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paperclip-skz · 4 months

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Late Night Snack

fem*Reader x Bang Chan

*WARNING*

contains: mention of nightmares (reader cannot sleep), slight mention of sleep depravation, oral (f receiving), lots of teasing, overstimulation, denied orgasm, praising, thigh riding, over clothes stimulation, and pet names, let me know if I missed anything.

WC: 3.5k

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You're startled awake in bed. Clinging your hand to your chest, Your mind is frantic. You can’t seem to keep your breathing under control until you rub gentle circles on your chest. You close your eyes trying to remember where you are.

I’m safe. I’m home. No one is chasing me. I’m safe. I’m home.

You repeat in your mind like a prayer. You start to calm down, slowly. Your body feels weighed with sleep, but your mind has been frightened awake, leaving you no choice but to stay awake. Nightmares like these have become routine.

You're startled awake in the middle of the night and too afraid to go back to sleep, so you just wait for your body's tiredness to drift back into a calm state.

You lay back against your pillows and let them swallow you in their embrace. You lay there begging your brain to drift peacefully, but there is no use. Your mind is awake therefore you are.

You get up from your bed and charge to the kitchen, thinking some cold water would help ease your mind.

It's dark, but you know your way around your friend's house pretty well. You go to the kitchen fridge where you grab a bottle of water.

“Can’t sleep?” a voice says.

You jump at the sudden intrusion, spilling some water on your T-shirt.

“Who-” You squint your eyes at the couch. A hidden hue of blue light radiated off of his face. He’s silently clicking away on his computer, working on some new project. “Jesus Chan you scared me”

Your friend had several roommates, there was Hyunjin (Your friend), Jisung, Chan, and Changbin. You stayed in Hyunjin’s room while he and his three other roommates were on a trip. You loved your best friend's flat, his room was filled to the brim with art and literature and you could stay in there forever. Needless to say, when you got kicked out of your apartment, because of some construction noise forbidding you from sleep, Hyunjin offered this little arrangement pretty quickly. Hyunjin had told you Chan might stop by the flat, but it wasn’t likely.

“I didn’t mean to, I’m sorry,” he says without looking in your direction.

“What are you doing here, Jinnie said you most likely wouldn’t come to the flat, let alone in the middle of the night” You walk over to the sink where a small towel rests.

“Well, he thought wrong” he's still glued to his computer.

The cold water seeps into the fabric of your T-shirt. You're wearing an oversized T-shirt and your panties, you don’t normally wear a whole lot to bed to begin with and didn’t have any reason now to change that fact. But now, you're silently regretting not putting on some shorts, feeling overly exposed with Chan in the room.

Chan lets out a ragged sigh and gently shuts his computer. He stands up walking effortlessly to you. He sits down on one of the stools behind the counter. You're still in front of the sink/other side of the counter, so he can't see anything past your T-shirt.

“Why are you up?” He asks, tilting his head at you, but not giving any sign of a smile.

“I could ask the same about you” you banter back. You and Chan haven’t had much interaction with each other or any sort of friendship. You just know him as your friend's roommate, nothing more. Now and then You’ll see him around the flat, you admit, he’s good-looking, almost too good-looking, but you’ve never really gotten to know him so your thoughts ended there.

“I’m working, can’t sleep because my brain won't shut off” he answers tapping his index finger on his forehead. You turn to look at the time the stove says on its clock, 2:30. Jesus it's late. “Your turn.”

You look back at him, he's still staring at you. “Um…” suddenly you feel embarrassed, he’s up because his brain won't calm down either, but why do your reasons sound childish compared to his? “Same as yours I guess, my brain won’t shut off” You turn your attention back to the water bottle you had placed down, tracing your fingers around its surface.

“You guess?”

“Yeah, I mean it's not work-related or anything… it’s just… it's um…” You're struggling to find the words to explain yourself. Why is this so hard to admit?

“Y/N what is it?” with nothing but concern written all over his face, you feel the wash of self-doubt leaves your body.

“I had a nightmare, and now I think my brain is too scared to go back to sleep” You answer honestly. Chan leans back in the stool, only studying you.

“What was it about?”

“That's the thing, I never remember.”

“This happens regularly?” he asks again, he knows he’s playing in dangerous territory and he knows these questions are far too personal, but he can’t help his curiosity about you.

“Yeah, almost every other night” You hang your head, the heat of embarrassment clawing at you.

“What do you try to do to stop it”

“I’ve tried a lot of things, music, medication, etc. But nothing works the same, usually I just wait till I tire myself out. Sometimes all I have to do is just lie in bed for a while, other nights I physically have to tire myself out by staying up later into the night” Why am I telling him all this? You're opening up to him more than you’ve ever opened up to Hyunjin. Hyunjin knows about your nightmares, but that's all he knows. You’ve never gone into any sort of detail about them or what you do to help them, and he knows better than to ask.

“Oh, I see” he breathes out. You look back up at him, trying to study what he's thinking, but it's almost impossible. He just stares off into the palms of his hands with a neutral expression.

The finger you’ve been tracing the indents of the water bottle with has become cold and almost numb, so you decide to take the water bottle in hand and slowly make your exit. “Don’t let your brain take control for too long. Try and get some sleep” You pat his shoulder before walking back to Hyunjin’s bedroom.

Until Chan’s hand wraps around your free hand preventing you from walking any further. “Are you going to sleep, or are you just going to lie in bed and stare at the ceiling.” His stare bores into you, he’s completely unreadable. His touch sends fireworks dancing across your skin.

“Um-”

“If you're not gonna sleep, at least stay out here with me” he pleads. He actually pleads, you’ve barely had a conversation with him and now he's pleading with you to stay up with him.

All thoughts leave your mind, his pouting lips and desperate eyes make your heart ache. “Okay” you agree, you don’t know exactly what you're agreeing to, but he's pulling your hand back to the kitchen counter. His grip remains holding your wrists, he doesn’t let go, not even when you're being pulled to be face to face with him. Instinctively you lean your body against his, resting one of your hands on his shoulder to steady you.

His grip isn’t tight, but it isn’t unforgettable, and he doesn’t move his fingers or glide his thumb across your knuckle, he simply squeezes your hand in reassurance. You can’t help but stare. Stare at his soft features or his parted lips.

Your thoughts become rapid, thinking about those lips and what they could do, all while the feeling of his grip isn’t lost. Your imagination peaks at the thought of his hands roaming your body, gently grasping at the base of your throat.

The thought sends your lip tugging between your teeth, “don’t” Chan says instinctively reaching out his thumb to break your lip free. Your plump lip springs free and Chan keeps his thumb resting on your chin. The intimate contact sends sparks through your body.

Chan keeps staring at your swollen lip, it's not bruised or indented, just red and plump. He stares at his like it's his last meal and he's a man deprived.

