#22:42

[un-invierno-eterno]

Siempre he querido que me besen bajo la lluvia, mientras me toman fuerte de la cintura.

[thrassisfras]

I like looking through my older screenshots sometimes

[rookloveslyrics]

Another day I won't remember Another day I wished away Tedious days punctuated by dismay Everyday feels the same Oh, it's the routine, and it's the regret That makes me worse yet - Only Everybody Can Judge Me by Crywank

[tulipsandall]

she really has no idea how much she did for me.

get me out of my house, encourage me to meet new people and teach me that i will always have people with me, that i have more friends.

she is teaching me that little by little everything is possible.

[elicatkin]

[chaosgenasi]

He was threatening me! Thinks I'm Delilah! No, that's how Ashton makes friends. They're very friendly.

[andallshallbewell]

[jtl-fics]

TBD? And I hope you have a great vacation! -💖💖

5/22/24 WIP Wednesday (Open) | TBD

He gets his things settled into his locker easily enough. He's seen teammates spend hours getting their locker set-up properly the first time making sure that all their little good luck charms, photos, and other decorations are in the appropriate place.

Andrew puts his spare gear on the shelves, his toiletry bag at the bottom and heads to the changing room to get kitted out.

"Whoa, that's gotta be on par with Neil's move-in, though he at least had his pictures of your college team." The Captain comments as Andrew passes him by.

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[jane-lynndrake-t]

I wish my mother would have been more like you, maybe then I wouldn't have my memories of her tainted by our last encounter almost a decade ago...

- @stray-tim

Oh dear, I know the feeling, if I'm honest. I'm honored that you think highly of me.

My friends never thought I was the motherly type, and I don't know if I could be a good mother in general.

But if you want someone to listen when you want to be heard, there's space in this journal for you too.

[whatsagirltoblogabout]

Neal Caffrey in 3.01 On Guard

His mischievous smirks got me head over heels.

[glimmerofawesome]

[everymlmhybrid]

can't listen to this song without thinking about Freddy so now i need to force it onto you guys too

[codename-adler]

ik it’s not, like, an OC OC, but i loved your post about Wade Vesper and i’ve seen you mention Rhemann quite a lot on your blog so… James Rhemann à la Adler s’il vous plaît? 🙏💛

IT WILL BE MY PLEASURE ANON! BLESS U! BLESS UUUUU!!!!! (official unofficial Trojans ocs list here)

James Rhemann (42) Head Coach of the USC Trojans

I am so unbelievably not normal about this man. and yeah, i went there. you can't pick out Lee Pace to play the man and not give him the most dramatic homosexual backstory. (before him Rhemann's face was just Ron Swanson. so rejoice. or wtv.)

As previously discussed on Wade Vesper's character sheet, the two men had a very painful almost-kind-of-affair while Wade was an athlete on Rhemann's Exy team in some college, and also when they both moved to SoCal so Rhemann could take the offer of assistant coach to the Trojans, and Wade managed to get accepted into USC and made the team as well.

I think even though Rhemann was kinda part of the OG Exy gang (Kayleigh, Tetsuji, Wymack), he was always very wary of Tetsuji, and lowkey scared of Kayleigh, and considering the times' rampant homophobia, and pursuing one of his athletes, much younger, Rhemann just couldn't do it. He totally broke Wade's heart, and his own, by refusing to admit they had a good thing going on, that hey even had a 'this'. By the time tragedy struck Wade, it was too late for Rhemann to reach for him and be his source of support and comfort. Wade locked himself away and out of reach, and Rhemann completely lost him, for years.

Rhemann climbed the ladder to the top until he was head coach of the Trojans, but he never did have another lover, not even something casual, not even something straight and fake. He never forgave himself. It's a failure that comes up to fight for the top spot along with warning Kayleigh too late about Tetsuji.

But his kids (they're adults, James) fill almost all the void, as does his career and his fight for the Champions title. So of course, two things come to haunt him, bite him the ass, and upend his carefully taped up world. 1) Wade's back in town, with a kid (again, an adult, James) and a whole lot of ghosts, and 2) his right hand man, Anderson Atwell, is falling for one of their players, Levi, and it's so much like he and Wade were back then, it hurts.

And what does he do? He tries to break Anderson and Levi apart, tries to tell them how bad and ugly it'll get, how it is not a viable relationship, just an illusion, and pipe dream. He almost loses Levi. Wade is so mad at him for not learning from his mistakes and trying to hurt others with his unlearned lessons. Fortunately, Anderson comes to terms with things better than Rhemann, and he and Levi maturely pursue each other, and they're okay.

Then comes the revelation that Wade's kid, Adèle, is related to his own Jean Moreau, and it's like catching a grenade all over again. There's no time for regrets and mistakes anymore, Rhemann's got to make choice after choice and hope for the best, hope he doesn't lose Jean, hope Adèle stays safe (and alive), hope Wade stays, hope he's enough of a reason to stay.

xxx

On another note, I imagine younger Rhemann very much alike to Ennis del Mar from Brokeback Mountain, and present Rhemann more like old Jamie Taylor from The Haunting of Bly Manor. He did mature a lot despite the exception of his history with Wade. He's more mellow, more loose, but in a bittersweet, tired way. Like all he ever allows himself to hope for is the best for his kids.

The mustache is very important. He's kept it for a record of 10 years, and he's not planning on shaving it off anytime soon. Only Wade could persuade him maybe, but Wade is a sucker for it, unfortunately.

He is very educated on queer culture and history, closeted fool that he is, because even if he has the hardest time letting go of the traumatizing homophobia of his youth, he'll be damned if his kids aren't their truest selves and live their lives out and loud. Living in Vegas has helped and still does. He did do drag for one night only, partying it out on the town with a bunch of queer and queen friends that found him drinking his sorrows in a gay bar he did not realize was a gay bar. He has defended his team and players many times against other homophobic schools and players, even against the ERC and USC's direction. He always won. He'll always fight. He has an endless stock of rainbow tape for Exy sticks.

Most satisfying Pinterest board to look through:

Mustache mustache man. Sexy sexy man.

Also leaving this here for the #aftg smau . In case that interests you.

What else? His best friend is one of the team's therapist (who is [redacted] for now until I land on a name).

I put him at 6'5" (actual Lee Pace height). He can look Jean Moreau eye to eye. He can rest his elbow in Jeremy Knox's head. He can carry a man.

I think that's it for now?

[secrettreestuffidk]

you ever think about how pretty much the only reason we use base10 is because we have 10 fingers and if everyone had 6 fingers on each hand we'd use base12 and never even think a thing of it and also math would be pretty much better in every way?