#🎶and all the pieces fall right into place🎶

[marsneedstherapy]

so it goes and mastermind are the philas anthems if you care

[vikkirosko]

Hello!

Can I request a sequel to Phosphophylite reader and the hazbin hotel crew ?

In the case of Charlie and Vaggie, reader comes with them to heaven. She meets Sera, Emily, Adam, and Lute. The angels are surprised to see a gem here, because the angels created a special place on earth for them, safe and away from humanity. During the trial, reader tries to help Charlie, but is so angry at the angels that she breaks her leg by stomping too hard and fall, breaking an arm and cracking her head.

For Angel Dust, reader comes to the Vees tower with Charlie to ask Valentino to let Angel come back to the hotel. Reader being a gem without any reproductive system, she doesn't understand Angel's work and Valentino's pervert comments. Reader is furious when she sees how Valentino treats Angel and when she goes for Valentino, she trips over cables and falls from some stairs. Breaking her body in huge parts. Angel is panicked and instinctively try to put her back together.

In Alastor case, she meets Vox with him. Vox and Alastor are insulting each other until Vox loses it and screams so hard that he makes a powerful sound wave. Breaking reader apart. It's the first time Alastor sees reader breaks.

Thanks!

Partially platonic headcanons Smashed to pieces

🌈 Charlie Morningstar x fem!Reader 🎶

When Charlie was able to convince her father to visit Heaven, she wanted Vaggie and you to go with her. She was sure that with your support she could handle everything. However, when you were in Heaven, the princess felt that Sera often looked at you, but she did not understand the reason for this. It was only thanks to Emily that she found out the reason for this

She told her that people like you, gems, were created by angels and hidden in a safe place away from humans. That's why the fact that you somehow ended up in Hell surprised Sera so much. However, neither Charlie nor Emily knew the true reason for Sera's concern

During the trial, you were silent for a long time, but looking at the hypocritical words that Sera said, you got angry. Charlie has never seen you like this. You hurried to come forward, shouting about injustice. You were filled with rage, so strong that you stamped your foot with all your might, which caused your leg to shatter into pieces. Charlie hurried to help you, but didn't have time to catch you. You fell and your arm and head broke

Charlie was trying to pick up your pieces. She managed to see the horror on Sera's face, and Emily hurried to help her. The princess knew that you could be collected, but the fact that Sera, even knowing who you are, did not help you. It made her angry. She was angry at her hypocrisy and the fact that you got hurt because of it. But right now it was more important for her to help you

❌ Vaggie x fem!Reader 🎀

When Charlie asked you to go with her and Vaggie to meet the angels, Vaggie couldn't stop worrying. She knew how fragile you were, literally, and was afraid that you might get hurt, but you assured her that everything would be fine and that you wouldn't put yourself in danger

In Heaven, you really tried to be careful, but there were a lot of eyes on you. Neither you nor Vaggie knew how angry Adam was that you came. He knew about people like you. About the gems that the angels created and hid in a safe place far from humanity, but he has never seen anyone like you personally. But the fact that you supported the crazy ideas of the princess angered both him and Lute

Adam said a lot of cruel words during the trial, and Lute supported him. However, they didn't expect you to be so angry. No one expected this. You were shouting and Adam wasn't going to be silent. He didn't care who you were. Vaggie tried to calm you down, but she couldn't do it. In a fit of emotion, you stomped your foot hard and your leg shattered. Because of the lack of a leg, you fell and, following the leg, your arm and your head broke

Vaggie hastened to help you. She tried not to lose a single piece. She felt Adam's shocked gaze and felt angry. She knew how violent he was, but she wasn't going to let it go unpunished. Maybe not now, but she wanted to give them back the pain that you suffered

🕷 Angel Dust x fem!Reader 💖

Angel didn't want his friends to run into Valentino. He knew how dangerous overlord was and didn't want to put others in danger. That's why when Charlie and you came to the studio to talk to Valentino, he was very worried. He wanted you to leave as soon as possible, but it was too late

Valentino managed to say a few perverted phrases to both of you, but if there was a hidden disgust on the princess's face, then you clearly didn't even understand what exactly he meant. Because you were a gem, Angel wasn't sure if you even knew what his boss was talking about. But you definitely realized that he was being cruel to your friend

You didn't stay silent for long. You were in a real rage and wanted to attack him with your fists, but you tripped over the wires scattered on the floor and fell. At that moment, it was as if all sounds had disappeared. You fell to the floor and your body broke into many pieces. Valentino looked at it with mild incomprehension, and Charlie couldn't move from the shock. Angel was the first one who took off and hurried to try to pick up your pieces

He felt a lot of panic because you were broken. Valentino saw how Angel reacted to this, so he was in no hurry to do anything, but Angel could not allow this to happen again. He knew you could be restored, but that didn't mean he wanted his friend to suffer at the Valentino's hands

📻 Alastor x fem!Reader 🎙

Alastor was the one who often looked out for you. He knew you were fragile, so he made sure you weren't hurt. Sometimes he would invite you for a walk and thanks to him you would get to know Hell better. However, during one of your walks, Alastor attracted unwanted attention. Vox noticed it and couldn't just ignore it

The conflict between them has started again. You stayed away. Vox didn't pay attention to you, but Alastor made him very angry. Strong enough for Vox to start making very loud sound waves. Alastor did not pay attention to this, but when he turned his head in your direction, he saw how cracks appeared on you and a second later you began to crumble into fragments

This is the first time Alastor has seen you break into pieces. He reacted instantly. His shadows caught your fragments, not missing a single one. Alastor didn't know what would happen if at least one of your fragments was lost, but he knew exactly what to heal an ordinary wound. Therefore, he had to be as attentive as possible and return to the hotel to collect you again, or entrust it to others

He returned to the hotel much faster than planned. Although he remained calm outwardly, he was really worried. Alastor knew you were fragile, but he didn't think you were that fragile. The sight of your body falling apart destroyed his peace of mind and he didn't want you to get hurt so badly again

[sitp-recs]

🎶 HD Wireless 2023 - Sitp Recs

After a short hiatus I come bearing Wireless gifts! I was hoping to get started today but a power outage gave me some free hours (and a charged phone) on Thursday night so here we are. The fest has been posting for the past two weeks and these are my favorites so far. I was thinking I might just update this list as I go on through the second half (instead of creating a new one) so pls expect a few reblogs. The idea is to celebrate these amazing works and invite folks to check them out before reveals! Keep in mind that as usual, my picks are 100% personal and based on my own preferences. I strongly recommend checking the full collection. Enjoy!