“If you're gonna kiss me, please do it already” He chuckles at your impatience. Chan’s hand reaches up to caress your hair, touching it lightly. Painfully slowly Chan inches closer to you, looking at you for any sign of retreat. Until his lips finally meet with yours in a slow tamed kiss. You notice his lips are so soft yet so skillful, as you snake your hand to cup his cheek in place. You crane your head to the side, deepening the kiss. He groans at the feeling of your tongue grazing his bottom lip, silently asking for permission.

You’ve completely forgotten that you’re half naked in front of him, but that thought is long gone, as his clothed thigh wedges and skims your bare ones. The pressure you didn’t know you needed makes your thighs clamp, trapping his leg under you. You sigh into his mouth while his kiss becomes desperate. You swing your arms around his shoulders, a subtle attempt to rub your clothed core on his thigh, and you quickly become fully aware of the dampness between your legs. Chan notices your not-so-subtle attempt and flexes his thigh, making you whimper at the stiffness.

Chan sucks every whimper, every moan, every sound you make when he kisses you, his tongue never misses a beat. His tongue swipes along your tongue, making your head spin and your walls clench around nothing.

As you ride his thigh, his hands begin to roam over your body. Chan travels one of his hands from guiding your hips along his leg to brushing along your stomach with his fingertips and finally slightly squeezing one of your breasts. His other hand stays on your hip leading its motions along his thigh.

Surly the stain from your panties has transferred onto his sweats. You're the first to break from the kiss, letting the stimulation take full control of your actions. Your head falls back and your eyes roll closed, the only thing Chan can do is stare. Stare at your body arching into him as you pleasure yourself on his thigh, staring at the way your hair falls perfectly along your back, staring at your breasts faintly bouncing.

His hands rest on your lower back holding you steady as you continue your assault on his leg, painting his pants with your juices. Your pace quickens, becoming sloppy, but rapid nonetheless.

The release builds in your lower belly. Your whimpers become louder as you chase your high, Chan hears them as music to his ears, a new song he wants on repeat.

“Come on baby, fly for me. Let it all go for me” Chan chants like a mantra. His hands on your back grip you like a vice, while his head rests lazily on your clothed breasts. He’s so close, so intimate, you can feel his heavy breath send goosebumps over your body.

“Chan” you cry out. You bring your head forward to meet Chan’s, his boner promptly tenting in his pants.

“That's it baby” The stimulation on your clit begins to rile your body up with an overpowering feeling, a wave that eagerly wants to crash.

Your body begins to shake and your legs begin to tremble. Chan’s hands become your only source of stability as your release washes over you.

Chan holds you close to his body, his head still resting between your clothed breasts. You bring your head down to rest on Chan’s shoulder and try to catch your breath.

You're still lying your body tiredly on Chan’s, while one of his hands caresses your back. An act so endearing a warmth spreads through your heart, a feeling that's so unfamiliar, but so welcomed.

Finally, you bring your head up and reach to cup Chan’s jaw, bringing his eyes to meet with yours. You linger into his chestnut eyes, and your lungs fill with a need to speak, but nothing comes out. A breath escapes your parted lips.

You decide the only thing you can do is kiss him, so you kiss him tenderly, letting your tongue swipe across his bottom lip tenderly and letting the kiss last. His hands find a perfect place on your hips.

You both break away from the kiss, regaining your breath. His hands alone make your body needy for more. He hasn’t even really touched you and he’s already made your body quiver. The image of his hands exploring your naked body, of his finger gliding in and out your wet fold, the thought, automatically, sends your lower lip between your teeth.

Chan chuckles slightly. He reaches one of his hands to pull your lip free once again, “what am I going to have to do for you to stop doing that?”

Your mind races with images of Chan on top of you, of his hands on every corner of your body, of his tongue everywhere. Chan sees the smirk spreading across your lips.

“Oh” the realization is evident in his tone “What should I do first”

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You find yourself in Chan’s bed. Your oversized sleeping t-shirt somewhere lazily on the floor, while your black lacy panties still hang around your hips.

Chan stands at the foot of the bed, staring at your slightly naked body. He leans his hands on the sides of your legs, looking down at your body, his eyes screaming with hunger. You force yourself to resist biting your lips, if anything Chan has made it clear he doesn’t like your little habit.

Chan licks his lips as his eyes rake down your body. “What am I going to do with you”

His words send chills straight to your needy core. With the tip of his pointer finger, Chan glazes across your skin, from the valley of your breasts to the string of your panties. Your body arches from Chan's touch, begging for more.

With a simple act, Chan lowers himself to place a soft kiss on your stomach just above your core. His fingers dance the line of your panties slowly bringing them down your leg. His teasing is so impossibly tender, so slow, so intimate.

Your hand comes up to stroke his dark locks. Chan breaks his lips away from your skin to look up at you with lidded eyes. He can see you trying to hold back from biting your lip, he smiles at the thought of you picking up on his silent request.

Your hand travels down to his cheek, gliding your thumb across his cheekbone. He leans into your touch and closes his eyes. “Chan” you whisper, you don’t know what you're asking of him, but you need something from him. You need him to touch you, to worship you, to do something about the wetness between your legs.

He chuckles. That small, adoring chuckle, warms more than just your heart. “Eager?” he whispers back.

The only thing you can do is nod your head. He places another soft kiss on your skin and brings himself to the edge of the bed. He grabs your ankles and gently drags you closer to the edge of the bed. He leans on his knees becoming face to face with your bare cunt.

You lean on your elbows watching Chan's lips come closer and closer to your eager core. Anticipation grows within you, anticipation that has you sighing when Chan kisses your inner thigh, mere inches away from your throbbing center.

He places another kiss on your other thigh, this time a little closer to where you need him most. “Do you like this?” His voice is husky and it sends an unfamiliar vibration through your body.

The whine that escapes your lips is foreign, but Chan basks in your reaction to his touch. Chan leans in closer to place a chaste kiss on your drumming clit. “What do you want?” another chaste kiss “all you have to do is tell me”.

Your breath hitches in your throat. His words making your body shiver in delight, chan breaks away from you to look you in your eyes. You can’t bring yourself to speak, for some reason his touch is so distracting it stops any whisper of a sound from escaping your lips.

“I-” you're interrupted by the feeling of his fingers tip-toeing over your folds, spreading your wetness all over. You suck in a breath when his fingertip teases your entrance.

Chan watches you with hungry eyes as you breathe a sigh and your body readies for a welcomed intrusion. “What do you want, baby girl?” His quiet demand makes your core throb.

“I want you” you know he wanted you to be more specific with your words, but what are words when you can be more accurate with your actions. You bring your hand back into his roots, slowly easing him downward closer to your bare sex.

