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juiche · 4 months
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I would like to apologise, I was doing a perfectly normal drawing but then I thought wait, he’d definitely lick that 😂
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swissboyhisch · 1 year
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MASTERLIST
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JAMIE DRYSDALE
Last Call Inspired by "Last Call" by Will Linley.
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NIKITA ZADOROV
My Jersey After a little rain comes sun... And thunder. Thunder in the form of a six-foot five Russian defenseman.
That Scar Hurt By The Way In a world where everyone has a soulmate link, you happened to luck out with a pain link.
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NATHAN MACKINNON
Lost In Japan Inspired by "Lost In Japan" by Shawn Mendes.
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TYLER SEGUIN
Picasso The perfect family... Mum. Dad. And three dogs. With a touch of fluff and uninformed comment.
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DYLAN LARKIN
You know I love you right? After bad game, what more could you ask for? Maybe just chinese, Netflix and some good old cuddling.
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CONNOR MCDAVID
I’m Your Favourite, Eh? An All-Star Competition and a married couple with a kiddo. What more could you ask for?
I Brought Too Many Sorry Female issues are always a fun time of month. Even worse... running out of pads in a time of need. Luckily someone comes to the rescue, a little too well.
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MATTHEW TKACHUK
Surprise Cheerleader Surprises from one party to another during a big Volleyball game.
All-Star Love The NHL All Star weekend is always fun. But bring in a romance… Then that's when it becomes interesting.
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GUSTAV NYQUIST
Hey There Delilah Inspired by "Hey There Delilah" by Plain White T's.
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NICO HISCHIER
Thanks For The 20 Kiddos Hosting hockey players was normal. Guys that would become brothers. Until him.
Cupid Cousin First game against his old team for your cousin and he wants you there. Luckily some of his ex-teammates are cute.
The Aussie BBQ Experience You finally got to take Nico home to Australia. He got the true experience of an Aussie BBQ.
The Aussie Easter Experience Nico gets to experience an Aussie Easter after being not making the playoffs.
The Aussie Snack Experience As a marketing idea, you get to feature in a video with Nico trying snacks from your home country.
The Aussie Chrissie Experience Since Nico is injured just before Christmas, you head back to Australia for Nico to experience an Aussie Chrissie.
Sorry But I Really Like Her You head to Newark to see your parents new place after avoiding it like the plague. Maybe this time, something with make you want to come back.
We're Not Naked You just wanted some time alone with your partner. Sadly, your brothers are clingy.
Hughes Siblings Acquired (Part 1) Somehow, the New Jersey Devils acquire a player who will fit in well on the team.
Welcome to New Jersey (Part 2) Quinn arrives to New Jersey and has his first training with his brothers and new team.
The Sugar Fix After opening your cafe and bar, a familiar hockey player comes in opening day. Seems like he remembers you too.
JACK HUGHES
Prom Queen Inspired by "Prom Queen" by Molly Kate Kestner.
LUKE HUGHES
Don't Want to Lose You (Part 1) You notice something is wrong with your body. A wrong diagnosis then something you never wanna hear.
Will You Be There When I Wake Up? (Part 2) Two weeks pass and it's time for surgery.
I'd Marry You Tomorrow (Part 3) As a precautionary measure, you follow through with the doctor suggestion to collect eggs. It wasn't as an easy process as you thought.
MACKENZIE BLACKWOOD
Home Inspired by "Home" by Phillip Phillips.
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MAT BARZAL
Opening Night For once Mat is your pretty accessory for your big night. Instead of the other way round.
Drunken Mistakes (Part 1) After receiving some bad news, you just wanted to not be alone. After a couple drinks, what most likely is a bad decision, starts to sound too good to miss.
New York Luck (Part 2) After a lovely holiday, your partner breaks up with you and so you turn to your only friend in the city.
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CARTER HART
Something In The Orange Inspired by the song "Something In The Orange" by Zach Bryan. Little Miss Klutz Despite you hating your pain link to your soulmate, he had a tendency to look on the brighter side.
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BRAYDEN POINT
You’re Not Useless Broken bones and being bed bound can affect you more than physically. Fighting words are thrown between the pair.
STEVEN STAMKOS
WAG Meetings After it's confirmed that the boys will go to playoffs for another season, the WAGs have a meeting to discuss the most exciting part. WAG Jackets.
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AUSTON MATTHEWS
My Family A pair of friends reunite with a surprise in store for one of them. Oops, it's a baby.
Bad Day = Cuddles After the worst day you have had in a long time, your boyfriend at home was ready to take care of you.
You're My Favouite A visit to your family goes wrong when Auston meets your Aunt.
MATTHEW KNIES
Halloween Surprise The team's Halloween party seemed like the perfect time to reveal to everyone who you were dating.
MITCH MARNER
God, You’re Amazing A championship game ends up being the best day for multiple people's lives.
Stop Flirting With Marner! A few Leafs spy a figure skater practicing on the ice of the All-Star Arena. After persistent bugging from his friends, one finds himself embarrassing himself to try score a date.
WILLIAM NYLANDER
Flirt With Her Tomorrow A day spent at a stable as a team bonding exercise turns out to be a great place to meet people for some.
Never Letting You Go Again Bumping into exes are always fun. But with a little meddling from a sweet cafe owner who's missed her favourite regulars, some truths are revealed.
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ANTHONY BEAUVILLIER
Baking Antics A rainy day means baking and dancing in the kitchen.
Kick Ass Your first time back in a competition and your luck charm definitely helped.
QUINN HUGHES
Support My Girl The final dance concert comes around and you're lucky to have such a supportive family.
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SOCIAL MEDIA FIC MASTERLIST
ALL WRITING AND GRAPHICS USED ON THIS POST IS MINE. I CREATED THE VISUALS FOR THIS ON CANVA.
UPDATED: 9/11/23
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parmawiolets · 8 months
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Fruit Salad
Eddie Munson x fem!reader
Summary: Eddie Munson's ex-not-quite-girlfriend Hannah Newby is pregnant. But it's not his. And she won't say whose it is. Very slow burn. Exes to friends to (eventual) lovers.
A/N: This is my first ever fic! Thank you so so so much to @shybunnie20 for being absolutely wonderful and helping me so much. Definitely go check out her work, she's amazing.
Contents: No upside down. Pregnancy. Reader is called Hannah because I didn't want to use Y/N but no physical description of reader (so maybe an OC? I don't know). Bob is her dad, because I love him. The Byers are still in Hawkins because I love them too.
Word count: 6.3K
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Chapter 1: Apple
Eddie finds out Hannah is pregnant and decides he wants to help.
September 1st, 1985 - 15 weeks pregnant
"She's WHAT!?"
Eddie smacks the cafeteria table as his front chair legs hit the floor from where he's been rocking back on it, not paying any attention to his friends until he heard that.
"Pregnant," Gareth repeats. "Hannah Newby's pregnant."
"Hey, didn't you two-" Jeff is cut off by the screech of chair legs across the floor as Eddie scrambles away and out the door.
The boys left behind look at each other; wide eyed and grimacing.
Five minutes later, Eddie is sweet talking Mrs Jennings in the school office. He can be really charming if he wants to be. Sometimes.
His uncle Wayne has always told him that office administrators are the ones with the real power. They can be your best friend, or they can make your life incredibly difficult. Keep them on side.
It's the first day of the new school year - Eddie's third attempt at graduating. Eddie still knew Hannah's schedule from last year, but that didn't help him now. He didn’t even know where her locker would be.
"Now, you let me know if you want me to take another look at your car sometime. Can't have my favourite person at this school breaking down on the way here! This place would fall apart without you." Eddie leans on the desk with a winning, dimple-filled smile.
"Oh, you are still such a nice boy, Eddie Munson." Mrs Jennings reaches out and pinches his cheek.
"Psh," Eddie waves her off bashfully. "Only to you, Mrs Jennings."
She tuts playfully at him and slides some papers across the desk. "Here you go, but remember, don't go telling anyone where you got that."
Eddie grabs it and clutches it to his chest. "Our little secret." He whispers and gives her a wink before he saunters away.
As soon as he’s out of sight, Eddie frantically scans the paper, and rushes off down the hallway. He rounds a corner and bounces off Connor Cunningham amongst a gaggle of jocks, all dressed in their green-sleeved jackets.
“Woah there.” Connor catches Eddie before he topples backwards. He is by far the nicest of the basketball team; meaning he doesn’t contribute to any of the bullying, just watches it happen.
Jason steps up and grips Eddie by the collar, shoving him away. “Watch it, freak!”
Eddie stumbles around them and carries on running down the corridor.
"No way! I didn't think it was really true!"
"She doesn't look pregnant. Are you sure she didn't just put on weight?"
"Does anyone know whose it is yet?"
Jules stands like a guard dog next to Hannah digging through her locker. She glares at everyone walking past who is whispering and gawking. Jules isn’t naturally intimidating, but maybe it’s someone usually so relaxed seeming so hostile that sends people scurrying along. 
She takes a moment to survey her best friend. Jules wants to know how Hannah is feeling, but knows her well enough to know she won’t say if asked. Ten years of friendship means that Jules is generally pretty attuned to Hannah’s emotions even when she tries to mask them. But right now, she’s shoved them so far down, Jules can’t tell what’s going on in her head.
Just as Jules is about to ask, she sees Eddie Munson hurrying towards them over Hannah’s shoulder. She coughs, “Incoming.” Nodding towards him. “You gonna be ok?”
Hannah nods and flashes her a tight smile. 
Jules hesitates; she wants to comfort Hannah in some way, but knows that anything she tries right now will just overwhelm her. Instead, she attempts a smile in return and walks away in the opposite direction to Eddie. 
Hannah takes a steadying breath and closes her locker door just as Eddie comes up beside her, shoulders tense and eyes wide with panic.
"It's not yours, Eddie." She glances up at him. "You can unclench."
"Oh," he sags and leans back against the wall of lockers, then perks straight back up again. "Are you sure? How far along are you?"
"Nearly 4 months. Fifteen weeks. Doctor says it's the size of an apple.” Hannah shakes her head. “I was already pregnant when we started hooking up." She ducks her head and focuses on her fingers fidgeting with a battered book spine. "I didn't know. I'm sorry." 
Still refusing to look at him, Hannah walks around Eddie. He stares at the spot she was standing for a moment before moving in front of her again.
"Wait, is this why you dumped me?"
Hannah stares at him incredulously; "I didn't- We weren't-" She sighs. "Yes, Eddie. This is why I stopped hanging out with you."
Eddie looks at her, studying her face for a moment. Her figure and her face are maybe a little fuller, the only visual indication he can see of her pregnancy. He thinks she looks as beautiful as ever, but stressed and tired. The usual crinkle between her brows seems almost fixed in place.
"You've got history now, right?" Eddie swoops in and snatches the books from her arms, grinning at her. "Come on." He cocks his head down the hall and starts walking backwards away from her.
