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#Amo a estos idiotas
hatsumiikun · 1 month
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dibujo de el que estoy muy orgulloso, estoy obsesionada con este ship y ahora voy a empezar a publicar también, déjenme en los comentarios sugerencias si quieren, algunas ideas no vendrían mal
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zair4-0 · 10 months
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Entonces, se casaron.
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gadriezmannsgirl · 10 months
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Hola, chica bella 💛
Here to ask for the part 2 of Believe what you want because I need it already ✨️🫠 byebye 💙
The fact you knew already that I was posting it and you requested part II even before it was out🤭🥹🫶🏼.
For this one you should listen: What I Put You Through - Connor Maynard
Part 1 here Happy version
Believe What You Want (2) -P.G8
(Angsty version)
Summary: After realizing he fucked up, he tries his best to get you back
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"I overheard them speaking that night at Fer's birthday. Victoria was going on about you and her, that your things with Y/N would end up soon... Those kind"
Pedri's mind was racing in fear and agony. "No" He whispered "Is there any possibility for Victoria to have made those burns in Y/N's skin?" "
"Well, it can be... She got out of the house around noon so..." Pedri's eyes clicked up like lightning all the dots were connecting by your side.
You were right. All this time you were.
He had been too stupid to realize that
"No" He whispered once more
"What's up, dude?"
"I fucked up bro. Big one"
...
"She doesn't answer me" Pedri said for the fifteen time in a row pacing around in his room
"And she won't answer to you" Fer said "I mean... I wouldn't answer you either"
Pedri had explained everything to the three guys in the room, Fer knowing a bit more thanks to you. And he knew that his younger brother loves you to death but he also knows that what he did, wasn't right.
"¡Joder! ¡Soy un puto idiota!" (Fuck! I'm an asshole!) Pedro yelled kicking a ball in his room crashing into one of your pictures together "No, joder... No" (No, shit... No) He hurried to pick up the picture and inspect it. It had one little scratch made from the glass, the scratch made in between the two of you.
He shook all the negative thoughts that were running in his head and changed the photo frame.
"Well, you've got to understand her" Adrián began speaking "All of this could be true and her boyfriend just choosed to not believe her"
"I did not just choose not to believe her"
"You basically did, bro" Fer hissed "I mean... If my girl tells me that I would do more than just talking with each girl separatedly"
"And not only that but you also told her your personal fights as a couple" Jesús said
"Because she's my best friend!"
"Hermano..." Fer started "That's meant to be something only for the two of you, not something for you, Victoria and Y/N" Fer shook his head "I mean... It's okay you ask someone else for an advice, like what to do or stuffs but not to rant because for that, you've your girl. The one who's in the relationship with you. The one who's with you in the goods and the bads" silence flowed into the room, Pedri's heart was beating incredibly fast "If you want her back, you need to fully work for it, Pedro. Words won't do half of the work you gotta do"
And that was it.
Pedri broke down, feeling already the loss of the love of his life not being next to him, this time a bit heavier than the past 7 days. He left you when you didn't do anything at all. He threw you and your relationship away without a good reason. Tears escaped his eyes and his breathing was erratic.
All of his thoughts were about you and imaginating a life without you in it, thanks to himself.
"I'll be back before midnight" Pedro said grabbing his phone, wallet and car keys
"Where are you going? Won't you even take a shower? You smell" Adrián said shaking his head
"He cometido un grave error con la chica que amo, en estos momentos oler bien o estar guapo es lo que menos me vale" (I've made a big mistake with the girl I love, right now I don't care if I smell or look good)
"Pedro" Fer called him before he got out of the room "Buena suerte, hermano" (Good luck, bro) Pedri for the first time ever, smiled a bit.
"Thank you"
He was going to work for your forgiveness. He will make you fall in love with him again. He will win your trust again. You'll be happy with him. You'll be with him. He was going to make sure that happen.
And for that, he needed answers.
...
"Yes, there was a (Hair color) girl, with (Type of Eyes), a bit short, she was pretty nice. Sad thing she got hurt" A boy behind the counter said hissing remembering the moment "Elianna went with her, she said it was pretty bad but nothing that some cream and care couldn't do"
"Is that girl here? Elianna?" Pedri asked hopeful
"She's on her lunch break right now" The guy answered "She has the whole shift... Is it important?"
"Yes, really important" Pedri said without a doubt
"I'll let her know. You can sit anywhere and if you want to have a drink you can tell me" Pedri nodded slowly walking away.
He didn't know how much time he was there until a redhaired girl walked up to him, he without thinking straight stood up
"My workmate said you were looking for me?"
"Are you Elianna?" She nods "I'm Pedro. I'm the boyfriend of the girl that was poured coffee all over her"
"How's she?" She asked after gasping a bit at the mention of you. "I hope she's better"
"Ah-yes, she is a bit better. Thank you for asking" Pedri nodded nervous "Can I ask you something?" The girl nodded "Who poured the coffee on her?"
"Some random girl, Y/N said the girl didn't liked her..."
"Could you maybe describe her?"
"Oh, sure!" Elianna nodded "She had long hair, brunette with blonde highlights, she used tight clothes and she wasn't as short as Y/N, she was a bit more taller, maybe just like you?"
That was exactly Victoria's description.
"She entered a few minutes before Y/N, after I gave her a box of cupcakes she just kind of ran away and then next thing I knew was that the same girl poured hot coffee on Y/N"
Pedri stood there taking in all the information
"She hasn't been here since that day" Pedri nods humming "However, Y/N has and I know for a fact that her boyfriend broke up with her thanks to his best friend" Pedri looked up at her, guilt filled over his body "Why are you behind her? She's been awful these past few days, she's recovering from your treatment, why the need of asking all of this, if you don't believe her?"
"Because I fucked up. I fucked up big time and I want to mend it"
"Wish you luck... You'll deserve it because if I was her, I wouldn't even give you the time of the day or spare you a single look" Pedri looked down in shame and regret "I need to go... You want to order something?" He shook his head
"Not feeling hungry at all" He murmured grabbing his wallet and pushing some money into the girl's hand
"You aren't ordering anything"
"For you... For the help, for the info. Thank you"
And with that Pedri stood up and left the cafeteria. As soon as his body met the Catalan air, he fought the need of crying his everything out. You were right, just like you always were.
"I shouldn't have just let it pass" He said crying to himself now in the calm of his car. "I should have done something" He lamented.
His phone lighted up with a notification he didn't care about, his focus remained on a photo from the two of you at one of his spots in Barcelona to calm down and relax.
"Please, mi niña. Tell me how to make things right, tell me it's not too late, just please..." he begged at nothing because you weren't there and you haven't been since 7 days ago.
And as reality was hitting him, he knew there could be a possibility of you not going into his life ever again. Leaving him for your own good while he was suffering.
Pedro picked up his phone and dialed his best friend Jesús's number.
"¿Aló?" (Hello?)
"You said you heard them speak that night at Fer's birthday, right? I need to know everything you heard and if you saw something too, I'm on my way to pick you up so we can talk"
"You're really working for Y/N?"
"I am" Pedri nodded "I fucked up and I'm trying to mend everything with her"
"I'm waiting for you, hermano and also..."
"¿Qué?" (What?)
"Good luck, you'll need it"
That phrase was starting to get on his nerves, he didn't liked how that sounded, because it seemed like even with all the effort he'll make, it'll not be enough to bring you back into his arms.
"Thanks bro"
...Two days later...
"Why?" Pedri said entering Victoria's house
"Hola Vic. ¿Cómo estas? ¿Qué tal va todo? Días sin verte" (Hi Vic. How are you? How's everything going? Long time not to see) She mockingly said with a smile but her smile was wipped off of her face when she saw Pedri's seriousness
"No estoy para juegos. Dime el por que has hecho eso" (I'm not in the mood for games. Tell me why you've done that)
"Done what?"
"¿Me estás tomando el pelo?" (Are you making fun of me?) Pedri hissed angry "Stop playing around and tell me... why you did all of that to Y/N?"
Victoria's face changed
"I didn't do anything"
"You did. Don't lie to me about anything because I know how things went now" Victoria's face changed
"What do you mean?"
"I know you poured hot coffee on her that day at the coffee, I know you've been telling her things behind my back about my relationship with her and stuffs, I know you poured her drink on yourself but made it look like it was her doing" Pedri shook his head not believing it "You faked things and like a fucking stupid I believed them, when the one I should've believed was my girlfriend! You damaged my relationship but I was the one breaking it for believing you, for believing my best friend"
"I let go the woman I'm in love with and it was all thanks to you because I never thought that my best friend, the one who has been besides me through my whole life could do such a thing and lie to me straight to my face!" Pedri's face was red and he never stopped to take a bit of air, he was fuming, he was angry and all he wanted to do was make Victoria disappear.
But most of all, all he wanted was to get you back.
"Those are lie-"
"If you even dare to say lie, I will pour the same drink Y/N was drinking that day at Fer's birthday, this time someone pouring it over you for real"
"She's making those things up!"
"She's making nothing up! I saw the video of the CCTV camera of the coffee shop, Jesús heard and saw the two of you at Fer's birthday and now that I connect dots, every single thing Y/N has told me, has sense now. And I hate the fact I couldn't see through it, I hate that I put my girlfriend's words in doubt all thanks to someone who didn't deserved a single look"
"Pedro, stop. You're hurting me"
"And don't you think you've hurted me before? You knew I was having troubles with her and all you wanted was to get her away from me. Why?" Nothing came out of Victoria's mouth
Your words came back to him and he blinked thrice, suddenly being brought back.
"Don't know" You sighed "As much as Victoria might love each and every single one of you, guys... I can assure you that what she said to me today and the way she said it, it wasn't a joke" You said "I'm a girl and I have a male best friend too. But I wouldn't say those kind of stuffs just as a friend or to see if she's worth and good for him" You shook your head "Es más, ni siquiera le diría algo de ese estilo a ella" (I wouldn't even tell her something like that)
"She likes you" You said after a few more seconds "And that's it"
"Can I ask you something and you answer me with the truth?" Pedri said with his heart on the edge, he waited and all he got was a simple and small nod from Victoria "Are you in love with me?"
A few seconds passed where Pedri's eyes never left Victoria's "Yes" She said softly "I am" Pedri felt the air being knocked out from his lungs "Pedrito"
"No" He shook his head looking away "No" Pedri's eyes grow watery, he couldn't believe it. Once again, you were right, his actions and words replaying in his head, the way he ignored your feelings, the way he treated you, everything was haunting him. "Don't call me Pedrito nor Pedro, Pedri, Pepi, nothing. Don't even call me, forget about me, you are not my best friend"
"Pedri, por favor, don't do this"
"No. I didn't do anything, you did it yourself. Best friends don't do what you did to me, if you truly loved me, you could've straight up tell me that not take it out on the girl I'm in love with"
"In love with? So in love you are, you did not believed a single thing from her"
"And that was my biggest mistake because I thought "Why on earth the girl that has been besides me since forever would do something to damage me or the ones I love?"" Pedri laughed ironically shaking his head "I was so wrong and I regret every single thing I did since I saw Y/N leave on Fer's birthday but guess what? I had the one I thought was my best friend besides me but I never did"
"You still have me"
"If I do, I don't care, the one I truly need isn't here" Pedri shook his head "But I did needed my best friend those seven days to tell me everything was going to be okay, that I could move on, that I was in the right and Y/N in the wrong, that I did good in breaking up with someone who could only do was lie but then I find everything out and I realized I was just a puppet in the side of your game and I fell for it"
"Don't say it like that"
"That's exactly what it was" Pedri shook his head "´Now, me disculpas pero me tengo que ir" (Excuse me but I've got to go)
"¿Y para dónde vas?" (Where are you going?)