He takes the hint with ease as he delicately kisses your clit, swiping his tongue along the rim. He takes his time licking your sensitive bud teasing you a little more before applying pressure to it with the tip of his tongue. It makes your body tense and your back arches. The familiar feeling of his finger enters your folds, but not all the way, just enough to tease your entrance and clench your walls around the fingertip of his finger.

Your body writhes on the bed. “Stay still doll” he breathes against your core. You can’t help it, your body flutters at his words. “If you keep moving like that I’m going to have to pin you to the bed”

His threat makes your mind go wild with desire, “is that a threat or a promise?” you challenge.

With a new determination in his eyes, he wraps his hands around the underneath of your thighs. His steel grip claws at your skin, pinning you in place. You let your back fall onto the bed.

“You might want to hold onto something babygirl”

You chuckle at his cockiness, “you can’t ser-” you words are caught in your throat the second Chan dives into you. Sucking, licking, teasing your clit with enough force to turn your whimpers into screams.

His grip on your hips keeps you trapped in place. You fist at the sheets, pulling as hard as you can while Chan devours you. His assault on your sex fills the room with sloppy dirty noises, you would normally be embarrassed about.

That wave of release builds quickly and it crashes even quicker. It's not long until your body is shaking, your legs are trembling, and your eyes are rolling to the back of your head in pure bliss.

Chan lets you ride out your orgasam and your hand reaches down to caress his hair once again. You expect him to pull away, but when you continue to feel his tongue swiping along your folds, collecting your remaining juices, the overstimulation sends you screaming again.

“Chris” you scream.

Suddenly he stops, lifting his head, “say it again” you whimper at the loss of his tongue. Even though the overstimulation was almost too much, your second wave was about to crash so easily.

“Wha-”

“Say. it. Again.” he emphasizes each word like it's his last.

“Chris' ' it comes out as a mixture of a moan and a whisper, but it's enough to send a growl to vibrate through his chest.

He dives back into you, chasing back that second wave of release. It comes quickly and unexpectedly. You scream his name when the wash of relief shakes through your body.

Chan removes himself from your dripping cunt and licks his lips. He makes a show of it, showing you how he savors every taste of you. Your body is limp, you can barely move. He leans up to give you a kiss, swiping his tongue along yours so that you can taste yourself.

You can feel his hard length pressing against your thigh. Your hands rake up and down his back, bringing him closer to your naked form.

“Someone is entirely overdressed” you tease.

“He chuckles along the corner of your lips, when he pulls away you find yourself shivering from the loss of warmth. You lean against the bed on your elbows.

You stare as Chan makes a show of taking off his shirt. His muscles flex and you admire his toned torso. Next are his pants. He’s so slow when undoing the buttons that cage his prominent boner tenting his pants. Once his pants are fully removed, he quickly swipes down his boxers down his legs, letting his length spring free.

Without wasting another second Chan pounces on you. Caging you within his arms and forcing your legs apart with his thigh. “I could ruin you” He whispers in your ear. His hot breath makes your body arch into his, silently begging him to be closer.

“Do it” you challenge

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: i tried something different, please let me know what you think! Everything and anything is greatly appreciated! :

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foreverlilmeowmeow · 1 year

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Helloooooo!! Can you write a one shot about Octane from apex proposing to the reader please I realized there’s no fanfics abt it. Can it also be a fem reader? Thanks man🤘

Omg! I love this idea and I don't see much either as I love Octane just as much. I'm sorry it took me so long to write and I'm sorry if the fight scene is a bit messy. I'm not really good with fighting scenes but I feel like Octane would do something like this so enjoy :)

requests are still open, they just might take me a while as I'm shuffling between jobs and some drama at home, but please fill free to send me your ideas :) I'll get to them as soon as I can! Thanks :)

~Sleepy Ash

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Summary: You were in the middle of a fight on Broken Moon and your boyfriend of what felt like years decided now was the time to propose to you.

Warnings: nothing too big? Maybe the characters getting shot, but nothing too bad I would think.

Words: 1269

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“What are you doing? Are you crazy?” Lifeline asked as bullets were going past her head.

“I’m gonna ask her to marry me. I mean I don’t see the issue here, plus she and I have been dating for a while. I don’t see her saying no.” Octane said as he peaked over the ledge to see where the enemy team was.

“But we're in the middle of a fight right now. Are you sure she’s not gonna say no because we're preoccupied?” Lifeline asked as Octane shook his head.

“I don’t think so. If in all honesty I think everyone will be shocked that Octavio Silva is finally settling down after all these years. I know I would be.” Octane laughed as Y/N made a winge noise over mic and then called out that she was downed by a second team.

“Well, here’s your chance to be the hero. Go get them I guess.” Lifeline said as she rolled her eyes. She peaked over the ledge that Octane had just looked over and had seen where Y/N had gone down and sighed knowing that if he didn’t hurry the ring was going to pinch them and that was something she didn’t want to deal with.

“I’m coming Y/N! Just hold on!” Octane called over mic as he jabbed the needle of his stim into his chest and jetted out of the building on the north east side of The Mirage Voyage, grabbing the zipline, and then down to the second floor where he saw Mirage finishing Y/N and Wraith guardian the door.

“Wow, that's quite the predemis—Pruh—Preh... Predicam—uh... It's a bad situation for you.” Mirage smiled as he started moving backwards in some type of moonwalk dance and kick up his foot to finish Y/N but ended up stopping as Octane pulled out his R-99 and started shooting him, stopping him from finishing Y/N, and had both Wraith and Mirage focused on Octane so Lifeline could pick Y/N up.

"On yuh feet. Lifeline's gotcha back." Lifeline smiled as she had quickly followed Octane down the zipline and through the building to pick Y/N up. The three of them now dealing with Wraith and Mirage that when Y/N did finally heal up Lifeline had gotten shot by their third member Bangalore and groaned seeing her down weapon was a G Scout fully kitted.

“Tango down.” Bangalore smirked as she and Y/N locked eyes. Bangs was about to go after Y/N when Octane got between the two and sat down on one knee nearly confusing Bangalore and Y/N on what he was doing.

“Le-et me have this moment real quick, please?” Octane said as he shot at Bangalore giving her a warning and then downed Mirage as he tried to finish the job with Y/N.

“What are you doing? We have to finish them!” Y/N growled as she was aiming her gun at Bangalore looking around to figure out where the hell Wraith had fazed off too.

“Something I should have done a long time ago but was too chicken to do so…” Octane said as he reached into his pocket and pulled out what could only be but a small square velvet box.

“You gotta be kidding me.” Bangalore said while shaking her head, “You're doing this now?!”

Octane nodded his head, “Uh, yeah, I don’t see a better time than doing it now.”

