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He is just so cray-cray
#don't have my laptop to draw rn bc its getting fixed!!#so we resort to the ancient methods of man#bless the LEDS in my room for making this look so fuckin cool#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf security breach#fnaf sun#sundrop#binary resurgence#binary resurgence: round 2 au#sun x yn#sun x reader#mikas stuff
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FINALLY ANOTHER SLASHER DRAWING RAHHHHH
i haven’t been active at all guys im so sorry 😭😭😭😭 i’ve been doodling daily to get back into the habit more so hopefully lots more is coming very soon!! thank you to everyone who’s being patient with me :,3 🫶🏻
also yes slasher’s real name is officially harvey now thank you alex g
i drew this last night to play around with new ways of coloring/rendering with gradient maps and overlay layers :33 i really like it actually!! it was a lot of fun :DDD and also a small bit of lore and diving more into slasher’s memory issues and depersonalization 🤭🤭 oh how i love using him as my therapy LMAOO
#art#small artist#artists on tumblr#digital art#creepypasta fandom#my artwork#creepypasta oc#my oc art#creepypasta oc art#‘erm…. he’s right behind me isn’t he…..’ -slasher probably#whether that refers to the version of himself before he became a proxy he can barely remember or slender is up to you HAHAHAHA#no but i actually relly really like how this turned out#i wanna try a similar method but like… with MORE rendering. make it more polished if that makes sense bc i really enjoyed drawing this#like drawing like this lowkey made me really love drawing again#NOT THAT I DIDNT ALREADY LOVE IT i’ve always loved it#but like… motivation is hard yk?#especially bc i’ve been wanting to experiment more with my art but haven’t known how#and i think this is a very fun way of doing that :33#ANYWAY ough fanart…. need to draw more pastas…. nedeed… dneed pasta….. im hungry LOL#BEN art coming so soon i can feel it in my blood#i can hear him in the back of my mind ‘ooooo you wanna draw me so bad’ LMAOOO#omg you know who i REALLY need to draw? jeff#I STILL HAVENT PROPERLY DRAWN OUT MY DESIGN FOR HIM this needs to be fixed immediately#also i love emo boy jeff he is SOOOO emo boy in my au#i love non emo jeffs too but emo jeff will never not have a place in my heart#jeff was in my dream last night actually that was neat#BEN was there too ofc but that’s not a rare occurrence
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every time i pick up my relisten of wolf 359 i open my computer and start typing out my 23st post about why Hilbert’s characterization is so much funnier and weirder than his usually assigned ‘socially reserved mean Russian scientist’ and then i close my computer and i walk away instead of typing anything so i dont just say the same thing 23 different times.
#this post is brought to you by the scene in mayday where he tries to#1] make polite conversation with minkowski while they fix the ship. 2] console her on losing Eiffel while theyre all arguing#His method of socialization And who he does it with and how he does it is fascinating to me. Sorry.#alexander hilbert#wolf 359#yelling. screaming even. :0]
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You can't change or fix other people, but you can reevaluate how or if they fit into your life, and adjust your own behavior accordingly.
#toxic people#difficult people#boundaries#codependency#self care#self care is not selfish#self care is not an indulgence#relationships#unhealthy relationships#self and others#people pleasing#fawning#you matter#make yourself a priority#be your own hero#stop enabling#you can't fix or change other people#low contact#no contact#family#dysfunctional family#grey rock method
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Subtitling AMVs! Make Plain and Karaoke Optional Captions for YouTube with Subtitle Edit, Aegisub, and YTSubConverter
This is a video I've wanted to make for a while. Though I'm in no way an expert—and suggestions and improvements are very welcome!—I was overjoyed when I learned that I did have the power to make optional karaoke captions, all with free tools, and I hope I can at least help others get started with them, too.
Programs used are Subtitle Edit, Aegisub, and YTSubConverter. I really recommend checking out YTSubConverter's page for more details about stylized captions on YouTube; it's very comprehensive. I'll also note that the kind of captions I make are merely scratching the surface of what's possible with YouTube captions—there's a lot more that the .ytt (YouTube Timed Text) file is capable of.
