#Admin thoughts

[abcthv9597]

So I watched the real footage of Yoongi's "accident" (if it even can be called an accident) and when I tell you I have NEVER rode my bicycle THAT slow, I'm not even kidding! No one ever drives a car or a real motorcycle that slow! He was even on the side, not on the busy road! And he fell when he took the turn to park his scooter in front of his building, we all have fallen from our scooters or bicycles when we took a turn simply because we miscalculated our moves. This is not at all as serious as they want to make it! All this harrassment, malicious defamation and lies for this! He deserves the biggest apology by everyone! F*ck all these people!

And no drunk person or the alcohol percentage antis claim he had drunk would have drove this slow, wore a helmet and not been on the busy road! He wasn't drunk you b*tches! F*ck them all for making him suffer and treating real criminals like angels. Karma will get them!

And really for this they removed his driving license, fined him and might have some further punishment?! Are they kidding me?! This is such a sh*t show!

I don't only want people to apologize and restore his name and reputation but to actually get fired, fined, to be put in jail and I'm not even kidding! F*ck them all!

I'm actually so angry about what's happening! All this malicious defamation and lies for such a small thing! Not even real criminals are treated this way! Kmedia are rotten to their core, I'm just so disgusted...😡

[potatomountain]

Got lost in my head and came to a lil realization-

Tumblr is NOT a safe space for people on the spectrum. Not unless you're in specific communities on Tumblr that are about the spectrum.

Honestly the internet isn't a safe place for us because the amount of masking and effort we go through to look over out messages and posts before sending them out is exhausting. Having to go over our own thoughts in a little post like this just so we aren't dismissed, ostracized, or frowned upon for our 'odd thinking' or 'wrong words' is so freaking stressful.

Especially in a creative space for those on the spectrum. There are so many things our brain does in that apartment people would normally find offensive or wrong and that I've been shamed for it's surreal.

So again: Tumblr is NOT a safe space for those on the spectrum.

Edit- [11-08, 3pm cst]

I didn't think this would get any views or anything cuz it was legit just midnight ramblings but I woke up to so many notifications.

I'm glad that there are many who do feel safe on Tumblr and it stays that way for you. However there are some that understand where I personally come from. I have found friends, communities, and the like on the internet [and on Tumblr] that have become safe spaces for me.

Tumblr was one as a whole where I could share my creative side and relish in some acceptance until- like I'm sure a lot on the spectrum have experienced- I did something that was seen as morally wrong in a way I didn't understand and seemed to become a social pariah because of it. People I considered safe blocked me, or soft blocked me and we went from sharing moments daily to never speaking or acknowledging each other. I was harassed and told that 'not understanding how what I did was considered wrong' was an excuse to avoid accountability. Attempting to explain how my brain worked was seen as 'attention/pity seeking'.

It's not the first time I encountered situations like this just because of the way I think, things I say or do, that go against societal norms and was met in harsh ways. Just the first time in a space I thought safe so soon after my own diagnosis so perhaps it's my personal feelings that make Tumblr no longer safe. Maybe I just got unlucky.

Either way- thank you all for your input, thoughts and stories and I really really hope that should any of you find yourself in a situation like mine you are met with acceptance and understanding and people who will stand by you.

[ciaossu-imagines]

Could you do answer the questions to prompt seven for HOMRA?

C

Of course I can! Thank you so much for the request and I hope you’ll enjoy the headcanons 😊

Send me a fandom and I will name a character… 

Who I will protect at all costs

Okay, but I think I’ve answered this enough so that everyone knows my answer here. It’s Eric, for all the reasons I’ve already stated when talking about him previously – I just connect with him hard and want so much good for him.

