oiranchourou]

メメント・モリ [Memento Mori] live photos

[lullabiesinaglasswilderness]

[53v3nfrn5]

哀しみのベラドンナ (1973) dir. Eiichi Yamamoto

[fishbloc]

[roseillith]

哀しみのベラドンナ // BELLADONNA OF SADNESS (1973) dir. EIICHI YAMAMOTO