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#'someone rose to fuel that hunger'
onejellyfishplease · 1 year
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I found the best song, that just encaptures all of SnapDonnie's vibes!!
I'M SANE by Axie!
omg the lyrics fit so well! and the tune????
i feel like this this would be Donnies descent before he turns fully feral (as seen in Containment Breach)
What's he cooking up, I wonder?
Toys invented, let them wander
Geniuses are left asunder
Some die young, and some die younger
Joy is found within us all
It has a face, and it's a doll
Let's gift it to, like, half the globe
Show everyone our new-found trope
(This is just messed up!)
Business is booming, but I crave a bit more
Creations I have crafted to awake from the floor
I wonder night and day what it'd be like
If what we've made could spring to life
Grant it a brain?
That'd be crazy
Slay the obtained?
But how can you blame me?
Impending doom, seek no freedom
Don't interfere with the rhythm
Endure the pain
Preventing me from going insane
You won't die in vain!
Once they tried to stop me, and that when I said
Metal mesh and human flesh, put it to the test!
It's not bad, I swear
If you close your eyes, it's not there
There's no such despair
Trust in Schrödinger's cat!
HR wants a word with me, though I am the one craving human resources
My program's gonna enhance thriving workforce and save your sorry a—
Ah, Isn't it profound, isn't it profound? (What?)
Oh, la-la
Raised from the ground, by the greatest guy around!
Senses call for acts of wonder
Toys went missing, what a blunder
Geniuses were left asunder
Someone rose to fuel that hunger
(Someone rose to fuel that hunger)
Clever endeavors go a long way
If you seek for ideas each and every day
You'll go insane!
This man has gone insane
This man has gone insane
This man has gone insane
This man has gone in—
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astroa3h · 2 months
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How Astrology Explains Gypsy Rose Blanchard's Manipulative Behavior
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Gypsy Rose Blanchard's story is a tragic and complex tale of deception, abuse, and a desperate quest for freedom. She became widely known after the shocking revelation that her mother, Dee Dee Blanchard, had been forcing her to feign various illnesses for years. Dee Dee suffered from Munchausen syndrome by proxy, a condition where a caregiver fabricates or induces medical conditions in someone under their care. For Gypsy, this meant a life confined to wheelchairs, unnecessary medications, and constant hospital visits, all while being portrayed as a sick, helpless child. The facade began to crumble when Gypsy, in her early twenties, conspired with her then-boyfriend to murder Dee Dee in 2015, a crime that exposed the truth about her life and led to widespread media coverage.
To understand the intricacies of her character, we need to look at her Mercury in Virgo, positioned in the 11th House, exalted and in rulership at 0 degrees. This placement is not just powerful; it's like Mercury on steroids, sharpening the mind, enhancing analytical abilities, and making communication a finely tuned instrument. Now, layer this with a conjunction to Mars, Venus, and the fixed star Regulus, and you've got a potent mix that can manifest in extraordinary ways. Mercury in Virgo at 0 degrees gives Gypsy a heightened sense of detail and precision. Virgo is the sign of purity and service, ruled by Mercury, which governs communication and intellect. When Mercury is exalted and in its own sign, it amplifies these qualities, making her mind incredibly sharp and her communication skills meticulous. 0 Degrees enhances Virgo energy even further. But, being in the 11th House—the house of friendships, social networks, and hopes—this placement suggests she has a unique way of interacting with groups and expressing her ideas. I sense a keen awareness of the social dynamics around her, an ability to read the room, and adapt her communication to suit her audience. This makes her not just a good communicator but a potentially masterful manipulator.
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Now, let's talk about the conjunction with Mars and Venus. Mars brings a fiery, assertive energy, and when it's sitting so close to Mercury, it can infuse her words with a sharpness and urgency. There's an aggressiveness in her communication style, a need to assert her thoughts and opinions. It's not just about speaking; it's about getting others to act. This can make her incredibly persuasive, even forceful, in her interactions. The presence of Venus adds a layer of charm and allure. Venus in Virgo may not be as flamboyant as in other signs, but it brings a subtle, almost understated attractiveness. Gypsy could have used this to disarm people, to present herself as vulnerable and innocent, even while orchestrating complex schemes behind the scenes.
Then there's the influence of Regulus, one of the four Royal Stars, known for bestowing success, power, and authority. But, as with all things in astrology, there's a shadow side. Regulus can make someone crave recognition and status, even at the cost of integrity. In Gypsy's case, this star's influence could have fueled a deep-seated need for validation, for acknowledgment, especially given her turbulent life. Regulus, combined with the critical nature of Virgo, might have driven her to meticulously plan and execute her actions, aiming for a sort of "queenly" acknowledgment, albeit in a twisted manner.
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Gypsy's manipulative tendencies culminated in a shocking climax—her involvement in the murder of her mother, Dee Dee. This drastic action, while appearing to be an escape from a life of abuse, also reveals the darker aspects of her astrological makeup. The exalted Mercury's obsession with details and perfection, Mars' aggressive influence, Venus' charm, and Regulus' hunger for recognition all played a role in crafting a carefully constructed plan to end her suffering. It was a desperate bid for freedom, cloaked in deception and secrecy, showing the shadow side of these powerful astrological placements. Gypsy's manipulative behavior wasn't born out of a vacuum; it was a response to a life of extreme control and manipulation by her mother. The negative traits of her placements were exacerbated by her environment, creating a complex personality capable of both charm and deceit. The exalted Mercury gave her the mental tools to strategize, Mars provided the drive to act, Venus offered the allure to mask her intentions, and Regulus fueled a desire for recognition and power.
Here we see a cautionary tale of how potent astrological influences, combined with a toxic environment, can lead to destructive behavior. Her chart reveals a mind that was both a blessing and a curse—capable of great intelligence and insight but also prone to over-analysis, manipulation, and a desire for control. This serves as a stark reminder that our astrological placements are tools, and how we wield them can define the course of our lives. For Gypsy, these tools became both her means of survival and her ultimate downfall.
Blessings,
Ash ✨
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Hiii !! I saw ur bsd request so if its okay can i request an Chuuya x reader where reader couldnt sleep tho they just went to the grocery store it was almost 3am but then they got attacked by an ennemy and chuuya saves them since reader is just a normal civil ♡♡
*Me deciding to write this at 1 am* I think I made this a little too comical at the start just cuz I’m laughing at my own inability to sleep… ever. The tone does shift slightly but overall it's not too jarring
I definitely took the request and ran with it so I hope it’s still to your liking even if it went in a slightly different direction anon!.
TW// Blood and violence
Word Count: 3.5k (yea idk why it became so long either)
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Staring up at your darkened ceiling you wondered how the youtube video that prided itself in the title, “By the end of this video you’re guaranteed to be asleep!” failed in its one and only purpose. 
It was 3 am.
You had work tomorrow and you had counted about 137 sheep by now, not feeling any less tired than when you started. If anything you were getting antsier. You switched your sleeping position for the 30th time, hoping this one would change quite possibly anything about your current disposition. Yet, of course, nothing. 
So you got up, and in a fit of annoyance, you threw your teddy across the bedroom. You motioned to decapitate the other when you paused and recollected yourself. 
It was definitely the lack of sleep that was making you adapt your boyfriend’s mannerisms. 
His tendency to throw fits when things wouldn’t go his way was something you may have accidentally picked up. Realizing this, you hurriedly made the decision to go wash up and collect yourself before you began to copy his murderous stages in his fits. 
~~~~~~
You ended up wandering into your kitchen somehow. The lack of sleep was clearly affecting you because it felt as though you were periodically blacking out. While you showed some concern about this fact, you figured you would be fine when you got something in your system. Perhaps the hunger ate away at your capability to sleep peacefully.
The moonlight filtered into the room through the brief cracks in the blinds, creating subtle arrays. If only the tranquility of the room would aid in your endeavor to gain some respite.  
“Milk… yea… warm milk might do the trick.” You mumbled to yourself as you flicked on your kitchen lights and ushured out the dim moonlight. Trudging slowly towards your fridge you noticed the quaint roses that sat beautifully on the island. 
They were from your aforementioned boyfriend, Chuuya Nakahara. 
The previous comments regarding him would cause someone to have a mental image of a crazy, and possibly lethal, person. While they would be partially correct, he was more like a shouting pomeranian, a really sweet and loving one. He thought of you constantly and would check up frequently, especially since his work kept him away from you quite often. 
Actually, he had called around 1 am to make sure you had put away your work and gone to sleep. He really cared about you and truthfully it was endearing but you wished he worried about himself too. He was obviously calling you at 1 am so he wasn’t getting much sleep either. You brought up your concern to him softly. Turns out he was on a stakeout mission and would most likely be unable to sleep. 
Ironic, really. 
You weren’t doing anything and yet you couldn’t sleep either. Must’ve been a soulmate, string-tying-your-sleep-schedule-together thing. Next he comes over, you’re going to treat him to some princess-styled pampering. He really needs a break.
After adding some water to the rose pot, you returned to your previous mission. Just because you were in discomfort and dying internally did not mean the flowers deserved the same treatment.  
Opening the fridge you were greeted to the sight of nothing. 
There was no milk. 
And suddenly, you could really care less if you took after your boyfriend. 
~~~~~
With sleep deprivation fueling any and all organs in your body, you made your way to the local grocery store. You groaned slightly at the wind that tickled your body even though the light jacket you wore. It wasn’t cold by any means but the wind at the dark of night always felt sharper, as if warning everyone to be alert.
Chuuya always warned you against going outside at night. It was an obvious thing to be wary of, yet it was something deserving of more concern in Yokohama. 
The city itself was riddled with crime and destruction. It was especially dangerous for those without abilities of their own. With no method of self-defense, at night, the streets became wolves prowling around, hungry for their next victim. And oh were there a surplus of potential victims to be found in Yokohama. You just had to be careful to not be one of them. 
Typically, you would heed Chuuya’s warnings, he practically knew Yokohama’s underbelly like the back of his hand. But the grocery wasn’t too great of a distance away from your apartment, and the walk to it was already feeding into your senses; clearing your mind. You figured the recent stress from your work may have subconsciously been pricking at your ability to sleep. 
If you were quick about it, there really wouldn’t be any need for concern. Plus you were doing your best to be keenly aware of your surroundings. Any sound that echoed through the streets had you quickening your pace and checking yourself, particularly regarding the location of your wallet and phone. 
You would be fine, sure you had no ability but that didn’t mean you were stupid. If anything, living in a city like this had caused you to pick up some tricks here and there. 
Chuuya himself had a powerful ability, and sometimes you would be lying if you said you didn’t want one like it. With his ability, no one could really touch him, or you for that matter - should you be with him. 
Although he wasn’t particularly a fan of that idea. The thought of someone using you as a possible leverage against him left him in a cold sweat. That was the last thing he wanted; his position putting you in danger.
Thinking of your boyfriend’s constantly anxious character when it came to you made your mood shift to one a little more bitter. He’d lost enough in his life, he shouldn’t have to worry about you being another person he’d lose. You would make sure of that.
Your thoughts returned to your surroundings and your destination. You figured you could pick up some supplies to cook up something for Chuuya too while at the store. 
It was a win-win situation, you thought. And with that, plus a slight cheer in your step, you quickly made your way to the grocery. 
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‘All right, that should be it.’ You thought to yourself as you walked out of the mart. The wind was the same as before; scraping your cheek the moment you faced its direction. 
‘Tonight had no reason to be this cruel.’ 
It really was. 
An hour of sleep was all you asked for, and instead, you got handed a side mission to get food. But hopefully, it would be the last thing you needed to catch some sleep.
“Chuuya I hope you’re getting more sleep than me, even if it’s a power nap.” You mumbled into the night with your head facing the stars in fatigue. At the very least, you exhausted a lot of your energy, feeling more ready for sleep now than 2 hours ago. 
You traded the receipt in your hand with your apartment keys in your pocket. The small jingle they made was the only sound heard in the vacant parking lot of the grocery, even the register in the store was as silent as a ghost.   
That all-consuming silence did feel a bit odd. 
A chill went up your spine as you slowly registered the eeriness of the night. It was a feeling akin to being stuck at a graveyard at a time you knew you shouldn’t be there, or rather, you weren’t wanted there. 
“Um excuse me miss-” 
CLANG
The groceries you held were scattered on the ground, some rolling a brief distance before stopping. The voice of the employee had left you a bit more than just ‘frightened’. Perhaps the fact you were so vulnerable was playing up your nerves to a degree you couldn’t possibly calm them; thus, resulting in your current predicament.  
Still shaken from the sudden appearance of the employee, you bent down to grab the dropped products. You noticed another hand helping you; it was the employee. 
“Ha, you’re lucky there wasn’t any glass in there huh-” He seemed young, maybe around your age. He appeared energetic, even in the dead of night with presumably no sleep. He was the only one working the night shift too, you truly sympathized.
“Y-yea, looks like that’s the only lucky thing to happen tonight..”
“My apologies for startling you miss, that wasn’t exactly my intention.” He handed you the last product which you promptly put back in your bag, awkwardly shifting away in an attempt to end the conversation and go home. It felt as though you had already lost two lives in that scare alone, you might as well run home now and preserve the last one. 
Besides, the fact that the boy had snuck up on you without making a single sound in the already stilled night was a tad unnerving. 
“You seem really tense miss, something wrong?” He seemed to shift closer to you, possibly in concern. Yet, the dullness in his eyes had your hand twitching; the jingle of your keys serving as a reminder of where you had to be.
“Ah- you know it's just late and I don’t think anyone could particularly say being alone at night is something you can do while being carefree. Um was there something-”
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
“Uh- what does-”
“Where is he?”
“H-huh..?” 
Your heartbeat filled the void left by the lack of noise in the night. Suddenly, you weren’t just shaking because of the salient winds. 
There was a swift motion in front of you; blurred by your panicked eyes and the speed at which it took place. He stood there, more or less emotionless, whereas your eyes were as wide as plates, staring back at him in horror.
“UCK-!!”   
You dropped down to your knees, clutching your stomach. That warm feeling that filtered out from your body left you cold; the sound of your heartbeat slowly disorienting you.
It was blood, you were bleeding. 
The boy threw a dagger your way, so fast you had no time to process what he had done. If you were shaking before, you were certainly incapable of stability in your current condition. You weren't even sure if you were capable of vocalizing a coherent sentence right now; your voice felt like a dimmed candle, barely heating its radius.
“Wh…wh-y..” You managed to croak out, wincing at the pain simply talking caused you. 
“Eye for an eye. Isn’t that how it works?” His head shifted its weight onto one side as if he was questioning you. Yet there was barely any sign of human emotion in his eyes. He began walking towards you, the sounds of his steps echoing in the barren lot. 
You couldn’t move your head up to look at him, so you had to settle for the sight of his feet making their way over to you. 
‘Badum Badum Badum’
If he didn’t finish you first, your incessant heartbeat would. 
Even with your eyes a little clouded, they stayed locked on the feet of the boy who appeared less lethal than he was. His feet stopped before you. The feeling of his ominously desolate eyes staring you down wasn’t something you could miss. With fear locking you into place, you couldn’t move to look him in the eyes. 
It was then he knelt down to look you in the eyes instead. Being able to fully inspect him now, you realized, his eyes weren’t dull. 
No not at all.
They were simply so full, full of unbridled fury that it was hard to pinpoint anything else in his eyes. That far-off look was just a mask for whatever he held underneath. And what was held underneath was hatred, and for you, it seemed. 
“Quite the catch you got. That boyfriend of yours I mean.” He brought a second dagger next to your cheek. The tip threatened to cut you should you move, and with how much you were shaking, it had already pricked you.
“That Port Mafia bitch cut down my brother not long back, and the law of equivalent exchange states that to obtain something, something of equal value must be lost. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind if I followed through with what he started.”
Ah yes, the Port Mafia. 
It was hard to ignore what Chuuya did, who he had to cut down, and how his actions affected others. After all, you considered his sins to be yours the moment you gave your heart to him. His work wasn’t something you couldn’t change about him, it was something you accepted was a part of him. You loved Chuuya, he was deserving of your love. And so, you were willing to pay for any sins he committed, because, at the end of the day, you wanted him to have peace...
“Being an assassin has its perks you know. I’ve been silently watching you and waiting for this perfect moment. Once you’re dead, I’ll give him your body in the same condition my brother’s- URK-!”   
...But for Chuuya to have peace, you knew you couldn’t die. 
Mustering all the strength in your body, you swung your keys at him as fast as you could. The keys left a gash on his neck, one which he was clutching with his hands now. The only opportunity you would have to escape with his hands now preoccupied.
You quickly made space between the two of you and ran as fast as you could, stumbling slightly as you got up. The groceries were discarded the moment you got up, they would only slow you down. 
Your pace was bad and your vision was even worse. 
You knew he would find you if you even tried running off in the direction of your home. Although an alleyway was the worst place to go, it was the only place that was close in proximity and provided coverage from the streetlights. 
There was no way you could run anymore. You’d lost enough blood by the time you found an obscure corner to slump down on in the alleyway. The dagger was the only thing holding back the rest of your blood from escaping your body, and it still wasn’t enough. 