Lifeline rolled her eyes as she and Bangalore waited for Octane to continue. The three of them standing on the bottom floor of the building just watching the ring grow closer as Mirage was knocked down in a corner, probably talking to Wraith and figuring out what to do while the other team and Bangalore were off proposing to people.

“Well, get on your knee Silva, got less than four-five.” Bangalore said as Octane quickly nodded and turned to face Y/n. His left hand removing his goggles so everyone could see his brown eyes and his cheeks a bit pink as he, himself, couldn’t believe he was doing this.

“Come on Silva we don’t have all day.” Lifeline said as she was starting to join the group of annoyed people.

“Right, Y/N, -” Octane began as Y/N nodded smiling from ear to ear, “-I know we haven’t been an item for a long time and I know we’ve been friends for twice as much, but ever since that day up on Kings Canyon on the jump course, where we did some sick teamwork on the jump pads, I knew I wanted to spend foverever with you. You're fun and amazing and when you do that thing with the P2020.” She flipped it around her pointer finger and then threw it up into the air before catching and putting it back into its holster, “I knew you were the love of my life, my partner in crime, my life long duo…” the list goes on and on as when Octane finally pulled out the ring Y/N gasped. The diamond was green wrapped around pure silva (see what I did there??). It was the same color as his stim and green hair. Tiny but on point as he didn’t want something flashy, but enough to catch someone’s eye. He wanted the ring to represent him and her put together and to show that Octavio Silva can be locked down. He just had to find someone special enough to do so.

“Awe, babe, you… shouldn’t have…” Y/N said as she held out her hand and waited for Octane to finish.

“Come on Silva pick it up we gotta go!” Bangalore said as she tapped her foot against the concrete.

“Ooo, right…” Octane said as he nodded. He pulled the ring out of the velvet box and smiled, holding it up to Y/N with a smile, “Will you make me the most happiest man alive and marry me?”

Y/N smiled nodding, “Of course you idiot. Of Course.'' and when she slipped on the ring Wraith came out of nowhere and finished off the three of them. First throwing a grenade and weakening them and then knocking all three of them with a R-301.

“Jesus, Wraith, couldn’t come fast enough? Where did you go?” Bangalore said as she threw down and heat shield and started looting through Octane’s box.

“I had to take care of some outside squads. I heard some strays while shielding up earlier and just sorry I came back late.” She said as she picked up Mirage who was mumbling some nonsense to himself. He looted through Y/N’s box as when the three of them were done. Heading out of the building and took off on the zipline.

“Did you know he was going to propose all this time?” Mirage asked as he looked back at Bangalore.

“Yeah, but I wasn’t expecting him to nearly kill us all with ring.” Banaglore sighed as she felt the heat from the ring burn her skin.

“Damn. Such a shame they all had to go out like that. Would have been rom-roman-uh cool if they got to be the champion squad in the end.” Mirage stumbled as Wraith nodded.

“Yeah, it would have, but I decided to end things. Now come on. We have less than three squads left and this ring is really burning us here.” Wraith said as they jumped off the zipline and headed to the next. They had a long way to go, but in the end Octane was happy and so was Y/N.

#Apex #Apex x reader #Apex Octane x Reader #Octane Silva x Reader #x reader #Octane x reader #octane apex legends #Octavio Silva x Reader #octavio silva #Octane settles down??#Octane gets married??#gets married #getting married #enganged #Lifeline #Mirage #Bangalore #Wraith

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r-ando-m-w-rite-r · 2 years

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Keep the Good Ones Close

-TW: Abuse, Injuries, Cussing

-Around 5.2K words

-May be some grammar mistakes, ignore them

-A short Revenant x Reader; not a lot of fluff, but just something I thought of incorporating Revenant, Anita, and (Y/n)

-Enjoy!

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You had just emerged from your evening shower through the doorway of the bathroom. Wrapped in a soft towel, you closed your eyes and took in a deep, peaceful breath. Stretching slightly, you felt your body untense. All of your previous stress and anxiety fell off your body as if you were shedding a layer of skin. And for a second, you forgot about reality and all of it’s worries. The Apex Games, bills, the bruises on your skin. Everything began to fade from your mind.

However, you opened your eyes after a moment and froze. There, sitting on the couch and watching you with two glinting eyes, was your boyfriend. All of the worries rushed back. There was no emotions in his face, and you began to worry. Was he drunk? Irritated? Tired? All good enough reasons for him to beat you and take his anger out on you. You felt your hands shake, and you opened your mouth to speak, but nothing came out for a few good seconds.

“Y-You came home early...” you finally mustered, stuttering slightly but trying to pull yourself together. Had he told you earlier this morning that he would be coming home early? What an idiot you were, you should’ve remembered something that important. And now you may be paying for it, depending on how he felt this evening. Inhaling shakily, you continued. “I don’t have dinner made or-”

You stopped abruptly as he stood. His posture was..different. As if he was trying to make himself taller than he actually was. Puffing out his chest. Not slouching like he usually did. Those sorts of things. “So..” he said, taking a step forward. “I’ve caught wind of a situation.” He growled out the last word, and you gulped. You swore you had been a good partner, what had you accidentally done out of line?

He took another step in your direction, and as much as you itched to take a step back, you controlled yourself. Knowing of his bipolar tendencies, he would snap on you immediately if you even moved a foot from where you were standing. And you couldn’t help but wonder why he would always be confused as to why you seemed afraid of him, which you were. The amounts of times he had come home from the Games just to use you as his punching bag was unreal.

He was closer than you realized now, only one or two feet away from you. You could smell his breath, it stank of alcohol. That was it. He had been down at Paradise Lounge taking a shot or two when something had been said to him. Something about you. This wasn’t an uncommon occurrence, but then again, it hadn’t happened in a long while. You felt yourself begin to sweat. You weren’t guilty of anything, but for some reason you still acted so when innocent. It was a bad habit of yours.

Your boyfriend saw your eyes dart left and right in a frenzy, and when he touched your skin, you flinched. He lightly smacked the spot he had brushed, and you winced. It was minor compared to the things he had done before, but still stung nevertheless. He touched the spot again, surprisingly gentle. But you knew that wouldn’t last long. “You have chicken skin.” He stared down at the spot he had rubbed on your forearm, thinking. Shit.

You tried to brace yourself for whatever could happen next, but even that was not enough to stop yourself from being driven into a wall. You cried out as your back roughly hit the plaster wall behind you. There would definitely be bruises there later. Your towel fell off without the support of your hand, and he used your vulnerability to his advantage, pressing your bare hip against the wall with his hand. His other was shoving your opposite shoulder into the wall. You were pinned.

“Is it true you’ve been sleeping with that monster Revenant?” he spit out, pushing into your skin harder. “I mean, what does he have, a metal cock or something? You would know.” Tears sprung into your eyes as his nails dug into your skin. The accusations stung like slaps to the face. Did he have no trust in you whatsoever? “Hmm? You have no response? Well, I’ll make you respond...” he growled, that all common hint of drunk in his voice.

