#BOI LOOKING GOID

[davestaresatthesun]

now FR the rest so far ;-;

[subfootboii]

You decided to spend the last month of your summer vacation with Uncle Tom. You hadn't seen him since his wedding four years ago. So you called him and he suggested you both go to a private lake house. The truth is it wasn't only your uncle you missed, but also his big feet. He always liked to walk barefoot and it was his feet that awakened your love for feet.

He arrived a day earlier to tak care of everything. When you arrived he was so excited to see you after a long time, and you quickly noticed that he was barefoot. You sat chatted to catch up on everything, and you kept taking glances at his big sexy feet whenever you thought he wasn't paying attention.

The next morning you woke up excited for your first full day at the lake house. You went to the living room and found your uncle resting his feet on a foot rest and wiggling his toes

"Good morning uncle did you sleep well?"

"Goid morning nephew, yeah..."

You found it hard to focus with his slightly dirty feet and wiggling toes in front of you. It took you a minute to refocus your attention to your uncle.

"Sorry uncle I didn't hear you well, may you repeat?"

"Of course you didn't. But don't worry uncle Tom knows what's taking your attention."

You didn't understand what he meant, he looked at you and signaled for you to walk closer to him. When you reached the foot rest he signed for you to stop.

"Oh you always were captivated by uncle's feet weren't you boy. You couldn't even remove your eyes off them yesterday."

"What... no I'm not sure what you mean uncle tom!"

"Then listen well to me, you have two options you either be a good boy and admit how much you love uncle's feet, or you say nothing and we spend this vacation while I wear shoes and socks. You have a minute"

You were stunned but you couldn't fight the desire to be at his feet. You lowered your face and admitted to liking his feet.

"That's what I thought. Don't be shy boy its fine I've had many fags in school and university even at work beg for my feet. I can't blame you for liking my big alpha soles. Now get on your knees and start worshipping uncle Tom's big feet. Make me proud boy."

You dropped to your knees and started worshipping his feet you licked and sucked like the horny boy you were. A few minutes later your uncle took out his huge dick and started jerking off as he looked at you worshipping his his feet. You tried to reach out to your dick but uncle Tom's foot slapped your face.

"Don't even think of it. Such actions are for men only. You can pull your body closer and rubb your dick against the foot stool and cum your pants like the little bitch you are. Oh and I expect you to be an obedient fag for uncle, you'll treat me like a god and make sure I don't left a finger this whole month. Uncle needs to finally have some good time, and I guess you'll have good time too, in your own way at least. "

He said thet last sentence as thick strings of cum flew everywhere from his big monster cock. That made hump the foot stool harder and cum in your pants too.

[bastetofthesilvermoon]

{ HYPNO! Fan Fiction}

{Steve /Tony - Stony}

{Hypno Language}

Steve is naked.

Tony can't help himself but notice that, he'is Oh-my-God so damn naked. No shirt. No pants. Even no socks, nothing at all - Not to mention the fact, that, well, there's nothing to cover his limbs either.

The thing is... The Captain is not worried.

He's still at his place, sitting on his chair, smiling, the lights from the window shining, reflecting on his shoulders, his chest, every single, smallest detail of his torso, his belly, his...

"What do you see?"

The Captain did say nothing. But still, the genius ears his voice as a warm, warm echo in his head. He almost feel the touch of his lips on the right temple.

"I see you." he answers "And you're naked."

"And do you like seeing me that naked?"

"Yes." he nodds and when he does, Tony feels Steve's mouth leaving, replaced by his fingers. The fingertips presses on both his temples, pushing gently, tracing a little, circular movement.

"Wanna see more?"

"Yes."

"Wanna kiss me?"

"Yes."

"Wanna fuck me?"

The genius nodds again and finds himself giving in, letting Steve's hands moving him up and down, back and forth, the fingertips pressing and tracing spirals on his skin.

"Yes." he murmurs.

The pressure on the temples is so warm, the bubbling movement so lulling, up and down, back and forth, that the eyelids start flickering as the eyes begin to slowly rolling up at every up and every down and left to right and back and forth.

"I'll let you see more, Tony." Steve whispers "Because you're such a goid subject. You're such a good boy."

"Good." he repeats "Good."

"Yes, Tony, yes you are. And you're so good that I want show you how beautiful you're are right now. So-" he says "I want you to open your eyes and look at the mirror in front of you."

A mirror.

