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Make your cat more cute this Halloween Rabbit hat. #halloweencostume #halloweenhat #halloweenmore #halloweencats #cat #cats #cutecats #catcostume #cats_of_instagram #catsofinstagram #catlovers #catlover #catlife #cathat #catshat #catsrabbithat #catshalloween #halloween🎃 #catloversclub . Check out more of this on halloweemore.com https://www.instagram.com/p/B23dsX_ndtU/?igshid=4nrm2l2kofyv
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touchy q- how much, what kind/where and how long have you been getting dysphoria/gender dysphoria? -sincerely catshat
Well, that’s a complicated question…
(TMI/possibly NSFW info ahead)
I guess the earliest thing I’d attribute to dysphoria would be when I was between 8 and 12, and just staring at myself in the mirror wondering if somehow I could be some genetic abnormality who was a boy and a girl (this was before I knew what being intersex was) and that I’d somehow develop masculine traits of some kind (Basically I was like “maybe I’ll grow a dick”).
Then, after I started puberty, I had dysphoria about my chest, even when I was still relatively flat. When I was around 13-14 I decided that I wanted a reduction when I was older. By the time I was 15, I consciously hated my chest and, by association, “being a girl.”
As for my height, this one’s a bit weird. I wouldn’t say I started getting dysphoric over it until I was about 14, but even before that I wanted to be tall. When I was very young, I wanted to be as my dad (he’s 6′5″). Of course, I got shot down, and since then my “ideal height” has steadily been going down, from 6′5″ to 6′1″ to 6′0″ to 5′11″… My growth is really slowing down at this point, and I’m just over 5′7″, which I know is relatively tall for an AFAB person, but I am still VERY dysphoric about my height. It probably wouldn’t be as bad, except that my family LOVES to talk about how tall my other siblings are going to be. My younger AFAB sibling apparently had big feet as a baby, so everyone is convinced they’re going to be way taller than me, even though I have been taller than them at every age (like when I was 10 I was taller than them when they were 10). Also, three times a week at my Kung Fu class we have to line up by height, so that just brings more attention to it.
I’m kind of in the same situation with my voice: I wouldn’t say I was dysphoric about it until a couple years ago, but I always wanted a low voice. I sing, so I was very proud to be an alto rather than a soprano, but I wanted to be low enough to do tenor (though that’s partially because in choir, alto is often used as “soprano 2″).
I never liked my wider hips, but that’s mostly because I was clumsy and kept running into things with them.
I never really liked being referred to as “young woman” or “ladies” in a group, though I mostly attributed that to being a kid.
I was always VERY offended when told I was feminine or not masculine, including being told that my younger sibling was more “tomboyish” than I was, or if those “is my brain male or female” quizzes gave me a “female brain” result. I’ve pretty much always thought I had more masculine than feminine thoughts/brain/traits. Even before I knew I was trans, I would either consciously or subconsciously modify my behaviour to be more masculine.
There’s a lot of other things that I don’t know whether or not they were related to dysphoria. I started questioning my gender a bit before October 2017, and since then a lot of the social dysphoria-related things have ramped up, like around pronouns and how I’m treated and stuff. There’s also a lot of other stuff I’m dysphoric about, but that doesn’t stand out as much.
Sorry for rambling so much.
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Grumble, chat name rigamarole
Needed a user name for a chat.
My 2 orange feline fellows were being silly at the time so I thought,
cat’s hat
nope, punctuation isn’t allowed
okay,
cats hat
nope, spaces not allowed
okay
catshat
nope, not family friendly
WHAT???
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New colors are coming to complete the #catearbeanie collection, stay tuned and keep an eye on my #etsyshop www.cosediisa.etsy.com (link in bio or tap the picture). Pattern by me Yarn Alaska by @dropsdesign #knittingaddict #knitterofinstagram #knittersoftheworld #knittersoninstagram #igknit #maglieria #fairisleknitting #followthekntters #unisexfashion #dropsdesign #dropsfan #woolbeanie #catshat #orecchiegatto #cuffiainlana #cappellinoamaglia #tricotlovers #tricot #outdoorlife #cottagecore #luxurylifestyle #eleganceisanattitude #knitwear #knitting_is_love https://www.instagram.com/p/CMHHdrbB8RB/?igshid=f80cqs2hbilv
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New exciting colors in my #catearbeanie collection. And more are coming, stay tuned. Soon in my #etsyshop www.cosediisa.etsy.com (link in bio or tap the picture) Pattern by me Yarn Alaska by @dropsdesign #knittingaddict #knitterofinstagram #knittersoftheworld #followthekntters #unisexfashion #relaxingtime #tricot #tricotlovers #dropsfan #dropsdesign #fairisleknitting #jacquard #strandedknitting #strickenmachtglücklich #outdoorlife #fairisleknitting #catslovers #woolbeanie #catshat #orecchiegatto #cuffiainlana #cappellinoamaglia https://www.instagram.com/p/CL6jBx2hFXp/?igshid=1vf5kbg4e4y8b
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