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Be a foster carer they said, it's a good thing they said.
DON'T PAY ME ANYTHING FOR OVER SIX MONTHS AND STILL GIVE ME ANOTJER SIX WEEKS AVERAGE WAIT BEFORE I'LL SEE A PENNY BUT HEY HO KEEP CARING FOR THE CHILD (wh you love, so yeah you're gonna do this) ENJOY BEING IN DEBT AND ARREARS AND HAVING AN OVERDRAFT AND LITERALLY HAVING £50 TO LAST A MONTH WITH £30+ IN BILLS STILL TO COME OUT OF YOUR ACCOI T HAHAAJAJSHSH
So.
Yeah, things are going great for me.
#I love this child and I will starve for her#But also I have been fucked around by Social Services something fucking AWFUL#It's ridiculous it really is#Six fucking MONTHS#And they're just “oh well gotta wait longer haha”#Not given me any places to go to#No emergency info to draw on#Fuckin nothin#And like... Wowsa#Welcome to social services in the UK#They're great 🙃
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Hello hello, S5 ep 9 let's-a-go! Warning, this one is BRUTAL. QXT: Macaque, what are you doing! M: Xiaotian, stop! You don’t need to do this. QXT: I do need to do this! M: I did tell you before to make your own choices, but this isn’t the way Xiaotian! QXT: You don’t understand. If I don’t do this, everyone will be done for! Everything will be destroyed! M: It doesn’t always have to be you! There’s always another way! QXT: But this is the only way! M: That’s not true. You don’t get it! Nines: Who says…*interrupts/traps* ...he doesn’t get it? Not bad. Who taught you that trick? Who did you make a deal with? M: What deal? Nines: Well, that’s not important. Everything’s ending soon anyways. The Harbinger of Chaos knows his mission. Only by sacrificing himself will you all be able to live. Nines is a real piece of work, making it seem like MK has a choice. That he doesn't care what he does, okay bud. Says that he's tired of being controlled by others LOL. Oh, the irony is enough to make this EP taste metallic. Tired of humans locking themselves in cages, ignoring chaos and destiny, etc. The quiet, seething way Macky asks "what deal?" almost seems guarded. Haha, perhaps he knows. MK saying "not this time" feels like a parallel to another episode, but I can't put my finger on it. Maybe something Wukong said? Yeah, that sounds right. "Sorry bud. Not this time." Yeah, S3 no? Wasn't there something like that?SWK: Xiaotian, no! Macky, watching this: *sighs* Even if this doesn’t work, I still gotta give it a shot. HELLO SIR YOU TOTALLY KNOW WHAT IS UP WITH YOUR WEIRD POWERS HUH? I'm skipping some parts, mostly the gang and Nine bc this ep is loaded, but note the way Mac's shadows infiltrate and surround the midsection where the power core usually is. SWK: Huh? What? My boi just turned himself into a shadowy nuclear bomb. I don’t like his prospects for the next season. Nines: You- what did you do? Why have I been separated from the chaos? I- I can’t feel it anymore! What did you do?! *screams lungs out as Macky gasps for breath on the ground.* HELLO MACKY IS MY POWER STEALING HC TRUE???? AYOOOOO Nine's is really flipping here, voice going all glitchy, robotic and echo-y. SWK: Macaque, you good? M: What are you waiting for? Stop Xiaotian! It's all about the tentative way Wukong steps forward and asks and Macky is clearly unwell...Is it worse or better than he was down for longer after fighting possessed!Wukong so we couldn't see his half-lidded eyes/struggle for air. He got himself up in the background of the SunBurst hug in a way that could be memed, but this? Nope. I brought it up bc I wanted to see if possessed!Wukong was holding back bc someone said he was re: laser eyes, maybe they meant him not using it until that fight, or the slow way(?) it charged up bc some part of him didn't want to kill Macky, idk. SWK: I won’t let you sacrifice yourself! QXT: Don’t stand in my way, Monkey King. Please. SWK: Not a chance, Xiaotian. You never abandoned me, and I won’t ever abandon you. QXT: Don’t force my hand, Monkey King. EVILLLLLL. JUST LIKE WUKONG SAID TO MACAQUE- don’t make me do this, Liu’er! SWK: No, Xiaotian. Don’t force mine. DOUBLE EVIL OH MY GOSH HE SAID THE THING AND HIS EYES WENT BRIGHT GOLD HE MEANS BUSINESS. They gave us serious scary Wukong FR.
I’m starting to see how things so easily went wrong for Macky. Wukong does NOT play around, even if you’re MK. Seeing him use the same spell LBD used to trap Macky on top of all this is making me LOSE IT.
QXT: No! No! SWK: There is still a lot I haven't taught you yet. QXT: Monkey King, please! This is my destiny! This is the only way! Let me just say I HATE the expressions Wukong has been making this entire episode. They're ruining me. This one too. SWK: Yes. You're right. It seems like this really is the only way to save everyone. QXT: Then- Then let me go! SWK: Nuwa, or destiny. No matter how you look at it, as long as we came from the same stone... QXT: What? SWK: You don't have to bear this destiny. Let me bear it. QXT: No! Monkey King! SWK: This world needs you, Xiaotian. Thanks...for everything. QXT: Monkey King! Stop, please! THE DRAMA FLUFFY THE DRAMA-! AND WUKONG IS CRYING AS HE FLIES AWAY- and then MK USES THE FREAKING SPELL. I swear everybody is trying to hurt each other and squabbling for the right of who gets to sacrifice themselves first and I'm FLIPPING. WHAT IS THIS?!?!?! This is what happens when you put two sacrificial morons with personal issues in a room together. SWK: No! Xiaotian! No! No! Stop Xiaotian! QXT: I'm sorry. I will be the one to bear my destiny. SWK: Stop! Don't Xiaotian! So anyways, Fluffs. We had all this angsty audio about Wukong crying/yelling if MK got hurt taken from Goku...and now we have to HEAR IT FOR REAL. And like, his VA is seriously good and I think I'll be crying for months if I heard that. I'm going to be crying to YOU about it and that is a threat. We'll cry together. I can kind of see Buddhist influence here since the cycle of reincarnation, while normal here for the characters, is actually the goal to "escape from." So to MK, it's not a good thing. Asides from how much angst Wukong gets from it. You would think it'd be like "oh I get to meet my friends in the next life" but nada, MK here is shook by it. Tho maybe it's because it's not natural, letting them live out to the end, but forcing it early?
OH MY GOD EPISODE 9
I TOOK ALL THE SUNBURST DUO SCREENSHOTS THAT MADE ME FERAL
like…..HELLO?????? 911?????? THERE’S BEEN A MURDER
AND THE FUCKING EXPRESSION BEFORE THE FIGHT🫠🫠🫠🫠 I AM SOBBING
[forgive me for the bad quality 🤧]
AND SWK SO READY TO TAKE MK’S OLAXE BECAUSE “hey, we’re from the same stone, so this destiny of yours should also be tied to me” AND WHAT IF I DIED???? WHAT IF THIS DIALOGUE STABBED ME???? LMK ANSWER FOR YOUR CRIMES
and the way Macky mourned Wukong privately while everyone else cried for MK (bc they assumed the Pillar repairing itsel meant swk failed) since he knew the Monkey King would try to take MK’s place i— 🫠
also Pigsy trying to change MK’s mind and when that didn’t work:
SOMEBODY SEDATE ME 😭
THATS HIS SON!!!! THATS HIS LITTLE BOY WHO LOVES NOODLES AND SUCKS AT DELIVERING THEM AND SPENDS MOST IF HIS WORK HOURS LISTENING TI TABG’S STORIES BUT PIGSY WOULDNT HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY
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also i think @/lunarwandering mentioned this in a post of theirs but Nines is so confusing lmaooooo like bro 🤨 do you or do you not want MK to sacrifice himself???? “i am giving you the choice he free!!! but i will also make sure to stop your friends from stopping me and you from operation Commit Die!”