Where just a couple of minutes before - Or there were hours? - they started to talk about hypnosis and mind control, right where Steve was sitting, there's a mirror.

A rectangular-shape one, leaning on the back of the chair, big enough to let Tony sees himself - And Steve just behind him.

As he dreamed, he took off his shirt, even though he kept his trousers on - And just under the belly there's a big, pulsing sign of how he's enjoying the situation.

"Look at you." Steve whispers on his ear, still pressing and moving slowly his head "Tell me what you see."

"I see myself." Tony answers, his voice coming so soft, vacant, distant "I see myself as you lull me."

"Go on. How do you see yourself?"

"Relaxed."

"Look closely. Don't you think you're even a little heavy?"

Tony struggles a few seconds in order to see something through the dizziness.

"Yes." he agrees "I am tired and heavy."

"You're in fact tired and heavy." Steve says "See how heavy your shoulders are, Tony."

"Yes. My shoulders are so heavy."

"Tell me what you see."

"I see my shoulders growing heavier. I see my shoulders growing so heavier they can't stay still, they're falling down. Down. Down."

"Look at yourself. Are you going down too?"

Stark blinks once, twice.

He sees his chest, going up, going down, at each and any breath, one breath deeper than the one before it, deeper and deeper, heavier and heavier.

He sees his neck, so heavy at the point is bubbling up and down, left to right, back and forth, while Steve's hands arr guiding it back and forth, left to right, up and down.

He sees his mouth, so relaxed, so tired, so heavy, gently opend, loose and limp, heavier and heavier.

He sees hys eyelids blinking more and more, flickering, fluttering, his eyes rolling up, and then down, his eyelids heavier and heavier, at each and any blink, heavier and heavier, deeper and deeper.

"Do you see yourself going deeper and deeper, Tony?"

"Yes. I see myself going deeper and deeper."

"Do you see yourself becoming heavier and heavier?"

"Yes. I see myself becoming heavier and heavier. "

"Do you want to sleep?"

"Yes. I want to sleep."

Steve stops lulling his head.

"Now. Staring at yourself at the mirror, Tony, and put yourself to sleep repeating this mantra over and over again:"I am going deeper and deeper."

"I am going deeper and deeper."

"I am going heavier and heavier."

"I am going heavier and heavier."

"Good, Tony. You're doing so well." Steve strokes his hair "Now, start repeating your mantra."

Tony nods, even though it's just so difficult find the strenght to do as told. He feels so heavy. Deep.

He wanna sleep so badly.

But a the same time, he wanna be compliant. Obedient. Submissive.

So he rises his head, his sleepy sleepy eyes fixed on the sleepy sleepy eyes reflected in the nirror.

"I am going deeper and deeper. I am going heavier and heavier. I am going deeper and deeper. I am going heavier and heavier."

And as he keeps on repeating, going deep, going heavy, he does not notice how Steve kneels between his legs, spreads them and then opens his trousers.

He's so deep he's almost not aware how warm Steve's hands are around his cock, as he starts to stroking it.

As he grows deeper and heavier and sleepier, Tony grows hot and aroused, at the point even though is sure about repeating the mantra, his voice has just turned in to moans.

"You're deeply hypnotized." Steve's tongue on his cock "You're deeply hypnotized"

"I am deeply hypnotized." he repeats, gasping in feeling how incredibily hot is the captain's lips and mouth and throat.

"I am deeply - - - I am deeply hypno-otized."

He's about to cum, when Steve leaves his cock and suddendly, rapidly snaps his fingers.

"Sleep, Tony."

Stark moans, falling back on his chair, the eyes just a flat, white line through the eyelashes.

Steve point a finger on his forehead, while licking his own lips.

"Not thar fast, Tony. That's just the beginning."

[lovelivingmydreams]

Yes please tell me of the magical boy au

Okay!

So premise.

Once upon a time in a magical land a sinister dragon mage aimed to take over the world. This mage was however driven back again and again by the fierce magical warriors of this world. When it looked like they couldn't escape justice the mage focussed all their magic to open a rift and escape.

Not willing to let a defenseless world face off against their foe without some kind of aid, three champions hurriedly send their magical jewels through the fate to find a wielder.

Bold, clever and true.

The mage found themselves without physical form due to the toll the spell took on their body. Luckily they found a victim to make into their host. With a promise of admiration and love they invaded this well intentioned human and started scheming to take over this world.

Meanwhile the three jewels presented themselves to three teens that seemed to hold the qualities held so dear by their original wielders...