Fic:

🚬 Don’t hate him when he gets up to leave by @deliciousblizzardshark (M, 2k)

The linens are white and empty, sunlight slanting through the window illuminating a bed that has been deserted. Draco knew Potter would leave; he’s always gone by morning. Draco doesn’t even remember what he looks like in daylight.

🦵Wrong in all the Right Ways by @phdmama (E, 4k)

Draco is pretty sure that Potter is trying to kill him. Not in, like a murdery sort of way. There’s been too much atonement and forgiveness and redemption for that. Too many difficult conversations that ended, more than once, with awkward hugs. Maybe even some tears. They’re not friends obviously, but at the very least, they’ve moved past the past. (Mostly.) So no, Potter’s definitely not trying to kill him in a permanent death sort of way, but more like… In a horny sort of way.

🌃 All I Think About by @skeptiquewrites (T, 4.4k)

Sometimes all it takes is one perfect late summer night in June.

📱 Mirrors inside me by @cavendishbutterfly (E, 6k)

Draco’s been in love with Potter forever. And just because they work together, and they fuck, and they text and break up and get back together regularly doesn’t mean Potter needs to know. In fact, it’s a pretty good reason why he shouldn’t.

🎹 About This Place by @academicdisasterfic (E, 10k)

Harry left everything, including Draco. Harry’s returned to everything, including Draco. Things are never quite so simple, though perhaps they could be. Based on ‘You and I’ by Lady Gaga for Wireless 2023.

🌈 I only want the ones I envy (I envy) by porcelainheart3 (E, 13k)

Despite this arrangement he has with Draco, conducted entirely in the privacy of a dusty stationery cabinet, Harry is definitely not gay. But to appease his friends, he agrees to go on one (1) date with a man. Just to be sure.

🥃 if i could never give you peace by poisonivy206 (E, 17k)

Eleven years after the Battle of Hogwarts, Aurors Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy are forcibly brought together by a new case that's bound to reopen old wounds. Enter a Firewhisky problem, prejudices that never really go away, and an obsession as old as time.

🚙 Rich Friend by @sorrybutblog (E, 18k)

As far as Harry can tell, Draco Malfoy is still rich as hell. He’s just not a wizard anymore. Featuring: Draco Malfoy trying to make it as a Muggle pop star, Harry Potter as our confused and horny hero, bad driving, good music, and the mysterious magic of falling for someone.

🍫 Waking Up Slow by @sweet-s0rr0w, art by @ihopeyoubothstaysafefromharm (E, 22k)

'Twas the night before Christmas, although it’s July / Draco’s a shopkeeper, no-one knows why / There’s hiking and witch caves, freak snowfalls and more / Bad Christmas jumpers, nosy neighbours galore / Narcissa’s here too, but… something’s amiss / And what’s in those chocolates that’s making them kiss?

🪩 Take You Home by @lqtraintracks (E, 26k)

Everybody’s a little fucked up after the war, Draco especially. What starts as hate sex after a night out, eventually turns into something else, something more like comfort. And even though his friends all tell Harry he’s just being used, all Harry’s doing is making sure Draco gets home in one piece. He’s not falling helplessly in love.

🐍 Sun Thief by @floydig, art by BlackRose532 (E, 28k)

It’s 2005, and Draco Malfoy says, “Fuck the Ministry,” Harry works as a handyman in muggle London, and Draco should really stop pissing off the Squib gangs. Or: Harry beats up a pimp and isn’t sorry about it, Draco deals black market potions, and they’re shagging. Again.

🍊 Nothing But You On My Mind by @moonflower-rose (M, 29k)

Potter has been in Australia on an internship for almost a year, and Draco cannot wait for him to get back home. They'll finally have a chance to talk about their feelings for each other. What could possibly go wrong? Loads, as it turns out.

🌊 What We Left Behind by peachydreamxx (E, 33k)

Harry's recovering from an injury. Malfoy's recovering from heartbreak. Beaten down and bruised, Harry takes up Malfoy's offer to stay at his secluded seaside cottage in Dorset. It'll be good to get away from it all. It's only for a few days, and it's only so he can heal. Nothing else. Digging up past feelings will only make matters worse, and besides, Malfoy doesn't feel the same way. Does he?

🏝️ LA, Who Am I To Love You? by @epitomereally (E, 42k) ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Harry’s summer in LA is not going as expected. Pansy Parkinson keeps inviting him to parties in the Hollywood Hills and harassing him to finally go to the physical therapist, Blaise Zabini keeps slipping new strains of his company’s magical weed into Harry’s pockets in hopes of an endorsement, and Draco Malfoy keeps having sex with everyone but Harry.

🧩 The Waiting by @oknowkiss (E, 43.5k)

It’s been almost ten years since Draco Malfoy disappeared during a routine Curse Breaker training exercise. Harry, his partner in more ways than one, is determined to figure out why. As the past resurfaces and the present fades into confusion, Harry discovers the only thing more unreliable than memory is love.

🐶 Everybody Hates a Tourist by @wolfpants (E, 51k)

On a stag do in sunny Brighton with the Gryffindor lads, the last person Harry expects to run into is Draco Malfoy. After a glimpse of Malfoy’s Muggle life in Britain’s gay capital, Harry’s curiosity gets the better of him and he finds himself returning to the seaside again and again, drawn to the city, drawn to this new version of Malfoy that Harry barely recognises from school.

Art:

📸 Alive by @itsphantasmagoria (E)

Harry is lost after the final battle, but he finds comfort from an unexpected source.

🎙️ Why don't you like me? by @caroll-in (T)

Failing to ask Harry out, Draco deals with his feelings in a very dramatic fashion.

🥂 Shivers and Cold Champagne by @maesterchill (T)

Sometimes, you meet someone in the club, and you just know...they’re all in.