The heartbeat in your ears dimmed down to the point you could finally hear the quiet of the night, but you weren’t sure that that was a good sign. Your hands felt cold and weak, but still, you moved to grab your phone from your pocket and called the only person you thought could save you.
“Ch-chu..ya..” 
The ringer continued to resonate in your ear. Not knowing how long your hand would have the strength to hold onto the phone, you prayed he would pick up soon. 
Your hope of him being with you seemed to dwindle with each ring, until finally, a sound. 
“Y/N-!”
Although you could barely move or feel anything, your head still turned to that warm voice you knew and loved. With the phone still ringing for him, there he was, running to you. You weren’t sure if the lack of blood was making you see things too, but you really hoped that was him, even if it felt impossible.
“Chuuya… y-you came..” He got to you in the blink of an eye. Particularly since your blinks were becoming just as slurred as your voice. You felt his arms wrap around you, gently lifting you up off the ground. 
“Of course I would- Hold on, shit-! I’m so sorry, let’s get you patched up quick, just- just hold on okay?! Please, please..”
“Don’t… worry.. I won’t .. leave you..” Before you lost consciousness, you felt his lips graze the top of your head, alongside a drop of what felt like rain. 
His grip on you tightened as you let go of your consciousness. 
You were in safe hands now so you could finally rest easy.
~~~~~~~ 
When you next awoke, it was to the sound of repeated beeps and the hushed murmurs of nearby staff. It was the hospital. Your head turned to look at the heartbeat monitor which had wires that trailed back to your body.
‘Well that explains the beeping- good to know I’m alive at least.’ 
While the beeping was the first thing you took note of, you paid extra attention to the red-headed man resting his head in the space next to your legs. 
‘Looks like it wasn’t a dream then..’ You reflected as you hung your head back, snug against the pillow. 
Truthfully, when Chuuya appeared before you, you’d thought you were seeing things. After all, you had just called him seconds prior, but here he was, resting rather peacefully next to you. 
So he had come for you. 
The moment you attempted to move your torso in order to reach him, an excruciating electrical current shot through you, forcing you back to your original position. Your shuffling woke up your resting visitor as you continued to wince in pain. 
“Y-y/n-! Let me go get the nurse-” Chuuya shot up, as though he wasn’t just resting just seconds ago. Even through your hazy gaze the panic and frustration on his face was something even a blind person could see. 
It had been some time since you had last seen him this way, and you couldn’t help but feel a tinge of sadness. He was panicked.
 “Chuuya wait! Please stay..” You spoke breathlessly, it felt as though you were slowly drained of all your energy the moment you awoke.
You tried to move your hand to grab him, but all you could muster was a hapless imitation. He stopped before he could grab the door and carefully, he turned back to face you. His eyes were flushed and his head lacked that oh-so-familiar fedora, so his hair ended up appearing messier than it would look any other day. 
Least to say, he looked as well-put together like a bride whose wedding plans all fell short. 
Even if it hurt, you chuckled anyway. A soft smile played on your lips as Chuuya nimbly took his place next to you, hesitant to make eye contact. This was the most quiet you’d seen Chuuya since the day he drank so much wine that he was passed out for a whole day. And again, you laughed, not letting your abdomen’s current condition restrain you. 
Now Chuuya was looking at you like you had grown another head. At that, you tried to collect yourself and finally speak to him.
“Chuu listen, I know you probably think what happened was your fault, but don’t blame yourself ok..? Look at me right now- I’m still alive, a little bruised up- but fine!” 
He looked as though he was angry, but you knew better. He was in pain. He was regretting everything and recalling every mistake that led to this outcome. 
Your eyebrows unconciously knit themselves together in disquitude. You turned your gaze away from him momentarily, reflecting, while he continued to stare at your absurdly white bed sheets. 
After a pause, you starting again. This time, more somber and raw in your tone.
“Thanks for saving me… I… I don’t know what would’ve happened had you not come in time- I mean I think I held up well enough right?” You turned back to him nervously chuckling. 
The air in the room was becoming more thick with the words Chuuya couldn’t say. The wait was intense but you just wanted him to say something. If anything, to know he was okay too. 
“It- I… I was done the mission.. I was going to come over to check up on you when I saw what the bastard had done … and I saw you running- I’m not done with him yet, he’ll get what he dished out tenfold but-” Chuuya paused. His head tilted up to finally meet your eyes. 
“I’m sorry..” 
He mouthed some words but each one was held back as if he was unable to pick what he wanted to say most. So you began to say what you knew you had to express.
“Truthfully, Chuuya- I.. I was so scared. Everything feels like a haze right now because it felt like a horrible nightmare. I don’t want to think about it because I know if I do, I won’t stop shaking..” And now, your hand was quivering at the thought of the night prior. Chuuya’s gaze fell to your hands which he swiftly wrapped in his own, protecting them from everything that plagued your mind. 
“...I’m still scared… but I feel safe with you by me. I wasn’t going to let him take me down with him… because I want to be with you from now until forever.” 
Coming so close to death, you knew the words a person had to say before they regretted not saying them at all. It was better to express every weakness and strength, emotion and secret before everything fell down and all you were left with was the words you held tightly on the tip of your tongue.  
When Chuuya came and held you again, careful not to touch your wounds, the two of you took solace in the beating hearts of the other. Chuuya was scared to lose you, you could tell as much from his embrace. 
“I’ll always come for you.. I’ll always come and protect you. I promise that with everything I am.” 
And if he could read your touch - and you certainly wish he could - it would speak volumes of your love and trust for him. But most importantly, it would tell him; 
‘I’m not going anywhere.’
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saharaadesertt · 3 months
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💫 Across the Cosmos Ch.1 💫] Just a Night of Beauty, Passing By... 🌹
Summary: Boothill and Argenti live similar lives- it's only natural that they are bound to run into each other. But what happens if they see each other again... and again... and again? Boothill and Argenti, two mysterious beings that are shrouded in mystery, learn about each other through several chance encounters and learn that it's okay to not only be in the company of someone but to enjoy their company as well.
tags: pov alternating, angst, nostalgia, fate/destiny, star-crossed lovers, feels
word count: 1.5k
note: attempting a fic with multiple chapters, i hope this turns out okay and i am open to compliments and/or criticism. i hope you enjoy reading as these two brought me out of my writing hole haha
A flash of red hair, the glimmer of metal armor, the faint scent of roses...
For the past few months, the Galaxy Ranger Boothill has associated these three features together. As someone who never spends too much time in one place fighting crime and making the world a better place, he found it quite odd that he kept seeing the same hair and smelling the same floral aroma no matter where he went. It was almost like this person was following him, trying to hunt him down to take him, turn him in, and fulfill the bounty that was tacked onto him like an omen. Boothill had this scenario play in his head a few times, fueling his anxiety as he traveled the cosmos. But- and Boothill assured himself with this but- if this person really wanted to turn him in for the money, wouldn't they have done it by now? Would it really be worth it to torture him with several sightings and wear him down over time when the bounty was already so high? And besides- why would you want to smell like flowers if your main goal was hunting down a keen Galaxy Ranger? It was almost like this mysterious individual had business of his own with every planet he traveled to, just like Boothill...
But none of that matters right now. All Boothill needs is this fine glass of Asdana's White Oak sitting in front of him. He, having spent the past week trying to track down a gang of delinquents that sought to leak interstellar secrets, found that he needed a well-needed break and reward. He found himself at this restaurant horrendously underdressed, wandering in on a whim since this city was brand new to him. It was similar to Penacony, but not as extreme (something Boothill was grateful for, he did not need another situation like that, as exhilarating as it was).
Boothill looks at the food being carried out by waiters and waitresses, the smell of them registering something that can only be similar to hunger without the desire to eat. It smelled good, but ever since he sacrificed his body his care and love for food vanished. He sometimes wondered what would happen if he ate something but he didn't think that that scenario would end well. He resorted to dreaming of the past barbecue nights he would have with his family... a shame that everything that happened happened the way it did.
Although he was a cyborg, the one thing that somehow lasted with Boothill was the tipsy feeling that came from drinking alcohol. It seemed that the metabolism aspect to get the alcohol out of his circuit system was the same, and it was very evident now as Boothill's face began to blush a dark red. He decided that although this was a well-earned moment, it was one that would be best done in the comfort of the space that he rented. He would hate to overdo his drinking in a public space and as prideful as he can be his tipsy stupor was telling him any more alcohol could not end up well for anyone involved. 
After ordering another bottle of Asdana's White Oak and paying the bill, Boothill did his very best to walk out of the restaurant. The sun had set, with several streetlamps painting the road with a dark yellow hue. The sky, sullied by light pollution, had minimal stars but a few dull specks of light that rarely twinkled. Boothill walked on the sidewalk alone, taking in the city in a moment of mindfulness. The few stars in the sky made him wonder what other planets were out there, what other lives people were having. In a way, Boothill believed in parallel universes, but he wouldn't wish anyone, not even his worst enemy, a life that was similar to his. Before he knew it, the bottle of alcohol was gone, the taste of it being only a faint whisper on his lips as he drank mindlessly. 
Fudge.
He shouldn't have done that. The world was spinning now with every staggered step Boothill took. He needed to rest. He started to move towards and lean on a store building, praying that he wouldn't short-circuit and pass out. His prayers went unanswered as he started to feel his wires jump and glitch, causing Boothill to slowly lose his balance and sit against the wall.
Oh, fudge this.
Boothill was in a bad position. He physically couldn't stand up, nor could he call for help as he would find the words in his state. The world was spinning to the point where he couldn't even see. His eyes slowly swooped closed as he hoped someone would be nearby to call for assistance, whatever assistance could help someone who was 90% metal.
Just before his eyes closed, Boothill swore he saw something familiar. It was almost like he saw a flash of red, accompanied with the faint smell of roses. 
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Argenti always took great pride in his hair. The scarlet hair cascaded down to his back, almost sparkling when exposed to the light and highlighting his emerald eyes. When he first started following Idrilla, he made it his duty to present himself in the best way possible, and that led to morning and night routines that sometimes lasted hours.
Morning: brush hair, skincare, check armor for scratches and dullness, attend to the indoor garden of plants that have been collected from years of travel (Argenti treats his plants as he would a dog or cat)
Night: skincare, haircare, polish armor, prayers to Idrilla 
Argenti should've been at his space station an hour ago. Alas, he got occupied in his local perfumery. The planet he stopped by on a whim turned out to have amazing shopping experiences, and he gravitated towards the oils made of rose and other botanicals. A lot of credits went down the drain, but if it meant that he could further impress and inspire Idrilla, it was worth every credit. He rushed out of the store, wanting to rush back to get at least 8 hours of sleep. He began to turn to his right when a glint of something caught his eye.
Metal...?
It was metal, but not from a ring or from a littered soda can. It was from a man, a man who was more metal than flesh. He looked like he was in rough shape, with his cheeks flushed, cowboy hat tipped over his head, and his breathing slightly ragged. He had a bottle in his hand, and it was obvious he drank quite a bit. Argenti started to think about what he could do, this was a person in need and by the name of Beauty, he was here to help. The only thing that Argenti thought about is taking him to his place, but that seemed like it would push the lines of what Idrilla would want. However, the need to help a person also aligned with being a Knight of Beauty, so saving a poor soul was the right thing to do to Argenti. 
In one swoop, Argenti picked up the cowboy, the metal of his body clanking with the armor of his own. Argenti winced slightly, making a mental note to take extra time to polish when he got home. Luckily, the space station was not far at all and in 10 minutes flat Argenti was able to lay the man on his couch before heading to the bathroom to attend to his haircare, humming to himself. Suddenly, he heard low mumbling that seemed to be accompanied by short sobs. In a flash, Argenti poked his head out to see the man turning his head, eyebrows scrunched and sweat covering his forehead. A singular tear rolled down his cheek.
"Don't go..."
Argenti tilted his head. The poor man must be having a nightmare. A prayer to Idrilla instantly left Argenti's lips, wishing peace and serenity to the man who lay on his couch. Deciding to delay his night routine, he walked over and sat in the chair that sat next to the sofa. He took a good hard look at the man he picked up, the first time he had a chance to process the features of this mystery visitor. His hair was white and tinged with black, his ears pierced and adorned with what looked like bullet casings. His hat had seen better days, worn but still showing that it was taken good care of. With his mouth slightly agape, Argenti saw teeth that were pointy and sharp.
Just seeing a person in his home was something new to Argenti. As a Knight of Beauty, he spent the majority of his time in solitude in an oath to Idrilla. But Argenti, already crafting a prayer of forgiveness to Idrilla, knew that this man needed the safety of a home and the company of someone to make sure he is well enough to venture out on his own again.
Argenti decided, after wiping the tear on the man's face, that it was okay to continue his night routine. As he began to untangle his hair, something small but nagging began to pull at Argenti's gut.
Haven't I seen that man before?
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i am also uploading this and future chapters on ao3 which i will update first so if you want to view it there, this is the link https://archiveofourown.org/works/56888251/chapters/144650071 :)
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Geniuses were left asunder
Someone rose to fuel that hunger
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friend-of-giants · 1 year
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WIP Whenever
or as I'm calling this one, Wednesday Wrensday
Tagged by @mareenavee to share a bit of WIP! So, have a bit of an upcoming chapter of Ascent from the Ashes. This bit is part of a hc that I have that the Dragonborn's soul can take over them for a short time, and I have given Wren's soul a name :) With as much of a Sad Wet Beast that she usually is, I thought I could let her have a small moment of power and badassery. As a treat.
Tagging @elfinismsarts @paraparadigm @changelingsandothernonsense @thelavenderelf and anyone else who wants to do this!
Something switched within her soul.  An exhilaration like she had never known before, and a hunger that only dominance could sate.  The water felt cool against her flesh with her dragon’s soul blazing as it was, the metallic scent of his blood lingering in the mist only fueling its desire for death.  Wren let her head fall back and she looked up to the clear skies, watching a little bird zoom across the heavens, oblivious to what was happening beneath it.  She laughed, softly at first, then it grew louder until her entire body shook with its force.  What began as a mindless cackle evolved into a hot-blooded scream that tore its way from her core, burning its way out of her as if her belly were filled with oil and someone had thrown a lit torch down her throat.  
"You're fucking crazy!"  A voice caught her ears and silenced her cry.  She slowly turned to its source and saw the Redguard woman backing away from where Dagon was hitched, a worn iron sword in her trembling hands.  "What in the name of the Divines is wrong with you?"
Don't let her get away.
Wren rose from the pool and made her way out of the blazing shallows.  The Altmer bandit's body floated lazily across the surface behind her, moving at the whim of the churning waters.  Nahlyahdez had taken over her once again, and she both loved and hated the feeling it gave her. 
She stepped foot on the dry ground, feeling every pebble, every crisp leaf and blade of grass against her skin as vividly as if she were hunched to the ground to feel it between her fingers.  Every bead of water rolling across her bare skin felt like a shard of ice carving its way through her flesh, each individual hair swaying in the nearly still air and tugging mercilessly at her scalp.  A ripple of white-hot fire pulsed through her body, down her limbs to the tip of each finger, throbbing behind her eyes with every beat of her heart.  She had become one with the beast. 
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Lyric Prompts 6
Feat. Songs that I’m pretty sure altered my brain chemistry in some way (Part 1)
“I don’t think I can tell if I am dreaming”
“I do not feel like myself, I think I might be someone else”
“Did I always have the potential I’m revealing?”
“Have I become something new?”
“(Or) Am I turning into you?”
“Endure the pain, preventing me from going insane”
“If you close your eyes, it’s not there”
“Trust in Schrödinger’s cat”
“Senses call for acts of wonder”
“Someone rose to fuel that hunger”
“This man has gone insane”
“You had to gut out the truth”
“I’m listening to everything”
“Please tell me everything
“I’lll put my hand upon your chest so you forget your engravings”
“It’s such a wonder don’t blow like a halogen bulb”
“Don’t leave me to crumble at your feet”
“You used to be so sweet”
“Obfuscated by doom”
“And we may think our sacrifice is just, but pride comes just before the fall”
“I am the blighted being cursed with sight”
“This passion is a plagiarism”
“I’ve gotta stop with that shit, ‘cause I’m perfect”
“Space is fucking cool, and so are you”
“I’m still hot like Halley’s Comet”
“Better to be hated than loved for what you’re not”
“Can you teach me how to feel real?”
“Nobody told me it would be lonely”
“I don’t care because I know you love me”
“Unlike all the crows lurking above me”
“Under the circumstances, I’ve been shockingly nice”
“I used to want you dead, but now I only want you gone”
“Now I only want you gone”
“We’ll set something ablaze, a trail for the devil to erase”
“I love you, my responsibility has found a place”
“And as your gasping for the last of air you’ll tra-la-la-la-la”
“A wise woman said I’m alive, nobody’s ever told her she’s wrong”
“I’m as alive as her beard is long”
“Twirling moon dust abound, lung destruction is starting”
“Now that you’ve heard it all, there is the door”
Songs used in order under the cut!