Suddenly, he slapped you across the face. Your head jolted to the left, and you saw stars. He screamed something at you as he let go of your body and stepped back. You slid down the wall and landed on the floor, but you didn’t know what he said. Your ears buzzed and your vision blurred slightly. His hit to your head had really done some damage this time. You fell on your side, the cold floor chilling your body quickly. You looked up at him weakly, and he stared back down at you in silence. He was done? But you hadn’t even answered his quest-

Just then a kick landed right in the middle of your chest, and you howled out in pain as his boot made contact with your flesh. Your heart throbbed and you began panting as you looked down. A massive, swelling, purple-ish bruise was already developing on the spot. Ouch. You watched desperately as he kicked you elsewhere, but for some reason you couldn’t feel it.

Was it because you were getting used to it? It seemed as if you were. You did have bruises and cuts already running all along your body, and at this point, you looked like a leopard. Luckily, every time you went out, your clothes covered everything. Once again, this was your life. But what if it could be different? It seemed impossible, but what if you just told someone...?

No, you couldn’t. It seemed as if everyone was his ally, feeding him false rumors and lies like the one that had resulted in your current beating. Someone would find out about you sharing your private life and tell him, and it wasn’t like you could leave and escape his wrath if that was the case. He would either force you to stay or straight up kick you out and leave you with nothing. And then where would you go? You had quit the Games two years ago after you had gotten with him, and you were living off of his income.

You felt yourself come back to the present, and your boyfriend was standing over you, panting as well. He stared down at your blank face, and when you made eye contact with him, he growled. “Answer me.” he said menacingly. Your whole body ached and throbbed. You shook your head slowly, and when you tried to talk, all that came out was a cough. However, you willed yourself to speak, or else further damage would be inflicted upon you.

“N-No, I’ve never even held a c-conversation with him.” you croaked out. That was a lie. There had been a few times in the past when you had spotted him staring at you. Whether it was on the dropship or Paradise Lounge. These occurrences had been before you met your boyfriend, of course, and you haven’t talked to the Legend since. However, you do still catch him staring at you every now and then, to your boyfriend’s annoyance.

He eyed you for a few seconds longer before groaning and reaching up to rub his temple. Without another word being spoken, he walked past your crumpled and wounded body into the bathroom. The door slammed behind him, and this was when you pulled yourself to your feet. Using the wall to the best of your ability, you stood on two wobbly legs. You heaved in breaths, and your chest ached with each one.

Grabbing your towel, you wrapped yourself up, feeling weak and embarrassed at how vulnerable you had been. Despite him seeing your naked body quite often, you still didn’t like being exposed around him because it usually meant rough and forced sex. However, once the towel was secure again, you didn’t hesitate. Walking briskly over to the front door, you quietly cracked it open, slipping through the opening and gently shutting it behind you. Sure, you were only in a towel, but you needed to go before things got worse.

You were outside of the room. It had felt like ages since you had been let out, and it had truly been months since you had last made an appearance in public. Your boyfriend restricted you from going anywhere without him, and since he was almost always out drinking or playing in the Games, it was near impossible to get out. He would always be exhausted or drunk when he came home, and the time spent with him would either consist of him beating you or fucking you, or even a mix of both. You felt like a tool.

Despite all that, here you were, breaking his rule. It felt good, and you felt free, but realization hit you after a second. He would be coming for you. You had to go and find someone, anyone to help you. Stumbling to your right, you limped forward on what felt like lifeless lumps supporting you. One of your ankles was swollen and throbbing, and you began to wonder if it was broken and the pain just hadn’t set in yet. You decided to favor the non-swollen ankle, just in case.

You turned a corner and stopped in your tracks when you looked up from the ground. Only a few feet ahead of you stood the red simulacrum himself. Embarrassed, you felt yourself blush slightly. But as your heart rate increased, so did the pain in your chest. A small sound emerged from your throat, and you grabbed slightly at your breast area. Revenant just stared at you, obviously trying to process what was wrong with you.

“(Y/n)...” he whispered faintly. “(Y/n).” He spoke up when he said your name the second time, and he must’ve realized the severity of your injuries. You swore, even for a second, that you heard his soft side come out when he first muttered your name. It was a note in his voice, one that showed concern. This comforted you a little.

He quickly closed the distance between you two. You felt his hand on your chin, lifting your face up so you could make eye contact with him. His other hand felt for your pulse, and his eyes quickly took in your weak and pathetic body before looking back into your face.

He stared down at you, mixtures of sadness and concern and fury all plastered on his face. “Who did this to you?” he growled, his normal self coming back into his voice. You just looked up at him and smiled slightly, happy that he cared despite you ignoring him for what seemed like forever. Tears welled up, sliding down your cheeks as gravity took control of them. For the first time in two years, you silently cried in front of someone other than your boyfriend.

A door slammed in the corridor behind you, and someone was huffing in anger. Your eyes widened, and you couldn’t help but whimper. “My..my boyfriend.” you hiccuped out as more tears flowed. He was going to find you, and then what? Revenant could only do so much if he was even willing to do anything. Oh, you never wanted to go back to your boyfriend’s room. Never ever again.

Revenant stared down at you for a moment before seemingly connecting the dots. With one quick movement, he swept you up into his arms, and you let out a little squeak of protest. Some of the bruises on your back began to ache from the sudden act. However, Revenant ignored your sounds and walked a little farther, turning a corner. Sure, it was painful, but he was saving you from even more painful things.

He walked a few doors down before stopping in front of one and knocking. He stood there for a moment, you in his arms. You stared up at him, and when he sensed your gaze, he couldn’t help but look down at you for a moment. As he did so, he couldn’t look away. Your eyes were like a trance. He reached up his free hand in an attempt to stroke your cheek, but he quickly pulled his hand back down as the door opened slightly.

A groggy face peeked out, and it was none other than Anita, one of your old sparring friends. Memories flooded back as you looked down into her face. She had taught you everything you needed to know and more when you had first joined the Games years ago, and you were forever in her gratitude. You hadn’t realized how much you missed her until now. In fact, you hadn’t realized how much you missed everybody.

Anita looked up at you sleepily, but her squinted eyes quickly widened at the sight of you, bruises peeking out underneath the soft but skimpy towel you were using to cover yourself. “(Y/n)!” she cried out in shock and sadness. Revenant quickly placed you down on your shaking legs, looking at the way you two had just come from with impatience. You leaned onto your good leg when your swollen ankle cried out at the pain from pressure.

As soon as you were on the ground, Anita wrapped you in a hug, pulling away after a few seconds but keeping her hands on your shoulders. You noticed tears in her eyes that she quickly blinked away before speaking. “Where..what...how...what happened to you?” Her small grin turned into a frown as she looked you up and down. She had seen the bruises from Revenant’s arms, but when up close, there were way more than she had expected.