🕶️ keep driving by @babooshkart (M)

cocaine, side boob, choke her with a sea view

[crappymixtape]

don't go dark again

REQUEST → @palmtreesx3, 1K FOLLOWER CELEBRATION // FIC PLAYLIST ❝ 💿 oh baby, you know I gotta ask for a song for my beloved, steve ( song x blurb with steve harrington x reader – this just leaned real angsty, hurt / comfort for a monday morning – recommended to listen to your song while reading! )

D O N ' T G O D A R K A G A I N SONG PICK -> 🎶 by now, VÉRITÉ

Steve shows up at your house a fucking mess.

Hair haphazard, fresh cut on his lip and a lilac bruise blooming under his right eye.

Collar of his shirt ripped and knuckles bleeding and a pinch between his brows that tell you he wants to let loose the sob clawing up his throat, but he holds it down. Holds it back until you open the door and let him in.

Until you pull him into you and let him bury his nose in the crook of your neck. Hold him tight in your arms and feel his shoulders start to shake as he finally lets go. Finally lets the tears fall freely. Down his cheeks and over the twin moles dotted there.

Finally decides that he can’t carry it alone anymore and you’re the one safe place. The one he trusts. The one he can confide in. The one who can help him pick up all his tiny little broken pieces and put them back together, but most importantly–

–you’re the one who doesn’t care if he’s broken to begin with and you might not realize how much that means, but it’s everything to him.

crappymixtape™ • steve harrington masterlist // stranger things masterlist ♥️ reblogs and comments keep me going, friends! ily! ♥️

[infiniteetcetera]

ACOTAR COUPLES X TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS

Bc I feel like there is much overlap in these fan bases and bc I can🤧 I tried to include most ships to be inclusive but I fear the ones I don’t like suffered (Nessians beware) ANYWAY:

Feyre X Rhysand

✨High Infidelity

[🎶Do I really have to chart the constellations in his eyes? Do I really have to tell you how he brought me back to life🎶]

✨You Are In Love

[🎶One night he wakes, strange look on his face. Pauses then says, “you’re my best friend,” and you knew what it was, he is in love.”🎶]

✨Invisible String (no one is surprised)

[🎶Time curious time cutting me open then healing me fine. Were there clues I didn’t see? And isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string tying you to me🎶]

✨The Tortured Poets Department (a song about such a pretentious man can’t not be dedicated to Rhys)

[🎶Sometimes I wonder if you’re gonna screw this up with me, but you told Lucy you’d kill yourself if I ever leave, and I had said that to Jack about you so I felt seen. Everyone who knows us knows why it’s meant to be, because we’re crazy🎶]

Feyre X Tamlin

✨Loml (goes both ways tbh)

[🎶Talking rings and talking cradles, I wish I could unrecall how we almost had it all. Dancing phantoms on the terrace are they second hand embarrassed that I can’t get out of bed cause something counterfeits dead🎶]

✨You’re Losing Me

[🎶And I wouldn’t marry me either, a pathological people pleaser who only wanted you to see her, and i’m fading thinking “Do something baby, say something”🎶]

✨Getaway Car

[🎶We were flying but we’d never get far. Don’t pretend it’s such a mystery think about the place where you first met me🎶]

✨Exile

[🎶We always walked a very thin line. You didn’t even hear me out. You never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs)🎶]

Nesta X Cassian

✨So it goes…

[🎶Cut me to pieces, gold cage hostage to my feelings. Back against the wall, tripping when you’re gone. Cause we break down a little but when you get me alone it’s so simple. 🎶]

✨Mr. Perfectly Fine

[🎶Mr. Every single day until the end I will be by your side, but that was when I got to know Mr. change of heart. Mr. leaves me all alone, I fall apart. It takes everything in me just to get up each day but it’s wonderful to see that you’re okay🎶]

✨Say Don’t Go

[🎶Whyd you have to make me want you? Why’d you have to give me nothing back? Why’d you have to make me love you? I said “I love you” you say nothing back 👀👀👀 🎶]

✨So Long, London

[🎶 you say I abandoned the ship, but I was going down with it, my white knuckled dying grip holding tight to your quiet resentment. and my friends said it isn’t right to be scared every day of a love affair. Every breath feels like the rarest air when you’re not sure if he wants to be there🎶]

Elain X Lucien

✨Cowboy Like Me

[🎶Hustling for the good life, never thought I’d meet you here, and it could be love. We could be the way forward and I know I’ll pay for it🎶]

✨The Lakes

[🎶Take me to the lakes where all the poets went to die, I don’t belong and my beloved neither do you. Those Windermere peaks look like the perfect place to cry. I’m setting off but not without my muse, not without you🎶]

✨Afterglow

[🎶I lived like an island, punished you with silence. Went off like sirens just crying. Why’d I have to break what I loved so much? It’s on your face, don’t walk away🎶]

✨ The Very First Night

[🎶I never go alone, and I don’t seem broken hearted, and my friends all say they know everything i’m going through. I drive down different roads, but they all lead back to you🎶]

Elain X Azriel

✨Guilty as Sin? (obviously, you’re not slick Sarah)

[🎶Crashing into him tonight, he’s a paradox. I’m seeing visions, am I bad? or mad? or wise? What if he’s written “mine” on my upper thigh only in my mind. One slip and falling back into the hedge maze. Oh what a way to die🎶]

✨Ivy

[🎶My pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand, taking mine but it’s been promised to another. Oh, I can’t stop you putting roots in my dream land. My house of stone, your ivy grows, now i’m covered in you🎶]

✨Cardigan

[🎶You drew stars around my scars but now i’m bleeding. Cause I knew you, stepping on the last train marked me like a bloodstain. I knew you, tried to change the ending Peter losing Wendy🎶]

✨Wildest Dreams

[🎶I said “no one has to know what we do” his hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room. And his voice is a familiar sound. Nothing lasts forever, but this is getting good now. He’s so tall and handsome as hell. He’s so bad but he does it so well . and when we’ve had our very last kiss, my last request it is…🎶]

Gwyn X Azriel

✨So High School (i FEEL this one)

