#GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HEAD (for now)
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all this to say: i think it'd be cute if Barnaby literally howls with laughter
#self conscious ouppy...#big ouppy... big howl....#this has been in my head for Days#and i had to get it out. i had to Share The Thought#wally is included mainly bc i Needed to add him reacting to hearing a Delightful New Noise from his dear bestie#also in my head barnaby has Absolutely heard that joke before#but howdy's delivery & fullchested enthusiasm got him#GOD THEYRE SO *breaks drywall & eats it*#scribble salad#welcome home#laughingstock#barnaby x howdy#howdy x barnaby#now im thinkin about howdy doing his damnedest to try and get that howl outta barns again#ouuughhhhh im emotional im So Fucking Emotional#the dopamine flooding my brain rn. unparalleled#im not used to it... it may kill me... but its so Worth it#the happy howl!!! THE HAPPY HOWL!!!!
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TIME FRAGMENTS Chapter 34: Footprints on the Moon
“I didn’t know you were so interested in space.” [“What Is Love” by EXO-K plays in the background]
read here ; *maddy perez voice* christina, you’re a fuckin’ G ! ( ꒦ິ ཀ ꒦ິ )
#fromaryg#art#digital art#anime#anime art#tokyo revengers#sanzu haruchiyo#haruchiyo sanzu#sanzu#sanzu x reader#sanzu x you#sanzu x y/n#…#ambot sa kanding na naay bangs 😔🤚🏻#my hands has a brain of its own#it’s the way i put my whole aryomengrandetussy in this piece#i hope this will alleviate the brainrot#now haru get the fuck outta my head the fuck#i will still keep listening to exok’s what is love tho#*baekhyun voice* MALHAEJWO NAEGE WHAT IS LOOOOOOVE
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Send me good wishes yall. I'm going to try and work on some late work when I get home but I'm chronically bad at doing that without an energy drink but I'm not ready for the impending doom of selling my soul to energy drinks so I can function
Uuhhhhhhhhh I accidentally went on a tangent and there's a whole vent in the tags oopsies
#i already get an energy drink every time on my lunch break at work. but thats partly cause im not too fond of my current job anyways#i dont need perfect grades just. as long as theyre passing i dont care#and are still passing grades after whatverr the finals do to it#im going to a trade school anyways gpa doesnt matter. ive just. QUITE LITERALLY. spent my whole life smacking my head into a desk-#-cause of school. and im so desperate to get my ass outta here. It'll be so much easier cause i will be free from family too#once i get my own place that is. I honest to God would rather sell my soul to two jobs and come home to peace and breathe#than this hell now. being at school is tourment and being at home is tourment. cant wait till im actually HOME. and not some. house.#home is where the dodge challenger that i will sleep in is. home is where the heart is. and my heart isnt anywhere here.#just. one more year. i can get my license at my brithday which is all the way in decemeber but. one more year from now#and I can scrape by and graduate and say adios.#i refuse to acknowledge the scenerio of not making it cause. fuck it we ball or something. am i using that saying right#i already did my time in prison(summer school)#i dont know about yall but summer school was honestly one of the WORST expereinces ive ever been in. horrible.
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love how torn this household is!!! Love that my grandma rlly does not give a fuck about taxes and wants to spend most of our money on new things and stuff that isn't important and/or would just get used once and then never again!! Love that my grandpa wants to make sure we pay taxes so that we have a home but immediately backs down as soon as my grandma gets pissed off!!!!!!!! Love that we're spending so much necessary money on unnecessary things!!! Our only income!! is! Social Security!!!!!!!!! 😁
#post:vent#haha love this. love that. i hate it here.#im seriously so sick and tired of my grandma not getting her fucking head outta her ass#i love her. but jesus fucking christ we need money for taxes are you fucking serious???#we got 1000 dollars FOR TAXES from her brother. and now she wants to spend it on an 1100 dollar oven 😐#when my grandpa prompted her by saying it was for taxes she fucking blew up and changed her mind#she didnt even sit down to try and talk about it calmly. she left. came back. yelled at my grandpa. and then left again.#im on neither persons side bec i think it IS okay to buy new things and unnecessary things. but its also important to?? pay taxes????#it makes me sick thinking that we could end up homeless because of her jackass#trying to have peace and love in these trying times and its so so hard :')
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oHmygod the convention im going to is gonna be on HIGH ROLLER SATURDAY.......