1-5 Animal (The living tombstone)
6-11 I’M SANE (Axie)
12-15 Engravings (Ethan Bortnick)
16-18 Feelin’ So Matryoshka (The Scary Jokes)
19-21 Leviathan, the girl (Phemiec)
22 Girl Anachronism (The Dresden Dolls)
23-25 H.S (Tom Cardy)
26-27 I Am Not A Robot (MARINA)
28 Lonely (Brad Sucks)
29-30 Crows (The Gothic Archies)
31-33 Want You Gone (Aperture Science Psychoacoustic Labrotories)
34-35 Piazza, New York Catcher (Belle & Sebastian)
36-40 Waltz in E-Major, Op. 15 “Moon Waltz” (Cojum Dip)
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Geniuses were left asunder Someone rose to fuel that hunger (Flashing/Bright video TW ^)
POV you are a Starclan cat or Lionclan member during The Darkest Hour
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cloudbattrolls · 2 years
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Every Other Freckle
Jameth Abnale | Jikiro Takami’s Hive | Present Night
Another night, another trial. 
Jameth Abnale laid on a couch in Jikiro’s hive, one bought for him sweeps ago to have good support for when he wanted to sit up and work. It was comfortable, but not so soft he’d fall asleep in it, and it had heaters and massage capabilities built in for his stiffness.
He tapped his tablet, mulling over the new orders for ship parts, trying to decide what materials would be best. 
These were exclusive seadweller vessels, headed for aquatic colonies - it was always a challenge to build them to withstand both the hardships of space and the inevitable corrosion of a water-world, not to mention having to research the native flora and fauna to see what impact they’d have long-term.
Technically, he could leave all the designs to his engineers, solely focus on the business side of things. Many highbloods did, caring little for the actual craft of their enterprises. Why bother, when they could pay someone to care for them?
Insufferable. If a troll didn’t have a direct grip on their works, they didn’t deserve them.
It wasn’t even that he loved his business so much - sometimes the damn thing was more trouble than it was worth - but it would be far worse to not have it. 
It was expected of a blueblood, but it was also necessary to survive. If he couldn’t serve the empire in as direct a way possible, he knew very well the drones would come for him.
He had his fleet exception, but it stood as long - and only as long - as he provided the groundwork to support the ships he would never board.
Often he hated it. Yet without it, who would he be? Another complacent, lazy fool with no verve or inspiration? It had made him far sharper, far more aware than most others of his caste. 
Oh, other bluebloods thought they were so deadly, and they were in some ways - but they’d never understand the constant hunger of eyes waiting to be given any reason to attack, the merest justification to cull them. 
Jamie had taken that hunger and burned it as fuel before it burned him up instead.
Alas, it had left him with far too much hunger of his own. 
He looked over at the tealblood on the other couch, playing with a ball of ink he was levitating in midair as he jabbered away in his local language to his signmates. 
Jamie knew enough of the words to catch that he was setting up a meeting in person with the other three. Good luck to the youngest Takami; he’d need it.
He looked at the tanuki troll, gaze lingering as it often did. 
Jikiro had never been skinny - none of his bloodline were - but the others weren’t broad like him, fat and wide-shouldered, with thick arms and hands (how those big fingers could do such delicate work, Jamie had always marveled). They didn’t have his round face or easy smile.
All absolutely infuriating traits. 
Though he’d laid hands on him many times, Jamie had never touched his friend’s lips except for once, long ago. Out of respect. Out of knowing if he did, if he tried, and if he was turned away -
Well. Some things were too much.
The teal wrapped up his call, put his ink away and looked over. He raised his eyebrows at the look on his friend’s face. 
“What, going to tell me I’m a pain?” 
Jamie ignored the grinning teal. The man could sweat a bit after the events of the bar had turned out. 
“Oh come on, don’t give me the silent treatment. I thought you set us up so we could have fun.”
The blueblood put his pen aside, narrow hands clenching. 
“I set you up to get you to wake up.” He snapped, too incensed to not speak. “Espino is playing with you and he always will! You’re not going to get anything out of it.”
Jikiro raised his eyebrows.
“What, can’t I enjoy flirting with a hot guy even if he’s not interested? He definitely didn’t mind, I can tell you that.” The tanuki troll gave his friend a wink and a wolfish grin.
Jamie grabbed his crutches and rose from the couch, slowly, some stiffness and pain present even despite his accommodations, but he was long used to those. He made his way over to the object of his frustrations and glared down at him with his two-colored eyes.
“And what,” he said in deathly quiet tones. “Makes Espino so special? What in god’s name does he have that I - ”
The cobalt cut himself off. Damn, damn, damn. Stupid, stupid Jamie - playing his whole bloody hand like some emotional six sweep old!
Jikiro blinked.
“I thought you weren’t - ”
“You think a lot of things.” Retorted the kookaburra troll icily, digging his crutches into the floor. “You think and think and don’t look up. God, I hate you.”
The teal blinked again, then a smirk slowly spread across his face as he sat up to face the kookaburra troll.
“Yeah? That so, you poncy little shit?” He fired back, grinning. “How much do you hate me?”
“I’ve hated you for sweeps!” Cried the blueblood, freckled face wild with emotion. “Sweeps, Jikiro! You ignorant, oblivious, dense as uranium lump! You stand there all pining and gooey over some indigo who wouldn’t kiss you if you came gift-wrapped and I - ”
He forced himself to stop, gritting his teeth in frustration as his pointed ears flicked in annoyance.
“You?” Prompted the midblood, amused.
“I’m not saying a damn thing more.” Snapped the cobalt, beginning to turn around. “Rot in your undead shell, for all I care.”
“I dunno, sounded like you had some more to say.” Yawned the businessman, rising from his seat.
“I have nothing to say to you.” muttered the shorter troll. “What would be the wretched poi - whuh!”
Jikiro scooped his friend up, effortlessly holding him in one hand as he used the other to lean the cobalt’s crutches against the couch.
A hand securely positioned under his ass.
Jamie flushed blue, but maintained his glare.
“You think it’s that easy? Put me down! I have better things to do than - ”
The tealblood kissed the blueblood hard - tongue, teeth and all. Not to be outdone, the cobalt returned the favor until he had to take a breath, gasping and bleeding slightly.
Jikiro meanwhile barely seemed out of air, and merely grinned smugly as the bird troll readjusted his now somewhat fogged glasses. 
“Work on your endurance, freckles.” He remarked smugly.
“Fuck you.” Muttered the bird troll, wiping his mouth. “I don’t have your escapades into everyone’s beds behind me.”
“Ah, but I bet you’re not as frail as you look, huh?” He retorted, putting Jamie down gently. The tanuki troll passed him his aids, then looked him up and down with a whistle.
“Not remotely.” Returned the cobalt with a wicked grin, then scowled. “Now quit staring at me like I’m a piece of meat, you harlot.”
“Make me.”
Jamie looked at Jikiro in much the same way the ink maker had just examined him.
“Oh, don’t threaten me with a good time.” 
The tealblood laughed, and the blueblood poked him in the chest, already beginning to reprimand him once more.
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announcing zhu lingyue, the empress regnant of the ming dynasty! in a recent portrait they seem to resemble meng ziyi. it is a miracle that she survived the last five years and for that reason, they are for the kingdoms working together. reflecting on them now, they remind me of hematite stones reflecting under the moonlight; a woman always washes in blood and tears; faint sheets of lightning in the summer haze; pomegranate-stained fingers.
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*   cw.   death, murder, sibling rivalry, mommy issues, paranoia...
personal name  ...  zhu lingyue (朱令月) nicknames  ...  yueyue (close friends, family only); the iron rose era name  ...  jianren (坚忍), meaning “steadfast and persevering in face of difficulties”
titles  ...  jianren emperor, empress regnant of the ming dynasty (1644–); crown princess of the ming dynasty (1626–1644) enthronement  ...  10 november 1644
age  ...  27 date of birth  ...  2 september 1620 place of birth  ...  shuntian prefecture, north zhili, ming dynasty
chinese zodiac  ...  monkey western zodiac  ...  virgo sun, scorpio moon, aquarius rising
orientation  ...  bisexual biromantic marital status  ...  betrothed issue  ...  n/a
DO YOUR TEETH FEEL SHARP ENOUGH?
you’re the first child of the yongrui emperor, zhu youwen, and empress zeng. your birth isn’t a joyous one for your mother—she’s embarrassed. giving him a daughter when a concubine gives him a son not too long after? unacceptable. although your father doesn’t share her sentiment toward you, he doesn’t name you heir immediately. he has another to think about as well. your upbringing becomes a competition: which of you can impress father the most? you and your half-brother spend many hours—years—studying and training together because of this. some members of the imperial court lightheartedly call you twins. it only fuels your mother’s chagrin.
the yongrui emperor claims he won’t pick favorites between the two of you, but every parent has one. you’re his. like a mirror, you remind him of himself, fighting your way to a brighter future. he sees your potential, how you excel in your lessons. whenever your brother gets close to catching up, you push harder to create more of a distance. it’s you or him, and you choose yourself. maybe under different circumstances you would be more merciful as you swing your wooden sword to strike him down during training. your father praises you when you make your brother cry. he says it reminds him of training with your uncle in their own childhood. so when you’re still too young to understand the hunger, your father understands it for you.
an official gathering is called shortly after your sixth birthday. there, you are made crown princess. while his interest in you as his successor is controversial from the start, this is something else entirely. you are the first crown princess in your lineage to hold the title by birthright and not marriage. you think this is the first time you mother smiles at you, and actually means it.
A PRINCESS AS COLD AS IRON, AND AS GORGEOUS AS A ROSE.
for someone born so close to summer, you radiate iciness. although the heat behind your glare betrays your cool disposition.
you refuse to be just another beautiful thing for them to gawk at. if you are to be gazed upon, let them feel intimidated by your importance. it is not your job to make them warm. nobles across the great ming seek your hand in marriage, despite how quickly you turn them all down. empress zeng rebukes you. you instantly bite back, angered by her words. you know they are not worthy of being your consorts, and you will not settle. you want a partner who knows being sovereign is not just fun and games. you want someone willing to do what it takes to ensure survival.
you can’t speak to your mother without it becoming a declaration of war. maybe you’re so similar to your father, you shut her out. maybe she resents you, too, for the same reason. you aren’t the son she wanted nor are you the daughter she wanted. but, you’re what she got.
RISE FROM THE BLOODSHED OF YOUR DISSIDENTS.
you see the suffering of your people when the plague hits. you’re no saint, but how could you look away from them? they are your future just as much as you are theirs. you try to help as much as possible, offering access to physicians and shelter against disease and weather alike. though you may have earned the moniker of iron rose, your empire cannot collapse. that is your priority. you’re young, still too young to worry like this, but there are younger. you know this is what you must do. for better or for worse, this is your fate.
then it happens: your father is found dead, not of the plague. you are not thrown to the wolves, you storm them on your own. your sorrow fuels your ambition. your uncle is getting too brazen for a claim he has no hold over.
whispers of your half-brother filter through the palace over the years you reign. there’s a faction of nobles who want him, just like in your childhood. it leaves a sour taste in your mouth. you raise your blade to those in question. there’s no room for traitors in a situation as delicate as this. as emperor, you make sure your half-brother is not named crown prince. you don’t trust him enough to give him such a privilege. kindness can easily be used as a weapon.
eventually, you and your family are invited to switzerland for the summit. it’s mandatory from you for them to join. you have your most trusted guards keep a close eye on them.
you still don’t know what happened to your father, but you’d do anything to find out. in the meantime, you plan to obtain as many alliances with other kingdoms as you can. after all, who knows when you’ll need them?
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@wanderingsongbird
The Entity's Realm, shrouded in it's own corner between the threads of life and death. Bringing anything it deemed useful for it's own hunger and survival, and perhaps amusement. Darck wasn't so sure, but she had been pulled here by that thing's will, made an offer. Killer, or survivor- of course, the vampiric woman always chose her own path. A third option, of unhinged and uncontrolled. Entity had underestimated even just half a creature such as she that could manipulate such shadows at will, go anywhere, come and leave as she pleased without hindrance.
Leaving a beast free for more strength, as if constantly given power, and off a leash. That had brought a target upon the woman's back, while being a killer of killers. At least, at first. Every time she was pitted against something of similar power or a trial had some creature that was anything but normal- well...
Things got difficult.
And this one in particular was almost personal.
Darkness sank around the trial, fresh blood having been spilled across auto haven. A very particular killer had been using this too it's advantage to already sacrifice one survivor The Dredge. And Yet? Seemed to have been being slowed down by an outer source, a third party. Sounds of conflict and shouts rising out from the edges of walls, then silence again. The shadow wielding monster having been moving rapidly between lockers, not quite as organized as one might expect...
But now it's twisted visage had spotted it's new prey, the woman in boots. Or rather a boot now. It recalled this human, threw a boot at it's floating face, forcing it to loose her even briefly. But now a second chance had presented it's self, killer immediately sliding across the earth in a bee line at Kate. Twisting to avoid a potential pallet when it engaged in a chase. Angry, and desperate- far more than it had been once this trial had started. Generators seemed to be entirely ignored, like a passing thought, no doubt they were so close to finishing, but still Dredge didn't care. It was out for blood.
The first thing that happened in the next 5 seconds was simple. A distance sound echoed, followed by wailing closing in- and shadows enveloped the world. Drowning out every little detail once more, huffing ominous breath of the mangled half formed mouth of flesh and bone bearing down, scythe claw like arm pulling back for a prepared swing, closer and closer. It just had to get Kate cornered, that's it. and another hook would surely be in it's future-
And then the second thing- a snarling roar. Something, no, someone, lunging from the shadows it's self to take the hit. Body blocking the Killer dead in it's tracks, recovering from the direct slash into it's arm as if it meant nothing, just further fuel for the anger, and territorial frustration. Free hand jerking upwards to grab hold of the weaponized appendage and hold it in place, blood dripping upon the dry earth below. White knuckled grip digging in, sending sounds of cracking bone.
"Your fight is with me, nenorocitul."
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Shadow it's self covered the form of this woman, almost blending in with the darkness around them- which was rapidly fading out. White pearly teeth and fangs, shining purple sunglasses, with gleaming red eyes were the only notable colors or true features of their form, while wisps of black smoke rose off the shoulders. One glance back at the human behind her, with a huff of steam from the nose, while speaking one word with an eerily echoed voice, "Run."
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laurfilijames · 3 years
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Desired Effect
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Pairing: Fili x female reader
Words: 2,718
Warnings: rated E. M/F unprotected intercourse. Fili is a cheeky bastard
Summary: Fili buys you a scandalous dress to wear to an event, and effectively teases you until you can’t take it any more, dragging him home for some fun.
Requested by @lilith15000, I hope this is everything you were hoping for, love! It was a pleasure to write for you, thank you for always supporting my work. Enjoy!
Weaving through the corridors on your way back to your chambers, you took in the decor around you. Tapestries hung from the ceiling, many more than normal, and all the dwarrow around you were bustling about more than usual. You smiled to yourself, excited for the reason for all of this commotion; a party.
It wasn’t going to be anything huge and extravagant, but you always looked forward to an event like this, an excuse to dress up, to have Fili standing proudly beside you the whole night with his arm locked around yours, his attention always focused on you.
Thinking about what gown you would wear as you walked through your chambers to the bathing room to run a bath, something on your bed caught your eye, making you pause and turn to look.
To your surprise, a stunning gown was laid out on the bed before you. Deep red in colour with gold details adorning it, a perfect match to Fili’s red robes he wore often to events such as tonight’s.
The closer you got to it, the more you realized it looked more like a nightgown as opposed to a formal dress. It couldn’t be for tonight, you thought, the material was thin and silky, and surely would reveal every part of you, leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination. Fili must have intended for you to wear it around your chambers, in the comfort of your husband's company alone. You held it up in front of you and turned to look in the mirror. The neckline plunged extremely deep and there were even cut outs along the sides, acting as windows to display your skin.
You placed the dress back on the bed and began to remove your current outfit, curious to see how it would look on your body.
The feel of it against your bare skin made you feel like a Queen as soon as the hem hit the floor, the material floating over your features and accentuating every curve of you.
You tucked your lip in your teeth as you admired your reflection, thinking how Fili would no doubt have this torn off of you in an instant.
“I see you found my gift…” Fili’s voice appeared suddenly, causing you to turn in his direction to see him leaning casually against the doorway with his arms folded across his chest as he admired you.
“Fili, it’s beautiful! Thank you! I’ll wear it while I get ready for tonight.” You twisted your body back to face the mirror, a smile unable to be erased from your lips due to his sweet gesture.
“No, amralime,” he said with a playful tone, taking a step toward you. “You’ll be wearing it all night.”
You turned to him again, shocked at his statement. Barely stringing the words together, you gawked at him, “There’s no way! It’s hardly containing me!”
Now his hands were on your hips, gliding over your sides where the dress left you exposed and you heard him hum in satisfaction.
Fili gave you that look; the one where his eyes darkened, his eyebrows rose higher on his head and his lips pulled into a sly smirk, the very one that made fire pull deep within you.
“That’s exactly the point. I want everyone to see you. To see that you’re mine. You’re too beautiful to keep hidden.”
“But Fili—” you began to protest but he stopped you, his index finger landing on your lips to stop your words.
“Trust me.”
A sigh left your lungs, and suddenly you didn’t feel the need to argue anymore. Fili removed his finger from your lips and replaced it with his, his tongue demanding entrance to your mouth that you easily allowed. Trust was something you always had with Fili, so why should this be any different? Only it was the mischievous look that lingered on his face that told you he might have something else up his sleeve.