[🎶 Cheeks pink in the twinkling light, tell me about the first time you saw me. I’ll drink what you think and i’m high from smoking your jokes all damn night. The brink of a wrinkle in time, bittersweet sixteen suddenly🎶]

✨ Delicate

[🎶Sometimes when I look into your eyes, I pretend you’re mine all the damn time. Is it cool that I said all that? Is it chill that you’re in my head? Cause I know that it’s delicate🎶]

✨Sweet Nothing

[🎶They say the end is coming. Everyone is up to something. I found myself running home to your sweet nothing. Outside they’re push and shoving, you’re in the kitchen humming. All that you’ve ever wanted from me was nothing🎶]

✨All of the Girls you’ve Loved Before

[🎶Your mother brought you up loyal and kind. Teenage love taught you there’s good in goodbye. Every woman that you knew brought you here, I want to teach you how forever feels🎶]

Nesta X Eris

✨The 1 (like, please😔)

[🎶If my wishes came true, it would have been you. In my defense I have none for never leaving well enough alone. But it would have been fun if you would have been the one🎶]

✨Peace

[🎶I never had the courage of my convictions as long as danger is near. And it’s just around the corner darling, cause it lives in me. No, I could never give you peace. But i’m a fire, and i’ll keep your brittle heart warm, if your cascade ocean wave blues come🎶]

✨Dancing with Our Hands Tied

[🎶You said there was nothing in the world that could stop us, I had a bad feeling. I knew there was no one in the world who could take it, I had a bad feeling. But we were dancing, dancing with our hands tied. Dancing like it was the first time🎶]

✨Enchanted

[🎶Your eyes whispered have we met. Across the room your silhouette starts to make its way to me. The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy, and it was enchanting to meet you🎶]

Nesta X Azriel (let me have this🙄)

✨Slut!

[🎶Everyone wants him that was my crime, the wrong place at the right time, and I break down and he’s pulling me in. In a world of boys he’s a gentleman🎶]

✨Gorgeous

[🎶You should think about the consequence of your magnetic field being a little too strong. And I got a boyfriend, he’s older than us. He’s in the club doing I don’t know what. You’re so cool, it makes me hate you so much🎶]

✨Seven

[🎶Ive been meaning to tell you, I think your house is haunted. Your dad is always mad and that must be why. I think you should come live with me and we can be pirates, then you won’t have to cry🎶]

✨Begin Again

[🎶You pull my chair out and help me in. You don’t know how nice that is, but I do. And you throw your head back laughing like a little kid. I think it’s strange you think i’m funny cause he never did🎶]

Kallias and Viviane (i love them🤧)

✨Mary’s Song

[🎶I was seven and you were nine. I looked at you like the stars that shines in the sky, the pretty lights. And our daddies used to joke about the two of us, growing up and falling in love. and our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes🎶]

✨Timeless

[🎶And somehow I know that you and I would have found each other, in another life you still would have turned my head. Even if we’d met on a crowded street in 1944 and you were headed off to fight in the war, you still would have been mine we would have been timeless🎶]

✨The Alchemy

[🎶Cheers chanting cause they said there was no chance trying to be the greatest in the league. where’s the trophy? He just comes running over to me🎶]

✨Lover

[🎶Theres a dazzling haze a mysterious way about you dear. Have I know you twenty seconds or twenty years? Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close? Forever and ever🎶]

[theballadoftory]

-Writeblr Introduction-

Welcome to my little corner of the world, I’m happy you’ve made it here 🫧

My name is Tory (she/her), I’m 19 years old and I make many different kinds of art including;

-poems

-songs

-stories

All my art revolves around the central themes of what it’s like to be a (teenage) girl in this world, how I experience life, platonic and romantic relationships and if not that then something utterly and completely outlandish like being a dog or or accidentally killing your lover at a bar

If that’s something you’re interested in then feel free to stick around 🐚

I mainly made this account so I can have a place where I can put all my art without having to make too much of a fuss about it

I currently have two WIP’s both of which don’t necessarily fall into the dark academia genre but do very much feel like they should

1. Stars burn up (working title)

A story about two academic rivals, who are quietly alienated at their elite boarding school, being forced to work on a project together. They find a secret passageway to a treacherous and magical alley along the way that could put both of them in great danger 🪐

2. Whispers of the bastards

A story about a girl being recruited into a group of spies in a city full of thieves and criminals figuring out that the machinations of said town are much more deliberate than she could have ever imagined and having to decide if she wants to profit from it or tear it all down ⚔️

I make it a point to write about flawed and interesting people that are barely anything like your usual fantasy heroes and I write stories that reflect and comment on modern societal issues. At the same time I’m a huge sucker for romance and I don’t think I will ever write anything without it.

I also have an AO3 account called theetherealnemesis where I write fanfiction, if you care to read a sample of my writing. Right now I only have an unfinished fanfic about house of the dragon on there but I do really like what I’ve written so far and plan to continue it.

This really is an account for people who like art, writing specifically, and everyone is welcome here

My other interests include:

-politics

-history

-concerts

-greek mythology

Movies/shows📽️:

Promising young woman, Saltburn, Ballad of Songbirds and snakes, Bottoms, the statistical probability of love at first sight, Howls moving castle, candy jar/ Percy Jackson, The Rookie, Brooklyn 99, Modern family, one piece live action, heart break high, fleabag

Singer/Songwriters🎶:

Taylor Swift, Chappell Roan, Ethel Cain, Sabrina Carpenter, Sufjan Stevens, Mitski, Phoebe Bridgers, Quinnie

Books📚:

Percy Jackson, Six of crows, a good girls guide to murder, Cruel Prince, All the bad apples, Enchanté, Aphrodite made me do it, Legendborn, Dearly, poetry by Sappho and Emily Dickinson

I also have a TikTok account under the same @ as here where I post all kinds of stuff

Hope you have fun here

[blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk]

I would like to make a songfic request with the song "I wouldn't mind-(s)he is we" with Maurice and his S/O plz

BOY this made me feel things XD

🎶 Songfic Meme 🎶

DISCLAIMER: This is a songfic to the song “I Wouldn't Mind” by (S)he is We! I don’t own the song, don’t claim to, and am not profiting off this piece at all.