While focused on YouTube, subtitles created in Subtitle Edit and Aegisub can also be burned into the video or included as an optional subtitle track on the file itself. I use the free program HandBrake for this, a process I outlined briefly in the bottom "Compression" section of this post.
Songs used in the video are instrumental versions of "Lost & Found (The Midnight remix)" and "Los Angeles," both by The Midnight and both of which I've set AMVs to, so I thought it'd be fun to utilize the instrumentals in an AMV-subtitling video.
Timestamps
[00:00] Examples
[00:07] Overview
[00:28] Easy YouTube Captions
[01:08] Subtitling in Subtitle Edit
[02:44] Persnickety Timing (in DaVinci Resolve)
[03:01] Stylizing Subs in Subtitle Edit
[04:47] Karaoke Timing in Aegisub
[06:03] Additional Stylization
[06:41] Converting for YouTube with YTSubConverter
[07:08] Uploading to YouTube
[07:35] Adding Multiple Subs
Transcript under the cut!
Overview
This video will cover creating stylized and unstylized YouTube captions for AMVs. I'll outline both easy and persnickety methods of making basic captions for YouTube, how to use Subtitle Edit and Aegisub to stylize subs and time karaoke, and how to convert stylized subtitles for use on YouTube with YTSubConverter.
Easy YouTube Captions
Starting with easy YouTube captions, when uploading a video, there's an option to "Add subtitles" in the "Video elements" section. I can delete what's already there and press "Add" to add my own.
I'll hit "Upload file" and add a plain .txt without timing, just the song lyrics. It might take a moment, but YouTube will automatically sync the lyrics. And seems to do a pretty good job!
But YouTube also has options to edit and tweak the timings. That's really about it for this method!
Subtitling in Subtitle Edit
You can also make simple captions outside of YouTube. I like to use Subtitle Edit, a free program for timing and stylizing subs. In Subtitle Edit, I'll start by adjusting shortcuts to make timing easier.
I can do this by going to Options -> Settings -> Shortcuts. Scroll down to "Create/adjust"... And change the key for "Set start time" to Z. Make sure to hit "Update" so that the change sticks. Then, I'll change the key for "Set end and go to next" to C.
Now, I'm ready to sub. I go to File -> Import -> Plain text... And I paste in the song lyrics. I have them formatted so that one line is one subtitle. So, I have the "One line is one subtitle" option selected.
Then, I open my video by going to Video -> Open video file... And I click to add the waveform.
Time for timing. I first hit Z to start the first line. Then, I play the video and press C to end the line.
I continue this process, Z to start and C to end, for the whole video. When done, I can adjust the lines in the waveform to tweak the timing (if needed). I also like to eliminate gaps by going to Tools -> Bridge gaps between subtitles...
When satisfied, I can save the subs as a SubRip (.srt) file. .srt files are simple subtitle files with limited formatting. They can be directly added to YouTube; just select "With timing."
Persnickety Timing (in DaVinci Resolve)
But since AMVs are all about timing... And I clearly struggle with that method... I like to import the roughly timed .srt into a video editor. (I use the free DaVinci Resolve.) Then, I can adjust the subtitles to fit the markers I'd already created for the video.
And that's about it for simple AMV subs.
Stylizing Subs in Subtitle Edit
More elaborate subtitles can be achieved with another subtitle file type: Advanced Sub Station Alpha, .ass. (Yes, it's really called that.)
.ass files are capable of colors, fades, positioning, karaoke... And really a LOT more. The YTSubConverter page has a detailed breakdown, outlining .ass elements that can be utilized on YouTube.
I particularly like .ass files for their ability to create karaoke subtitles. To start styling for karaoke, I change the Format to .ass in Subtitle Edit.
Then, I can click the big "A" for "Advanced Sub Station Alpha Styles."
And adjust as desired. For this one, I imported and edited a previous AMV's .ass style. And deleted the original "Default."
For fonts, note that YouTube only allows seven fonts: Roboto (default), Carrois Gothic SC, Comic Sans MS, Courier New, Lucida Console, Monotype Corsiva, and Times New Roman.