So basically the mage and the jewels all could've probably chosen a better target... though it could have also been worse.

Roman, Remus and Janus were heading home from a party at the end of summer before their sophomore year. They have a lot of growing up to do.

Daphne was wondering how to connect with her son after an argument. All she really wants is to be a goid mom. World domination is way down on her to do list.

[ratsoh-writes]

Hoo boy that's intense, ok I should probably stear clear of this....but those treats do look good, though the mention of waste dumping doesn't make for a particularly enticing selling point

I purchase a small pouch of caramels from the stall I was looking at, then make my way to the place of argument.

"Hey uh everything good over here?"

Student: AND STAY THE F*CK AWAY FROM MY STALL

Cricket: GLADLY F*CKIN’ CORPORATE PROS-

A hand is slapped over his mouth by a tall and ripped river monster. She gives the student a sweet smile

Piranha: SORRY ABOUT MY KID~ HAVE A GOID DAY.

He starts dragging him away by the shoulder lol

[hyperionshipping]

I literally cannot form a coherent thought rn

[chngbok]

bury me with this.

[sunflowermp4]

made one of those collage compositions from the lyrics in my kendall roy playlist which you should check out actually

further explanations and image descriptions under the cut. tw for drugs, blood, suicide, and abuse

ID: A collage post with 9 images. Each image has written lyrics above a related screenshot from the HBO TV show Succession.

Image 1: Lyrics from the song “UGH!” by the 1975 that read “I know your lungs need filling / Since your gums have lost their feeling / But don’t say that you’re giving it up again.” Below is closeup from Season 1 Episode 9 of Rava Roy during a tense conversation with Kendall, with a forced smile.

Image 2: Lyrics from the song “Amach Anocht” by KNEECAP with the original lyrics in Irish on the left and an English translation on the right. The original lyrics read “ Faigh bump ó mo chara / Goid 20 ó d’athair / Sure cá bhfuil an dochar?”. The English translation reads “Get a bump from my friend / Steal a 20 from your father / Sure what’s the harm?”. Below is a medium shot of Stewy Hosseini from Season 1 Episode 3 doing a line of cocaine in a bathroom while Kendall is turned the other way.

Image 3: Lyrics from the song “Luv N’ Haight” by Sly and the Family Stone that read “Feel so good don’t want to move / Feel so good inside myself / Don’t need to move”. Below is a wide shot of Kendall from Season 1 Episode 7 laying down on a rock, facing a canyon in New Mexico, having just done a line of cocaine.

Image 4: Lyrics from the song “Cane Shuga” by Glass Animals that read “I’ll stop breathing coke / No more bloody nose”. Below is a closeup of Kendall from Season 2 Episode 1 with a bloody nose.

Image 5: Lyrics from the song “Frontier Psychiatrist” by The Avalanches that read “That boy needs therapy, psychosomatic / That boy needs therapy, purely psychosomatic / That boy needs therapy”. Below is a closeup of Kendall from Season 1 Episode 1 screaming into a bundled-up jacket, in a bathroom.

Image 6: Lyrics from the song “Attunement” by clipping. and Pedestrian Deposit that read “Nice, the ropes are tight enough to hold but never burn / That would defeat the purpose, nothing beneath the surface”. Below is a medium shot of Kendall from Season 2 Episode 1 preparing for a televised interview, sitting in a chair in front of a camera.

Image 7: More lyrics from “Attunement” that read “You are not a body, bodies aren’t often heartless creatures / Looking over the edge, ain’t that the wind, why the jumpscare? / You’ve been saying you hated this skin, why you stuck there?”. Below is a wide shot of Kendall from Season 2 Episode 4, standing on the roof of a sky scraper, with his forehead leaning against a protective glass wall that runs along the edge.

Image 8: Lyrics from the song “Boys Don’t Cry” by The Cure that read “I would break down at your feet / And beg forgiveness, plead with you / But I know that it’s too late / And now there’s nothing I can do.” Below is a closeup shot from Season 2 Episode 7 of a frame filled with photos of the waiter that died at the end of Season 1.

Image 9: More lyrics from “Boys Don’t Cry” that read “‘Cause boys don’t cry”. Below is a closeup shot of Logan Roy from Season 1 Episode 7 from the back as he gets out of a pool, showing the scars on his back from physical abuse.