Who deserves better

It’s really hard to narrow this down. All of HOMRA are, to some extent, underdogs. They’ve all had some real hard bumps and experiences in their life that they just didn’t deserve. Mikoto didn’t ask to be the next Red King, he has troubles connecting with others, he feels alone in a lot of ways. Totsuka was physically weaker than others and I think it’s shown that he was kind of bullied a little or maybe that’s just so ingrained in my personal headcanons before he got in with Mikoto and Kusanagi. Kusanagi puts a lot of pressure on his own shoulders and he often gets involved in a lot of shit because he loves his friends but I also see him as not really fitting here because he’s the most well-adjusted, in my mind. Anna’s past is tragic. Yata has his whole complicated thing with struggling to find a place for him and Fushimi to belong, then the whole friendship deteriorating with Fushimi. Kamamoto was bullied because he was the fat kid and is still bullied about that, especially by Yata. Shouhei struggled, I think, in middle and high school to find his identity, fell in with a bad crowd, and on top of that, he can be too selfless for his own good, which I do think leaves him a little vulnerable to cleaning up other people’s messes for them. Bandou has that wicked inferiority complex. Chitose has the whole thing with his ex-girlfriend. Dewa has Chitose. Eric’s whole past is tragic. Fuji is the only other one, besides Kusanagi, that I don’t really see fitting here but even then, he’s not really very ambitious, didn’t do well in school, and a lot of people look down on him. In their own ways, all of them deserved a little better but I really wouldn’t have wanted them to have got better because then we wouldn’t have gotten the amazing characters we did get.

Who was killed off too early

Hmm, I wonder what my answer is going to be here? It’s not like there was a character who, when the anime came out, was introduced posthumously. Not at all…sarcasm aside, of fucking course it’s Totsuka. We really only get properly introduced to who he is as a person, his bonds with the others, how he acted and what his life was like in the additional material that came out either alongside or after the anime. I really would have liked to see, before the anime’s first season came out, MOR and DOB come out as teasers, even Lost Small World and Stray Dog. Make each chapter into a half-length episode, 10-15 minutes a piece and introduce us to the character’s and groups properly. Get us interested with and attached to these characters before the reveal of Totsuka’s death and then move us into the first season proper. To me, it would have been a smarter and more effective method of story telling and probably would have made the show into something that really would have become very much a cult classic favourite, especially if the animation budget was kind of boosted just a little bit.

Who I used to hate but now I love

There wasn’t really any members of HOMRA that I really plain out hated from the offset or something, but I was largely neutral about the ABC boys when I watched the first season. They didn’t stick out in my head and I wasn’t as in love with them as I am now. It was only after reading MOR that they all became my absolute favourites within HOMRA.

Who I used to love but now I hate

I think I’ve mentioned this before but Mikoto was my absolute favourite in the first couple episodes. My lord, he was hot, his power was cool, I loved his voice, everything about him was amazing. He was my favourite HOMRA member and I was all in on him. While I still really enjoy him, quite a bit in fact, he’s no longer my favourite HOMRA member. In fact, he’s pretty far down on the list, though I should clarify that I like every single member of HOMRA.

Who needs to be killed off asap

I really don’t think HOMRA needs any more of its members to die. I think they’ve experienced enough of that, thank you.

Who is unfairly hated

KAMAMOTO!!!! I practice Kamamoto love on this blog and hope it spreads much further and much more pronounced within the fandom. I think that, because he doesn’t fit the stereotype the other boys do – bishie, badass anime boy – he just isn’t as seen and appreciated. He’s fat (because he likes to be), he sports facial hair, he has a horrible sense of style, but he’s still this fantastic character – he’s supportive, loyal, he can have genuinely funny moments, he’s generous, he’s true to himself – and I personally don’t think he’s all that physically unattractive…well, besides the, like I said, AWFUL fashion sense.

Who is unfairly loved

I won’t say it’s completely unfair. I see the appeal of the character, though he has never ever been among my favourites but I do think that Yata fits the best here. I’m taking not only the fandom in mind here but also thinks this applies within the show itself. Even forgetting the other supporting characters, like the ABC boys and Kamamoto, Yata gets such a huge emphasis in the show that I find there are definitely points within the story where it feels like the author’s have decided it’s not K PROJECT anymore but instead it’s the Yata story. He eclipsed, at points, the characters who were supposed to be the main focus, like Mikoto. Within fandom, I think a large part of why he’s so loved lies within the ship of him and Fushimi and yeah, I get the appeal of the characters and the ship, I get the appeal of Yata as a character for those who have OCs or self-ships for him, but I just think he’s kind of overrated.

Who needs to sort out their priorities

The writers? The creators? I know that’s outside of the scope of HOMRA though, so trying to focus on just that group. When I do that, I really can’t come up with an answer though. Part of what I love about this group is that they don’t always focus on the right things, they’re messy, they get into trouble, they don’t have their shit all straightened out. There’s a couple exceptions, of course, but a large part of the appeal of HOMRA, to me, is that they feel real and most real people don’t have their priorities completely straightened out all of the time.