#OH MY GOD THATS TOMROROW#(ITS 0:48 AM)#I AM NOT GETTING A FIT TODAY IM GOING MINIMAL ??#BUT I MAY PAINT A NB FLAG OVER AN OLD PIN OR SMTHN.....#and draw paws on my shose.....................................#maybe ill wear some bracelets again to be silly but not as many as last year#will i put chains on my shit again..? céčka? glow in the dark ones...? maybe???? looked stupid last year but also made a silly noise#i had a cosplay planned but HI ROLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR event.#also im not mentally well nuff to do a cosplay#id need to ask for so many materials and sm help i cant do that#ill do that kinda silly thing eb me more myself once im outta this fucking house ^^#but for now ill be Silly in my minimal ways#UGHHH WHY DO THE EARS I BOUGHT HAVE TO BE SMALL ON MY HEAD!!!!!!! i may take em but srsly i have to keep readjusting...#i had a solution last year but u.h was Bad.#god i wish the ears person also sold tails. i could be sooooooooooo sillyness.#mmggnng
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angela… shes less like a blorbo and more like a best friend to me. a best friend who got cancelled for being toxic as hell but a best friend nonetheless … like ill always defend her idgaf.
edit: I forgot I have the perfect picture for this post
#like idk she’s done 109028101 crimes and is banned in 23 districts but she is my friend#(she glares at me) SHE IS MY FRIEND !!!#its funny bc in lobcorp I was baselessly like Angela’s my bestie (angela actively swinging a crowbar at the players head)#and now in ruina im like ANGELAAAA SHES MAKING FRIENDSSS#i cant help but feel like :/ hey thats MY bestie? roland? but also. SHES MAKING FRIENDS 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#I stand with my cancelled bestie.#SEEING HER FUCKING BACKSTORY OVER RUINA IS LIKE OH MY GODDD I ACTUALLY DONT WANT TO FUCK THAT OLD MAN ANYMORE EVEN#LIKE U KNOW ITS SERIOUS. IM LIKE OK PEEPAW YOU WERE GAY CAN YOU BE A GOOD DAD#pills I took like 5 hours ago still feel like they’re stuck in my throat hello? get them outta there…#she’s just so crazy and I love seeing her be crazy but also babe we are getting you to THERAPY I PROMISE !!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#if she doesnt get her happy ending im actually gonna vomit
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#guess who fucking fried 3 very fucking expensive machines today. me. i did#bc a fucking cabled decided to burn out and there was only one little symptom so i switched out the sensor head and inadvertently fried#another instrument. then when i was wait. hang on wtf happened here? and i was trouble shooting. i fried another one. so im down to one#machine. fucking holy christ. one mother fucking cable. a problem i cant fucking control and then i just fucking spred the problem#god dammit. which means i either have to do 20 additional days or we cut the number of reps to 7 or 8#and because of this. ive Disrupted the plans of 4 different labs bc it takes at least 3 months for them to do calibration#ugh. i was so angry. whatever. its fine. these things happen in labs and u kinda just have to deal with it. i dont really feel bad on a#personal level bc ive been working with these things for like 4 years and if i mishandled the problem something was pretty fucked up#bc ive fixed a lot of fucking problems on those machines. bleh. and as im like simmering with rage my family is texting eachother like#yayyy vacation soon ☺️#ugh. its just so frustrating bc i onlu had like 7 days left and i could have got thru all 10 reps. its gonna b maddening on one machine#ans ill have to do more when i fucking get back from vacation when i want it fucking done now but whatever ive bought#my fucking plane tickets and i leave in less than 2 weeks. plus ill get to spend at least one day at home#god im gonna be such a fucking bummer tho. im gonna get of the plane and my fam will b like how r u? and im gonna b like not fucking great#i am barely a functional person and im sure ill b so stressed abt thr fact i have to come back here that ill b on edge the whole time bc#thsts what happened over winter break. whatever. next weekend ill b fucking outta here for like 11 days#and just a few more months until i can leave for good. never walk into thst fucking building again. not that i have anything ready for thst#move. bc again. im barely a functional person#god. now i have to fucking ask for thr stupid bottom of the chamber for this last machine. i swear to christ if i have to fucking drive#down to [redacted] i fucking dont even kno#unrelated
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It's my birthdaaaaaaaay! 🎉🎉🎉
#(( fucked up and evil sinister laughing from the distance ITS BEEN ALMOST A YEAR NOW. SORRY.#I fell out of obey me for some time but now that it's in my head again I may as well try and get some more use outta this blog .#Happy birthday babygirl Love and light ❤❤❤#obey me#<- For some reach I guess
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quick post bc im fucking frustrated to tears rn over this (was just logging in to update my writing sideblog lmao) - the most infuriating and terrifying thing abt my current situation is that despite the lifelong abuse, i still cannot keep my fucking mouth shut sometimes
I've been doing what I can to keep myself up to date with what's happening news-wise without pushing myself into dangerous territory mentally/emotionally, and STILL I fucking suffer because I could not keep my mouth shut around parents TWICE now within the past couple days. and then i get into hot water with them and shit gets bad again and i lose whatever meager amounts of respect or trust or whatever semblance of human decency and kindness they had decided to give to me bc I'd "earned" it by being silent and agreeable.
