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Eleanor Grayson's hero outfits, part 1. I'd like to make a lineup of a handful of alternate universe variants, but for now here's her normal fits and 1 AU (:
Extra information about each of them (and her in general) under the cut:
Suit 1 - Nolan took Ellie and Mark both to Art's shop to get their first hero suits after their powers emerge, and of course them being twins means Art wanted to make them matching suits - knee high boots, fingerless gloves, the same goggle mask and everything. Considering the public knew that Omni-Man and Invincible were father and son, I think they'd also know that Invincible and Mercy were twins, so their similar suits were like marketing to their image as the duo heroes. The white line on her chest is a stylized "M" for her hero name, Mercy. Eleanor does NOT like the skintight suit, she gets self-conscious about it, but she thinks there's no avoiding it (since so many heroes wear them) so she doesn't bring up how uncomfortable it makes her. When she goes home she throws on a random jacket from her closet - it was not made to be part of a hero uniform, so it's getting torn apart like 5 seconds into any battle. Very funny mental image of Eleanor going to a normal clothing shop and bulk buying like 20 of the same exact jacket bc once she wore it for the first time she went "welp it's part of my image now, I have to keep wearing it".
Ellie and Mark at this point are inseparable. They're the typical close twins who do everything together, growing up sharing everything and doing all the same after school activities and such. Them getting their powers at roughly the same time (Ellie got hers first but only by, like, a week maybe) just made them closer, as they delve into the world of being a hero together with their loving father (:
Suit 2 - Art probably sees her jacket addition when she's on the news with Invincible, and he immediately goes "hey, wait a sec..." so she comes clean about how uncomfortable the tights make her. He wishes she'd told him the first time, but he takes it in stride and makes her a new suit right away with a skirt at her request. He thinks about adding a jacket to it too, but at that point she kind of got used to not having it (since the normal jacket broke so often) so she said it was fine actually. The skirt addition was pretty much immediate, so it wasn't too big of a shift from suit 1 to suit 2.
Ellie moves out of the house at this point (thanks to a nice GDA paycheck. She wanted to move out ASAP because she can't stand being in the house that reminds her of her father, as opposed to Mark staying to support their mother). Her and Mark's relationship is a bit strained from general hero troubles and of course the trauma of their father's leaving, but mostly they're still pretty close so they still market themselves as the twin heroes, fighting together and generally being inseparable to the public eye.
Suit 3 - her current outfit as of season 3 of the show. A lot of shit happens in between suit 2 and suit 3, and Mark and Ellie wind up separating. Firstly because of their strong disagreement about their father - Mark went to Thraxa alone (Ellie chose to stay on Earth while he left) and came back with the mentality that their father is changed man who needs their help. Ellie, however, heard that the Viltrumites took him away to be executed, and only says "Good". She can never forgive him, and it stresses out their relationship. Secondly, while both of the twins were horrified about finding D.A. and Darkwing in Cecil's payroll, Ellie decided that it wasn't a dealbreaker for her. She opposed it the same as Mark did, but she still thinks that working for Cecil is the best way for her to be where she needs to be to help people and save the world. This decision tears the twins apart almost completely. At this point, they both get outfit changes - Mark keeps his suit design but changes the colors (which are ironically black and blue like Mercy's original suit colors), while Ellie decides to completely overhaul her uniform entirely. New design, new jacket, new color scheme. Neither of them want to be associated with each other anymore, so they avoid the "twin heroes" moniker at this point. Also I like the red on the underside of her gloves and her boots because it looks like blood. Her bloody path, her bloody hands.
My friend chose this color scheme for me, and I just wanna say the colors are picked from show Cecil's outfit (: to showcase her being a loyal GDA agent at this point even after what she learns about him. The red line going down her jacket is meant to represent Cecil's red tie.. heh.... I like Cecil a lot, sorry I had to give her a suit based off of him lmfao
"Bad End" AU Suit - just want to make it clear, this is an AU and not her canon future. Ellie's love of Earth and humanity is her most defining character trait. She'll do anything she thinks is necessary to protect them - which is one of the biggest reasons that she's still willing to work with Cecil after the reveal, because she understands that sometimes you need to do bad things to save as many people as possible. In this AU, shortly after the Invincible War, she looks around at all the death and destruction and realizes there's no point in fighting against the Viltrumites. She comes to the conclusion that there's no way to win against them - that the only way to save the planet and people she loves is to join them and plead for their survival from the inside of the empire. Mark, exhausted and angry and full of the typical Viltrumite violent temper after the war, can't even bring himself to hold back against the betrayal from his own sister. They fight for a while, equally matched, before Ellie realizes their fight is just bringing more pain and destruction to the world that she's trying to save. So she leaves the planet to join the Empire, but not before Mark manages to give her a very nasty face wound that'll leave her with a permanent reminder of what she chose to do.