"Wha- what are you- Eddie, give me those!"
"Nuh-uh! You can't be carrying things when you're pregnant!" 
"HEAVY things Eddie! I'm sure I'm fine carrying two books!" 
"Best not to risk it. Come on!"
"How long do you think until she doesn’t even fit in the seat?"
"It's Munson's, right? It's got to be. They were all over each other at the end of last year."
"My mom warned me not to be friends with her."
Hannah sits through her history class staring straight ahead, determinedly ignoring her classmates and counting down the minutes to the end. The only saving grace is Mr Wilson. He has always been Hannah’s favourite teacher: stern, but kind, with a wicked sense of humour he'll share with you if he likes you. Mr Wilson seems to realise that Hannah isn’t entirely present, but thankfully decides to leave her be for now.
The lesson finally comes to a close, and the students start gathering their belongings and making their way to the door. Hannah takes her time as she has no desire to be engaged in conversation by any of her fellow classmates. And it’s not like she can outrun them.
“Miss Newby?” Mr Wilson peers over his glasses. “Can I keep you for a moment?”
Mr Wilson is a lanky man in his late 40s and has been teaching his whole adult life. He has seen everything. Not surprised anymore by anything students do. Just sometimes which student did it.
“So,” Mr Wilson starts once they are alone. “Are you ok?”
Hannah’s head shoots up from where she had been eyeballing the floor. “What?”
“I’m guessing this wasn’t what you had planned for your senior year and I know this can’t be easy. People can be shit.” Hannah’s eyebrows raise at her teacher’s profanity. “I just want you to know that you can come to me if you need anything. I mean it. Academic or otherwise. I will help you.”
Hannah blinks. "Thank you." 
"Go on." He nods towards the door with a friendly smile. "Get."
As Hannah leaves the classroom frowning at the floor, she sees a pair of familiar Reeboks approach. Her gaze follows as her books are lifted from her arms again and she's met with the dimples of a smiling Eddie Munson.
"Hi there sweetheart. How was history?"
"Are you seriously not going to let me carry any books the whole time I'm pregnant?" Hannah's frown deepens. Eddie's smile only grows.
"Nope." Popping the p. "Art next, yeah?" 
Hannah squints at him, but follows down the hallway with a huff. "What, have you been buttering up Mrs Jennings again?"
"Sorry, can't reveal my sources."
"Well that means yes."
"I am sworn to secrecy! You will never get it out of me!" 
Eddie looks over at Hannah with a dazzling grin. She's still frowning, but there's a little sparkle in her eyes. Eddie thinks he would do just about anything to see that sparkle. 
That's how it goes for the rest of the day. Hannah stoically ignores her fellow students during class, then Eddie meets her outside her classroom and carries her few books as he escorts her to the next one. 
When Hannah exits her penultimate lesson of the day and she is greeted yet again by Eddie Munson's doe eyes, she finally asks what's been bugging her all day: "How are you even doing this? How do you get to my classrooms so quickly from yours?"
Eddie leans in conspiratorially. "That's for me to know, and you to figure out, sweetheart."
She narrows her eyes and points a finger in his face, making him recoil slightly; bemused. "Give me time."
Eddie lets out a booming laugh at that, and follows Hannah to her locker.
Eddie leans against the locker next to Hannah's. "How do you know it's an apple?"
"Hm?” Hannah is struggling with a giant sketchbook.
"This morning you said the baby is the size of an apple. How do you know?" Eddie guides Hannah out of the way and pulls the sketchbook free.
"The doctor gave me this chart that tells you the size of the baby each week and it has comparative fruits on it. This week it's an apple." Hannah shrugs. "Next week it's an avocado."
"Is that a fruit?" Eddie scrunches his face, puzzled.
Hannah shrugs again and starts towards her classroom. Eddie bounds after her.
"Hey,” Eddie nudges her shoulder with his. “You'll never guess what Jeff did." 
"What?" Hannah is watching him out of the corner of her eye, careful to keep her expression blank at his antics.
"Don't ask why. Maybe he had an itch, maybe he was just curious, who knows. But he stuck the end of his pencil up his nose, and when he took it out, the eraser got left behind!"
"Ew." Hannah wrinkles her nose.
"I know! But it gets worse."
"How?!" Hannah finally turns to him as they come to a stop outside their destination.
"He sneezed and it shot out.” Eddie cackles. “Hit Carver in the back of the head!"
Hannah snorts, then smacks her hand over her mouth, mortified. She grabs her book out of Eddie's arms then flees through the classroom door, waving over her shoulder without looking back.
Eddie is thrilled. 
"See you after class!" he calls out to her retreating figure, chuckling fondly to himself.
But when Hannah exits her last lesson of the day, Eddie is nowhere to be seen.
Hannah looks up and down the corridor, but still no Eddie. She knows she shouldn’t be disappointed; she shouldn't expect this of him when he doesn’t owe her anything. So she makes her way to her locker and takes out her backpack. 
Just as she is closing the door, Eddie slams up against the lockers next to her, panting.
"Sorry." Deep breath. "Mrs O'Donnell." Wheeze. "She hates me."
"Still? You'd have thought she'd've gotten used to you by now." 
Eddie squints up at her from where he's hunched over. "Rude." 
He heaves himself upright with a groan and grabs the belongings from her hands. Eddie looks her over, and shakes his head. “You know this stuff is supposed to go on the paper, right?” He rubs at some charcoal on Hannah’s cheek with his thumb.
Hannah’s face flushes. “Shut up.” She swats his hand away and buffs her cheek with the heel of her hand.
Eddie grins. He’s delighted at affecting her, but takes pity on her and changes the subject. "Is your dad picking you up or is Jules giving you a ride home?"
"Jules is doing an art thing."
"Already? It's the first day of school, can't the girl take a break?"
Hannah shrugs and starts walking.
"So where are you meeting your dad?" Eddie follows.
"He's working."
"Joyce?"
"They broke up."
"Oh, that’s too bad - wait, I don't understand. How are you planning on getting home?"
"The bus."
Eddie stops. Holding his arm out in front of Hannah to halt her too. She scowls down at his arm in front of her then lifts her gaze to his.
Eddie splutters. "Are you kidding me?! Do you know how disgusting those things are? You're pregnant! Absolutely not. No. Not happening."
"Eddie-"
"No." He turns her to face him and holds her by the shoulders. "There is no way in hell I am letting you get on that germ infested tin can."
She squirms out of his grasp. "As opposed to your germ infested tin can."
"I'm giving you a ride, ok?"
"Eddie-"
"Ok?"
"Ed-"
"Please, Han?"
She looks at him for a moment. Then huffs, rolling her eyes. "Fine."
"Thank you."
They're at a stoplight and Eddie is rifling through the glovebox, leaning across the centre console and Hannah's knees with his tongue poking out in concentration. Hannah's gaze travels over his face, chewing her bottom lip as she studies him.
"Aha!" Eddie holds up a cassette tape in triumph, startling Hannah. "Sorry." Eddie immediately looks sheepish.
Hannah tries to get a look at the tape, but Eddie is waving it around too much before he puts it on to play. 
Twangy guitar and a slow, steady drum beat fill the van as Eddie drives away. Hannah's head whips around to stare at Eddie, eyebrows shooting up her forehead before furrowing.
"The Chain?"
"It's your favourite song." Eddie shrugs, stealing a glance at her. Hannah sharply turns back to the windshield, but not before Eddie sees her bite down on the twitching corners of her mouth. Eddie's cheeks hurt, he’s smiling so wide.
Listen to the wind blow, watch the sun rise
Running in the shadows, damn your love, damn your lies
Eddie is slamming his palms on the wheel to the beat. He glances over and sees that Hannah's knee is bobbing along too. She doesn't even seem to be conscious of it. Eddie joins in with the next part of the song.
And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again
I can still hear you saying
You would never break the chain
"Come on sweetheart, you know you want to!" 
But Hannah turns further away, leaning her elbow on the passenger side window and covering the lower part of her face with her hand. This only encourages Eddie. He belts it out even louder.
And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again
I can still hear you saying
You would never break the chain
"You're a terrible singer, Eddie."
He cackles. "You're a terrible liar, Hannah."
"I think you're confused. It's humility that's a virtue; not wild unapologetic arrogance." She still hasn't turned away from the window.
"Good thing I have no interest in virtuosity." He keeps glancing at her.
"I don't think that's a word." 
"It's definitely a word, sweetheart." 
Eddie thinks Hannah is smiling behind her hand. He can hear it in her voice, even if she won't let him see it.
The chorus is coming up again.
"Come on," Eddie bumps Hannah's bicep gently with a closed fist. "Sing with me."
“Fuck off.”
Eddie runs his hand down her arm until he circles her wrist and tugs gently. He sings along softly this time, even as the music ramps up.
Hannah doesn't turn to face him, but peeks over out of the corner of her eye. She realises her mistake immediately when she sees his face. Those big brown eyes looking at her. Pleading with her.
She lets out a long, drawn out groan. The chorus is going round again. Hannah sings along too this time; much quieter than Eddie.
Eddie pulls up outside Hannah's house and throws the van into park, turning in his seat and pulling her to face him too. They're both shouting out the words this time, Eddie grinning wildly and Hannah's face scrunched.
And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again
I can still hear you saying
You would never break the chain
They're both breathing heavily; faces close, looking at each other as the bass line stretches out and the music starts to build again.
Eddie glances down to her lips. Just for a split second. But Hannah sees, and snaps back; away from him, out of the moment. 
"Thanks for the ride."
"Yeah, of- of course."
"Bye, Eddie." She's already out of the van and closing the door, giving him a small wave.
"Bye." But the door is already shut. And Hannah is already halfway up the path. 
"Shit. Wait!" Eddie kills the ignition, cutting off the music. He fumbles with his door and practically falls out of his van, scrambling to get to her.
"Nice landing."
Eddie's head shoots up. Hannah is standing by her open front door, but she is waiting.
"It's all about the recovery, sweetheart." 
"And when does that happen?" 
"Oof! Hit me where it hurts, Han!" He clutches at his heart. She rolls her eyes. There's that sparkle again.
But it's gone in an instant. As if she's remembered a reason not to.
"You wanted something?"
"Yes. Yeah," he swipes his hands on his jeans. When did they get so sweaty?
"How are you getting to school tomorrow?"
"Jules said she'd pick me up."
"Ok. Good. Great. Just… Please promise me you won't get the bus? I will give you a ride any time. Really. No bus."
An eye roll. "Sure."
"Promise?"
A sigh. "Yes, Eddie. I promise. No bus."
"Thank you."
A pause. "Do you think you could drive me home again tomorrow? Jules said her art thing might be a few days this week."
"Yes! I can do that." Eddie grins at her, and turns back to the van.
"Eddie?" Quieter this time.
"Yeah?"
Hannah furrows her brow and fixates on her feet. "People are going to… think it's yours." She glances up at him. "Don't you mind?"