End ID

[cryptidcryptic]

Free pass to blab about hxh

OKAY SO I HAD A WHOLE 6 paragraph thiING GOING ON AN TUMBLR FUCKING CRASHED SO AHHHHHHHHHH FUCK ME AM I ROIGHT? WHy wasn’t it savEd???

OKAY FURST OFF

NeN! This system is so fucking genius man, it’s way of stopping power escalation is ducking brilliant, anyone can win any fight with any nen ability as long as they’re smart it’s 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

It makes fights so much more fun omfg, esspeciallt since the main characters loose fights so regularly that I’m always surprised about the out come of fights!!!

Look at how damn simple it is! Hisoka said it best, sjdhgcv it’s so easy to say what my fav characters from other anime would be (Mura would be a specialist and no I don’t take constructive criticism)

And it’s frigging maP of actual contents? I c o n I c

BuT ENOUGH AB OUTTT NEN! The 👏🏽story 👏🏽is 👏🏽so 👏🏽gooood👏🏽 these genius one in a million talent kids just running round beating the ever loving shit out of every adult in their path??? 👌🏽

First ofF you got killua god daMn Zoldyck this lil shIT is from a family of assassinations, next in line to the assassin throne cuz only white haired anime boys can be head zoldyck. His straight up immune to torture, poisons and electricity, cuz in the Zoldyc family child abuse is just your average every day hand me downs.

One time he juSt tore a guys heart out and handed it back to him??? It was great 🤩 and his friendship with Gon is so pure!!! He just wants friends so bad and he ngdddfsjddggfvvv friendship goals 😭

G o n! This little shit a damn dark horse, you think his gonna be stereotypical anime protagonist no. 47552 but he ducking switches the script!!!! His still a kid and a real fucking selfish one at that, I lov e it!!! He has flaws that are constantly being called out????!??? G o o d, when an assassin tells you to calm tf Down maybe you should Gon ma boiii. Also, his ability is literally rock paper scissors cuz his just cute like that 😭

at first his whole ark is finding his damn absentee dad that just left him at his aunties and bounced

LeOrio is b a b y! He literally entered this exam full of the toughest of the tough as a broke ass med student just to pay his way through school, relatable. We stan a working king 😪👌🏽 also he punches gons absentee dad in the face one time, it was great 💜👄💜

Kurapika is basically just sasuke before sasuke was sasuke: red eyes, dead family someone stole all their eyeballs, r e v e n g e: kurapika 🤝sasuke

As much as I love these four flippers the best part of hxh is that most of the arks we spend away from them, it makes the world seem so much bigger!!! They aren’t the bee all and end all of everything, they really are just kids and sometimes they can’t be involved in shit like war.

And omg the side characters holy shit they could all carry series on their own knuckles, octoboy and camellion best boy are some of the defining side characters 👌🏽 the chimera ant ark is my favourite arks in any god damn anime ever and if you say you watched it to the end without crying you are a LIeR meruem I love you with all my heart omg

AlSo the villains?? ICONIC. Hisoka and Illumi? The best god damn murduos set of CANON husbands in the series and I would pay top dollar to see that wedding

THE PHANTOM TROUP? Poor kids stealing shit and protecting their home even if they live in a literal tip??? Found family in the trash heap????? STAN. Also that one girls ability is literally just hoover with a mouth 👁👄👁 FR NO JOKE

I would die for egdy boy faitan look AT HIM EDGYYYYYY with the power of speaking in tongues and the sun, he technically does a magical girl transformation whenever he activated his nen 👀 new coat who do dis type of transformation

And Kalluto has the best damn design be looks so ducking elligsnt, bUt god the fuck did solver aggre to let him roll with the spiders w t f happened to too dangerous?? Please parent your kids silver, do not let youngest zodyck roll with the most dangerous of crews🤡 also Kalluto fights with the power of paper cuts and I love it

IN ESSENCE WOULD DIE FOR ALL OF THEM PLEASE WATCH HXH ITS SO GOID BSYGGGVFSDCVHRFGVC

[pernicious-trolls]

☾ - What was the first idea that inspired the creation of each of your trolls, and do they still embody that idea now?

Oh boy this is going to be a trip. Okay!

So I'm going to start with my oldest and most changed: Arcana, who was designed after a cool glass centipede I saw like... 6-7 years ago.

