first time kissing with the silliesā¦ ada!dazai is defo more experienced and pleasant, but kissing pmzai would be so awkward, giggly and full of teeth
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15!Dazai would be so inexperienced and childish fhuisehfu hold on lemme do smth .
āHaah!~ā Dazai leaned back as he let out a huge breath of air, face bright red with a big grin on his face. His reaction made you flustered, not expecting such a dramatic response to a little kiss (even from Dazai).
It had been very heat of the moment: a sudden and quick press of your lips on his (could it even be described as a kiss?) to celebrate the two of you becoming official partners - dating. Two seasoned mafiosos were acting like giddy children just from holding hands for the first time and telling each other how they felt.
And now, Dazai had his face buried in his hands, working hard to try and steady his heart rate. āYouā th-thatā ā It was rare to see Dazai so speechless, causing your own face to heat up as you stepped back.
āSorry sorry sorry!ā It was reflexive the way you apologized, one hand over your mouth and the other gripping your shirt just above your heart.
āDonāt you dare apologize!ā He finally looked back up at you from his hands, huge grin still plastered on his lips as he grabbed you by your hands. āD-do it again!ā
LET 15!DAZAI BE A KID š£ļøš£ļøš£ļø heād be so silly and EXPECTANT that greedy jerk.. The second you give him one (1) small kiss, heās all over you begging for more. But god forbid you ask for a kiss, then heās teasing you about how you want him so badly and youāre sooo pathetic and whipped for himā heās the worst!!!! And he will not work on it!
PM!Dazai would be, like anon said, still a little awkward, but definitely more put together. Heād be anxious to initiate, looking anywhere other than you as he tried to figure out the best way to go about it. Probably some experience with kissing would be under his belt by this point, so it wouldnāt be just a peck on the lips: Heād be a bit more committed, but still pull away after only a few moments just to see how youād react.
When you showed signs of reciprocation and wanting more, Dazai would just pull you back in once again, smiling and giggling as he refused to let your lips leave his this time. His eyes would be screwed shut so tightly, hands resting awkwardly on your biceps and squeezing gentlyā¦ He just doesnāt want to let go!!! Once you basically pry him off with a crowbar, heās flushed and heady, turning away from you and letting out a groan. Heās embarrassed a little bit by his actions, but turns back around once again so he can tease you (common across all Dazais). Itās his way of trying to get you to say you enjoyed it :( so tell him he is a very good kisser and you like him very much so he can grin proudly and tell everyone that his partner says heās an amazing kisser!!! (Even if you technically didn't!!)
ADA!Dazai would be smug but needy, pulling you in for kiss after kiss. Youād part away after the first one, ready to hear some teasing remark or cocky retort, only to find his lips back on yours once again. One hand would move to hold your waist gently, the second holding you in place cupping your cheek as heād press more and more upon your lips. The soft feeling of your lips on his causes his whole body to tingle, barely aware of how many times heās pulled you back in as you let out a small chuckle. He does not care, just repeating the process over and over and overā
āDazai!ā Youād yelp, lightly chastising him. It's punctuated with a giddy giggle that Dazai loves the sound of.
Heād gaze at you adoringly, eyes half lidded and smiling with his cheeks pink. With a teasing tone, he'd reply, āYou sayin' you want me to stop?ā
And heād be kissing you again before you could reply. All Dazais are the type to chase your lips after a kiss, but ADA!Dazai in particular is terrible about it. There is never just one kiss with him, even if he promises thatās all in between whines! Do not give in!!!!! Youāll be stuck all day :(
āThere are worse places to be trapped, right?ā
Beast!Dazaiā¦ ougghhh. His first kiss with you would be so somber, like he knows what heās condemning you to by allowing the both of you to remain in close proximity. Itās slow and almost cold, the way he gently presses his hands into your sides and lets out a heavy breath against your lips, eyes shut tiredly. Itās solemn, but also peaceful - the only time Dazai can just sit with everything he has to do. Heād pull away slowly, a sad smile on his face as he sees your flustered look and wide eyesā¦
Your last kiss with him is almost worse. Itās needy: hands moving everywhere they can and eyes shut so tightly as he prays to be anywhere else, be anyone else while pouring every emotion that fills him to the brim right onto your lips. Heād mutter an apology right before and so many words of gratitude right after. You cup his face gently, asking him what was wrong, but Dazai would just pull away, leaving you all alone.
