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making a new post in these final hours in hopes it will get better traction than the original, but Glockwork lollipop charm is still available for preorder until 11:59pm TONIGHT —after that, the chance to get him is gone!
#clockwork danny phantom#danny phantom#Glockwork#he likely won’t be coming back unless I get a really big surge of interest in him later down the line#so definitely act now if you want him!#ravens creations
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 2#yakuza series#yakuza kiwami 2#yakuza 2#daigo dojima#snap sketches#see i did it i told you i'd do it#pov: you are at hot topic and trying to find something (he does not work there don't ask him)#segway section into something toally unrelated to people who do not frequent my blog :)#everyone else go away. unless you wanna keep reading 😳#i watched Not Quite Dead Yet while i was finishing a comm and WHAT a movie#it made me want to call my dad so you know it was good 😭#IT WAS CUTE THO FR i really loved how all th details of the movie tied in in the later sections#like the password being nanase's name but through the period table's numbers... stop that was cute#feels weird to say that as a highlight but i genuinely thought it was cute 😔#im not gonna lie tho when nanase was lookin through her dad's phone brother was emo#i think a lot about what would happen when people i love die and i always think of doing that.. like still texting them.. and whatever..#lemme move on from the somber moment thojVAERLKVA PLEASE when her dad was in the afterlife tho#HER MOM WAS SO CUTE both like. physically and just personality wise#we saw her for ten minutes and i have also fallen in love with her idc#they had to game end her cause they knew if we got to see any more scenes with her and kei i'd start crying i KNOW they'd be cute together#together more than what we got to see anyway... we know what i mean...#THE ENDING SHOT WAS ESP SO CUTE STOPPPP kinda creepy with her just. In Limbo but then she just. DEATH !! 👆#nanase's song to her dad at the funeral had me :(( too im so weak for dads and their kids reconciling/having a nice relationship stop#big L for her not signing up for a record label tho idc like OK its sweet she's working with her dad BUT CMONNNNN#you can do both queen.... i would prefer you do it alone cause Kid Falls In Line always makes me want to chew glass#BUT i will excuse it this time.. i repeat for The End Shot that was cute and the rest of the movie was lovely so ill let it slide#final note before i use up all my tags again i loved her concert outfit 😔give me them bracelets girl i cant find any
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..ive really just reached a point where i dont even really care about uploading fics anymore huh
#i have a couple i could put up somewhere but i legit just dont care lmao#maybe later. idk#it just doesnt feel worth it anymore tbh. i just share them now with the one person that matters and thats it#and nobody has asked where fic uploads are so. im just going to assume nobody misses my shit lmao#whatever i'll maybe brain something up at some point who knows. what difference does it make#im gonna have dinner now and then finally play ff15 tho so. dont expect uploads tonight. unless you really want them for some reason idk#whatever byeee#night is an absolute mess on main
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MORE MEAT CARSSSS (AND HOTROD!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3)
from top 2 bottom: some bigass meat car models, HOT ROD<3, & examples/sketches of possible modded meat cars heehee
so the 2 other factory models r the mole, a meat car used for underground travel & excavation for permanent settlements, & the walking city, a meat car built for carrying many angels( about 40-50 on average) and/or their stuff across long distances.moles are one of the only factory models with a base that ISNT of angel origin for once; its a subterranean mole instead :). the mole can also come in a fair few sizes, with the one in the picture being the biggest.
I FINALLY GET TO SHOW U GUYS HOTROD TOO YIPPEE!! hotrod is clink's only custom meat car & is his pride and joy lmao. hes entirely a speed-based custom, being capable of 200mph max & an even faster diving speed, & hes quite agile too :). unlike ur average meat car, hotrod has a more prominent personality; often getting himself into trouble because of how nosy he can be. hes otherwise pretty well behaved.