Who needs a hug

Every single damn one of them? HOMRA did not have a good time of it in any of the canon materials. Even in MOR, we see so many moments that are rough on them. These boys, every single one of them, needs a big hug followed by a self-care day with massages, pampering, plus whatever makes them individually happy, followed by a veritable feast for supper and the world’s best night of sleep – I’m talking like a solid ten hours of deep sleep with the sweetest of dreams.

Who needs to get out of their current relationship

Again, while I can think of some answers here, I am going to have to go with nobody. The complicated, sometimes messy, bonds between all these boys (and Anna) or with them and the people in the world around them are a large part of what drives the story and makes it so good!

Who the writers love

Yata, for the reasons written above, and, going along with that, Fushimi. Again, there’s just sooooo goddamn emphasis placed on these two, to the point where, in some episodes and especially in some additional material, I really do think the authors really didn’t want to tell the story of K PROJECT but wanted to tell the Yata and Fushimi stories or plain out would have preferred to make a BL anime based around these two.

Who needs a better storyline

Totsuka and Mikoto. I can still very much behind having them die. I think it makes sense narrative-wise. I think it’s a great decision and one I would still keep if I were personally writing the story. In some ways, both of their deaths were needed and inevitable. What I have issues with is, like pointed out above, Totsuka really needed more introduction before the anime proper – he needed something to make the audience genuinely care about him, outside of them just thinking he’s a cute anime boy or being curious about what his relationship with everyone was like. MOR is what really brought about, in my mind, the storyline Totsuka needed and I still wish it came out earlier. Mikoto is such a fascinating character. I get that some of his appeal comes from him being mysterious, but I do wish more focus was given, especially within the anime’s first season, on really fleshing him out, giving us more of a peek inside of his mind and personality.

Who has an amazing redemption arc

I guess Eric and Shouhei are really the only ones I can think of who fit here at all. Between the two of them though, Eric had the better redemption arc. He went there to kill Mikoto and instead ended up becoming one of HOMRA and it was a beautifully done little story.

Who is hot af

All of them. HOMRA is a gang of very attractive men and let’s not lie – that’s part of why we love them. They’re also varied enough, in their looks, their designs, their fashion sense, their personalities, that there’s a HOMRA boy for everyone’s taste.

Who belongs in jail

Chitose can go to horny jail, in my opinion, any time he talks about Anna and how she’ll grow up into a looker. I remember that comment, though I don’t think it was worded quite like that, and visibly and noticeably flinching away from my screen because just…fucking yikes and gross, my dude.

Who needs to be revived from the dead

Nobody. If someone was revived from the dead, it would kind of defeat the purpose and impact of the deaths within the show. However, if I have to choose, I’m going to cheat by not using HOMRA proper but the Red Clan and say it’s Genji Kagutsu, just because I’m curious about him.

[mrstsung]

My kingdom for sick fic imagines that doesn't treat reader like they are incompetent.

I don't mind being "baby" or taken care of. I love the pampering and dotting just as much as i would do for my beloved. On some real shit. But....can i have one sick fic that has reader knows what they need. Just they dont have the energy to do it? So blorbo does it?

It's more believable and real to me. It also feels less humiliating? Like all the sick fics that have dotting blorbo/ f/o has reader like incapable of taking care of themselves in ways that....kinda feels insulting at times.

I get thats not the point. The point of those types are TO DOTE reader. And the vulnerability aspect. Which is fine...but.....

But i dunno. Maybe im just a rare type that wants to have someone take the load off instead of taking it all for me?

I still wanna get shit done when I ACTUALLY DO HAVE ENERGY. But not exert myself too much because well yeah thats common sense when you're sick.

I dunno man.

I personally would feel accomplished if i did all my goals for the day even when sick.

It makes me feel better. So fics like that make me feel loved more. The whole "50/20 or 60/40" type thing. The "if i can't take all the load for today,would you lighten it and take a little more/less today with me? Because im not feeling well and i need your help my love" like god that is such a lovely thing to do for your significant other.

This is a healthy relationship.

And i just wanna see more imperfect healthy relationships. Real relationships. Raw and soulful ones. (No pun intended my shang tsung enjoyers)

I should make some hcs today. To remedy this. When i have the energy.

Does anyone else feel this way tho? Like do they struggle with the whole pamper/being pampered and "dotting" or "being babied" tropes in fics? Because while a part of me doesn't mind,a part is annoyed af with it. Ugh

Just wanted y'alls thoughts. No big deal.

I'm still not feeling good and all the imagines and fics and stuff just doesn't cut it quite for me. It's just missing something.