someone ask me to do this again bc i've already written more ideas
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seriously!!! like its cold as hell and snowing where i live rn and bundled the fuck up when i left for my opening shift at work this morning, like hoodie, jacket, lined leggings, wool socks, hat, scarf and all and these boys are just out here in a jacket and boots like babies.... ur gonna get sick!!!! and im not gonna feel bad!!! (i am and i will take care of them even still)
but no omg they ABSOLUTELY WOULD stick their cold fingers on necks or nuzzle against a warm cheek when their noses are cold
i know for a Fact that drakens hands are always warm but his NOSE. cold. all the time. mitsuya has chronically cold hands though and so does chifuyu
-š¦anon
Draken, Smiley, Baji, and Hakkai are tomanās radiators for sure
Mikey is justā¦ice cold. All the time in winter. He is NOT built for winter weather. Cheeks, arms, nose, fingers, EVERY PART OF HIM IS FREEZING. And he def can and will put them on his s/oā¦.or Draken. Or literally any other warm Toman member and giggle about it
Chifuyu and Mitsuya will just bury their whole face in your neck if they can. Theyāre so cute about it šš if you have one of those cute little hand warming devices, they probably ask to share with you
Hakkai is warm and radiates heat, but he shivers like crazy š he does not want to be out there in the cold
I donāt think Kazutora is a winter thriver either. However, he does like cuddling up inside with all the sweet treats and things
I feel like after Toman members know you can cook/ bake/ take care of them, they just show up at your door like lost cats like ????
Thereās something abt your presence thatās so comforting and youāre like āā¦.you couldnāt have just bought tea from the store and kept it at your house?ā And theyāll tell you that your tea / hot chocolate is just better (itās the same brand)
Sometimes they show up alone and sometimes theyāre in a group. And since itās your house theyāre totally ok with just?? Sitting on your porch and eating/drinking whatever you give them just bc it came from you
And if itās your bf, he will 10000% go to your house just to sleep in your room. Like hello??? (Nap dates are so cute though)
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charles x bsf!reader is my roamn empire thatās like HIS TROPE
-š¦
i agree SO MUCH you have no idea!!! that was literally the concept of my very first ever fic i posted on here!
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I think you should answer the question :D
āš¦(Winnie!!)
NOT YOU TOO WINNIE, YOU CANāT JUST THROW THIS QUESTION AT ME (<- in denial)
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Babes, what if I start reading twlg again - dearest deer š¦
hi baby! thats so fucking sweet of you if you do... but you honestly don't have to!! the new part should be out soon, i got one more big scene to write <3
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Hi! Iām š¦anon. I donāt know if you still remember me.š Iāve been away from tumblr for a long time, but I somehow found my way back here this year.āŗļø
I just want to tell you that the words that you gave me did wonders. Iāve been working on healing myself and making peace with my past. While I was thinking things over, your words popped into my mind and urged me to view myself in another aspect. Iām still on my way learning and growing, but I think I could proudly say that Iāve come quite far from then, and youāre part of my growth. I want to thank you for giving those wise words, Iāve truly understood and accepted them now!
omg hi š¦anon of course I remember!! I hope I didn't leave you hanging with this ask for awhile, I've also been in and out of the internet in general lately!!! But I'm so happy to hear that. I always hope people can find a healing and self-compassionate takeaway with the silly things I say here, but hearing that you've been able to do exactly that really made my day :') and a lot of credit to you, too! healing is so hard and growing takes so much accountability and reflection. As much as I may have helped, you did all of that work so you should be proud of yourself <3
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fashion for : a grapevine epimenis moth in a masc style with dark academia aesthetics and de-saturated colors
requested by š¦anon
gloves | belt | ring | shoes
jacket | scarf | pants | shirt
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I have suuuch a stupid lil crush on you
- š¦
this is cute and i giggled reading this š¤š©·
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imagine mistaking beastzai as your usual dazai (you thought he wanted to be emo for a day) and like did usual silly cute things with him then dazai came home and heās like HUH WHO IS THIS GUY R U CHEATING ON ME :(( but in the end you haveā¦ double boyfriends but oneās moody and oneās fucking annoying
anons that think alike omg telepathy ā¦ use ur powers for good!!! two asks in one btw i feel so productive
alsooo beast!dazai would be giddy like a child to be in the main tl w his loveā¦ heād be twirling you around and enjoying what couldāve been before he has to go back!!! all dazais are cringy and in love w u it's true they told me themselves !!!!