the way he snaps at being called a monster 👀 Nines please share in a way that isn’t the Allegory of the Cave (like sir, that is Greek Philosophy come on) (tho interesting that the borders of the “cave” from ep8 looked like Nuwa 👀
ans Nines clearly has some beef with Nuwa 👀 so. what’s up with that)
i have so many questions about Nines
#lmk#lmk s5#lmk spoilers#lmk s5 spoilers#lmk season 5#lmk season 5 spoilers#lmk mk#lmk sun wukong#lmk sunburst duo#sunburst duo#asks#FINALLY WATCHED EP9 WITH SUBTITLES#I FEEL SO ENLIGHTENED#NOW I JUST NEED EP10#Also#nif MK sacrificing himself asking Nuwa for reassurance that he did the right thing and Nuwa says yes but when he says ‘oh good my friends’#we see Nuwa’s smile take a sad turn and she goes ‘oh….no my child. they are not safe but you have restored the cycle tho!’ and MK just#look at him terrified bc he fought swk to ensure his mentor and friend would survive everything#but now he learned that was NEVER the case#his role in this play was always meant to be the end#and It makes me thing of Nines#was he the first? did he witness all because Nuwa thought it would be good for him to understand his role but didn’t realize that meant#Nines would grow attached to the world he was born in and later regret helping them with continuing the reincarnation cycle?#idk#food for thought
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happy holidays! always thinking of javi and dulzura this time of year (well all the time but especially now haha) - I know they're in their matching holiday sweaters with all their kiddos!
thank you so much, love! i hope you had a great holiday as well 💕i miss them too, they’re my fave little family. enjoy a little blurb with them! javi x dulzura masterlist
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“You’re trying not to cry, aren’t you?” Javi had slipped into the living room behind you, wrapping an arm around your waist as he pulled you into his strong, warm body.
“Shut up,” you said without even a hint of malice, “look at them. They’re so precious, they’re ours, we made them.”
The scene in front of you was definitely adorable; your children, all five of them, were sitting near the Christmas tree, patiently waiting for the okay to open presents. Breakfast was first, as you’d reminded them, but they were just too excited to see what Santa had brought. They were all wearing matching pajamas, as were you and Javier. You’d almost lost it when Javi had come home with matching sets for all seven of you, including baby Bella.
“We sure did,” Javier chuckled warmly and pressed a kiss to the side of your head, “but you did all the hard work, really. I just contributed.”
“You contributed almost too much,” you turned your head to look at him, “I carry them - suffering, mind you - for nine months and they all take after you. Every single one of them.”
“Strong genes,” Javier joked before turning you around to kiss you properly, “but if it’s any consolation, I’m pretty sure Bella looks more like you.”
“Well thank you for giving me one of them,” you teased, softly dropping your voice, “you know, if we really wanted to, we could have another and see who they would take after. Maybe it's my genes’ turn.”
“Baby,” he groaned softly as you just beamed at him, “Dulzura, don't say things like that to me. It's not fair.”
“You just like seeing me pregnant,” you took his face in your hands before kissing his cheeks, “Javier-”
“Mama! When are we opening presents, we've been waiting forever,” Lucia thought she was being sneaky as she moved closer to the pile of presents.
“Lucia,” you tutted at her, “I see one finger on those presents, mija, and Santa is taking all the presents back.”
She gasped softly as she practically jumped away, “sorry mama.”
“I'm hungry,” Santi perked up as you looked at your husband, “I want pancakes…please.”
“You heard your son,” you ushered Javier towards the kitchen, “he's hungry. Don't let your children starve.”
“Are you going to help me?” He raised an eyebrow as you stepped towards the kids, “oh really.”
“I gotta make sure they stay alive,” you sat down next to them and Diego immediately crawled into your lap as Thea snuggled up to your side, “I'm their mother after all.”
“You're something else,” he came over and scooped Bella into his arms, causing her to giggle happily, “it won't be much longer.”
“I love you!” You called after his retreating back, “so much!”
“Yeah, yeah!”
“Say it back!”
“I love you too, Dulzura,” he stuck his head around the corner before smiling softly at you, “so much.”
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I finished watching Umbrella Academy season 3 ep10. Here is a compilation of my reactions.
(not in order probably, just what i can remember)
-hello klaus nice to see you
-no don't ring the bell DON'T RING THE BELL WHY
-i was just beginning to like the old man
-then he is bad guy
-i'm sad
-finally allison is acting like a rational human being again
-diego you're stupid what if a sword swingin samurai dude breaks down the closet door? lila should stick with you so that she can mimic your power THIS IS STUPID
-wait how does lila mimic viktor's power without viktor using it at the time? eh whatever
-yes five you finally realised that the pattern on the flamingo is the same as the tattoo on your 100 year old self muahaha i knew that for a few episodes
-ew cockroaches
-do married people always have to kiss? aye if you're gonna do it, do it quickly. thank you.
-stand on them stars :D
-allison is not the chosen one :o
-hurry up five go teleport onto the sta- OH SHIT HIS ARM
-FIVE LOST HIS ARM
-OH GOD FIVE LOST HSI ARM
-ok he teleport onto the star yes
-wHAt why is hotel orange
-it's a machine from another universe???
-oh god they're dying oh god
-the acting is really good
-ALLISON SAVE THEM
-i really hate the reginald man
-GO ALLISON GO
-HAH why is the blood green? eh whatever
-five are you okay viktor are you okay
-don't press that button allison
-i like how the yelling overlaps
-oop she pressed the button
-allison are you hallucinating? also what is going on?
-the hell is this place
-narcissistic shit putting a bust of your own face in a place you built
-FIVE LOST HIS ARm oh wait he got it back
-does sloane no longer exist? since the universe reset?
-luther, the boy has just been through a traumatic incident. he lost his fricking arm. do not harass him further.
-oh no teleporty boy cannot teleport
-i like how five not being able to blink is just aidan gallagher acting out teleporting every time
-go watch the videos of him acting and you'll see
-they all got turned off creative mode by reggie
-viktor just stands there lookin at his hands
-allison? where did she go? is she dead??
-klaus being like 'aww i'm no longer immortal dammit it was getting good too!'
-k bye everyone see you at the next wedding or funeral
-damn right viktor that old man's an asshole
-he's also alive apparently
-who is that? grace? she also looks like sissy? or sloane? huh? what?
-next day: i realised that it's abigail the girl on the moon, stupid me haha
-thanks people for telling me in the tags
-did you guys see the ending where ben is sitting on the train looking all emo and cool
-what he reading there
-well i'm kinda sad now. gotta wait till 2024 for new content
-why is everyone simping for five btw that's kind of questionable
-and people are simping for aidan gallagher too? which is very questionable
-well time to sleep :D
#five hargreeves#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#tua#tuamre#tua mass rewatch extravaganza#five tua#viktor hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#allison hargreeves#reginald hargreeves#sloane hargreeves#diego hargreeves#lila pitts#luther hargreeves#there are SO MANY people
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So my roommate and I are quarantined together because we both got COVID together, and I convinced them to listen to the entirety of Epic: the Musical (which, if you didn't know, is a musical retelling of the Odyssey and is full of absolutely GORGEOUS music made by extremely skilled peoples, but it is a retelling of the Odyssey so it gets dark and sad sometimes). They then did so in one sitting, and I wrote down their comments for the entire time because we were stuck together and they had a lot to say. (Don't worry, they gave permission for me to post this to "the forums" because the people would like it, even though I didn't ask to. Great fun, this roommate.)
(I think it's worth noting that I've gotten into the habit of saying "like the musical?" whenever they say "epic", which is quite frequently. We happen to be the pinnacle of humor.)
If you still haven't listened to Epic, go do that and then come back here (it's only a little under 2 hours as of writing this!). The following contains spoilers up through the Wisdom Saga and Hold Them Down (which has not been released yet but there are clips, and I hope that's the actual title but I don't know).
Final warning! Go listen to it if you haven't! You can find it on YouTube and Spotify, probably other places as well but those are the ones I know of.
Heads up for strong language. My roommate swears.
"Full speed ahead = this guy loves his wife"
"Fire but no smoke???? Guys do NOT go to that island"
"Bro do not go to the cave. Bro, they're going to the cave, fucking idiots."