The very first idea that sparked her wasn't even close to how she is now. She was made to be a Sburb player as a calm and fair co-ruler of a completely different species in one of the planets HIC took over after the Vast Glub. Systematically they looked similar enough to young troll, but their entire DNA structure was super different. )(story for another time)( And over time the character was turned into the rude, violent, short-tempered derbyist ya know now. :P

The others were a lot more recent.

The idea behind Teerie was that they weren't supposed to have a personality tbqh. They were supposed to be a vent 'sona because I wanted to see a troll with my fashion choices and was in a not-so-good mindset buuuuut, they took on a personality way different from mine own so bleh

(U H U ) I let them run wild now. Be free!!! \(ㅠ ㅇ ㅠ \)

Chiron is actually pretty consistent. Just like her namesake, she was heavily modeled after the centaur Chiron. Who was a scholar, teacher, and healer. And also the Chiron car because it's really cool. Seriously have you SEEN it? Swoon.

Flexbl... Flexbl was a piece of work to even START developing. They also kind of began as that co-ruler I mentioned before. But this was when I first split the designs and personalities. Arcana got the fire, horns, and hairSTYLE. While my bapey over here got the dress (which I actually owned), the calm, and the hairTYPE. Which I then went through a whole process of redesigning until this monstrosity of an end product was reached. You know, originally Flexbl was supposed to be mute and live in a trash can just 'cause I liked the premise.

"v(• H • )v"

Asrais was also just a fushia outfit-I-had design dummy at 1st (you're going to see a trend here). But I decided to go further with the outfit design because I wanted a really elaborate Fushia Alien outfit. It's all a jumper man, it's all a jumper...

After those 5, I started on Pierce. He... hrmmm. He- kind of has a long backstory but not really? His looks inspiration came from a bunch of female characters and designs I already made. But honestly I just always wanted him to be a guy that was really comfortable in his own skin, and comfortable showing skin. Everything he is, has been made around that concept. Even the dumb conspiracy shit. (> w > )

After Pierce Is Iferiiiin. Literally no one actually knows about him yet except one-two people? He started off as a npc announcing at one of Arcana & Chiron's derby competitions and I kinda just. Fell in love with his incessant shitty little energy and his glow gimmick. He a good kid, an annoying lil shit, but goid son.

Ciarán's whole concept is just a mashup of double-trouble from she-ra and Maurice (I absolutely love both of their energy) from Vamp Sabbath. And I'm still working on it so- rkdkndbd

And there's one more character that I can't reveal to you juuuuust yet. The Pernicious, The Storyteller, The one who invites through Void.

Information pertaining to thia character is higgggghly classified. For completely unrelated parties only.

tldr; And they were all outfit models in the beginning. Except Iferin because he's baby.

[idkwhoiamanymorebutwtf]

Ive been thinking a lot about this lately. Or rather, I've been thinking about how this doesn't make sense.

Now, of course, I was always under the impression that they were scanned on the traits they possess. If they're able to sway other's actions or thoughts with their charm, they'd score in Charisma. If they were both intelligent and held good judgement, they'd score in wisdom. And if they could physically defeat opponent's well, they'd score in strength! And that's where the whole thing confused me. Because I was adament that Enid should have scored 3/3

Yeah, she deserved to score in wisdom and charisma. But what's with her shortcoming in strength? She's definately strong. She defeated Elodie, someone who actually did make it into their honors class, and she did it twice! She and Red action were pretty well matched against the rest if the Hue Troop, Enid fights the robots constantly, and she managed to not be struck by Tko when they first fought him. These are all proof that strength wise, she should have scored just as much as Elodie, if not more.

And then we have Rad and Ko. Now...I can see Ko scoring in strength I suppose. I don't agree completely with the verdict, but i can see where it comes from. I mean...have you seen Tko? But it rubbed me the wrong way that Ko didn't score in the category that would have better suited him. Charisma. Ko's power doesn't come from his raw strength, and it doesn't come from his intellect. Ko plays support, and Ko can charm people to the max. I mean, just look at how he melts Enid's frozen heart. And Rad...he should have scored in strength. He's their stock boy. His talent is his raw strength. He isn't intelligent, and he certainly doesn't have good judgement. I mean, he full out believed he fixed a van in his sleep for crying out loud!

And finally we have Elodie. The only real honors student amoung us. She's charasmatic, no joke. Crowds flock to her wherever she goes. They hang on her every word! Just look at Koala Princess and Pastel! And while I wouldn't call her that strong, I can certainly give them a pass in giving her that one too, ignoring the fact that Enid should have scored too, being stronger than Elodie. But Elodie isn't wise. Wisdom is a mixture of good judgement and intelligence. She has intelligence, but the good judgement part is where it all flies out the window, if the fact that she found nothing suspicious about the after hours secret class where she was shot with magic orbs means anything.

