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SPOILERS FOR GEORDIS VIDEO AND TW FOR RANT

THIS IS HURTIMG MY CUTIE KINNIE AND MY GEORDI KINNIE BC I SEE WHERE GEORDI IS COMING FROM AND I KNOW THE PAIN OF SETTING THAT BOUNDARY AND ADMITTING THAT YOU NEED TIME AWAY

BUT THEN IK WHAT CUTIE IS THINKING BC IF I HAD THOSE POWERS I WOULD BE DOING THE EXACT SAME THING,, idk if its my mentally ill side speaking but im gonna analyze cutie rn:

ADMITTING YOU MADE A MISTAKE YOU REGRET TO SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS HARD. knowing that you consciously chose that mistake and having that decision on your conscience is a painful thought. AND THEN ADMITTING TO IT. i could never.

As someone who grew up surrounded by lies, I would've done ANYTHING for the power to hear people's thoughts. Cutie has empowered parents and we know there was a time that they were surrounded by telepaths without their powers. They know what it's like. Reading minds is a coping mechanism for them. For them, thoughts = truth. But then enters the argument of specific thoughts. For example, intrusive thoughts could be thought but the person wouldn't dare act on them or say them aloud. Cutie needs to learn that.

GOD THE WHOLE PART ABOUT CUTIE GETTING THERAPY.

Therapy is a hard thing to agree to. Especially when it's recommended by someone you love. This world has fucked up in stigmatizing therapy and saying it's for "crazy people". Anyone can go. Anyone has the right to go. But in this case, Cutie doesn't like talking about it. They'd rather bury it deep, ignore it, and move on. But emotions are the worse ticking time bomb to ever exist. At some point, even this point, Cutie was bound to break. Fortunately, if they do it correctly, Geordi is supporting them throughout this. They will have help both medically and outside therapy.

ERIK. YOU MADE ME SOB MY MAKEUP OFF.

We can infer that Cutie told Geordi that they would go to therapy for him. Geordi says they have to do it for themselves too.

IF I WAS TOLD THAT, I DONT THINK I WOULD HAVE GONE TO THERAPY. Admitting that your ill is hard. It's easy to slap on the excuse that you hurt someone and you don't want to hurt them again. Admitting that you hurt someone you love and that you want to be better so that you dont hurt yourself and another person is BY FAR THE HARDEST THING TO ADMIT. And I'm so glad that Erik brought that up. With including the subject of therapy, he included the fact that in order for it to work, you need to do it for your own self and well-being.

AND WITH THAT IM DONE

i desperately hope that cutie does receive the help they need and they find themselves healing after some time. And I also hope Geordi heals from this as well.

NOW IF YOU'LL EXCUSE ME. I NEED TO WIPE MY FACE BECAUSE MY MAKEUP HAS BEEN RUNNING DOWN MY FACE SINCE THE VIDEO STARTED.

[twilitfox]

Ffffuuuuck. I'm not usually one to collect video game figures but i just saw one that's REALLY FRICKIN COOL and PRETTY and E X P E N S I V E and i WANT IT.

[thornstocutyouwith]

★ FILL IN THE QUESTIONS AS IF YOU ARE BEING INTERVIEWED FOR AN ARTICLE AND YOU WERE YOUR MUSE.

TAGGED BY:  Nobody

TAGGING: Anyone who wants to do this

1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME?   "Asher Delkari.”

2. WHAT IS YOUR REAL NAME?   "Well certainly people have many names for me, but as far as I can still tell, it’s still Asher Delkari.”

3. DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU’RE CALLED THAT?  “It is just the name I was given, is all.”

4. ARE YOU SINGLE OR TAKEN? "Well, that depends, now doesn’t it?  You could say I am taken by Darius. But it is more so Darius being taken by me.”

5. WHAT ARE YOUR POWERS AND ABILITIES? 

“Well, let me just read this list my mun made -Adjusts his glasses and holds up a sheet of paper-

