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l-sincline · 1 year

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Random tmi rant in the hash of tags bc I’m sad ab it

#I had to stop taking birth control today and I just got kind of sad when I turned off my alarm for the last time LMAO #I take the medication bc I have excruciating pain on my periods #but I am also deathly afraid and uncomfortable with Pap smears so since I won’t go in to get one they blocked my script so I can’t get-#-the rest of my years worth #so I have about 7 filled prescriptions of birth control that they just won’t let me have because I won’t come in for an appointment #and I guess on some level that makes sense bc like obviously you’re giving me a drug and if I’m not coming in to see you you can’t just-#-keep giving it to me #but on the other hand if you wouldn’t force me to get a Pap smear I would gladly come in and do every other part of the process to be able-#-to keep taking it #the entire reason I started taking it was bc the pain of my periods was making me pass out #and im not excited to go back to that #but the fact that that is more appealing to me than a Pap smear should say a lot about Pap smears and how the process needs to be changed #also don’t be coming up in here trying to convince me to go get a Pap smear #I have heard it all and im sick of hearing it #none of it changes my mind #it just makes me upset that people are trying to disregard my genuine issue with them #saying shit like ‘it’s not that bad’ is actually so shitty LMAO #like… TO YOU. TO YOU it’s ‘not that bad’#to me it is throw up sobbing shaking crying #idk if they would like fucking put me under I’d go get one #but you will not catch me getting a Pap smear awake #my ass doesn’t even put in tampons #now that’s the REAL tmi #anyways if you got from the end I’m using that men in black pen to erase all memories of you reading this

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satans-knitwear · 6 months

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I've been waiting to share this skirt/bra set I found with you for what feels like forever! 🥰✨🌹

Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me

#I absolutely adore this look and I was so excited to share it with you! I obviously had to wait until I was well again but worth it!#I will do a proper look-face included asap!!!!#Another vets visit tomorrow. I am v worried about my precious baby. Still not herself.#I have a horrible feeling this visit will be somehow even more expensive than the last. My heart hurts for my little munchkin.#I shall have to adjust my budget for the rest of the year I think #satans knitwear #alt pinup #pinup girl #pretty lingerie #bi girl #cheeky #Floral lingerie #Ootd

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laesas · 1 year

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RamKing + Venus Flytrap || by kinnbig

#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VENUS FLYTRAP ON AO3!!! Happy 1 Year of fic posting to my very cool and very smart and very talented wife!!!#My Engineer #RamKing #Perth Nakhun #Lay Talay #KingRam #tumblr user kinnbig hiiiiiii #ram myen #king myen #myen #bee.gif #we are SO BACK babyyyyy #if you havent read it!!! go do that now!!!!! please!!! its just!!! lovely!!!!!! and perfect!!! and linked in the description hehe #Your mission should you choose to accept - is to gently bully darcey into finishing the rest of that series #by leaving soooo many nice comments on the fic that she has to complete it hehehe #also big thank u Rissa tumblr user divorcedmalewife for being so so niceys about my idea and being the bestest sounding board hehe #I suffered more than god to get the colouring lookin pretty on these bad boys but OH it was worth it!!!#it's what ramking and my lovely wife DESERVE <3 #also did anyone notice the photo frame and ram and king staying saturated in the photo frame while everyone around them fades??? did you???#do u see the visual metaphor of it all #do u understand #I'm insane about them forever thanks for asking #I love themb #flashing gif cw #lgbtedit #thai bl #thai bl edit #ql edit

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authenticcadence18 · 10 days

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welp apparently someone on Reddit is talking shit about my tags ans the post has over 5k votes and nearly 400 comments and that’s why I’ve been getting rude comments on my fic 🥰🥰

thanks Reddit thank you!!!!!!! thank you for taking a FOUR YEAR OLD FIC and tearing 20 yr old me’s excited tags to shreds!!!! thanks!!!! thanks for that!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!

#THIS HAS BEEN #ONE OF THE WORST YEARS OF MY LIFE #and this ONE THING #this ONE FIC #this is my pnf legacy #and for people #to just #be so mean #makes me want to just leave social media entirel #it is not worth it #keep up with the friends I’ve made and leave the rest behind because it is not worth #the detriment to my #mental heath #I’m so #pissed off

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marietheran · 1 month

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reading AITAs to do with abortion is so painful because the question will be "Am I in the wrong for pressuring my 16yo daughter to get an abortion?" and the answers will all be "No, of course no one can expect you not to burden the girl with this for the rest of her life because you feel her child will be a burden on you" and "Tell her horror stories about pregnancy and being a single mother; that'll frighten her into compliance 😊💖😚"