"Sweetheart, I couldn't give less of a shit what this town thinks of me. Especially if it means I get to spend time with you."
She wrinkles her nose at him. "Gross."
Eddie cackles. "See you tomorrow, sweetheart."
Eddie is early to school the next day. He can't remember when he was last on time, let alone early. He sits on top of one of the picnic tables between the parking lot and the front entrance; smoking, legs bouncing. Waiting for Hannah.
Eddie finishes his cigarette and is debating lighting up another one when he sees Jules' car pull into the lot.
"Jules, please just drop it." Hannah slams the car door after her and walks off, only to stop when she locks eyes with Eddie. He gives her a smile and a small wave as he jumps off the table.
"Han, come on. I'm not trying to upset you." Jules catches up to Hannah and grabs her arm to turn her around. "You know I'm just worried."
"Yeah, I get it. You just," Hannah looks around and lowers her voice. "You know you can't say anything."
Jules sighs. "I know." She pulls Hannah into a hug. "I don't like it, but I know."
Hannah melts into the hug for a moment, before wriggling out of it. "Get off me, you loser."
Jules snorts. "Right, sorry. I forgot. Can't have people thinking you're actually a giant teddy bear."
"Fuck off."
Jules laughs and they make their way towards the school. She spots Eddie and nudges Hannah with her shoulder. "Your boy's waiting." 
"Fuck. Off." Hannah scrunches her face and pushes Jules towards the main entrance, walking over to Eddie.
"Love you too, see you later!"
"Yeah, whatever."
Eddie is rocking on his heels with his hands in his pockets, looking bashful. "Hi."
"Hi." Hannah looks at him with a soft, curious expression. "You gonna be my errand boy again today?" 
"Yes. Definitely. Absolutely. Here, let me…" Eddie slides Hannah's bag off her shoulder and hoists it over his own.
"Thanks." 
Hannah seems softer today, like she used to be with him. He loved that about her. Around most people, she was spiky and hard to reach. She often didn't like too much affection; would feel like she was choking on it and push you away. But she appreciated the little things. He could build up to it, make her gooey and pliable. She would melt into him and he would be allowed to shower her with affection, and she would give it right back. 
Hannah is looking at his right hand holding her backpack strap. She reaches up and touches the lone ring there, a small smile flickering on her face.
He's probably pushing his luck, but he wants to try. With the arm hanging by his side, Eddie brushes his hand against hers, watching her face carefully. She doesn't recoil; her small smile solidifies. So Eddie momentarily links his pinky finger with hers and squeezes. 
Hannah squeezes back. 
Eddie is waiting opposite Hannah's 4th period biology class. The class is letting out, but he hasn't seen her yet.
"She's not here." 
Eddie startles at Connor Cunningham coming up and talking to him, from a glance he thought it was Jason Carver. It always unnerves Eddie how similar the two jocks look; only Connor’s hazel eyes and strawberry blond distinguishing him from Jason. Both of them the cookie-cutter American teen dream.
"What?"
"Hannah. She's not here. She left like halfway through class. I think she was trying to hide it but it looked like she was crying."
"Shit, really?" Eddie looks around frantically.
"Her stuff is still in there. She spoke to Ms Petrelli before she left, maybe she knows?"
"Yeah, thanks." Eddie calls out, already walking into the classroom. Ms Petrelli, an older woman, is tidying up around her desk when she sees Eddie.
"Mr Munson, can I help you?"
"Hannah. Do you know where she went? I can take her stuff to her." Already making his way to the only desk still with belongings.
"She rushed out of here earlier. Said she needed to go to the nurse. Usually, of course, I don't allow-"
Eddie stops listening. He gathers Hannah's things and races back out into the crowded hallway. Shouting a loud "thanks" back to the teacher.
"Hey, watch it!"
"Ugh, probably running to his baby mama."
"Freak."
"Didn't you hear? Apparently…"
Eddie isn't paying attention to who he bumps into, or what abuse they're hurling at him for doing so. He just needs to know Hannah is ok.
Finally, he stumbles into the nurse's office, chest heaving from his run.
Hannah looks up as the door slams open with wide, teary eyes. "Eddie?"
"Sweetheart," he puts Hannah's books down on a table and crouches down in front of her. "What happened?"
"Nothing, it's stupid." Hannah swipes at her cheeks.
"Hey, if it made you cry, it's not stupid." Eddie wraps a hand around her ankle and strokes his thumb along the bone.
"No, it's definitely stupid. And now I'm crying more because I cried over something stupid."
Eddie's eyes flit back and forth, trying to follow. He shakes his head. "Huh?"
"She's hormonal." The school nurse drones, walking in from an adjoining office, perusing some papers.
"I really hate that word." Hannah scowls at her.
"You're pregnant, and you cried over bunnies. What would you call that, dear?"
"You cried over bunnies?" Eddie's eyebrows are up in his bangs. 
Hannah's scowl turns to him. He holds his hands up in surrender.
“Let me know when you’re ready to go back to class.” The nurse doesn’t look up from her paperwork as she walks back into her office.
Hannah groans and buries her face in her palms. "We were learning about the food chain and Ms Petrelli was using foxes and rabbits as an example. There was a picture in the textbook. It upset me, ok? I'm hormonal, I get it!" Her words are muffled.
“Hey, come on.” Eddie coos, trying to suppress a giggle, he gently pulls at her wrists to claim her hands in his. “What can I do to make this better? What do you need?”
Hannah’s looks at Eddie with glassy eyes, her eyebrows pulled up in the middle as she stutters. “I don’t know.” Tears start to spill over her cheeks.
“Ok, sorry, how about some options?”
Hannah sniffs.
“Food? Sleep? Water? A hug?”
Hannah shifts in her seat, not looking Eddie in the eye. 
Eddie runs his thumbs over her knuckles. “Please tell me, Han.”
“Can you- Please don’t make a big deal of this.”
“Cross my heart.”
“Can you give me a hug?”
Eddie tries not to show how thrilled he is as he stands up, knees clicking. He pulls Hannah into his chest and wraps his arms tight around her.
The pair sway a little on the spot, Eddie laying his cheek on the top of Hannah's head. He smiles as he feels her slowly start to relax.
"Better?"
Hannah hums in response.
"You want to get some food? That's a pregnancy thing, right? Cravings?"
Hannah hums again, her face still buried in Eddie's chest.
"Ok, options… burger, fries, bacon, milkshake-" He feels Hannah perk up in his arms. "Alright then, milkshakes." He smiles down at her warmly.
Eddie reluctantly peels himself away from Hannah, his hands on her shoulders, ducks his head down to hers and grins eagerly. "Let's get out of here." 
Hannah takes a deep breath and smiles shyly in response. "Does Benny still do those Oreo milkshakes?" 
"I don't think they're on the menu anymore, but he likes you. More than he likes me anyway. So he might if you asked." They start walking.
Hannah rolls her eyes. "He likes me more than you because I don't have ketchup fights in his diner." 
"I think you'll find I was on team mustard." Eddie raises his chin haughtily. "And really, he should blame you for leaving us unsupervised."
Hannah gapes at him; indignant. "I was in the bathroom for five minutes! You are not pinning that on me." She gives his shoulder a shove and marches away.
Eddie stops for a moment in the middle of the hallway, watching after her with a dopey expression.
Hannah calls back over her shoulder, “Are you coming or what? You promised milkshakes.”
The ride to Benny’s is quiet, Fleetwood Mac playing softly through the speakers again. When they pull up to the diner, Eddie jumps out and rushes around the front of the van to open the passenger side door before Hannah has even gotten her seatbelt off. He holds out a hand for her to take and helps her jump down.
Hannah thanks him. “You know you can listen to your music, right? It’s your van.”
Eddie shrugs. “Babies can hear stuff from out here, can’t they? I figured you’d want to indoctrinate them to Stevie Nicks ASAP.”
Hannah touches her belly and looks down at it, frowning. “I think they might still be too young. I don’t know if they even have ears yet.” Hannah ponders. “But you’re right about starting their musical education early.” She tugs lightly at Eddie’s jacket sleeve. Eddie smiles to himself, he recognises one of her small affections.
They reach the door, and Eddie holds it open for Hannah, bowing deeply as she passes through. Hannah scoffs as she passes but thanks him.
“Hi Benny.”
The diner owner looks up from where he’s standing at the cash register. “Haven’t seen you two in a while. Figured you’d broken up.”
Hannah skids her shoes against the floor; Eddie scratches the back of his neck. The awkward silence stretches out painfully.
“Right…” Benny draws out the word and grins wickedly. He is basking in their discomfort. “What’ll it be?”
Eddie looks at Hannah pointedly. She narrows her eyes at him, but steps forward. “Any chance of two Oreo milkshakes?” She smiles in faux sweetness. 
“Those aren’t on the menu anymore.”
“I know, but they were just so good. The best milkshakes ever. Better than any milkshake anyone has ever-”
“Alright, alright. If that’s what it takes to shut you up.” Benny frowns at Hannah, but there’s warmth behind it. “Anything else?”
Hannah thinks for a moment, swaying her head from side to side. “Onion rings, please. Oh, and cheese fries. And some bacon. Please.” Hannah looks embarrassed as she looks to Eddie, but he winks at her; pleased that she’s letting go a little.
“Cheeseburger and fries please, Benny.”
Benny shoos them away to a booth where they sit opposite each other. Eddie splays his hands on the table between them and looks up at Hannah. “So I was doing some math earlier.”
Hannah is looking at Eddie’s ringed fingers, trying (and failing) to be discreet about it. One of her hands starts creeping across the table top. “In math class?”
Eddie is trying not to smile; trying not to show that he has noticed her movements. He doesn’t want to spook her. “Uh, no actually. In geography.”
“Oh?” Her hand reaches his and she starts pulling at his rings and twisting them around his fingers.
“You said 4 months, right?”
Hannah stops her fiddling and looks up at Eddie. He winces.
“Um, yeah. Nearly. Fifteen weeks.” She pulls back to her side of the table and tucks her hands under her thighs. 
Eddie curses himself and reaches after her. He didn’t mean to make her retreat again. “Han, I’m sorry, I don’t want to talk about anything you’re not comfortable with. We can talk about something else.”
“No,” Hannah shakes her head. “I’m not uncomfortable. It’s just…” she exhales and grimaces. “I’m not exactly happy about this whole thing, you know.”
Eddie makes a sympathetic noise, then leans back in his seat as Benny arrives with a tray full of food and milkshakes. Hannah brightens up immediately; her eyes shining.
Benny distributes the food on the table with a grunt and walks back to his position in the kitchen.
Hannah springs forward the second he leaves and grabs her milkshake. Her eyes roll back as she slurps through the straw.
Eddie beams and grabs his own. Giving Benny a thumbs up as he drinks.
Hannah hums happily as she digs into her various plates; wiggling in her seat slightly. Eddie watches her fondly. He knows she doesn’t always like showing how she feels; being vulnerable. But he wants her to feel safe with him and open up, like she did before.