"You shouldn't care about that, Victoria. Hope you have a good life" With that Pedri turned around and walked outside of her house when almost inside his car he heard her yell his name out
"Pedro!" He looked at her "I'm sorry"
Pedri joined his lips and nodded softly, lifting one of his hands giving her a wave before he got into the car and drove off to certain destination with a single intention.
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"What do you mean she's not here?"
"She hasn't been here since like a week ago?" The older lady said with a smile "She said she'll come back tho"
"Do you know where she might be?"
"I don't, mijo. I'm so sorry" She looked at Pedro carefully "Is everything okay?"
"I need to know where she is so I can fix things between us" Pedro answered with a lump on his throat, his voice cracked a bit and he looked down at his shoes
The older lady sighed "I'm pretty sure you'll fix everything that may be happening with the two of you, son"
"I don't know, miss. I messed up really big this time"
"From what I've seen you love each other so much, I've never seen someone look at her in the way you do and vice versa, talking things out can be really helpfull instead of letting problems grow"
"The thing is I never let her talk and all I did was say things I shouldn't" Pedri shook his head
"You know? She's looking really pretty in those pictures, maybe you can start from there" A loud "Abuela" was heard as the older lady smiled looking over her shoulder
"What pictures?"
"Oh, you know... The ones you take, the ones you update, the ones people take, those pictures..." The woman was smiling softly "Don't let her go" And with that she left leaving Pedri sat in front of your doorstep
He was sat there analyzing the woman's words. Pictures? The ones you take? Update? People take? Pedri's mind ran 120km/h trying to guess what she meant of and after some minutes and what it felt a whole lifetime, he confused grabbed his phone and clicked on Instagram.
You liked it even more than Twitter or even Tiktok, Pedri remembered with a smile the moments where you would "fight", he; claiming Tiktok was better as you defended Instagram with your life
He typed your user with no reward, you blocked him. And it was no surprise at all but his heart still broke a little bit more when he couldn't find you.
He sighed closing his eyes and relying his head in your door, fighting the tears, it seemed like he only could do that in the past days, cry 'till he had no more tears inside of him, fight the urge to cry and feel his stomach fall to his feet. He hated feeling this way and he hated the way he must have put your through
He unlogged his session and went into his mother's, you couldn't have blocked her, could you? With shaky hands and blurry eyes he typed in your user and this time your profile was the first one to appear, the colorful circle around your picture meaning you had stories up.
While he was sad, you were in Venice with your friends and family, he recognized almost all of the faces in the pictures, all of them except one, a male's one.
That quickly catched his attention, that guy appeared in eight out of ten pictures and in all of them he was besides you. You even tagged him on one and Pedri's thumb directly went to his account.
One of the most recent post of the guy said: "I hate the fact that when I met my soulmate she had boiling coffee burns on her but I certainly don't hate the fact I got to meet you, baby!"
Pedri's stomach flipped, seeing your answers of "♥️🥰" made his head turn everywhere, in an instant he got up and headed towards the elevator in his mind only three things. His passport, Venice and you.
Due to some storms in Spain, he couldn't get out that same day and neither the next day, it was day three when he got into the plane and one day after he was in the same residence as you were.
He saw your brother and followed him, he felt like being on Matrix, he was making sure no one saw or heard him, that was until he stumbled on a vanity table and knocked half of the things that were in there
"What was that?" He heard and that's when he ran, the quitness and calm forgotten as he was desperate to find you. He took a right turn colliding with a female chest after a few seconds
"Joder, lo siento mucho" (Fuck, I'm so sorry) He said inmediately
"Pedro?" You said shocked as he also stood there impressed. You looked even more beautiful than always. Your tanned skin, your red cheeks and your Y/H color making you look perfect. "Pero, ¿Qué haces aqui? (but, what are you doing here)
"Por ti. I came here for you, I want to talk to you"
"We don't have anything to talk, in fact, you don't even have to come here, you don't have a reason to travel all the way from Barcelona to Venice"
"I did, I do. My reason is you and you'll always be. I fucked up, yeah? I get that" Pedri shakes his head "You were right" He opens his mouth but closes it "You were right all this time and I'm sorry I couldn't see it through, I'm sorry I did not take your words, I'm sorry I just kinda left and pushed your feelings aside, you deserve more, you deserve better but I can be better, I can be what you want, need and more if you want me to"
You started shaking your head, pushing him back from his chest when he tried to get closer to you.
"Pedri por favor, aquí no" (Pedri please, not here) "Pedri, stop. We don't have anything to say"
"Y/N, bonita, te lo suplico-" (I beg you-)
"Vamos al cuarto, ¿si? We can talk about whatever you want and then you leave" (Let's go to my room, yeah?)
"I don't want to leave without you"
You looked into his big brown eyes as he looked into your (Eye color) ones for a good while, you sighed before breaking eye contact
"But you have to" You said nodding slowly, Pedri shook his head
"Por favor" (Please) He whispered
"This way" You turned around walking away while Pedri watched your every move
You called the elevator and entered when it came, you turned to Pedri
"You wanna talk or not?"
Pedri nodded and walked towards it, he turned his head to look at you
"Do I have something on my face?" He hummed for a few seconds before answering
"You're beautiful" He ignored your words as you looked up at him
"Please, stop that"
"I-" He got cut off by the elevator doors opening
"This way" You said walking off as he only could follow you.
You stopped walking when you got to the door 408, with the key you opened it and then stepped inside letting the door open for him to come in as well.
You took a seat in the couch and patted the spot next to you, he took it and you both were silent.
"So... ¿Vamos a hacernos compañía o vas a decir lo que sea que quieres decir?" (Are we going to be each others company for now or you are going to speak whatever you want to say?)
"I'm sorry" He began "I fucked up. I should've listened to you and put Victoria a stop, I should've been more careful with you and your feelings, not passing through them and ignore them. I believe you, I always did and I always will do but it seemed so unreal that what I thought was my best friend, could do such a things, hurt the one I love and the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, when her whole life she was protecting me and supporting me through everything"
"If my family wasn't there, she was. If my family didn't have an advice, she had. And for you to just say she did this and said this was a whole different thing from what I knew from her that I just couldn't believe it. But it was truth. And I'm sorry once more"
"Y/N, I'll do anything for us, I'm not giving up, we're so good together, I love you so much and if only I could turn back in time and do everything right I would but I can't, however, I'm here to mend things, I'm not expecting you to forgive me and that's it. I'll earn that forgiveness, I'll protect us and I'll be better for you if you let me, please. I love you, I want you and I need you"
"It's not easy as you made it sound, Pedri"
"Pedro" You shook your head
"That's something only family and close friends can call you, right?"
"Don't do this, please"
"But you did it first" You said pushing your lips together. Those were the exact same words he had told you the night you left "You really hurted me and you just can't change that. Please, I think it's best if we let this go" You looked into his brown eyes as he was shaking his head "For both of our own goods"
"Not having you in my life it's not good for me"
"Maybe not but it's the correct thing to do" You said "I just can't trust you anymore, no matter what you do. You told me I wasn't the same girl you fell in love with, that says enough"
"But it's not true, I said it in the heat of the moment! You are still the same girl I fell in love with and you're still the same girl I want to do my life with"
You stood in silence for a few moments before you stood up "I'm not that girl anymore, Pedri. Someone else might be"
"Y/N-" He stood up from the couch as well
"It's done" Your voice cracked
"Does he treat you good?"
"He does" You said simply nodding "He's-" You let out a laugh
"Does he likes you?" You nod
"He does" You remembered that night at your apartment, that same night he asked you to go to Venice with him and your family to get your mind out of your ex.
"You like him?"
You stood in silence "He's handsome and nice. He knows I'm healing and he knows I have feeling for someone else but that's not stopping him"
"I won't stop either"
"You should tho"
"I love you and I know I messed up but I can mend it, anything you want, think or say, I'll do it. I'll cross world wonders for you, oceans, vegetation, deserts, anything"
"You can't. Not this time" Both of you were crying now not caring about the other seeing you "I was hurt by every action and word you said, I reached the top and while I know you messed up, you could've prevented it and simply start acting like you should have but you didn't. And I can't handle that"
"Please" You said after a few minutes "I think it's time for you to go" You said walking away
He couldn't watch you walk away once more so he did what he had been wanting to do. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to him, in a hug.
"No"
"Let me go"
"No"
"Let me go"
"No" His grip got tighter on you as you were fighting and at the same time, enjoying being in your exlover's arms again.
His arms were your safe space and laying your head on his chest brought you peace but now all it brought back was hurt and pain.
Hurt and pain from the situation you were going through
"Pedro, please, let me go"
"I don't want you to leave me"
"I didn't left because I wanted to" Silence flowed in between the two of you as Pedri was crying into your neck "I did because you asked me to, you made me leave, you pushed me away when all I wanted and needed was you, to stay by your side and defend our relationship" You took a breath "None of that happened and now that I'm recovering from everything, I want you to leave, I want you to go away because I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me and just throws everything out of the window without listening first" You said with closed eyes and tears running down, he chocked on a sob
"I'm sorry" He cried
"I am too" You said kissing his cheek several times, your lips were salty both by yours and his. You breathed in his scent once more and allowed yourself to wrap your arms around him "Te quiero mucho and you are the prettiest love I've ever had, it's truly a sadness it went this way but I wish you the best, Pedro González" You kissed his cheek and with one of your hands carressed his face "Y muchas gracias for everything" He shook his head softly, his head relying on your palm
"Te amo and I always will" He said crying, kissing your neck, ear, cheek, nose "I'm sorry"
You were about to reply when two knocks came in and then someone entered
"Y/N, cariño. We are going to be late for the trip, weren't you so excited to see Venice's bea-Oh! Am I interrupting something?" You pulled away from Pedri shaking your head
"Para nada, Mason" (Not at all) You smiled softly drying your tears but these still fell "We're good"
Mason, the guy, turned around to look at Pedri who nodded looking down at the floor "I better leave" He whispered
"Bye Pedri" He turned to look at you "Nos vemos" (See you)
"Yeah, see you Y/N" He smiled softly, his world was collapsing but there was no way for him to stop it, it was too late. "Take care of her, hermano" Pedri said looking at Mason who nodded softly looking at you with a smile
"Will do" Pedri noticed the look on Mason's face and that's all it took for Pedri to know he was going to keep his word.
And with heavy and broken heart, he left the hotel. All the luck his friends wished for him and all the praying he did, were not enough. His world is and will not be the same without your presence, your kindness, your laughter, your smile and your love in it, he hated himself for what he had done but there was nothing he could do now more than respect your decision and learn how to copy with his mistake for the rest of his life.
You were always right. He let you go. And now you were okay with it but he wasn't.
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31nightshade · 29 days
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Missa: so Phil did you have any past lover's?
Phil: yeah why
Missa: just asking and what where they like?
Phil: a fridge
Missa: ....
Missa: a fridge.
Philza: yes a fridge
Missa: ¿QUÉ QUIERES DECIR QUE ESTÁS EN UNA RELACIÓN CON UNA NEVERA?
Phil: LOOK IT WAS A NICE FRIDGE AND I WAS LONELY OK!?!?