#this is without even mentioning the Child in question #but let's be real all of them are pro aborts who would ridicule anyone suggesting they take it into account #... also that one post where someone was asking aita for abandoning my gf cause she wouldn't have an abortion #and the answers were 'yta for not being sterilised but since the child is there it's her responsibility'#if it wasn't a year old post I'd have had some choice Victorian words to say to that man #You my sir are the very example of an adominable cad and I wouldn't wish you on your girlfriend because you are clearly not worth anyone's #trust but also the barest decency you clearly don't possess would OBLIGE you to financially support the poor woman #for the rest of your miserable unworthy life #but it's a year old post so I'm ranting into the void here #therese rambles #pro life

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morgana-ren · 7 months

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Man, people are once again getting really upset about the lack of content for some characters and fandoms as opposed to others. Like 'howling to the moon' angry about how there's no content on the characters they like or the things they like or ideas they like. We're talking 'conspiratorial' angry.

Baby, be the change you want to see in the world. If you want content, make it. Row the boat all the fuck by your lonesome if you have to. A lot of people have, and they're literally the reason that there is even content for less popular ships/ideas/characters! That's how things get popular! People taking the initiative and just doing it. Don't wait around for someone else to do it for you.

Most of us work for free and are just posting on a whim from our heads. If you love something, write it. Draw it. Post about it. Make the content you want to see. Be the reason someone else has content to turn to if it's important to you. Don't stamp your feet and get upset that something doesn't exist.

Make it. Produce it. Draw it. Imagine it. Do it. Lead the tag. Make the content. Fuel the fire. Do it badly. Just do it. You won't regret it.

#morgana and friends #Man yall come on #we go through this every few years #ive been here long enough to be one of the people that had to row #and it was worth it #baby learn to write learn to draw and learn to imagine #don't get mad that others won't do it for you #DO IT #please don't try to make things too deep it ends up looking bad on all sides #just write it! make it!#if you love a little guy then make a little guy blog!#draw! Draw badly! write badly! just do it!#That's what the rest of us do!#dude i literally write about my OCs and If I can do it for them you can do it for CANON CHARACTERS #honestly that's how A LOT of people get into a certain character or fandom #by people POSTING #it's not always source material #drag others in by the hair friends

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rubenesque-as-fuck · 16 days

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Anyway I got notified that I'll be getting a nice $$ bonus from work today and I wish that I could celebrate with someone in a way that didn't just feel like obnoxious bragging. Like beyond the financial aspect, it's just nice to be recognized for good work and I actually feel... good?? about this job??

But it feels so silly to say I want to celebrate when I just got back from what felt like my first real vacation in a very long time and am doing cool comic con stuff this weekend and am scheduled for a new tattoo next weekend. I am already doing lots of things to try to make myself feel good! It feels selfish to want more!

But I guess even with all of that, there's just still a hunger for external validation from trusted sources. Will I ever grow out of wanting someone to be proud of me?

#stoned ramblings #life of faye #i swear I'm not as sad right now as this makes me sound just kinda lonely is all #work bonus #boss also said that if i wanted to take on more responsibility we could talk raises as well #and like most days I'm done by like 1 so it's not like I'm wildly overworked as it is #I'm going to set some aside for fun stuff and the rest is going in my savings #i am finally FINALLY trying to build up a savings again #it's probably a silly dream but I still want to save up for a house #so what else can i do but try and save?#rent's gone up so damned much everywhere that for somewhere halfway decent it costs about as a mortgage to rent anyway #the only reason my rent is semi-managable is because I've been here for 8 damn years so they haven't been able to drive it up as much #other apartments here start at hundreds more per month for new tenants #so i feel like I'm stuck here until i can afford a place #my one real hope is that I inherit enough from my midwest grandma when she passes to make a good down payment somewhere #sometimes to torture myself I like to go look at houses that I think are in my approximate realistic price range if i could cover the down #i want a yard for velma #i want to be able to open my blinds and/or windows and not feel like a whole apartment complex's worth of people can see me #i want a kitchen where all the burners work and I have enough counter space to work #i want a dryer system where my apartment doesn't get filled with warm wet air when the neighbors are doing their laundry #i want to do nude gardening #and have backyard bbqs with friends #i want enough dedicated space to do art that i don't constantly have to shuttle the easel around the living room and up and down the stairs #all pipe dreams i know #but hey the grandma did say that i was one of her three main inheritors in the will #so we'll see #just to be clear she has not passed but she's nearing 90 and keeps talking about it so it's hard not to think about you know?#anyway these are the sorts of things that i would talk about if I had someone to cuddle on the couch and talk to about my day #texts to nobody

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nerdyfangirlingbooks · 1 year

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Everyone always cites the same characters as the reason their standards are so high but no one ever cites Rudy Steiner and therefore everyone else is wrong