Here, I set a "dialogue" style without the italics of the lyrics for the AMV's voice lines. For effect, I also created new styles for dialogue and lyrics with different fonts. I used both Outlines and Opaque boxes for different styles.
This video doesn't do it, but Alignment can be adjusted for different positions.
Note that for karaoke, the Primary color is the color AFTER the words are sung (white here). The Secondary color is the color BEFORE the words are sung. Here, Secondary is set to alpha for invisible words before being sung.
There are also Outline and Shadow options. I can now select the styles I want for each line. Highlight, right-click, go to "Set style," and select the desired style.
Karaoke Timing in Aegisub
Karaoke timing can be done in Aegisub. Aegisub is a free program with LOTS of ways to edit subtitles. In fact, subtitle styles can be set in Aegisub as well.
For karaoke creation, I'll start by opening my .ass file in Aegisub. I add the video by going to Video -> Open Video...
To apply karaoke, I press the "Toggle karaoke mode" button (the mic and music notes). Lyrics will be automatically cut up by word, but they won't be timed correctly. To fix this, I need to move the lines in the waveform. I can adjust the sliders on the side to maneuver.
To time, I click each area and hit SPACE to play it. I adjust the lines accordingly. When satisfied, I click the green checkmark.
I repeat the process for all the lines where I want karaoke. It's a lot of rinse and repeat! But if I want the karaoke to appear by letter, after I've done the initial timing, I add more splits by clicking between letters and adjusting the lines in the waveform.
I can test each line individually by pressing the second play button.
Note that splits can also be deleted by clicking on them.
Additional Stylization
For any additional formatting, I return to Subtitle Edit. (Though it can also be done in Aegisub.)
I like to add fades by pasting the {\fad} tag at the start of a line. In parentheses next to the tag, there are two numbers separated by a comma. The first number is the fade-in value, and the second is the fade-out value.
Here, I faded in and out 200 when there were gaps between the subtitles. And I adjusted some timing to accommodate the fades.
I also added a {\ytktGlitch} tag for a glitch effect. This effect only works on YouTube/Google Drive and won't preview elsewhere.
Converting for YouTube with YTSubConverter
I now have a stylized .ass file prepared, but .ass files can't be uploaded to YouTube. So, I need to convert the .ass file to a .ytt (YouTube Timed Text) file. The free YTSubConverter does this easily and instantly!
I first open the .ass file in the program. I can adjust the style; I like Soft shadow. Then, I press "Convert," and that's it!
Uploading to YouTube
Uploading stylized subtitles to YouTube is similar to uploading unstylized ones. But there are a few things to note.
First, stylized subtitles WILL display funny in the preview. But if you hit "Done" and don't touch anything, it should work fine.
That said, one way to test .ytt files is to upload them to Google Drive. They can also be previewed by watching the YouTube upload before making it public.
Adding Multiple Subs
One other thing I like to do is add an unstylized subtitle track, too. For my unstylized subs, on a plain .srt. in Subtitle Edit, I add lyric music notes by highlighting, right-clicking, and selecting the note.
To upload multiple subtitles to YouTube, the video should be at least private or unlisted. Then, in the Subtitle tab, I can Rename my stylized track [by clicking the three dots for Options when hovering over the subtitle track in YouTube Studio]. This will allow me to add another subtitle file in the same language.
I go to "Add language" and add the unstylized file. I find I have to Publish and Unpublish several times to work properly.
And that's really it! Happy subtitling!
#video#eye strain#long post#amv#?#focused on subtitling amvs but of course these techniques can be used for other subtitling!#it's maybe a bit embarrassing to have this all laid out because i know i have methods that will make more experienced subtitlers cringe#(like copy-pasting tags)#but i hope this can at least be a starting point! making simple captions can be quite simple with tools now#and it's really fun to do more stylized ones!#i was seriously overjoyed when i learned i could make karaoke captions lol i was so excited#open to any questions or suggestions and etc.!#special thanks to hexfloog for the feedback!#this was a lot worse before and i wouldn't have fixed it without that feedback ^^;#amv talk
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I couldn't help but notice you color your line art sometimes. Do you have any tips on colored line art?