āWhatās with the outfit?ā You spoke bluntly, clearly a little put off by the reappearance of the black coat and red scarf. āDude, you look like Mori.ā Harsh, sure, but your boyfriend worked so hard to walk alongside you in the light, so the last thing you wanted was to see what wouldāve been, if not for āĀ
Dazai smiled, seemingly amused. āAh, love, itās merely a costume. Thought youād get a kick out of it,ā he replies easily, pulling off the long red scarf: a staple of the Port Mafiaās boss.
His words help to relax you, letting out a small sigh as you push the coat off of his shoulders. āLet me grab you your coat, I know itās around here somewhereā¦ā You flittered about your shared apartment, pulling a backup brown coat from its spot buried underneath your closet. āThis better suits you,ā you speak under your breath as Dazai pulls it on. The fit seems a littleā¦ different. Is it somehow looser than normal? You frown.
āThank you, love,ā he repeated the same pet name. It felt as though he missed saying it, which doesnāt quite make sense.
You choose not to dwell on it ā maybe seeing him in black again just rewired your brain for a moment. Heās alive and well in front of you and nothing else matters. A nod is all the reply Dazai gets before you slip on your shoes.
āI thought you might have headed to work early when I didnāt see you in bed this morning, but I guess thatās my fault for assuming the impossible,ā you decide to tease.
Dazai easily slips behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist and resting his chin against your shoulder. āMmā¦ I love you, you know that? Letās skip work today. We can spend time together, ākay?ā
Heād always been unpredictable and spontaneous, so you merely laughed in response. āI donāt have work today, remember? But you still do.ā
Shaking his head, he pouts ā thereās the Dazai you love. āNope!~ I refuse to go into work today. Iām spending my whole day with my love!ā He practically jumps for joy, hands moving to gently hold your waist. āLetās bake cookies.ā
There isnāt much you can do, watching with an amused grin as Dazai unties your shoes before dragging you to the kitchen.
āIt does not take two hours to make cookie doughā¦ā you sigh, trying to jostle the white flour from your hair. āWe baked cookies together, like, two weeks ago! How could we already have forgotten everythingā¦ā
Dazai grins, planting kiss after kiss on your cheeks, melted butter staining your skin from when he accidentally tried to drink from the cup youād used to soften it. āHard to remember much when Iām with you.ā
āIs that supposed to be a compliment?ā You chuckled, grabbing a towel from the counter to wipe both your face and his lips.
āYep!~ Itās like.. my love is so pretty I canāt think when Iām around them! Oh, I could just die inā¦ No! I donāt even want to die! I could live in your arms, grow old together and watch you get all frail and saggy,ā Dazai speaks dreamily, swooning over the idea of growing old with you. How sweet.
You push him away gently and begin balling up the chocolate chip cookie dough, pressing it onto the silver pan you made Dazai buy when you first started staying over. āSaggy? No, Iāll be young and beautiful forever,ā you joke, but Dazai only nods in response.
āItās true! No one holds a candle to my love. Why, I wish I could spend every day just staring at you.ā Dazaiās voice always sounded teasing when he was with you, but even as you put the last of the cookie dough onto the tray (only had enough to fill one, since Dazai kept spilling, throwing or eating the ingredients..) you could feel the genuineness in his words.
Oven preheated, you slid the sheet in to bake (making sure to start the timer) before turning to Dazai. Before you could get a word in, the front door to your shared apartment creaked open. Heart dropping to your stomach, you grabbed the closest thing to you: a whisk your boyfriend had licked clean. Said boyfriend only seemed to sigh, falling into a more somber mood, head hanging before he sent you a sad smile.