Missa: NO, ESTO NO ESTÁ BIEN, SACÓ CON FRIGORÍFICO PHILZA
Phil: grumbles
Missa: sigh...En lo que me metí es en este el hombre que amo.
Phil: it is and remember you love me sooooo fridge is no longer.
Missa: Eres un idiota
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auriiflores · 2 months
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Quiero que sepas que no importa el año que estés leyendo esto. El amor sigue y seguirá vivo ❤️✨ como el infinito..
Por más situaciones que sucedan, lo que tú y yo realicemos.. tú sabes lo que está dentro de tu corazón 🫶
Tú sabes tus sentimientos.. y sé que estoy ahí.. como una huella.. al igual que las marcas que vos dejas en mi cada vez que me demuestras tu amor..
No sé si es masoquismo, por idiota, o por romántico como dice Arjona.. pero el amor no es jactancioso, no se envanece..
Amor es lo que siento dentro sin juicios, sin orgullos..
Mi amor.. mi amor.. le amo mucho ❤️✨🫶🪄♾️
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goatpanic · 9 months
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Michael y Henrietta son muy unidos, aveces llego a pensar que son algo mas que amigos aunque siempre lo nieguen.
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Michael and Henrietta are very close, sometimes I even think that they are more than friends although they always deny it.
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Firkle por un tiempo salia con Ike pero...bueno eso es otro tema muy sencible para nosotros... ya que Firkle sufrio mucho por un PUTO canadiense con ojos de canica, en fin cosas que pasaron...
Pero yo...
yo...
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Firkle dated Ike for a while but... well that's another very sensitive topic for us... since Firkle suffered a lot for a FUCKING Canadian with marble eyes,
But I...
I...
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I fell into the most CONFORMIST feeling
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LOVE
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I don't even know how I got into a relationship with Mike, the leader of the vampires.
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anyway
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Solo se que pasaron cosas que nos unieron, primero fuimos enemigos, compañeros, amigos, ¿amantes? Y... ahora novios.
No sabemos como llegamos a esto pero nos gusta estar cerca uno del otro, nos gusta compartir gustos y amo a este jodido vampiro es...es... simplemente es Mike sabe como hacerme reir, sentir especial, dar buenos regalos, consejos y esta siempre para mi apoyandome y escuchandome.
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I only know that things happened that brought us together, first we were enemies, companions, friends, lovers? And... now boyfriends.
We don't know how we got to this but we like to be close to each other, we like to share tastes and I love this fucking vampire it's...it's...it's just Mike knows how to make me laugh, feel special, give good gifts, advice and is always there for me, supporting and listening to me.
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For a while
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my friends, but
until one day
I told them about my
relationship with Mike
and they supported me
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Aun recuerdo el día donde tuvimos nuestra extraña conección, fue cuando nos ayudo a darle una venganza al idiota Ike Broflovski.
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I still remember the day where we had our strange connection, it was when he helped us get revenge on the idiot Ike Broflovski.
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love-arianita · 1 month
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¿por qué siempre termino asi?
realmente lo amé, ¿fui una idiota por querer darme más tiempo con él? soy yo la mala por no haber expresado todo mi amor que realmente sentía? pero si se lo demostraba, él nunca me comentó que se sentía incomodo TENIENDOME A SU LADO, no me lo dijo, y ahora que el se va, bueno, ya se fue hahaha se fue por segunda vez de mi lado, ahora que si nos enamoramos a mi primer error se fue, de alejó tan rápido de mi, seguro que ya eliminó todas nuestras fotos, para él es lo mejor, asi me borra más rápido de su vida y tiene la oportunidad de andar de idiota con otra chica, asi es, asi..siempre fue? ¿por qué no me entendió? ¿soy mala por ver malo el hecho de que me ignore, mienta y oculte cosas? ¿me buscarás? queria estar contigo, queria conocer nuevos lugares contigo, queria experimentar nuevas cosas a tu lado, ¿por qué lo dejas todo asi????!! por la ptmr odio odio esto, odio que quieras irte con otra persona y hacer todo lo que dijimos con alguien más, odio que no quieras que sea yo la chica con la que quieras pasar el resto de tus dias, odio que ni siquiera lo intentes, te habrás estado hablando con esa desde hace tiempo? a escondidas, mientras me decias a mi que la tenias bloqueada y eliminada, soy una idiota, fui una idiota, si te veia de lo mejor Stephano, si te amaba, te extraño demasiado y realmente me enamoré de ti, pero el ver que tan rapido me olvidas y dejas atrás de tu vida es feo, triste, te fuiste sin siquiera intentarlo conmigo, solo fui tu maldita y estupida prueba de relación, cuando yo ya queria todo contigo por lptmr, te basaste en experiencias pasadas también, pensando que te cambiaría por mi ex¿¿?? sacandome en cara cosas de 5to cuando tu tmb hiciste tus vainas cuando segun tu nosotros estabamos en ''planes'' pero por qué a mi me tiene que caer todo el peso? si tambien estuviste con otras 2 chicas, ¿por qué? :'(
eliminaste de una todos los momentos intimos que tuvimos, ¿que no fueron nada???? no fui nada Stepph??? quiero que me busques, lo deseo tanto, odio que ahora que SI TUVIMOS UNA RELACIÓN te largues de una con otra chica, lo detesto!! no es justo que te vayas con alguien mas tan rapido, no es no es :''/
te amo, solo me queda vernos reflejados en Zelda y Link y en todas las parejas animadas y de peliculas que llegue a ver, solo... regresa, regresemos y mejoremos todo :'(
siento que tal vez actuaste asi por tu niñez, creo, las personas tienen sus formas de afrontar las cosas, siento que eres de las que huye, ignora, cuando te sientes vulnerable y es triste porque tal vez por tu accionar asi es que no pudimos afrontar de una mejor forma los inconvenientes, acepto.. te fallé, no debí ocultar eso y debí comentartelo y darle la estupida tableta juntos y ya, terminar ese estupido tema, pero me perdonaste, ibamos a empezar otra vez en ese tema, pero a las finales terminaste haciendome lo mismo y ni puedo decir que es lo mismo porque yo ni intenciones de otras wbds tuve con otra persona, mucho menos con mi ex, ni andaba de salidita ni chat con esa persona, pero tu si estabas asi con otra persona :'/
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benjamnbnntt · 11 months
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Navi,
Probablemente escriba esto muy formal pero vas a dejarme ser romántico y elegante esta vez solo para poder hacer esto lo más lindo que puedo hacer, ¿si?
En primer lugar, ¿cómo estás, mi amor? Espero que estés bien, que estés acostada en tu cama cuando leas esto y estes arropada sin sentir frío porque así lo estoy yo mientras escribo esto para ti.
Hace rato llevaba pensando en hacer esto pero no tenía idea de cómo lograr que sea lo suficientemente delicado y nuestro como para poder conquistarte una vez más y de una nueva forma, pero al final mi cerebro hizo click y me tienes aquí.
Quiero empezar esto pidiéndote, una vez más, disculpas por haberte dejado de la manera en que lo hice cuando me fui de aquí, fue realmente feo, pero creo que fue eso lo que hizo que hoy por hoy, tú y yo estuviéramos aquí y de esta forma.
Te perdí un tiempo, me perdiste un tiempo pero, mi amor, no volveré a dejarte ir jamás.
Y es que no calculas lo que fue volver a empezar hablar contigo, sentí que empezaba de cero en absolutamente todas las cosas que ya conocía, sentí que tenía que hasta empezar a aprender a escribir, a sentir y a dejarme llevar solo porque me moría de nervios. Era vergonzoso como las conversaciones de amor y yo se tratan de hablar en pánico sobre como todo iba avanzando contigo y que no estaba seguro de dar cada paso que tome junto a ti; pero lo hiciste fácil. Todo tú hizo que todo ese miedo y vergüenza que tenía encima desapareciera por completo y llegara automáticamente calma. La forma en la que me decías que no pasaba nada, que me tomara mi tiempo con mis cosas, que disfrutara esto, aquí estaré por si quieres ayuda, descansa un poco y todas esas cosas que son tan irrelevantes para cualquiera pero tan hermosas y de valor para mi sumándole que eres una belleza de persona y literalmente con cada día, la cantidad de sentimientos encontrados subía y únicamente podía pensar en lo mucho que estaba agradecido de mantenerte conmigo después de todo este tiempo y en lo mucho que estaba cayendo por ti era algo lindo de darme cuenta.
Estoy seguro que empecé a sentir cosas por ti desde el momento en donde empezaste a ponerte más nerviosa y empezabas a taldear cada vez que te decía algo dulce o algo que te gustara, dios como amo lograr eso en ti. Eres tan fácil de leer cuando estás nerviosa, amor. Son las pausas qué haces como si te quedaras sin palabras, son las caritas tristes, son las mayúsculas, son los besos repentinos y absolutamente todo lo que haces que logre derretirme una y otra vez.
Leí hace nada esta frase y pensé automáticamente en ti. En cómo no eres la persona más celosa del mundo, pero que si te gusta que al menos yo sepa que soy tu persona de la misma forma que tú eres la mía. Porque si fuera por ti, todos sabrían que eres mi chica si ya no lo hubiese hecho yo y me encanta, en el fondo, mi ángel, escondo un amor tremendo por cada reacción que tienes con cada cosa nuestra.
“Tú me tienes. Solo tú me tienes. Bésame.”
Y me di cuenta de eso también, ahora todo gira a tu alrededor y de la forma más bonita de todas. Las frases de amor, las canciones tranquilas que hablan de sentir mil y un cosas por estar con la persona que te gusta, las fotos en internet que combinan contigo, las flores lindas, los peluches suaves, el olor a coco, las uñas pintadas, los dulces, las bromas idiotas que puedo hacerte, los chistes malos que te harán reír, el amor que tengo guardado y dispuesto usarlo por completo para ti; todo me hace pensar en que si hay alguien que merece recibir todas estas cosas bonitas, eres tú.
Hablamos de besarnos por horas, hablamos de dormir juntos, de cuidar a nuestro huevito, de encontrarle a amor un chico bueno, de tener una casa y vivir juntos, de jugar minecraft, de madrugar juntos, de pasar navidad y nuestros cumpleaños, de escondernos del mundo en los brazos del otro y mil planes más que se vienen por delante pero planes que no pienso seguir viviendo con la chica que me gusta porque ahora quiero experimentarlos, vivirlos y disfrutarlos con mi novia.
Te he tratado como una lo suficiente como para ya sentir de que este es el momento perfecto para hacerlo definitivo, porque me he quedado idiota de lo nuevo e increíble que se siente esto, es como si jamás hubiésemos experimentado algo así y quiero que siga de esa forma, amor, tú y yo sintiéndonos como tontos enamorados cada vez que algo que hacemos se vuelve un golpe de realidad de que estamos haciendo las cosas bien después de tanto tiempo.
Me gustas, Nevaeh Monet, de una forma en la que no soy capaz de explicar ahora y amo que me gustes así. Me gusta la forma en la que me llamas lindo cuando me confundo en algo, me gusta como te ríes tanto de mis chistes, me gusta como eres tan atractiva en cada sentido de la palabra, me gusta que duermas tanto, me gusta que el rosa sea el color que te represente y son estas mismas cosas las que han logrado que yo esté enamorándome de ti sin que sea un problema en lo absoluto.
Quiero que sea oficial, quiero que sea nuestro y quiero amarte por mucho, muchísimo tiempo como si siempre fuese el mismo día, así que te lo digo ya, mi amor,
¿Quieres ser mi novia?