She's too attached to her 3rd suit because it's a reminder of what she was trying to protect, so she refuses to wear the typical Viltrumite uniform. Since there's some variation in their uniforms anyway, I think they'd be fine with the suit as long as she wore it in the Viltrum Empire colors, so she has it remade with the colors and symbol.
The next time BE!Mercy sees Cecil, he calls her a traitor to her own people - but she just frowns and says "Aren't we doing the same thing? Making a deal with the devil to save this world?"
She learned it from him, after all.
#my art#oc art#digital art#my oc#artists on tumblr#illustration#Eleanor Grayson OC#invincible#invincible oc#Mark Grayson#Cecil Stedman#thank u to everyone who shows interest in her btw.. im so honored people like her and want to ask questions (((:#bad end AU
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hotd 1.03 - Viserys not knowing where Rhaenyra is, and Alicent being the one to find her.
#the contrast between Viserys and Alicent during this moment is really interesting.#you have Viserys. the King and Father. asking the guards and people around him where his Daughter and Heir is.#but it's not just about him not knowing. it's also about WHO he asks.#he doesn't ask Alicent. his Queen and Wife and (most importantly) Rhaenyra's companion. he doesn't direct ONE question to her.#and then in the following scene. you expect to see Viserys. perhaps even Criston. but Alicent is the one who appears.#Alicent is the person who finds Rhaenyra.#and like. obviously it's done to show the contrast of the godswood scene in ep 1. and the distance between the girls.#but it also does a job of showing (yet again) that when it concerns Rhaenyra. Alicent if FAR more knowledgeable than Viserys.#(btw the format works much better in dark mode)#hotd#house of the dragon#viserys i targaryen#alicent hightower#emily carey#rhaenyra targaryen#milly alcock#rhaenicent#my own#web weaving#rhaenicentdaily
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Realising that my idea of what it means to be in a fandom might be a little skewed so help me out here what is your baseline qualification for being part of a fandom
#for example#is it as simple as liking the thing#do you have to interact with others who like the thing#do you have to make fan content for the thing#or is it personal opinion#ie i think im part of this fandom vs i dont think im part of this fandom#for context btw:#my friend showed me one of those tiktoks of the guy walking around a convention#asking attendees which is the most annoying fandom#(which imo stupid question its gonna depend on popularity and average age of the fans but i digress)#and like my friend was showing me bc most of the people were saying mha and she knows im into mha#and she was just trying to joke that thats me theyre talking about#but i don't really consider myself in the mha fandom but like shouldn't i ??#like i enjoy mha so am i part of the fandom???#and then i thought damn do i even consider myself apart of the dc fandom???#weird thoughts for a Thursday evening
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iwtv_updates: Jacob felt pressure adding lines to the Reunion scene, as Sam told him these would become canon for his Lestat. Rolin approached Jacob with the idea first, knowing Sam would dislike it. Jacob agreed, enjoying the opportunity to wind Sam up.