āI think the jig is up, loveā¦ā
Your name is called from the front door, the voiceā¦ suspiciously familiar. āAre you in there? You werenāt answering your phone and I got worried...ā Dazai stepped into your apartment, hanging his keys by the door before turning around (an addition you made, since he tended to forget his and jumpscare you by picking the lock every few days).
The three of you stood still, no words spoken and the only sound being that of your metal whisk dropping to the floor. Spinning from one Dazai to the next, you wiped a splotch of flour from your shirt collar. You felt guilty for some reason, like you were at fault for not recognizing an imposter Dazai, and wanted to make yourself look more presentable.
āAwww, love!ā The Dazai at the door pouts, throwing his coat on the floor as he quickly heads over to you. āAre you cheating on me?ā He continues, slouching over you to impose as much of his weight as he can. You struggle for a moment, his bone crushing hug enveloping more than you expected.
Guilt still apparent as your tummy twisted, you shook your head. āI didnātā ā
The other Dazai, the one wearing a black tie and covered in various cookie ingredients pouted as well. āMaybe sheās cheating on me! I mean, I canāt believe my love moved in with another manā¦ā
God, this was too confusing. You gently pushed Dazai A off of you, stepping back from the two. āI donātā ā
āI canāt believe thisā¦ I head to work early one time and now youāre making cookies for someone else!ā Dazai A whined, face smooshed against the oven doorās glass in longing. āIāll never be on time again! In fact, I think Iāll always have to be late.ā
Dazai B pulled Dazai A back towards him by his collar, whispering obnoxiously, āIāll share the cookies if you share the beautiful partner.ā
Dazai A nods in approval, eyes closed and arms crossed like it was the easiest decision to make in the world. āI want half the sheet. And, I want a kissā¦ā He pouts towards you. Ugh, how annoying.
You deadpan towards the two, no longer feeling guilty. These two were just as much Dazai as they could get. Arms spread, you let Dazai A pull you into a hug so you can give him a proper welcome home kiss. āBoth of you are obnoxious. Is that all Iām worth? Half a sheet of cookies?ā
āHalf a sheet of your cookies,ā Dazai B grins. āThatās not something either of us would give up lightly.ā The other Dazai nods in agreement.
Both of your stupid, annoying, clingy boyfriends tug on your sleeves, forcing you over to the couch so they can both receive your affections while the cookies bake.
the timer goes off after a while but they both whine about not wanting to let u get up. once you threaten letting the cookies burn they're quick to let go. i hate them both.
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YESSSS!!!! also like so much of official promo art has him in pink, like u KNOW hes so comfortable in his masculinity that he does Not Care At All about things like that or holding your purse or shopping bags or things like that
-š¦anon
Can we talk abt Draken being perceptive of his girl
He's proud to see you out doing things for yourself and making big moves, and he knows you can handle a little stress, but when he sees you overworking yourself, he's quick to not let it get to the point where you start sacrificing your health
He will 100% plan a day to just do something you want. If its staying inside to do face masks? you got it. Going out shopping? He'll carry the bags AND drop a pretty penny on some things you'd like. Literally anything.
OMGGG AND ENDING THE DAY WITH A NICE HOMECOOKED MEAL BY HIM...DAWG
U cannot tell me Draken wouldn't be elite in the kitchen.
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Heyhey just wanted to tell you that you are my favorite author š„¹šš»
You inspired me to start putting my works on here!
Hope you have a lovely Christmasš¤
-š¦
WAIT THATāS SWEET š„¹
i hope i could read your works anon and i hope YOU have a lovely and merry Christmas
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"we saw you across the bar and really like your vibe"
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Idk if this has been sent before but this vid is TWLG irl like I can't ignore the resemblance sksksksk https://youtube.com/shorts/6uDH2VF3occ?feature=share
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mark - "a famous rapper who likes to be filmed" ...... in what way? :>
but no seriously this gives twlg vibes and i'm here for it!
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hey! very sorry about the previous request, i completely understand your refusal. could you do a fashion kit (same specifications as before) for my other kintype, a grapevine epimenis moth? tyvm! - š¦
hope you like it! thank you for being understanding! :)
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