#I read the book thief for the first time when I was like 13 or something #and I have reread it pretty much every year since #and I will never not love rudy #he's the epitome of 'asshole but in a friendly way' and he's one of the most kind and selfless people in the book #(second to hans obviously but everyone is)#(I will also love hans hubermann for the rest of my life)#I read about rudy when I was 13 and goddamn it irrevocably changed my standards. If they can't be compared to rudy then they're not worth it #anyway I am finishing up my annual read of the book thief #and I want to cry (as always)#the book thief #rudy steiner

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komashkathesilly · 3 months

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i just binged revue starlight show. that was crazy

#the bazillion years to find where to watch it was worth it #idk waht to do w my life now tho. im finally free from assignments n its one of the first ghings ive done #shout out to daiba nana. the way the rest of the show carried kinda like the timeloop was a regular thing is. amazing. i need more of her #i mean i know there r movies i just need some time to digest what just happened #also shout out to the very casual very normal very stable polycule. loved them #also therr will be a switch game. yay

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clove-pinks · 1 year

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In other important movie-watching news, I finally got around to watching a film that I have wanted to see since at least 2020, and I am being very unwell about it which is umm. since the film in question is the fifth Pirates of the Caribbean movie, Dead Men Tell No Tales/Salazar's Revenge. Literally for years I have wanted to see this, but I am exceptionally bad at consuming media (which does not help my popularity on tumblr dot com.)

You might think I would watch a lot more Boat Media but I am (weirdly) not into the popular shows; however I do enjoy the PotC franchise even though I have only watched and owned the first three movies, up until now. I got into it in the early 2000s and it's very interesting revisiting it now that I'm in my Marryat Era and all nautical media hits different.

I don't care if DMTNT has Jack Sparrow phoning it in or whatever it is that people complain about, I watched this movie for Capitán Salazar and I LOVE HIM YOUR HONOR. It's two in the morning and I'm wondering what was fictional character Armando Salazar doing in the War of the Spanish Succession?? And what would his educational background be since it's before the Academia de Guardias Marinas omfg I have to learn about the Habsburgs I am being very normal and definitely have not read 250k words of fanfiction

#armando salazar #dead men tell no tales #potc #i am five years too late for this fandom rest in pieces #i will take this unhinged behaviour to a sideblog don't worry i just wanted to get this out of my system #going full jstor on this movie #i owe a few people fanfic comments (lots of them)#oaaahh owww ouggh just want to give captain salazar a hug ('totally worth it' i say while dying)

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weezeryuri · 7 months

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every person who has worked their way out of a situation similar to mine tell me they were saved by the people who love them whether that’s friends or family and realizing i don’t even have that makes me sick

#you are loved you are loved you are loved but not enough to be saved #and any past friends that i did have got tired of my crippled ass because my life is sad and my baggage outweighs my worth as a person #like yeah random shithead anon from a few months ago. they were right. i am a pit and it is all my fault that i can’t pick myself up #i’ve been through it all enough to know i’m dragging out the inevitable. i’m tired and i want to rest truly for the first time in 8 years

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goldkirk · 1 year

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I AM SO GLAD I'M STILL ALIVE FOR ALL THIS

#personal #really thought the blob full of nothing but terror and grief stage was permanent for a while there #and i wasn't even suicidal anymore i thought i had just permanently borked my brain #no!!!!!!! it just needed time! and my body needed more health!!! and i needed more community again!#DON'T GIVE UP!!!!!!!! if you're seeing this and you're exhausted beyond your bones or being eaten alive by a black hole #please know that you don't need to have hope and you don't need to be gung ho about it to survive #just keep going through the slog and take any opportunity that seems vaguely better each time you can #and rest rest rest i guarantee you that you need unholy amounts of rest that you're not getting #and just hold on. just hold on. it might take years but god everyone was right it was worth it to stay and keep going a while longer #you can give up on life. just don't give up on yourself. you keep hold of yourself and don't let ANYONE convince you to let go including #your own brain. you are SO much cooler and braver and wilder and livelier than you think you are and you're only going to improve over time #i love you and i'm here if there's anything i can do for you #don't be afraid to change your mind and don't be afraid to demand your right to live #those are my two rules for life at this point besides the cardinal rule of 'everyone is suffering and traumatized so be as kind as possible #and watch what happens in a snowball effect around you'#i love you. i love you. i am so glad i am alive to love you.

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tadpolebobatea · 7 months

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I gotta work on my time management (person who has art to finish for college but is going to make fan art instead(as well))

#gonna spend all my time drawing stuff for UU week #which means not posting anything for like the rest of march.#I really need to not do this shit #(But it sounds like fun)#Kit why not only do some of the days #I hear you ask #DO I LOOK LIKE A COWARD #(Said jokingly but I always lose my mind with daily things. art fight is the highlight of my year)#undead unluck #is this worth tagging?

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