Video: INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE star Jacob Anderson unpacks the gothic horror of Season 2 | TV Insider
#jam reiderson#jacob anderson#sam reid#season 2 press#S: “what you say to me is gonna be a part of lestat now”#remember when sam said at SDCC that he didn't remember anymore what was said?#well now we know for sure he lied so that people would stop questioning him what it was#However i wonder how Sam treating it as canon would work giving only him and Jacob knows what was said 🤔#It's not like the writers can write it in so it's hard to say how it would actually carry over.#quoting tweets i found#Sam hating it bc he wants everything true to the books#“sam's gonna hate it so we have to do it... i don’t know why i wanna wind him up all the time” idk man probably bc you're in love with him#Giggling like a high school girl with a crush talking about sam#and then proceeding to space out endearingly to the thought of sam. is fucking insane btw.#agreeing to implement a significant part into a scene that you know your costar will hate because you enjoy winding him up….#is this the new way to flirt nowadays?#we’re not talking about how he stumbled over his words bc at first he said “can you...” (like convince sam or smth)#and then he corrected himself to “like what do you think”!#something so special about rolin going to jacob with the pitch first so he#could then respond to sam's possible objections with well jacob wants to do it :) which apparently is a guaranteed way to get him on board#sam when rolin with an idea: 🤨😑😒#sam when jacob with the same idea: 🙂☺️🤩#Rolin weaponizing Jacob's power over Sam bc who will say no to this face… Diabolical 😝#We basically got confirmation that Jacob's cuteness is used to get Sam to do things and you want us to stop engaging in rpf???#Is this Jacob talking about Sam or Louis talking about Lestat and is there even a difference at this point#Sam gives the “i do everything for Louis” and “how can i say no to you?” Lestat vibes when is related to jacob asking him to do things.#In some ways jam is so loustat coded 🤭
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playing kcd1, thinking Very Hard about the fact that while hans has lived in a castle surrounded by nobility and glamor, henry has just survived a literal massacre when they meet eachother.............. thinking about the line "innocence is beautiful to see, would you lock it up for me......".................. thinking about henry running from skalitz after directly seeing his parents killed, shouting at other villagers to run faster when he knows its useless, theyre going to get killed anyway, and when he gets to rattau he meets this prickly cunt waiting for his uncle to let him be a real boy with real responsibilities, with his biggest problem being that he likes hanging out with poor people too much. thinking about how relieving that must be yk? at least i like to think so tbh
#IDK YOU GET ME?????#also. psa im at the VERY beginning of the first game idk shit about hans yet#prolly he has some hidden trauma or something idk but like. probably nothing as severe as being a massacre survivor !#this is such a dumb post#but ygm????????#i loveEEEE HANSRY#can u tell kcd is my new hyperfixation btw. can u tell#kingdom come deliverance#kcd#kcd 1#kcd2#kcd 2#hansry#hans capon#henry of skalitz#idk. like. this is hard to explain but yk when something tragic/sad happens to you. and you get sick of it#everyone you see is talking to you about it#wanting to ask questions and offer sympathies and youre like ok i dont like. wanna talk about it anymore.#i feel like thats very very henrycoded#even tho the ppl in kcd1 arent super sympathetic#but i like to think that while he doesnt like hans at the start its at least a breath of fresh air to be annoyed about something so small-#-as an annoying nobleman who has a grudge against u ygm
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Thought of sharing the most important information from today's AMA with Red Hook: Reynauld and Dismas share the same birthday on December 25th! Mark your calendars!!
(other comments about the AMA under read more)
I'm glad I wasn't the only one asking about their big upcoming project-- the one that got Behaviour interested enough to buy the studio. I was wondering if it would be darkest dungeon related or something entirely new, but from the answers we got today it's clearly darkest dungeon related!
From previous interviews, we know this is a pretty big and ambitious game, something they couldn't do without the backing from a bigger company.
I cannot say I'm exactly hyped (the bigger the hype, the bigger the disappointment) but I'm curious to see what comes out of this, cause I'm totally clueless.
Another observation, it seems like they are pretty focused on finishing the Kingdoms free dlc and the Abomination paid dlc, and after that they intend to maintain support for dd2 like patches, mod support and so on. But when talking about adding further heroes or content, they always seem to add a big "if", as in, "as long as the dlcs sell well, we might consider making more".
I guess they want to know if it's even worth adding more heroes to dd2-- they've answered it's pretty time consuming to create a new hero, it takes months of work, not to mention the shrines, paths and so on. I just thought this was interesting wording, "as long as", to me this hints they want to jump on the new project as soon as possible.
They've answered other stuff in the ask me anything, but these caught my attention the most. Do check the rest of it in r/games if you're curious! And don't forget to wish Dismas and Reynauld a happy birthday on December 25th <3
#darkest dungeon#darkest dungeon 2#I wish bourassa gave us a full list of the birthdays though like when he answered the fav foods#btw I'm not the user who asked the question if that wasn't clear lol
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Hi,ik I've been asking questions frequently but I'mma do it again bc I'm that petty;
In the AziraCrow relationship/marriage/or whatever. Who do u think is the housewife/husband? 😀
if we're talking about traditional gender roles applied to marriage ((which i believe would NOT apply to them in canon as they're both nonbinary supernatural beings)), i have to preface this by saying that i rlly don't agree with them as a concept
[if ppl choose to engage in them and not judge others for not doing so then good for them (idgaf akfbsjf)]
i hate that they're still being imposed onto people and that they haven't been left in the past for some contexts
i also want to clarify that the following """analysis""" I'm going to make is all for the sake of poking fun at gender roles and satirizing their entire existence.