all i said today was that i think Domino's might be a company to boycott bc my mother mentioned getting pizza for my brother's upcoming bday and then there was just a whole fucking awful thing and I just am so fucking angry w myself. it was so much easier and safer when i never had access to the internet bc i never knew anything that they didnt agree with so i could never say anything wrong in that regard. like at least i Know things now and can actually have opinions, but ... idk. sometimes I feel like it isnt worth it if I keep fucking myself over like this because I can't just hold my tongue.
#the other instance was me saying the same fucking shit abt mcdonalds to my dad yesterday when i was in the vehicle w him#i just. i could honestly strangle myself. why the fuck am i so stupid like this#I've learned this lesson over and over and over again. why can't i get it thru my fucking head to keep my mouth shut all the time#do not talk to them!! ever!! about anything!!! why is that so difficult for me!!!#just be a fucking bobblehead!! nod and agree!! stop fucking talking and having opinions and thoughts of ur own!!!#okay im outta here again now sorry fjdkdl I'll try to log back in and delete this when i update my nowrimo stuff again tomorrow#boohoo poor me wah wah theres ppl dying and i have the fucking gall to feel sorry for myself jfc i need to get a grip#if i just kept my mouth shut it'd literally be fine for the most part. so its just me being unable to control myself thats causing this#stop! talking!! even here!! shut up!!#abuse tw#ask to tag idk what else to tag this with sorry lmk if u need anything tagged and i will do so in the future#vent tw
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Good evening girls. Made an absolute fool of myself @ the sams club today
#basically I was like let me go get snacks for the salon since my mom added me to her membership and I haven't really utilized it yet#got my snacks. was like okay let me get a slice of pizza! thatll be good#order my pizza. they tell me it'll be a 12 minute wait. I say that's fine!! and decide to put my snacks in the car while I wait#get out to my car. get all the snacks in. have one case of dr pepper left. haul it up.#one can fucking explodes and covers my light pink skirt in dr pepper viscera and gore#I now look like I've pissed myself#aight. well I already paid for my pizza so I gotta go back...#clean up as much as two napkins allow me to and head back in#ofc nobody cares but it feels like people are looking. whatever. so what if I pissed myself. grow up.#go to fill up my cup w dr pepper (despite the betrayal). no dr pepper.#dear god why. okay. uhhhhh starry???? i guess!!#take a sip. it tastes like shit. oh well. theyre calling my name now#go pick up my pizza. the cheese is nice and melty and it smells good. :) okay. life is still good!#halfway back to the exit I'm balancing my plate on my arm and and I'm holding the cup claw machine-style#the lid snaps off the fucking cup and it spills a good 1/2 cup (cooking measurements) onto the floor#oh my god why. why why why why why.#okay. we can fix this. it's not a ton. put my cup on table and do a cute little walk of shame back to the napkins#get like 50 napkins and do my goddamn best to clean up my mess. goes fine. okay. time to get the fuck outta here before I do something worse#back at my car. open door. holding cup like normal now. lid pops off again and spills all over my skirt a second time.#why the fuck is this happening to me.#out of rage I put my pizza in the car and dump the rest of the cup out on the pavement. tasted like shit anyways#lady in car next to me watches the whole thing.#yeah you're witnessing mental illness bitch. enjoy.#lost my appetite. pizza is good but I don't even want it now