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quennyquinn · 10 months
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mimada T/N tratando de ser una buena amiga con kozue
kozue decide desahogarse de su relación con baki, que siente que esta llegando a su fin con T/N
kosue: no se que hacer T/N, lo estoy perdiendo.
T/N: cariño, si te deja ir es un idiota.
kosue: siento que debo dejarlo ir, pero lo amo.
T/N: entiendo ese sentimiento.
kosue: también te rompieron el corazon?
T/N: dios jamás, normalmente yo rompo corazones, me refiero que deje de usar mis sandalias favoritas por que me hacían parecer fuera de moda.
kosue: -suspirando- no entiendo por que te digo esto, no lo entenderías.
T/N: por que yo seré la única, aunque no te entienda estaré a tu lado dando mi mejor esfuerzo para curar tu corazón, te escuchare y siempre tendré tiempo para ti en lo bueno y en lo malo, por que somos amigas, tonta .
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escritosdefaq · 10 months
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Sigo cometiendo errores. Quizás que no son graves pero que aún así te lastiman. Te juro que jamás lo hago a propósito, no sé porque lo hago, tengo que cambiarlo. Podría estar todo el día escribiendo cosas lindas de vos, de todo lo que sos y aún así no me alcanzaría el tiempo. Se que tengo un pasado oscuro y eso te hace difícil confiar en alguien así. Sé que no soy la persona que te imaginaste cuando recién empezábamos. Sé que era uno al principio, pero después me equivoqué. Sé que no siempre te hice ni hago feliz. Sé que siempre con algo lo arruinó, provocó discusiones y malos ratos entre nosotros. Pero enserio te amo. Y jamás me voy a cansar de estar al lado tuyo para poder reconstruir nuestro amor. Te pido perdón por mis errores del pasado y las estupideces que sigo cometiendo hoy día. Te pido perdón por no ser el hombre del que más esperas y del cuál esperas que sea tu príncipe azul. Vos sos mi princesa, siempre me siento tan chiquito al lado tuyo (aunque yo sea más alto que vos jaja). Pero me siento tan chiquito solamente por saber lo maravillosa que sos y lo doloroso que sería perderte. Sé que quizás no demuestro cuando estoy triste y es difícil creerme. Sé que me conoces cuando no doy más y exploto. Sé que sos la mujer perfecta para mí y cada día me vas enamorando más y más seguro me siento al lado tuyo. Sé que quiero ser tuyo toda la vida, sé que te falló con mínimas cosas que me dijiste que no vuelva a hacer pero soy un tonto que sigue cometiendo esos errores de un inmaduro.
Sé que quizás cuando te despiertes después de una noche triste, pienses en dejarme o si vale la pena estar conmigo. Realmente sé que no soy fácil y me he metido en muchos problemas y sigo arruinando todo con vos. Pero nunca sos vos, no sos nunca el problema, tenés un corazón tan lindo y noble que eso te hace tan maravillosa y me hace sentirme nada al lado tuyo porque siento que no te alcanzo.
Obvio que siempre siento miedo de perderte, pero tambi��n soy realista y reconozco que muchas veces merecía eso. Te voy a estar eternamente agradecido, porque aunque no lo notes, vos me cambias, me haces mejor y crecer como persona. Por eso sos mi vida entera. Perdón por darte tan poco muchas veces o quizás ser intenso y nunca tener un medio equilibrado de las cosas.
Sé que tengo que cambiar e ir mejorando cosas cada día, pero te prometo que el amor que te tengo es REAL, que a pesar de mis idioteces todo lo que siento por vos es REAL y jamás quiero que dudes de eso. Sé que últimamente te escribo poco. Pero cuando lo hago, lo hago desde el corazón, cuando me siento a pensar en nosotros, en vos. Con todo lo que hay escrito en este muro para vos, podría hacer un libro perfectamente. A veces me siento un Hardin porque cuando ví esas películas me sentí tan identificado con él, con las veces que era un idiota. Y pensar que yo fui igual...
Vos no sos Tessa, vos sos muchísimo mejor. Quizás está no sea una película y siempre las cosas salgan bien o cómo están preparadas pero, mis sentimientos por vos siempre son y van a ser reales, te amo de lleno con todo mi corazón, mente y alma. Y por eso escribí esto, para recordarte todo el amor que te tengo, para pedirte perdón por todas las veces que llegue a fallarte con cosas malas en el pasado y con estupideces en el presente. Quiero ser tu hombre, quiero ser un mejor hombre para vos, quiero ser tuyo toda la vida y sé que nunca jamás voy a dejarte ir, en el sentido de que mi corazón y mi amor te pertenecen. Toda la vida voy a amarte.
Gracias por toda la paciencia y el amor que me das, perdón por ser muy malo a veces con mis actitudes y contestaciones, a veces ni quiero vivir sabiendo todo lo que hice y fui, pero vos me das las ganas. Y no lo digo como un pensamiento suicida, sino de cansancio, de sentirme culpable, insuficiente y que no soy capaz de hacerte feliz como realmente tenés que serlo. Te juro que todos los días cuando estoy bajón, a veces pienso en eso, pero sé que no puedo abandonarte, porque te amo, te sueño y te pienso todos los días. Porque te pertenezco. Porque mi amor por vos, va más allá de cualquier circunstancia y dificultad. Y ojalá el tuyo conmigo sea igual, ojalá tengas paciencia conmigo para ser mejor en todo sentido. Quiero seguir siendo tu hombre hoy y toda la vida. Perdón por escribir poco, perdón por recordarte pocas veces que te amo, voy a decírtelo más seguido. Porque mi corazón explota de amor cada vez que te tiene cerca y te extraña en cada momento. Te amo hoy y siempre.
Yo Facundo, te amo hoy y siempre.
18 de agosto.
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deadolloading · 1 year
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Carrie White x FTM! Reader
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Warnings || Ninguna :D
Emparejamiento || Carrie White x FTM! Lector
Nota de Autor|| Okey, quería escribir esto para sentirme algo amado y porque quiero más de este tipo de contenido todo soft y lindo con Carrie White, no sé pero simplemente amo a esta chica.
Antes de la relación.
Ustedes dos se conocerían en el salón de clases, estabas viendo como Chris y su grupo de amigos estaban intimidando a tu pobre chica después de las clases, no te ibas a quedar de brazos cruzados por lo que decidiste ayudarla.
Carrie estaba demasiado confundida por tu acción, ella normalmente estaba acostumbrada a ser acosada y que nadie la ayudará, por lo que el ver como te acercabas a Chris y diciéndole que deje de meterse con ella ¡Realmente la sorprendió! "Oye Chris, ¿No tienes otra cosa mejor que hacer en vez de intimidar a esta pobre chica?" — Preguntarías en un tono serio mientras te ponías delante de ella. Tú determinación e irá fue lo que hizo que Carrie White te viera con unos ojos de sorpresa, especialmente cuando lograste hacer que esa idiota de Chris se largará. Obviamente te acercarías a Carrie para preguntarle si estaba bien y todo eso.
Esto fue lo que inició su amistad, más que nada fuiste tu quien por curiosidad se acercaba a ella con la intención de conversar con ella y conocerla mejor. Al inicio no te tenía mucha confianza debido a que pensaba que tarde o temprano la ibas a intimidar como todos los demás, esta pobre chica solo esperaba a que la lastimarás :(
¡Pero obviamente no lo harías! Por lo que con mucho esfuerzo de tu parte y con defenderla aún más te ganaste su confianza. Ella pensaba que genuinamente eras un chico, por lo que casi nunca quería estar en algún lugar sin supervisión de un adulto ya que aún tenia muy metidas esas ideas de su madre que el estar solos llevaría al pecado y toda esa mierda.
Conformé más iba avanzando su amistad, ella iba sintiéndose más cómoda contigo como tu con ella. Llegando al punto que le confesaste que eras un chico trans.
Sinceramente siento que Carrie al inició sería algo cerrada ante la idea de seas trans, no sé cómo decirlo, como que no está muy de acuerdo a eso debido a todo lo que su madre "prédica" sobre Dios y que el mismo no acepta ese tipo de personas en su corazón, etc.
Por lo que tendrás que ser algo paciente con ella y explicarle de forma amigable la situación, decirle que no tiene nada de malo siempre y cuando uno se sienta cómodo consigo mismo.
Por fortuna, Carrie de poco a poco va cambiando esa visión algo negativa que tenía sobre los trans, por lo que constantemente te estará apoyando.
A pesar de eso, ella sigue teniendo dudas sobre como tratarte. Si referirse a ti como chica, chico o pronombres más neutros. Tendrás que explicarle cómo funciona eso para que ella tenga un poco más de conocimiento sobre el tema.
Cuando son pareja.
Tengo un pequeño pensamiento que básicamente es que ustedes no le pidieron a Carrie que sean pareja si no que ella misma lo hizo, obviamente con bastante timidez y algo de pena por su parte, claro esta.
Bastante nerviosa en ese aspecto, nunca antes había hecho una confesión que no sea las que hace con el padre de la iglesia para confesar algún pecado y todas esas cosas. Por lo que esperé pacientemente a que ella acomodé bien sus ideas, lo que quiera decir y simplemente esperé.
Carrie se encontraba algo nerviosa en estos momentos, nunca antes había confesado su amor a alguna persona y tampoco quería hacerlo, esta fue una muy mala idea. Ella simplemente no creía que la aceptarías, porque ella es rara, horrible, su cuerpo es una.... "Emmm, Carrie." — Tu voz sería lo que la sacaría de sus negativos pensamientos sobre ella, pero no era capaz de verte a la cara debido al miedo que sentía. Habrías sido citado por ella a su lugar favorito en la escuela, un área abandonada donde normalmente solía pasar el rato sola antes de conocerte. Te encontrabas simplemente ahí, parado esperando por alguna palabra de ella, no querías presionarla ni nada ¡Para nada! pero simplemente estabas empezando a impacientarte un poco y eso se notaba como levemente la punta de tu pie golpeaba suavemente el piso.
"¿Está todo bi..." — Fuiste interrumpido por Carrie. "¡S-si, todo esta bien pero..." Ella estaba temblando un poco mientras jugaba nerviosamente con sus dedos, quería confesarte cuanto te amaba, cuanto te quería y lo importante que eres para ella pero las palabras nunca salieron, en su lugar algunas lágrimas de frustración salían de esos hermosos ojos que tanto amabas y corrían por sus mejillas, los sollozos igualmente se hicieron presentes. Con una clara preocupación te acercaste a ella y la abrazaste llevándola hacía tu pecho, ella soltó un pequeño chillido de sorpresa ante esa acción ya que no estaba muy acostumbrada que digamos al contactó físico que no fueran golpes o jalones de cabello. "¿Y bien? ¿Qué es lo que tienes que decirme?" hablaste con un tono tranquilo y sereno mientras con cuidado acariciabas su cabello, ella entraría en un estado de pánico ante la acción, no sabía como reaccionar. "B-bueno, es que quería decirte lo que siento por ti... No de forma de amistad si no de otra forma" "¿Eh?" — Respondiste sorprendido ante las palabras de ella mientras la veías, tenías esa pequeña suposición que le gustabas ya que ella no era muy discreta que digamos, pero aún así querías escuchar lo que ella tenía que decir.
Ella se habría confesado a ti y obviamente aceptaste al sentir lo mismo por ella. Estaría constantemente feliz contigo, pero igualmente con una gran inseguridad constante. Siente que no es lo suficientemente buena par ti y que te mereces algo mucho mejor que una chica bastante miedosa.