Having said that, these are my headcanons:
Aziraphale-housewife, Crowley-husband
Why? Simply because husbands are fucking useless and I like to bully Crowley cuz he stinks and he sucks c0ck and b4-
I'm just goofing around 😭
In my little bubble world, they'd be neither (or both if you wanna see it from that POV)
Let's start with this:
If we take the definition of a traditional husband, which is basically "i work and do nothing else cuz I'm a man and men have their mommies i mean wives do everything for them" and take the Work part away, which is what we'd do if we were to place the ineffables in the south downs aka their retirement shack, then you get a useless fuck
And in reality, they both do jackshit (that's the whole premise of s1) so????? does that mean they're both husbands???
For further insight let's try to affirm Aziraphale is the housewife.
Aziraphale bakes, so he's probably a decent cook too; that's "housewife" material. He also happens to be very pretty and plump and a blonde, which I've been told are pretty ladylike things to be (/sarcasm)
(There are no pretty male blondes in ba sing se good omens)
He dresses in light, dainty clothing and talks with an accent only girls and women talk with, as well as getting his nails done and using make up for his magic act, and he says "please" and "thank you", which are things only women do (I'M BEING SARCASTIC. I'M BEING VERY SARCASTIC. god i hate gender rolesAAAA)
Now this is where the comparisons end cuz let's face it, Aziraphale is a lazy fuck.
You KNOW the bookshop smells like mold and he just miracles it clean every now and then.
He'd rather sit his plump (pretty) blond ass on the couch and read the day away than actually get to doing the baking and cooking or caring for the kids (plants) if it's not a hobby activity
Now let's do the opposite and try to affirm Crowley as the housewife.
He's clean (does the cleaning), he's of service when needed, he organizes when he's stressed (read the book), he- he drives a car...
OH SHIT. MAN ACTIVITY!!!!!🤯🤯🤯 (we're still being sarcastic here, it's not over EFJSJF)
In all seriousness though, trying to fit these two into gender roles, even as a joke is kinda difficult even in headcanon-land ajbfsnf
At least that's my opinion
For every traditionally "feminine" thing you have one of them do, the other outdoes that by a mile. And vice versa with the traditionally "masculine" things, like "being useless" and "car" /sarcasm is back.
So which one would be which? I think they're both dumbasses who fight over who gets to do what in the household (neither of them wants to do anything except for cuddling) and come up with an agreement to divide each chore :)
y'know, like normal people in a functional marriage (my parents lol)
#no hate to the person who asked this question#or ill blow you up#anyways#gender roles silly#from a masc enby whos also genderfluid and likes feeling girly sometimes but also hates it#women better btw#aneh answers#aneh wont shut up
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The way some of ya'll are wording your questions and thoughts is giving me war flashbacks to the BABQFTIM era...😶
#iykyk#unfortunately that weird ahh comic is connected to my childhood#I'm a lil scared of you guys...#most of ya'll have some excellent lore based questions this isn't targeted at you guys btw!#but there's always gonna be a small bunch that's gonna ask hella odd questions too#they know who they are...
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Why did Apollo favor the trojans in the Illiad?
So, dear Anon, I've been thinking about how to answer this question since I got it a couple days ago and I think I kind of want to make something clear before I get into it.
The Iliad by itself as a poem only covers some of the events that occur in the final year of a long protracted conflict that had been brewing for at least two decades and was an active war for ten. Within the space of the Iliad itself, the motivations and affairs of the major players are often referenced but there are many, many parts of the story that are not there because they belong to a different story cycle that has been since lost or was never recorded with words. In the space of the Iliad Apollo's motivations are questioned a lot - his pride is questioned by Poseidon who thinks Apollo should be just as angry at the Trojans as he considering Apollo was treated equally as poorly by Laomedon while they worked together. His honour is questioned by Hera who chastises him for taking the Trojans' side when he'd proclaimed that Achilles would live a long life and prosper at Thetis and Peleus' wedding. His own sister calls him a coward for refusing to fight when Zeus gives permission for the gods to go wild on the battlefield. For all that there's this image of Apollo in the Iliad as some staunch and unwavering protector of the Trojans, believe it or not, I largely think of Apollo as neutral in the war.