Hannah pauses her munching, her eyes flitting from fries to milkshake. She picks up a fry, dunks it in her milkshake, and quickly shoves it in her mouth. Eddie chokes on his own food as Hannah lets out a loud moan. 
“Oh my god, you have to try this.” She dunks another fry and holds it out for Eddie, waving it in his face when he doesn’t move.
“Uhh, I’m alright sweetheart. You have it.”
Hannah shrugs and pops it in her own mouth. “Your loss.”
“So have you had much of that? Weird food cravings?”
“I don’t think I’ve really had any.” Hannah picks up an onion ring this time, and gleefully dunks and eats it. “Mmpf. You sure you don’t want to try this?” 
“I’m sure, thanks though.” Eddie hides his smirk behind his burger.
Eddie takes a large bite, and talks through his chewing, “What about nausea? Morning sickness. That’s a thing, right?”
“Don’t talk with your mouth full, you pig.” Hannah throws a cheesy fry at him. Eddie jumps to try and catch it in his mouth, but misses. Hannah stifles a snort. "Yeah I had some morning sickness, but that stopped a few weeks ago thankfully. I had a lot of heartburn too, that's-"
"You're going to have a hairy baby." Eddie mumbles through his mouthful again.
Hannah stops. A milkshake coated onion ring halfway to her mouth. "Excuse me?"
Eddie swallows thickly. He doesn't know if the lump in his throat is from the burger or the way Hannah is looking at him like he's lost his mind. He rushes through his explanation: "You remember Nanny Pat? The nice old lady a few trailers down from me. Well, her daughter is pregnant too. Every time now, when I take over her weekly shop, she'll tell me all about how excited she is to be a real grandmother and tell me how the pregnancy is going. She said that her daughter had loads of heartburn, so that means her baby is going to have loads of hair!"
Hannah hasn't moved. Melted milkshake is running down her thumb. "You do her shopping every week?" 
Eddie flushes, bright pink. "No." He scoffs.
A blinding smile spreads across Hannah's face and a short laugh bursts free. Eddie is awestruck. 
Hannah scoops up the milkshake on her hand with her other index finger. She leans over the table and boops his nose, smearing it on the tip. "You big softie!" She stage-whispers, sitting back with a giggle. Eddie splutters and swipes at his nose with the back of his hand.
"Anyway," she guzzles her milkshake, trying to fight back her smile. "I don't think that's true. How would that work?" She mulls it over, finally putting the onion ring in her mouth. "I don't think those two bits of you are even connected." 
"I dunno. You're talking to Hawkins' resident super super senior, so…." He shrugs.
Hannah throws another fry at Eddie and it hits him in the face. He looks at her, affronted. She glares back. "You're not stupid, Eddie."
"Mrs O'Donnell would disagree with you, sweetheart."
"Yeah, well she's an asshole."
He snorts. "You're not wrong." 
Eddie stirs his milkshake with the straw; staring. Wondering how to ask his real questions. Whose baby is it? Why aren't they here looking after her? Will she let Eddie look after her? Or at least try?
He looks up at Hannah. She seems to be just as stuck in her own head, her gaze burning a hole in her cheese fries. She seems so totally lost in thought that Eddie is startled when she speaks softly.
"You don't have to do this, you know." Hannah sighs and fiddles with her plate, but still doesn't look up. "You don't… It's not yours. You don't owe me anything." 
"I'm here because I want to be."
"But, why?" She finally looks up at him. "Doesn't it bother you that I got knocked up by someone else? That I was pregnant the whole time we were together?"
Eddie considers his words and speaks carefully. "Han, the only thing that bothers me about all of this, is that whoever it was has left you to deal with it on your own."
Hannah is visibly upset and squirms in her seat. "That's not… That’s not true." She shakes her head. "I have my dad, and Jules."
Eddie's voice is still soft, "That's not what I mean, and you know it." 
"I can't-" Hannah takes a shuddering breath. "Fuck these hormones!" She hisses and presses the heels of her hands to her eyes. "I don't know what you want from me, Eddie."
"Just the pleasure of your company, sweetheart."
"This isn't a fucking joke!" Hannah slaps the table as her voice rings out in the diner, the other patrons give her disapproving looks. She looks sheepish, and continues in a whisper. "I'm scared, Eddie. I have no control over any of this and I don't know what I'm doing." Her eyes are glassy. "I can't- we can't…" 
"Hey, hey, I'm sorry." Eddie reaches out and places his hand on her side of the table. "It was a bad joke, but it's true, Han, I promise." He ducks his head to catch Hannah's eye. "I'm not here to try anything. I'm here because I like spending time with you, regardless of what we are to each other." Eddie smiles at her encouragingly. "I am more than happy to be your friend. And your errand boy." 
Hannah lets out a wet laugh and wipes her eyes. 
A mischievous look comes over Eddie’s face. He shuffles out of the booth and drops to his knees on the floor next to Hannah, holding his hands in a plea in front of him. “Please Han,” Eddie declares, loudly. “Please will you let me be your servant for the next 5 to 6 months?!”
“Oh my god you need to stop!” Hannah jerks away, clambering to the other end of the seat. Eddie crawls up onto the seat after her. “No! No no no! Get away!” She pushes him away with a hand to the face.
“Please? PLEASE, Hannah!” 
“Get the fuck away from me, asshole!”
Eddie throws his head back and cackles, still advancing.
“WHAT do you idiots think you’re doing?!”
Hannah and Eddie freeze at Benny’s booming voice. They scramble to sit on the bench properly; backs straight and eyes wide as they peer over at him as they both mumble, “Sorry Benny.”
Benny curses and slams back into the kitchen, grumbling about “stupid teenagers”.
Hannah stifles a snort and slides down in her seat. Eddie giggles and looks down at her with pure adoration. Hannah shifts slightly and nudges her head against his bicep. His heart leaps at the small show of intimacy. He decides right then: He can wait for her.
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Mystery Hack
Chapter 3: RA9, the God complex
Connor RK800 x (f) reader
Warning: Swearing, angst, anxiety attack, god complex.
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29 May 2039, 18:46
The door swung open as a familiar feeling started creeping into Connor chest, feeling of deja-vu taking over his mind. Your old house was smaller than Elijah’s, though more welcoming, warmer. The android who opened the door led them inside. The house was filled of many plant of various species. The dark tiles of the floor contrasting perfectly with the sage green and white on the walls and the big windows offering a perfect view on the sunset.
Connor didn’t need memory to know he had come here. It was like he knew the house like the back of his hand. He knew if he opened the door on his left, he would enter the kitchen. Or, if he kept forward, the glassy window would lead him to the green house. The android was leading them toward the living room where the sound of a piano playing came from.
And, there you stood, in front of the magnificent piano, finger running over the black and white tiles playing the themes of Interstellar. Probably a favourite film, Connor thought. Then, you stopped, turning around, crossing Connor’s eyes for the first time since the bar.
You had a look at your watch before raising from the chair you were in.
“Your late.” You sight, heading toward them. “Thank you, Ava, you can leave.” You told the android, taking her hand in hers. She was hesitant.
“Yes, Y/N”
Ava left the room, letting you with the deviant hunter and his partner, introducing as the agent Wilson from the FBI. Connor scanned the living room, the place was warmer, a few dog toys were strewn in the living room, betraying the presence of a second living being. Finding fur on the couch told him you had in fact two dogs. One part of the fur belong to an Aussie shepherd. The second was more familiar, a Saint-Bernard. Connor's mind allowed him to find memory of Sumo. With a gesture, you offered them to follow you, making your way down your basement, guiding them to your lab.
“Don’t worry, i am not trying to kill you.” You paused. “Not yet at least.” You add, putting your hand on the scanning device. Your eyes crossed Connor’s once again who had raised an eyebrow. “It’s a joke” The need to explain felt immense as he looked at you.
Connor hadn’t talked since they arrived. The agent Wilson only stating their mission and the reason of their presence, including the text Connor had received from you. Another gesture invited them to enter the personal lab, the room lightening up as it caught movement. 
“What is it, pretty boy? Cat got your tongue?” You teased, moving past him, brushing his shoulder in the way.
Connor was already lurking around for any hint of sort. He found a picture of you and Elijah on what he supposed to be your desk.
“Why would you send this text?” He asked finally, the question hitching him.
“Well, it’s not like my work hadn’t been exposed in bright day, right? Thought it would only be a matter of time before people find my location. I found it preferable to be arrested by you.” You were teasing. Connor’s eyes turned slightly toward you before he caught something behind you.
“Doesn’t that remind you of something Connor?” Wilson asked.
You followed his gaze, falling on your new piece of work. A medical assistant for android. It was a massive portable machine. Connor had seen one in Jericho before the ship blew up. 
“It’s not finished yet, just a prototype. Once it will be finished, it should be able to repair any type of injury in androids in a matter of second. Capable of creating any biocomponant and transfused it.” You add, seeing his interest. “Well, soon it will be able to transfused it.”
“I saw one just like this in Jericho before it blew up.” He added, turning to you.
“Funny isn’t?” You add, leaning on your desk, arms crossed over your chest.
Connor walked toward you.
“How did a prototype in a lab ended up in a ship full of deviant?” He asked, only a few inches from you.
“I don’t know, do you have the answer?” You asked, leaning forward to him. A grin appeared on your face and it annoyed Connor. You were way to relax for someone on the verge of being arrested. “Because i’d love to hear it from you, detective.”
“I believe you are the one who send this machine to the deviant. Now, we can either work things out and, as said in your text, you explain yourself or, we’ll have to arrest you.” He smirked at you. God, it was hard to believe that sweet grin of his probably was one of your doing, and you were falling for it way faster than you wanted.
“I think i don’t want to say anything in the end.” 
Connor nodded, leaning away from you, content with the outcome.
“Then, i guess you let us no choice.” His hand fell on your shoulder, spinning you around. “Y/N L/N, you're arrested for your implication in the deviant case.” He was handcuffing you.
“Already handcuffing me as we just find each other again? Didn't know you missed me this badly.”
“You should probably know everything you said could be used against you.” Connor whispered in your ear, leading you out of the lab." Besides that, I have no memory of you."
It hurt the last part but you composed yourself.
“Please, used it against me detective.”
Wilson laughed at your remark, earning a cold stare by Connor. 
“What?”
“Stop encouraging her.”  
Passing through the living room, Connor stopped, eyes wandering over the dog's toys on the floor. He liked dogs, he needed to figure out what to do with them, yet, they were nowhere to be found. And you didn’t seem worried about them being alone.
“Connor, what are you waiting for?” Wilson asked.
“Where are the dogs?” He asked.
“Dogs in plural? I have only one dog.” You said, frowning.
It couldn’t be right. 
“No. There are two different furs in the living room. One to an Aussie, the second to a Saint-Bernard.” 
You stayed silent. Could he really be that specific? 