“Now’s not the time.” Revenant growled out as someone turned the corner. He whipped his head around and shoved you inside the room. Anita’s door swung open, and you fell from the simulacrum’s shove. You braced yourself, but before you could hit the ground, Anita caught you and quickly pulled you back up. Revenant slammed the door shut, locking it behind him and leaning up against the door. He sighed, and despite being shaky from almost face-planting, you wondered if he had actually been scared of being discovered in that moment.

“What the hell, Rev!” Anita whisper-yelled. “You almost made her fall! She’s already injured enough.” Revenant growled, taking a step forward.

“Well, if it weren’t for my quick actions, our cover would’ve just been blown!” he whisper-shouted back. Anita cleared the space between them and stood up as tall as she could, as if she wanted to get all up in his face.

“Does it look like I care, big guy? Her life is on the line after all.” He leaned down, and he was the one to get in her face. She didn’t flinch as he spoke.

“Don’t test me, girly.” he threatened. “Either way, you’re right, her life is on the line. But I did what felt needed to be done, even if I do regret it.” They stared at each other for a couple of seconds before Anita finally gave in and huffed, stepping away. Revenant stood back up straight and snorted victoriously.

Meanwhile, you had sat on a sturdy couch nearby, listening for any hints of your boyfriend prowling outside the door. He had most likely seen Revenant before the door shut, and both him and Anita had been quite loud with their bickering. Your anxiety levels rose with each second of silence that passed by. Was he waiting for someone to step out? Was he waiting for you?

A hand grasped your shoulder, and you startled quickly, scrambling backwards. Anita pulled back her hand in a slight shock, and she frowned down at you with pity. You noticed Revenant watching you two from the back, and he had the same look: pity. But when he saw you looking, he contorted his face back to one of neutrality. Damn, he was good at disguising his emotions.

No words were said for a moment, just eyes staring at you. It sent your anxiety levels through the roof. You didn’t show it, but internally you were screaming. The pressure was too much, and even though the danger was outside, you felt it’s presence in this room. It had come with you, through your bruises and cuts, leaving you infected with it.

“Come on.” Anita suddenly said, pulling you out of your chaotic thoughts and into the serenity and quietness of the room around you. She held out her hand, and you slowly took it. She then pulled you up and wrapped an arm around your waist to brace you. You blushed slightly as her hand fell below your hip, and her fingers brushed your butt ever-so-slightly. It was obviously an accident, but an awkward one at that, and she didn’t seem to notice as she led you to the bathroom across from the kitchen area.

As you two walked past Revenant, you caught him glaring at Anita’s hand on your side, and you were confused. Why was he mad about it? You knew he was protective, and sure, you may have been a little flirty with him every now and then years back. But that was a long time ago, and there didn’t seem to be anything more between the two of you. Unless...unless he was jealous, then something was definitely up.

Anita walked you into the bathroom, shutting the door behind her. She then withdrew her hand from you and stepped back. Crossing her arms, she waited there patiently, watching you expectantly. You stared blankly back at her. “C’mon now, we don’t have all night.” she said, now tapping her toe. Your brows furrowed with confusion.

“You don’t want me to-”

“Yes, I want you to.” The tips of your ears turned red, and it must’ve been noticeable, because Anita sighed and spoke up. “(Y/n), if I felt anything for you, I would’ve told you many years ago.” You couldn’t help but chuckle slightly at her sarcasm, even though it made your chest ache. She chuckled along with you, and her rumbling laugh made you smile wistfully. Just like the good old days...before your boyfriend. Now that thought made you frown.

“Alright, alright, settle down now.” Anita said, getting serious again. “I’m just in here for safety reasons, but if you want me to, I’ll turn away while you change.” You nodded in appreciation at her gesture of kindness, and she quickly turned to face the door. You slowly peeled off your dampened and sweaty towel, tossing it on the tiled floor, and your bruises began to sting slightly as flowing air hit them.

“You know, I don’t see why it’s such a problem if I see you naked.” Anita suddenly spouted off. “I mean, we’re both girls, and I’ve been your companion since the beginning of the Games. I taught you everything! We’re blood! And plus, I’m gonna have to look at you anyway since I have to clean you up-”

“Anita.” you muttered in a tone that she knew meant ‘stop, you’re being annoying’. You considered covering yourself up, but it was too late anyway, as Anita had already turned around. She gazed at you for a second, and as her eyes dropped down, she quickly made an effort to snap them back up. You noticed and shook your head in disapproval.

“Hey!” she said defensively, raising her hands up. “What can I say? You have nice titties.” You snorted and she burst out laughing. You didn’t also, but only because your chest already hurt enough. You beamed at her, though. It was nice bringing joy to her face. After all, the only time you ever had seen her in the last two years was through a TV broadcasting the Games, and she was always serious in those recordings.

Anita then grabbed your arm for support, and you quickly made an effort to sit down in the bathtub. It was a sparkling white, and as the bright LED lights shone off of the walls’ surfaces, it became an eyesore. Anita must’ve noticed as she was turning on the water, because she quickly bustled over to the light switch and dimmed the overhead lights. That was better.

“Thanks for, well, all of this, Anita.” you said in a comforted tone, but switched over to one of sorrow after a moment. “I’m sorry I threw this all upon you.” You felt guilty for just suddenly thrusting all of your problems onto one of your best friends, even though it technically had been Revenant who had done so. And the same to him, you felt bad for ever running into him in the hallway and throwing him into this mess. You should’ve just gone and gotten security to do their job-

“(Y/n).” Anita said in a serious voice, pulling you out of your thoughts. She stared intently at you, sponge in hand. “Don’t ever apologize to someone who’s helping you. The person does it out of the goodness of their heart. And you’re my best friend, why would I not help you?” You took in her words and processed them. Blinking back tears of gratitude, you inhaled deeply and exhaled with the same force. The running water was calming you, and your anxiety was finally lowering back down again.

Anita began scrubbing you with the sponge, now lathered in soap, on your arms. She started with your shoulder and worked her way down whilst striking conversation. “So..” she said in a slightly mischievous tone. “I saw that little connection between you and Rev earlier.” You felt yourself heat up, and it wasn’t just the boiling water beginning to fill up the bathtub.

You shook your head slightly, not wanting to admit anything. Sure, you hadn’t really thought about it this way, but you secretly did kind of have a thing for the bot. But you were afraid he didn’t back, despite everything he had already done to clue you into the fact that he did. Either way, you were afraid of rejection, that was all.