"Bruhhhh… all his men are getting hit by the club! Dumbass. That's why you don't go into the fucking cave."
"Broooo… these guys are DEFINITELY gonna open the bag! I mean cuz there are like four other parts… so there's no way they make it home."
"Bruh… fucking idiots… opening the bag!"
"Yoooo, Poseidon just showed up!"
"Wouldn't you like is FIREEEE"
"Brooo… this guy's gonna cheat on his wife with a nymph."
"Bro this guy's cheatin' on his wife! This guy's cheatin' on his wife! Guys! This guy's cheatin' on his wife!"
"Mmmm… is he gonna cheat on his wife? I feel like it's implied that he's gonna cheat on his wife. Because that's what happened in the book, he had sex with everybody. Then he got home and got mad at his wife. But HE'S the slut!"
"Oh he's not cheating on his wife."
"Bruh… he lowkey wants to cheat on his wife. He kinda wants to cheat on his wife! Okay, whatever."
"Oh, well the prophet is dead. Oh shit they gotta go to the underworld!"
"Uh oh it's the underworld time! Wait I'm almost at the Monster Energy song."
"Oh shit 558 men died because of this guy? Oh it's all his dead men being like, what the hell."
"BRUHHH HIS MOM DIED??? Goddamn. Bruh his mom died while he was gone, that's so sad!"
"Come on… come on… monster! Yes!"
"Whatever. No longer you is taking 3 million years to end, hurry up!"
They made this instead of listening to the song and had to go back to actually hear it:
"Well now he's gonna be evil for real because everyone's telling him ruthlessness is mercy. And he's like, well if everyone's telling me to do it."
"Ooh thunder saga, I bet it's Zeus. Epic Zeus moment!"
"Wait he has a daughter? I thought he had a son. Oh I bet it's an evil siren thing."
"Bro he's getting tricked, his ass is getting tricked!"
"This guy's… this guy's crazy. This guy's getting tricked! It's not Penelope!"
"Oh he knew that, he knew it. Whatever. Whatever. Okay. It's so fucking emo."
"Haha he doesn't have a daughter. I remembered."
"Bruh, everyone's mad at him for missing his wife. You'd let your men die to see your wife? Um, why don't you just survive? Skill issue."
"Oh my god fucking dumbass killed the cow. Idiot idiot idiot. Apollo's gonna get your fucking ass. Dude! These guys keep killing cattle that don't belong to them."
"Ooh this is awesome. Odysseus has to choose between his own life and his men. I feel like he's gonna choose his own life. Because they all suck and they're fucking stupid."
"Oooh, who is he gonna choose, I feel like he's gonna choose himself! Because his crew is all fucking stupid!"
"(gasp) he picked himself! Because he loves his wife so much!"
"(gasp)"
"Oh it's his son or whatever."
"Everyone wants to fuck his mom!"
"Don't call her a tramp."
"Awesome Athena moment."
"No, Athena! Don't blame yourself for Odysseus being a piece of shit. He kinda did that to himself."
"Is it mean to think his son is kind of annoying?"
"I just like Athena when she's being kind of mean. Like I don't care that she's being nice right now."
"Bruh! Oh my god he just keeps getting trapped. Stupid."
"Everyone wants Odysseus. I feel like it would be more interesting if he cheated on his wife."
"I guess it would be too much like Hamilton if he cheated on his wife."
"Bro he's gonna kill himself!"
"That's so annoying. If he's just gonna kill himself after killing all his men… I don't know…"
"Oh Aphrodite's voice is so epic."
"Oh they just made him not cheat on his wife so that Hera would like him!"
"That was fire! That was pretty epic!"
Bonus, re: Telemachus Me: "Be nice to him!" Them: "I'll probably like him more after they try to kill him. You can write that one down too."
#epic the musical#epic musical#text post#wr3nns ramblings#they really enjoyed it. their favorite was Wouldn't You Like (an absolute banger)#they have now listened to it 35 times according to Spotify. For reference they listened to all of Epic on September 05#the ones they saved are Just A Man; My Goodbye; Wouldn't You Like; and Thunder Bringer. Good taste#also they wanted to tell everyone to watch Better Call Saul. I am but the messenger#they've been introducing me to it recently (because quarantine and we are going crazy) and it's been such an experience#My favorites are Warrior of the Mind; the entire Ocean Saga but especially Storm; Wouldn't You Like; Puppeteer; Monster; Scylla;#Mutiny; and Little Wolf#I know it's so hard to pick. Storm and Monster might be my all-time favorites though#but you have to listen to them in order or it won't make sense. when I was first introduced to Epic through a WolfyTheWitch animatic it was#NOT in order. and it continued that way with animatics until I recently went through the entire thing and suddenly it all made sense#good musical. highly recommend#long post#read more#image
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I haven’t read anything about this au other than the fic itself, so I had no idea Applekit and Eeltail were trans! I love the culture you’ve given RiverClan, with the influence of Riverstar having made them diverse compared to ThunderClan. It’s so cool! I hope Appledusk gets walloped so hard that Mapleshade manages to kill his body and his spirit in one fell swoop and he doesn’t even get to experience an afterlife.
heheh I think some people may have picked up on Applekit/Applefrost being trans, since he's described as a tom by word-of-god, but I initially described him as a she-cat! Or maybe not, since Applefrost, Willownose, and Shyheart never appear on-page, and are only named in the family tree, and some people didn't even know they were canon characters haha
And Eeltail, I wanted to bring it up in the story eventually. I always pictured her taking the foster-queen role because she's unable to have kits herself, but really likes caring for them and along with it being fulfilling and enjoyable, helps her feel assured in herself as a she-cat. AND it provides a good support network for cats like Darkstar, who didn't want kits, or Reedshine, who wanted to be a mentor alongside raising her kits. But she's not a full-time queen, she likes being a warrior too, when there's no kits to be cared for! I really love Eeltail, she's grown to be one of my favorites as I write. I low-key kinda ship her with Reedshine... I could see the two maybe having crushes on each other as apprentices, and there's still some lingering affection from that. (they're the ultimate bi4bi femme couple)
I also wanted to add some contrast between ThunderClan and RiverClan!! Petalpaw's lived in RC longer than she was in TC, but her super early moons spent in TC still really set the tone for what she expects haha. I see Oakstar's ThunderClan as a very utilitarian society. You get up, you eat, you work, you go back to bed, you repeat. This is a result of Oakstar and his predecessors, Seedstar and Redstar, who I imagine cracked down hard on Making ThunderClan Strong after Morningstar's feeble borders causing famine. Overall, the culture is very conservative and xenophobic! (But that's not to say all ThunderClan cats agree with this - I will be exploring it more in my FreckleFic, how the TC cats cope with living in such a strict society)
Meanwhile, RiverClan is a more generous, "relaxed" society - they have ample food, usually even in leafbare. They've managed to hold on to Riverstar's original mission, which was to provide a home for cats of all kinds. Thunderclan would consider them indulgent and lazy - RiverClan cats love things that are fun and beautiful. They think there's more to life than just the bare necessities. even things that ARE required, they like to take the extra time to make it beautiful, like their nests and dens. They're also more accepting of cats being queer - though this is a bit generational, as the elders are still iffy on it.
And oh yes, Appledusk will get his just desserts. But how will Mapleshade's Vengeance vary from canon? We'll just have to wait and see. Well, I don't have to wait. I already know what happens. But the rest of you gotta sit tight while i write it! Thanks so much for reading my fic, so glad you enjoyed it <3
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OH GOD Dazaiiiiiii. I hope you can't see how red my face is right now.... Umm yes. I. I wouldn't mind that. You know I'll malfunction if you say stuff like thatttttttttttt 😭😭
For real though that sounds even better. Entering into the afterlife with someone I adore AND while enjoying beach!!! It just sounds so peaceful? AND painless. Now this has become my top favourite method of unaliving. 🥳
Drowning is still second favourite though 😌
However............... I actually can't exactly try unaliving cause... Well. I made a promise to my friends... I think it's a similar matter with you? You made a promise that you are trying to fulfil too, right? So.... I guess we both have to stay in this world for a little longer then....