like usual, gif stills r under the cut :)
#owo whats this#angel tag!!! wahoo#spec bio#xenobiology#alien species#FUCK YES ITS HOT ROD TIME#unless u read my tags on the last meat car post then you would have NO IDEA how excited ive been to show him off#this post took so long cos i couldnt figure out a design for his bodypaint lmao#looks ok enough but i really wanted more blue & yellow markings#ill prolly come up w something else later idk#i gotta say tho meat cars r so much fun to design theres heaps that u can do w angel proportions#anyway#thats all the tags i think
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Akk finally hugging Ayan back
+ more hugging just because
#it's fascinating to me that the closer they get the wider the shot gets#akk's world is getting bigger#he's taking more space for himself and what he wants#(ayan is part of what he wants and he's letting himself have that now)#this show loves a literal metaphor#and i love them so much for it!!!#the eclipse#the eclipse series#look at the way akk grips the underwear in the second gif to stop himself from hugging ayan back#no more underwear for you to grip baby boy#(unless you really want to later)#< ayan spoke through me for that one#kk.gifs
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See, the thing about the Amy episode that makes Dean’s actions so reprehensible is not only the part where he doesn’t trust Sam and goes behind his back to kill Amy or even the hypocrisy of Dean ‘you can’t change what you are so you’re going to kill someone eventually’ Winchester sparing the kid right after stabbing his mom, it’s that Amy is very explicitly supposed to be a Sam parallel. There is no other way about it, from the they’re both freaks part of it to Dean dropping the line about ‘the other shoe’ right before he kills her, she is Sam, how Dean reacts to her is supposed to give us insight into how he feels about Sam. And Dean. kills her.
The not very subtle subtext being that Dean is ready to off Sam if he goes too far off the deep end? He’s aggressive and mistrustful of Sam at every turn in the episode, lays the feet of it all at Sam’s hallucinations maybe leading him astray, but end of the day, Sam’s crimes here are A) was tortured in Hell and B) is traumatized by that in a way that makes Dean’s life more difficult.
And it is hard to watch. To spend this whole episode with Sam being completely functional on his own, making a rational decision based on past experience and on all the information about Amy he has available, and for the episode to end with, ‘but yeah, if dean thinks sam goes too far, he’s probably gonna kill him. because sam can’t change or be fixed, so it’s for the good of everyone that he be put down.’
#and then of course there’s the issue of the subtext setting something up that gets no resolution like. there is no point where dean is ever#really going to be able to kill Sam. no matter how bad his hallucinations get. not even a mercy kill crosses his mind later that season#which means that the Amy episode gets rewritten later from ‘explicit Sam parallel’ to ‘well we can use this for Brother Drama™️’#god. god. and really what gets me about the Amy episode in general. like Thee Horrifying Part to me.#most of their hunts are very life or death. that’s how we get around the morality of it. either they kill the monster or it kills them.#Amy’s. not that. Dean tracks her down while she’s running and kills her while she’s asking him not to.#like if she had attacked him the scene would be totally different. but she doesn’t. she doesn’t even fight back. and he kills her.#like she has a kid and Dean is an unfriendly hunter in her motel room. it wouldn’t be out of the question for her to try to kill him#to protect herself and her kid. but she doesn’t. she doesn’t. I don’t know what you can take away from that except that she was telling#sam the truth about not wanting to be a murderer. if she won’t even try to kill Dean to protect herself.#there is no way to look at this episode that makes Dean come out looking good unless you’re willing to claim everything Amy said was a lie#AND that Dean would be right to kill Sam for *checks notes* Being Visibly Mentally Ill#fucked up. why’d they do this.#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#amy pond#like to be clear if you’ve got a different view on this that’s. not the above thing I just said. please tell me.#because from where I’m standing Dean doesn’t come out of this clean in any way
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me age seven being sat down in front of the school’s district child psych lady and being given strange, simple spatial puzzles to solve and then long, complicated worksheets and hammering my way through them at the speed of light while having zero comprehension what their purpose was or why i was here: this is urgent! i have to get a good grade in Weird Puzzles, Or Else, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,