hiii there! thank you for asking!!
just a heads up that i'm notoriously bad at "teaching", and i'm assuming an amount of general knowledge of art programs + layer modes!
i actually don't often "colour" my lineart, at least not in the way a lot of other folks do! i'm used to working as streamlined as possible and developed quick-fire workarounds for most steps during my time in webcomics!
i also have multiple lineart styles! a more textured one with thin lines which i typically use for more polished pieces, and a soft-brush sketch style (inspired by my pal @moonverc3x's lovely lines) that i generally use for less detailed works, though i sometimes get carried away 😅💦
my textured lines don't lend themselves well to those nice and thoughtful coloured lines most folks do. but here's a quick breakdown of my techniques using the soft-brush style!
lines and flats 1) make lineart + flat colour it. my lines are never at 100% opacity, so already some of the colour shows through them anyway! 2) set the lines to multiply mode. because my lines are typically in a colour and not black, this usually works well enough for me, as you can see in the second image! i frequently just call it done here!
hand coloured lines a) if i do want to take the time to colour the lines individually- often things like metals, especially warm golds, require this added detail to really help them pop- i'd just lock the layer opacity and pick a colour that suited and apply where needed. this is fairly standard! b) a second version of the same technique, with higher contrast/more saturation to suit my tastes and a little extra finessing (especially around the eyes). this is very much a "to taste and time/energy" thing! sometimes at this stage i'll add high contrast slaps of colour such as bright purple or blue
my overlay-lines technique a) the second technique that i use is actually very fast and usually gives an okay-enough look. it's what i use for high-speed professional webcomic work (with my textured lines) to give the illusion of individually coloured lines for basically zero effort. so starting with the base lines set to multiply, as seen in (2), then, b) duplicate both the lines and the colours (with shading, if you have it). clip the colours to the duplicated lineart layer, ostensibly "colouring" the copied lines the exact same colour as the colours. set this duplicated layer to overlay, and adjust opacity as needed
you can kinda see that the overlay lines method is not as specific in colour as the hand-picked ones above, and it will suffer from overlap based on where your flats come to underneath the lines. but i find it helps especially when you have high contrast light colours in the work (ie starstruck's face mask) as the lighter colours brighten up the linework in those places significantly.
for highly polished works i would come back and still pick out areas to finesse individually. there's ultimately no quick substitute for spending more time on your work!
there's about a thousand and one other combinations of these effects you can do, such as using the duplicated lines on multiply instead, or further painting over the top, etc etc. but duplicating the colour layer and clipping it to the lineart is one of the techniques i developed that sped up my work process most significantly over the years!
#starflungs process tag#my art#starstruck dee#asks#i don't typically talk about my method because it's pretty sloppy and i really am just not good at teaching!#been told it repeatedly over the years so you get what you get sorry! 😅💦#fwiw i'm working in paint tool sai. most programs should have these kinds of features and layer modes.#if yours doesn't i'm sorry but i don't know how to help!#starstruck is also a somewhat biased example for this sort of thing due to the fact she's quite monochromatic in colour#if you put pink lineart on her she looks good because she's basically just pink all over. when you have high contrast designs-#it's harder to make these quick techniques work and you have to spend a bit more time fiddling around at the end to fix edges.#anyhow! hope this helps some folks!! lmk if it helps you out!