Sus inseguridades igualmente empeorarían por algunos comentarios de la perra de Chris, sobre si cree que alguien la llegaría a meter o metiéndose con su físico. Esto haría que Carrie en la relación fuera demasiado insegura.
Pero tu estarías ahí para darle tu apoyo, sabes que al no haber estado en una relación antes, no sabe que hacer por lo cual suele imitar lo que tu haces pero a su estilo.
Si bien (estoy 100% segura de esto) su lenguaje del amor no sería el contacto físico, si lo será las palabras de afirmación, pequeños regalos hechos por ella, actos de servicio y tiempo de calidad.
"Oye cariño, quise hacerte esta bufanda como regalo, espero te guste..." — Carrie te habría dato una pequeña cajita con un moño en ella, tu amablemente lo aceptaste y viste que era una hermosa bufanda de tu color favorito. "Muchas gracias querida. En serio te lo agradezco mucho" dirías con una sonrisa sincera mientras te ponías la bufanda, era justo lo que necesitabas para esta época de frío.
Como sabemos, la niña no puede salir mucho de su casa si no es para ir a clases, la iglesia o un proyecto escolar. Por lo que rara vez tendrá que engañar a su madre con que ustedes tienen un "proyecto" escolar para irte a ver. En las escuela ustedes siempre pasan tiempo juntos en el recreo/descanso, ustedes dos siempre provechan cada minuto para estar juntos.
Cuando Carrie tuvo su periodo por primera vez, estuviste ahí para ayudarla. Justo ese día le pediste que fuera a tu casa y tuvo que mentir para ir.
En general sería una buena pareja, con unas cuantas inseguridades y bastantes miedos. Pero si se le ayuda a superar o sobrellevar todo eso, seguirá siendo un amor.
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senig-fandom · 2 years
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Cuando se juntan los au’s es cuando podemos ver las diferencias en nuestro querido Sur.
Para nuestro querido Sur, escuchar esas palabras le vienen recuerdos de antaño.
En la época despues de la independencia de México, nuestro querido Sur se enamoro de Francia, alguien muy considerado romántico de la época, a el no me importaba mostrar su afecto, y eso a Sur lo cautivo.
Palabras dulces, por allí y por allá, cuando Sur tenia un asco a su color de ojos, Francia lo hizo sentir bien al verlos, pero cuando Francia se acerco mas a México dejo de ser dulce y cariñoso con Sur.
Es mas gracias a Francia hubo pelea entre Norte y Sur, Sur justificaba la falta de cariño de Francia, porque en la época las relaciones entre las personas del mismo sexo eran algo malo, y Sur lo justificaba a eso, pero Norte no lo creía, porque Francia era de los pocos países que le daba poca importancia a eso, el amor es el amor, es lo que el decía.
Entonces las peleas se hicieron mas fuertes haciendo que Centro tomara cartas en el asunto, pero al final apoyo a Norte, porque lo que ella decía era verdad y Sur solo hizo que los odiara a ellos, hasta que el fatídico día llego, y el porfiriato hizo de las suyas.
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Ahora, que pasa aquí, con el Sur de Japomex Y. Anteriormente, creo que mencione que este Sur soñaba con una relaciona igual a la que tenían sus hermanos, era una relación cariñosa y dulce, además de cálida.
Pero Alemania no era como Japón y USA, es mas paso lo mismo este Sur, con lo que paso nuestro Sur original, fue utilizado....
Alemania se acerco a nuestro querido Sur, para buscar información y poder deshacerse de USA y Rusia, y este al enterarse, se separo de el, pero lo lastimaron.
La suerte, es que este Sur no paso las mismas mierdas del original, y busco consuelo en sus hermanos, quienes lo apoyaron y buscaron arreglar lo cometido.
Aunque 3 años despues volverían, con el pesar de su hermana quien vigila a Alemania como si fuera una cámara de video, cualquier pendejada que haga ella estará dispuesta a partirle la madre, jajaja.
Por eso Sur es muy sensible cuando este Alemania se preocupa por el o muestra interés por el en algo.
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Aunque su hermana dice que solamente lo hace para que nadie vuelva a verlo como un idiota aprovechado, por eso el panel de este comic VwV
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Ahora, pueden ver las diferencias mas de cerca de los dos Sur, JMY es mas blanquito pero quemadito, mientras el original es mas oscuro pero con una tonalidad de gris tambien.
Ambos son como dos gotas de diferentes materiales, pues Sur del JM es mas alegre y optimista, pero tiene sus pedos mentales a causa de las guerras, las cuales en este Au, México y otros latinos fueron mas participe de peleas externas, para defender la autonomía de América, así que las peleas externas eran mucho mas comunes, y las internas empezaron a ser un problema en la actualidad. 
Lo que comparten ambos Sur es que son tremendos y muy amigueros, además de mal hablado mas por parte del original, y holgazanes mas por parte del JMY.
la otra diferencia entre ambos es Alejandro y Azul, las personas que Sur mas amo y quiso en su vida como colonia, y a quien perdió en su época de adolescencia, pues el de JMY no lo perdió hasta que murió de vejez tras finalizar la independencia, la que vivido mas fue azul y el legado de la familia siguió en México, dejando como una de las progenitoras de Alejandro mas viejas y la que lo castiga mas cuando holgazanea, es Esmeralda, una viejita con carácter pero que ama a su pais y a sus nietos. Viviendo en Veracruz, en una granja que heredo la familia cada generación gracias a Alejandro.
Sur nunca se cambio en nombre, por lo cual todo el mundo lo conoce como Daniel, a diferencia del original que para mantener vivo en su recuerdo a su querido amigo se cambio el nombre a Alejandro.
Y eso seria todo, espero y les guste
(A y a partir de ahora cuando los dibuje a estos dos, Sur original será super sobreprotector, y protegerá esa inocente sonrisa X3)
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nsk-13 · 6 months
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Bailemos.
hoy queria hablarte por que se que el tiempo no paso a buscarnos por que algo me dice que tu vida esta por cambiar quiza su rumbo quiza su camino es loco pensar tanto sin querer hacerlo y siempre que el amor pasa perfumando el viejo sotano done guardo los dolores los reencores las angustias los quiza todo seria diferente si hubiera hecho esto pero al fin y al cabo lo que se conoce como tristeza aprendi a utilizarlo de impulso o motor para crear por que es lo unico que hoy por hoy no puedo dejar ademas de los vicios que tengo desde que ya no estas y que tambien tenia cuando estabas conmigo pero era mucho mas ameno sentir el extasis en compañia de alguien a quien aprecias tanto, pude dominar las ganas el deseo y los impulsos de insistir en decir lo mucho que quiero volverte a ver y es dificil de entender pero mi manera de sanar es el aislamiento personal, es dificil que todo lo malo simplemente desaparezca y aunque ese pensamiento llegue solamente cuando estoy solo conmigo mismo es un tormento tan grande el saber que lo que me espera en mi destino fue y sera siempre el saber que aunque estes lleno de todos los que mas te quieren ver bien seguis estando solo flotando en medio de un mar que el unico proposito que tiene es undirte hasta lo mas profundo o obligarte a aprender a flotar por tu cuenta,
dejando un poco de lado lo literario se que te debo una disculpa por toda la incertidumbre que pasaste por todo el tiempo de no saber que iba a pasar o por que yo no aparecia en ningun lado y es que nisiquiera aparecia en mi propio cuerpo, sentia la necesidad de volver a mi nido, de hacer lo que mas me gusta, de morirme haciendo lo que amo y siento que desde aquel dia que vos te fuiste te llevaste toda esa fuerza tenia y hoy entiendo que tengo que alegrarme de que asi sea por que en el fondo vos tambien sabes que no hubo nada mas puro y natural que lo que un dia nos unio tanto que aun siento que al meditar el suficiente tiempo puedo escuchar tu voz muy en el fondo y lejos pero sigue ahi en el mismo lugar donde la dejaste el dia que me di cuenta que significaba todo esto para mi, se que mi comportamiento fue muy idiota,inmaduro e insensible pero que mas podia aprender si el dia que mi conciencia se desperto ya habia vivido toda una vida rodeada de gente que no sabe sumar en tu vida ni enseñarte cuales son los verdaderos valores y ni hace falta decir que era todo lo contrario a un ejemplo para un pibe que recien esta formando tanto su desarrollo alimenticio como su desarrollo cerebral, gracias a dios hasta donde entiendo mi cabeza funciona 10 puntos pero si es asi es por todos los valores que aprendi en hogares ajenos y todo el respeto que hay que tenerle a el camino una vez que emprendes viaje, siento que tampoco es una excusa, seria muy facil decir deberias aprender las cosas buenas y no cometer los mismos errores pero de esa forma la leccion que tiene la vida para enseñarte es casi imposible que la puedas entender y asi aprender de tu error, todo se trata de practica y apredisaje y creo que eso estuve haciendo todo este tiempo volviendo sobre mis pasos y aprendiendo mas en profundidad todo lo que un dia lleno de intriga mi pensamiento y asi lograr llegar cada vez mas cerca de la escencia mas pura de lo que algunos consideran arte yo creo que mas que eso es una forma de vivir y una forma de ayudar a mas personas a abrir los ojos, esta en nuestra naturaleza el argentino siempre se fortalece de sus errores y gracias a eso llega la gloria eterna y estoy listo para comenzar con mi viaje creo que mi entrenamiento esta apunto de volverse mucho mas intenso y que tengo que re laburar por lo mio para que un dia pueda vivir de mis sueños, y gracias a vos quiza pase un largo tiempo hasta que vos leas esto pero esa chispa ese fuego y ese sentimiento que un dia compartimos tenes que saber que fue uno de los principales motivos por los cuales yo hoy elijo no vivir siendo un esclavo tengo miles de formas en mente para agradecer pero tambien tengo muy poco tiempo se que voy a insistir hasta el final de mis dias y quiza eso que busco nunca llegue pero como dije antes estoy listo para vivir y morir por mis sueños, se que un dia voy a estar leyendo y todos los que de verdad me conocen van a decir el nunca demostro nada de lo que estaba pasando pero las mejores batallas se ganan en silencio , para finalizar quiero que este año termine y asi se lleve todo lo que un dia no me dejo ser yo mismo, feliz 2024 para vos y para esa compañera que vas a tener por el resto de tus dias ojala un dia poder verla yo siempre crei que nunca iba a conocer a nadie como vos pero seguro tiene mas de vos que vos misma, un abrazo y mucha suerte
-ignacio
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gadriezmannsgirl · 8 months
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Believe what you want is amazing! We need part 2 if you can, love it 💕
After a long while, here's happy ending, you can read part 1 here "Believe What You Want" and the angsty second part here "Angsty Version" . Tbh, I don't know what I did here, I was falling asleep in front of my laptop💀 so yeah sorry if it isn't good😭
I took ages to do this one, I know but I've been extremely busy and sometimes I can't with myself
Believe What You Want (2) - P.G8
(Happy ending)
Summary: After realizing he fucked up, he tries his best to get you back
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"I overheard them speaking that night at Fer's birthday. Victoria was going on about you and her, that your things with Y/N would end up soon... Those kind"
Pedri's mind was racing in fear and agony. "No" He whispered "Is there any possibility for Victoria to have made those burns in Y/N's skin?" "
"Well, it can be... She got out of the house around noon so..." Pedri's eyes clicked up like lightning all the dots were connecting by your side.
You were right. All this time you were.