Wrath Embodiment: Users can become a physical manifestation or personification of wrath in their reality and gains power from the anger in others or oneself. Users can use anger and endless rage as a power source to extend their life span or as a weapon. They can become immune to death unless certain conditions are met. Without endless rage/anger, the user is weakened. Releasing anger can weaken the user. User may attack/destroy anything or anyone when enraged. Sin Embodiment: Users become a physical personification or manifestation of the sins of man that brings them down and gain power from sins and vices of others and oneself as well as the very concept of Evil. Users can use sins as a power source to extend their life span, use it as a weapon or cause others to sin/be evil, it can also be displayed by their physical, spiritual forms. The user can commit any sin they want and can also augment their inducements on a victim until they are rendered completely insane or dead. Death Negation: User can negate/cancel out some or even all kinds of deaths from oneself and others, truly making them ensuring that the living stays alive, even in death they can resurrect themselves for as long as the user so desires, potentially defeating death itself no matter how strong or impossible the odds may be. Energy Manipulation: User can create, shape and manipulate energy, the capacity to cause change: one of the most basic quantitative properties of a system, such as an object or a field of energy. Energy can be transformed (converted) among a number of forms that may each manifest and be measurable in differing ways. The law of conservation of energy states that the (total) energy of a system can increase or decrease only by transferring it in or out of the system, thus the total energy of a system can be calculated by simple addition when it is composed of multiple non-interacting parts or has multiple distinct forms of energy. Common physical forms of energy include the kinetic energy of a moving object, the radiant energy carried by light and other electromagnetic radiation, and various types of potential energy such as gravitational and elastic. Demon Sex Lord Physiology: User with this ability either is or can transform into a Sex Demon Lord of the highest caliber. They possess incredible supernatural power, unchallenged dominion over demons of lust and corruption, and tremendous supernatural abilities in both domains. Sex Demon Lords wield dark and various sexual type powers from the most corrupted forms of sexuality that can drive people into the most malevolent and perverse acts of sexual corruption, evil and sin. Demon Lord Physiology: User with this ability either is or can transform into a Demon Lord of the highest caliber. They possess incredible supernatural power, unchallenged dominion over demons and minions, and tremendous supernatural abilities in both domains. On top of their gargantuan personal power, they usually rule over their own hellish kingdom and its legions of unholy horrors, making them some of the most dangerous threats to civilized communities and the world at large. Demon Physiology: The power to use the abilities of demons. Demonic Slayer Some may have an unstable personality, even mistaken for Possession. May be susceptible to ascending from disgrace. May have a hard time returning to normal. Weak against users of Angel Physiology or other holy powers. Reality Warping:   User can create, shape and manipulate reality just by thinking about it; while weaker users are limited to what is already considered “real”, stronger ones can make changes from nothing. Depending on the power of a reality warper, they may alter something as tangible as physics and the universe to something inconceivable like logic. Game Manipulation: User can manipulate any kinds of game and their theories, from table-top games like board games, card games, dice games, wargames, RPGs to modern video games. They are masters at any games they play and can easily set up or change any rules as they wish, bring game materials into reality or vice versa, essentially treat everything they see as just a game, even reality. Claw Extension: The user is able to extend the length of their nails to varying degrees. In some cases, this creates a sort-of invisible edge, while in other cases, the nails stretch. Human Physiology: User with this ability either is or can transform into a Human. May also gain human weaknesses.

-Does that sound right? That’s powerful. But I can have a few more God mode powers tacked on, right? -Smirks-”

6. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? "Sometimes they are bluish green, sometimes they are purple. But a lot of the times they are a bright angry red!”

7. HAVE YOU EVER DYED YOUR HAIR? “Not really, but now that you bring it up, that could happen.”   

8. DO YOU HAVE ANY FAMILY MEMBERS? “I wish I didn’t.”

9. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? "Imps, imps everywhere! ALL THE IMPS OF HELL! Darling things they are. Quite adorable.”

10. TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE. "My brothers and my father. And those who mistakenly underestimate me.”

11. DO YOU HAVE ANY HOBBIES OR ACTIVITIES YOU DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME? “ Fucking with people, that can be counted as a hobby, right? Yeah! Playing games, with those people is my favorite.”

12. HAVE YOU EVER HURT ANYONE BEFORE?

"Oh yeeeass. I’ve hurt many people. It’s one of my favorite things. I’m the embodiment of Wrath, you should know. And Pain is a big part of Wrath.”

13. HAVE YOU EVER… KILLED ANYONE? " I’ve killed countless.”

14. WHAT KIND OF ANIMAL ARE YOU? "I would be a Bull, or a Gorilla, or a Cat, Cheshire brand.” 

15. NAME YOUR WORST HABITS. "Being alive.”

16. DO YOU LOOK UP TO ANYONE?  “Ffffuuuuck No. That doesn’t make sense. I’m to great to have idols.”

17. GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BISEXUAL? "Greysexual or Bisexual.”

18. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL?  “ What the fuck is school? Is that those training camps the mortals like to send their mini me’s to, to be baby sat and taught nonsense for several hours a day? Never  went. Great baby sitters club though. I’ve heard about all the baby sitters converting the children to Satanism and I really appreciate their perverse methods. Teach those little shits about the trigonometry and their abc’s, there going to need to learn how to read if want to impress me with their cooking, which is one way they are going to get out eternal damnation!”