So what gives? Why are the results mixed up like this? Well, i have a possible reason that isn't just; "the plot demanded Elodie was an honors student while the other three aren't and they threw some random combination together".

What if they weren't judging based on personal character traits, but on how well they'd do in those classes? We saw Enid's first day! She did great in every class. Except strength. Elodie is a straight A student on every teacher's goid side, though. So it makes sense that Elodie would make all three, while Enid would fall short on strength.

And as for the boys...well, Fox Tail seems to like determination. And Ko is nothing if not just that. He wouldn't hesitate, under most circumstances, at least. But I also feel like if put on the spot in Charisma class he'd flounder, and he'd have no clue where to even start with the logical problems in wisdom.

And finally Rad. He'd be over confident in strength. There's no way he wouldn't try too hard and mess everything up. In charisma...well...hes just not a good fit for charisma, lets be real. I didn't even question that when I thought it was character traits. And, well...I do believe he'd be alright in wisdom. He's be a real spitfire, probably yelling out the first answer that comes to mind. And this is something Professor Greyman, for whatever reason, seems to value.

Idk, though, id love to hear what everyone thinks?

[lovecraft-of-the-new-age]

You know what's weird?

Every single time I read a meet cute or strangers to lovers fic concerning the Seijou third years, you only ever get Matsun being friends with Iwaizumi and Makki being friends with Oikawa before they meet... And it literally NEVER the other way around??

I mean, if you take a look at it closely, it would make just as much sense for Iwa and Makki being friends and Oikawa and Mattsun. With Iwa and Makki it relatively ok, but you never get any Mattsun and Oikawa interaction. Which sucks, because they would be hilarious. (Of course there's a general Mattsun lack in the fandom when he's not used as Makki's bf, but that's a whole other issue).

And I get that Makki and Oikawa are the "pretty boys" between the four, but only once it would be refreshing to see another layout (Y'know with Mattsun's biggest concern being actually closer to Oikawa's and Makki's directly concerning Iwa and all).

Just give me some Oikawa and Mattsun hanging, going shopping or playing volleyball and some Use and Makki playing video games or going to the gym. I mean, in the anime they're all so close between the third years, but I get the feeling the fandom completely overlooks that in the favor of goid looks and ships.

SO START SHOWING SOME FRIENDLY INTERACTION BETWEEN ALL OF THEM, YOU COWARDS

Thank you for coming to my ted talk.

[impossiblerebelblaze]

Me: hehe marvel!! Thor likes boys and Peter Parker is trans

My cousin: well actually if you look at the comic issue 7o6 and 6736 I can dispute this because when the timelines gets warped we can see all timelines and none of the se are true ever

Me, only having watched the movies: it’s called subtext sweetie

Cousin: well that doesn’t count because the comics state the rules and you can’t use these characters to base any opinions on, also captain marvel is bad because her character arc from issues 739r-869 weren’t there in the movies. The Russo brothrs are goid wrutrrs adn yhey nafe hebdh hshdudhsijsd kfofksjudidjdhu sidhhshshdhdh

Me listening for 15 minutes with a plate full of food that’s getting cold:

[the-little-red-noodle]

8/11/18 11:53pm

Update: there really are no updates

I’m trying to write on here more. My therapist says journaling is good for you, so I’m trying to get back into it.

So, mental health. Lets fuckin get into it.

The nose thing is driving me crazy. It’s been almost a week with the cast on. I don’t know how it’s going to look and I’m starting to overthink. What if it’s lopsided? What if the tip is too skinny and it doesn’t look like me anymore??? With the tape positioning i feel like he made it much thinner than i wanted. what if i don’t like the way i look at the end of this. I shouldn’t have given him so much control over how it looks and now it nay be too late. I used to love the straight on view of my nose and hate the profile and now i know i love the profile and could either love or hate the front view and it’s driving me insane.