The night had been wonderful so far and it wasn’t near being over. You felt excited and exhilarated, but it wasn’t the party that had you feeling this way.
As usual, Fili couldn’t keep his hands off of you, always clutching your own or wrapping his arm around your waist while in conversation with someone, his heavy hand resting on your thigh when you were at your place at the table. Although this was a normal occurrence for the two of you, everything between you felt more charged than it typically was. It probably had everything to do with the things Fili kept whispering in your ear, or sometimes even out loud, but quiet and subtle enough that only you were able to hear. Those around you were likely thinking you were having nothing other than a warm exchange between lovers based on the smile that crossed your lips and the way Fili chuckled at your reactions.
Little did they know Fili was quickly placing you under a spell with every word that passed his lips. Things like; “See everyone watching you? They’re all thinking about the things they want to do to you. Too bad for them I’m the only one who gets to.”
Or he would discreetly trail his fingers up your thigh where your dress parted in a high cut slit, briefly touching you at the apex of your legs, his eyes dark with lust as they bore into you, saying in a low voice, “The best part about seeing you in this dress is knowing I’ll get to see you out of it soon.”
Every one of these promises made you shiver, finding yourself pressing your thighs together in an attempt to restrain yourself from spreading them apart for him right there.
You were a mess.
You even went so far as to avoid your own husband, putting distance between you any time he came near again, but it was no use. Even from across the room he knew how to make you squirm, looking you up and down like he would take you in front of everyone in the room.
It took everything in you to focus on the conversations around you, but Fili was unrelenting, determined and persistent in making you break.
Nodding along to a story you wouldn’t be able to recall the subject of even if you tried, told to you by a dwarf whose name you had long forgotten, you felt Fili brush his hand over the opening on your waist, the action making you swallow harshly and close your eyes. Curse him!
The dwarf before you continued his story, and thankfully there was a group surrounding you so he didn’t take notice of your rude behaviour.
“Did you have some dessert, amralime?” Fili asked beside you, having set his plate down on the table nearest to where you both stood before placing his hand on his hip and looking at you curiously.
“No, Fili, I did not. I’ve been slightly distracted…” you said with a playful warning.
He chuckled and his tongue darted out to lick his lips, you watching it happen like it was in slow motion.
“That’s too bad, it was delicious,” his lips turned upwards and his dimples made a more prominent appearance, making you weak once more. Choosing to ignore the effect he had on you, you turned back toward the story-teller, vowing not to succumb to the hunger that lingered in your stomach that wasn’t because you wanted dessert.
Fili leaned closer to you, his mouth beside your ear, his breath hot and sweet like the berries he’d just consumed and goosebumps erupted on your skin instantly. “It was good, but you’re going to taste better…”
That was your breaking point. You politely excused yourself from the group and gripped Fili’s arm with your hand, turning him to follow you and practically dragging him through the crowd to the doors. The cheeky dwarf dared to laugh as he struggled to keep up with you which only fueled your fire. You were going to wipe that smug grin off of his face.
As soon as you were both through the doors you moved to press him against the wall, hastily attaching your lips to his, your mouths immediately opening in your breathlessness to allow your tongues to tangle together. His hand flew up to hold your cheek, moving off the wall to replace his body with yours, your back slamming against the stone with a thud. His knee drove between your legs to part them, his hands moving down your sides tantalizingly slow. He took your hands in his and reached them up over your head at the same time he ground his hard bulge against your mound, the material gliding over the wet that had accumulated in your folds.
He pulled away from you slightly, watching your chest heave, his eyes dancing over every area of your body that the dress revealed.
“Mahal, you are a sight to behold,” Fili praised you. “This dress was the best money I’ve ever spent,” he continued, laughing before diving down to kiss your throat, pulling a drawn out moan from you.
“Although I can’t decide if I want to take you while you’re still wearing it, or rip it off of you.” His words mumbled against your skin as he explored you further, making you forget you weren’t yet in the privacy of your chambers. Then he stopped, his hands now braced on either side of your head, his pupils completely dilated as he looked at you menacingly.
“Probably both.”
You gasped when he latched onto your taught nipple through the thin fabric of the dress and quite frankly you didn’t care what happened to the dress, you simply needed him to end this ceaseless torture he’d put you through all night.
“Fìli!” you pleaded, “Take me home this instant, I’ve suffered enough!”
He grinned at you again, clearly amused by your frustrations and pulled you from the wall, making his way down the corridor toward your chambers with your hand in his.
“I know, I’m sorry. I’ll make it up to you, I promise!”
“This is exactly what you wanted to happen, wasn’t it?” you accused him as you realized his intention for buying you such a scandalous gown, your mouth hanging open, mockingly aghast.
“I had to make it so it was your idea to leave! I didn’t want to go in the first place.”
“You’re terrible, Fili.”
Giving you a sideways glance, you all but combusted on the spot when you heard his next words.
“I’m about to show you how terrible I can be.”
Fili’s robes were being torn off and discarded on the floor, the hem of your dress hiked up to your hips even before your door was unlatched, both of you frantic to access the other. As soon as you were completely through the threshold Fili kicked the door shut with his boot, managing to push it off his foot in the process.
Buttons fell to the floor as you tore open his tunic, revealing his bare torso to you.
“Easy, now, my love. We can’t go ruining all of our best clothes.” He dared to laugh again but it was cut off, changing to a hiss when you reached forward and pulled at the laces on his trousers, his cock hanging out heavily in the cool air.
“I’m not letting you ruin this dress, Fili. I quite like the effect it had on you.” You watched him melt to your touch as you stroked his length, his head tipping back in ecstasy. His head returned to its normal position and his eyes opened to look at you when you suddenly stopped touching him, moving away to sit on the small desk that occupied the space beside the door.
Fili strode over to you, closing the short distance quickly with a ferocity that worried you slightly. His hands roughly covered your knees and pushed them apart, making room for him to stand between your legs. He pressed his forehead against yours, his fingers now roaming up the backs of your thighs to cue you to wrap your legs around his thick waist.
“I’ll do my best to refrain from ruining the gown, amralime,” he whispered in a husky voice, his lips brushing yours. He lifted it further up your body, the silky skirt pooling at your hips, exposing your abundant arousal to him. “I can’t make the same promise for you though.” The tips of his fingers grazed over you and Fili growled at how ready you were, and before he could waste another moment gripped his throbbing cock and lined it up to push through your tight entrance.
You both cried out at finally getting what you both had desired all night, your hips pushing forward to meet his already intense thrusts.
The sound of the desk banging against the wall echoed throughout your chambers, the feral tempo you worked to set revealed with every clap of wood on stone.
Teeth crashed together with every desperate kiss, nothing of what your hands and mouths were doing made any sense other than that it was as if you were trying to grasp onto each other for dear life with every touch. Curses spilled from Fili’s wet lips, making you question whether it was to prolong this session and prevent his nearing climax, when all it was doing was spurring yours on. He roared in your ear as you began your ascent, your walls closing around him, squeezing and coaxing out all he had to offer you. In your blind passion you sensed his hands grip your side, groping and clawing at you in his own frantic pursuit. His fingers slipped through one of the cutouts on the side of your gown, the sound of material ripping registering on you just as you shouted through your high.
There was no time to care, still focused on riding out the shuddering bliss that rattled through you while Fili pounded into you in search of his own. His mouth covered yours, sloppy and clumsy, and with a growl that reverberated through you, you felt him coat your insides with his hot spend.
After a few moments of panting and kissing, Fili pulled out of you and took a step back, running his fingers through his sweaty hair that you’d efficiently messed up during your activities. He stumbled slightly, moving his hands from his hair to run over his beard like he was trying to catch his bearings again. His body was coated in a layer of sweat from his exertion, and despite your very small annoyance that your dress was ruined you couldn’t help but admire the masterpiece that was your husband standing before you in all his glory.
You cleared your throat to regain his attention, fiddling with the tattered piece of dress between your fingers to draw his gaze there.
A sigh left him and he placed his hands on his hips, shrugging slightly as a sated smile pulled at his dimples. “I’m sorry, I truly didn’t mean to ruin it,” he said vaguely, his attempt at an apology weak.
Unconvinced, you gave him a pointed look but then squirmed where you remained when he took a step toward you again, gathering the edge of your dress in his hands, his expression hungry once more.
“Seeing as it is now torn,” he looked from your exposed midsection up to your eyes with renewed spirit, “I’m going to have to take it off of you and take you for a second time without any part of you hidden from me.”
A yelp escaped you when Fili gripped your bottom and slid you off the desk, dragging you down to the floor with him. Both of you erupted in laughter, the thin and scratchy rug not softening the landing whatsoever, but your discomfort was soon forgotten when you were slowly guided to lay on your back, your dress slipped up and over your head, the silky garment now used as your blanket.
Fili settled himself between your legs, slowly kissing you while gently rubbing his thumb over your cheek, an indication that this next round would be unhurried and measured, a stark contrast to the rush you both found yourselves in earlier.
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Omg smut pls 😭, i’ve been starved from yue zuko smut i keep reading pls chapters!
Here it is- I have to get back into the groove of smut writing, so here's my baby step 👀
Also, this was an ask I got a while back, in relation to Yue's heat smut I wrote. I was trying to find the original ask but I can't find it, but anon, this is for you 🥵
Love you babes, and take care~
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AU: Limerence (A/B/O AU)
Pairing: Zuko x Fem. OC (Ying Yue Jiang)
LINKS: 01
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Ruts weren't a foreign concept to Zuko.
More often than not, proving a nuisance.
A quick jerk, drowning himself in paperwork, often did the trick for the week. But this time? Zuko swore, his head dropping and hair cascading downwards like a curtain as his fist slammed against the wooden bed frame.
He was sweating despite wearing nothing more but loose-hanging slacks, the windows open and allowing a breeze to enter. But it wasn't enough. Nothing was enough.
It was like his skin was prickling, senses in over-drive as goosebumps rose along his skin. Heavy pants, Zuko's chest rising and falling like he just ran a marathon - fighting the urge to trail his hand down his torso, imagining how cool her fingertips would feel against his burning skin. Her nails tracing every divot of his skin as her touch sank lower, the shiver that ran up his spine.
Always so shy, so submissive; on her knees like the good girl she was, playing with the band of his pants with glossy lips, swollen from her eager nibbles. Her doe-like eyes were staring up at him with a lust that could challenge his before moaning his name with a hunger.
"Fuck." Zuko growled, his toes pressing onto the wooden floor.
A ticking time bomb, groaning as the mere sensation of his pants rubbing against his hard cock had him cracking. His eyes rolled, a temporary relief as his heavy palm fell over himself. A shaky jerk over the fabric, grabbing his length, and he could feel the thick drop of cum leaking from his tip.
He was throbbing, pulse rushing, and skin dewy as his testing jerks grew in intensity. The uncontrollable groans that tumbled from his lips, bucking into his touch to seek more pleasure. So fucking desperate to tip over that edge for the first time since his bloody rut started.
But it wasn't enough; it was never fucking enough.
No matter how fast his hand moved, his thumb brushing the crown of his dick as he teased himself. It was like a fucking wall, blocking him right before he could fall over the sweet edge. The coil that twisted deep in his gut, his cock growing as he so desperately wanted to cum as Zuko's groans grew in volume.
So close, so fucking close every time but-
The shout of frustration as Zuko's fists slammed against the bed frame for the nth time this day because he was losing it. His rut was testing his patience beyond belief because Zuko knew; that even if he jerked himself off, he wouldn't be able to get off.
His nails were intending the wood as defeat, rage coursed through his veins. He was in so much distress, sexual frustration at its fucking finest as his balls felt heavy, and his cock begged him to get off just once.
But he can't unless-
"I need, Yue," Zuko wheezed, a haze falling over his mind because the whole room smelt of her.
A drug, and Zuko was sure he was currently overdosing.
How beautiful she'll look.
Yue's body sprawled on the bed, littered with bites marks from the inside of her thighs to breasts. Zuko able to look down over her body, watching as his cock would so easily slip into her needy cunt. His thumb strumming her sensitive clit with heat, the uncontrollable twitches from Yue's body as he would draw orgasm after orgasm from her.
A beautiful breeding toy for his sick entertainment. Yue's cries of bliss music to his ears; fuel for his insatiable lust.
Yue's tight walls milking and driving him to ruin her, break her and claim her as his. She'll look so pretty, cum trickling from between her legs. A sticky mess as Zuko would push back whatever cum would slowly drip from her sweet pussy with his long fingers before bottoming, her belly swollen with nothing but him.
And as if the spirits were testing him, he could hear her.
It was like the call of a siren, Zuko's head snapping to their bedroom doors as a bead of sweat plopped down his temple, his lips parted as he growled.
This was dangerous; he wouldn't be able to control himself, to hold back but- the twitch from his cock, another sweet bead of pre-cum dribbling down his length and further dirtying his trousers. Envisioning Yue back on her knees and dragging her tongue along the underside of his dick before swallowing him down her throat.
"Zuko is in a rut, Princess-" Zuko heard someone whisper-shout, and he couldn't stop the twitching of his fingers listening to someone so close to his precious. A protectiveness, Zuko's body, inching itself closer to the door as his sanity slowly started slipping through his fingertips.
"But he needs me, Sokka! Let me in!" Yue cried.
Oh, those sweet cries of her squirting around his fingers as he fingerfucked her on his lap. Maybe he could have her sitting right up against the mirror so she can watch herself cum as his fingers curled inside of her.
No. Yue leave, Zuko begged mentally as he hissed under his breath, taking in that he was currently forcing himself not to rip open their bedroom door and draw her inside.
"Zuko said to keep you, out" Sokka reasoned, but Zuko could hear the determined pout on Yue's lips. Lips that would look so good around Zuko's length. Gagging as he seized her long locks and fucked her mouth, his hips snapping-
Zuko didn't even realize what he was doing until he saw Sokka and Yue before him. The both of them staring up at him like prey that had just been caught, each holding their breath.
"Zuko-" Sokka would blow, but it was fruitless.
Zuko's eyes locked with Yue; pupils blown as he stared at Yue with a wanting that even had Yue quivering in her spot. But despite the pregnant pause that fell over them, Zuko licked his lips because he could see.
The gulp Yue took as she nibbled on her lip, her fingers toying with the front of her dress as a flush painted over her skin. And Zuko swears he could taste Yue in the air. So luscious and delicate.
"Zuko?" Yue would rustle, her hands reaching out to caress his bare chest, but with a wince, Zuko rose his hands, stopping her. His mind was racing, but he knew the moment Yue's skin touched his, he would be far too gone to control. The hungry looks Yue sent him alone were close enough to make him lose it completely, her eyes studying his physique as Zuko combed his hair back.
"Yue, we need to go now," Sokka warned, fast to grab her, but the snarl Zuko unleashed at Sokka had everyone stilling.
It was a warning, the only indication Zuko would give to Sokka because the thought of Yue having another scent on her besides his had him boiling with fury. If only Zuko could have his way, mate her, maybe have her walk around the kingdom every day with his cum dripping from her core to make a damn point.
"I'll make this quick, love." Zuko finally spoke, voice rasped.
His throat felt dry as he fought with the last of his willpower not to pin Yue against the door and fuck her senseless in the hallway. The fact that he was sporting the most prominent hard-on, in view of everyone, didn't even bother him.
Zuko's mind was hyper-focused on Yue. Every time she breathed or blinked, it didn't go ignored by Zuko. And he took a dangerous step forward, his frame towering over her. In seconds, Yue found herself cornered against the door and him, Zuko placing his hands on either side of her face.
"Zuko." Yue questioned, and Zuko spoke, "This is your only warning, love. You run off and stay far, far, away from me. Or-"
"Or?" Yue perked with a curious simper.
"I claim you, no holding back cause I intend to break you." Zuko hushed, and Yue merely giggled.
Such a light-hearted giggle that despite the overwhelming hormones of his heat, Zuko found himself taken aback. It was so out of place, but the way Yue's eyes shined as she looked up at him, continuing to nibble on her lip and batting her eyelashes.
"Break me, Zuko," Yue whispered, and Zuko's eyes shut with a shaky breath as he felt her fingers run down his chest.
Every fantasy, dirty thought that ran through his mind was now coming to life as her soft lips pressed against his, "Claim me like how I claimed you."
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Disclaimer: I do not own any Avatar characters besides any original characters I have created.
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CHAPTER TWO:  MARRY ME?
PAIRING: Seijuro Akashi x OC (Kasumi Hashimoto)
TYPE: Drama, Angst, contract marriage AU
WORD COUNT: 888
WARNING(S) FOR THIS CHAPTER: Swearing, 
A/N: Honestly I didn’t get a chance to edit it so if there are any errors I’m sorry in advance. 
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Akashi continued to stand there, as the group resumed their conversation. Kasumi still embarrassed from earlier excused herself and made a beeline to the guest room. Pitying the female and her current situation reminded him of his own dilemma and the reason he originally came to Aomine’s house. Getting Midorima’s attention, the red head signal for the male to follow out to the back patio. While no one paid attention to the male, Midorima slipped out without the others noticing him.