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seeing discussions on whether bill could trick stan and yeah it is pretty akldhkasjdha to think stan is untrickable when the last regular ep is him getting tricked by darlene (and we know that eda/"marilyn" stole his stuff/almost got his car by tricking him with a vegas marriage)
#like his direct weakness is affection or at least making him believe he's a good pickup artist i feel#pandering to his ego and letting him think he's in control i guess? not necessarily love in general cos i still dont think that#he believes in unconditional love#in the non canon dream i think that was mostly bill misreading stan and being too pushy about it#we know that bill was extremely manipulative with dipper's case in particular#preying on him when the kid was hitting peak frustration and sleep depriviation#and then using that microsleep to make him believe that there's a sudden chance at losing all his progress immediately#giving him time pressure and lying about his demands#with mabel he knows that she has no idea about the rift or that she even had it in the first place#and waited until she's at her emotional limit with the face of a sorta friend#and with ford he was playing the long game#giving him the company he missed for so long but on bill's terms to make ford crave his appearances#and worry more about suddenly losing it if he does something bill disapproves of#the hypothetical 'bill attempting to trick stan' speaks more of bill's refusal to respect stan and his urge to underestimate him#because 'why would he require any effort if he's just a worse version of sixer?'#i feel like stan catching on fast is because he has been tricked by others before plenty of times#so the method bill tried using won't work#also the guy instinctively hates stan and was probably relieved that he actually managed to fix the portal without any help#actually lmao at thinking stan would trust an authority figure like a teacher that have failed him his entire childhood
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i really want to make isat friends…
#in this moment…#but i’m too scared ;-;#you guys all seem rly fun n cool n sweet#i love seeing tags on my art n everyone is so so nice!!! i’d love to reach out n make friends so bad#but i’m. terrified.#my usual method of making friends is starting a private discord server#n it usually goes amazing - it’s how i met my current family and how i’ve made so many friends!!!#but i’m petrified right now. something in me broke a while back and i don’t know if it’ll fix…#i hope that… i can make one soon. maybe after i get back on my meds i’ll be okay.#but!! like. in the meantime#if anyone. wants to try ? i may be slow and scared and overly guarded bug i want to make friends#and i’ll Try if anyone feels up to reaching out? ;-; i’d appreciate it tbh!!! but no one has to!!!#i wrote myself a lil script tfgvu for a comic maybe. itll be so annoying but it’ll be a very person piece n i think it’d b good for me to#make ngl… a good look into my Twisted Mind (/s/s/s thats a joke!!!!!)#SORRY THIS IS REALLY REALLY VENTY JGUGGUG#i have difficulties my whole life with feeling like a perpetual outsider <3 i need to work on that somehow
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It makes me so sad when I go to AO3 in search of a fic about two characters who I think have a great dynamic (or the potential for a great dynamic) and there’s like. 10 fics.
#Yes this is about Haikyuu#Why is everything about shipping???#I want a fic about how Kuroo and Bokuto met#I want a fic where Yaku stands in as Kenma’s Safe Person when Kuroo isn’t there#I want a bunch of fics about Sugawara being the senpai middle school Kageyama deserved#I want fics about how Hinata hides behind Tanaka whenever he feels threatened#I want fics about Asahi and Yamaguchi bonding over having anxiety and sharing their methods for dealing with it#I want more fics about how precious Tendō and Ushijima’s friendship is and how it even started#I want a fic about Nishinoya getting to tell Hinata how proud he is of his receives during the Inarizaki match#Okay that’s a lie I actually want all the Dynamite Duo fics I can get my hands on#including that one. Leave me alone. It’s not a crime.#Just… more platonic fics. The friendships in Haikyuu are amazing and so beautiful and there’s so much unexplored potential#And it’s buried in shipping and that makes me sad.#Also yes. I am helping fix this. I’ve got some WIPs and a few ideas. I just gotta finish them#:P#crow’s cawing
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Data from Vault 95 confirms that The Chair is not a magical-fix-all-your-problems machine — at the very least, it can’t cure the psychological side of chem dependency. It’s not stated in Cait’s quest because of fo4’s aversion to loose ends, but her story definitely isn’t over. (She references this if you do drugs in front of her afterwards.)
I think the next step for Cait is going to have to be expanding her circle of trust past The Player Character (All Hail). The Sole Survivor is wonderful and their relationship is lovely, but they have a lot on their plate, what with being responsible for every political and personal issue in all of Boston.
But… the team has a former addict on it! It’s Deacon! (Unless he was lying. Honestly it’s 50-50. We’ll assume for now that he wasn’t.) We also know that Hancock is really supportive about addiction! I really like the thought that he stops doing/talking about drugs around Cait (or Mama Murphy)(or the kids for that matter). Preston and Piper aren’t bad about it either. Other companions… well, we don’t see how they handle it past the intervention stage. I’m sure they try.
