I think the best analogy for how my brain works as a person with ADHD is a crayon box in a room full of children. One kid takes the purple, another takes the blue, two kids get in a fight over the orange, they both get suspended even though only one of them actually hit the other, and no matter what you do the box will never ever have all of the crayons in it and be organized in rainbow order the way you like. It’s very stressful and the only way to help it stop semipermanently is to get a teacher that beats the kids every time they take too many crayons.
cringe system culture is having a rotating "cast" of sysmates that correlate to our main host's roaring special interests. like yes we had a lot of mcyt introjects fronting a few months ago and now have a bunch of us sanses. Birch's special interest changed back to utmv, okay? XD
I just figured out 30 minutes ago that anyone can make a bandcamp super easy. So. If you wanna download my midis FOR FREE or listen to my songs on bandcamp.com you can go do that if you wanna. I have my bandcamp. Izoberry.bandcamp.com. let's go there
No tags bc I not interested in this really going anywhere, but I'm fine with it being public on the site
This is kinda a vent thing but it's mainly how I hate how social medias work in terms of posting art <33
I was really hesitant to start using tumblr because I had no clue how it worked, but I knew it worked differently to every other social platform I'd ever used before (that being Twitter and Instagram.)
But I've gotten so many more likes and positive interactions on my art on here than I ever did anywhere else.
My main issue currently is that I feel so unbelievably sad every time I post anywhere else because it sits at 2 likes, MAYBE 4 if I get lucky. I won't get a single comment or anything else.
Even some of my older posts on here get the occasional like. Everywhere else it's like. Once you stop getting likes on something, that's it. No one else gets shown it.
I feel like I'm being entitled to feel this way but like.. come on man.
It also doesn't help when most of your mutuals have hundreds of followers, and you have 10. They post art and get so many likes, I post and get 1. And it's from my private account. Like?
It's not like I don't interact with my mutuals, I do but there's just. Nothing back. And I feel so shitty in saying that but like?? They like my replies to them but anything I post independently is just kinda there.
The only other place I really"post" my art is the Prismativite, Sparkbird, and CrayonBox discord servers. I like CrayonBox because you HAVE to complement the art that's been posted before you and it has to be an actual complement, not just "Oh wow that's neat" But no one breaks that rule because it benefits everyone.
But if the only places I can post my art and feel happy about it are Discord and Tumblr, what does that say about everywhere else.
I'm kinda rambling at this point, I don't think any of this was actually coherent, but eh
Imma shut up before I type so much I hit a character limit