Which, I suppose, comes back to the question - why did Apollo favour the Trojans? The truthful answer is that I don't know. The Iliad and all its connected stories isn't something I've done enough research on to have an answer or a reference to an answer off the top of my head. The reasoning I'm aware of is that Apollo was a Patron God of Troy and really a god doesn't need any reason besides that to protect his people but it's not like Apollo abandoned the Greeks either. Calchas is the biggest example of that I can point to - descended directly from a priest of Apollo and one who attributed his mantic power to the god, Calchas was pivotal in ensuring the Greeks even got to Troy in the first place.
From a personal perspective however, I think Apollo was more dedicated to the house of Priam than he was the city of Troy itself. Apollo's affection for that house and all its members ran deep - from his admiration of Hecuba and Hector to his love and attempted courtship of Cassandra to his blessings given to Helenus, Deiphobos, Cassandra, Troilus and even his partnership with Paris - Apollo loved the house of Priam. When you think about the times Apollo lashes out against the Greeks, it's generally because they've done some nonsense to earn his ire. The plague was caused by Agamemnon disrespecting his priest, his aid in the slaughter of Patroclus was because he didn't respect him, his minor grudge against Diomedes too was because he tried to test Apollo's mettle and well, the less said about Achilles the better. Apart from his obvious favouring of Hector in the skirmishes, Apollo doesn't really oppose the Greeks. He has a ton of reasons to by the time the Iliad rolls around, including avenging the death of two of his sons, but he remains mostly satisfied with conducting his father's business and overseeing the war from a somewhat professional perspective. To me, it's always been less about Apollo caring about the fate of Troy as a city itself and more about him just really wanting to protect the people in the city that he's come to love and respect.
Of course, I encourage you to take my words with a big tablespoon of salt - like I said, I don't really know enough about the facts in particular to give a solid, confident answer but I can give you my interpretation of it. Maybe consult someone like @littlesparklight for a more comprehensive and grounded response 🤔
#ginger answers asks#Thank you so much for the question even if my answer was somewhat lacking lmao#For the record btw Apollo doesn't stay mad at Diomedes forever either - he pretty much drops it after the Funeral Games#and helps him get rid of the cursed ass Palladium when he goes to consult an oracle about it lmao#Apollo just generally doesn't fuck with people who have too much hubris for their own good#Like he r e a l l y hates that#But Apollo more or less went wherever he was called and did whatever needed to be done#to keep the war flowing and progressing the way it should#I always find his lack of retaliation against Achilles to be a point of extreme interest#Yes he eventually aids in Achilles death together with Paris but Apollo refrained from getting vengeance against him for years#Depictions of Apollo being held back when Achilles assaults and kills Troilus always ALWAYS intrigue me#And it's always what I think about when I hear people talk about Apollo hating the Greeks or favouring the Trojans#Apollo didn't have any beef with his family at that time and he certainly didn't care enough about any particular human to go against his#family - he says so himself when Poseidon is goading him to fight and yet I cannot help but think about how he kills Neoptolemus#Interesting man indeed#apollo#the iliad
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early design for my sister and i's comic project "bites n' bribes" - a comedy about a group of gangsters starting a restaurant as a money laundering front
#zeno's art#ocs#bites n bribes#rio saffron#its in VERY VERY EARLY DEV RIGHT NOW BTW!!!! this is literally the only design we have#anyway this girl isnt really a gangster - shes a teen girl hired by them as shes the only one who knows how to cook#(she isnt aware they're gangsters tho)#the story takes place in a mix of south + north america + london in the 1920s-30s#i'll probably post more designs as they develop#feel free to ask questions about the project and i'll let my sis answer them for you!
