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#A Message For My Younger Self
corvidaedream · 7 months
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i love getting invited to do casual things, its so silly, but like. guys from work who go to the same gym as i do being like "hey sadie wanna come w us to the gym after work?"
hell yes thank u for inviting me and thinking of me and wanting to do stuff u could do by urself but w me
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deadrottengirl111 · 17 days
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My dream guy
Message me if you are him!
♡ Older than me
♡ preferably taller than me
♡ Will want to listen to me talk (I talk A LOT)
♡ Wants to take care of me
♡ Wants to call and Facetime even if he so happens to live close
♡ Has intentions to stay and get to know me and don't just want nudes or sex
♡ don't mind my moodswings
♡ will listen to me be excited about the smalest stuff
♡ Be loyal and dot talk romantically or flirt with any other girls
♡ likes cats
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esynk · 4 months
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i love you baby gays. i love you people who go over the top with their identity and expressing it. i love you people hoarding labels. i love you people with contradicting labels. i love you people with rainbow everything.
you're not too much, your queer joy is beautiful.
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[ID: A thin stretched out Gilbert Baker pride flag with pink, red, orange, yellow, green, turquoise, blue and purple stripes. End ID\]
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wormchaser · 2 days
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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aliennopossumm · 8 months
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i do appreciate everyone who's telling newer viewers of hermitcraft that they dont have to watch every pov, which is VERY true, but i feel like it should also be said
you dont have to watch every episode of the pov you are watching
i mainly watch grian, scar and zedaph on hermitcraft. i have missed several of their season nind episodes. and that is okay. things like hermitcraft recap exist for a reason.
watching hermitcraft should be enjoyable. desperately trying to keep up-to-date with every single episode oftentimes causes stress. watch what interests you! if a certain video from a hermit you tend to watch watch doesnt interest you, just skip that video!
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miss-sternennacht · 11 months
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Don't mess with Cure Dream
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mcrololo · 6 months
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I'm replaying horizon zero dawn and something just hits different about the game now that I have more life experience and go through life a little bit more consciously. Aloy not being born from a loving mother, causing her to be an outcast by her own tribe (the Nora) who believe in Mother Earth as their one true Mother, truly no longer can be outrun as something incredibly and profoundly painful when you, yourself, have realized you never truly were loved by a mother figure in your life.
And then the quest you get in the hunters lodge, where you meet Talanah, and Aloy bonds with her and tells her she somewhat understands being treaten like trash. The lines "Now everywhere I go I am Aloy of the Nora. It should be Aloy despite the Nora" runs deep, because not only does she acknowledge that she has lived through all the pain, but she also decides to rise above all that by traveling the world and helping others wherever she goes. Despite what the Nora have put her through, despite being shunned and never getting a helping hand herself, despite not knowing who she is... She is Aloy, at the end of every damning day. And that's all there is to it.
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ivyithink · 1 month
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I just want to let you know that I am obsessed with the reverse AU where Claudia is the adult and loustat are the teens in the family. It's such an interesting idea and loustat look so cute in your art! Thank you for making it
Thank you so so much, I’ve very glad you enjoy both the idea and the sketches for it!!! I gotta admit I’m kinda obsessed with it too, I would LOOOOOVE to read some fics exploring this new, very different dynamic! And, like, it obviously changes the plot as drastically as everything else, but wouldn’t it be interesting to try and keep certain key moments unchanged somehow (but reversed), and then how would it end ultimately? The same horrible way for the boys that it ended for Claudia? THE ANGST POTENTIAL. But in a different fic I literally just want to see a much better functioning (because Claudia’s running things) (though it still would not be totally healthy…) vamp fam taking Paris by storm, stealing Armand’s theatre (would he still even have it, without Lestat in the picture??? see so much stuff to explore!) and enjoying life being two proud vamps + one still a bit on the fence about it all, but at least his family loves him and lets him read quietly in the back row.
Anyway, sorry for this essay, as you can clearly see, I’m also quite fond of this au, so 1. might draw for it again, nobody be surprised! 2. if you have fics with this idea — gimme gimme gimme those links, I’m very curious!!