And cooking. Haha yes. I think one can't truly learn cooking without burning stuff first. I too almost burnt my house down when I initially started💀
I'd like to try your instant ramen tho👀
If that's alright with you.... No pressure.
Do you add any personal touches to your instant ramen? Cause I think you still might have a good understanding of flavours. 👀And if needed, I can help too. It might be fun? Cooking together.... We can make crab ramen? 👀
(To the admin- HMFHKOUGCUOYXIXR THANKS! I think you are really cool and sweet too!! I'm glad to be back!! I had tons of assignments 💀 Alas, student life is a hectic one. )
-🥀
red-faced from a remark as simple as that? maybe I do need to kiss you.
drowning is a classic, it takes a while and it's unbearably painful in the last seconds but it's quite a good starter method, if I do say so myself.
it's lovely you made a promise like that, truly. I hope you find happiness here in this life long enough to live out the promise.
my ramen is pretty basic, I just have the broth and water. sometimes I'll eat the noodles raw, they're rather lovely. other times maybe I'll add an egg, but usually nothing fancy.
whats your favourite dish to make, would you say?
( haha yeah, school life is kicking everyone in the ass. gotta wait for the terms to be over I suppose. )
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okay im typing this in my notes app but im reading burning gold
this is just going to be me screaming and going “i like this” so uh yeah enjoy!
THE TREES ARE WATCHING
also i didn’t read the summary or the tags i like to just go in blind (is this stupid? yes do i do it anyways? yes)
okay your descriptions are like heavenly they scratch an itch in my brain like idk the way you pick apart the world and describe it in a way that feels natural is just so eieisjwidj like i always have to take a moment to just read it and let it soak
TALLULAH MY BABY
wall of trees you say 🤨 that emoji is my fav it’s so silly
PEOPLE!
oh a machete! that’s my favorite way to greet people too!
CREEPER MINECRAFTS GRIM REAPER sorry it’s late
ive watched qsmp but habe not watched in a while so im just smiling and nodding as i figure out who these characters are i really gotta get back on that
WUALCIRYI wow way to go with the spelling there. what i meant to say was QUACKITY
WOAH! abandonment and theft that’s wild wilbur
one night stand you say 🤭 ive been using that emoji too much man
PHILZA MINECRAFT!
TILIN
wait why am i reading in silence where is my bg music
i have no clue what’s going on not for lack of the story but because i just zoned out
tallulah and eye contact so something about something yeah go me
AWKWARD EX SITUATION I LOVE PHIL
something something about the gold that was on those trees earlier right maybe something something can’t wait to figure out what is going on
tallulah is not like other girls that’s what im gathering she got that ichor blood presumably bc wilbjr is being dicey af
TOUR MY LITTLE MUSIC MAN
eye balls
GOOD PERSON WILBJR!
wilbjr come close you can tell me *puts ear as close to him as possible*
SHAKES HIM AGGRESSICELY TELL EM
TALLULAH IS INFECTED ISNT SHE
LEABE HER WITH THEM?? THAT IS MY CHILD SHE IS NOT GOING ANYJEUW THEY ARE MY FAV LITTLE PAIR
my darling lil girl infected but alive like a cool kid
OH!
haha how silly… how did that happen? HAHA!
GOLD EYES THE LITTLE CHILDRNE JUST LIKE MY DARLING TALLULAH
TJE tkost tiltin:( WOW MY SPELLING IS BAD IM SO SORRY
yay! happy ending! i love your worldbuilding it’s so aifiqjrjwjfjwdj this was great thank you for the serotonin
this was longer than intended my apologies
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I've always thought aspen trees are super pretty but also extremely unsettling with the way their trunks look like they're covered in eyes. I knew I wanted the forest to be an aspen forest bc of how gorgeous aspen forests look in the fall with the contrast of the bright orange leaves and the white trunks, and I thought the eyes in the bark just lended itself super well to the idea of the trees 'watching' everyone around them
honestly going in blind can be very fun I hope it made the fic more enjoyable for you!!
aaa ty I loved playing around with the descriptions in this one shot
LMAO yeah there are a lot of qsmp people here who you might be confused by if you don't watch qsmp regularly or haven't seen it in a while
philza voice: I Know What You Are
I really enjoyed playing around with the foreshadowing and worldbuilding elements of this one. specifically with the gold by mentioning the tree covered in the stuff at the very beginning, but it not being properly discussed till later on. then the little hints that something's going on with tallulah but trying my best not to make it obvious until the very end. a lot of fun balancing aspects there lol
I'm so glad you enjoyed!! ty for giving your thoughts this was very fun for me to read :)
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Minesweeper and Life
Minesweeper. You all know it right? ..that addicting little game found in everyone's PC and stuff?
..well… when i first had my VERY FIRST PC 9 years ago [i think] …that's when i first saw it..
well. back then, i TOTALLY didn't understand how to play it. why? because i'm the type of person who don't like reading the directions and stuff. i like to "discover" how to do things WITHOUT the help of the manual/directions…
so. i just clicked.. and clicked…. and clicked. ..naturally. i never won 0_0 so, i never played it again. LOL…
so. 2 nights ago. i played it here on my laptop.. and i.. won o_0 yeah.. i know. lameness. but i did. haha… then i GOT IT. LOL…. i finally understood how to play that game >_>
anyway..so..life. it's been more than a month. my mom's coming soon. but. first things first.
i'm finally getting used to living here again. ^_^ like for example.. i'm no longer uncomfortable when i go eat at some fast food place unlike my first experience when i got back o_o so, now. i just order… then eat normally… then leave… oh. and i no longer answer the cashier/waiter in english when they ask me "what can i do for you" or something. haha… and i no longer look or notice when someone speaks Tagalog.. coz good Lord.. everyone almost always does [unless of course they're foreigners and speak Korean or something] ….and i'm used to the heat. the thunderstorms. and the floods. LOL… now that i look back… it seemed like i was "site-seeing" when all i was looking at was the flooded streets during my 1st week back..hahaha
oh. and i don't use the internet as often anymore. i ACTUALLY watch TV now…. and i read the newspaper regularly. [just like 5 years ago when i was living here still]
still. i haven't "hang out" with the "normal" people yet..so to speak… which is why i can't wait to go home to the province.. or at least go out with some of my friends… but. not yet. noone knows i'm here yet soooo…. i suppose i gotta endure staying here at home.. >_> ..untill my mom comes… anyway. haha..
see ya……….. ^^
PS. Minesweeper Online link for those who want to play online!
PPS. This blog was originally posted on DeviantArt.
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Hi! Don't know if you're doing requests now or if this will interest you but... How about a Bokuto x male reader where Bokuto is usually the top when they do it but the one time he bottoms for the reader, he just can't get enough and started to beg to be fucked all the time. Maybe when they're all alone in the locker room
Its okay if you can't haha
songbird, (nsfw) bokuto x top!male reader
pronouns: he/him (FEMALE ORIENTED DNI!!)
warnings: begging, reader is a bottom to begin with, public sex (?) (fucking in a locker room where no ones there), creampie, a tiny bit of overstimulation, degredation if u squint and praise. spit as lubrication, finger sucking.
a/n: i’m writing this at 2 am with like no energy left whatsoever please excuse me if the quality isnt as good as usual and it’s a bit shorter i swear i’m trying my best im not trynna rush requests i just have a lot and theres too many things i need to work on :(
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"heh? look at you now kou'...cock dripping precum and i'm not even touching it! how cute~"
"p-please y/n just start moving already i want it so bad…" bokuto whimpered, settled on your cock while you relaxed on the bench.