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quick question I missed the last class of school the other day for totally based and real reasons but the teachers would not accept them as valid. I've just gotten an email saying that I now have detention. is it ethical to go on rip.ie and find a person that has a funeral at that time and say that I was there because they were my mum's dear friend. or nah
#I have found a person who fits this exact purpose btw#also it was literally a 15 minute class after 2 hours of doing nothing. like I should not be getting detention for this but okay#I have been super respectful about it. I left a message of condolence on their page I don't think they would mind#also because it's a funeral I feel like they're not gonna pry and ask questions#anyway#ethical dilemma#I think I would get away with it#but is it right#is my question
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hiiii
1. is there a story behind krako’s nose scar? (i had to double check that it wasn’t a part of totodile’s canon design i had forgotten lol)
2. what’s the significance of the lunar wing/what’s the story there?
The only thing he can ever be proud of is others pain that he caused intentionally.
#Doesn't keep Krako from reading him like an open book. Cause she sees. She looks closely and finds holes in this enormous wall to#peek through. And she sees the rotting corpse inside. Yet she never insults the corpse she sees. Instead every now and then she#attacks the wall which keeps his corpse inside. Cause this wall was nothing but a prison from the start.#It was never meant to be anything else.#zero isle au#Thinking of drawing a Pokemon for everyone who asks something. Like I scroll through their blog and the first pokemon I see will ask#the question. In case I find an OC or sth similar I'll use that one. Probably no legendaries though.#hm how did this end up at 3 PAGES. HUH.#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE QUESTIONS BTW!!!!#krako | totodile#pmd hero#darkrai#pmd darkrai#my stuff#my art#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#pokemon#pmd eos#pmd explorers#pmd2#pmd ocs#explorers of sky#torchic#tw blood#ask#totodile
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In the last episode of MCD S2, Hyria says ‘Irene had no children, though she always wanted to be a mother’ (i’m paraphrasing here) but in Mystreet we find out Irene sacrificed her only daughter to make Shads relic (which drove him insane essentially)
This therefore kind of implies Irene lied to Hyria and the other DWs by extension…
OR Hyria knows, and lied to protect Aphmaus feelings… which may be less likely who knows.
#I know it could be a retcon but im trying to figure out how this could work narratively#the idea that characters lie fascinate me#Was it Irene lying? or was Hyria lying to protect Aphmaus feelings?#Did Hyria know for sure what even happened or was she an outside observer looking in?#did any of the DWs know?#with Enkis late apology I wonder if they found out too late#im also pondering if Irene had help#i wonder if there was anyone in her circle#who knew what happened outside of Shad and Irene#and still helped her…#maybe xavier? hes known for his loyalty to her right? i mean he made the jo9 for her#aphblr#aphmau#mcyt#mcytblr#minecraft#minecraft diaries#aphverse#mcfsmcdposting#irene the matron#shad the destroyer#divine warriors#let me know your thoughts on this btw#need to know your takes on the divine warriors#with kul’zak being a wanderer and my headcanon of menphia mostly residing in tu’la#i don’t imagine they knew either#i wonder whats esmunds deal in all this? did he know or not?#maybe he didn’t care to know?#i dont imagine he asked questions and just took the opportunity to condemn shad
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Idk if I’m just mishearing things, but
I swear she says “my name is Diner” and not “my name is Dinah”
I’ve watched this clip like 7 times (╥︣﹏᷅╥᷅) I SWEAR SHE SAYS DINER
(Unrelated but I think this is the first time I’ve reached the tag limit on a post)
#stex#starlight express#dinah the dining car#me!#no hate if she does say Diner btw#I am NOT hating on actors today#I’m just questioning what she says#also giant unrelated yap coming in#like very corny#I don’t think people on tumblr care about that#but just know#it’s pretty corny I can admit#SO#I did like a lot of research into otherkin and all that stuff because I got an ask a few days ago#and I feel so much better#I feel right when thinking of myself as Dinah#y’know?#it genuinely makes me happy and ik that’s dumb#but I feel so much better after acknowledging all this stuff#I want to refer to her as me#but#ik at least 3 out of 4 of my irls who follow me will think it’s weird#and ik it shouldn’t matter#but it really REALLy does!#I will make a post referring to Dinah in the first person and I will be really happy!#I do it naturally in my head but I always have to fix it before I post#at first with this post I wrote that is NOT my name (╥︣﹏᷅╥᷅)#but then I was like uhhh idk what if everyone thinks I’m a loser and they hate me#I’ll hopefully get over it at some point and be very happy#but for now I’ll just do it in my head and feel normal there
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*walks in from the void*