Glancing back as he heard footsteps, watching as Midorima stood only a few feet from him, leaning against the siding of the house he turned his gaze back to the glistening moon “you know they say the saddest thing about betrayal...is that it never comes from your enemies” he quoted as he ran his fingertips lightly brushed over Kaori’s rose bush. It stung to know that the woman who he thought he would spend the rest of his life with would betray him but he took this as a lesson learn, “so she betrayed you” Midorima stated instead of asking, already having an idea of what took place. “Wow, didn’t see that coming” he spoke sarcastically, the first time Midorima met Ichika, he knew then she wasn’t no good, everyone in their circle of friends could see Ichika for what she really was a lying, backstabbing, gold digging bitch except for Akashi who was evidently blinded by love and wouldn’t listen to reason.
Releasing a sigh the green haired male took a seat at the nearby patio table “so what’s the plan now?” he questioned, hoping that the male had come to some logical solution for this mess. “Well the first solution was to humiliate her publicly by breaking the engagement off on national television and the second option was to find someone else to marry so she wouldn’t be entitled to any of mines or my family assets” he answered. Thinking of the two options that Akashi presented, Midorima weighed in on the pros and cons of each option “with the first option if you did that you would be adding fuel to the fire and she’d probably try to get revenge for humiliating her like that, but the other isn’t bad the only problem is who would you get to marry you, that you can trust?” he asked.
Although Midorima was leaning more toward option two, he was also worry for Akashi and his mental and emotional wellbeing not wanting Akashi to convert back to the old Akashi. and knowing just how important trust was for him. He didn’t want Akashi taking his hurt and anger out on whoever he choose to wed. Grabbing his phone out of his pocket Midorima went to the Oha Asa horoscopes app to check on Akashi love horoscope.
There are strong chances that Sagittarius men may meet a perfect partner in 2022. So, if you are a Sagittarius, you may be fortunate in love in 2022. Nonetheless, you should be cautious about who you pick. Once in a while, Sagittarius’ hunger for experience can construct or destroy his relationship. This is why it is important to find all the possible outcomes before choosing a partner and then proceeding with it. The concise relationships can be intriguing, and you may prompt disappointment. Therefore, it is prescribed for Sagittarius to zero in on heartfelt exercises that additionally acquire benefits the since a long time ago run.
Sagittarius 2022 relationship horoscope says that the year 2022 works with marriage. Concerning weddings, it ought to be an important occasion. 2022 is the ideal year to stop chastity. The couples who are as of now living separately may come together to make an ultimate peace of joy. It is likewise sure that in 2022, the young couple will try and purchase their own home.
Single Sagittarius need not be worried as there will be chances to meet your dream partner. It may not lead to marriage sometimes, but you can count on them as your ever-loving partner for life. Nonetheless, you can begin marriage proceedings in June, July, November, or December month.
Pushing his glasses up he release a sigh of relief after reading the horoscope, due to the horoscope there was at least a fifty fifty chance that the fake marriage idea could actually work out for both parties instead of being a disaster. “I think option two would be the better option the only thing finding someone in such a short time” he spoke, listening to Midorima Akashi couldn’t help but agree sitting down in deep thought, as he tried to consider who he could ask to marry him.
Shortly after the two males heard a noise near the kitchen, quickly getting up to investigate the sound. Akashi stumble upon Kasumi in the kitchen gapping at the startled female, an idea came to Akashi, a bright idea that could possibly benefit the both of them and before she knew it she was face to face with Akashi who intense stare cause her to become flustered wondering why he was gazing at her like that. “Do I have something on my face?” she questioned, as she began to wipe off any imaginary crumbs, still in a dazed and not paying much attention to Kasumi’s question without a hesitation Akashi blurted out “Marry me?!”
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WHAT A KILLER
BO’S S/O REVEALING THEY ARE ALSO A SLASHER (Vincent is also kind of in this)
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TW: blood, gore, killing, swearing (that’s inevitable with Bo)
THIS has been sitting in my drafts for MONTHS and idk why I'm so iffy on posting it but hopefully you guys in enjoy this! It's different from a lot of what I write and I do like it, it's just specific lol.. Also the s/o in this, was the bare bones of what Amaria (my oc) started as... hope you enjoy 🔪💕
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Bloodcurdling screams could be heard through the normally silent town of Ambrose as dusk fell. Crimson painted the skies and the asphalt, almost mirroring each other in perfection. Crows calling for the wasted souls Bo obliterated and Vincent could not fix. 
Shuttering at the sounds heard you could not sit there on the old couch any longer, just playing with your fingers trying to push down the urges you felt deep down. They beckoned you like the crows did for flesh. You tried so hard to hide this side but it was only a matter of time you knew, the demon had to rear it’s head eventually if you really wanted to stay in Ambrose forever, and you did. You found the man of your twisted dreams here. 
Before you were held in Ambrose against your will; well in the beginning it was against your will but that quickly faded and you fell madly in love with your kidnapper and the town he held so close; you were a drifter. A wanderer of gypsy’s blood. Never managing to hold in one place for more than 6 months, the only time you had a home was when you were growing up, but having a disgusting home life you left at 16. Fleeing home and trying to run from your growing desires you instead made a treaty with your urges, running towards them, allowing them to show when you were safe and comfortable. 
Bo never knew, all these months as you played the part of his defenceless little housewife it was growing harder to tell him. Of course you wanted to tell him but you were scared of him not trusting you, and terrified of what he would do to you; pretty ironic when you considered doing the same things to him. 
Casually you would throw a joke out there about killing someone or dreaming of snapping someone's neck, however they weren’t jokes to you. It was your wicked reality. Bo was none the wiser, but Vincent, in his quiet embers saw something beyond your delicate eyes, something he saw within himself perhaps. He started to believe your jokes and comments, carefully watching you. Wondering if for once there was a different kind of evil in the town, or if he was becoming the hunted instead of the hunter. 
Climbing the stairs and reaching the bedroom you paused, pulling in a large breath and exhaling, closing your eyes. You sank to your knees against the hardwood, pulling a long black, locked plastic box from under the bed, methodically you played with the lock and swung the top open. Placing your eyes upon the weapon your body tensed but your soul relaxed, a sick war inside your head divided. 
Running your hands along the cold metal of the black blade, you felt home once again, blood could almost be felt on your hands and screams faded in your ears. Hunger grew. A deep pleasure surged through you. 
It was your 18 inch steel black machete; with ridges menacingly flaunting themselves across the top, like a dragon’s spine. The grip you had customized to fit your hand perfectly, needing it to act like an extension of you. It was adorned proudly with a thin rope of bright red fabric tied around the end of the handle, ripped from your first victim’s shirt, it’s tails would drift gracefully in the wind juxtaposing the damage the weapon could do.
Shaky hands picked up the weapon and it seamlessly melting into your grip, your eyes darkened as you rose from the floor, feeling your demons begin to yip and howl like a pack of starving wild dogs ready to feed. Giving yourself another deep breath in and out you kicked the box back under the bed and started down the stairs and out the front door with purpose.   
The hot sticky Louisiana air hit you, flowing in your hair and the tail of fabric on your machete. Screams begin to reach you in swells, coming closer flooding you like the rising tides as a younger woman was running towards you. Under the dim streetlights she could not see what you held, for the black blade melted into the shadows perfectly, as intended. To her you were hope, a way out of her hell, maybe you could help her. The poor thing could not have been more wrong in her panic-stricken judgements. 
You could smell her blood pouring from her injuries Bo inflicted and her desperate cries, it was all too much to you, it was just like blood in the water to a shark, your twisted instincts began to take over. Eyes darkened on the prey that was heedlessly bounding towards you and with one swipe, that was it. Blood was spilt. You had killed again and it felt so damn right. Looking down basking in the sight, she was slit ear to ear, the gash threatening to show the tips of the vertebrae at the back of her neck. The demons were lurching beside you pushing you forward for more. More blood. More affliction. 
Studying the surroundings, Bo was nowhere to be found, unusual for him to let his prey escape his hunt. It was quiet now as you walked on down the street, yellow fluorescents guided your path, and the homes were just barren shapes acting as blinders leading you onward for the man you dreaded seeing at this moment, the demons couldn’t care less about your emotions or feelings, they just carried your body to more gore. 
Rounding the corner, the gas station lights gave up a tangled mess on the ground. Two men were wrestling for some sort of weapon that glinted in the lights above them. Cursing yells, threats and grunts spilled out of both of them, one more than the other of course. Bo always had a mouth on him and no one could ever shut him up, it made you smirk as you approached, but suddenly there was a sharp yell and the stranger was on top of Bo. The man had his back to you and just had eyes for the greasy mechanic, beating him with the weapon you could now see was a wrench. You could feel a burning anger rise from your core and Bo’s howls were just fuel to the fire.   
Steadily making your way up to the two wrecks of people, now standing behind the stranger you forced your long rigid blade through the core of the man, impaling him right under the sternum. Loud clanging of metal rang through the street as the man dropped the wrench as his body went limp, heaving over the weapon within him. With your boot you carefully directed the corpse off your machete and on the asphalt next to Bo, leaving your face sprayed with red from the spine of the blade. 
Your eyes met with saucer wide baby blues causing you to let out a silent breathy laugh licking your lips of blood, sickly savouring the unusual copper. Bo laid on the ground a moment longer just taking in for sure what he saw from his precious angel. Just as you were about to speak but Bo beat you to it.
“I FUCKIN’ KNEW IT!” he gloated hysterically, leaving you more than a little shocked. “I KNEW IT!” Bo got to his feet and almost looked like he was going to do a little dance, you just stood there in the streetlight beginning to laugh, relived but worried as if he had hit his head or something. It was never a dull moment with Bo that’s for sure. 
“Are you ok? like seriously, your beginning to scare me” you puzzled as he sauntered his way up to you cocky as ever. 
“I’m fuckin’ fantastic... I knew there was something in you” he held you against his chest and put his head on yours “something awful behind those beautiful eyes, my little angel of death” you laughed against him as he kissed your crown, then pulled away looking you dead in the eyes. “Why did you think I kept you around all these months? you made me wait a while... and you know how much I hate waitin” 
The words burned in your skull, was that really the only reason? Bo was still unpredictable to you in ways, especially with his dark side. Maybe he was just going to kill you now, maybe he didn’t love you, it could’ve just been the wicked charm he carried effortlessly. 
Something came alive in his blue eyes, scaring you slightly but trying to play it off when you cupped his strong jaw, breathing slowly. 
“People are my specialty baby” he drawled, then pulled you roughly into a kiss. Sweat, oil, cigarettes, and blood coated the kiss leaving you breathless as he often did. 
Bo was right, people were his perfected craft; charming, seducing, lying, playing up the sob story about him and Vincent being in foster care after both parents died. Hell, he could speak French Cajun so he could be more versatile, and charm his way out of any situation in any part of Louisiana. Bo always knew everything you were feeling even before you said it, now that you think back on it. 
“Bo? you still love me?” you hesitating in your question not sure if you wanted the answer. 
This caught his attention as his jaw tensed and eyes hardened “What would make you think I don’t?... sure I would’ve liked to know earlier, sure, but this just makes you better,” he looked you up and down like a predator before coming close to your ear and purring “and hotter.” You yelped as you were suddenly tossed over his shoulder and carried down to the basement of the garage.     
Fidgeting with the lock for a moment he swung the door open and placed you in his chair. “Oh, Sinclair there is a special place in hell for us, and I will meet you there” you laughed as Bo climbed on top of you, clashing his lips against yours, hungry and lustful.  
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imaginethatneathuh · 3 years
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Death: Mr World - American Gods
Mr World x gn!reader, ex and abusive relationship
You ran from Mr World and he wants you back.
Part of @dragon430’s Tarot Troop. Some parts were edited by her, too.
Requested by Anon - Hi! I just found the Tarot Card thing and I was wondering if you could do Death for Mr. World ...
TW/CW: Car accident, abuse, domestic abuse, fear, PTSD, anxiety, paranoia, dehydration, hunger.
Word count: 12.5+ K
This was very triggering, that's why it took so long for me.
Hands stuffed in pockets, you walked down the concrete sidewalk. Pulled up, the hood of your dark hoodie obscured you from view. It was only a small comfort knowing that it was more difficult for something like a camera to pick up on your face.
A street light flickered above you as you passed by.
Remembering the effects the New Gods could have on technology, you turned around, looking for one of those weird “boxes'' they used. But the street lights all stayed on and none of the boxes materialized.
Stopping for a few moments more, you looked around just in case someone was there and you just couldn’t see them. You mentally cursed the loud chirping of the crickets. Even if someone was there --- you weren’t sure if there was or wasn’t --- you wouldn’t be able to hear them over them.
Finally, with one last look, you turned back to your back and continued down it.
As you approached the small apartment complex, you searched for lights in the windows. Occasionally, a neighbour or two would stay up until the wee hours of the morn. Tonight though, everyone seemed to have gone to bed except for you.
Carefully, you climbed the stairs to your flat. The hair on the back of your neck raised as the cold breeze passed by.
As you got to your floor, you looked down and around. It wasn’t a quick one look-see and done kinda deal. You analyzed everything, half expecting someone to jump out or come around the corner. Everything from the flicker of the old wall lamp, to the shaking trees, and the swarming insects around light was scrutinized.
Despite the months of being away from him, he was always in the back of your mind. You knew, despite being miles away from where he had you last, he could find you and bring you back under his thumb. He was more powerful than you ever imagined. He had eyes and ears everywhere. Here, even with no security cameras and out in the middle of nowhere, you knew he could still get to you. The trees may be plentiful and the people few and far between, but he still had power
No one jumped out, so you went to the door with your heart pounding in your chest.
Still scanning the hall, you patted yourself down in search of your keys. You couldn’t tear your eyes away just in case someone unwelcomed showed up.
You fumbled for your keys, too fearful of the unknown to search for them properly. The thought of someone or something popping out of nowhere took all your attention, the fear forcing you to scan the hall again and again.
Out of the corner of your eye, you thought you saw something in the shadows.
Whipping your head around to get a better look, your eyes widened as if they were trying to soak in as much of the area as possible. The possibility of your ex or his lackeys being right around the corner froze you in place. One of your hands gripped your keys while the other stayed tensed on the doorknob of your flat.
Quietly, you breathed and tried to calm yourself, but kept your eyes wide open. As you concentrate on your breathing, knuckles paling, your shaky, uneven breaths become even again.
It was just your imagination, your mind playing tricks on you. That was all. No one was there. No one at all. You were safe. He couldn’t get you here.
Eyes still glued to the shadows, you yank open the door and rush inside, slamming the door shut. Once inside, You pressed your body against the door, just in case someone tried to push it open, and deadbolted it as fast as you could manage without looking at the locks. The shadows did not move as you stared at them through the peephole on the door.
Stepping away, you take a few gasping breaths, shoulders and jaw tensed. Your heart pounded heavily in your chest.
Every time you left the flat there was a risk that your ex would find you. Any reasonable, sensible person who knew your ex would tell you leaving your flat was a stupid idea, that there was too much of a risk in leaving. But, you couldn’t stay inside all the time just because he terrified you. You had to live your life, not live in fear. There had been far too much of that.
You looked around the small flat and moved toward the windows, unlocking and relocking the windows.
Placing a hand over your heart, you breathed deeply in and out. You’d found it to be the best way to calm yourself over the past few months. Now, within the safety of your home, you could relax.
Turning, you found your way to the sofa and fell upon it.
The flat’s door stood opposite of you and you stared at it, expecting someone to start banging or barging in at any moment.
A backpack filled with your things lay next to the sofa. Not much was in it. Just some clothes, toothbrush and paste, and other such necessities. No unnecessary items.
The fridge sat mostly empty and the bedroom lay unbothered as if no one had entered it since the last tenant, and even the bathroom had little in it, just a bar of soap that hadn’t fully dried yet and its bag. The flat had barely been lived in. Hopefully, you’d soon have the courage to change that.
After many hours of paranoia, you fell into a restless, fitful, nightmare-fueled slumber. Even as you dreamt, he did not let you be.
A loud knocking woke you from a nightmare you couldn’t remember after you got up from the sofa.
At that moment, as you walked over to the door still dressed from the day before, things almost felt normal. It was as if the last 6 years hadn’t happened and you weren’t terrified and paranoid he’d find you.
Every last shred of that feeling dissipated after you looked into the peephole.
There, on the other side, stood two men in black and white suits. Both had an earpiece and sunglasses. They looked straight out of the Men in Black movie you remember watching when you were younger.
Your mother loved that movie. As did you.
Sadly, they were not the Men in Black from the movie. They were a different sort. The men who worked for your ex, Mr World.
Stepping away, you blinked as your heartbeat and fear steadily rose. Your breathing became shaky.
He’d found you.
“Mx L/N, we know you are in there,” one of the men said. “We just want to talk. Nothing more. Nothing less.”
Instead of responding, you ran to your sofa and threw the backpack on.
Outside, the two men had a conversation.
Your flat was on the first floor. It would be a quick two-story drop.
Scrambling to the window opposite the kitchenette, you opened it as quietly as you could.
The men knocked again. “Mx L/N, please open the door.”
Remembering the bar of soap in the bathroom, you stepped inside and grabbed it. You slipped the bar into the bag and stuffed it into your pocket.
It seemed completely asinine to grab it, but you didn’t want to leave anything behind. Especially not a brand new bar of soap.