#kjalkjsdalkjasdl mrs button was a nice lady but not one adult in my childhood ever seemed to notice what to me now seems like#a pretty obvious case of the autisms#then again maybe they just didn't look as hard unless it was *really* obvious back then . it was like. what. 2000? a couple years later#everybody was talking about autism but not when i was six or seven then it was usually just when it was Very Visible#a couple years later my cousin who's more visibly on the spectrum than me got her diagnosis so young that she's pretty much always had it#which is...well i think it's just made her life difficult in a different way. people underestimate her or don't treat her like she's her age#but then she's always had the opportunity to get accommodations and people are sometimes more forgiving when she can't do something#whereas i got labeled 'kid that should be ahead of the game' from a pretty young age and then when i struggled adults either ignored it#or it was just a huge hassle to them and even i could see it exasperated them to have to work around me#but because mrs button (nice lady but what were you thinking) hadn't told them to treat me like a kid with a developmental disorder#they didn't do that in good OR bad ways . so i never got any accommodations with school stuff i struggled with which was a fair bit#i wasn't supposed to need extra testing time in a quiet room or tutoring with math or help organizing my abysmally scattered things#the only time i DID get that was in sixth grade when i was sort-of friends with this kid jonathan who was Very On The Spectrum#he wasn't really a talker unless it was about whatever he was reading which suited me fine so we just kind of existed in each other's space#and his TSS was this very smart and nice lady who had clearly clocked that Something Was Going On With Me and even though it wasn't like#her JOB she made a little bit of time for me. mostly with emotional stuff (i think i was under the impression she was a therapist?)#but if i had some problem with being unable to keep friends or being frozen out by the kids i wanted to be liked by (happened often)#she'd be able to just like. be there she'd make the time . wish i could remember her name
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Awesamponk came full circle in the egg finale. We’ve seen them jump from lovers to estranged, holding on, letting go, to enemies once again. Ponk’s attempt at retribution backfired on him but it didn’t, really, because Ponk still has Fran hidden away in some secret prison (like a baby piglin used as a bartering chip; like the consequences of Sam’s actions).
Ponk’s “killing Sam” mission started long ago, where he tried to conscript Foolish to help him murder Sam in somewhere around July 2021. It’s worth mentioning, though, that he has plenty of opportunities to murder Sam in the coming months that he never takes. He fantasizes of it like a dream he hopes will come to fruition—a recent ex insincerely wishing death upon their past lover. He’s (understandably) very betrayed by and angry at Sam, but he doesn’t act on any murder plans. His death is not what Ponk really wants at this point in time.
Even after Sam took Ponk’s arm, Ponk was (mostly) amicable towards Sam face-to-face for a long time. He yells a lot, and he makes petty jabs (“I know you’re good at burning [bridges]” comes to mind), but follows it up with, "Just so you know, you can come to me after everything. I will still support you, Sam, okay? You'll still have a place to stay. Because all the wrong that you have done is going to catch up behind you." Sam immediately says, “I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong.” At this point in time (approximately July 2021), Ponk seems to be bitter, but tells Sam that he’s still willing to wait for him. Sam, meanwhile, obstinately refuses any sort of reproach. This is essentially how their relationship goes for the next year or so, even while Ponk threatens bloody murder behind his back.
Ponk acts in a similar way towards Sam right after Dream escapes prison, only this time the amount of time he’s waited has taken its toll. "The next time you ask for my help, I don't think I'll be there for you. I think I'll just stand and watch. I honestly don't care anymore. [...] You're not even worth the durability on my sword.” Sam offers his own, and Ponk refuses even that. “I don't want you to die, you know why? [...] I have a feeling that someone great, someone who used to be is still in there, and he’s fighting to come out. And one day, that person will make it out, and you will see the shit that you've done to other people in this world, alright? It'll be much worth than death, Sam." Here, I believe Ponk states what he really wants: he can’t wait for Sam anymore, but he doesn’t want Sam to die. He knows that Sam is going to suffer for his actions one way or another, but he doesn’t want to be the one to do it. He’s done with Sam.
The next time he talks about wanting to murder Sam comes chronologically after his lore stream where he decides to live in a cave. He’s tired, his clothes are tattered, and he asks both Aimsey and Eryn for their help in killing Sam. In a couple of months, Ponk jumps the train from “I don’t want Sam dead” to “I’m going to kill Sam myself.” In between his last interaction with Sam and here, Ponk’s been beaten down by life and has been alone for months. The only thing Ponk knows how to do by this point is blame Sam: in his mind, all his problems started with Sam and his arm.