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taylor was so right when she said “moving on was always easy for me to do, it hits different cause it’s you”
#for me its always been like OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF MNID#until now !!!#this one fuckin person#just cant get him outta my fucking head#its like a DISEASE#truly#he has been on my mind since the day i met him and he has been on my mind every day since and it has been over 3 months since ive seen him#A DISEASE I AM TELLING YOU#my brain is rotting#taylor swift
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#fromaryg: rara#the felix catton + sanzu haruchiyo brainrot is crazy#plus i got drake saying 💖 anita max wynn 💖 over and over in my head#honestly i don’t mind all of these living in my mind rent free in fact i dont need to delete them from my brain#BUT CAN I JUST ARCHIVE THEM FOR THE MEANTIME#IT’S REALLY MESSING UP MY ROUTINE HAHAHA I BE RUNNING MY HAND OVER MY FACE EVERY 10 MINS IF ONE OF THESE COME TO MIND#PLEASE I HAVE SM TO DO#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HEAD (for now)
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danganronpa is whispering its siren song to me but alas nobody shares my big brain million iq opinions (drv3 hater) (korekiyo defender) (ishimaru understander) (celeste and hifumi apologist) (kaito hater) (protagonist love triangle poly advocate) (post sdr2 anime enjoyer) (fucking hates the writing bar the first half of sdr1 and ending of sdr2) (never even finished v3 because it was so dogshit terrible and also i genuinely can barely get through the minigames) (problematic psychological horror fan)
#the executions were not gorey enough they were not even that camp. except the celeste one.#leon baseball one was good. the korekiyo one had potential. kaedes ROCKED. taka's concept version was cool. everything else was shit.#everything about the way they wrote korekiyo drives me fucking insane ive written essay length posts on it before. i care him okay.#let me project onto the predatory fem gay man stereotype incestual serial killer.#mostly because his writing was wildly homophobic + transmisogynistic and a horrible depiction of abuse#but had so much potential for a genuinely good character if theyd pulled their heads outta their asses and deconstructed the tropes#which is what danganronpa is all about thats what makes the first game halfway secent#ughhh. its just so frustrating how all the writing js so close but so far.#like genuinely this is one place where i think fandom and fanfic is better than the original#say what you will but it's one of the only fandoms where ive felt p much all fanfic and headcanon done genuinely#has told a better and/or more complete story while keeping the original concepts and tone#unfortunately most of the fandom is insane and/or too preoccupied with shipping (understandable. i guess.) to like. engage with it fully.#and there's still such a dearth of content for my faves#kiyo is like at best a side character and at worse written as even more of a parody of himself 😭#theres literally like four people in the world who get it max. korekiyo eating spaghetti is still my favorite fan art of all time#...anyway. idk why im thinking about this rn but im nostalgic all of a sudden#i never really got invested into any of the crazy fandom stuff i just read old fanfic and watched from the sidelines#but me and a couple friends had a lot of own interpretation and theories and fanon sequel ideas n they mean a lot to me yk?#genuinely got me to do a lot more writing and art even if it was all korekiyo themed. im like soooo good at drawing him now (lie)#he's still my litmus test for picrews if i cant make him it's shit. he literally just has long hair a mask and pretty eyes. simple elements#anyway whatever he will live on in my head forever.