He had been too stupid to realize that
"No" He whispered once more
"What's up, dude?"
"I fucked up bro. Big one"
...
"She doesn't answer me" Pedri said for the fifteen time in a row pacing around in his room
"And she won't answer to you" Fer said "I mean... I wouldn't answer you either"
Pedri had explained everything to the three guys in the room, Fer knowing a bit more thanks to you. And he knew that his younger brother loves you to death but he also knows that what he did, wasn't right.
"¡Joder! ¡Soy un puto idiota!" (Fuck! I'm an asshole!) Pedro yelled kicking a ball in his room crashing into one of your pictures together "No, joder... No" (No, shit... No) He hurried to pick up the picture and inspect it. It had one little scratch made from the glass, the scratch made in between the two of you.
He shook all the negative thoughts that were running in his head and changed the photo frame.
"Well, you've got to understand her" Adrián began speaking "All of this could be true and her boyfriend just choosed to not believe her"
"I did not just choose not to believe her"
"You basically did, bro" Fer hissed "I mean... If my girl tells me that I would do more than just talking with each girl separatedly"
"And not only that but you also told her your personal fights as a couple" Jesús said
"Because she's my best friend!"
"Hermano..." Fer started "That's meant to be something only for the two of you, not something for you, Victoria and Y/N" Fer shook his head "I mean... It's okay you ask someone else for an advice, like what to do or stuffs but not to rant because for that, you've your girl. The one who's in the relationship with you. The one who's with you in the goods and the bads" silence flowed into the room, Pedri's heart was beating incredibly fast "If you want her back, you need to fully work for it, Pedro. Words won't do half of the work you gotta do"
And that was it.
Pedri broke down, feeling already the loss of the love of his life not being next to him, this time a bit heavier than the past 7 days. He left you when you didn't do anything at all. He threw you and your relationship away without a good reason. Tears escaped his eyes and his breathing was erratic.
All of his thoughts were about you and imaginating a life without you in it, thanks to himself.
"I'll be back before midnight" Pedro said grabbing his phone, wallet and car keys
"Where are you going? Won't you even take a shower? You smell" Adrián said shaking his head
"He cometido un grave error con la chica que amo, en estos momentos oler bien o estar guapo es lo que menos me vale" (I've made a big mistake with the girl I love, right now I don't care if I smell or look good)
"Pedro" Fer called him before he got out of the room "Buena suerte, hermano" (Good luck, bro) Pedri for the first time ever, smiled a bit.
"Thank you"
He was going to work for your forgiveness. He will make you fall in love with him again. He will win your trust again. You'll be happy with him. You'll be with him. He was going to make sure that happen.
And for that, he needed answers.
...
"Yes, there was a (Hair color) girl, with (Type of Eyes), a bit short, she was pretty nice. Sad thing she got hurt" A boy behind the counter said hissing remembering the moment "Elianna went with her, she said it was pretty bad but nothing that some cream and care couldn't do"
"Is that girl here? Elianna?" Pedri asked hopeful
"She's on her lunch break right now" The guy answered "She has the whole shift... Is it important?"
"Yes, really important" Pedri said without a doubt
"I'll let her know. You can sit anywhere and if you want to have a drink you can tell me" Pedri nodded slowly walking away.
He didn't know how much time he was there until a redhaired girl walked up to him, he without thinking straight stood up
"My workmate said you were looking for me?"
"Are you Elianna?" She nods "I'm Pedro. I'm the boyfriend of the girl that was poured coffee all over her"
"How's she?" She asked after gasping a bit at the mention of you. "I hope she's better"
"Ah-yes, she is a bit better. Thank you for asking" Pedri nodded nervous "Can I ask you something?" The girl nodded "Who poured the coffee on her?"
"Some random girl, Y/N said the girl didn't liked her..."
"Could you maybe describe her?"
"Oh, sure!" Elianna nodded "She had long hair, brunette with blonde highlights, she used tight clothes and she wasn't as short as Y/N, she was a bit more taller, maybe just like you?"
That was exactly Victoria's description.
"She entered a few minutes before Y/N, after I gave her a box of cupcakes she just kind of ran away and then next thing I knew was that the same girl poured hot coffee on Y/N"
Pedri stood there taking in all the information
"She hasn't been here since that day" Pedri nods humming "However, Y/N has and I know for a fact that her boyfriend broke up with her thanks to his best friend" Pedri looked up at her, guilt filled over his body "Why are you behind her? She's been awful these past few days, she's recovering from your treatment, why the need of asking all of this, if you don't believe her?"
"Because I fucked up. I fucked up big time and I want to mend it"
"Wish you luck... You'll deserve it because if I was her, I wouldn't even give you the time of the day or spare you a single look" Pedri looked down in shame and regret "I need to go... You want to order something?" He shook his head
"Not feeling hungry at all" He murmured grabbing his wallet and pushing some money into the girl's hand
"You aren't ordering anything"
"For you... For the help, for the info. Thank you"
And with that Pedri stood up and left the cafeteria. As soon as his body met the Catalan air, he fought the need of crying his everything out. You were right, just like you always were.
"I shouldn't have just let it pass" He said crying to himself now in the calm of his car. "I should have done something" He lamented.
His phone lighted up with a notification he didn't care about, his focus remained on a photo from the two of you at one of his spots in Barcelona to calm down and relax.
"Please, mi niña. Tell me how to make things right, tell me it's not too late, just please..." he begged at nothing because you weren't there and you haven't been since 7 days ago.
And as reality was hitting him, he knew there could be a possibility of you not going into his life ever again. Leaving him for your own good while he was suffering.
Pedro picked up his phone and dialed his best friend Jesús's number.
"¿Aló?" (Hello?)
"You said you heard them speak that night at Fer's birthday, right? I need to know everything you heard and if you saw something too, I'm on my way to pick you up so we can talk"
"You're really working for Y/N?"
"I am" Pedri nodded "I fucked up and I'm trying to mend everything with her"
"I'm waiting for you, hermano and also..."
"¿Qué?" (What?)
"Good luck, you'll need it"
That phrase was starting to get on his nerves, he didn't liked how that sounded, because it seemed like even with all the effort he'll make, it'll not be enough to bring you back into his arms.
"Thanks bro"
...Two days later...
"Why?" Pedri said entering Victoria's house
"Hola Vic. ¿Cómo estas? ¿Qué tal va todo? Días sin verte" (Hi Vic. How are you? How's everything going? Long time not to see) She mockingly said with a smile but her smile was wipped off of her face when she saw Pedri's seriousness
"No estoy para juegos. Dime el por que has hecho eso" (I'm not in the mood for games. Tell me why you've done that)
"Done what?"
"¿Me estás tomando el pelo?" (Are you making fun of me?) Pedri hissed angry "Stop playing around and tell me... why you did all of that to Y/N?"
Victoria's face changed
"I didn't do anything"
"You did. Don't lie to me about anything because I know how things went now" Victoria's face changed
"What do you mean?"
"I know you poured hot coffee on her that day at the coffee, I know you've been telling her things behind my back about my relationship with her and stuffs, I know you poured her drink on yourself but made it look like it was her doing" Pedri shook his head not believing it "You faked things and like a fucking stupid I believed them, when the one I should've believed was my girlfriend! You damaged my relationship but I was the one breaking it for believing you, for believing my best friend"
"I let go the woman I'm in love with and it was all thanks to you because I never thought that my best friend, the one who has been besides me through my whole life could do such a thing and lie to me straight to my face!" Pedri's face was red and he never stopped to take a bit of air, he was fuming, he was angry and all he wanted to do was make Victoria disappear.
But most of all, all he wanted was to get you back.
"Those are lie-"
"If you even dare to say lie, I will pour the same drink Y/N was drinking that day at Fer's birthday, this time someone pouring it over you for real"
"She's making those things up!"
"She's making nothing up! I saw the video of the CCTV camera of the coffee shop, Jesús heard and saw the two of you at Fer's birthday and now that I connect dots, every single thing Y/N has told me, has sense now. And I hate the fact I couldn't see through it, I hate that I put my girlfriend's words in doubt all thanks to someone who didn't deserved a single look"
"Pedro, stop. You're hurting me"
"And don't you think you've hurted me before? You knew I was having troubles with her and all you wanted was to get her away from me. Why?" Nothing came out of Victoria's mouth
Your words came back to him and he blinked thrice, suddenly being brought back.
"Don't know" You sighed "As much as Victoria might love each and every single one of you, guys... I can assure you that what she said to me today and the way she said it, it wasn't a joke" You said "I'm a girl and I have a male best friend too. But I wouldn't say those kind of stuffs just as a friend or to see if she's worth and good for him" You shook your head "Es más, ni siquiera le diría algo de ese estilo a ella" (I wouldn't even tell her something like that)
"She likes you" You said after a few more seconds "And that's it"
"Can I ask you something and you answer me with the truth?" Pedri said with his heart on the edge, he waited and all he got was a simple and small nod from Victoria "Are you in love with me?"
A few seconds passed where Pedri's eyes never left Victoria's "Yes" She said softly "I am" Pedri felt the air being knocked out from his lungs "Pedrito"
"No" He shook his head looking away "No" Pedri's eyes grow watery, he couldn't believe it. Once again, you were right, his actions and words replaying in his head, the way he ignored your feelings, the way he treated you, everything was haunting him. "Don't call me Pedrito nor Pedro, Pedri, Pepi, nothing. Don't even call me, forget about me, you are not my best friend"
"Pedri, por favor, don't do this"
"No. I didn't do anything, you did it yourself. Best friends don't do what you did to me, if you truly loved me, you could've straight up tell me that not take it out on the girl I'm in love with"
"In love with? So in love you are, you did not believed a single thing from her"
"And that was my biggest mistake because I thought "Why on earth the girl that has been besides me since forever would do something to damage me or the ones I love?"" Pedri laughed ironically shaking his head "I was so wrong and I regret every single thing I did since I saw Y/N leave on Fer's birthday but guess what? I had the one I thought was my best friend besides me but I never did"
"You still have me"
"If I do, I don't care, the one I truly need isn't here" Pedri shook his head "But I did needed my best friend those seven days to tell me everything was going to be okay, that I could move on, that I was in the right and Y/N in the wrong, that I did good in breaking up with someone who could only do was lie but then I find everything out and I realized I was just a puppet in the side of your game and I fell for it"
"Don't say it like that"
"That's exactly what it was" Pedri shook his head "´Now, me disculpas pero me tengo que ir" (Excuse me but I've got to go)
"¿Y para dónde vas?" (Where are you going?)
"You shouldn't care about that, Victoria. Hope you have a good life" With that Pedri turned around and walked outside of her house when almost inside his car he heard her yell his name out
"Pedro!" He looked at her "I'm sorry"
Pedri joined his lips and nodded softly, lifting one of his hands giving her a wave before he got into the car and drove off to certain destination with a single intention.
...
"What do you mean she's not here?"
"She hasn't been here since like a week ago?" The older lady said with a smile "She said she'll come back tho"
"Do you know where she might be?"
"I don't, mijo. I'm so sorry" She looked at Pedro carefully "Is everything okay?"
"I need to know where she is so I can fix things between us" Pedro answered with a lump on his throat, his voice cracked a bit and he looked down at his shoes
The older lady sighed "I'm pretty sure you'll fix everything that may be happening with the two of you, son"
"I don't know, miss. I messed up really big this time"
"From what I've seen you love each other so much, I've never seen someone look at her in the way you do and vice versa, talking things out can be really helpfull instead of letting problems grow"
"The thing is I never let her talk and all I did was say things I shouldn't" Pedri shook his head
"You know? She's looking really pretty in those pictures, maybe you can start from there" A loud "Abuela" was heard as the older lady smiled looking over her shoulder
"What pictures?"