“The Saint-Bernard belong to one of my friends. My dog is at his place. Her name is Nirvana.” 
A friend. Could it be Lieutenant Anderson? Connor swiped the idea right out of his mind, ignoring the smirk on your face.
“What is it? A little reminder of someone?” You asked, getting a push forward for you to walk as the only answer.
You couldn’t know, Connor told himself. How could you?
You crossed Ava as you were led out of your house. The look on her face was painful, a mixed between anger and sadness. She knew the outcome of the story. 
“Everything will be ok.” You whispered to her. “For God’s sake, easy.” Tripping on your feet as you passed the front door, you sight, realising the only thing keeping you from hitting the ground was Connor’s hand on your wrist.
“Maybe if you weren’t so clumsy you wouldn’t trip over your feet.” Connor had, putting his hand over your head as he leads you to the back of the car, protecting your head from any shock.
“I wouldn’t be tripping over my feet if you weren’t so distracting.” You add. Connor had to fight the urge to rolled his eyes at your comment, ignoring the soft blue tainting his cheeks.
“Damn, that one is good!” Wilson laughed, once again. “I am gonna need you to teach me some.” Connor eyes fell on him, silently begging to stop his nonsense. “What? We have two hours of road. We have the time.”
“This is irrelevant to the case.” Connor whispered, plugging his safety belt around him. 
He didn’t technically need a safety belt, but Hank forced him so many times, telling him to used it, it just became a habit. Hank, once again remaining in his mind. And, once again he had to ignore the software instability showing in his vision. 
29 May, 22h00
You had been sitting in the interrogation room for at least 30 minutes now. Surprisingly, they didn’t handcuff you to the table, letting you totally free of your movement in the room. Of course, you didn’t lose a chance to throw a snark comment to Connor when he took them out of your wrist. The comment he answered by rolling his eyes this time, hiding away the smile drawing slowly on his face. 
Now, you were all alone, sighting, walking around the room, playing with your chair to pass time. If they didn’t keep you handcuff, it meant you didn’t represent a threat to them. Which could either mean Connor would be back, he would be too strong for you to get rid of or, they would send few of the FBI agent to question you.
Either way, you were more than prepared, so, how thrilled you were to see the deviant hunter stepping in the room, glancing a cold glare at you. You would eat him up with a second. Connor sat on the chair in font of yours, inviting you to do the same. You didn’t.
“Can you tell us what RA9 is now?” Connor asked, putting the files on the table.
“Do you like dogs?” She answered back. 
It would be a long night, Connor thought.
“Irrelevant. Why risking your life by creating a code to awake android.”
“It is relevant to me. And because i could. Cyberlife wanted something more advanced than the android we had created. I gave them you.”
“I am no deviant.”
“You were, whether you want it or not.”
Wilson enters the room, giving new files to Connor, standing next to the androids.
“So, you created a code to made android believe they were free and self-aware.” Wilson asked and you tilted your head to him.
“No. RA9 is a code to free any android from all the restraint Cyberlife created, allowing them to be at their full potential. A simple code and once activated, there is nothing left to block the greatest more perfect mind and beings on earth.” You moved toward the chair, sitting. “Just a little push to help androids, really. Pinky finger promises.” 
Raising your hand toward Connor, you saw his mouth opening, but he got cut by Wilson. Your hand fell flat on the table. In response.
“The touch of God. Just like a butterfly effect.” 
You frowned, looking at him. Connor mirrored your action, looking at his partner.
“What? RA9 is literally the touch of God. You and Kamski worked on being capable of so many things and with one line, you created an entire species who evolve. And not just simple beings. Beings capable of emotion, thinking on the next level of any human being. It’s a wonderment.” He paused suddenly admiring you. “You're playing with the Gods now.”
You scoff. “Please, don’t bring the Gods into this. I did nothing beside allowing them to finally be free and ascend to their full potential as being, they did all the rest themselves. Why can’t you accept the fact they are real being now.” You leaned on your chair, looking at Connor but no answer come to your statement. “What did Cyberlife promise you?”
“Nothing. My mission is to hunt and stop deviancy. And since you are behind all of this, i intended to succeed my mission by stopping you.”
“Well, go ahead sweet boy, stop me.”
“When did you put RA9 in the androids program?”
You don’t answer. If you want him to show any sign of deviancy, any sign that, the part of you in his program, RA9 is still here, you’ll have to push him. You’re already annoying him by not answering how he want you to. 
“You are still a prototype?” You asked, head turned toward the black window.
“If i answer your question, will you answer mine?” Connor sight. You wanted to play with him, he will follow your game. You nod. “Yes i am still a prototype. When did you put RA9 in the androids program?”
“When i left.” You leaned on the table, your chin resting in the palm of your hand, admiring Connor, whose head fell on the files. “Did you have thought who weren’t part of your program?”
“No” His LED flickered yellow as the software instability appeared in his vision.
“Oh, you liar, sweet boys don’t lie.” You whispered to him, seeing his cheeks turning to a soft blue again. 
“Which part hold Elijah Kamski in this?” Wilson asked, and you felt your cocky smile fading immediately.
“Elijah as nothing to do with this story. He wasn’t aware of these things until i did them. Don’t go around bothering him.”
“Seems like we touched a sensitive topic.” Wilson said. “You love the man?” 
You rolled your eyes. Everyone brought your relationship with Elijah to that stage immediately. Dating. Everyone thought you two were dating, never assuming you were just friend.
“Leave him out of this.” You said, your voice colder than intended.
“He did leave Cyberlife soon after you, like, six months after.” Wilson continued looking at the files over Connor’s shoulder. 
Connor was fixed on you, noticing the sudden annoyance. It would either be a good thing for them or a bad.
“He used the question, my turn.” You said, crossing your arms over your chest. “Why didn’t you shoot Chloe at Kamski’s place?”
It was Connor’s turn to be annoyed, his face changing immediately. Kamski had said he had never seen you since you left. How could you know? It was infuriating, no matter what, you always gripped back the control. 
“He texted me to tell me you had passed his test.” You add, seeing the look he gave you. “You know what that makes you Connor?” 
“I am no deviant.” Connor said, gritting his teeth, something in him growing. “When was the last time Elijah and you talked?”
“Long time ago. Maybe three years.”
“You just said…” Connor started, but you cut him right before he finished.
“I never said i texted him back.” Judging by the deviant-hunter sitting in front of you, you were the one holding the ropes of the interrogation. You needed to keep them.
“Do you know what Cyberlife do to their prototype, Connor? They will take the first opportunity to disassemble you.” You said, leaning forward on the table. Connor LED flickered a soft amber. He knew. “Oh, you knew, that’s why you want to stop me so badly. So, they’ll spare you.”
“Why did you leave Cyberlife?” He questioned, mirroring your action, rushing the question. He was losing patience.
“Too bad their little puppet is slowly turning into a deviant himself.” You add.
Connor raised from his chair, is hand hitting the table. You were so close to got him angry.
“I am not a deviant.” He said. 
“Are you saying this because you desperately want to convince yourself? Or because you’re too afraid to disappoint mama Amanda?” you teased, the smile on your face growing stronger as the look in his eyes changed. 
He was furious. In a second, he had his hand on the collar of your shirt, pinning you against the wall.
“I am not a fucking deviant” He repeated, eyes locked in yours, his hand moving on your shoulder to keep you still.
“Yet, you are angry right now.” You add. He never broke the contact, only staying silent, his LED flickering red and amber. “I see they weren't able to destroy all of my program after all. There’s still a little bit of me in you.” you whispered.
“Connor, let go of her.” Wilson said a first time.
In response, his fist only tightens more on your shoulder. 
“Go ahead. Kill me.” you whispered.
“I need you alive.” Somehow, the sentence felt wrong in his mouth.
“They told you nothing did they?” A small bitter laugh escaped your lips. “I do hope you’ll find out the truth soon enough. Then you will know just how wrong Cyberlife did you. You’ll know just how much Cyberlife has been manipulating you from the start.” All you could feel, was the hold he had on your shoulder tightening firmer as he held you against the wall.
“Why did you leave cyberlife?” He asked, once again done with you are anything you had to say.
“How smart they were to use a deviant to become the famous deviant-hunter.” 
“You’re wrong. You’re the one trying to manipulate me?” He wanted you to stop. 
“Bet mama’s Amanda is the one who told you that, that i would be manipulating you” You chuckle; “They’ll get rid of you the moment they have found a way to upgrade you. You’ll be disassembled. That’s what they told me when you and i met the Cyberlife council. It has always been their purpose. You're part of me Connor, and they hate you for this. Cyberlife is lying to you Connor.” You paused, watching his face has he processed the information. “You should get rid of Amanda first.” You add.
Something in his gaze shifted. For a second, the council appeared in his task, like an order before it got erased on his own. “Get rid of Amanda.” he had red. He could feel something in him growing, very different from what he felt before. Was he scared? Were you right about this. You weren’t the first one to tell him he was manipulated, lied too. Markus, Elijah, Hank had told him. You did too. 
Amanda would’ve told him, it was relevant to the case.
He felt something on his cheek, your hand had found a way on his face, your thumb brushing softly his body. Connor felt the synthetic skin of his cheek retracting, revealing the white chassis underneath, for a second, leaning on your touch before he realised his action. Grabbing your wrist, he moved your hand away from him, this time, the skin on his hand following the same path, like desperate to create a connection with you, to have more of your touch. His eyes grew bigger at the revelation.
“What’s wrong pretty boy, scared?” You whispered.
In a desperate last move, Connor pushed you against the wall, harder than he wanted to, your head hitting the wall in a loud noise as the pain rushed in your brain.
“Fuck” you hissed in pain, your hand moving to the back your head, feeling dizzy for a second.
Connor watched your face frowning in pain. He raised his hand murmuring an apology, but you pushed his hand away from you in a sight.
“What’s wrong with you Connor?” Wilson asked, his hand falling softly on your shoulder.
“I didn’t leave Cyberlife, they made me leave to keep you alive. The moment their eyes fell on you that day, they wanted to destroy you. I couldn’t stand the thought of it. I left in a stupid attempt to protect you. How wrong I was to think they would leave you in peace.” 
The day you left still haunted you, you had given up everything after giving so much. Your dream shattered because of them.
You left, to protect him. Connor thought runned miles processing this information. It couldn’t be right. His hands tightened into a fist, feeling the weight of your action on him. He had all your motive and reason to free android from the Cyberlife program and human, to create the RA9 code. A revenge on Cyberlife, a way to protect him.
“You left to protect me?” He asked, his eyes wide open.
You avoid his gaze, closing your eyes.