Anita gave you a look of ‘I don’t want to hear that bullshit’ before continuing to scrub away at your cuts, to which you winced after she hit a raw one on your waist. “C’mon (Y/n), don’t lie to yourself. I saw the way he used to look at you back before...” She hesitated saying his name, so she quickly dodged before things could get any more awkward. “...well, you know. But still.”

“Anita, I promise you he doesn’t like me back.” you said, trying to affirm yourself so, despite not wanting it to be that way. It actually seemed like a nice prospect to date the simulacrum, but right now, you needed to take a break from romance in general. Your boyfri-no, your ex scarred you enough, and you didn’t want the wound to fester anymore that it already had.

Anita just grunted in response but said nothing more. She tapped your knee, requesting for you to lift your foot out of the water. You did, and she gasped. “(Y/n), what the fuck!?” she exclaimed, astonished.

“Hmm?” you said, opening your eyes back up, as you had begun to doze off. You looked in the direction her eyes were going and saw what she was looking at. Your ankle. It was swollen horribly, almost to the size of a small melon, and the coloring of your skin in that area was a yellow-ish pale. That wasn’t normal.

“Venous reflux.” she breathed in a worrying tone. “We need to get you to a doctor before Putting the sponge down and turning off the water, she stood and walked to the door. Opening it, she looked back once before saying in a hurry, “I’ll be right back with clothes.” With that, the door shut behind her, and you were alone, soaking in hot bath water.

You looked back at your foot, which was now resting on the ledge of the bathtub, and realized how severe the swelling was. However, before you let your anxiety levels spike again, you sunk down farther into the bubbles coating the surface of the water. The scent, the feel, it all relaxed you, and you calmed yourself. Until Anita came back, you would relax.

Just then, the door cracked open slightly, and you internally sighed. Back already? But when no one came in right away, you raised an eyebrow. Did the door just open naturally with airflow? But you jumped as Revenant emerged from the other side of the door, growling. Your mind went into panic mode, as you were weak, naked, and vulnerable in front of the simulacrum that evidently ‘loved’ you, according to Anita.

You realized, however, that all the bubbles were covering everything but your head and your swollen foot. Good enough, you said to yourself. At least your privates weren’t on display. His LEDs locked on your face but then quickly shifted over to your ankle. You watched as his claws shook ever-so-slightly, but he otherwise didn’t react. He stared at your foot for a few seconds before looking you back in the eyes.

His gaze, it was so mesmerizing. Maybe he did like you. What if he did? Could he come over here right now and reach into the warm water and touch you? Would he caress you like he had tried to do outside Anita’s door? Would he play underneath the water with you and make you aroused? Were you aroused already? What if he did do that, then what? Would you love him back?

“Hey!” Anita suddenly shouted from somewhere outside of the room. “Get out of there!” Revenant quickly escorted himself out, and there was a brief argument from what you could hear held outside. After a moment, however, it fell quiet, and Anita slowly pushed her way into the room, slamming the door behind her. She was pissed, you could tell.

“I told him about your ankle and he fucking had to check, even though I told him to wait until you were decent.” she grumbled as she set down a small pile of clothes and pulled the drain near the front of the bathtub. All of the water was gone within ten seconds, and she helped you up from the bathtub. Your swollen ankle was numb at this point, so Anita had you lean up against the wall while she helped you into some of her clothes.

“There.” she said with satisfaction as she pulled the sweatshirt over your head. You felt comfy and warm, and you nodded at Anita, pleased with her choice of clothes.

“Thanks again.”

“Don’t mention it.” She wrapped her hand around your waist for support, and you followed suit on her waist. This time, she didn’t reach any farther, and you wondered if she purposely did the first time just to piss Revenant off. Together, you both emerged from the bathroom, her walking slowly, you hobbling on one foot. Revenant stood by the door impatiently, obviously still bitter about whatever Anita had said while scolding him minutes beforehand. However, he looked at you, and you saw his anger vanish for a moment before returning. So maybe that was what Anita had been talking about when she had said she saw the signs.

“Anyone waiting out there?” she questioned the bot, indicating to the hallway. He just growled under his breath and shook his head. “Good, let’s go, (Y/n).” Revenant opened the door, and you two emerged into the hallway. You quickly looked both ways, but the corridor was empty. You let out a pent-up breath in relief. When Revenant tried to follow, though, Anita stopped in her tracks and held up her free hand. “No, Rev, I want you to stay here. We don’t need you showing up at the hospital and making everyone think the Grim Reaper’s finally made his appearance.”

Revenant began to protest. “No, I-”

“No ifs, ands, or buts.” Anita said in annoyance. Revenant growled deeply, but turned around to stalk back inside her apartment. Something told you this wasn’t right.

“Wait.” you said. Anita looked at you, confused about whether you were talking to her or not. Revenant paused, looking back over his shoulder, curious. You looked at him, and after a moment you realized you were staring and cleared your throat, embarrassed. “I-I want Revenant to come.” you muttered, and Anita cocked her head. Your whole face flushed, and you prayed it wasn’t as noticeable as it felt.

Anita was silent for a moment before sighing out, “You’re lucky you’re my friend, (Y/n).” You looked up at her with gratitude flooding into your eyes. She just snorted at you and motioned to the bot. “C’mon, tin can.” Revenant growled at the nickname but shut the door behind him and came up behind you two. He moved in especially close to you, to the point where he was almost touching the backside of your body.

Anita gave you a look, and you pleaded at her with your eyes not to make things awkward. However, she shrugged you off and said, “Oh, and here, take your girlfriend.” She abruptly let go of you and slid away, leaving you with no support. You wobbled and fell forward, but before you hit the floor, Revenant’s claw grabbed your middle section, pulling you back up.

He placed you back on your good foot, and before you could fall again, he braced one hand along the small of your back. The other he opened and held out for you to grasp onto. You grabbed onto his hand, and he clenched it gently but firmly. You watched in annoyance as Anita gawked at the two of you. “Awww, look at these two cuties.” You rolled your eyes, but Revenant didn’t react.

Confused by his silence, you looked up at him. He was staring right down at you, and while most would’ve been creeped out, you found it reassuring. You saw the care and gentleness in his yellow LEDs, and you melted instantly. The borders that had once been guarding your heart from him broke down, and you forgot all about your ex and the cuts and the bruises and the swollen ankle. As long as you were with him, you were safe.

You two continued staring into each other’s eyes, and you felt him slowly leaning closer to you. The only thing that broke the contact was Anita. “Alright lovebirds, wrap it up and let’s go.” You turned and watched as she began down the hallway, and Revenant growled her way. But as he began leading you after her, you slowly leaned into his side.

At first, he stiffened. But after a moment, his hand bracing your back slid to your waist, as Anita’s had been before, and he pulled you in closer. You squeezed his hand, and he must’ve felt it, because he reciprocated. It was in that moment that you realized, even if your ex did come after you, or your injuries were going to take a long time to heal and handicap you for some time, as long as you were alongside Revenant, you would be safe and loved.