Merrily we fall out of line, out of line I’d fall anywhere with you, I’m by your side swinging in the rain, humming melodies we’re not going anywhere until we freeze I’m not afraid anymore I’m not afraid

Really, MAURICE isn’t sure how he got so lucky with (Name).

They’re so kind to him, and even his behavior that would drive other people off hasn’t driven them off yet. (He’s waiting. Waiting for it to happen. Because it always does.)

It’s had the strange effect that, rather than them falling at his feet, he’s fallen at theirs. They don’t cling to him; he clings to them, desperately. He would follow them to the ends of the Earth if they asked him to.

It almost fills him with shame, the idea that he’s fallen so deeply in love that he’s become devoted wholly to them. This isn’t like him, is it? If his father could see him, the man would probably think Maurice was pathetic for acting so… soft.

But then (Name) gives him a kiss, and says something nice to him, and runs their hand through his hair, and suddenly what his father would think is the farthest thing from his mind. His reaction doesn’t terrify Maurice like it does when he isn’t with (Name).

When they’re not around, that worry consumes his thoughts as soon as he thinks about them. If they’re present, though, he doesn’t care. It becomes so inconsequential he almost forgets that it’s a concern.

He loves them so much, it drowns everything else.

forever is a long time but I, I wouldn’t mind spending it by your side

“Do you want to get married someday?”

It comes out of his mouth before he can even think about stopping it. This has been something that’s occupying his thoughts lately, so it’s only natural that he might blurt out a question like that eventually.

Apparently, all it takes is (Name)’s fingers sifting through his perfectly spiraled curls as he rests his head in their lap. That is what takes him apart. That’s so sad, isn’t it? It’s such a simple gesture. So full of love from them, no matter how undeserving he is of it.

They smile down at him and just continue playing with his hair. If they’re at all caught off guard, they don’t show it. “… Well, do you?”

carefully we’ll place for our destiny you came and you took this heart and set it free every word you write and sing is so warm to me so warm to me I’m torn, I’m torn to be right where you are I’m not afraid anymore I’m not afraid

The clever response was something he wasn’t expecting, however. Shouldn’t the very fact that he asked in the first place be enough of a clue to them that he does want to get married?

It’s just… that’s always been one of his goals. It’s a typical one for most people, he thinks. Lately, after finding them, something about that particular goal has shifted irreversibly.

No longer is this dream of his to simply get married. Instead, the dream has become that he wants to get married to (Name). If he had to get married to someone else — someone his father chose for him, probably — he doesn’t know if he could bear that.

“I think so,” he mumbles, turning to press his face against their stomach. He hates it when they see him blush, because he thinks he ought to be able to hold himself together better than that. “It sounds kind of nice, doesn’t it? Making a home together… having babies… being together forever.”

They tilt their head. “Together forever? You wouldn’t get bored of me, would you?”

Part of him wonders how they could even possibly think that, but then he remembers that he’s… him. He’s had quite a few lovers, and everyone views him as someone fascinating, worth getting to know, worth being with. Of course they’d be insecure, thinking of the relationship compared to everyone else who wants Maurice’s attention.

He gives a gentle rub to the side of their thigh. “No, not for a minute. I love you very much, my dear. Marriage is ‘till death do us part’, isn’t it? I know that’s a long time, but… you make me feel happier than I’ve felt in a while. I think if I got to be with you every day for the rest of my life, I still don’t think it would be enough. But it would be the best ‘not enough’ of my entire life.”

forever is a long time but I, I wouldn’t mind spending it by your side tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile I wouldn’t mind it at all I wouldn’t mind it at all

When they lean down to give him a kiss, coaxing him out of his little hiding spot, he almost forgets how to breathe.

“I love you too,” they hum. Within seconds, he’s clamored up to sit with them instead of just relaxing, and he feels the need to hold them as close as he can. To their credit, they seem to thoroughly melt into the embrace. “If I make you happy… then that’s all I could ever ask for. You’d be the best ‘not enough’ of my life as well.”

He has to laugh at that, before leaning over to kiss their neck. How far could he go with this…? If he goes too far, could he wake up? There are times when he thinks this is a dream because of how happy he is with (Name).

He stays where he is, pressing his lips to their skin. (And, maybe in a moment, his teeth. For now…) “I want you to be the thing I wake up to in the morning,” he whispers. “Anything or anyone else… it wouldn’t feel right. Even if the day I formally ask you to marry you might be a long way off… would you say yes? When I finally ask you, will you be ready to spend your life with me, and perhaps even longer than that?”

Their eyes roll closed. Their arms are tight, secure, around his waist as if they don’t want to let go of him. Possessive; he likes that side of them. “Of course. I’ll say yes. Take your time in asking me, only when you feel ready, but… but I can’t wait.”

Actually, he can’t either.

He’ll just need to find a ring first.

you so know me pinch me gently I can hardly breathe forever is a long, long time but I, I wouldn’t mind spending it by your side tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile I wouldn’t mind it at all I wouldn’t mind it at all.

[tortoisebore]

love your rambles love <3 what about their favorite movies/shows?

oooooo this is a good one

for movies i think remus would enjoy historical type stuff, so period pieces and war movies and all that. he'd talk about 1917 for weeks after seeing it. he's a wes anderson girlie too & he loved the french dispatch so much he bought a poster online & hung it in the living room. pride & prejudice is just always on in the background & he had to buy another DVD bc he watched the other one so much that it just...,.didn't work anymore. anna karenina with kiera knightly is one of his favorites, and it was the first movie he & sirius watched together (it's now in sirius' top ten movies of all time). he'd also force sirius to watch les mis even though it's like four hours long & by the end they're both crying.

on that note, sirius is a musical-adaptation girlie. he saw the phantom of the opera with gerard butler at a formative age and the rest was history. he dragged james to see la la land in theaters eight times in two weeks. remus makes him watch les mis & he's really put out about it until 'valjean's soliloquy' and then he just cries for the next two hours. but he's also a secret sci-fi and suspense stan, so he'd be a little bit in love with christopher nolan and inception would be one of his favorite movies. he watched interstellar once with regulus and never will again because it sent him on a two day emotional spiral & remus was worried. he's going to be first in line for oppenheimer. he & remus bookclubbed dune before it came out & they saw it three times the first week after the premiere. he's 75% in love with jordan peele & will physically harm anyone that thought nope was his worst movie.

