#17.3.2023

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omiaphoto ig story 17.3.2023

[prosy-days]

March 17, 2023 - Day 271

It's nice when everyone has equal energy for a meeting and you all end it early when you run out of items.

[godsnameisjoy]

MUCH PEACE

Dates: 17th & 18th March 2023

Durations: 26 minutes at 5:51 PM & 33 minutes at 11:00 PM

Depth:

The meditation session in the evening of 17th was a good decision. My mind was a bit out of reach from my control. Things would have been worse for me late 17th night if I had chosen to not meditate because I attended a reunion dinner at a restaurant.

I have noticed, for over a 2 decades long meditation practice, that a change in routine affects my end of day meditation. Binge watching a series, speaking more than my usual, dining out, consuming alcohol, getting attached to a character in a book: all of these and may be a few more have affected the quality of my meditations in the past.

So, meditating before dining out was a good call. My attention was inclined outward before I sat for this session but I was feeling much inner Peace after the session. And I didn’t meditate at bedtime. It was already in the AM of 18th when I wrapped up with 17th.

Last night’s meditation (18th night) seemed like an entire level forward. My body moved twice in a peculiar manner. I have mentioned the one-time movement that has become a part of my post Kundalini meditations. It is a move that seems to be caused by the surge of life energies in the spine. It does not have anything to do with how sleepy I am.

My attention is able to get far beyond my subconscious, on a regular basis. Subconscious wants the meditator to abandon sleep and allow desires to have a field day with memories. Once I muscled up against the subconscious command to sleep, I entered the intuitive mind. It took me 2 decades to do so.

For me, meditating in the intuitive mind was accompanied with the onset of involuntary spinal movements. The meditating attention in the intuitive mind intuits Peace. And Peace is nothing but a considerable amount of reversed life energies that are otherwise caught in mind-body dot-knots. Even a slight freeing of life energies from one’s body is experienced as a lot of energy. It energy enough to move the body involuntarily.

My first involuntary movement is from March of 2020. Over the months that followed, I have experienced a variety of involuntary movements. All the movements receive their force from the spine. In the first few months, the vibration-like wavy move gradually shifted its point of force up the spine. When the point reached the neck, a new type of movements got added, restarting at the tail end of the spine.

The new movement is suggestive of life forces creating a pathway wide enough along the spine so that it can begin flooding the head. The energy that runs life is so benign and benevolent in nature that it will not hurt or cause damage. Once you calm your mind and relax your body via meditation and to an optimal level, life forces will begin getting comfortable in your head.

Currently, my the spine seems to be at ease with optimal amount of life energies moving up the spine during meditations. The stream of life energies is optimised to fill the bulbous head. Once the head gets a taste of surplus life energies in it, there is much Peace perceived. Peace takes centre stage for one’s attention. In a Peace drunk mind, it is impossible to notice energies building in the spine and moving up. That’s why the surge of energy goes unnoticed until after the spine has moved forward or backward.

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[kanmom51]

Hobi's IG story 17.3.2023

Let the hyping begin.

[winnythanawin]

#winynny random socialmedia throwback (part 2/?)

.when i said this is one of my most favorite pictures of winnysatang during their msp promotion era, something about their individual gesture together is so soundwin to me.

-- winny's x/twitter post 17.3.2023

[madfantasy]

Dear blogging

An end to the irritation that started maybe October last year, I got a new phone, Thanks to kal, van, vee and all who commission me, even with feeling there's no more chances for me to have work, you are my everything, thank you.

It's amazing I came to literally taste the technical advantage just by getting a recent model, as my older one was a bit, well.. old. I have never considered or cared about phones as long as they worked, but I mean the camera quality alone is wowing, it doesn't make me look green or pale no matter the lighting, makes my hair looks better and it makes note of my tiniest blemishes I didn't know I had, very empowering, I must say lo.

Most of all I'm happy that I can rely on it to get notifications and not fear my recordings crashing or losing my years worth of memories and drawings.

Elmon (he's mine so I called him so lol) as you see is enamoured (he's my fav I remember him speaking in third person & as kid seeing someone talk as I did was precious cx)

Now some of the novelty wearing off I can't pretend to not dread the looming question coming after achieving a goal that was helping me stay focused and aware, by answering the question "now what"..

The second I clicked purchase and balance turning to zero, my heart sank cuz I know I needed to cling to something else to function. My second dare to wish for thing is a sewing machine, to aid my siblings in making any further plushies and hope I train on how to make my own garments, too.