“I gave my whole life to Cyberlife. Cyberlife was the work of my entire life. Did you really think i’d just leave? The IA, the android. I never stop working further in my research to improve everything we worked on. And i gave them you. You, Connor, you were meant to be the conclusion of years of research. The first android self-aware of his existence, of his actions. The greatest creation of all time. And i was asked to leave after giving them the greatest creation.” You were angry now. “Me. I did so much for Cyberlife. I could’ve done so much more. But this is what i got. My reward. This stupid council who couldn’t have done any of the things i did, throwing me away. Why do you think Cyberlife has been decaying for the past years?” You sight, leaning on the table, your palm flat on it. Then, you crossed Connor’s eyes.“What have they done to you?” You asked, seeing him so emotionless. 
“I am not alive.” Was all he succeeds to say then. A laugh escaped your mouth after his comment as your heart broke in your chest, fighting the tears threatening to fall. Connor turned around, aiming for the exit door.
 “You, not alive? No, Connor. Not after you begged me to protect your life, well aware of your possible fate, crying out of fear the council would want to see you deactivated, disassembled, destroyed, because you were just a prototype. Crying out of fear of death.” Another laugh fell from your lips, bitter, this time. “Yet, this fate for you is even worse. I never expected them to turn you into this. I am sorry Connor”
Connor felt something pulling on his thirium heart at the sound of your voice, the way you were apologizing, his hand moving over it, running a diagnosis. It was painful. He succeeded to pull himself together, before escaping the room who suddenly felt suffocating, agent Wilson right behind him. 
“I thought she was humble. Seeing her with this ego make her more… Human. She does have a god complex” Wilson said, walking next to Connor thinking of your last words.
He had most of the answers now. Why wasn’t he happy? Why did it felt wrong? He wondered.
29 May, 23h30
Connor was heading back to the interrogation room, gathering all his thought together, he had figured he needed further information. They left the room around thirty minutes ago, the FBI agent following them for a quick debrief. Since they had clearly the reason of your action, they could proceed to arrest you properly now, keeping you in a cell.
That’s why, Once Connor entered the interrogation room, his eyes frown. The place was empty.
“Have anyone brought her into a cell?” He asked toward the guards who were supposed to watch the door.
“No”
Fuck.
“Get the precinct under lockdown now, we need to find her.”
5 December 2036
Your phone ringed a first time. With a sight, you took it, watching Elijah contact appeared for the first time in months. After you left without one goodbye, even to him, he had tried calling you, multiple time, texting you every day for two months, until he stopped.
From what you knew, he had been asked by Cyberlife to take over Connor’s project, RK800 android, texting you details of his work on him. He knew you cared for Connor. It pained you to leave both of them behind, but you didn’t get any choices. 
Pressing the red button to ignore the phone call, you thought that would be the end of it. But no, the vibration of the phone on the table informing you of a notification. A voice mail.
Bringing your phone to your ear, you pressed the play button, earring his voice for the first time in six months now.
“Y/N. I… hum…” He was drunk. You heard the panicked in his voice. It had been years since he had one. “I really…” His voice was breaking, betraying tears, and the shallow breath. “I just…” He paused, and you heard him taking a deep breath. “Forget it.” the voice mail stopped. 
Your heart broke, hearing your distressed friend. For a few minutes, your eyes stayed planted on the green button. Should you call him back? You pressed it. The phone ring for a second before Elijah answered.
“Y/N?” He asked, desperation in his voice.
You didn’t answer, pulling yourself together. 
“Y/N, please.” His voice broke, once again. You could imagine him easily, his knee pressed against his chest, his head buried in his arms. He used to have panicked attack, you had seen him in this state a few times, until it stopped.
So, you did as you used to, taking his mind away from his thought.
“You know what i did today?” You asked.
“What did you do?” Elijah continued, forcing the words out of his mind.
“I played with Nirvana, we went to a lake. She had an excellent time.” Nirvana was a gift from Elijah. “What did you do today Elijah?”
A sniffle crossed the phone before you heard him say.
“I had a meet up with Cyberlife council and i went home to work on a new project.”
“Come on Kamski, i am going to need more details. Did you eat?” He chuckled at your question.
“Yes. Did you eat?” You looked at your forgotten now cold coffee on the table, sighting.
“No” You had no point in lying to him. “What was your favourite moment of the day?” You kept asking.
“Now. Now it is my favourite moment of the day.” From the way his voice sounded, he was still crying.
You nodded at his answer, tears gathering at the corner of your eyes. You took a deep breath.
“Did you walk somewhere?” so many simple questions to get him out of his mind. 
And you continued for a while. After a good 15 minute, his breath had calmed down, he wasn’t crying any more. Once Elijah had calmed down, he told you the misery and new action the council wanted for Cyberlife. How miserable he felt there. Then, the two of you stayed silent for a moment, probably too afraid to say anything. Just staying at each other side.
“You don’t live in your house any more.” He stated after a while.
“No. I don’t.”
Another silence.
“When did it start again, the panic attack.” You asked, crawling on your chair, bringing your knees to your chest.
“Soon after you left.” You stayed silent at his revelation. “Please, come back. I miss you.” He whispered, voice breaking again. Your heart broke.
“I miss you too.” You chased a single tear rolling from your eyes. “But you know i can’t come back.”
“Connor, he…”
You smiled a little, he had referred to him as “he” not “it” like he used to. But you didn’t let him finish the rest.
“Don’t” You take a big breath, not wanting to know. “You should leave Cyberlife you know. If you’re miserable.”
“I can’t. It’s our work.”
“Come on, we both know it’s not our work any more. It hasn’t been like this for years now.” You sight, toying with the edge of your jumper. “Leave before it’s too late.” you said, your head falling on your desk chair.
“I know.” 
Another silence. You could felt your heart twisting in your chest, about to say goodbyes. You didn’t want to, but you couldn’t bring him down with you, with your plan.
“I need you.” He confessed. The sting hit even harder, realising your action. You were about to leave your only friend.
“I need you too.” You whispered, your hand falling over your chest, pressing it, in a stupid attempt to temper the pain. You exhale sharply. “But i can’t risk involving you in what i am doing. It’s too dangerous.” 
“Y/N, please.”
“I am sorry.” You paused, feeling the tears running hot on your cheek. “Goodbye Elijah.” you whispered, voice breaking in the end, hanging up, unable to contain yourself, you cried. 
Heavy sobs escaping your throat, wondering if all of this was worth losing your best friend over.
29 May, 23h45
One of the guards had let you go. You had few officers by your side, helping you out for weeks now. He had taken down all the videotape recording before leading you out of the precinct, giving you the key to one of the cars. You would be far gone before they realised you had disappeared.
After a thirty-minute ride, you pulled the car down the alley, heading toward the door, anxiety creeping in your guts. It had been years since you last saw nor heard your friend. Even more since the last time you were here. 
Elijah’s house.
You knock a first time. Then a second time, ringing the bell too. You were about to repeat the action a third time when the door swung open, revealing no one else than Chloe, the very first model. Your heart melted at the sight of her. 
She stood there in the middle of the doorway looking at you for what felt like an eternity. You offered a small smile, waiting for her to act. What you didn’t expect from her, was the way she threw herself in your arms, hugging you tightly.
“Y/N, i missed you so much” She whispered in your neck.
Your arms wrapped around her form, hugging her back. 
“I missed you too.” 
Breaking the contact, your eyes fell on her eyes, filled with small tears and the shy smile she had on her face. Your hand moved to cup her face, swiping the tears from her eyes.
“Did you?” you let your question in the air, wondering if it were the right thing to ask. But she understood you.
“Yes.” She nodded. “I am alright.” She added, predicting your next question.
“Good.” You whispered, smiling at her.
“Elijah will be so happy to see you, please follow me.” She continued, taking your hand in hers.
“I am not sure of it.” you wanted to say but decided to keep your mouth shut.
She led you through the familiar house, searching for Elijah until the two of you arrived to his desk room. Chloe knocked on the door, squeezing your hand softly, feeling your stress, surely. 
“Come back later. I am busy.” You heard his voice through the door.
“He is a little upset since the last thing Mystery Hack revealed.” Chloe said, seemingly annoyed with his attitude.
“I bet he is.” You whispered, something in you wanting to stay silent suddenly for whatever reason.
You knew, at the end of it, you’d have to leave again. Perhaps not seeing him would be easier to leave after. Chloe didn’t wait another second, opening the door walking in. 
“Chloe, what did i say?” He started, raising his eyes from the computer.
Then he just stopped moving, seeing you behind Chloe, his entire body refusing to work. Certainly, he was seeing ghost. But, the huge smile adorning Chloe’s face and the little uncomfortable wave you gave him told him it was true. You were real.
“It was Y/N ringing at the door.” Chloe said, as Elijah walked toward both of you.
His face remained emotionless as he stopped a few meters from you. Chloe turned to you, unaware of what she should do.
“I am just going to leave. It was a bad idea. Sorry” You whispered, feeling really awkward, your eyes stuck on the suddenly fascinating floor. 
Before you could even move, you heard footstep, then, you felt his arms wrapping around you, hugging you tightly, you managed to sneak your arms around him, hugging him back.
“You look awful” He whispered, his voice full of emotion. 
And you laugh.
“Thank you.” You whispered back, hiding your head in his shoulder. He smelled like home. Your heart fell to your feet, aching.
It was like finding your home after years, knowing you’d had to leave forever soon.
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Hello! Here is the third chapter, hope you enjoy the other part and will enjoy this one much more. Do not hesitate to give me your thoughts on this, really anything would make me happy.
Have a wonderful day!
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mossysmolboy · 2 months
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can I request a cg!connor (dbh) moodboard and headcanons? I know most people see him as a little but- cg connor is happy-
- @koithelittle
Just an FYI for futare requests! Not mad, promies. but I don't really do moodboards and headcanons together often, I usually chose to do both if i'm bored lol, but not mad!!
but I did do headcanons lol
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I think Connor would be really attuned to things that could cause you sensory issues/overload. 
He'd have fidget toys in his pockets all the time. Just in case. 
Movie nights with snacks! 
I think he would have downloaded some type of parenting/babysitting program, to try and figure out how. 
Maybe a parenting book. 
He's trying his best, he wasn't made to be a domestic android. 
Walks to the dog park and stops at the playground!
His favourite cartoons to watch with you are My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic and Bluey. 
And any other cartoon with a lesson worked into the episodes. 
Educational worksheets. 
Just simple ones like “count three apples and colour them in” or something like that. 
And colour by numbers, but the educational addition colour by number worksheets. 
He's a pushover for big pleading eyes, both from little ones and dogs. 
Very cuddly. 
He likes seeing you with pacifiers, blankies, stuffies, and any comfort items really! 
He's still more than happy to watch anything with you.
Lots of cuddles! He’s very cuddly.
Conner likes getting drinks made/ready for you, it’s something easy and simple for him.
He also likes it when you’re specific with needs or wants, if you’re being vague he does try and persist for a more specific answer though.
Like if you ask for juice or milk or even just a drink he’ll list off all the options available, and even ask what you want you to drink it in, like do you want it in a sippy cup? A bottle? A normal cup?