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loisajireh · 6 months
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He is proud of you.
We did it because of Him. If he wasn't there, I'm sure you wouldn't be as bold and fearless. I'm very proud of you for standing up by your feet even on the worst days. You're so brave my love and those mistakes teach you a lesson, and please do not condemn yourself because He has already paid for our sin. He has already forgiven you and loved you deeply, and the strength that he gave, will be something to be proud of because you have cried many times and begged him to lessen the pain and end it. But look you're still here because, He was there for you the entire time. I know it's hard growing up, there are many struggles in life, but you're almost there to reach your goal, and always remember what the scriptures say. " For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a good future."
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liauditore · 8 months
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hey! saw your post and just wanted to say that I'm getting much better at art and a large part is due to being inspired by u and other mcyt artists to improve every day. Thank you <3
SAME!! other fandom artists have inspired me so much truly, there's an unfathomable amount of talent amongst us fr. i need a little bit of friendly competition to keep me going.
and oughkfhlkgf me????? thank you so much im glad my art can make you want to draw😭😭 this is so sweet im going to explode <3 <3 <3 im working hard at getting better rn so let's all improve together 💪
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ph-cutie · 11 months
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unique artstyles are good do what you like yadda yadda but if you find yourself really struggling to draw consider that perhaps your process is just not working for you. try something else experiment around. having an iconic artstyle is something a lot of people want but you dont have to keep what you have going on if its Unpleasant to draw that way. and think of what your priorities in art are what you really want to make the vibe etc. do not be afraid of change is my thesis
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lady-harrowhark · 2 years
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sat in an armchair with one leg crossed over the other for a bit this afternoon, which is apparently enough to put too much torque on my knee these days and now constitutes a Fuck Around state. have been Finding Out for the past seven hours and counting.
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omni-scient-pan-da · 2 years
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I LOVE MY HUSBAND I LOVE HIM (murphy) AND I LOVE MY SPOUSE (mystic) AND I LOVE OUR THROUPLE AND OUR TOTALLY REAL RENFAIRE MARRIAGE AND I LOVE PLATONICALLY MARRYING MY FRIENDS AND I LOVE GETTING PROPOSED TO TO BE MY DATE TO THE SILLY LITTLE COMMUNITY DANCE BEING HELD ON SATURDAY (he sent me a text message that was just "Do you wanna go to [the dance] with me? 🧎‍♂️💍💍💍") AND I LOVE PLANNING MATCHING OUTFITS (i suggested we wear matching necklaces we got with mystic and he asked what the plan for outfits was that way we could match) AND MAKING PLANS TO MAKE A WHOLE DAY OF THE EVENT SO NOW WE'RE GOING TO SEE A SHOW (middle schoolers singing and dancing about summer camp) AND GO OUT TO DINNER (mozzarella sticks because he cheated in monster prom and won through bribery) AND GO DANCING AND I GET TO DO IT IN MATCHING OUTFITS WITH MY HUSBAND AND I LOVE IT I LOVE MY LIFE AND I AM SO HAPPY (i have spent so many years asking myself if i was ever going to be happy)
WE DID IT WE DID IT LITTLE ME (she thought it was never going to get better) WE'RE HAPPY WE'RE EXCITED (it does get better) AND WE'RE NEVER GOING TO LET THAT HAPPINESS GO (i promise i won't let it get that bad ever again)
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autism-corner · 5 days
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guy cant stop thinking stupid
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gravesung · 19 days
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@vzmky liked for a one-liner & got liminal space hellscape suguru!
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❝ this is no afterlife. tell me who you are. ❞
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ghostlysander · 1 month
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Ghost of the beast of the night, where do your feelings reside?
In the body you left behind, or in the reality you don't abide?
Let your insides collide, and let its chaos be your guide;
While the whole world is breaking apart, you'll find a way forward;
The fact that you are left charred, proves that there's still a hearth;
Look at what you have left behind and choose what you want to keep inside;
Besides the charred remains, a phoenix bursts from the flames.
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