You lifted yourself up the window so you could get out feet first. Going headfirst at any height could lead to serious injury, or, ya know, death.
“Mx L/N?”
You looked back at the door breathing heavily before looking back at the window.
For a moment, you thought about just giving in to him. Letting him keep you locked away and make you live in fear of him for the rest of your life. It would be so much easier. That or just killing yourself.
But you couldn’t do that, not when you had come so far. Not when you had almost enough to get out of the country and never see him again. Not when you could be free of him and the U.S. as a whole.
You didn’t know what had so attracted him to you, but you wished that whatever it was would stop existing.
“Mx L/N, please open up!” The man sounded more urgent now like he knew what you were doing.
Gripping under the window, you pushed yourself out. Instead of letting go immediately, you hung on. You dropped a little so you could get a better grip on the bottom of the windowsill. Swinging side-to-side, you set your sights on a nearby balcony.
Even though the sound of your heartbeat flooded your ears and the fearful doubts filled your mind, you could still hear the shaky, unsure breaths you were breathing. You breathed in through your nose and out through your mouth, closing your eyes, before swinging to the neighbour’s balcony and letting go.
The balcony was situated over another tenant’s old sofa. They’d put it out a few days ago and had yet to throw it away.
You landed with a forceful thud onto the sofa, even moving it a bit. It didn’t do much but it was better than concrete.
You pushed yourself up and turned, only to find a man in black with his gun out. Looking the other way, his partner came around the corner, his gun also raised.
“Mx L/N, we were given instructions not to hurt you, but we will if we have to,” one of them said.
You looked between them, warily.
They seemed to be twins. Everything down to the last detail was identical. Must have joined together and gotten paired up. Who better to trust in the field than your brother?
There was nothing but woods behind you. If you made a break for it, the best they could do was shoot an arm or leg, maybe a shoulder if they were brave. It’d slow you down and you’d need medical attention, but you’d live if you didn’t bleed out first.
One of the twins put his gun away and slowly approached you. “Please, we just want to talk.”
It was obvious he was trying to get you to trust him, but you wouldn’t fall for that again.
You took off running.
The other twin aimed but his brother chastised him.
After running through the woods for a while, you climbed up a tree, out of sight. If the men tried to follow, they, hopefully, wouldn’t look up.
As you fell into the almost bowl-like middle of an old oak, you breathed heavily and tried to relax.
You knew he wouldn’t leave you alone for a while. But it had been months. Months. Why was he still chasing? Was it because you knew what he was? Who he was? He had told you many secrets that he probably wouldn’t want anyone else to find out, usually when he wasn’t who he told all the others he was and was, instead, himself. But, you didn’t want anything to do with him or his world. You wanted a new start, a new life.
You waited in the tree for hours, thinking about him and the new life you’d start somewhere else in the world. Maybe Canada, Scotland, or New Zealand. Someplace like that. Somewhere that wasn’t the U.S.
Slowly, you fell asleep.
When you awoke, it was late. The full moon was at its peak and the stars were out bright in the navy sky. They all had much to show the world. But, more importantly, it was light enough for you to leave.
You couldn’t go back to your flat. It was too dangerous. You’d have to just pick a direction and keep moving. Hopefully, you’d find someplace then.
You had to admit, this was the first time you’d ever come out to these woods since you’d started renting here. It was definitely pretty.
The brown leaves littered the forest floor, but not in an ugly way. It was rather beautiful. The leaves almost looked like rich, dark soil in the night’s late hour. If it weren’t for the fact that you knew they were leaves by their crunch, you would have thought the forest floor had no grass. The leaves reminded you of a time long past, a time of innocence you no longer possessed.
With a smile, you jumped on a group of leaves making them crunch slightly. It was rather satisfying. Sadly, you knew you had to keep going and playing with the leaves just wasn't an option, so you trekked on.
Despite knowing you had to hurry to find safety, you still allowed yourself to enjoy the moonlight as it gave the forest an almost otherworldly, effervescent glow. Funnily enough, it felt more familiar than the word of concrete and metal you came from. It felt safe and comforting.
Twigs snapped beneath you every once in a while as you walked. You gripped your backpack’s straps tightly, occasionally looking behind you.
A part of you wished for this to be over, to be safe and sound elsewhere. Not awake in the middle of the night, walking through the woods on an empty stomach.
While looking behind you, you took a misstep and fell.
You groaned. Leaves stuck to your now dirt-covered hands and you pushed yourself up.
As you looked up, someone came into view.
A new stint of fear shot through you as you scrambled backwards.
“You do not need to fear me,” the person said. “I mean you no harm.”
As the moonlight cast down upon her, you studied the young maiden. What seemed to be a golden wreath of sorts sat upon her head, like a crown.
“I heard your prayer for safety, young one. I only wish to guide you to it,” she said, nearing closer.
Despite her soft words, you doubted her. You knew what she was and, in your experience, their kind never gave anything without wanting something in return.
She knelt in front of you. “My name is Soteria. Will you let me help you?” Soteria stood and offered you a hand.
Unlike other gods you’d met, she seemed kind. She didn’t have the same feel as the others. No malice or anger or lies.
Even though your paranoia screamed no, you couldn’t help but take it.
She lifted you up and gently touched your cheek, looking deep into your eyes. It was rather uncomfortable really. Her hand fell.
“Travel straight that way,” she said, pointing to her right. Her gaze followed her arm. “And you will find safety.”
You nodded, gratefully.
“Young one,” she said, turning back to you. “No harm shall fall on you if you keep this with you.” The goddess took your hands into hers and placed something in them. “You will survive and you will persevere.”
“How do you know?” You asked.
“Believe it and it will be so, my child,” she said, cupping your cheeks with a smile.
You pushed yourself off the forest floor and shakily rose to your feet.
“Must have really hit my head,” you mumbled to yourself.
You hadn’t realized you were tightly gripping something cold and sharp in your hand until it began to cut into your skin.
Taking a look at the foreign but familiar object, your sight is met with a metal circle hung from a chain, the face of Medusa filling the frame. Moonlight glinted off the metal, shading her horrific, severed head. Running your thumb over the pendant, you noticed her snake-like head raised from the circle. You could even feel the raised blood falling from her stump and the fangs of Medusa and her snakes. Said snakes had minute scales engraved into them. The gorgon's mouth hung wide open like a snake’s with flesh between the top and bottom at the corners of the mouth. She hissed, baring her fangs, at an unknown attacker along with her forward-facing serpents. Her slit-pupilled eyes spoke of the fear and anger she held before Perseus cut her head from her body. On either side of the pendant, golden laurel sprigs created a sort of half-wreath. You ran your thumb over the gold as well. The detail of the leaves was incredible. Tiny, minuscule veins wound through them. Small gems you didn’t know the names of decorated the sprigs, clustered together to resemble flower buds. It was a beautiful, albeit peculiar, necklace.
Upon remembering what Soteria said, you put the necklace on and gripped the pendant tight. It was strangely comforting.
You took a deep breath, turned to where the goddess had pointed and marched on with a strange, newfound confidence and determination. Knowing that a goddess was behind you and the Roman Medusa hung around your neck renewed you.
He wouldn’t get you. You wouldn’t let him.
You didn’t know how long you walked, but the moon had set and dawn had broken.
Birds, the noisy things, squawked and sung and annoyed the ever-living daylights out of your tired self.
Still, it was a better sound to be around than the New Gods and the shite they were always talking about.
The Technical Boy in particular. Him and his talk of being better than the Old Gods. But, he seemed to be the best of the bunch. Sadly, that’s not saying much.
Media was a snake who told you the prettiest lies and World, despite saying he cared for you (never love, only care), preferred a pretty lie over the ugly truth, telling you whatever would keep you the happiest and controlled by him. It took you a long time to admit he was manipulative, but once you settled that with yourself (not an easy task) it was slightly easier to see his lies and manipulative tendencies.
The Technical Boy didn’t give two shites about you, and, thus, didn’t care to lie. He always told you exactly what was going on. He was also, usually, really fucking blunt. The dude had no filter.
Eventually, your tired legs and sore muscles screamed at you to take a break. The dryness in your mouth and rumble in your stomach asked the same of you.
But you couldn’t. Not yet, at least. Your mind told you to keep going, that relief was just around the corner. And, you believed it. Besides, if you passed out now, who’s to say the fumes wouldn’t run out while you were resting? Or worse yet, someone aligned with World would find you.
A car rushed by, a flurry of leaves trailing behind it.
You clambered up the ditch, mud and leaves furthering to dirty your clothes.
Not to say they were clean before your escape. Too much could happen in the time it took to clean a load of laundry.
You walked along the road. Cars passed you occasionally, but it was far too early and the road was probably a ways away from the complex. That complex was also pretty far from any city.
Exhausted, thirsty, and hungry, you prayed you’d be able to stop soon even just for a minute or so.
As you walked, the faint outline of a building stood up ahead.
You sighed in relief.
Maybe there will be people there. Ones not attached to him.
All you could do was hope for that and maybe some water, that’d be nice, too.
As you got closer, you realized it was a motel. A Motel America with its neon blue and red. It, faintly, reminded you of the U.S. flag. That was probably the point of it.
You stumbled to where an attendant sat behind a desk. They didn’t notice you.
“Hello,” you said, voice raspy. “How- How much is a room?”
They looked up and their jaw dropped. “Are you okay?”
‘Must be worse off than I thought,’ you thought.
The floor under you swayed and you struggled to keep your footing.
“Mx? Are you okay?” the attendant asked again. “Do you need an ambulance?”
You shook your head. “No. Just- just a room. Please. Please don’t tell anyone I’m here.”
They nodded and grabbed a key, handing it to you.
You fumbled for your bag and tried to pay, but the attendant shook their head.
“Don’t worry. I’ll take care of it. Just go.”
You mumbled thanks and stumbled away, rubbing your necklace.
“Call if you need anything,” they shouted after you.
A bout of relief spread through you and you thanked the attendant in your head. You also thanked Soteria. She was probably the reason you’d even got here.
The smooth, clean blankets covered you, wrapping you in their warmth. It didn’t matter that you were still wearing dirty, grimy clothes and hadn’t taken a shower in over three days. For once, you felt clean, and most importantly, safe.
Your muscles ached as much as your stomach growled. The emptiness of your stomach reminded you of your current lack of adequate resources. Sure, you had some cash stuffed away in your backpack, but not enough to last long.
Someone gently shook you awake.
With a groan, you buried your face in a pillow.
The person shook you again.
You turned to them, only to find the attendant from last night.
“Morning,” they said. “My shift’s been over for a while, but I wanted to make sure you were okay.”
You pushed yourself into a sitting position with more effort than you should need. “I’m fine.”
Your growling stomach betrayed you.
The attendant looked down to your stomach then back to you. “Sure about that?” They asked, eyebrows raised. “I got an extra sandwich in my bag. Want it?”
You nodded but refused to meet their gaze.
It wasn’t that you wanted to take advantage of their generosity, but you were starving.
The attendant slowly backed away like you were a wounded animal. They pulled something out of a bag and tossed it to you. “I’m Sammy, by the way.” Sammy pointed to the bathroom. “There are cups in there if you need them.”
“Thank you,” you said. “I won’t stay much longer. I have to keep moving.”
Sammy nodded.
You got the feeling they understood your position. Maybe that’s why Soteria had directed you here.
Night had fallen and the waning moon filled the sky with her beauty as her beautiful wives twinkled with her, though they did not shine with her same might.
You stepped outside your room onto the concrete walk, fiddling with the gift from Soteria.
Though you may not have been able to wash your clothes, a nice shower, some food, water, and rest did you wonders.
Sammy peeked out of their place and waved.
You waved back before setting out on the road.
There was a long journey ahead of you.
A fluttering of butterfly-like creatures caught your attention. Turning to the sound, a box sat with the creatures hovering above it. They disappeared when you saw the box.
You had been looking out for one of those.
World and the others had a particular fondness for them.
Your breathing quickened and you slowly stepped away before you started running down the road, your backpack bouncing up and down as you went. Though your muscles still ached, you pushed through the pain.
You couldn’t let this happen. You couldn’t go back. You couldn’t be trapped with them again, with him again. You had to keep running. You had to get away.
In a foolish move, you looked behind you only to see it gone.
When you looked back, headlights blinded you, stopping you in your tracks. You covered your face, wincing from the bright light. Stepping back, you realized it was Technical Boy’s limo. As you, again, stepped back, you knocked into something. Slowly, you turned around and looked into the faceless thing the New Gods called one of The Children. It grabbed you by your arms, holding you still.
Instinctively, your hand went to the necklace as you panted, staring at the Child. It had barely been a day and you already clung to it like a koala on a tree.
A flood of light and smoke came from the limo, bringing your attention back to it.
The door opened and someone, no, two someones stepped out.
A scowling Technical Boy and a pleasantly, fakely smiling Media stood up and faced you.
“Y/N, darling,” Media said, flourishing her arms out. “It is so good to see you again.” She wagged a finger at you. “You’ve been very naughty. Running away like that and all.” The goddess smiled at you. “Mr World has been very distraught over your absence. Oh, how he loves you so. The two of you are like Cesar and Cleopatra.”
Technical Boy snorted. “You mean World’s a creep and helped create a false narrative surrounding--”
Before he could complete his sentence, Media slapped him upside the head.
“Hush,” she hissed.
The boyish god winced and rubbed his head.
Media approached you, still all fake smiles and pleasantries. “Darling, Mr World really does miss you terribly. I’ve never seen him quite so distraught! Please, come home. We, well, Mr World, can take good care of you. You can be happy again. Just come home.”
“He wants me back?” You asked.
Media readily nodded.
“Then he should come get me himself.”
A smirk crept on Technical Boy’s face but he pushed it away. “Look, I admire your determination and tenacity, I do, really, but come on. He’s making life a living Hell for us. Just come back. I’m sure he’ll do better by you or whatever,” he said.
Your gaze shifted to him, eyes shining. “You know nothing of a living Hell,” you said, your voice breaking. Tears threatened your eyelids at knifepoint.
“Not helping,” Media sang with a strained smile at Technical Boy.
He looked down and rolled his eyes.
“Look, darling, I know Mr World can be difficult--”
You cut her off. “Difficult? Difficult!? You think he’s difficult?” You asked. “No, he’s fucking insane and manipulative. I want nothing to do with him or any of you. Just leave me alone.” Your tears cut through and spilt down your face.
Media opened her mouth to say something but closed it, not knowing what to do.
Technical Boy made a dismissive wave at the Child and it stepped away, letting you go. He carefully stepped toward you.
“I don’t like you,” he said. “I don’t know why World does. I don’t get what he finds so fucking interesting about a pathetic, squishy, easily killed human. But I know he wants you back and has spent every second he can trying to find you.” The god stopped in front of you. “He’s obsessed and, yeah, he’s manipulative and probably insane. That’s World for ya.” Technical Boy placed a hand on your shoulder. “Just come back, maybe punch him in the face, demand some shit or whatever. I don’t care. But World is fucking riding us like you used to ride him. He is up our fucking asses all day and it’s driving me insane. Please, for the love of fucking God, just come back before I lose my shit.”
You wiped away the tears and looked the arrogant son of a bitch in the eyes. “Go fuck yourself, Technical Boy.”
His hand fell from your shoulder. He turned back and shrugged. “I tried.”
It was obvious, even to the most socially inept, that he didn’t really care about you.
In the distance, a man struggled to maintain a straight line as he drove. Liquor bottles clink against each other in the backseat, and the passenger seat and floor.
Media stepped forward. “I understand your uneasiness, Y/N, but things can be different.”
The car got closer, swerving around. No one seemed to notice.
“No, they can’t,” you said. “He will never change.”
Technical Boy, who had been scrolling through his phone, looked up. He spotted the car and straightened. “Um, guys…”
“Not now,” she said, raising her pointer finger behind her at him.
Technical Boy slipped his phone away. “But--”
“I said, not now!” The goddess turned around to glare at him.
“Yeah, but there’s a fucking car!” Technical Boy said, pointing at the oncoming car.
You swivelled around, taking a look around the Child. Headlights filled your gaze, and, for a moment, you understood what it felt like to be a deer trying to get across a road. By the time you recognized what was happening, it was too late; you couldn’t get away.
The last things you felt was the Child’s body slamming into yours and the distinct feeling of dread.
You were going to die.
There was also a sense of relief, knowing that you would die free and not chained to him.
The sound of beeping woke you. The feeling of another warm body against yours was unsettling when you did wake. As you opened your eyes, your blood ran cold.
World was holding you, partially on the bed with one of his legs hanging off.
“Hello, my dear,” he purred. “It’s good to see you awake.”
You pushed him away and tried to sit up.
“Oh, no, no, no, we will be having none of that now, my dear. You are far too injured.” The well-dressed god pulled you back toward him, but you did not relax.
Slowly, he pushed you back into a lying position and kissed your forehead like a child. He even dared to pull blankets over you. World sat onto the bed and faced you, gently reaching out and stroking your cheek.
Some part of you wanted to react, to vomit or push him away, but you couldn’t. Every fibre of your being told you not to do anything to make him mad. After 6 years of that keeping you alive, the idea had become ingrained.
