I ask of you to tell me the truth.
To look at me
and let me know
all of you, yourself, your being.
Every deepest crevice,
cut open,
as your secrets spill out,
like blood over rocks.
I try to tell you;
I've always known.
Ever since that day at the cliffs,
where I caught a glimpse of your
crimson sweater
dashing away in the night.
It was the same shade, I found.
The same shade of the blood that flows
through me,
and through him.
He doesn't know;
he never did.
It's too late now, his head is cracked open
upon the stones,
against the edge,
within the grass.
He always did like that cardigan of his.
It's a shame that it's ruined now,
soaked through with that vermillion.
I miss him.
You regret this, I can tell.
The guilt lurks deep within your eyes,
the eyes that never look at me.
Perhaps you just can't bear it,
the shame and regret
that weighs you down so.
I never noticed until now,
the shade of your eyes,
like fine wine.
I don't try to tell you;
I don't forgive you and I never will.
But my half my closet is
crimson sweaters,
left behind.
I don't touch them.
I don't want to see my hands after I do.
You flit away from me,
if I ever see you.
A dance far too agile, yet so deadly.
I yearn to call out, but of course I don't.
I never did get to tell you that red suits you,
better than anything else ever did.
Finished reading Ladyoftheforrest444’s book and it filled me with so much joy and hope! Also finished the “women tell all” episode of the Golden Bachelor.
11/11/2023
I finished reading Ladyoftheforrest444’s book of prophecies and they resonated to much! It filled me with so much love and hope for what the world will look like in the future.
We’re supposedly very near the “event,” and while I don’t know if Aprille and I are first wave lightworkers, I think at the very least we’ll feel the event when it happens since we’re both pretty sensitive to energies nowadays.
I loved the book and I am filled with joy at the idea of running Love energy unrestricted through me 🥹🥰
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Speaking of hope, we finished the “women tell all” episode of the golden bachelor and that was the word they used to describe what the experience brought up for them.
This has been my favorite installation of the bachelor by far (in reality, it’s the only one we would actually watch consistently).
I think the show existing is reflecting back to us our collective interest in hearing from more people in life. There are so many stories that are still waiting to be shared and I want to hear them all 🥹