If I knew more about addiction, I’d write about how Cait handles it all. But I definitely do want to write more about the companions supporting each other, because the game’s limitations leave a lot of room to explore that.
#i will never forgive fallout 4 for making the word ‘drugs’ canon#it was funny when that word just didn’t exist#idk the ideal method for supporting a recovering addict but i assume maccready’s whining strategy is not it#i really like cait’s quest to the extent that it’s about breaking down and asking someone you trust for help#idk how else they could have gamified that storyline#the game would have benefitted from maybe one additional convo per companion#to give the impression that they’re working out their issues and you’re supporting them#instead of your presence magically fixing everything#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#fallout 4 cait#cait fallout 4#cait fallout#fo4 cait#fallout cait#cait fo4#hancock fo4#hancock fallout 4#deacon fallout 4#deacon fo4#piper wright#preston garvey
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Dear Nemo,
I know he can. When it comes to finding the truth, he will search for it and nothing or anyone can stop him.
And even while Manfred von Karma's methods were not... orthodox, in the right hands, he can change the entire country and the world.
- Lana Skye
#nemoai#Lana Skye#Manfred von Karma#Miles Edgeworth#Franziska von Karma#Ace Attorney#Mod Commentary#My headcanon is that von Karma's ancestor that named himself from Kazuma's sword was very much like MVK that they'd pass as twins#However the ancestor's methods of perfection were much closer to Kazuma whose methods were also about perfection#The difference is that MVK aimed for a Guilty verdict while Kazuma aimed to expose the Reaper and avenge his father#When the rubber meets the road MVK didn't care if the defendant was Guilty or not. He only cared about that Guilty verdict aka being right#Kazuma on the other hand didn't care if he was right or wrong so long as the Reaper was exposed and put to justice#When you look at it that way it makes sense why it was easier for Kazuma to admit his error and fix it unlike MVK#Kazuma wanted to expose a criminal not get brownie points for a verdict. That hardly mattered to him
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First thing my Sim decides is that she wants to become a cop. Sorry, babe, it's not happening! <3
Also, what is that little icon thingy called and how do I keep it out of screenshots?
#i am so overwhelmed by the size of these worlds and how to find anything in them lmao!!!#i really wanted to play in monte vista but i acquired it through ulterior methods and most of the lot names don't show up right#which makes it even more confusing :/#do i really want to spend $20 just to fix that though?#i also need to play with a real mouse because a trackpad isn't it
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#vent post#vent blogging#Seven’s Public Diary#motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by thinking of the Freedom and independence a license would grant me? ❌ 1/10 ineffective#motivating myself to study for my driver’s permit by imagining all the new & different possible ways i could become injured in a car crash?#✅ 7/10 it just might fucking work!!!#the only true cure for OCD is to face one’s fears. but i just might be able to find a loophole via my ever-worsening mental health#because you don’t have to Face your fears if you don’t Have any fears#and in order to rid myself of my fears regarding harm coming to myself. i simply have to stop fearing being harmed#and what better way to stop fearing it than to actively crave it!#or at the very least become so overwhelmed that i lose the capacity to feel any particular way about it#i’ve found a new OCD cure everybody - Just Stop Caring™️ /sarc#well. sarcastic or joking for everyone else. but im serious when it applies to me#bc so much of my anxiety comes from feeling unsafe. so i just have to reach the point where i stop caring if im safe or not. easy peasy#like yes i know this is flawed and unhealthy logic but i’ve resisted more compulsions via this method lately than i have via anything else#and even outside of OCD stuff even just for all my other anxiety disorders it’s also worked. im actually making a modicum of progress now#need to make a scary phone call? just get into a 3-hour family argument and then you’ll be so upset that you don’t feel fear! :)#genuinely worked very well. scared of a home invasion? well at least it’d mean you’d have some different company for once!#you might make a new friend! or if they **** you at least you’d have some Real trauma for once. it’s a win-win honestly …/hj#so. scared to drive? well even if you Do crash at least it might lead to a hospital visit and then you’ll finally get that attention you-#-want so fucking badly! you’ll finally get a break from everything while you recover. or even if you don’t survive- well. i shan’t say.#anyways. the ‘you’ in those tags is me talking to myself for the record. i wouldn’t speak to anyone else like this. i just speak in the-#-wrong tense/person sometimes. don’t know what’s up with that. just another reason i need to stop speaking altogether. as i’ve learned#i’ve been trying So fucking hard to be nice lately. letting them walk all over me. and it’s still not enough. cause i’m always-#-‘using the wrong tone’ and ‘if all im gonna do is say smthn negative i just shouldn’t speak at all’ ..okay! gladly!!!#sorry for being autistic and unsocialized and under immense stress and being unable to keep my ‘tone’ under control. my bad.#i just need to get blackout drunk with Venti at Angel’s Share. that would fix me.#that or heading down to the bottom of the Fortress of Meropide and curl up like a dog under Wriothesley’s desk. head empty no thoughts#not sexually. just. in a pet-regression sense. i can’t stop thinking abt it. i wanna write a oneshot for it but i can’t focus these days#anyways. the delusional maladaptive daydream dissociation will continue until morale improves. and brother it’s only getting worse.