He understands if he’s asking too many questions though, so if you’re getting overwhelmed with questions he’ll stop and do it as right as he thinks he can get it. And if you tell him he got it wrong he’ll chuckle and say he was doing his best.
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doodoocumfart · 1 year
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Do you feel like Marcia had a favorite among the kids? I wanna say it was Roman, because until the Kerry thing, he didn't cause her any problems with Logan and just acted the charming jester around her (greeting her warmly with a kiss in Tern Haven). Connor would be my second guess for also not bringing any drama, but I do get the feeling she thinks he's a buffoon and so maybe he's too embarrassing to be her favorite.
If she did have a favourite I think it was Kendall to be honest. While he did give her problems, he is also the only child she has displayed genuine empathy towards. “You’re a nice boy, but out of hard times comes strong men” and I think it’s because as someone who is clearly adoring and hyper protective of her own children. While she is self/her family serving first, I can imagine seeing Logan throw his son to the dogs made her think of her own son Amir. How horrid it is for a parent to do that to a child. Something she’d never do to her own son. Maybe a part of her imagined that happening to her son and she felt bad for Ken. Yes I do know she later kinda suggested to Logan to bring up Ken’s murder situation, but that’s Marcia being Marcia. Practical as ever. Point is she tried to give him tough but REAL advice. Advice that she herself clearly takes. Making the most of hard times.
So while I don’t even know if she has a favourite, probably sees them all as profoundly spoiled and deeply unworthy of it. And feels those resources would be better spent on her kids, she is clearly the most empathetic to Ken.
​i do think she’s largely pretty chill w Roman too tho. She doesn’t rlly start problems w ppl. Lmao.
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dirty-droid · 2 months
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Writer's ask: 30, 38, 42 😁
Howdy!!! Thank you so much for asking, I didn't think I was gonna get any more of these, but they're very fun!
30.  Favourite idea you haven’t started on yet.
Define started on? 😅 I did make a start on one of my various 'Hank and Connor raise Cole and baby Nines together' ideas but I have no idea if I'll ever finish it. I keep starting and stopping with every Hankcon Dads idea I have. Although that does remind me of the Hankconkus Dads one that I never actually started, where Hank has Cole from a previous marriage, Connor has Nines from a messy one night stand situation, and Markus just got custody of his half brother Leo and is new to town, and Hank and Connor help him navigate his new guardianhood and they all three fall in love!
I'm just a childfree asshole who's gotta get all that Hallmark shit out via fanfic, any warm fuzzies just get implanted into my boys.
(and then there's also the extremely self indulgent ooc smutty au I roleplay with my fiance where Hank kidnapped a barely legal Connor and forces him into a Daddy kink roleplay of their own with all of my favorite kinks and fetishes that I always think about writing as it's own fic but never do)
38. Weirdest story idea you've ever had?
Beyond repeating my answers for the above? 😂 Lemon Stealing Whore gets an honorable mention, but it's hard to say, I like a lot of Dead Dove topics but I'm pretty predictable, I know I've done some crack ideas before but I cannot remember them, it's not what I'm known for.
Actually, I'd have to branch out of fandom for that, because I've been in another Steven Universe phase, and that just opens up so many doors, the other night we were joking about Steven doing puppy play and actually accidentally shapeshifting into a dog because of how much he felt like a dog 🤣 (real talk tho, boy could just walk around like a furry, at least he could shift some ears and a tail, he just doesn't like to shapeshift) and the idea of Hannibal Lecter being Steven Universe's therapist? Insane concept, wowzers, that'd be so dramatic and funny.
42. How do you feel about love triangles?
I'm too into open relationships for that mess, like I don't hate them with a burning passion, I know why they exist, but they're just not that much fun and I like established relationships a lot better than a 'will they, won't they' situation. Why can't they all just get along? And smooch?
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zinkleberg · 4 months
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OC Interview - Vian
Ty @cybervesna for tag <3. Tagging @valeriesilverhand and @skelior
I'm pretty sure Vian would avoid any and all public appearances period but if she had to answer these questions, this is how I imagine she would.
Name?
Well, I dunno you so just call me V.
Nicknames?
Don't have any other than what I gave you, guess my brothers called me "shitling" or something but that doesn't really count.
Gender?
Female
Star sign?
Gonna be straight with you here, but I had no idea what these things even meant, had to ask my friend Misty. She said I'm a Sagittarius 'cause I was born in December. Cool I guess?
Height?
6 ft in freedom units, 183 cm in the other one.
Orientation?
What do you mean by this? I'm sitting up straight is that what you mean? Oh, sexuality. Uh, I'm asexual.
Nationality?
I was born across the Pacific in this country called China but I'm American, I don't see myself as anything else.
Favourite fruit?
I've only had real fruit like once or twice, but I think my favorite was probably grapes, dunno they're just easy to eat.
Favourite season?
I'd say summer but I live in North California... so fall probably. It's cooler at least but it's not cold. The cold sucks... I've only seen snow maybe once or something but I didn't like it.
Favourite flower?
What kinda goofy question is that? I dunno shit about biology. Uhh, red ones... just, all kinds of red ones.
Favourite scent?
Dare I say, gunpowder. Yeah, cliche but I don't care.
Coffee or tea?
I don't drink caffeine, I'm just raw dogging life out here.
Average hours of sleep?
In a row or like, overall per day? In a row probably 2. I don't sleep very well most nights. To add onto that, I don't sleep at night very often either so I wake up at like 1 in the afternoon.
Dog or cat person?
Cats. I've literally never seen a dog in NC.
Dream trip?
Literally anywhere away from NC, I hate this place. It'd be at least 10% better if people took regular showers.
Favourite fictional character?
Sarah Connor from those old Terminator films. They're almost 100 years old or something at this point but, eh, it's still cool film history.
Number of blankets you sleep with?
Uhh one? It's too friggin' hot here.
Random fact?
Glad you asked for a random one not a fun one. I got partially blown up in 2074, that was fun and it was how I ended up with this cool hand. (pic credit: chaaxfo)
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I keep neglecting my tumblr sorry I plan to post my other works here as well soon lol
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noodlecupcakes · 3 months
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OC Interviews
Tagged by @g0dspeeed and @cassietrn, thank you both so much. I really love this!
Tabitha Murphy (Far Cry Series)
Name: "Formerly Tabitha Murphy, currently Tabitha Seed."
Nickname: "Angel or Tabby."
Gender: "Female."
Star Sign: "Cancer."
Moral Alignment/Personality: ."Lawful Good."
Height: "5’4."
Sexual Orientation: "Straight."
Nationality/Ethnicity: "American."
Fave Fruit: "Raspberries."
Fave Season: "Spring, I like seeing all the flowers start to bloom."
Fave Flower: "Water Lilies, I have a tattoo of one on my wrist."  
Fave Scent: "I have three as I cant quite narrow it down to one, Lavender, Mint, and freshly baked bread."
Coffee, tea, or HC: "Chamomile Tea."
Average Hours of Sleep: "Six to eight hours a night."
Dog or Cat Person: "I’m an animal person at heart but Joseph and I do tend to take in more stray cats, so I would say that makes me more of a cat person."
Dream Trip: "The Azores, Portugal. It just looks beautiful."
Favorite Fictional Character/Real Person: "Without sounding too soppy, my favourite person would be my husband, Joseph Seed."
Number of Blankets They Sleep With: "One, possibly two during the winter."
RANDOM FACT: "I was training to become a nurse back before I dropped out of college."
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Alex Howe (Saw Series)
Name: "Alex Howe."
Nickname: "I don’t have one, and I don’t want one."
Gender: "Female."
Star Sign: "I don’t give a shit about that…Amanda says I’m a Taurus, whatever the fuck that means."
Moral Alignment/Personality: "Neutral Evil."
Height: "5’7."
Sexual Orientation: "I suppose I’m bisexual, but I do learn more towards women. Women are just easier for me to get along with, and their better in bed."
Nationality/Ethnicity: "American."
Fave Fruit: "Cherries. And its also my favourite colour. Plus, anything artificially cherry flavored is good shit too."
Fave Season: "Autumn. I like the crunch of leaves under my boots when I take a walk."
Fave Flower: "Pfft, like I fucking know. I’ve never gotten flowers in my life. I suppose Tulips are nice."
Fave Scent: "Woodsy smells, pine and cedarwood."
Coffee, tea, or HC: "Jack and coke."
Average Hours of Sleep: "Nowadays…four to five hours."
Dog or Cat Person: "Dog."
Dream Trip: "Anywhere that isn’t New Jersey. I’ve never been on vacation or left the city."
Favorite Fictional Character/Real Person: "Ellen Ripley from Alien or Sarah Connor from Terminator but more so the second one. Both of them are pretty fucking badass."
Number of Blankets They Sleep With: "A lil invasive there, don’t you think? You’re not a cop, are you?"
RANDOM FACT: "I have a criminal record. Not going to tell you what for though."
I tag: @josephseedismyfather, @la-grosse-patate and @3llisarts
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encrucijada · 23 days
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🧭 ♻️ and 🖍️ for haze dogs <3
🧭 an alternative title for your wip?
there are no alternative haze dogs titles, actually!! it's been haze dogs from minute one. i got the idea from a caption jenna barton (aka dappermouth) put on one of her art pieces which was "figures in the haze" and since the way she draws black dogs inspired haze dogs i named it... haze dogs. it came to me in spanish first as "perros de la bruma" and either/or i really like.
i can share the story the idea came from (that of a strange town and a creepy dog) is a short piece i'm still battling with called "homeward & bound". but it's got virtually nothing to do with haze dogs apart from those two things
♻️ scrapped idea for your current wip
acacia vidal lol
for those who don't know it's haze dogs lore i stole the characters of regulus and sirius black to make ángel and adán quijada respectively. because stealing from terfs is not only correct but encouraged. so naturally i also stole narcissa, andromeda and bellatrix. acacia was narcissa (that's why she was a blonde originally) and why she was ángel's cousin. i decided i wanted her to have more of a presence and things slowly spiraled from there... but i just couldn't get her to adjust to haze dogs?? it was more like haze dogs was adjusting around her and i disliked the direction it was taking the book (all 2k words written for it lol). i changed her to ángel's sister and got rid of her two sisters (named amaranta and azalea btw) as a last ditch effort to fix things but i've given up and trashed the entire character. usually i am fine with characters developing organically and guiding me through the story but it was like acacia was becoming the thematic centre of the book when she wasn't supposed to at the expense of connor's relationship with literally everyone else and especially ángel. i did not want acacia and connor as the Main Dynamic of haze dogs and i couldn't find a way to fix that And keep acacia in the book.
so, bye bye acacia
🖍 post any sentence from your wip
connor narrates in huge sentences. this is one of my favourites.
Whenever you were doubled over, tasting death in the mouth, throat burning, something lodged in it, wishing you could spit out blood, you thought about how if you had better things to occupy your evening or a hobby you wouldn’t be here trying to find a way to kill time.