"if you say so, my little songbird."
dating bokuto was pretty much a dream of yours. something about his positive and silly personality really made you fall in love with him. you weren't able to confess until second year when your friends pushed you. only to find out the owl looking man had a crush on you too. which explains why he was always more cheery around you than other people, maybe a little too much but you didn't mind.
your relationship fostered quickly due to the two of you already being friends and on the volleyball team. bokuto couldn't have been more happy, if he was already so ecstatic around you just as friends it's hard to imagine how excited he can be when you too are in a relationship. and as expected, his excitement was very well proven in other ways too. after both of you turned 18 in your third year, bokuto took you home right after drinking with your friends.
he's been waiting for this since his second year, a few months after you two became official. you were irresistible to him. like the himbo he is, he likes every part of you. your face, your ass, and of course your cock. every part of you excited him to the max. now that both of you are finally legal, he couldn't keep it in his pants any longer. so it was that night, you lost your virginity to the man of your dreams.
a unspoken rule but bokuto just assumed he was the top in the relationship. you didn't have any complaints about it since he was good with it. his stamina was over the roof for what an average person at his age should be. not only his stamina but also his cock. it makes you feel good everytime no exceptions. you also don't know where he learned it but the tricks he pulled off simply felt heavenly. every movement, every spot he reached and every word he said makes you closer and closer to an orgasm than you already were when you're with him. it's been like that in the bedroom ever since then and neither of you had the thought of changing it, until today.
you two were doing your usual flirting after the clock after practice. cleaning up the courts together and hanging away the nets. all your other teammates usually just give you an eye roll and leave the gym before you even get the chance to change. leaving the two of you alone, yet again, in the locker rooms.
"bo' are you hungry? we can grab something on the way back if you are-" your sentence was cut off when the taller male approached you and gave you a hug from behind.
"hehe, of course i'm hungry~ only for you though," bokuto said with a grin on his face.
"oh? what are you trying to suggest here?" you said, ruffling with his gray toned hair.
"well, no one's here anymore and it's just us...so why don't we…" he said reaching down towards your pants.
"sounds like a good idea to me~" you said, giving him a peck on the lips, making him blush.
"h-hey, why don't we try something new today! i've been meaning to ask you this-"
"oh sure what is it w-woah!"
before you knew it bokuto already dragged your pants down and got on one knee. even a dumbass would know what he's trying to do in this position.
"well well~ look what we have here." bokuto said with a smirk on his face fiddling with your cock through your underwear.
you let out a low giggle, getting the clue of what your boyfriend was trying to do.
"slow down there bo' no need to rush" you said as you removed your underwear too and let held it in your hands in front of bokuto's mouth.
"go on, this is what you wanted right?"
bokuto was a little startled due to the change of energy from you and gulped a group of spit down his throat. but eagerly, he still began to work on your cock with his mouth.
he was clumsy with it and you could tell he'd never given a blowjob in his life before. but you gotta admit, his attempt of trying to please you, doing something new like this for the first time was incredibly cute. he struggled a little trying to take in your entire cock and due to his gag reflex not being the best you could hear some gagging noises coming in between your thighs.
"oh fuck…just like that kou' you're doing so well…" you said, pressing your hand into his hair and slowly adapting a rhythm.
bokuto's eyes became hazy and you could tell he was getting lost in your cock. you looked down to see his shorts forming a wet spot where his hard cock is. you pulled him away from your cock and leaned back on the bench, leaving him begging for something to fill him.
"c'mon, big boy, isn't this what you wanted?"
too lost for words your boyfriend simply climbed on top of you and took off his trousers too, leaving both of your hard cocks exposed.
"why don't we get started, suck on these fingers with that pretty mouth of yours won't you baby?" you said sitting back up and leaning a bit towards bokuto.
"y-yes y/n…" bokuto said as he closed his eyes and took two of your fingers into his mouth, gradually taking three.
"that's it good boy~ but…i think you've had enough of that now." you pulled you fingers out of bokuto's mouth, leaving him yet again empty.
"lean in on my shoulders ko' that's right...just, like, that"
you slowly moved your already wet fingers into bokuto's ass, starting with two to loosen him up and moving on to three to further stimulate his pleasure point.
"a-ah fuck! y/n what is that! i-it feels weird…" he whined as you pressed again and again on his prostate.
"oh you'll see bo' it'll make you feel so much better in just a minute…" you said pulling out your fingers and pushing bokuto back in a position where you can see him while he rides you.
"go on, i know you want it inside you~"
you could tell bokuto was nervous but he gathered the courage to place your hard cock inside him, with a lot of effort of course. he moaned in pain and pleasure as you enter him entirely. waiting for him to settle in, you cup his cheek to tell him how good he's being.
"heh... look at you now kou...cock dripping precum and i'm not even touching it! how cute~"
"p-please y/n just start moving already i want it so bad…" bokuto whimpered, settled on your cock while you're relaxed on the bench.
"if you say so, my little songbird."
you began to move, answering his request. slowly of course, you didn't want to hurt him being his first time and all even though you know he likes it rough. as your thrusts became harder and faster you could hear bokuto's painful moans become more pleasurable ones.
"y-y/n fuck me, oh fuck me it feels so fucking good!"
"yah baby boy? you like that don't you, such a slut for my cock, filling you like it's the only thing you could think of."
sooner or later bokuto couldn't hold it in anymore, his pre was leaking a lot more and you could tell he was close.
"y/n i'm coming oh fuck~"
"fuck...me too bo'!" you said while cumming inside of your boyfriend. one hand stroking his cumming and already sensitive cock and the other grabbing onto his tight ass.
needless to say he passed out from the pleasure coming from both his behind and front, leaving you holding him in the mess the both of you made.
"guess we might have to change some rules in the bedroom now huh?"
#haikyuu!!#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x reader smut#haikyuu x male reader#haikyuu x male reader smut#haikyuu x m!reader#haikyuu x m!reader smut#hq smut#hq x reader#hq x reader smut#hq x male reader#hq x male reader smut#bokuto#bokuto x reader#bokuto koutarou#bokuto x reader smut#bokuto x male reader#bokuto x male reader smut#bokuto smut
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Growing up I always heard about teenage boys puberty as literally just inappropriate erections and sex drive and aggression, so as a dude and an evanstan fan- which makes you an expert xD. What do you think Chriss and Sebs sex drives are like (as adults ofc). Together or/and separate or just whatever you feel. Love ya!
still going through my old asks- my requests are currently closed
Inappropriately times erections are probably exactly as much of puberty as it sounds like you were taught (if that's the correct word??) lol. And that a thing to be an expert on haha
But, yes, libido. The magic shit that decides if you're a horny fucker or not lmao.
Also-
This is kind of unrelated, but, I have come to realize that truly having a matched sex drive is pretty important in sexual relationships unless you're really good at negotiating lol. It's not about high or low or better or worse, it's just that you've gotta find your match.
1. Chris:
Short answer: I think Chris has a high sex drive unless he's in his own head. In his own head like with anxiety or sometimes even with work he needs to get done. However... because of that steadily high sex drive, he's probably pretty easy to sway, especially if intimate things are already happening (like cuddling) (because the boy gets too handsy for his own good and ends up making Sebastian's insides turn to mush.))
Longer answer: you know how some people are the kind of people where when they're busy they forget to eat or sleep or whatnot? Well, Chris isn’t exactly like that; he remembers to do those things but if he's busy he gets anxiety surrounding deadlines or to do lists and piling up work and so it makes his libido a little finicky. And so if he's working really hard he probably pushes his needs to the side so he can finish whatever it is, putting himself and his desires in the backseat for a second. And that is if the want to do sexy things is even there at all because again, anxiety is a bitch with killing things like that and its kinda hard to get into the moment when your thoughts are going a million miles an hour.
That being said though Chris, especially in his early adult years, radiates so much frat bro™️ energy that I cannot imagine anything but when he's just normally working- comfortably working and not stressing out, that he'd need to jerk off or get off at least every other day, possibly every day too. He's not great at delaying the inevitable, if he's horny, he's horny- why wait it out when he can take care of it now?
He just comes across to me as a, I'll just rub one out in the shower before my day gets going, when he's single, type of man. A maintainness orgasm kinda guy haha.
2. Sebastian:
I think Seb has a pretty consistent sex drive that's at, like, middle of the road all of the time. Likes he's happy to get off once a day/once every other day but he doesn't have to. He'd rather save up all that energy and spend a good amount of time working himself up for one orgasm than a few that are just, like, okay.
