YOU GET IT!!!!!
No Damian isn't actually going to eat you nor vice versa (although it's an entertaining idea) but the thought of his body being sustenance for your very life and body !!!! His life force is blending into yours!!! Being forever a part of you!!! That is what love, true deep and all consuming love is to him! Never being apart from each other's soul even if your physical bodies are far from one another!!! His soul and spirit being intrinsically linked to yours!!! God I have to stop otherwise I won't shut up -damian anon
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ื-7 ืืืืงืืืืจ ืื ืงืจื ืื ืืืื.
ืื ืืชืช. ืื ืงืจืืืืื ืืืืื. ืืืืืื ืื ื ืืืคื. ืื ื ืืงืืช ืืฉืื. ืืฃ ืืื ืืกืืืืชื ืืงืจืืื ืื ื ืขืืจ.
ืืืืื ื ืืืืช ืื ืืขืจืืจืืช, ืฉืืื ืืืื ืืช ืืืืจื ืื ืฉืื ืฉืืจื ืขืืืื ืขืืืื - ืืืงืจื ืฉืื, ืืืืจืืช ืจืืืงื ืื ืืคืขื. ืืืจืฅ ืืื ืืคืจืืืืช ืฉืืืฉ ืืจืืืช ืฉื ืืืืจืืช ืืื ืืื ืืืื - ืืืืื. ืืืืชื ืืกืคืืงืืช ืจืง ืฉืชืืื.
ืืช ืืืืขืช ืฉืื ืืืื ืืื ืืงืจืืช ืื ืื. ืืืืืื ืฉืื. ืืื ืืื ืืื ืืืช ืฉืืจืขืืื ืืืคืืฆืชื ืืื ืื ืขืืืจ ืื ืืจืืฉ, ืืืืืฅ ืื ืืจืื.
ืื ืงืจื ืื ืืืื.
ืืืฉืืื ืืชืืืืื ืืชืจ ืขื ืืืืื. ืฉืืื ืืืคื ืืข ืืืืฅ ืืื ืืืขืงื. ืจืฉืจืืฉ ืฉืงืืช ืืจืืื ืืื ืืืืืืช ืืคืืฆืืช ืฉืืฉืืจืช ืืกืชืจ ืืืจื. ืืจืืงืช ืืืช ืืฆื ืืฉืื ืื ืืื ืคืจืืฆื. ืืื ื ืืื ืืื ืืืื ืชืืงืคื ื.
ืืช ืืชืงืฉื ืืืฉืื. ื ืจืืืช ืืืืฆืข ืืืืื. ืืชืขืืจืจืช ืื ืืจืื ืืืจื. ืืืืืืื ืช ืืืจืื ืฉืื ืงืจื ืื. ืืืื ืคืื ืืื ืฉื ืืืจืื ืืจืื ืืคืืืื ืืช ืืืคื. ืืช ืืืื ืขื ืื ืฉืื ืฉืืช ืื ืืืืจื.
ืื ืงืจื ืื ืืืื.
ืืช ืืืคืฉืช ืืจื ืืืืขืื ืืืฉืื ืขืืืจ ืืื ืฉืื ืงืจื ืืื. ืืช ืืชื ืืืช ืขืืืจ ืืจืืื ืืื ืืื ืืืจ. ืืืื ืืืืจืื ืฉืจืื ืื ืชืื ื ืืคืขืืื, ืืืืงืช. ืืจืืฉ ืืช ืืืืขืช ืฉืื ื ืืื, ืืื ืืช ืื ืืจืืืฉื ืืช ืื ืืืื. ืืืื, ืืจืื ืฉืืช ืืจืืืฉื ืืช ืื ืฉืื ืงืจื ืื, ืืช ืื ืืจืืืฉื ืืช ืื ืฉืื ืงืืจื.
ืื ืงืจื ืื ืืืื.
ืจืง ืื ืฉืื ืฉืื ื ืืืคื ืืืงืฉื ืฉืื ื ืขืืจ ืืื ืคืฉ ืฉืื ืืฉืื. ืืืืื ืืื ืืืช ืงืฆืช ืืชืช.
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On October 7, nothing happened to you.
You didnโt die. All of your loved ones are alive. Your kids werenโt kidnapped. Nobody in your immediate circle is missing.
This country is so tiny, that like everyone else, you know people whose world has been shattered - in your case, people you know only distantly, or from long ago. Here only three degrees separate between one person and another - when they're living. If theyโre dead, itโs just two.
You know this could have happened to you. To your children. There's not a single mother in this country this monstrous idea hasn't crossed her mind, tightening heart and womb.
Nothing happened to you.
Your senses are in hyper mode. A speeding motorbike is a siren. A crinkling plastic bag is a group of monsters in hiding, ready for ambush. A slamming door is a break-in. A barking dog is an attacking terrorist.
You have trouble sleeping. You fall asleep in the middle of the night, and wake up not much later. You imagine things that didnโt happen to you. Phantom pains of strangersโ limbs slice through your body. You cry for people you donโt know.
Nothing happened to you.
You look for ways to do something for those to whom things did happen. You volunteer for one initiative, and then another. Everyone says that the spirit of giving is astounding and empowering. In your mind you know this is true, but in your heart you feel nothing.
In general, you feel what didn't happen to you so much, that you donโt feel what does.
Nothing happened to you.
Only your soul is kidnapped, your attention is missing, and your heart has been taken hostage.
And maybe you did die a little.
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love ? love?
love?
love? love?
i dont understand-
i thought you said you couldn't love ? incapable of projecting any kind of love..... thats what you said ? i was fine with that-
love? you said you couldnt.............
You don't understand me. I can love all I want. I have so much love to give all the time. I love so many things and so many people. I can love all I want but it's all obsolete. Worthless. A tree falling with no one around. It means nothing if I love someone or something to anyone else but me. I can not project any kind of love that is worthwhile or worth anything at all. This does not bother me.
I can love. But it's like screaming into a void. There's no one around to hear or feel. And I'm okay with this. It does not bother me.
I am incapable of truly being loved on a level that matters to us. I am alone. I have nobody. I don't know what love looks like and I never will. Not for real. I am also okay with this. It's something I have known since I was little. Love is simply out of my grasp and I'm sorry. I wish I could be what you need me to be.
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Wait. Is Kell not your actual name? ๐ฎ
yes but also no! it's based off my last name. my real first name is incredibly common, so when i started interacting in fandom spaces, i wanted to make sure i was called something that was relatively unique. i think that has worked out in my favour kskdksfkskf
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Queenie: "FEE FI FO FUMB, I'M GONNA GETCHA!"
Kinger: *screams from hell*
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now what did cross do wrong other than everything he did wrong
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