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In the ongoing saga of problems my father solves, here’s how he prevented this tv from falling off its stand.

#I love my dad#but his method of fixing things sometimes makes me look at it and go well I mean it works
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this month is really making me feel like a homeowner in the most mundanely stressful ways
I have to replace my toilet because it's falling apart, but it's so old that we have to find one that will fit, and then we have to adjust the connections (thankfully my dad knows how to do this)
my parents are getting a new washing machine so I will be inheriting theirs (this is how I got my stove)
the friends selling my parents their washing machine are also getting rid of their dryer, so I get a lightly-used dryer for cheap (the sensor on mine died so I can only use the time setting)
my mother is once again critiquing my house's siding (it's wood. and we painted it in the middle of a cold snap in March four years ago before I even bought the house so the inspector would quit pitching a fit)
she also has big plans for re-configuring my driveway
and she wants to know when the township will finally fill the hole in the off-street parking area (it now has its own biome)
my dad may be swapping my lawnmower with his so I can quit getting mildly zapped every time I turn mine off via pulling the spark plug (I mowed on Sunday. it ran out of gas with three passes left. my lawn looks so stupid but we're under a flood watch and I will not be mowing until...later)
thankfully the water heater, furnace, windows, and roof are all quite new and/or in working condition!
#this poor silly house#I love it to bits and it is falling to bits#I just need to work up the energy to take care of it a little better than I've been doing#I have a short list of things I need to take care of before August (replace four-to-six blinds with cordless blinds so we can actually use#the blinds since Blythe methodically ate all of the cords and my face destroyed the only cordless set in the house)#I need to shampoo the grungy carpet#the front garden beds have been a blight since the beginning but I don't have the energy for them#same with the gutters and downspouts which sorely need fixing but it's them or new tierods for my car#I also want better insulation in the attic. this is a straightforward process (I've helped blow in insulation before) but $$#and Mom casually pointed out that we could tear out the kitchen carpet and slap down linoleum for nothing#('but the whole floor is warped and cracked.' 'it's fine. linoleum will stick to that')#'I don't want your house. it's old and small and we don't want to stay in Michigan forever. btw here's all of the improvements we can make'#also I would love a vent in the bathroom#like...are any of these pressing issues? not exactly but some of them would really help my house#and the siding is an eyesore up close#on the plus side having two window ac's has been a life changer#and clearing out junk for a roomie is mentally very freeing#I loved my beardie but her tank took up space that I can now use for storage#that sounds so callous 😅#okee thanks for listening bye#mine
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#mine#aahhh robot kissing jumpscare#CLANK#1-4 good ending#i kind of want to try making stuff in sfm now bc ive heard getting maps into sfm is easier than blender?#with blender a lot of shit is just white rectangles#and im very new to this so i cant fix those#my method is to delete them all and then position the camera so all that isnt visible#but that wasnt viable when i wanted to use the 1-4 arena#too much shit was missing
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