“I almost lost you, my dear,” World said, quietly. “The thought of never seeing you again was unbearable. I’m so glad to have you back, safe and sound beside me.”
Though he seemed to actually mean it, with shimmering eyes and kind movements, you couldn’t trust him now any more than you could any other time. It was all a facade, a carefully crafted one at that. He had manipulated you before and would do it again. This time, though, you wouldn’t let him, no matter what he did. This snake would no longer charm you.
Despite it being a majorly bad idea, you had to ask the question that had been running through your head since you’d run the first time.
“Why?” You asked, quiet as a mouse. “Why do you want me so badly? I don’t understand it.”
His hand traced a path to yours. “My dearest, you know better than to ask something like that. A partner like you best kept with their mouth shut and a pretty smile on it.” With his free hand, he tilted your chin upward, possessively smiling down at your frowning face with malice.
“That’s not an answer,” you said.
World’s smile became strained as he tried to hold back the urge to smack you. You could tell by his eyes that’s what he wanted. There was dark anger behind them. Instead, he chuckled lightly before roughly grabbing your jaw and bringing you in close. “It’s the only one you’re getting, my dear.” He leant in close, any semblance of a smile falling away, and looked into your eyes. “If you ever,” he said, trembling with rage. “And I mean ever, leave like that again, I will not be so kind as I am now. Do you understand me?”
Against his hand, you tried to nod, any form of confidence fading from you. In his hands, or hand more like, you were like a tiny, weak child all over again.
He roughly shoved your face into the pillow and it stayed there as you were too afraid to look back at him. You bit your lip and screwed your eyes shut, trying not to whimper or cry.
World stood. “Technical Boy,” he said.
The tech god slowly walked in, keeping his eyes on the ground. Even he was somewhat afraid of World. Technical Boy stood near the door, not daring to walk in any further without permission.
“Wassup?” He said, popping the p.
World glared at him, disapproving of his casualness, from the opposite side of your bed.
Your head still firmly placed on the pillow, you opened your eyes to look at Technical Boy.
He had a rather odd style choice that you’d become fond of over the years. Today was no different.
Today, he seemed to have a hard-on for neon. Neon yellow and orange shoes with shiny spikes around the soles. A multi-neon-coloured jacket that looked like someone took a paintbrush and just started painting diagonal lines in a thousand different neon colours. His pants were awful, too. Every type of neon colouring on it, just like his jacket. Neon pink suspenders hung from his trousers and a neon blue t-shirt with a giant, pixilated, neon green thing on it. It was one of those spaceships from Galaga Shooter from back in the 80s or whenever. You couldn't remember what they were called exactly. Maybe it was just spaceships from Galaga Shooter.
His hair was, much like his clothing, a weird story. Along the pulled-back sides were two metal pieces on both sides, going from the front all the way back. Maybe they connected around the back of his head. The top had pieces wrapped into little bowls all the way down the middle. On his shoulder was a braid pulled out from the back. More neon stripes decorated his hair, from bowls to braid.
World looked to you. “Technical Boy will be looking after you until you’re all better and you can come home properly.” There was plasticity to his voice that you’d only become recently aware of before you’d run from him. World walked around your hospice bed and stopped next to Technical Boy on his way out. He turned slightly, the tech god mirroring his action, and whispered something you couldn’t hear before leaving.
As World left, you watched the tensed Technical Boy with curiosity. He looked back at you, his eyes meeting yours.
“I guess we’re going to be spending a lot of time together,” he mumbled. The god looked around and found a chair.
As he pulled the chair to sit next to the door, you struggled to sit up.
“Don’t even think about trying to run,” he said. “I ain’t like the Spooks or the Children. I’m not stupid nor easy to manipulate or overpower. You running will only hurt yourself and piss World off.” He sat down and leant back into it, staring at the ceiling. “Why the fuck is he so fucking interested in you, anyway? You’re not that special. Don’t get me wrong, you’re attractive in a simple, human-ey way, but you’re not, well, you’re not geometrically perfect, or close to it, like, say, Jensen Ackles.”
“I wasn’t going to,” you said, finally in a sitting position. “I know there’s no point now.” You wryly chuckled, tears slipping from your eyes. “Fuck,” you mumbled.
Technical Boy watched you, uncomfortable. He wasn’t good with emotions, especially not others’. “You good?”
You wipe away your tears before looking over at him. Deftly, you flip him off. There was nothing Technical Boy could do to you that would hurt more than knowing you were, once again, trapped under Mr World’s thumb.
The god rolled his eyes and pulled out his phone. If he was going to be stuck here, he might as well play some games.
You look around the room, crossing your arms and rubbing them. It was a plain, white, rectangular room with your bed, a chair, and a nightstand. Otherwise, it was barren. The most interesting and colourful thing here was Technical Boy’s awful outfit, which looked, strangely, stylish on him, and the blankets on your bed. Their colours were stark in contrast to your hospital gown with the polka dots and barren room. The top blanket looked like a hand-stitched quilt with an array of warm colours and black decorated with images of cats and witches and other things like that. The others were larger child-like blankets with Bob the Builder, Care Bears, and other things like that on them. You ran a hand over the top one, enjoying the stitching and cloth running under your fingertips.
“World had those brought for you,” Technical Boy said, not looking up from his phone.
Your blood ran cold and your hand froze where it was. Slowly, your hands receded and you pushed the blankets away. Knowing that, even now, World was, in a way, touching you freaked you out. You needed to get away from it. You needed to get away from him. Barely registering what you were doing, you kicked the blankets over the edge bed and pushed yourself away from them and into the pillow behind you.
The quilt and childish blankets cascaded to the floor, unceremoniously falling into a heap.
The tech god looked up from his phone and stared at you as you curled up and hugged your knees, staring wide-eyed at the blankets. He continued to watch as you began scratching at yourself, trying to get the feeling of World off you. Technical Boy didn’t intervene until he noticed you bleeding.
Slipping his phone into his pocket, the god got up and walked over to you. He sat on your bed and grabbed your hands.
Out of pure instinct, you thrashed in his grip as he tried to calm you down. You could hear someone calling for you but you couldn’t stop yourself. He was here and he was going to hurt you.
“Y/N,” Technical Boy yelled over your panic. “Stop it. You're hurting yourself.” You continued fighting against him, kicking and thrashing. “Fuck’s sake, I need someone in here!”
Nurses came in and held you down before one stuck a needle into your arm and you passed out.
A year and a half ago
You lay in bed, texting a friend, one of the few World let you have. Smiling at your phone, you pulled a blanket over you, a quilt with sock monkeys on it.
World entered and took off his blazer, setting it on a fluffy chair. He rolled up his sleeves to the elbows. “Hello, my dear,” he purred, watching you.
You looked up and smiled. “Hi, bossman.”
He smiled, leant over you, and kissed your forehead. “Have you been good today?” He asked.
You shrugged and took one of his hands into your free one. “I did what you asked if that’s what you mean. I haven’t been out all day.”
“Good, my dear. Good,” he said before sitting on the bed and caressing your cheek. “I don’t want anyone else taking you away from me.”
“I wouldn’t want them to, love.” You smiled, gazing into his eyes.
As World started to say something, your friend texted you back a meme. Because of the addictive nature of technology, your head snapped to your screen. You laughed.
World’s eyes hardened. “Who are you talking to?”
“Just a friend.” You shut your phone off and tossed it to the side. You could worry about responding later.
“Just a friend, huh?” He asked. “A friend that makes you laugh?”
His sudden change in attitude threw you off and you sat up more. “Well, it was less my friend and more a meme he sent me.”
“He?” World growled.
He seemed to grow bigger, or maybe you were just pushing yourself into the bed more.
“I- I’m sorry,” you stuttered out. “I thought you said he was okay to talk to.”
World gripped your wrists, kneeling on the bed, and pushed you down. “I told you not to leave the house.” He jerked you off the bed and began to drag you out of the room in your underwear.
“I didn’t. I swear I didn’t. I was just talking to him,” you pleaded as you tried to stand. His grip tightened and began to hurt. “World, love, please, stop. You’re hurting me.”
Just as you had managed to get in a crouching position to stand, World yanks you down. You land with a thud on the cold, wooden floor.
“Hurting you? Never, my dear. No, I’m just punishing you for disobeying me.” He stood over you, his fists clenched.
“I- I didn’t. I didn’t go outside.”
That only seemed to piss him off more.
“I said not to leave the house. That means technologically as well. You disobeyed me, my dear. I really didn’t want to do this, but you’ve given me no choice.”
Present Day
You woke up in a fetal position in bed. Clenching your fists, you willed yourself to forget about the nightmare. Shakily, you pushed yourself up, blankets falling off you. A part of you expected, when you looked at them, you’d find the ones World had gotten for you. Instead, you were greeted by a different set, the top one with a close-up of a bunch of wolves perched atop a cliff with a forest in the background on it.
“I had one of the Children get some other blankets from a nearby store,” Technical Boy said, glued to his phone. “I didn’t tell it any specific type of blankets to get, so it just grabbed some. Hope you like wolves.”
Assured in the knowledge World hadn’t had a hand in getting these, you laid back down, pulling the blankets over you. You squeezed your eyes shut, breathing heavily, and curled back into a fetal position.
Weeks passed and you slowly healed. The Child that you had been in front of when the car struck had partially protected you, so you were better off than if it’d rammed into without any sort of cushioning. Still, rehab was fucking painful.
Technical Boy mostly said nothing, preferring his tech to others, particularly you. When he did speak, it was sarcastic and filled with a feeling of superiority. It tended to get on your nerves. But it was better than the alternative. Occasionally, he’d get a text and he’d be out the door faster than the Flash going at light speed. It was rare but still, you dreaded those texts because he’d always leave one of the creepy Children behind, or several depending on how he was feeling.
You’d talk to Technical Boy, of course. Well, not specifically to him, but you’d talk aloud to kill time. It was mostly rambling about one thing or another. Sometimes you’d talk about your parents and family, other times you’d talk about random things you’d learnt over the years. On very rare occasions, maybe once or twice, you’d talk about World and what it was like with him. It was nice, just talking without anyone listening but someone still being physically there. You knew he didn’t care and he probably wasn’t listening, but that didn’t matter to you. You just wanted to talk. Sometimes, he’d stop scrolling or playing a game for so long you thought he was listening. Thankfully, he was just reading something when that happened. Talking “to” Technical Boy was like talking to a brick wall in the best way possible.
Now, you laid in bed, throwing things at the ceiling, head relaxed against the headboard. You closed your eyes, groaning.
Out of pure boredom and nostalgia, you remembered a school play you’d been forced to do; The Wizard of Oz. You had played the Wicked Witch of the West for the second half of the play. Despite the rather enjoyable performance, you did hate the green face paint you’d had to wear. It didn’t feel good against your skin. As you remembered the play, you began to think about the song Ding-dong! The Witch is Dead that your Mum had always teased you with. That and the whole “I’m melting scene”. The song rang through your head as you tried to remember all the words, but the same lines repeated over and over again.
“Ding-dong! The witch is dead. Which old witch? The Wicked Witch! Ding-dong! The Wicked Witch is dead,” you sang, very much off-key but with a childish enjoyment.
Technical Boy joined in with his eyes still glued to his phone. “Wake up, ya sleepy-head. Rub your eyes, get out of bed.”
“Wake up, the Wicked Witch is dead!” You both sang out, Technical Boy was much quieter than you.
Your head fell forward and you giggled to yourself, covering your mouth with your hand. Technical Boy, unused to the sound, looked up at you, the edges of his mouth twitching up. But, when you looked at him, he looked away, his lips straining into a white line as he tried to cover up the smile. You curiously watched him for a while like you were waiting for him to do something. Upon deciding he was too boring to do anything of note, you started humming Ding-dong! The Witch is Dead to yourself. The song had ingrained itself into your brain.
Technical Boy typed something into his phone before speaking. “I can play it out loud if you want.” He showed you his phone’s screen.
You couldn’t tell what was on it as it was too far away, but you assumed it was Ding-dong! The Witch is Dead. “Sure. If you want.”
He pressed play and turned up the volume, but the noise was minuscule. Technical Boy gave it a confused look, frowning, and mouthed a “what the fuck”. For a few minutes, you watched him fuck around with his phone, trying to solve the problem.
Eventually, he turned to you. “Sorry. Volume isn’t working as it should. Must be some sort of hardware issue. I’ll take a closer look later.”
You considered, for a moment, that maybe Technical Boy wasn’t as good with his tech as he liked to boast. Then you remembered that TECHnical Boy was a TECH god and this is probably happening because he wants it to, on some level. You internally laugh at the thought.
‘Maybe he really hates that song,’ you thought.
“It’s fine. Maybe we’ll both be able to hear if you get closer,” you said with a small smile.
You could have sworn he was blushing at that moment. That was definitely peculiar. Your mind must have been playing tricks on you.
Technical Boy scratched the back of his neck, looking away from you. “Yeah, sure. That- that could work.” He got up, shuffling his sneakers along the tile.
As he neared your bed, he rewound the video and started playing it. Instead of sitting on the bed, he awkwardly stood there, holding his phone closer to you.
You laughed lightly before patting the bed. “You can sit down, you know that right? I’m not as easily broken as you might think.”
“I don’t think you’re easily broken at all,” he mumbled as he sat down.
“What was that?”
“Nothing.” Technical Boy drug the timer back to the zero second mark, replaying the video.
You shuffled around, listening to the song, before getting closer. Your chest pressed against Technical Boy’s back as you rested your chin on his shoulder. Surprisingly, he was very warm.
You’d expected him to be like his domain, cold and calculating, but, you supposed, he’d always been very angry and loud, just like the other part of his domain. You smiled softly, recognizing the duality to him. The angry, emotional, loud human-dominated Internet and the cold, logical, data-processing technology-dominated, well, tech. Then, you remembered how phones and computers were. It had been so long since you’d had one, it was like a far off memory. But, all technology tended to warm up as they were used and cooled when they weren’t.
You nuzzled into his strangely soft sweater, your cheek pressing lightly against Technical Boy's neck. Blood rushed up to his neck as his heart beat heavily, you could hear it more than you could hear the music. It was very calming. Though the rapidness of the beat was slightly concerning. Usually, humans have really fast heartbeats wasn’t a good sign, but he wasn’t human so maybe it worked differently.
Technical Boy glanced down at you, trying not to disturb you. A soft smile spread across his face. A blush did the same thing over his cheeks and his ears tinted pink as your hands found their way to his side.
You sighed, content, as you relaxed.
You hadn’t meant to get so physical with Technical Boy, but it felt nice to feel someone else’s warmth for once. To even be near someone again without fear of getting hurt was a huge relief. Though you knew if World ever found out, he’d kill you both or worse.
At the thought of the cruel god, you reached for where your necklace used to be. Instead, you grasped at nothing. The reminder that World had taken your necklace made you feel empty and cold even with the heater named Technical Boy letting you hold onto him. Your eyebrows knitted together as sadness filled your heart, weighing it down. Still holding nothing, you pressed your face into the tech god’s shoulder.
Technical Boy gently reached for the hand still on his side. He grasped it and pulled it around his stomach, gently rubbing your knuckles. “Are you okay?” He asked softly, just as surprised by his own concern and gentleness as you were.
If it had been anyone else, he would have pushed them away, but this was you and, after all the weeks you’d spent rambling, he felt like he knew you better than World did.
To be fair, most people probably knew you better than World did.
Still, Technical Boy had started to understand why World wanted you so badly. You were so human and so sweet, laughing at your own jokes and, in a way, treating him like a pet like always humans tend to do with technology. The way you so easily spoke to him about whatever was on your mind and the way you smiled even when you weren’t doing anything, was so human and he found that, despite how he had always viewed humans, he liked that about you. He wouldn’t say he felt anything stronger, but he did like it. Maybe more than he should.
You tiredly looked up at him, lips grazing his sweater (Technical Boy found himself wishing he wasn’t wearing one) and gave him a strained smile.
“I’m alright, I suppose,” you said. “I’m just wishing I still had my necklace. It helps calm me down.”
Technical Boy nodded, his phone turning off.
You didn’t know if he did that or it did it by itself.
“What’s it look like?”
His gaze seems to drop to your lips before darting back to your eyes, but you can’t be sure of yourself.
You shrugged. “Head of Medusa and gold sprigs of laurel shooting out from the pendant.”
Technical Boy nodded, mentally putting a yellow sticky note on a rough image of the necklace he had in his head with “find” written in red on it. “Sounds cool,” he said, meaning it but sounding rather casual about it. He mentally facepalmed.
You nodded, still touching the place the pendant once hung in front of.
Technical Boy noticed your despondency and put the yellow sticky note and the necklace under important.
You trailed your free hand down Technical Boy’s back, nails sending tingles all over his body.
This was something you both needed, but both rarely got.
Physical touch is the hardest thing you’ve ever come by, especially after meeting World.
As for Technical Boy, he was a lonely god surrounded by cold fellow New Gods and unfulfilling worship. Though he was necessary for the U.S. to function, the people’s belief in him wasn’t really belief IN him. It was a belief that technology is going to solve everyone’s problems. They do not view him as a deity and they do not know he even exists. It’s a sad thing for a god to be worshipped but not known truly within their worshippers. If that wasn’t bad enough, the other gods like Media and World didn’t really like him and they did nothing to hide it.