"Oh, you know... The ones you take, the ones you update, the ones people take, those pictures..." The woman was smiling softly "Don't let her go" And with that she left leaving Pedri sat in front of your doorstep
He was sat there analyzing the woman's words. Pictures? The ones you take? Update? People take? Pedri's mind ran 120km/h trying to guess what she meant of and after some minutes and what it felt a whole lifetime, he confused grabbed his phone and clicked on Instagram.
You liked it even more than Twitter or even Tiktok, Pedri remembered with a smile the moments where you would "fight", he; claiming Tiktok was better as you defended Instagram with your life
He typed your user with no reward, you blocked him. And it was no surprise at all but his heart still broke a little bit more when he couldn't find you.
He sighed closing his eyes and relying his head in your door, fighting the tears, it seemed like he only could do that in the past days, cry 'till he had no more tears inside of him, fight the urge to cry and feel his stomach fall to his feet. He hated feeling this way and he hated the way he must have put your through
He unlogged his session and went into his mother's, you couldn't have blocked her, could you? With shaky hands and blurry eyes he typed in your user and this time your profile was the first one to appear, the colorful circle around your picture meaning you had stories up.
While he was sad, you were in Venice with your friends and family, he recognized almost all of the faces in the pictures, all of them except one, a male's one.
That quickly catched his attention, that guy appeared in eight out of ten pictures and in all of them he was besides you. You even tagged him on one and Pedri's thumb directly went to his account.
One of the most recent post of the guy said: "I hate the fact that when I met my soulmate she had boiling coffee burns on her but I certainly don't hate the fact I got to meet you, baby!"
Pedri's stomach flipped, seeing your answers of "♥️🥰" made his head turn everywhere, in an instant he got up and headed towards the elevator in his mind only three things. His passport, Venice and you.
Due to some storms in Spain, he couldn't get out that same day and neither the next day, it was day three when he got into the plane and one day after he was in the same residence as you were.
He saw your brother and followed him, he felt like being on Matrix, he was making sure no one saw or heard him, that was until he stumbled on a vanity table and knocked half of the things that were in there
"What was that?" He heard and that's when he ran, the quitness and calm forgotten as he was desperate to find you. He took a right turn colliding with a female chest after a few seconds
"Joder, lo siento mucho" (Fuck, I'm so sorry) He said inmediately
"Pedro?" You said shocked as he also stood there impressed. You looked even more beautiful than always. Your tanned skin, your red cheeks and your Y/H color making you look perfect. "Pero, ¿Qué haces aqui? (but, what are you doing here)
"Por ti. I came here for you, I want to talk to you"
"We don't have anything to talk, in fact, you don't even have to come here, you don't have a reason to travel all the way from Barcelona to Venice"
"I did, I do. My reason is you and you'll always be. I fucked up, yeah? I get that" Pedri shakes his head "You were right" He opens his mouth but closes it "You were right all this time and I'm sorry I couldn't see it through, I'm sorry I did not take your words, I'm sorry I just kinda left and pushed your feelings aside, you deserve more, you deserve better but I can be better, I can be what you want, need and more if you want me to"
You started shaking your head, pushing him back from his chest when he tried to get closer to you.
"Pedri por favor, aquí no" (Pedri please, not here) "Pedri, stop. We don't have anything to say"
"Y/N, bonita, te lo suplico-" (I beg you-)
"Vamos al cuarto, ¿si? We can talk about whatever you want and then you leave" (Let's go to my room, yeah?)
"I don't want to leave without you"
You looked into his big brown eyes as he looked into your (Eye color) ones for a good while, you sighed before breaking eye contact
"But you have to" You said nodding slowly, Pedri shook his head
"Por favor" (Please) He whispered
"This way" You turned around walking away while Pedri watched your every move
You called the elevator and entered when it came, you turned to Pedri
"You wanna talk or not?"
Pedri nodded and walked towards it, he turned his head to look at you
"Do I have something on my face?" He hummed for a few seconds before answering
"You're beautiful" He ignored your words as you looked up at him
"Please, stop that"
"I-" He got cut off by the elevator doors opening
"This way" You said walking off as he only could follow you.
You stopped walking when you got to the door 408, with the key you opened it and then stepped inside letting the door open for him to come in as well.
You took a seat in the couch and patted the spot next to you, he took it and you both were silent.
"So... ¿Vamos a hacernos compañía o vas a decir lo que sea que quieres decir?" (Are we going to be each others company for now or you are going to speak whatever you want to say?)
"I'm sorry" He began "I fucked up. I should've listened to you and put Victoria a stop, I should've been more careful with you and your feelings, not passing through them and ignore them. I believe you, I always did and I always will do but it seemed so unreal that what I thought was my best friend, could do such a things, hurt the one I love and the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, when her whole life she was protecting me and supporting me through everything"
"If my family wasn't there, she was. If my family didn't have an advice, she had. And for you to just say she did this and said this was a whole different thing from what I knew from her that I just couldn't believe it. But it was truth. And I'm sorry once more"
"Y/N, I'll do anything for us, I'm not giving up, we're so good together, I love you so much and if only I could turn back in time and do everything right I would but I can't, however, I'm here to mend things, I'm not expecting you to forgive me and that's it. I'll earn that forgiveness, I'll protect us and I'll be better for you if you let me, please. I love you, I want you and I need you"
"It's not easy as you made it sound, Pedri"
"Pedro" You shook your head
"That's something only family and close friends can call you, right?"
"Don't do this, please"
"But you did it first" You said pushing your lips together. Those were the exact same words he had told you the night you left "You really hurted me and you just can't change that. Please, I think it's best if we let this go" You looked into his brown eyes as he was shaking his head "For both of our own goods"
"Not having you in my life it's not good for me"
"Maybe not but it's the correct thing to do" You said "I just can't trust you anymore, no matter what you do. You told me I wasn't the same girl you fell in love with, that says enough"
"But it's not true, I said it in the heat of the moment! You are still the same girl I fell in love with and you're still the same girl I want to do my life with"
You stood in silence for a few moments before you stood up "That hurt me a lot. Hearing the guy I'm terribly in love with say that I'm not that girl he fell in love with"
"Y/N-" He stood up from the couch as well
"It's done" Your voice cracked "You don't get to come here after doing that stunt back at your brother's birthday and once you realized I was in the right came straight back here to apologize, hoping for me to run back into your arms" You shook your head "You don't"
"Does he treat you good?" He said out of nowhere
"¿Acaso te la fumaste? ¿De quién estás hablando?" (Did you smoke it? Who are you talking about?) You said confused
"About your new friend! The one that appears in every single story of yours and on your posts!"
"Mason?"
"That same one" You laughed dryly
"He's gay" You blurted out "Believe me if he wasn't I would be already trying something with him since he does believe in me not like others"
"I said I was sorry"
"And I said that didn't make it. If you want me back you'll have to do a lot more than just apologizing, González"
"He seems to like you"
"He doesn't. He's here with his fiancée, they're celebrating their engagement" You remembered that night at your apartment, the night he showed you his new engagement ring and that same night he asked you to go to Venice with him and your family to get your mind out of your ex.
"I'm sorry"
"You like to apologize a lot and tend to not feel the sorry"
"I do am"
"Great, good for you. Can you please go now?" He shook his head
"No. I love you and I know I messed up but I can mend it, anything you want, think or say, I'll do it. I'll cross world wonders for you, oceans, vegetation, deserts, anything"
"I don't think you can do that, Pedri" You were at the verge of tears "I was hurt by every action and word you said, I reached the top and while I know you messed up, you could've prevented it and simply start acting like you should have but you didn't. And I can't handle that"
"Please" You said after a few minutes "I think it's time for you to go" You said walking away
He couldn't watch you walk away once more so he did what he had been wanting to do. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to him, in a hug.
"No"
"Let me go"
"No"
"Let me go"
"No" His grip got tighter on you as you were fighting and at the same time, enjoying being in your exlover's arms again.
His arms were your safe space and laying your head on his chest brought you peace but now all it brought back was hurt and pain.
Hurt and pain from the situation you were going through
"Pedro, please, let me go"
"I don't want you to leave me"
"I didn't left because I wanted to" Silence flowed in between the two of you as Pedri was crying into your neck "I did because you asked me to, you made me leave, you pushed me away when all I wanted and needed was you, to stay by your side and defend our relationship" You took a breath "None of that happened and now that I'm recovering from everything, I want you to leave, I want you to go away because I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me and just throws everything out of the window without listening first" You said with closed eyes and tears running down, he chocked on a sob
"I'm sorry" He cried "For everything. I should have done a lot of things and one of them was trust you, fight for you and our love but I'm here trying to fix it, to fix us, you were giving me your everything while I wasn't and now it's my turn to pay it back until we're all good. Please, I beg you, give me just one more chance to make everything right"
You looked into his eyes as he looked into yours "Please" He whispered with tears falling down his cheeks
You were going to hate yourself so much for this but you can't lie to yourself and say you didn't want, need or love him because you did with all of your body. You were aching for him, for his kisses, for his cuddles, for his warmth, his laugh, his bad jokes, his company and love. You needed him. You wanted him. You loved him. He was the one for you.
"Please" You said shaking your head "Don't you ever do that again to me" You whispered "'Cus this is your last chance, González. I don't care if I'm dying for you, if you do it one more time, you can swear to all of your ancestors I will not take you back" Pedro's face changed to one of relief and he pulled you into his hold tightly this time tears of happiness coming out of his eyes.
"Te amo, I always will" He said crying, kissing your neck, ear, cheek, nose "Thank you so much for this opportunity, I'm very sorry, amor" He said resting his forehead against yours "You'll not regret this, I promise"
"I better not be" You smiled softly "But don't get too ahead of yourself, Pedrito. You need to work for everything back"
"I'll do. I don't care, I charmed you once, I can do it twice" You smiled softly "I missed you so much" He said hugging you once more, his face rested inside your neck as you finally felt at peace, breathing properly and safely in your lover's arms.
You were about to reply when two knocks came in and then someone entered
"Y/N, cariño. We are going to be late for the trip, weren't you so excited to see Venice's bea-Oh! Am I interrupting something?" You pulled away from Pedri shaking your head
"Para nada, Mason" (Not at all) You smiled softly drying your tears "We're good"
Mason, the guy, turned around to look at Pedri and then to you as you softly nod locking hands with Pedri
"Pedro, this is my friend, Mason. Mase, this is Pedri"
"The asshole?"
"¡Ostias!" (F*ck!)
"You were pretty much an asshole" You defended Mason with a soft smile "We can't lie" You shrug your shoulders "What's up?"
"Venice's beaches. Coming?" You nod softly
"We'll be there in a little while" You smiled
"Great!" Mason smiled "Also Pedro..." Pedri's big brown eyes went to Mason's "Hurt her again and I'll make sure you'll never be able to play football again for what's rest of your life"
"I won't"
"You better" Mason said "If I was straight I would've gone straight away after her to get her" You laughed softly
"He got your point, Mase. Give us a few minutes, we'll be downstairs quickly" You said and once the door was closed you smashed yourself against Pedri's lips "Te quiero" You said "A lot" You smiled "Please, don't let me go"
"Never again"
And with his heart full, he felt as if the stars had alligned just for him, you were his angel and he'll take good care of you now. He lefthe left the hotel. All the luck his friend wished for you and all the praying he did, were enough. His world is and will not be the same without your presence, your kindness, your laughter, your smile and your love in it, he hated himself for what he had done but thank God you give him another chance. This time, he was surely not going to lose you this time.