[imaginependergast]

I semi-often think about when, I think, it was in Cold Vengeance where Pendergast is disguised as an antiques dealer working in the desert and he's described as wearing jeans. I have this specific image of him wearing that shade of blue that's a tad lighter than general "jeans" blue.

I do not know why this is one of my most vivid Pender-images but you know I like it.

[jjgordonful]

// Admin thoughts

Im so tired. Yes I know JJs popularity stemmed from black mirror but goddamit I WILL continue to say that the batgirl vol5 #48-50 storyline was BULLSHIT !! He was meant to be better !! HE WAS GETTING BETTER MATTERAFACT

[summercreolefanfictioner]

I just woke up and suddenly had the urge to listen to all DL songs what

[st-alastors-confessional]

Because this has happened quite a few times already, I’d like to make it clear:

Please DO NOT send real world shit into my asks. I won’t interact with people’s real life trauma.

It’s a huge mental and emotional load for me to answer heavy shit, plus vicarious trauma exists, and that’s not the goal of this blog.

Keep it fun, y’all ❤️

If you need help, please seek your local GP or mental health professional, or reach out to friends and family. There is no shame or harm in doing so. We all need help, it’s part of being human x

I’ve put this at the bottom of my pinned post for future reference x

- Admin

[ask-tfone-megatron]

WHY people assume that I am not interested in having a conversation?

Where I am just shy and akward and low key scares that I might be bothering that person!!

Am I giving wrong singals?

[abcthv9597]

Unfortunately none of the boys that had submitted their songs and albums for the Grammy Awards got nominated! This just proves every year how racist and xenophobic these awards are, they're never beating the allegations! None of the boys or us are at fault here! Every year it's the same mainstream white artists getting nominated, it's tiring and annoying to see! I hope they don't remember of the boys again once they make their first comeback as a whole group for the clout🙄

Every song and album that got submitted by the boys deserved a nomination and an award for many different reasons but what matters is the fact that BTS will always be on top, legendary and immaculate artists both as a group and solo. Remember, BTS don't need the Grammys the Grammys need BTS! No BTS no Grammys!

[zoriizons]

2024 ttte art comeback but i just deliver one strike trio art and then dip till the next one <3

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

I’ll be honest guys, I think fanfic has ruined a lot of traditional reading for me. Not necessarily the Classic literature (I still throughly enjoy those.) But more modern books just seem so bland and blah in comparison sometimes.

It’s like I’ve seen this trope too much before, these characters aren’t fleshed out, yada-yada and the whole experience just becomes me pointing out areas to be improved which leads to—you guess it me getting the urge to start yet another fic!

It’s like I can’t just consume anything anymore without fighting the urge to add to, expand upon an idea, etc. And frankly, I think that’s why I haven’t been reading much of anything new. Because I can’t get invested in anymore fictional worlds. I got too many fandoms already.

[ciaossu-imagines]

prompt #9 + servamp (if you haven’t done this yet)

I haven’t done this yet but am more than happy too! Thank you so much for the request and I hope you’ll enjoy my thoughts 😊

Send me a fandom and I’ll tell you…

The first character I first fell in love with

Oh, this was a hard one because with Servamp, it felt like I was falling in love with character after character after character. The story would introduce them or we’d get these really great moments where the character’s would be explored and I’d gush and fall in love with them all over again. I do think, right at the very beginning though, it was Sakuya and, despite his yandere tendencies being a little overplayed by the fandom in my opinion, a little flanderized, he’s still someone that I dearly love as a character.

The character I never expected to love as much as I do now

Honestly, it’s Tsubaki. He entertained me at points but overall, I didn’t really connect with his character a lot right off the bat. However, the writing in Servamp is really good and it really does flesh out and add layers upon layers to all of its characters as the story goes on and Tsubaki was no exception to that. The more I saw of him, the more little bits and pieces we got to his character, the more I found myself genuinely intrigued and interested in him. He became a curiosity to me and there were moments that hit me just right when it came to him.

The character everyone else loves that I don’t

Again, where Servamp is really a fandom where I do truly enjoy all of the characters in some fashion, this is a question that I don’t have a definite answer to. There is no Servamp character that I hate, so answering something like that would be a non-answer. However, I do feel like the fandom is all in on Licht and there’s a lot of love and enjoyment of him, where Licht is, to me, enjoyable and fun, but not someone that I’m all in on all the time. I like Licht in small moments or in relation to other characters and I think he has some truly amazing comedic moments, but he’s not one of those characters I cling to.