they both love a good comedy and rom com, though, and movie night is usually something like bridget jones or she's the man. they quote mean girls back and forth constantly and remus does a really good impression of jane lynch in 'another cinderella story.' they have a framed picture of jennifer coolidge in the living room and two copies of legally blonde on DVD. sirius also bought it on amazon prime, just in case.

i think they'd do a lot of tv shows together, so their tastes kind of intermingle. remus leans toward quotable comedies like parks & rec and new girl, maybe friends if he's in the right mood. sirius likes the dark and dry comedies, like fleabag and what we do in the shadows. remus would want to watch stuff like the queen's gambit and the great (he enjoys it but cuts in every twenty seconds with 'this isn't actually what happened, you know' and sirius is like 'yes baby i know it's just a show') and sirius would want to try things like pen15

but their mutual favorite show and the place where their tastes intersect perfectly is arrested development. it's stupid and hilarious and quotable & they talk about it constantly. none of their friends except for peter have seen it so when they're out as a group it's just remus and sirius and peter going back and forth about 'beads???' and 'there's always money in the banana stand' and 'family love michael.' it's really annoying to everyone else & they can't even really explain where the quotes come from because it's all one big long running joke in the show that doesn't even make sense anymore.

like, they're out for brunch on saturday and the place has a french toast plate called "mr. frenchy" and remus goes "🎶mr. F🎶" and then sirius almost spits mimosa all over the table & it's coming out of his nose and peter chokes on a piece of cantaloupe and falls out of his chair. and everyone else at the table is like 😧🫢😟😦 'what the hell' and remus is like 'it....would take too long to explain.' and peter is on the ground and sirius is crying when the waiter comes back to take their orders & james just goes 'we're gonna need another minute'

[pommedefemme]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨ - I got sent this so now I send to you !

Oh, hey, thanks! Don't mind if I take this opportunity to a) not follow the prompt and b) be a little unhinged :) I'm gonna go with five categories of Things I Listen To instead of five individual songs:

Lesbian Swagger

Okay, so, Brandi Carlile collaborating with Joni Mitchell (a la Lady Gaga with Tony Bennett). They're all great! But this one. Can we talk about her blazer in this clip? Can we talk about Joni bringing the jazz stylings? Can we talk about Elton's cute little hand gestures on the "yeah, yeah, yeah"s?

I watched this and it immediately reminded me of kd performing with Brenda Lee, Loretta Lynn, and Kitty Wells. There's something to be said about a stylish lesbian having an absolute blast and bopping about the stage with a giddy grin because she's doing what she loves. (And if she makes everyone else on stage look like a goofy mom doing wine night karaoke, I mean, hey!)

Both kd and Brandi have that infuriating ability to out-sing everyone they've ever shared a stage with. CAN YOU TWO PLEASE GET TOGETHER ALREADY?

And Now: The Gents

Billy Brown is Penny Lane's out and proud younger cousin. You're Nearer makes me think that there is a Paul McCartney drag show in my future. You Have Been Loved is an underrated gem. I often wonder who these guys' target demographic is. I asked my early-twenties gay male coworker if he liked any of them; he said he'd never heard of them. Alarming! Generational shift? Maybe. I've met too many young lesbians who don't know kd or Indigo Girls or Melissa Etheridge. Still! No offense, but Sam Smith and girl in red can't hold a candle to Ye Olde Homosexuals Of Yore.

The Source Of My Snobbery

My voice teacher (of two months) wanted me to sing Un Moto Di Gioia as a recital piece (before my performance anxiety and commitment-phobia got the better of me). Several performances I looked to as reference points are still coming up on shuffle a year later. My showerhead's ears are bleeding. While rehearsing (before quitting), I kept thinking of Tom Hulce and tried to make my version uhh joyful? Sprightly? A smidge on the ironic side with exaggerated winks at my non-existent audience? Embarrassing. Glad I chickened out before the public humiliation phase. Je Crois Entendre Encore quiets something in my ribcage and leaves me in a fugue state. Hey, have you heard Bach's Ricercar? I checked out this CD from the public library in elementary school and it's still embedded in my neurons.

The Local Beat

I'm doxxing myself a bit, but here are my musician friends. Amara The Muse, Chris Braegger, Catfish Mustache, Before Giants, and svlph. Support your local musicians today!

Hey, Siri, Play...(The Songs I Put On Repeat Lately)

Love Is The Right Place, As The World Falls Down, Is You Is Or Is You Ain't My Baby, Don't Let The Stars Get In Your Eyes, Close To You, Gentle On My Mind, The Wind, It Doesn't Matter Anymore. I was going to list Newish Songs That Prove I'm Not A Snob Who Only Listens To Old Things, but it was kinda short and disingenuous. I'm old! I try to keep up with the youth, but I keep coming back to the oldies.

[spade-riddles]

Okay Spade….entertain my clownery for a moment. Yesterday an anon on @chickawah23 brought up the lyrics from 🎶So it goes 🎶

“But honestly, baby, who’s counting?/ Who is counting?( One, two, three) … and all the pieces fall right into place”

Because of flag anons latest message which capitalized the word March and the calendar with the post-it note, I assumed we might see some on action on 3/21 instead of what the original anon thought ( 1/23). But after being reminded of Spade anon’s Ideas of March message, which mentions the number ONE and TWO, I’m even more convinced that something is coming in March, particularly 3/21.

Additionally, I’m a huge Kurt Vonnegut fan. The phrase “so it goes” is repeated multiple times through out the book Slaughterhouse five…the book was published March 31, 1969. Which, in my delusion, only further supports the theory that something big might be happening in March.

🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

The New Year midnight is nearly upon us.

As we March into the sunset, 2022 is not the only thing that will expire at midnight.

A fresh page…a new chapter.

Au revoir, à bientôt en tournée.