19. DO YOU EVER WANT TO MARRY AND HAVE KIDS SOMEDAY?  “ Been there, done that! - Throws LoveCraft at Darius- The boy has yet to meet his new mom though. And maybe I’ll make some more spawns in the future.”

20. DO YOU HAVE ANY FANS?  “ Of course I have fans. It’s been a very hot summer after all. And Hell is hotter, you know.”

21. WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF? "Um, raincheck, I can’t really think of something i’ve truly been scared of.”

22. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY WEAR? “Something Purple, something black, usually a mix between a swaggering businessman and a jester.”

23. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE? "I can’t really fully love anyone. Unless I want to be poisoned and killed. Then yeah.” 

24. WHAT CLASS ARE YOU? “Bard Class...Huh? Oh, I mean, I’m the highest class, I can literally have anything I want.”

25. HOW MANY FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE? “So many fiends, so many.  -What?...It’s friends? Oh! Hah, naah, I don’t have any friends. That’s lame, friends are lame.”

26. WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON PIE? "You throw it at people for personal amusement at their dismay.”

27. FAVORITE DRINK? "Warm Lemonade.”

29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE? “ My bedroom.--SHUT THE FUCK UP DARIUS!-- You are going to be in Hell AND YOU ARE GOING TO LIKE IT!”

30. ARE YOU INTERESTED IN SOMEONE?  “I’m interested in everyone. Especially a Hatter.”

31. WHAT’S YOUR DICK SIZE? " Any size I want it to be.”

32. WOULD YOU RATHER SWIM IN THE LAKE OR THE OCEAN? "The ocean, a lake is too small.”

33. WHAT’S YOUR ‘TYPE’? "I don’t care about types.”

34. ANY FETISHES? "Screams of pain and horror and the realization that Hell is someones new home.”  

35. TOP OR BOTTOM? DOMINANT OR SUBMISSIVE? "Most often it’s top. And Dominant.”  

36. CAMPING, OR INDOORS? "Indoors.”

37. ARE YOU WAITING FOR THIS INTERVIEW TO BE OVER?

"Oh, this was an interview? I didn’t even notice? There’s nothing more you want to ask me?” 

[biohazrd]

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1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

my faves changes like every 5 seconds but rn its Coachella - Woodstock in My Mind by Lana Del Rey, Poison by Felicity, All or Nothing and Another Great Day by The Dream Masons, Forever’s Not Enough by Soren Bryce, and Sleepover by Hayley Kiyoko

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

Probably my gal Usa @bookboundwonders or Katharine Isabelle

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

���From where we stood we had enough elevation to see almost a quarter of a mile down the shoreline-the Bibber property to our left, our own, and Brent Norton’s to our right.”

4: What do you think about most?

either how gay i am or my cats 

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

I don’t have a phone rip

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

with, but as little as possible

7: What’s your strangest talent?

i can curl my pinky in really far and i can also do the 3 leaf clover tongue thing??

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

Girls=yes good, Boys=who?

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

naaah lol

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

never???

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

Bridges and i used to be fucking terrified of tornadoes, like i wouldn’t leave the house because i thought there would be a tornado waiting to beat me up

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

well duh

13: What’s your religion?

Either agnostic or catholic idk

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

lounging with my cats, giving the pets.

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

Probably Birdeatsbaby

17: What was the last lie you told?

who tf do u think i am i don’t keep track of that shit

18: Do you believe in karma?

I mean i guess??

19: What does your URL mean?

My nickname is Emmy and I consider myself the mother of my cats

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

hhhhhh idk???? i like to think that im tough af but im a sensitive butterfly, and i listen without judgement??

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

Katharine Isabelle hhhhhhHHhhH

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

nah bih i wear a t-shirt and shorts when i swim

23: How do you vent your anger?

i get really overstimulated and tend to rock and scratch at my skin

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

I have a shit ton of manga and also ramune bottles

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

phone, i think lol

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

nah i still git shit to work on

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

I hate thunder or anything too loud, and i love a cat’s mrrrrrp AH

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

“what if i can’t get this done”

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

HELL YES AND FFFFUUUUCK YYYYYEEEEAAAHHH

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

nothing and my headboard

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

fried catfish lol we just had dinner 

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

An abandoned mental hospital place?? i dont really remember i was like 7

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

probably east?? it’s colder

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

i dont really listen to male singers so i dont really know???

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

being strong enough to carry your whole life out

36: Define Art.

Something that strikes a chord in your heart, something you feel is there with you.

37: Do you believe in luck?

Not really 

38: What’s the weather like right now?

stormy and humid as fffuuuuucccck

39: What time is it?

10:45 pm

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

nope

41: What was the last book you read?

and i was re-reading HnKnA the other night