#Adam rambles

[starry-eyed-adam]

what I don’t really like about people calling hozier a bog man or a mythical spirit or anything ethereal and inhuman is that it’s exactly the opposite of what his music conveys. Hozier’s songs embody the rawest human experiences, from love to lust to religion to loss. and to say that a man who experiences these things isn’t a man simply because his lyrics are ’too beautiful’ or anything along those lines takes away a lot of what humanity is

Hozier is incredibly talented and he makes absolutely enchanting music. but he’s still just a human, singing about the beauty and the pain of being just a human.

also I’m pretty sure he’s bothered by it too because it has something to do with disrespecting Irish culture? can’t totally remember

[thewhitemaletm]

TERFs are delusional if they think that trans males will listen to them. Or trans mascs for that matter.

So I’ll be honest here.

Yeah, I’m escaping womanhood. I’m happy about it.

I AM a boy. I dont just identify as one. I will always be a boy. I don’t mind being a feminine male. I’m not a woman and I’ll never be one.

I love trans women. I love cis women. I love them in the straight way, too. Because I’m bisexual.

I love other men, cis and trans. Because that’s the definition of bisexual.

Im not female. I honestly don’t think I could be one anyways.

Hell, I hope TERFs find this post. I want them to leave other trans men and trans women alone.

[id0ntkn0wman1789]

Fuck ugly ftm transitions. I’m handsome as fuck no matter what the TERFs say. When I grow up everyone is gonna look at me and say “oh HE’s that guy.” I am that guy. And I’m hotter than any transphobe will ever be.

[dapperinsanity]

While I may be a fan of Alastor, I can’t help but to think about how easy it would’ve been for the show to “cut out” the offensive parts of Alastor. They didn’t take out the voodoo symbols and sometimes, Al resembles too closely to a wen**go. While I don’t mind him being a literal deer, Al could’ve just been simply that…a deer and radio demon. Remove the offensive appropriation and nothing really changes about him. He’s still a deer and a powerful radio demon with unique powers/abilities. Even his powers don’t change when you remove the symbols and imagery.

[thatwaywardwolf]

Have a safe Yule, everyone.

[self-insert-hell]

Prepare for self-insert information spam followers! I need to figure out how I want to compile the information in an organized way.

[patchworkpal]

So that finale, huh?

Honestly, I really liked it.

It feels like yesterday that the show started, and now it's over.

That song was just ✨MWA✨ though.

And we were left with a lot of things unanswered, but that's okay. Not everything needs an answer, and a lot of the time we don't get answers for things; and sometimes we don't get an answer for everything. And that's okay.

Honestly, I like that it was kind of left off like that. I like being able to speculate and have our own ideas of what happened and what will happen next. That's the beauty of things like this.

And that's why it's going to take so long for me to let it go, and that's okay.

And honestly, Cheesy did an amazing job. The voice actors were also amazing.

I love how voicing a character can just bring so much emotion and/or writing a character can make whole stories.

No matter how many times it makes us cry we go back to it because it makes us feel secure sometimes, or it makes us feel happy or we just need something to occupy us.

Sorry I'm rambling, I literally have voice text on right now and I'm just ranting into my dark dark room and like- the blue lights above my bed and just thinking about so many things and it's making me question a lot of things too.. but honestly it was fun while it lasted.

I love this fandom and the OSC in general so much, it's kind of like the only safe place I have to be myself.. because at school.. people are so- yk- and home sucks too and- this is the safe place I go to.

It's my comfort zone and my safe space. If it never existed I don't know where I'd be now, so thank you.

Thank You Cheesy.

Thank You ONE.

Thank You OSC.

Thank You, everyone.

Thank You for Reading My Rambling.

- Adam/Hemlock

[hunters-therapist]

You might be thinking "Adam, why do you try to almost replicate the style of TOH when you redraw screenshots?" Simple; it's fun and it's the best way to memorize what the characters look like. It's also great drawing practice and I'm only now relearning traditional art

Also I'm aware literally no one was wondering that, I just wanted to explain it for no reason dhdhzhdh

[jellybeanbois]

No no! We love all the posts! I simply can't remember how we found you but we liked your blog enough that we had post notifications on and we relate to all the reblogs and such

I'm actually honored that you had the post notifications on for us /gen

[vampyre-lesbian]

deleting all my dating apps because I want to meet someone the old-fashioned way (in a saw trap)