*looks at the clock: 9pm*
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Sup chat ✌
#fresco's chatterbox#random ik :]#wtf ive been out of my home for like the whole day?#it literally feels wasted dude#but like#idk if im fine today in general#do y'all.... ever just like question and think and suddenly are like: damn respect to all ppl that hate me they're so right for that#< btw the number of ppl that hate me is bypasses 20....so yeah...#and I had to live with those ppl#for years#basically anyone who knew me hated me.... and I'm not sure how to feel about that#i literally dunno how should I feel about that#my brain is sick of thinking why and how to fix it but the best answer i was able to come up with is jealousy#fuck like... everyone was always jealous at me#even my own sis is jealous of me even nowadays and ofc i love with her#idk how to feel about that#everyone was and is always jealous of me bcuz im better and have always been more successful#im not even trying to brag about that#but it's a fact and I accepted it and kept it to myself but.... i remember that someone betrayed me and kinda like made it obvious#i literally now realize that i lived and still live with such fucked ppl#and then they ask me why I don't trust anyone where did trust issues come from#.... im sorry sir but over 20 ppl betrayed me and it's all my fault....#never ask me why my laughter was absent for ages and why my smile is forever fake#and sorry for the vent whoever read this who's probably Blep#i don't think im really fine today ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and im pretty sure im right that Blep read all this#.... ofc you did.....
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childhood friend!sugu vs childhood friend!toru
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thank you for saying this anon i’ve been thinking of it a lot actually. i’m morally and legally binded to choose childhood friend!sugu no matter what because he’s literally……. my favorite Ever. and i think the inherent devotion of the childhood friend trope blends soooo well with his natural devotion. his protective urges. etcetc. i have wayyyy too many thoughts about childhood friend!sugu 😭 but it mostly boils down to him wanting to be by your side forever. he wants to make you happy and he wants to protect you and he knows you so well that he doesn’t trust anyone else to love you like he can. he’s selfish and he wants you to lean on him more than he wants anything for himself.
childhood friend!toru though….. i feel like he would be your estranged childhood friend. that makes most sense to me :3 like, you met when you were really really young, and ended up playing together in an empty park. he was a brat, kind of quiet, and you were just sweet, y’know? you were the closest thing to a friend he had as a child. then you ended up moving away, he never got to say goodbye… and you meet again as adults. you don’t remember him — it was just so, so long ago — but he remembers you. he remembers you a little too well.
so now you just kinda have to deal with this tall, handsome, cheery man who keeps talking to you like you’re best friends even though you literally don’t remember him…. he’s sweet though. a little annoying, but sweet. he has a soft spot for you. i think having anything remotely close to a childhood friend makes him feel human in a way he can’t help but crave.
sooooo. overall!!! both are good :3 i will always be a childhood friend!sugu truther before anything else but childhood friend!toru has sm potential..
#THANK YOU FOR THE QUESTION MY ANGEL#the childhood friend trope is my Absolute favorite i’ll never get tired of talking abt it :3#childhood friend!sugu is the most devoted sugu btw#that’s a very tough thing to say but. it’s true#honestly it’s a toss up between a specific brand of cult leader geto and childhood friend sugu…#buuuuuut . like.#i think childhood friend sugu would do Anything to see you smile. he’s so devoted to you.#you’ve been the center of his world before he knew who he was or what he wanted#so . like. when he thinks of the future he just sees You. all he wants is to be with you#…….. when i think abt it . he’s literally just yuuta isn’t he 💀💀💀#the geto/yuuta parallels keep haunting me somebody helpppppp T_T#BUT I LOVEEE CHILDHOOD FRIEND!TORU I THINK HE . could be . so fun :333#he keeps pouting about you forgetting him and calling you his bestie so you assume you were really close#… then you eventually find out that you only played together like . four times.#but those few few hours are still precious to satoru because he was always so isolated#it’s a little heartbreaking!!!! the idea that to you he was just a quiet boy all alone in a park.#but to him you were the closest thing he had to a friend……..#i’m just imagining him waiting for you in the park all day. after you move. and he just waits and waits and then goes home.#………….#ok nevermind i’m making myself sad#.. but anyway . i think that kinda plot would be interesting because it gives reader an insight into satoru that no one else has#to you he’s still a quiet boy in a park. who looks a little lonelier than he should be#i love him T_T#ask tag ✩
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