However.
When he gets horny...
Oh, boy, when he's horny he's horny and his sex drive can give Chris' a run for it's money (especially if he's feeling a little bratty *cough* sex kitten-ish *cough* or extra playful and wants to push Chris some).
That tendency to jump from 50 to 100 in the snap of his fingers (or, sometimes, the snap of Chris' fingers) means that when he's horny he rarely can wait. When he's cruising at his normal pace he's pretty good at staving it off until later when he's got more of a reason to get off or a natural spike in his sex drive, he likes to get off and have his orgasms feel monumentous y’know? He wants an actual release and a cliff to jump off of rather than a routine to follow through with.
Seb's more of a three/four to possibly five times a week than Chris five to six times a week.
3. Together:
You put these two together-?
Oh, boy, they're then like teenage boys for sure.
Chris' casual routine for an orgasm daily unless his work and/or emotional environment demands otherwise mixes practically fatally with Sebastian's want for his orgasms to be meaningful and big feeling... and they cannot keep their hands off of each other. They not only have sex to sate a natural urge but also to be close and feel close.
And before you know it, after they first have sex and go all in with learning what pushes the others buttons, they're the only ones who can make each other feel the way that they do y’know? Sebastian never is as loud as he is with Chris, he never cums as hard. He never floats so easily in subspace with anyone like he does with Chris... and Chris... nobody brings out Chris' dom side like Sebastian does, the kid just screams good to him. So good that he has to do something with it. Chris never cums as hard as he does with Sebastian with anyone else either, however, he also doesn't feel the sated urge from just getting Seb off with anyone else. Sometimes getting Seb to subspace and to an orgasm is better than getting off for Chris. Together they're unparalleled.
When they're together they have some sort of sex or close-to-sex intimacy every single day for sure, if not multiple times a day.
Evidence lol:
Thank you for the ask!!
#asks#my writing#evanstan#chris evans#sebastian stan#rpf#real person fanfiction#in which s dives into previous requests
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Moons of Munnopor! I have come with several Stralkyrie headcanons for thee! One, Stephen taught Jane dancing and she teases him about being like a ballerina. Two, Bats adores Jane and likes playing with the All-Weapon. Three, they do lots of doctor talk. Four, they always dramatically pose together, it's just a cute thing. I hope this help with the fic! Also Captain Marvel #30 comes out Wednesday and I'm scared. I need Jacopo to draw Stephen and Amora together because they're both gorgeous. Bye!
Hi, MoM anon! Thank you for sharing your headcanons, they're SO sweet, I loved them. I appreciate it very much but I must confess that all I'm doing is hurt people with my angsty writing, so the sweet headcanons will have to wait *evil laughter* btw, I already started writing the Fostrange (I think I like this name for the ship haha) chapter, and I'm connecting it to the StrangeNurse chapter because in my head Linda and Jane are friends.
Concerning Captain Marvel, I didn't have the strength to put myself into a rant mode. Moon Knight #1 had such a good impact on me that I don't feel like ruining it haha perhaps one day, mmm. But rest assured, my Stranvers chapter is done and I did follow the canon. PS: I need more Jacopo drawing Stephen for the rest of my life.
And about spamming, well, just be aware that I'll take longer to reply and may leave some asks out since my inbox is, well, pretty full at the moment as usual haha.
Regarding your theory, it makes absolute sense!! From what I read on the solicitations, the Defenders will fight the creator of magic, and Sise-neg is indeed that powerful. You really have a good skill to connect the dots!!
Lastly, oh my! I really adore Victor and Ororo's sexual tension, last SWORD chapter was *chef's kiss*. But I'm not taking prompts for the moment, gotta finish my WIP I promised you all (which current status is 5/14 chapters done), and I also have a Moonstrange cooking (as CEO of Moontrange, I feel the obligation to post an exclusive work about them lol). Perhaps in the future, but really, Doom + T'Challa + Ororo is definitely one of my OT3.
I guess this is it! Thank you for passing by!
#how can the sorcerer supreme be of assistance?#ask#random shenanigans#wips#can't wait to hurt y'all with this wip really
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Shameless ~
Yoongi x reader
Pairing: Yoongi x reader
Genre: Angst, (a lot of it)
Warnings: none
Summary: After coming back from Yoongi's studio heartbroken, you decide to scribble your thoughts down on paper, like you've done so many times. What you didn't know was how that little poem would led to your worst heartbreak yet.
Note: Heyy guys! So i just wanted to say that this one is heavily inspired by @krreader 's fic Jealousy and you can treat it like a sequel to hers (but mine ends in angst too and I've changed a few things up). Like you wouldn't believe how much i cried when i read hers amd i just couldn't not write it!! AnYWaYS, enjoy!!
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"Can i go? "
"Go wherever you want hyung, why are you asking me??" Namjoon answered as he put on his winter boots to prevent the cold chilly November winds from freezing his feet.
"No i meant...I want to go..to her.." Yoongi's voice was unnaturally small and feeble, contradicting his usual deep tone.
Namjoon jerked up, standing straight suddenly.
"But hyu-"
"Please Namjoon, I know you care deeply for her, and don't want her to get hurt anymore because of me but I just.."
Namjoon instantly started shaking his head no,
"No no hyung, go, all that happened, i know you didn't mean it to." He gave the older man a small smile "I'll let her know."
"NO! No, she, " Yoongi said with wide eyes, "She won't even open the door if she knows it's me."
"Oh right haha lol ok uh.. I won't call her then" Namjoon says fidgeting awkwardly, almost wanting to say something, but when he saw Yoongi looking at the door with a certain amount of longing, mixed with regret, guilt, fear and everything in between, he decided it was worth a shot.
"Hyung, i know you love her," They held eye contact and Namjoon continued, "and if I'm not wrong, she loves you too. And she's been hurting, for long, just like you and even longer, actually. I know I'm younger than you, but i gotta say this. don't fuck it up."
Namjoon looked down for a moment before looking back up with a sincere smile, "Best of luck! Fighting!" and with that, Yoongi left for your apartment without any bodyguards, without anything at all because that was a risk he had to take.
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You were still in bed, Namjoon had called earlier saying he's coming, and to be honest you actually wanted him to come. You needed someone to talk to, and he was the best person for that. You were completely undercovers, and came out only when it became too difficult to breathe in the carbon dioxide that gathered inside your little blanket-bubble.
It had been two weeks since the breakup, and you had even visited them in the meantime because you were strong, and knew how to keep your emotions in control when in front of others, despite the fact that you were about to breakdown any moment. You had cooped yourself up in your little apartment for way too long and your loving friends, aka members of Bangtan had dragged you back to their apartment, even though they knew it was dangerous considering the fact that the cause of all your pain was right there. But there wasn't much they could do and places they could go because, well, they're like only the biggest boy group on Earth. So you went there, insisting you were fine.
But you weren't.
Realllyy weren't.
But once the question left his lips, you knew it was over for you. This, this facáde was instantly crushed when he asked the question.
You had been playing "Truth and Dare" because no matter how sucky you were feeling, you just couldn't seem to say no to the three pairs of puppy eyes that you received. And that landed you in a somewhat boring, somewhat funny game of Truth and Dare, and even though he was there, you seemed to have fun until he asked you that question.
"Do you love someone else now?" and it was something you never in a million years had expected.
So you sat there, completely dumbfounded, much like the rest of the group, at the question that had left Yoongi's lips. And you just, couldn't do anything.
But shortly, anger bubbled up inside you.
How dare he accuse you of loving someone else when you were literally on the verge of just ripping your heart out? How dare he accuse you like that when he was the one who broke up with you? How dare he ask you that when he hadn't even given you enough time to speak before he started yelling at you that day?? How dare he??
"How dare you?" And that's all that seemed to leave your mouth before you stood up and stumbled out of the dorm with everyone except him calling after you.
Another tear escaped as you remembered the happenings of the day. But before you could wail in your sorrow any more, a bell rung throughout your apartment.
You stood up and walked to the door with tears still decorating your cheeks,
Finally Joon is here.