[deeply-unserious-fellow]

No okay because what REALLY GETS ME about Adam and Lute's final interaction is that THIS FACE

Seems deeply out of character for Adam. Like, especially considering how he was having the classic Third Act Breakdown right before this? This cocky motherfucker got stabbed by fucking NIFFTY after getting his ass beat by LUCIFER HIMSELF, and yet this is the look on his face as he bleeds out. You'd think he'd be more upset, but he just seems. Accepting. Ready for this fate. Which is COMPLETELY UNLIKE ADAM!!!!!!! The only in-character reason this would be the final look on his face would be that he's putting on a brave face for Lute. Lute who came running over to him as soon as she saw him fall, yelling for him, crying. Adam, the pettiest, bitchiest asshole in the entire goddamn show is putting on a brave face for her. Or he's just like. Happy to see her in his final moments. Which either way they cARE ABOUT EACHOTHER SO MUCH I CAAAAAAAAAN'T-

[starry-eyed-adam]

diagnosed with terminal can’t shut the fuck up disease 😞

[thewhitemaletm]

I feel more like a boy than a man…got that boyish whimsy in me I guess.

[id0ntkn0wman1789]

I hate America but unfortunately I live here.

[dapperinsanity]

Some thoughts on Hazbin and Helluva ahead.

I’ve been reflecting on why certain characters in Hazbin (mainly Al) caught my attention regarding Hazbin and I came to a realization in general regarding Viv’s work.

The only reason the pilot and certain characters caught my attention in the first place can be accredited to the VA’s and how they portray them, mainly Al and Angel. Thanks to the Hunicast (and Ashley too!) I now realize why I like such characters. Because let me tell ya…I hated AngelDust in the pilot and felt neutral towards Alastor but enjoyed him more as time went on. Then when I checked out Hunicast, Angel oddly grew onto me mainly due to the frienimies dynamic with Al and Angel. Excluding my weird taste in tumblrsexymen, again, the VA is the main reason I enjoy Al so much. Dont get me wrong, I enjoyed him when the pilot gave him more screen time but the podcast helped solidified that.

Also, the podcast and the animation crew that worked on the pilot was why I checked out more of Hazbin and Helluva. That’s when I realized that the only reason I got into these “shows” in the first place had nothing to do with Viv. You see, growing up I was aware of some of Viv’s artwork but I only saw some pieces when she first gained popularity. Other than that, I wasn’t really into anything because her artwork was a struggle to make out visually for me. While I do have glasses and my vision was fine, the overwhelming amount of colors and details made it so difficult for my brain to figure out. I never watched her Kesha animated video until years later and the only reason I checked out Hazbin’s pilot was because a family member had talked about it. Take note that the family member was a young teen who was a casual enjoyer of the art rather than the story. To sum it up, I caved in after years of not paying attention to Viv’s channel or art.

In regards to Helluva Boss, I enjoyed the first three episodes and didn’t have much an opinion about the rest of the season. I continued watching as I would dismiss certain flaws in the writing and certain “jokes” as I thought such occurrences would be a one time/occasional thing. The same thing went for the character’s development and personality. But man, was I WRONG. While I understood what Viv was trying to do with the characters (mainly Stolas and Blitz), I couldn’t watch any longer due to Stolitz. I let things slide hoping the show would improve and mainly for the fact that I assumed this was casual adult humor and I was just being “too offended”. Was it funny to me? No. The only humor that made me laugh was stupid things like “what the fuck is insurance”.

Anyways, the same point can be applied with Stolas as a character and his treatment of Blitz. I always excused his creepy moments and treatment of Blitz because I was so confused on which way the show wanted to portray them. It felt like the show tried to portray them as a friends with benefits and that Blitz was just “in denial of his feelings” and that Stolas is simply “poking fun at him”. Yet, it isn’t like that as Blitz is a victim of Stolas inexcusable behavior but the show just writes Stolas actions as “humorous”. Stolas isn’t the only exception but because of the focus on these two, I decided to drop the show.

So yeah, TLDR: I never liked Viv’s work but rather it’s everyone else’s work that I enjoyed.

[thatwaywardwolf]

Heyy what do mani look like according to your upg?

I honestly haven't thought about this in years, so this is interesting to come back to.

For me, when I think about Mani, I see either dark or silver-gray hair, gentle bright eyes, and tattoos. I think someone made a similar comparison a long time ago, especially the mention of tattoos.