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♠️ Ides of March, they say beware but prior till the day unveils, one or two may see right through, the nine that sit in its view. - 1/30/2020

[thegreatimpersonator]

ohhh the 8 theory is eighting rn. love this for you

and all the pieces fall right into place 🎶

the eight is eighting so hard! getting caught in in the momeighnt 💄 🥰

[musictooth]

tagged by @kuningatar

🎶✨when you get this you have to put 5 songs you actually listen to, publish, then send this ask/tag 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) 🎶✨

Uh every time I get asked what kind of music I like / listen to I start to sweat ‘cause a) I’m not that into music b) I know nothing about music and c) my (short) playlist is a weird mix of teen nostalgia & vibes:

A Silent Film - This Stage is Your Life

I tend to forget this one for period of time ‘till I remember this exists and start to sing along no matter the time or place. Sorry fellow travellers and bypassers.

But I don't believe you're suffering I came to see the storm that caused the scar  

(If I would have the time and the energy I would make and kp edit out of this. But since I’m unproductive in every aspect of my life I dare someone else to pick up the idea.)

Bunch of BL OP’s & ED’s (เป็นเธอใช่ไหม (Have I Found) Ost.Vice Versa รักสลับโลก - Sea Tawinan / Slot Machine - Free Fall  | Theme from KinnPorsche The Series / Slot Machine - เพียงไว้ใจ (PhiangWaichai) | Theme from KinnPorsche The Series / ふたたび(with 大塚 愛) Music Video｜HIROBA)

As it turns out BL became a one-way escapism route for me. I’ve watched a lot of wacky shows in the past year or two, but some of the OST’s have been surprisingly good. Vice Versa is a good example of a show that is all over the place but damn the OST is good.

JO1 - 君のまま (lyrics here)

This is by far JO1′s best song, period. The lyrics are so good and the overall mood hits so many buttons in me. I’m forever salty that they rarely perform this live.

OWV - My flow【OWV LIVE TOUR 2021 -CHASER-】

Now that I opened the can of worms called PDJ101 I have to add OWV to the list. There is some hits but most of OWV’s songs have been a miss for me. I get the whole underdog concept they’re after but it has gotten repetative and frankly, boring. That being said, My flow has the right kind of middle finger vibes they’re after. This isn’t for everyones taste though, as the song is more of an fan anthem than a list hit.

Take That - When We Were Young

If Kimi no mama hits my sentimental button, Take That smashes my nostalgia button into pieces. I don’t listen the songs on daily basis but when I do, it’s a full-time job for me to course through their discography and sing my voice hoarse.

I’ll tag only two because all my followers left during the titty purge (insert sad face here).

@deathslights @sapphic-eclipse

[mtnkat3]

Wobbly sob.

What if.....

Was I completely wrong?????

1?½?⅓?¼?⅕?

.....

The irony...

I was just getting back from sandwich & truck pickup. Literally. And about to post..

But that's not an ignorable sign..

That is a slap across the face.. & the bow..

So then my question is..

What if.....

Have I been wrong ..... completely.....?

Or was that one piece that wasn't meant to.....

Because there's no mistaking.. take backs.. changes..... of that slap. That was get the f*ck outta my life.

And I can't even scream & wail & let go! All I can do is whimper & let the tears flow...

Since I don't know now...

Please.....

If I have any of the pieces right.....

Please..... guide me... & show me a sign...

Please?????

What if..... I was only one piece wrong.....

What if..... the rest?.... are right?????

What if I don't know why & I tried to let the wrong piece into the wrong place?

What if.....

I don't flipping know!!!!!

OMG my soul feels so battered & tossed about!

How.....

Falling apart on bathroom floor...

God... please?????

Guide me right.

Please.....

Have I been right..... at all?????

I am consumed...🎶

I love my soul's mates.....my Bears . Angels . . . . .

I do not doubt.

I now though doubt.. me.

Did I have anyone right.....

But ya know what if.....

if you . . . . . can... want... to love me.

Even when... I get puzzle pieces wrong.

Or was I put that mischief piece in the wrong part...

I don't know...

Only God & you . . . . .

Hold the answers & the keys.

The flame inside my soul refuses to be snuffed out. So whatever is happening.....

I still believe.

Until God tells me to stop...

Only God can stop me from loving you...🎶

So stick that in your pipe satan & smoke it out your ass.

I'm a girl that loves old fashioned pipe tobacco smoke any day.

I have not, nor will I ever change who I am.

I am The Tijgeress kat Phoenix.

Christian, kinky & a constitutionalist.

A spicy sassy woman made of many cinnamon roll layers.

But ... let them.

So. I shall.

The ones that know me... want me... love me...

I am begging you . . . . .

Please...

Give me signs... pleasee.....

You hold my keys..... & I quite simply cannot take this... again.

I believe that one has thoughts of me... but I know there's puzzle pieces that are missing... I feel it. And having been wrong... it's too much. I need you . . . . . To guide me. Please.....?

Help me.....please?

Curled up in recliner quietly sobbing now.

I don't know what to think say or do now!

I believe.

~True love never dies & true love always waits.~

Lord, Your broken puzzle... hurting, crying, confused, trying to stop my soul from shattering... before dumpty becomes humpty & unfixable, even to You!

Your listening closely carefully quietly daughter.

Your complex quirky warrior queen daughter!

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 😯😥💔☔🌬🌀✝️☸⚓🙇‍♀️🙏🤲🗝🔱⚜💝🧩♠️♾🧭🕯

Th.12.15.2022 3.11pm est.

[evcryopeneye]

🎶 how about yuffie and her dad ??

@sleeplesswork

Sum 41 - Pieces I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it. I don’t believe it makes me real. I thought it’d be easy but no one believes me. I meant all the things I said. If you believe it's my soul, I’d say all the words that I know. Just to see if it would show that I’m trying to let you know. I’m better off on my own. This place is so empty my thoughts are so tempting, I don’t know how it got so bad Sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing can save me but it’s the only thing I have. 

Enter Shikari - Take My Country Back I don’t want to take my country back, I want to take my country forwards. Everyones preaching to the choirs, words billow up and get stuck in church spires. Wisps of fury against one's neighbours reeling around in the echo chambers. Now look what we’ve done to ourselves we’ve really gone and fucked it this time. So get up and feel the rising tide. I’m fed up with all cyanide. Get up and feel the rising tide. 