You felt like you could breath better for a second but all wind was knocked from your lungs when your eyes landed upon the face that stood in front of you.
Yoongi..
With a black mask and cap, and covered completely in winter clothes, there he stood in all his wintery glory, and you still knew it was him despite only his eyes being visible, that too, partly visible.
You felt your heart constrict and your rib cage felt too small now. A brand new bolt of pain jolted up your sides, almost as if physical, and striked your heart with such force you wouldn't be surprised if you had a heart attack then and there. But you didn't, you stood there, watching him, and he stood there ,watching you.
It wasn't until you shivered from the cold winds hitting your body which was bare of any winter clothing, that you jumped back into reality.
"Do you mind if I..." He trailed off, but you moved aside letting him in. He had expected a much harsher reaction, after all, he did throw some extremelt hurtful and lewd accusations at you that day. But he was grateful you didn't close the door in his face, or throw the little dried up potted plant at him. He took that as a good sign, but with you, everything wasn't as simple.
He took off his coat and hung them on the rack beside the shoe cabinet, before pulling off his boots and keeping them aside. Then he followed you into the living room.
"Coffee??" You questioned while preparing some. He wasn't sure if he wanted one, he opened and closed his mouth for a few seconds, and finally settled on a yes.
A few beats passed in complete silence, before you joined him and handed him a simple black coffee and took a seat on the single sofa opposing him.
Another few moments passed
"You still remember," he said motioning to the coffee in his hands
"It's not that hard to remember two ingredients, Suga. Besides, it's been just two weeks."
His heart shattered when you said that, firstly, on hearing 'Suga' instead of the usual 'Yoongs' or 'Yoongles' that you called him, especially because you knew he pretended to hate, but actually loved it. Hell he would've been more happy to be addressed by his full name, Min Yoongi, rather than Suga. And secondly, because of the small and almost inaudible, crack that he heard in your voice towards the end of the sentence.
You still didn't know why exactly you were so calm and not driving him out of your home. It was as if everything stopped mattering for a moment
"Two weeks. Yea," he finally spoke, eyes not quite meeting yours.
A few moments passed in complete and utter silence.
"I didn't know you wrote lyrics too." Ah yes, the song that Namjoon was producing, you had helped him with the lyrics. Not as much as helped actually, you had just randomly written some words and sentences and somehow he noticed it. He said it fit perfectly with the previous verse he had written and asked if he could use the whole poem in his song. You were completely flabbergasted and thought he was kidding, or perhaps pitying you, but after a lot of convincing, he told you he wasn't. And you told him he could, that's why you were in the professional studio in the first place. Another reason why Yoongi misunderstood you, but it was in no way Namjoon's fault. And Yoongi knew that.
"I didn't. It was supposed to be a poem. He saw it by accident." You yourself were pretty surprised at how calm you were.
"But.. I thought i read all your poems..?" his voice had a questioning tone to it.
"You did.. It was recent.." It indeed was recent. Painfully recent. You had written it just the night before, after coming back from Yoongi's studio without even talking to him properly, because he had, and i quote "a shitton of work to do" . Shit ton of work, with her. That completely broke your heart into a million pieces. You thought it couldn't break any further but you were terribly wrong. That was when you wrote it.
The poem was about, well, you guessed it, heartbreak; loneliness. Something about empty bed sides, lost warmth, tear streaked pillows, you couldn't fully remember. Your mind had been hanging like a 2005 Dell Laptop because of all the crying.
"When?"
"That night after i came back from your studio." You smiled a little, even if your insides were aching, "speaking of that, hows the production going?"
"Oh it's.. going well I suppose." He looked immensely intrigued by his cup of coffee,
You again smiled.
"Yea, you looked...quite happy." You took a sip of your own coffee, before looking out the window. Frosty winds were blowing, it was getting darker by the minute. It looked...serene.
But Yoongi was having none of this serenity,
"Happy? What...do you mean?" His voice had a sudden change of colour. But this question had your heart clenching and unclenching at a rapid, unhealthy rate.
"You and Suran." You finally croaked out, "You looked happy..with her. It was.. a sight for sore eyes, really." Earlier, whenever you even remotely thought about this, your eyes turned to waterfalls, but now, they seemed dry of any excessive moisture.
Yoongi was dumbfounded. He and Suran?
"What do you mean me and Suran? I'm just helping her!" He semi-yelled, but you didn't flinch like you did last time.
"I know that."
"But what did you mean by happy... wait...did you think we...oh my god." He slumped down back to his seat, coffee long forgotten on the coffee table.
"Y/n why didn't you tell me that?? Why didn't you tell me what you were feeling?? Why di-"
"I DID!!" You finally broke and yelled out with tears streaming down your eyes for the umpteenth time that day.
"I did tell you!!! I texted you a thousand times!! But you didn't read any of those. I called you a thousand times but i was always directed to voicemail. And the times that you did actually listen to me you had the same excuse every time. 'Im just helping her.' I know that Yoongi, I freaking.know. But what do you expect me to think when you cancelled evey date the past three months?? When the smile that you usually had when you were with me, could only be seen when you were with her?? When the way that you looked at her, the way that you smiled at her, the way that you admired every little thing she did completely resembled the way only a lover would. What did you expect me to do, when i felt like you were her mentor, her idol, her Min yoongi, not my...not my..." You couldn't finish the sentence before you completely bursted out in tears.
And as you sobbed uncontrollably, Yoongi was left to think about what you had said. And as he recalled everything he realized that none of your words were wrong.
The fact that he had ignored you so freaking much despite you being so patient with him hit him like a truck and he started spiralling into a dark deep hole of guilt and regret when you suddenly-
"Leave."
He was shocked back to his senses.
"Y/n wha-"
"I said. Leave. " You said as you stood up on lightly trembling feet and started walking towards the door.
"Y/n just listen to me give me a chance to expl-"
"Did YOU give me a chance to fuckin' explain??!! Did you even let me SPEAK when i was begging in front of you to calm down?! No. So leave."
Your heart was pounding at such an extreme rate that you feared he'd hear it and realize, that he was still your weakness. And you couldn't let that happen.
"Suga. I'm asking you to leave." With a shaking hand you opened the door and stood aside.
"Y/n please jus-"
"Are you that shameless?!"
That effectively shut him up. Just as you expected. As he finally left with a wounded heart, you slammed the door and slid down to the floor, trembling with quiet sobs.
"Are you that shameless?? That you finally resorted to seducing one of my brothers?? What else did you do huh y/n? Did you try your luck with Jungkook too?? Oh and what about Taehyung?!"
"Hyung it isn't what it looks like. Just listen to-" Namjoon spoke, trying to calm him down but to no avail.
"Namjoon just...just stay out of it. I just can't believe she'd do this to me. I can't freaking believe she'd cheat on me with yo-"
"Yoongi stop it!" You yelled while crying as you stood in front of the man you loved and who apparently loved you too.
"Why y/n? Why should i stop?? Just so you can go behind my back again? Just so you can break my heart again? Just so tha-"
"Can you pleeasee just let me speak Yoongi. I was here because -"
"Enough! Enough of your lies! I really can't believe you out of all people would do this to me. We're done y/n. We're freaking done." And with that, he stomped out of the studio, leaving you a crying, heartbroken mess.
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Robert's Fear warning clowns.
It was a quiet autumn afternoon, the air was a bit chilly, the leaves are starting to change, and the air was crisp.
Luka and Amanda were sitting at the picnic table carving pumpkins for Halloween.
Amanda: And there. All done. (shows Luka) Waddya think, pop?
Luka: Lookin' good. Mine all done. (Shows her)
Amanda: Awesome. Nice work, Popsicle. I'm really looking forward to-- ... O-Oh... Oh, my god. Dad...
Luka looks at her with a worried expression, Amanda looks back with look of pure horror on her face, hold up her hands that was covered into pumpkins guts.
Amanda: PUMPKIN GUTS!!! (Holds up pumpkin seeds and guts)
Luka: AAAAGHH!!! PUMPKIN KILLER!!! STAY AWAY!!! (runs off as Amanda began to change after him)
Kodama jumps up and runs after them barking.