This isn’t even considering all the times both Ponk and Sam separately have flirted with Foolish to hurt the other. Or, the times Sam’s flirted with Ponk while truly believing he hasn’t done anything wrong.
By the point of the egg finale, Ponk has realized that Sam is never going to change. Ponk has been suffering, and he blames it all on Sam, and Sam has received no retribution. So, Ponk finally takes it upon himself to hurt Sam the way that Sam hurt Ponk all that time ago, even though he claimed he never would. And it still doesn’t work! Because Sam always had a contingency plan, and he blows up Ponk and he escapes. He still hasn’t learned his lesson—and neither has Ponk. He can never truly let go.
It’s interesting to think about awesamponk in the context of the egg finale, which primarily covers the story of Skeppy and Badboyhalo. Where Skeppy and Bad have doomed themselves and the world time and time again in order to save the other, Sam and Ponk will never be able to overcome their strife, despite how much they still clearly care for one another. Skephalo say “I care for you so much that everything else can burn,” where awesamponk say “I care for you so much that I’ll flay you myself.” Both exhibit unhealthy codependencies that end up hurting themselves, the other party, and the rest of the server.
I have to wonder where awesamponk is going to go from here. Neither of them are healing, and they are both getting worse, and that’s pretty par for the course for a dream smp relationship, actually.
#dream smp#dsmp#awesamponk#awesamdude#dropsbyponk#eggpire#mcyt#dream smp meta#i have spent so long on this i should be asleep right now#i also have no idea if this is all the relevant awesamponk stuff. I dont watch many streams I catch up later when i hear something happened#and so many of ponks streams are lost#skephalo#when i first saw the awesamponk interaction in the egg finale#i went hm. is that really how they would react? how has anything built up to this?#it turns out that a lot has been building up to this. and its executed very well. i never should have doubted ponks lore capabilities.#at first i was thinking well i dont want this to be the end to the awesamponk story arc#but i cant really think of a better end unless they want to put in the work to show them rebuilding their relationship#theyre never going to be okay theyre always going to be hurting and hurting each other#you know what ive learned from dsmp? tearing down relationships is much easier than building them back up#dsmp analysis#OH ALSO#curses to whoever wrote that script image of an awesamponk confrontation after sam is imprisoned and killed by dream#the 'dream hates you. you know he does. you loved me' one#i thought it was real until I looked for it again now#it really should have been real those lines are so good and very in character#but i'm pretty sure theyre not#anyway i hope you enjoyed
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#tw discourse#i’m gonna say an unpopular opinion once and then be on my way again#sometimes i see something on here that makes me upset and then i think#‘i really need to be on here less.’ but then i realize… i rarely use the app as it is#but writers love to say ‘we don’t get paid to write. we are not machines.’ all valid points#bc entitlement is frustrating. bc this is meant to be a community of natural engagement and interaction#i want to specify Natural#bc i see those same writers bash their followers for not like rbing or commenting#as if they are getting paid to follow the author! and that isn’t fair either#writers ask for grace when they are going through writers block or a difficult episode in their life#and our followers cannot ask for the same? sometimes we do not feel like reading. and let’s admit it. not every post will be a banger#and that should be fine too. no one should be guilted to interact with anyone#and i think my whole discomfort with using this site lately is how every interaction is being policed#like do we not assume good intentions anymore? can we not assume that someone is rbing without tags but will put something in later#when they do get a chance to read it? or that they are liking because they want to read it but just dont have the time yet?#anyways. i’ll probably come back to delete this#but man. anyone who follows me. i want you to know that i will do my best to never try and make you feel bad for choosing how to interact#with this blog. outside of not responding to my inbox bc that’s just been difficult for me lately.#please have a comfortable experience and go about this stupid little hellhole in peace#don’t feel coerced to interact with me unless you want to. don’t apologize to me for not having reached out to me in a while#it’s okay. please have your fun in any way you want#i say this bc before being a writer i am a reader