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twstdwndrlndamateurs · 6 months
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Libro 7. Diasomnia
Cap. 7.75
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Castillo de la Rosa Salvaje
Cámara de su Alteza Real
Gobernanta del Abismo
“Canción de cuna pacífica”
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-Arrrg, duele…-gruñe Lilia- la magia de teletransporte aún no es buena para mis heridas.
Yuu: estáis bien?/los ojos me dan vueltas.
-¡Yuu!-grita Sebek- ¿estás mareado?¡Pronto estaremos frente al Señor Huevo!- Sebek se pone a lloriquear en cuanto se acuerda- aahh… Señor Huevo…¿dónde estará?…
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Una canción de cuna se escucha por los pasillos del castillo.
“Una cuna cálida, que regocija,
A la luz de las estrellas…”
-¿mmh?-Sebek levanta la cabeza-…¿una canción?
“…incluso ahora, que te miro a los ojos, estaremos juntos, no tengas miedo, incluso si despiertas de tu sueño.”
-…¡esta canción de cuna es…!-dice Silver.
“…duerme, duerme, mi amor,
duerme, duerme, mi amor.
Que camines hacia la luz,
que te guía en tus sueños.”
Yuu: es una hermosa voz para cantar/es una voz suave que canta.
-…aah, si quieres cantar, canta.-dice Lilia- Pero este no es el momento de hacerlo. Venga, ¡vamos todos!- Entran en una habitación grande, probablemente la dala del trono.- ¡Alteza Malenoa!¿Está bien?
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Un hada que se parece a Malleus aparece en escena y enseguida se cabrea con Lilia.
-¡Llegad tarde, Lilia!-grita.
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Rayo
-¡Uaa!-grita Lilia-¡Eso es peligroso!
Rayo
-¡Uaaa!-grita Grim-¡¿Qué…?!
-¡¿Dónde estabas cuando mi huevo y yo estábamos en peligro?!-chilla Malenoa.-¡Estúpido!- rayo- ¡Idiota!-rayo- ¡Pedazo de inútil!- rayo.
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Empieza a tirarles rayos a todos, incluidos los guardias, que enseguida se escapan. Lilia y los demás los esquivan como pueden.
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-¡Lo siento, su Alteza Malenoa!-grita Lilia-¡Llegué tarde porque el enemigo me tomó por sorpresa!
-¡No quiero escuchar ninguna excusa!-replica la Princesa-¡Eres una verguenza para la Guardia Imperia!
-¡Por favor, perdónenos,-grita Baul- Alteza Malenoa!¡Uaaah!-chilla cuando le cae un rayo encima.
-¡Aaaaah!-chilla Grim- ¡Es totalmente diferente de la voz que escuchamos antes!¿Seguro que eso es una princesa…?
-¡Ya te lo dije!-replica Lilia-¡Lo que de verdad me preocupa es mi vida y el castillo!
Parece que el Señor Huevo ha hecho algún ruido, porque Malenoa para y se vuelve dulce de nuevo.
-Oooh… ¿hice demasiado ruido? Ea, ea, buen chico.
-Ah…-Sebek y Silver se dan cuenta de lo que hay enfrente de ellos.
Yuu: ¿ese huevo será…?/¿es ese Tsunotaro antes de nacer?
-Estos inútiles -gime Malenoa- nos han arruinado nuestra siesta juntos.¿Verdad, Malleus?
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-¿Malleus?-pregunta Lilia.
-Es el nombre de mi Principito.- replica Malenoa- Suena bien para el que será el Señor del Valle de las Espinas, ¿verdad?
-Suena muy bonito ciertamente. -asiente Lilia- Pero, ¿príncipe?¿cómo sabe ya si va a ser heredero o heredera?
-El hada que crece dentro de este huevo es un Príncipe. -asevera Malenoa-Puedo sentirlo como madre. Estoy segura de que nacerá un hermoso macho que se parecerá mucho a Revaan.
-No puedo creerlo…-dice Sebek- ¿estoy presenciando el nombramiento del Joven Amo.?
Y ahí es cuando Malenoa por fin los mira.
-¿Eh?-dice-¿Quiénes son estos niños?¿Orejas redondas?¡¿Son humanos?!
-¡Aaaah!…-Grim grita de miedo-¡solo con que me mire se me pone la cola azul!
-Aunque sean humanos,-dice Lilia poniendose delante- no son enemigos. Los conocimos en la expedición y fueron de mucha ayuda.
-¡Mucho gusto en conocerla!¡Doy Sebek Zigbolt!- se presenta Sebek.
-Mi nombre es Silver, su Alteza.-se presenta Silver.
Yuu: Yuu y Grim/Grim es el jefe, Yuu el secuaz
-No abráis la boca sin permiso, humanos.-amenaza Malenoa. Es el colmo que me miréis a los ojos, deberíais arrodillaros.
Todos gritan sorprendidos cuando el hechizo de Malenoa los obliga a arrodillarse ante ella.
-¡Ah!-grita Silver-¡Mis rodillas tocaron el suelo sin darme cuenta!
-¡Aarg!-grita Sebek-¡…no puedo!¡no puedo respirar!
-¡Alteza Malenoa!-interviene Lilia, poniendo fin al hechizo-¡Basta de diversión!
Todos respiran asustados. Baul se les acerca.
-El odio de la Princesa hacia los humanos es considerable. Deberíais esperar fuera.
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lawafflee · 1 year
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Siempre te amaré. Todo lo que te escribía en mis cartas era real. Te quería en mi vida para todo. Quería que fueras mi compañero. Quería tener a Aleny. Quería todo contigo Kevin. Lamento haber ocasionado esto. No planeé nada. Todo salió mal. Y realmente espero ahora seas feliz sin mi a tu lado. Quiero verte bien, quiero verte feliz y si no es a mi lado trataré de comprenderlo... Me duele pero tengo que comprender que no te hice bien, sino, me seguirías eligiendo. Lamento mucho no haber Sido una buena novia. A mi manera estúpida te amé, al igual que tú siendo un idiota. Nos amábamos. Atesorare todo lo que vivimos en esos seis años con toda mi alma. Desde el primer momento en que me di cuenta que te quería para algo más hasta ahora viéndome llorar. En una ruptura alguien siempre pierde. Sabía que sería yo. Cuando me alejé de ti fue porque llegué a mi límite, no porque te dejé de amar. Cómo poder olvidarte? Después de tanto Kevin? Después de que formaste parte de mi familia?
Nunca te lo dije pero me gustaba verte dormir (siempre te dormías antes que yo)ver tus movimientos de sueño, tus ojitos semiabiertos y me sentía amada cada vez que tomaba mis manos al acostarte. 
Me causaba ternura que quisieras que me tirara un pedo en tu cara😂 quien rayos te dice eso? Solamente tú podías hacerlo xD
Guardaré todo mi amor por ti Kevin, en serio, y aunque me duela en el alma que yo haya ocasionado que decidas alejarte. Tengo que aceptarlo, no tengo de otra. Solo que si, te amo. Te amo. Estoy completamente enamorada de ti. Y quisiera ser tuya para siempre. Porque también amo eso, me encantaba ser de ti. Que me tocaras solo tú. Que solo mi Kevin tenga el poder de tocar mi cuerpo desnudo. Era feliz siendo tuya Kevin. Te amo y siempre te amaré a pesar de que seas tan idiota.
Eres un hombrecito muy resentido, muy sensible, pero cuando quieres , quieres en serio, de eso sí me pude dar cuenta. A veces necesitas que te den un empujoncito para que hagas bien las cosas pero luego de eso eres un buen chico, solo que si, medio borrachito, y hey... Tienes que aprender a controlar eso, ten mucho cuidado con eso por favor, y moderate con el tema de las drogas x.x 
Espero tu mami se recupere pronto, yo sé que te preocupa mucho... No te psicosees tanto con eso si? No pienses lo peor, trata de ver lo positivo...
Lamento también haber Sido tanta necia con el tema de tu hermana, no me daba cuenta que eso no te hacía bien, debí pensar en lo que hacía feliz pero me cerré en todo y te pido perdón. Si pudiera retroceder el tiempo haría cualquier cosa para que cambie todo. Pero no puedo, nuevamente tengo que aceptarlo. No sabes de cuánto me arrepiento de no haberte hecho feliz.
Tendré en mi corazón y alma la forma en que sonreías y me mirabas en los primeros meses de estar juntos. Nadie me había mirado con tanto amor en mi vida, te lo juro. Yo pensaba solo en: soy de aquí y era feliz y me fuiste enamorándome así poco a poco. Sin querer queriendo ya estaba embarrada de tu amor. 
Me hiciste sentir muy amada en serio. Yo pensé que nadie me iba a querer porque era gorda. Nadie se fijaba en mi por eso. Pero a ti no te importó. Me amaste así como era, siendo yo misma. Y así, yo también me enamoré de ti. El ser nosotros mismos fue un pluss que nadie nos lo va a quitar, por eso lo nuestro era muy especial.
Yo me sentía dichosa por nuestra relación, la sentía bastante única, porque todos son parejas normales que se conocen y ya, pero nosotros no fuimos así, lo hicimos mejor y fue hermoso, fue muy bello.
No quiero que te quedes con un mal recuerdo de mi la verdad. Recuérdame siempre como tú Noreey gordita, la que hace bolas de papel, la que no sabe comer, la chica intensa, y no sé que más...
Para mí fuiste lo mejor que me pudo pasar, no me tocó un mal hombre. Me quisiste para bien. Y me dabas paz en la mayor parte del tiempo... En tus brazos yo siempre me sentía muy tranquila, eres muy cálido. Tu presencia lo siento como un día cálido... Ajá! Así lo puedo describir... Cómo esos días en los que sales y no hay mucho ni tanto solo, con el clima ideal dónde puedes salir a leer o a escuchar música en un parque
Así me sentía yo cuando estabamos felices y bonitos
Yo espero que dentro de todo todo lo que ha pasado, captes mi lado bueno, la que te hizo tu primera fiesta sorpresa con tu familia, cuando fuimos al ULTRA, la que te acompaño a tu graduación y grito fuerte cuando llamaron tu nombre. 
La que te cargó una vez en año nuevo estando borracho👺, la que te dió muchas cartas de amor, la que te presentó a su familia tóxica, la que te acompañó a Zúñiga cuando tus abuelos se fueron, la que se preocupa por ti si no llegabas a casa. La que reía contigo con las bromas que solo tú y yo entendemos. La que se ponía intensa y bonita cuando no le prestabas atención😂 la que se arreglaba para ti, la que te dió mucho amor y sexo bonito y muchos momentos que compartimos juntos.
Te amo, eso es. Simplemente te amo y no hay nadie que me quite eso.
Te mando un enorme beso y abrazo. Eres un chico del que cualquier chica se sentíria afortunada de tener. Yo fui una de ellas y me siento orgullosa de haberte tenido porque fuiste un gran novio a pesar de todo. Siempre quisiste lo mejor para mí y respetaste todo lo que yo quise. Y mi muestra de amor ahora... Será dejarte ir para que puedas ser feliz como mereces. Te amo mi amor. Eres y siempre serás el amor de mi vida. Te amo. Adiós.
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