Billy Talent - Red Flag Cast of the crutch that kills the pain. The red flag waving never meant the same. The kids of tomorrow don’t need today when they live in the sins of yesterday. I;ve never seen us act like this, our only  hope is the minds of kids, that they will show us a thing or two. Our only weapons are the guns of youth, hang on tight before they tighten the noose, then the hunt will be on for you. The red flag waving never meant the same. 

Enter Shikari - Stalemate Previous wars made billionaires out of millionaires, today's wars made trillionaires out of billionaires, tomorrow's wars will fuel generations of hate. I’m losing my grip on reality. I can not simply agree we are civilised, acting like this earth is infinite. It is a checkerboard of lies that will generate stalemates. So yes, I’ve gone to the hills again. Yes I have gone away.

Babymetal - Megitsune Ancient maidens, you sing in transient dreams. Thousands of years later - you live inside us. Ah, that’s right. Women are always actresses. We’re not foxes, not deceiving, but maidens like foxes. Maidans are not to be underestimated. Oh girls are becoming more like the ideal woman. Continuously blazing, we shoot up fireworks, blooming and falling is the fate for a women. Smiling at face, crying at heart. We’re pure hearted like the Megitsune.

[silkchifffon]

And all the pieces fall

Right into place 🎶

[hd-wireless]

📻🎶 H/D Wireless 2021 - Weekly Wrap-up #2

The second week of posting has come to an end! What even is time? Nothing to be worried about once you start catching up with our timeless classics from this week! Watch our two favourite human catastrophes fall in love, get back together, dress up with Teddy, work together, get over their past and so much more in 14 different ways, all created by our amazing participants. As always you can listen to the prompted songs for the works we post on two playlists:

Click here for Spotify (many thanks to @evaeleanor for helping us out there)

And here for YouTube

Now please enjoy our 2 artpieces, 11 fics and the collab we posted this week:

🎶 H/D Wireless Art 🎶

📻 Don't care what they say (I would be stupid to be not on it)

🎵 Summary: Harry finally has a chance with Draco and he's not gonna let it go.

📻 Start Over Again

🎵 Summary: Do you feel like a chainstore? Or in which one is Graham Coxon and one is Damon Albarn.

🎶 H/D Wireless Fic 🎶

📻 Alone Together

🎵 Summary: He felt like a spectre, roaming the treeless grounds, the deserted streets of Hogsmeade. It was only the train station—of course it was, Harry thinks—that harboured another sleepless soul that night. They were found as though they had been looking for one another; freezing to the ground at the sight of an unmistakable silhouette in the distance, before wordlessly meeting on the platform. They stood there, side by side, faces to the sky.

📻 Nothing Left to Burn

🎵 Summary: Over ten years after their fling crashed and burned, Harry runs into Draco and finds embers still burning bright. Sometimes your ex-lover is (metaphorically) dead. And sometimes it's summertime in Montreal and the past won't let go.

📻 The Isle of Discussion

🎵 Summary: Harry and Draco arrive at the shores of Loch Leven to record the magical history of the land. They’re friends now, but up there in the Highlands, amidst the trees and sky and that wild expanse of water their own past is more present than ever; a gap they still can’t bridge. Magic illuminates the truth, but it is Harry and Draco who have to speak it. Happily, it turns out that honesty is, in fact, the best policy.

📻 (You Should Have Been My) High School Lover

🎵 Summary: After years of carefully avoiding running into Harry Potter, Pansy tricks Draco into attending a party at Grimmauld Place. How is he supposed to deal with a very attractive Potter trying to talk to him?

📻 Both Hands

🎵 Summary: It’s been over a decade since Draco packed up his belongings and left, and Harry’s doing just fine. Really, he is. So when he spots the For Sale sign outside their old flat, he doesn’t think twice about arranging a viewing. Curiosity is only natural, right? And what harm can come from a quick trip down memory lane?

📻 His favourite piece of art

🎵 Summary: Six years after Malfoy had left, Harry suddenly spotted him on the dancefloor of a Muggle club in London. He couldn't let this opportunity slip…

📻 I'll Try to Keep the Walls From Falling Down

🎵 Summary: It’s OK. Love is only meant for some; Harry knows that. Besides, he wouldn’t want to risk this new, amazing friendship he has going on with Draco for anything in the world. Keeping his walls from falling down is the least he can do.

📻 Learn to Fly

🎵 Summary: Harry’s suffocating under all the expectations of the wizarding world, but he’s fascinated at Malfoy’s sudden ability to flaunt his true self to whoever cares to watch. And Harry? He might like to do something more than watch if he can ever get up the nerve.

📻 Restless Dreamer (Stay With Me)

🎵 Summary: At first, Draco thinks the common room is empty, but then he sees Potter sitting on the floor, back to the wall on the far side of the fireplace. His head is thrown back, exposing the brown column of his throat. The curl of his hair looks soft in the firelight. Potter’s glasses are off and there are tracks where tears have wet his cheeks. He looks naked in a way that stabs at Draco, right between the ribs where everything is already bruised.

📻 Letters From Home

🎵 Summary: Writing to each other is all that's getting them through this war.

📻 so lie to me tonight

🎵 Summary: Ginny thought it would be different, after.

🎶 H/D Wireless Art and Fic 🎶

📻 Oh, Sinnerman

🎵 Summary: “I’m serious, Potter,” Malfoy said quietly. “That was some real bad luck you had, being there last night. They will come after you, and they will kill you—after torturing you for information on my whereabouts.” He pocketed Harry’s wand, but held on to his knife, twirling it between his fingers. Harry was distracted by its movement, the reflections of the bright, dawning sun on polished silver. “I’m not happy about it, either, but you’re stuck with me for the foreseeable future.” He watched Malfoy’s face for a long time, in a staring contest he wasn’t sure he’d signed up for. Stuck with Malfoy, for the foreseeable future, on the run from a massive crime syndicate that had infiltrated the Ministry and was out for their blood. It was all very familiar, except for the Malfoy part.