The character I love that everyone else hates

The Servamp fandom, though I haven’t explored it super in depth, seems to be a pretty great one. There seems to be a pretty even amount of love and for the more minor characters, there are even just those one or two people in fandom who are all in on them. I will say I do wish Berukia was a little bit more loved and adored overall, because he’s wonderful to me and it is a little hard to find content for him that isn’t entirely ship-based, but I am still able to find it, which in a lot of other fandoms, I wouldn’t be able to.

The character I used to love but don’t any longer

I was all in on Mikuni when he was introduced. He looked cool, he’s intelligent, he’s quirky. He made me laugh. He made me curious. I loved everything about him and every time he showed up, I was overjoyed. The way the story goes with him is incredible and I truly enjoy it, but it’s made it a lot harder for me to be all in on him or to love him in quite the same way. He’s done a lot of really questionable things and there’s still motives for him that aren’t fully explored, at least as far as I’ve been able to read (again, not completely caught up because my reading site only has so much of the manga) and I still find him intriguing and wonderful, but I just can’t love him outright because of some of his actions.

The character I would totally smooch

Sakuya, Ildio, Higan, Berukia, Niccolo, Freya, Tsurugi…there’s a lot of characters within Servamp that are hot, cute, or just so loveable that I would totally smooch them. It also helps that I am naturally a very affectionate person too so it takes a lot less for me to be willing to smooch someone.

The character I’d want to be like

I connect a lot, on a personal level, with Mahiru, but there’s also a lot of parts of him that are a lot better than I am. That’s worded weird, I know, so I’ll try to word it just a bit better. Despite sharing a lot of similarities, in my head, with Mahiru, Mahiru is just all around a far better person than I am in a lot of ways. I wish I could be as confident and as motivating as he is. I wish I could take action like he does on several occasions. There’s a lot I see in him where I do admit I have the potential myself but I just fail at, especially when it comes to how forgiving and accepting Mahiru is of other people.

The character I’d slap

My god, if I ever got my hands on Toma. I understand a lot of his motivations. He’s a fantastically done character with a lot of nuance, depth, and who can’t be simply stated in black and white terms. But by fuck, if I wouldn’t beat him close to death if I could, just once. The only thing that kept me from outright hating him is the fact that, while the story still emphasized that he’s not a great person, the writing also gave him those motives, those moments of weakness or depth, which made him into a truly fascinating and moving character.

A pairing that I love

I really wish we could have seen more of Freya and her previous Eve. I have so many thoughts about those two and how adorable and healthy their relationship with each other was. I also quite enjoy the Izuna/Shuuhei pairing.

A pairing that I despise

The Licht/Lawless pairing. I’m sorry, it’s just not a healthy relationship to me and I have a really hard time getting super into pairings where one member is a tsundere or there’s a lot of physically abusive little moments.

[mrstsung]

Sheeva having a hidden secret crush on lady tsung. Shang's wife is both funny and very plausible.

Lady tsung is unaware and shang tsung is also. They just see it as sheeva being sheeva.

Sheeva is like "gdi,yes homo. *cries in lesbian*" but sheeva respects lady tsung too much to intervene. Her husband not so much,she still kinda salty about goro and many other things unfortunately. But lady tsung she simps for and would do anything for. Lol. XD . Like she just accepted being friends only. *le sigh*

Of course this is all deep down and hidden. She never tells anyone.

I just think it's funny that sheeva having a secret crush on my self insert.

Also in general,jokes aside. I want that same warrior friendship that shang had with goro in the 1995 movie. Sheeva has with lady tsung.

So imagine sheeva and goro two powerful shokan warriors working alongside lady tsung and shang tsung. Pretty cool right?

Again in all seriousness i think it would be cool in general for lady tsung to have a shokan bodyguard or champion like her husband.

[imaginependergast]

Petition for Bernard Lee (official Pendergast Series artist) to draw more of Aloysius. There’s only ONE drawing of that man in the internet, and that’s a crime.

One the one hand, I agree. I would love just random little drawings like the one he did of Pendergast sitting by the fire with a bottle of absinthe. BUT I also kind of like the mystique of not having any "official" art. As good as the Lee art might be (and I do love the Pendergast picture) it's never going to fully look like what I have in my head.

[hells-greatest-overlord]

I ain’t gonna lie Adam be lookin fine as hell 🤌✨