Not justifying Armand, but you don't get through that amount of physical, sexual, emotional abuse, brainwashing, isolation etc to the point of amnesia and dissociation since you're a human child until you're a centuries old vampire (and vampirism amplifies their traumas and emotions) without accidentally reprogramming your brain in a really messed-up way. Specially when you're stuck in a teenage brain forever. This is not someone that lived a safe and privileged life, not even a remotely decent one, and decided to be evil. In many ways Armand forgot or didn't even get to learn what is meant to be human and have a healthy lifestyle and relationships with people. Obviously, it would take him a long time to catch up with his humanity and even develop a sense of identity (one of his many issues too).
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introducing my yandere ocs! first off is oli :3
i have been working on this guy for a little while so. now it is time to meet him :D
his name is oliver, but he prefers oli. but you could call him anything and he would be so happy to hear it from you. me personally i call him a pathetic little freak.
he is about 5'8", skinny build, definitely a wimp. brown hair and green eyes. see picrews below because i am bad at drawing and will not subject you guys to my shit sketches
(sources: first picrew, second picrew, third picrew)
he's 27 years old and works a boring office job. very shy, very nervous kind of guy. yes he is very pathetic yes he is a miserable creep.
unfortunately you were nice to him once (you don't even remember, it was so not even a big deal to you) and since he has fallen in love with you. i mean look at this dweeb. does it look like people are ever nice to him. he's my cringefail babygirl.
oli would do anything for his darling. he is so obsessed. his goal in life is to know everything there is to know about you and he's pretty close to that goal already. it has nothing to do with him hacking into your laptop or hidden cameras. he's totally never done anything like that at all. you can trust him! he commits several crimes on a daily basis
super clingy, super sensitive and super submissive. he wants to be near you all the time but at the same time he is so scared. it takes a lot of courage for him to speak to you! so please be nice to him!
my goal is to write more original content with oli (and my other oc, who i haven't introduced yet) in the new year. i hope you guys like them and i can't wait to continue to develop them and watch them grow.
please feel free to send me asks about oli and let me know what you think of him!!
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I just finished I'm assuming the main ark with the twins
If you don't want spoilers skip this post
OH MY GOD I AM SOBBING
HIKARU DIED HIS HAIR KAROU SACRIFICED EVERYTHING FOR HIKARU KAROU KISSED HARUHIS CHEEK?!?! AND THEY WENT ON A DATE?!?!??!
I just I just
This ark was beautiful I am so happy the twins are trying to be their own people now, well they still have a lot to learn but it's so :( I'm so happy for them.
And yes I knowww Tamaki gets with Haruhi in the end but I'm really hoping hikaru at least tries to get with Haruhi.
I am very attached to these characters and seeing them finally have character development is so nice. In the anime we had very little to go off of we had the Halloween episode and the summer eps AND THAT'S PRETTY MUCH ALL WE GOT IN CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT
I am very excited to write a essay and or make a YouTube video discussing these boys
(guys read my tags I'm funny in my tags)
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shoutout to the time one of my "friends" told me that having an oc or a story inspired by a song means you are unoriginal and can't come up with your own ideas and are therefore stupid and then I found a song that was, absolutely, beat for beat exactly about their current most precious OC like its not even funny. So I sent it to them. And they said it "doesn't count" because they'd never heard it before. but you guys will never guess who's yt playlist titled "writing" I found that fucking song on in the first place. bitch ass
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finally i am here to talk about the end of twins the series. my last post but i need it
yes, it's very hard to forgive this clownery. i fell for twins not for the same reasons i fell for pit babe, last twilight or the sign, which is awesome because it's so good that different bl series exist. and you can have that one that balances it, that it's a safe zone - like twins was. it was a feel-good series, light-hearted, easygoing. until it wasn't. and i feel so wronged. i feel heartbroken and disappointed for varied reasons:
- it is unfitting that Sprite is like that. to the point of feeling odd, frustrated and almost confused that some things were happening. i guess the writers know him better (?) but it doesn't feel like it. and in the end he keeps going for the determined 'i like you i will flirt and we will date' without feeling honest guilt or even giving credit to First's feelings. is he someone this shallow? does he realise he seriously fucked up? and if this is the Sprite they were looking for, i hate him. it's a no no
- said enough about how frustrated i am towards the way they characterised First. and unfortunately the ending was as i expected, given the path they were going. it was so but so hard to watch it. almost unbearable. if they were looking for a 'oh so cute he gives in so easily', or a 'oh so whipped for Sprite', i did not feel it. just frustration and lack of sympathy for the choices
- the lack of development involving First and his father. in the finale the father says 'well done. i'm proud' and then problem solved and traumas from the past fixed? no no no
- lack of real communication between First and Zee. they just did not talk anymore and just played together? did they not have things to solve between them? so now they are kids that forget things without talking about them and problem solved? they are not kids. and as a viewer i needed that talk. it would make so much sense that they did it
- lack of more context on First's sister and what the fuck happened to her in the last episode. again... confusion and oddness and randomness. and they didn't even talk about it anymore. wtf
- Sprite, Zee and both parents eating together and just happiness and no real talk, not a sorry towards the kids that clearly suffered from a divorce, negligence and inexistent co-parenting
- all the hiding and lies and in the end only First ended up knowing about the switching? did the others also knew and i did not get it? no repercussion for Zee's future on volleyball given that someone else unlawfully played in his stead? needed so much more clarity on Zee and Sprite officially being two individuals and all the people close to them knowing
- lack of development of other stories (like Jack's family)... if you do not wish to give us more insight on those, don't make them up
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Also also, I can (sometimes and grudgingly) overlook the anti-Steve rhetoric to read an otherwise well written fic, but I’ll be dead before I get caught reading something that makes May Parker abusive in anyway shape or form (this includes her somehow having a bf that is abusive to Peter)
Like tell me without telling me that you have absolutely no regard for the characters
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