Anxiety is mounting as we start a countdown till move in. I’m nervous to see this guy I’ve been hooking up with. I’m nervous that i could start really liking him. I’m nervous that I’ll fall into dating him. Also nervous that he won’t want to date me and that in itself would hurt my feelings. I’m nervous that i flirt too hard with him and that he won’t be interested later on. But i worry about his interest fading if we ignore each other for the rest of the summer. I worry about not being able to kiss him when i see him and i worry about him judging me for fixing my nose. I’m worried that i won’t be able to really get with him for a while and that my mounting sexual frustration will pour out in other ways, like you know, acting coupley with him the way i was the last time i saw him. I was all over him because i really wanted to sleep with him, and it didn’t happen. When I’m horny, i show more affection. And i am ridiculously horny lately. It’s maddening.

I can’t even convey how horny i am. It’s incredibly frustrating and it just turns into anger. I’m kind of mean to this guy, i pick on him, and i try to do it in a cute way, but i feel like that will be a turn off in reality. I pick at his interests and call him nerdy, but i reiterate that i find those things attractive.. i have no idea where the boundaries are! Weve spent two nights together cuddling and making out, this last time when we woke up, i was on his chest and his arms were around me and we were giggling like we like each other, and i said he smelled good and when he didn’t say anything back i sort of panicked? It’s random paranoia and i fucking hate it. I shouldn’t give a shit if he finds me charming as long as we’re just sleeping together, but the second it feels romantic instead of just sexual, i get WEIRD. i hate that about myself so much. I shouldn’t be worrying about whether or not he has genuine feelings for me because it does. Not. Matter.

I know i want to be alone so why am i concerned with whether or not he thinks it’s weird that I’m on instagram too often and that i should turn off my active status so he doesn’t know that i spend all my time there scrolling through memes and occasionally bouncing back to his profile for this one really cute picture he was tagged in.. i hate it. I hate it.

I hate that I’m going to be living a floor below him. I hate that he’ll be able to see into my balcony from above and see my plants and could even possibly hear what im doing? Is it bad that i worry about him hearing me with someone else and it hurting his feelings? Should i give a shit if we’re not dating?

I just really really want him. I really want to touch him and be close to him and be with him like that, but i also kinda wanna be around him in a social setting too. I kinda wanna sit comfy with him at zeta while we play board games. I kinda wanna lay in his lap during lulls in dnd. I kinda wanna hear about his nerdy interests and send him memes and laugh on his chest about bands we don’t listen to anymore. I kinda want those things too. I wonder how I’ll feel when/if we finally really do it.. what if i get it out of my system and then i get jaded again? What if after i take this big step with him do i find out that i don’t really feel as safe as i thought i did, and i don’t feel as wanted as i thought i did. I don’t actually feel as into him as i am right now that I’m in heat and he’s a new prospect. And what if i start backing out and he gets hurt. Fuck what if i hurt him?

I don’t know what to do, i feel like I’m mentally scrambling until I inevitably have to move in on the 25th to a room directly below his. I’m gunna have to face him at some point goid lord. I’m gunna have to talk to him at some point and explain why i can’t exactly smash faces anymore right???

I think I’ve decided that right now, my responses over text and insta dms have been a little too eager, and my texts a little too overtly horny.. and that’s not cute. So heres the plan. From here on out, no messaging him first. No. More. And if, IF, he texts you. Be fucking cool, you dumb bitch. Don’t respond multiple times or too quickly. Just be easy going and not so outwardly horny for christ sake. “Anything to show you a good time” are you fucking kidding me sam i could slap you.

All i can do no is wait this recovery out. I get the cast off in 2 and a half days. Once I’m out, I’ll be in just tape and I’ll be able to go out and see my friends. I’m having fomo missing out on all the shenanigans. It’s the 12th now, i move in on the 25th. That leaves T-13 days to figure my shit out before i have to face the frat boy assuming he’s still into me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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We are there shortly. Remotely.

Others say this fight on your own side oh you are. We see one go f yourself Adolf at least start by his German grandma. Free my mom and dad and me by Claudia pow pic on it. We send more. Thank you forcsucking at your job, Loki. Ppl see itvsee him wince. Found it sent it met they know. Huge crowds boo him he's approaching. Get a new simbiote, onecthatcworks. Aches pains heartachecdue to this one man oh boy um retard ok that's your stuff. And he's funny has to be yiur not funny you have to be. Saw him say yiur wifebehind you bg worse is worse

I felt sick saw it a gun barrel looked you were there and blacked out

More too. They see him utsceverywhere now.

One caught my attention. "Traitor you suck blindly madly forever soon" and left there. Nobody holding it.

We saw who it was grandma. We tried to see who he was. Couldn't. No We know. It's him. Jesus.

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