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that-one-weeb-buts-its-the-main · 2 years

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-Apex Legends Masterlist-

☽───⛧ Mirage ⛧───☾

Alone for Just a Moment | GN | Romantic

Only a Pinch | GN | Romantic

Training | GN | Romantic

Cockblocker | F | Romatic | NSFW

☽───⛧ Revenant ⛧───☾

☽───⛧ Loba ⛧───☾

☽───⛧ Valkyire ⛧───☾

☽───⛧ Mad Maggie ⛧───☾

☽───⛧ Fuse ⛧───☾

the beginning, the middle, and The End| GN | Platonic

☽───⛧ Bangalore ⛧───☾

☽───⛧ Vantage ⛧───☾

☽───⛧ Octane ⛧───☾

☽───⛧ Bloodhound ⛧───☾

Being Bloodhounds Younger Sibling | GN | Platonic | 2 |

☽───⛧ Extras ⛧───☾

Please ask for any characters that are not on the list!!! This is just the start!!!

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thelearningtreeschool · 9 months

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best play school in bangalore || top nusery school in bangalore

The best play school in Bangalore offer an engaging and innovative curriculum that focuses on the overall development of children.These school have experienced teachers with excellent communication skills who guide children through the Nursery, LKG, and UKG stages.

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crazy-fandom-madness · 2 years

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Just a little Revenant x Reader cuz yes

This is my first time writing so sorry if there is any mistakes it anything enjoy

Summary: you decide to relax while the other legends talk amongst themselves and Revenant try’s his best to show he cares

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SFW/ Gender Neutral/ Fluff Rev/ Established Relationship

It was a normal day on the drop ship and Lifeline, Bangalore, Gibraltar, Octane, Mirage and Wattson where sitting and playing a card game, Newcastle and Wraith were watching listening to Mirage brag about how good he was. Of course Octane had to one up him at this point they where the only ones playing. You where laying down in the same room tired from the last match but the sound of Elliott and Octavio stopped you from sleeping. Though the Nessie Wattson gave you helped and Ajay’s light drumming on D.O.C. was also calming but it couldn’t distract from the eyes on you. Revenant, just in the corner watching not threatening just observing. You were always interested in the simulacrum and you knew he was somewhat nice to you well as nice as he could be, he tried his best.

“Ya sure you don’t want to join us?” Ajay stopped tapping D.O.C. to ask. “I bet you could get Mirage you shut up.” Wraith added with a smirk earning a look from Eliott. “They look tired let’s leave them alone.” Natalie said making everyone go back to what they were doing. A loud laugh came from Octane as he won the match. “Sorry amigo looks like I win again!” Elliot wasn’t even paying attention to him. “Well maybe if that murder bot wasn’t standing so menacingly I would have played better.” Renee rolled her eyes. “Come on brudda no need to watch join us.” They all looked over to Revenant he just let out a grunt and left. “Typical.” Anita and Renee said in unison turning back to the game, you wondered where he was going looking over the couch you were on. He went into his room unable to see him you lay back down, closing your eyes finally falling asleep.

Waking up noticing your alone at least you thought but you have a blanket it was soft. One of Revenant’s you smile looking around for anyone. “Finally, you where out for a while.” A familiar robot voice filled the room looking over there he was. Starting to walk over to you he just looked at you so you spoke. “Were you just watching me? Oh and thanks for the blanket you could have just carried me to bed.” You giggled while getting up, he let out a grunt as a response. “You can walk yourself can’t you?” Collecting all your things you head back to your room with Revenant. He usually stands in the doorway just watching you sleep making sure your safe, but today he got into bed with you. As you got comfortable laying against him just listening to his robotic parts work. It was times like this that he wished he was human but he would never admit it. “I brought you some water so you don’t have to get up.” Looking over at the table there was indeed water, small thing like this is what made you happy. Sure he wasn’t great at showing love but he did it in his own way. You give him a small thanks before taking a sip of the water. Putting it back down on the table. You wanted to see if this time he would actually sleep or if he would just watch you like always.

He has a rest mode but he never used it he didn’t like to sleep, he didn’t need to so why use it? He didn’t trust anyone enough to use it in the first place. You knew he would use it in due time, when he was ready. “Well I’m going to go to sleep feel free to move me if you want to leave.” You giggle knowing he will stay there all night. As you rest your head on his chest you hear the parts start to slow down, getting more calm the faint glow from his eyes light the room. You tiredly say you love him and you start to doze off. Smiling when he says it back, playing with your hair just a little, things he would only do in private. You wake up to the sound of Octane and Mirage again knowing you won’t be able to fall back asleep you get up. But not before noticing Revenant, asleep well in resting mode it brought a smile to your face, he is comfortable enough to do this. You lay back down and cuddle him whispering sweet nothings to him. Holding his hand and rubbing it, he often picked at the paint on his hands hating Hammond Robotics for making him this killing machine. Of course you understand this hatred he had, but remind him to be nice to himself.

His LED eyes start to light back up, gears inside him start up again. “Morning, did you rest well?” You ask as he starts back up. “I guess it’s not like it does me any use.” He sits up and watches you get ready. “Well I’m just happy your comfortable with me to do that I know it’s hard for you.” It was, he’s trying for you but it’s still hard for him to show it. “Small steps at a time.” You add all he said was a soft yeah. As you where about to leave the room he stopped you. “Thank you, for making me feel human.” He hugged you it was unusual for him to do this but you let him. “I try my best, honestly forget your not sometimes.” With a soft giggle you let go of him and smile. If he could he would be too, you place a soft kiss where his lips would be and leave.

You were greeted by Bangalore and Gibraltar they were talking about the schedule. “Bonjour, did you sleep well I hope we didn’t wake you?” Natalie asked while she watched Ajay work on D.O.C. “Not at all Wattson, so what’s the plan for today?” Looking over at Anita. She took a sip of coffee as she explained everything. She soon left to grab some more coffee and Ajay’s light tapping with her shock sticks could be heard as you felt eyes on you. Revenant walked over to you sitting next to you, he put his arm around you. But quickly moved it as Bangalore walked back in. He didn’t pull away when you grabbed his hand rubbing where the Hammond Robotics logo was. Small steps you say to your self. After a few minutes of sitting with each other the announcement for the next match could be heard. Letting go of his hand getting ready he stops you, and puts a light kiss on your hand before going to his spot. The progress might be slow he might not even get past this stage but you didn’t mind. You would always love him no matter what and you knew he felt the same. Smiling while looking at him you start to drop. He looked at you as you both got ready to jump sharing a look before everyone jumped. Sure you loved him but this is a blood sport and you didn't come to lose. Giving him one last look knowing it will be over soon and you can go back to holding him. And with that let the games begin.

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