Meanwhile, Robert and Mary were walking pass Brian's house, he stepped on switch and an evil clown prop popped out right next to him.
Clown: EEEEEHHHHHEHEHEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Robert: AHG!!! AAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
The screaming was could be hread from behind Luka’s house, the stopped and listening. Amanda blink and looks at Luka with a real scared look on her face.
Amanda: Who's screaming??
Luka: I don't know. I'll go check. Stay here with the dog.
Amanda nods, as Luka runs out of the back yard too look.
Meanwhile Mary was looking at Robert, who was on ground, starring terrifyingly at the evil clown decoration.
Mechanical Clown: Hehehe. Trick-or-treating... Ehhehehe Hehehehe Hahaha.
Robert: S-STAY AWAY, YOU SMILIN' SON OF BITCH!!
Mary: Robert, calm your tits. It's a stupid decoration.
Robert: THAT THING WILL EAT YOUR SOUL, MARY!!!
Mary: Oh, for crying out loud. It's not real. Look.(slaps the prop)
Brain opens up the door, to see what was all commotion was about when saw Mary slapping the clower, and runs over.
Brain: Hey, hey! Don't tough it like that!!
Mary: Alright, alight, big guy. My bad.
Robert was getting his feet panting heavily, hand over his heart.
Robert: Jesus, Brian, clowns!? Seriously!? What kind of sadistic individual likes clowns?!
Brian: ... I... Like clowns.
Robert: Then you, sir, are insane!!
Luka: (runs over) Hey! I heard someone screaming! What happened!?
Robert turned too look at him.
Robert: I-I'M FINE!!! Nothing's wrong! I-I ... Gotta walk Betsy! I'm spending the night at your house! No butts!
Before Luka can say anything Robert Power walk to his house his face beat red.
Luka stood there, absolutely confused. Return to Mary and Brian to ask what just happened, The notice Brian's house completely covered with Halloween decorations, jack-o'-lanterns and creepy clowns covered his whole lawn.
Luka: ... Um... Wow. That's terrifying.
Brian: Hahaha. Yep! (smiles proudly) Going all out this year.
Mary: I like it. I give you props, Brian. You manage to scare Robert.
Luka: Oh. So Robert was the one screaming.
Mary: Hahahaha. Yep, it was funny. (starts laughing hysterically) He hunts ghost and monster, and yet funny colorful clowns scare him. Haha.
Luka: Mary. (crosses his arms) It's not funny mocking someone's fear. You're scared of heights.
Mary: Yeah, doesn't mean I make fun of myself for that.
Luka: ... Fairpoint.
Later on Robert sitting on the couch, watching a ghost show with Amanda.
Luka was in his Studio working.
Amanda: Commercial break. Snacktime.
Robert: Snacktime is the best time.
Amanda: Sure is. We got popcorn.
Robert: buttered?
Amanda: Only the best.
Robert: Heheh. That's my girl.
Amanda stands up and goes to the kitchen. Luka walked out the studio, so that the curtains in the living room were drew back.
Luka walked over to them and was about to open them, when Robert jumped to his feet.
Robert: No! Do not open those!
Luka: (gives him a puzzled look) Why?
Robert: There's no reason to open 'em.
Luka: Well, my plants need the sunlight, and it too dark in here, so--
Before Robert could get a word in Luka Open the curtains, ooked out the window, and saw Brian's house.
The whole place was covered in creepy evil circus clowns.
Luka: Geez, Brian is really going over bored with those clowns, huh, Robert? ... Robert?
Luka turns to Luka at him, but he was no longer standing next standing in the hallway, shaky
Luka stood there confuse on where Robert had gone and suddenly remembered Robert's fear of clowns.
Luka: Oh, boy. (Close the curtains) S-Sorry. I-I kind of forgot.
Robert: (pokes his head out from the hallway) Do. Not. Open. Those. Curtains. Ever.
Amanda: (pops up behind him) Popcone's done.
Robert: AAAHHH!!! (jumps) THEY'LL EAT MY SOUL!!!
Amanda: ... What?
Robert: N-Nothing.
Luka: Robert's a little freaked of the clowns cross the street.
Robert: LUKA!!
Amanda: Oh. Okay.
Robert: I-I'm not scared of them!
Amanda: Robert, it's cool. My Best friend Emma P hate clowns.
Luka: And your Daddy used terrified of them as well.
Amanda: Oh, yeah.
Robert blinks and looks at Luka.
Robert: W-Wait. Alex the bone crusher, your husband who is a heavyweight champion was scared of clowns??
Luka: Oh, yeah. He... was never a fan of them. I remember one time when we were started dating around Halloween. Alex was trying to impress me by going into a haunted house. I tried to talk him out of it, but he wanted to go to prove he was big strong and tough was to me. So went in, a clown jump out scared the the living crap of Alex and he fainted.
Amanda: Oh, yeah. Daddy told me that story all the time around Halloween. Heh.
Luka and Amanda laughed, Robert looks at them, but then slowly started to calm down and felt more relaxed, and Luka headed into the kitchen to make everyone tea, and came back with small tray with three mugs of hot tea, while Amanda and Robert were talking.
Amanda: Yep. Totally hate spiders. Can't watch The Return Of The King or Read Harry Potter and Chamber Of Secrets with out freaking out. (takes a sip of her tea)
Luka: And I hate snakes and I'm scared of the dark.
Witch is why I sleep with the bathroom lights on every night.
Robert: ... (takes a sip of his tea) When I was about 6 years old, I want to this kids birthday party, don't remember the kids name, but there was ... Guy dressed up as a clown, Frankie Smiles... God... Even say his name gives me chills. I need to go to the bathroom, so I went off my own trying find one, couldn't Turned around to ask someone when ... Frankie jumped out from in front of my, smiling that creepy ass clown smile and said: 'Hello there little boy, you wanna balloon?'
... I literally wet myself , and started screaming and crying my mom and dad. (Face turns bright with embarrassment) That... was pretty traumatizing.
Luka: Awww, Robert.
Amanda: (puts her cup of tea and hugs Robert) I couldn't imagine how scared you were.
Robert: (put an arm around her and kissed her on the of the head) Thanks, sweetheart.
Amanda: When I was 7 years One of my school bullies dump the shoe box of spiders me.
Robert: What!?
Luka: Yeah, it's true. We got a call from the principal, Alex and I showed up, Amanda was there already in tears, and Alex and I were livid, and of course the kid's parents said they're son did nothing. Tried to blame Amanda and say she was being the bully. The other kid's dad after called terrified our 7 year old daughter a wussy for being scarred over ‘few little spiders’. Alex was about to fistfight the jerk.
Robert: ... Hey, I would've kick the fuckers ass too.
Luka smiles at him. Robert smiles back.
Robert: Heh, hey thanks for not makin' fun of me, and talkin' about has been kinda therapeutic.
Amanda: Of course. There's no judgment here. We all have fears.
Robert smiles at Amanda and pulls into a hug and kisses the top of her head.
It was getting late, Amanda said good night and headed off to bed, while Robert and Luka washing the dishes.
Robert: Hey, thanks for being ya know, cool with my fears.
Luka: No problem.
Robert: I’ve alwyas been told that real men don’t have fears and well, you’re a pussy for bein’ scared. My dad literally told me to man the fuck up, when he found me cryin’. Tellin’ a 7 year old boy to man the fuck, goddamn.
Luka didn’t say anything, just nods, and sighs.
Luka: Yeah... My dad was the same way too.
Robert looks at him, As they were getting the last dishes done, they hread something Tapping.
Luka: The hell is that?
Robert looked up facing the window and saw a red noise white face peering into the window.
Both Robert and Luka jump back hugged each other.
Robert: AAAHHHGGH!!
Luka: A-AAHHH!!!
Brian: Bhahaha!!! Got ya both. (pulls off the The clown mask) Ah, priceless. Well, have a lovely night, you two. (walks away, still laughing)
Luka: ... What... an asshole.
Robert: ... No shit.
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