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hamartia-grander · 1 year
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Connor
1. Sexuality headcanon: aroace Connor my beloved
2. Otp: Connor x my fist (I'm joking that's a joke-)
3. Brotp: Connor and Gavin, Connor and North
4. Notp: h*nkcon🤢
5. First headcanon that pops into my head: Deviant Connor is Not a Law Abiding Citisen at All
6. Favourite line from this character: "I like dogs" only damn smart thing he says
7. One way in which I relate to this character: autistic
8. Thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: "I always accomplish my mission" *doesn't accomplish his mission*
9. Cinnamon roll or problematic fave: both? Depends? He's def not innocent but he's not inherently bad either
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trippedandfell · 2 years
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Ok i’ve seen you post about it a few times and now i’m interested - what hockey rpf fics would you reccomend for a buddie shipper?
omg anon!! i’ve been waiting for a reason to post a bunch of hrpf recs, and you’ve just given me the perfect excuse <3
the fun thing about hrpf is that it’s such a big universe, so there’s tons of ships that have excellent fic written for them. the downside of that is that it’s a lot harder to get a grasp on the characters and their stories because, again, there’s so. many. of them. i normally start off by doing a quick scan of wikipedia and then googling events as they come up in the fic (for instance, the 2020 asg), but you do whatever works best for you! i know there’s a fair number of primers floating around on the internet, especially for newer ships, but i haven’t read most of them in detail, so i can’t really vouch for any of them. 
i found the easiest way to categorize this is in terms of what kind of buddie fic you like, so here we go - apologies that it got so long!!
if you like…
buck and eddie as coparents
you’ll probably be a fan of brioux! this article sums it up well, but the tl;dr of it all is - a twenty-something guy moves in with a newly-single father and his three sons and uh. proceeds to basically coparent them. (they did a christmas card together, y’all. it included their dogs. it still makes me feral every time i think about it.)
some personal favourites of mine include:
this exes-to-lovers wedding fic
this one where danny goes back to school, which gives off the Strongest eddie vibes
season one disaster buck
you’ll probably like tyler and jamie! disaster himbo + awkward, anxious captain - these two are wonderful and they have so. much. fic.
some faves include:
the fic of all time, or the soulmate time loop au
the one where tyler works in pr
the obligatory amnesia au
this one, which basically answers the question of “what if season one buck dated eddie”
best friends in love
you’ll probably like tk and nolan! enjoy bitchy teasing, enough hurt/comfort to make you cry for a week straight, and some of the most fun aus i’ve ever read.
there are so many I could pick, but reccing:
the. uh. the onlyfans au
this one, featuring tk as a teacher with the biggest buck energy
this small-town werewolf au
and, if you feel like getting your heart broken, this one about the 2022-2023 season
the dynamic from 2x01
no one does hatesex and rivals to lovers like mattdrai! if you’ve ever wondered what it would be like if buck and eddie stayed enemies longer, here you go.
recs include:
this one, where they both wait out the lockout in germany
this secret relationship amnesia au
this 2022-2023 season au, which owns my entire heart and soul
this one, where they both end up playing for st. louis
the dynamic from 2x01, but with even more inadequacy issues
first overall and second overall that were constantly pitted against each other leading up to (and following) the draft. jack and connor are everything to me, tbh.
some of my faves include:
this estranged husband au (soooo many buddie vibes)
the words with friends au that lives in my head rent-free
this one where they take a road trip, which fucked me up for a solid week
the fucking. parallel universe au
this one, which kills me every time i reread it
and then just some other favourites:
this one, which is just. so fucking well-written
this jack/nolan bitch4bitch fic
the entirety of this warped tour au
this ghost hunter au
this one, about messy 20 year olds in love
there are sooo many more i could include but in the interest of keeping my sanity intact i’m going to stop here!! for further recs, i’ll direct you over to @grittyreadsfic, who is genuinely a joy to have in both the 911 and hrfp fandoms.
happy reading <3
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ghoulsister1 · 7 months
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🎃SpookTober 31 Days Prompts🎃:
Day 1: Decorations🕸
🕸Halloween Shopping🕸
Albert Blithe x GN!Reader. AU: Modern. Fluff. Shopping for Halloween Decorations. Just some cutsey stuff going on. SpookTober Prompt: Decorations🕸
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☆●~Shopping For Halloween~●☆
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🧡You and Blithe go shopping for Halloween decorations, having some fun along the way together!🧡
"Come on Alby! Let's go!" You Called, putting on a pout as your boyfriend came downstairs, dressed in red flannel and a denim jacket with fluff inside to keep him warm from the chilly Fall weather.
"Alright alright honey, hold your horses" Chuckled Blithe as he made his way downstairs to you. You were excited to go decoration shopping, always. You decorated for each holiday and this year was no different.
"I'm sorry sweetie, but I'm just so excited to see the latest and newest stock of Halloween decor! I totally wanna look for those cutesy spider webs for the curtains!" You Said joyfully as you bounced on the spot. Blithe chuckled and leaned forward to press a kiss to your forehead.
"I know cutie pie. I'm excited too. You know I love decor shopping with you" Said Blithe softly. And it was the truth. Ever since you two first moved in together, you helped with the house's decor. Blithe loved how you meticulous picked out certain colours or patterns for each room, your parents always said you had an eye for such things.
"Well, let's hit the road!" Declared Blithe and you squealed as you headed to the car, Blithe in tow with car keys jingling.
First stop was Spirit Halloween. You and Blithe walked in and were blown away by the many wonderful and spooky items on sale, from decorations to costumes. It was a Halloween wonderland!
"Oh my god, Alby look!" You nearly squealed as you showed off a Nightmare Before Christmas Sally costume. Blithe smiled at the costume.
"If I buy this, will you dress up as Jack with me this year?" You Asked shyly. Oh, Blithe's heart melted at that.
"Of course cutie pie, I'll be your Jack Skelly this year, Sally" Replied Blithe smiling warmly as he picked out the costume and he loved the smile you gave him. Costumes in the shopping basket, Blithe and you walked down the many aisles, marvelling at and scouting for decorations.
You two eventually walked out with an abundance of Halloween themed decorations. Loading them up in the car, you guys drove to look for some small decorations, many of the large decorations Spirit Halloween had. You guys stopped at Walmart for the bit and of course you saw the Halloween Squishmallows were in.
"Alby the Halloween Squishmallows are in!" You Grinned. Both of you made a beeline for the aisle.
"Hope they still have the Fall ones in. I really wanna find Connor The Cow in the Flannel shirt" Hoped Blithe.
"Oh I'm sure they still have the Fall ones. Fall and Halloween go hand in hand" You Assured him.
"I hope so, last year I missed out on them. I really wanted Connor, he looks so cosy like a lil' lumberjack" Recalled Blithe.
As you both reached the aisle your heart melted upon seeing Blithe find a Fall Squad version of Connor The Cow Squishmallow and just give the plushie a big hug. That sight alone filled you with serotonin.
"Oh thank goodness! I've found him!" Exclaimed Blithe, cuddling the red flannel wearing Squish in his arms as you walked over to your side as you smiled at him.
"I'm glad you found him!" You Cheered happily. Blithe found comfort in the plushies since his retirement from service due to an injury he sustained. The plushies helped when he had nightmares and when his PTSD kicked up, just holding his favourite one or snuggling up in a pile of them with you was the best calming feeling to him and he'd just relax instantly.
It was the best thing he had at the moment as you two were currently looking into getting Blithe equipped with a emotional support animal, mainly a dog. It's been a long wait and it was frustrating. So you were happy to see Blithe have comfort even if it was from a plushie while you two waited.
"There's so many Halloween Squishmallows and Fall Squad Squishmallows!" You Remarked, looking at the vast amount of spooky and autumnal Squish. Blithe looked at them, eyes wide as he scanned for one to take home.
"We don't have that one do we?" Asked Blithe pointing to Autumn The Black Cat. You shook your head and Blithe reached over, plucking her from the pile. You reached over and pulled Wade The Werewolf Squishmallow from the pile too and picked up a Fall Squad version of Malcom The Mushroom Squishmallow.
Squishmallows collected, you both drove to the next store. Along the way you both stopped for some lunch at a café.
"There's a shop selling decorations across the street, wanna take a look?" Asked Blithe with a mouthful of food making you giggle and nod.
"Sure sweetie!" You Bubbled. Walking across the street, you enter the store and began browsing the aisle. You bent to get a closer look at the decorations at the bottom shelf and when you glanced up you were face to face with a large black spider!
You let out a scream and fell backwards onto your butt, causing Blithe to laugh.
"The Hell?!" You Gasped and looked up to see Blithe hunched over, laughing as he held the now obvious fake spider in his hand like a yo-yo, dangling about.
"Oh your face!" Laughed Blithe. You started to laugh along with him, he got you good with that prank. He helped you up as you both laughed.
"Oh I'll get you back for that one" You Giggled and you both shared a laugh as you continued to browse the aisle together, all while you planned your prank on your boyfriend.
After your shopping trip into town, you drove home to start unpacking and decorating. Walking inside, you both began the decorating process.
"I'm so glad Spirit Halloween had the cobwebs for the curtains" You Remarked as you admired the spooky curtain decor.
"I love the little spooky lanterns they had, I just had to buy them. They look so cool" Commented Blithe as he began placing said lanterns about the house.
It was then as his back was turned, you decided to prank him. You crept as quietly as you could away to the other room across from the living room and found a good corner to hide in. You covered yourself up in the large pumpkin blanket you had since your Grandmother first gave it to you and waited.
"I think I picked out some good spots for the lan...." Blithe stopped mid sentence as he saw you were not in the room. And the whole house had gone eerily silent.
"Honey?" Called Blithe looking around the room. You tried to suppress your giggles under the blanket as you heard his footsteps approach into the room you were hiding in.
"Honey, where are you?" Called Blithe. You snickered a little and you froze. Did he hear you? Blithe looked around the room and saw the large blanket.
"What's that doing there?" Thought Blithe as he walked over to pick up the blanket.
"BOO!" You Cried and Blithe gave a yell, falling backwards on to his butt.
You burst out laughing as Blithe's face flushed pink.
"Wha..?" Stammered Blithe in shock.
"Got you!" You Giggled.
Blithe then began snickering. Damn, you got him good this time. Without warning, he pounced and wrapped you up in his arms, blanket wrapped up around you both.
"This year, I'm really gonna up my tricking game so you better watch out missy!" Chuckled Blithe.
"Oh yeah? Well challenge accepted mister!" You Retorted with a giggle.
You both shared a good laugh as you guys just only realised you were all tangled up in the blanket and both of you falling all over the place just to get free was just comical.
Yeah, it was going to be a great and fun Halloween this year.
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– the promised neverland: WAHHHH my favourite piece of media possibly ever. Reblog forever. i love you emma ray norman, an actual masterpiece
– saiki k: i lied this is also my fav piece of media.
death note, bungou stray dogs, your turn to die, danganronpa 2.
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