He glanced at you again. You caught it and smiled softly, wrapping your other arm around him, enjoying the warmth of him and the feeling of another being. The god leant into you, rolling his head back and closing his eyes. His hands found yours and he absentmindedly rubbed them.
“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.
Technical Boy snorted. “Why? You’re not doing anything wrong.”
“It’s just-- You’re Technical Boy. You don’t like humans, so you probably aren’t the biggest fan of this.” You shifted slightly but still held him close.
He turned to look at you. “If I wasn’t okay with this I would make it known. I tend to do that.” A slight, itty bitty smile surfaced. “I can show you if you want? Trust me, I can be really loud and annoying.”
You pulled away, covering your mouth as you laughed.
Technical Boy’s smile widened and there was a strange light to his eyes as he watched you.
You couldn’t help but smile back.
“Ya know, I’m really touch-starved, so, trust me, I’m enjoying this,” he said.
Silently, you reached for one of his hands and held it in your own. “So am I, to be honest. World was never really one for touching. I was often pretty lonely…” You trailed off, eyes wandering. “It’s not much like that now, though. Even with him looming over me, at least you’re here.”
“Yeah, I am,” he said. Part of him wanted to kiss your cheek, but his far more logical side decided that would be a dumb idea. Instead, he squeezed your hand and smiled. “Don’t think I’ll be going anywhere anytime soon.”
All you could do was smile.
The Child sat there in Technical Boy’s chair like an action figure not in use.
Laying on your stomach at the end of your bed, your head sat on your crossed arms as you watched the empty, motionless creation.
Technical Boy had gotten one of those texts and had to leave. One of the Children had taken his place.
Ever since that conversation a few weeks or so ago and all the touching that happened, the tech god had opened up a little more, willingly joking with you and talking. You’d finally gotten to know more about the god. Turns out he was moderately decent sometimes.
You continued staring at the Child, your head falling to lay down. Blowing out a breath of air, you flipped over and stared at the ceiling.
World, thankfully, had been too busy to stop by in ages.
Sometimes, you’d learnt, you were fine with his name and existence being mentioned. Other times, you weren’t. Sometimes, you were scared, but his presence didn’t make you freak out. Other times, it did. The whole thing was pretty inconsistent.
You’d missed Technical Boy. His presence had a calming effect on you to a degree you didn’t understand. Still, when he laughed, you smiled with pride. When he smiled at you, your heart clenched in your chest. And, of course, when you caught him stealing a glance at you, you could practically feel the blood rushing to your face.
The sound of the door unlocking and opening made you jump and you quickly turned to see who it was.
Silently, you hoped it was Technical Boy and feared it was World.
A familiar face walked in with something in his hands.
“Tech!” You smiled and sat up.
He grinned at you before slipping whatever was in his hands behind his back and walking in. Realizing the Child was still there, he gave it a look and it got up. It left and shut the door behind it.
“I got something for you,” Technical Boy said, turning his attention back to you. “I think you’re really gonna like it.”
Head tilting with curiosity, you look at him. “What is it?”
He chuckled and sat down on your bed. “You’ll have to open it and see,” he said, pulling a small box from behind his back. He handed it to you.
Gently, you took the box and opened it. Inside sat a shell-shaped compact mirror. Though definitely disappointed, you were more confused than anything. You took it out and examined it.
“Why did you give me a mirror?” You asked.
Technical Boy’s grin grew. “Cause, without it, you wouldn’t be able to see what I’m about to give you.” He slipped behind you on the bed and opened the mirror over your shoulders, placing it in your hand. “Now, close your eyes and don’t open them till I say,” he whispered into your ear.
You leant back into him, enjoying the closeness. Though you were reluctant and a little confused, you closed your eyes anyway, deciding to trust Technical Boy.
You listened as shuffled around. A sudden and strange, though familiar, feeling of something settling around your neck made you tense, but that tension faded quickly.
“Okay,” he said. “Open ‘em.” Technical Boy’s head settled on your shoulder and he wrapped his arms around your waist, watching you in anticipation.
Just as you began to open your eyes, he stopped you. “Wait, hold up.” You felt one of his hands cup yours as he adjusted the mirror. “Okay, now.”
You opened them, greeted by a view of your necklace shining in the bright, artificial lighting. Your jaw drops as you stare at the terrifying face of Medusa. A warmth finds its way into your heart as your open mouth turns into a grin. Gently, filled with disbelief, you reach up and touch the pendant. Realizing it was truly there and not an illusion or something, a weight lifted off you, knowing you hadn’t lost it. You sighed in relief and clutched the pendant, closing your eyes.
Out of excitement, you turn around and wrap your arms around Technical Boy, hugging him tightly.
For a moment, he doesn’t know what to do. He knew you’d be happy but he hadn’t anticipated this. Remembering all the fanfics, posts, shows, and movies put on the internet, he realized hugging back would be a smart option. That would definitely help with keeping his blush hidden. He hugged you back, nuzzling into your neck.
As you pulled away slightly, you looked at him, still smiling.
He shyly smiled back.
You knew he blushed rather easily, but the sight of his face so flushed and ears so pink was a little shocking. It was still cute, though.
You fell back into him and rested your head on his chest.
Technical Boy squeezed you tight, resting his head against yours. He closed his eyes, finding himself able to relax with you.
A few seconds of silence passed before you decided, on a random whim, to kiss Technical Boy’s cheek.
He froze.
If he was pink before, he was Hot Tamale Red now.
You giggled lightly before beaming up at him.
Honestly, you couldn’t say why you did it. All you knew was that it felt right.
The door to your room slammed open and World appeared. Both you and Technical Boy snapped your heads to look at him, eyes wide.
You scrambled away from Technical Boy and off the bed, eyes going wide at the sight of your terrifying ex.
"And what exactly is going on here?" World asked. He stepped into the room and glared at you
The tech god got off the bed and put himself between the two of you, pulling World's attention away from you. The last thing he wanted was for you to get hurt, especially because of him. He didn't care if he got hurt. Technical Boy was a god; he could handle it. You were human and World had already done enough.
"Nothing much," he said. "Just talking."
World got closer.
Your heart pounded against your chest. The familiar fear of his presence shaking you to your core.
The way he approached reminded you so much of how he used to right before he laid into you, all height and glaring. He was going to hurt you again. Or Technical Boy.
Gods, Technical Boy. You didn't want him hurt. He'd been so kind to you over the last few weeks and had really come out of his metallic and rude shell. The thought of him regressing and being cold to you again sickened you.
"It seems as though I've caught my beloved and you doing much more than “talking”," World hissed.
Out of pure fear, you hide more behind Technical Boy, placing a hand on his bicep.
"Y/N hugged me," the god said, maintaining eye contact with World. "That's it. They were thanking me."
World took off his fedora, his long coat hanging off his shoulder. "For what?" His head jerked unnaturally.
"For being here when you weren't and for getting them their necklace back," Technical Boy said.
You hadn't noticed how tense he was until World was nearly on top of the two of you. He was just as scared as you were. Technical Boy breathed heavily through his nose but refused to flinch.
World pointed at your necklace and growled, "You shouldn't have that."
Your hand shot to your necklace, clutching the pendant in shaking fingers.
"And who are you to dictate that?" Technical Boy asked.
World, angered by Technical Boy's insubordination, walked to him and looked him in the eye. "You will leave if you know what's good for you, Boy," he said unwaveringly. "And, if you know what's good for them." World turned away, his fingers trailing across the end of your bed. "Unless, of course, you want them to receive the worst possible treatment for their injuries."
Technical Boy's eyes went wide and his jaw tensed. He looked to you.
You didn't want him to go. You didn't want to be left alone with World. You didn't want to left alone at all. Despite that, you also didn't want to end up in a dark room to die and you didn't want Technical Boy to feel guilty if that happened.
Turning to the tech god, you nodded toward the door, mouthing the word "go".
He hesitantly tried to say something, eyes glistening with sorrow and guilt, but didn't, defeated.
As he left, his heart heavy, you gave him a pained smile and wave. Once he walked through the doorway, your smile fell and you wrapped your arms around yourself. You already knew what World was going to do.
He turned to you, scowling.
Outside the room, Technical Boy stood, already hating himself for leaving you to deal with him alone. The number of times World had hurt him because he wasn’t perfect or didn’t do what World wanted exactly as he wanted it done and had the shite beaten out of him for it was astronomical. He’d always wished Media had done something about it when it happened, but she never did. Now, he had done the same thing to you.
He heard you yelp and the distinct sound of a body hitting the floor. Your cries echoed in his ears as World beat you. Though the door was shut, it did nothing to mask what he was doing to you. Technical Boy could faintly hear him saying this to you. He couldn't fully make them out, but he knew, in his heart, they were as vicious and violent as he was.
It took all of the tech god's self-control not to rush back in and protect you. He'd shield you with his own body if he had to.
Sadly, the god knew you'd only be worse off if he did. So, he sucked it up and walked away, fists clenched.
He had to figure out a way to get you out of here before World made sure you'd never go anywhere again.
You laid in bed, curled up with the blankets Technical Boy had gotten for you. The cloth felt soft and strange against your skin like you weren’t used to the feeling of safety and warmth around you. Even though you’d been using them for months at this point, the blankets still felt foreign. They were better than any World could force on you, at least. And, they reminded you of Technical Boy.
Since the day you told him to go, you hadn’t heard a peep. It was like he vanished from your like.
Honestly, you were worried about him and thought about him a lot. You had no idea if he was alright or not. Unfortunately, you'd experienced just how cruel World could be when he was angry; your face and body were plenty of evidence of that. Though Technical Boy was a god and World couldn't kill him, you feared for Technical Boy's safety. Over the years you'd been with World, he showed an apathy toward Technical Boy, if not hatred for him. He'd been violent with the tech god before. You knew he would be like that again on a whim. That's all it ever took; a whim.
The door to your room opened.
Tensing, you pulled your blankets closer. You shook slightly, closing your eyes and letting out a fearful breath. A free hand laid where the pendant of your necklace should be.
You'd been expecting him to come back to teach you another lesson. World had come every day since he's taken Technical Boy off "Y/N duty".
Slowly, you steadied your breathing and opened your eyes. A part of you hoped he'd find no joy in it today, that he'd grow tired of you and toss you aside. Even if you ended up dying, it'd be better than living in fear of World for the rest of your life.
"Y/N," a familiar and gentle voice said.
You wiped the blanket off and turned to look at the speaker; Technical Boy stood there with bruises on his face. They didn't take away from how happy you were to see him.
The corners of his mouth twitched up into a smile, but his eyes screamed of pain. "Hey."
Of course, World had hurt him. You knew he would. It was World. But, that feeling in your chest, the feeling of your heart squeezing, the feeling you'd felt when World showed up randomly early on, the feeling of relief and love filled you as you looked at the tech god.
Without hesitation, you pushed away from the blankets and scrambled off the bed, not even thinking about them falling to the floor. You didn't give Technical Boy a second to breathe as you pulled him into a tight hug. Nuzzling into the crook of his neck, you screwed your eyes shut and breathed him in.
After the initial shock, Technical Boy slowly hugged back. He tested his head on your shoulder, breathing heavily. "Are you okay, Y/N?" He asked, pulling away and cupping one of your cheeks. His soft eyes searched yours.
You chuckled, tears of joy pooling at the corners of your eye. “I’m-- I’m better now,” you said with a smile.
Technical Boy relaxed a little, but still, his eyes stayed trained on your face. His fingers ghosted over your bruises and split lip.
It made you wince.
“Sorry,” he mumbled. “Did he do this to you?”
You looked away, not wanting to see the hurt in his eyes. "He cause those?" You asked, turning back and gesturing to Technical Boy's face.
For a beat, there was silence. Without having to say a word, both of you knew what happened.
You pulled him into another hug and he quickly reciprocated.
"I can't stay long. World doesn't even know I'm here right now. I hope he doesn't, anyway." Technical Boy pulled away and smiled at you. "I'm going to get you out of here, and soon. I promise." His eyes drifted to your chest, his eyebrows scrunching up in confusion before turning into anger. "And I'm going to get your necklace back from World."
You looked down, putting a hand over where your necklace should be. “Don’t worry about it. It’s just a necklace.”
It wasn’t, in fact, just a necklace. It was a gift from someone who actually, selflessly cared. Though you hadn’t talked to Soteria since you’d gotten the necklace, you knew she had been watching and trying to keep you safe. You knew it in your heart of hearts, in your essence, in your very soul itself. Maybe it was a want to have someone on your side or blind stupidity, but you had an unending faith that she was with you, that she was protecting you and guiding you even now. It was that faith you clung to when World would come in. It was that faith that kept you sane. Even before Technical Boy had been sent away, it was that faith that helped you get through even the worst days where your mind would plague you will horrible memories of World and your life with him.
Technical Boy shook his head. “It’s not just a necklace. It’s your necklace. It belongs with you, not him.”
You smiled softly at him, relishing in his gentle touch.
“I’m going to get it back for you and I’m going to get you out of here, so be ready to leave at a moment’s notice, okay?” He asked, looking into your eyes.
You nodded before hugging him again.
Real, genuine, caring contact with another being, no matter how artificial, is the only thing you wanted at the moment. Everything else be damned.
The door to your room opened in the night. No light shone in as all was quiet. It was past midnight. Of course, all was quiet. It’d be weird if it was loud and noisy.
Laying in bed, you slept as soundly as you could with the constant threat of World looming over you and plaguing your scarred mind.
Technical Boy looked back into the dark, empty hall before slipping into your room.
His own fear and doubt squirming through his mind and infecting him. Around every corner, his heart had beaten loudly in his chest as he could never be sure someone was just around the corner. Though the god knew how to manipulate technology, even recreate and control it to a certain extent, he was still afraid that World would pop up while Technical Boy had blinded himself by taking the cameras offline. It felt wrong to not be able to see everything through the cameras. It was too late to take it back though.
“Y/N,” Technical Boy said as he gently shut the door. When you didn’t respond he got close to your bed and nudged you. “Come on, wake up. We need to go.”
You groaned quietly and tried to pull the covers over your head but Technical Boy stopped you. He pulled them off the bed and stared at you.
You whined, trying to curl up, but the god wasn’t having any of that.
“Y/N, get the fuck up or I swear to God I will throw you over my fucking shoulder,” he said putting his hands on his hips.
You groaned again and flopped to your back. “It’s late.”
“I know,” he said. “Now let’s go.” The tech god pointed at the door.
You sat up, back stiff, and stretched. “Outside?”
He nodded. “I said I’d get you out of here, didn’t I?” Technical Boy smiled before offering you his hand.
The two of you shared a smile. Just as you reached out to take his hand, you remembered World and froze.
“What about--”
“Don’t worry about him,” Technical Boy said. “I’ve got a plan. Right now, we need to go.” He grabbed you and pulled you from the bed.
Outside the compound World had been keeping you in, you stared at the night sky. The beautiful blues and blacks melting together, and the points of white stars twinkling high above. You never thought something could be so beautiful. The stars danced in your eyes.
Technical Boy, holding the door to his limo open, stared at you like you stared at the sky.
Feeling his eyes on you, you looked to him and gave him a soft smile.
If it wasn’t so dark, you could have been sure of whether or not he was blushing. Instead, the darkness hid his embarrassment for him as he turned away from you.
“Get in,” he said, gesturing to the limo.
You nodded and walked over. Before you slipped inside the bright automobile, you gently kissed Technical Boy’s cheek.
He stood there for a moment, stunned as the tips of his ears turned pink. Swallowing hard, he gets into the limo, sitting next to you.
Standing in the busy airport, you looked around, clutching the carryon bag Technical Boy had packed for you.
Patiently, you waited for the tech god to appear. He had to get some things in order before your departure.
When he did appear, he seemed nervous, scanning the crowd with fearful eyes. He stopped in front of you, still scanning.
You understood his fear. It was a similar kind to what you had felt when you’d run from World.
Gently, you touched his arm, tearing his attention from the crowd. You gave him a gentle smile.
The god softened and weakly smiled back.
“Thank you,” you said.
Technical Boy shrugged, looking down. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“It is to me.”
On the plane, a child kicked your seat from behind and the man at the end of the row was talking loudly on the phone. You felt bad for the grey-clad man sitting between the two of you. He was getting it far worse than you.
Looking away from the commotion, you watched the people outside the plane scramble around and grasped the necklace’s pendant.
You were so close to freedom. Close enough to taste it. Or maybe that was just the aeroplane smell.
Despite still being in the U.S., you smiled. Even if the plane crashed, you wouldn’t be stuck with World. Even if the plane gets redirected somewhere or there’s a storm and the plane has to make a landing, you could still stay away from World long enough to get another ticket out of here. It would be a terrifying ordeal, but you could do it. Even if, worst comes to worst, World finds out and finds you again, you knew you could find a way out of his grasps again.
And if none of that comes to pass, you leave the U.S. for good, and never see anyone here again, you knew you could be happy. Maybe find someone to settle down with or get an animal or something. Maybe find a good job that you can mostly enjoy that isn’t totally soul-crushing. Maybe, if you’re really lucky, you can get a few hobbies that bring you joy like nothing ever could.
If you’re lucky that is, but you’ve never really been that lucky. Who knows? Maybe that will change.
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