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#random theology ramble--#(everyone ignore unless you really just want to interact with my complaining/rambling right now I'll probably delete this in a couple hours#I'm starting to wonder if the way we use typology is actually that great and helpful#bc it feels to me like a lot of times we just defer to typology instead of trying to understand Things in the Bible???#like I guess if you're using it to say that God writes the story of the universe and he likes to use foreshadowing the same way human autho#*authors do... but like... sometimes I think we overuse it a lot.#also literary devices in the Bible should be understood as such. imo.#we gotta be careful not to apply things that were MEANT to be understood as poetic/metaphorical/etc as if they are strictly literal#which is something that must be done with a lot of discernment and study!#but something we should be striving to do nonetheless#delete later
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good morningggg. i woke up earlier but fell asleep again
#daisy.txt#i had#not a dream exactly just a really vivid thought while i was too tired to dispel it#☹️. falling asleep on him BOOOO#if it happened in the middle of the throne room people would be so nervous about making noise im sorryyy#not my fault im a cat 💤🐈⬛#i think hed be really Uuurrkk gentle about it#except later he antagonizes me into going to bed earlier. 😐#''unless you Want to fall asleep on me again'' Shut Up.#🍊.gibby
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when you wake up in the middle of the night and realise you kinda "lost your place" in fandom little by little since you've had to start working full time
#listen i was probably still half drunk BUT. when i was still at uni I sometimes cranked out a chapter every 2 days#and now i have constant 'don't even look at me ms word' syndrome because i spend so much time at work in word already#yeah fixating on skinny probably doesn't help and neither does complaining but it just feels more and more like watching from the sidelines#and i don't like it here. i wanna interact more. but I've no idea how unless i start writing very specific stuff again maybe#but there's been so much shit going on in the last 1.5 years in particular that I can barely write the things I really want to#anyway. brought to you by midnight realisations and the question is it a hangover or do i have a headache from sleeping weird once again?#so yeah if anyone wants to chat about ddf stuff my inbox/chat thingy are always open#i'm aware it doesn't help not having the time and energy reading uther people's fics and i really wanna get into that again as well...#delete later
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Something to be said about the way Im attached to a show I dont watch and ships I dont truly know all because Im following people who are watching it.
looking at you sandray, topmew and bostonnick
#i would watch it myself but its too dramatic for me#which is good but im not really in the right mindset to watch it right now#maybe later#still doesnt stop me from 'watching' it with my followers#or wanting to write fanfics lol#yes my ships are on the 'generic' side unless you count my rare pairs#only friends the series#thoughts ///
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absolutely cannot stand people in a fandom who post clips (or even screenshots) from the source material and then call them "their" clips or photos. like legend i PROMISE you aren't the first person to discover how to screen record a youtube video in 1080
#if i remember right someone in the yard tag once was like “i saw my screenshots used in a youtube thumbnail :)”#and i assume they mean one of the clips channels like garfieldsknee or yard scraps or myself. which makes it so wild#because sorry do you think anybody watching and clipping that podcast on the internet is using YOUR screenshots of it?#like stfu#anyways if anybody sees this who does this shit i want you to know that i'm being overly mean but you do sound wack#unless you're editing them significantly (like how gif makers often do color correction and cropping and effects)#this is such a weird pet peeve but it really does piss me off. it's like oc copyright freaks in the art world except you don't own the medi#delete later
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Babette, have you ever read The King in Yellow? If you've an interest in stories about beings and events beyond mortal comprehension, it may just be up your alley!
Previously
"Ooh! I have not! Let me check the library!"
[The following morning]
"Plumette? Plumette, are you in-- ah! You have been missing for hours!"
"Let me tell you about the book I just read!"
#mmbtr plumette#mmbtr ask#(the time period is late 1800s. unless i really want to include something from later in which case the timeline can stick it.)#(1895 is close enough that I can nudge it. RIP Plumette tho#bc I can't let you know about Cthulhu yet)
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why the hell are people shipping laios and the guy who hates his guts so much that he's pretending to like him so that he can idk kill him or something?? take his victory over the mad mage and therefore the dungeon?? idk his end goal but he is NOT trying to get with that man
#*speaks#yes yes enemies to lovers two guys standing next to each other i know. but it would just end up being the laios/shuro fight but 1000s worse#you guys get that right. right#unless kabru gets a lot of character development later on that i'm not aware of i really don't see a world where he would want that
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