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Maybe I just miss havin someone else to blame
#i feel so fucking useless. worthless. i had ONE job n instead i fucked it up n crossed that one line i can't uncross#he'll never forgive me n it's all my own damn fault#don't know how to cope with how there's no way back now. he doesn't even want me anymore he just wants to hurt me#n i kinda wanna let him cause it's all i was ever any good for anyway#just. lie back n let him take it all out on me. as if he ever made it that easy#god what the hell is wrong with me this is fucking pathetic#he was the only one that could make my head quiet the only one i could always go back to. even if he made me regret it every time#i don't know how to change any of this. it can't always be like this can it? somethin's gotta change at some point right?#i need to stop gettin so fucking wasted i make a fool outta myself but. i only feel even sorta okay if i'm drunk#what the fuck am i supposed to do?#i just wanna go home. i thought things would get better now that i'm technically free of him but. i still feel the same. or worse#at least i could keep myself numb most of the time. n i had cherri n nuggs. everyone feels so fucking far away here#n it's probably me not them but. idk how to change anythin. everythin's just wrong.#everythin's always wrong#i'm so fucking tired n sleep doesn't change a fucking thing#i guess maybe val was right. there's nothin out here for someone like me. what he gave me was the best i could get n i shoulda just m#*appreciated it instead of always complaining#idk how long i can keep myself from goin back to him. just to see if he can still make it all go away. even if i'll probably regret it.#fucking hell how long can i keep this up?? i can't start drinkin more i can't damage this body like that for the others#but i'm startin to run really low on options#spdrvent
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//ignore me
#❝ there i was‚ a gangster-turned-vampire on the loose ❞「 headcanons 」#❝ two glasses and a bottle of johnny walker over here ! ❞「 memes 」#❝ ain't no jesus here‚ billy-boy ❞「 ooc 」#❝ that bloodsucking son of a bitch is completely full of shit ! ❞「 psa 」#❝ i'll talk your ear off‚ kid ❞「 answered 」#❝ me‚ i don't show up very good in pictures ❞「 art 」#❝ bein' a vampire ain't no way to live‚ and being eaten by a vampire ain't no way to die ❞「 musings 」#❝ be a pal and throw that chain away‚ wouldja ? i wanna chew your head off ❞「 shitposts 」#❝ get outta here with that blood of yours ❞「 promo 」#❝ beware the one who walks in the moonlight ❞「 self promo 」#❝ i can't stop myself and i don't want to‚ either ❞「 dash games 」#❝ it was gonna take some planning to get my fangs in his throat ❞「 victor bonicelli 」#❝ we got ourselves a tough guy over here ! ❞「 billy 」#❝ take it from old sally two-shoes‚ kid ❞「 in character 」#❝ that's the trouble with vampires‚ you know ? ❞「 main verse 」#❝ i saw him for the treacherous snake he really was ❞「 secondary verse 」#❝ you don't wanna end up as a vampire‚ billy ❞「 tertiary verse 」#❝ send in the big guns next time ! don't fuck around ❞「 vampire fight club verse 」#❝ i'll kill you when the time is right‚ but not now ❞「 roadtrip verse 」#❝ you vindictive little muskrat-looking FUCK ! ❞「 before verse 」#❝ i'd kill you too if i had the chance ; you and everyone you knew ❞「 wishlist 」
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I haven’t really ranted about Alchemy of Souls yet, and though I don’t have that much to say, I do have some thoughts I might as well air out ⬇️
#alchemy of souls#drama rant#alchemy rant#spoilers!!!#this is just gonna be whatever pops into mind and probably wont make that much sense but idc tbh i just wanna get it outta my head#first of all while i do actually really like the drama i feel like it is sometimes kinda… slow? idk i just feel like they could do so much#more with this - like the first episode was so intense and dark and i was so hooked and then the rest is more comedy and so much love drama#like i cannot keep track of who likes who and why and what it’s actually driving me insane and it brings nothing to the plot if you ask me#why does our main character need THREE GUYS to sort-of-kinda like her?? for what???#she can have a child-hood friend without it being first love and why the Crown Prince??? makes literally no sense to me#and while on the Crown Prince I did not expect to actually like him that much but he’s actually become a top character for me - he’s a bitch#and annoying as fuck yes - but also one of the only people in the Palace who seem to have some common sense when it comes to suspiciousness#is that a word? oh whatever 😂#also his voice is… really nice… yeah 👀#i do want to punch him in the face 90% of the time but let’s not talk about that#also i am not sure i vibe with the relationship between Mu-deok and Jang Uk… there’s just something there that’s off to me idk what it is#and while we’re on the topic of love - dang-gu deserves better fight me#she’s kinda coming around now i guess but oh my god he deserves someone much better#and since I’ve now gone over three of the four seasons there is seo yul left and I’m sorry but he’s just… kinda boring#idk what about him annoys be but he just… i don’t really like him I’m sorry#okay i started out saying i didn’t have much to rant about and now I’ve done nothing but complain typical me#i guess I’m just kind of disappointed cause i thought this drama was so much more than it turned out to be#if i had gone into it knowing what it is i think i would have liked it more as well#so it’s a shame the first episode tricked me so much 😂#my own expectations of something tend to ruin the experience for me… i guess i gotta work on that#but yeah… those are my thoughts so far#oh if i have to say one positive thing this drama is actually really funny#not like i laugh out loud but i do snort out a laugh here and there and that takes a lot so#the jokes are just 👌🏻 right up my alley 😂
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