Like this red and black Mario My sib made me c':

But that aside, my easiest go to plan is drawing, as always. I'm unbelievably tired from drawing I will still continue on, specially before the fasting month arrival. It will be always be my pleasurable pain *yes it's a title of my previous drawings NYghh I'm hopelessly not funny IK🙈

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind words and gestures and being an anchor for my sanity, you make feel heard and seen and even just by viewing my art, something I don't know what I did to deserve, I wish you double of what ease you caused me, may harm never find you and encounter goodness in each step you take

Mani loves you❤️‍🔥

8am 17.3.2023 hankering for coffee

[reichsbahnfan]

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[samirafee]

#Robbie Williams - Eternity

(Vienna 17.3.2023)

[micamicachu]

13.3.2023 - 17.3.2023 Kết thúc 1 tuần vô cùng mệt mỏi. Người ta cứ bảo hãy mạnh mẽ lên nhé, nhưng thực tế nghe những câu như vậy thấy nặng trĩu thêm trong lòng và thực sự muốn quăng bỏ hết lại sau lưng để sống thật với cảm xúc trong lòng... Mình từng có lần đọc được câu " Điều buồn nhất là một cô gái vừa đi vừa khóc". Hôm nay, câu nói này lại đúng với mình một lần nữa... Sẽ có những ngày, những lúc mà mọi thứ đen đủi kéo đến, đổ sập xuống đầu bạn liên tiếp. Kéo đi những suy nghĩ tích cực, kéo đi hết năng lượng trong người bạn, chỉ để lại những hố đen, và bạn lại chỉ muốn buông mà nhảy xuống nó... Thực sự cuộc sống chả biết trước điều gì, đặc biệt suy nghĩ của những người xung quanh. Nếu biết bạn sẽ thấy cuộc sống này, con người có thể xấu xa vô cùng... Hơn 30, và cảm thấy tất cả những gì khó khăn đối với một đời người mình sắp trải qua hết rồi... Một mình tự làm mọi việc, tự trải qua, tự giải quyết, tự buồn, tự lo, tự thương... Cho phép buông bỏ mọi thứ lại hôm nay để mai sống tiếp cuộc đời của mình... Hi vọng sẽ tốt đẹp hơn.

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[bertolt-malchow]

17.3.2023 Selbstheiland du-Sanmariter

[godsnameisjoy]

ESTABLISHING PEACE

Date: 16 March 2023 & 17 March 2023

Duration: 52 minutes at 10:28 PM & 38 minutes at 8:06 AM

Depth:

The morning meditations have been taking place at a temple close to home. Here is the difference between a temple versus home meditation in Bombay. In a temple meditation, I open my eyes to an idol of worship. At home, it is not possible to create a meditation worthy altar space because it is a house in Bombay.

At home, I open my eyes to a phone screen. The difference between a temple idol and a phone is in the distance from one’s eyes. It keeps the eyes soothed to view an idol placed 20 feet away immediately after half an hour of meditation with eyes shut. Some Peace is lost if eyes are opened to a phone screen and view the lit screen held in one’s hands.

The interesting aspect about this morning’s meditation is that I am beginning to lose my discomfort about being watched while I meditate. In a temple, even when not crowded, people come and go. And I know that it is natural for folk to glance at other folk. I don’t want a curious gaze over my Kundalini aroused involuntary body movements.

I have heard about the negative aspects of a semi awakened Kundalini. I have heard it mostly from Hindu folk who are looking for a reason to not meditate. The God realised Hindu saint authors who I have read, suggest meditation and awakening of one’s Kundalini or spinal energies.

In fact, one of the God realised authors who I have read is part of the altar space in the temple where I have been meditating. It is beautiful to open meditating eyes to a picture of an author you have read. Some authors, even if they aren’t God realised, are worth raising one’s coffee to. Some God realised authors, even when they haven’t written a holy scripture, are worth making a silent toast to.

[belphgr]

Day 34 | 17.3.2023

Practising: line art

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[eksopolitiikka]

Kolme raporttia tulipalloista taivaalla

Kaikkien havaintojen päivämäärä: 17.3.2023 Havaintopaikat: 1. Lodi, Kalifornia, USA 2. Woodland, Kalifornia, USA 3. Santa Rosa, Kalifornia, USA Lähde: MUFON Tässä kolmen eri silminnäkijän videot. Jokainen niistä on samana iltana, jokainen eri kaupungista Kaliforniassa. Yksi silminnäkijä pelottelee lapsia kun häjn kysyy onko tämä maailmanloppu. NASA ei ainakaan ole antanut mitään selityksiä ilmiölle. Nämä ovat UFOja, […] https://eksopolitiikka.fi/ufot/kolme-raporttia-tulipalloista-taivaalla/

[joshcockroft2]

The Namesake – Jhumpa Lahiri 

17.3.2023

A book club selection that I probably wouldn’t have picked up for myself, and that I’m very grateful for having read. I loved the way Lahiri presented and explained aspects of Indian culture without interrupting the flow of the story.