so two days ago was my bday and this twitter bug with balloons on your profile made my priv look like this, i just couldn't help but draw my boy in this situation, totally fits him
fatal_error by xedramon
og image lmao, found it somewhere
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my only free day i spent drawing and i dont like anything except this gallagher i can offer sry lol
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i need this man so bad it’s not even funny.
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do you ever think about how matthew fairchild was such a sunshine coded character—a golden boy, floated through school, charmed everyone with his infamous smile; a starry-eyed dreamer who had faith in most things that weren’t himself. and how because of one moment of naivety he lost years of his life to devastating self-sabotage, believing himself worth nothing, deserving of nothing, drinking day by day to numb out the pain—because he believed people could only ever like him when he wasn’t sober, when he wasn’t fully himself. and how despite visibly not being okay, nobody ever really said anything about it until he basically hit rock bottom. and do you ever think about how matthew would’ve given up his love for cordelia in a second if it meant james could be happy, when james wouldn’t do the same? you knew. i told you in the letter. and how he joked and deflected so much to hide how sad he really was, because he believed no one would care enough to see it. i did not know that i looked sad, to you. because i think about it a lot and it makes me very sad
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Late night sketches sometimes hits diff so I work on it more.
Halfway through was feeling meh about it, but I spent enough time on it, I thought I'd see it through.
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Good news, everyone.
(This is part 2 to my hospital post.)
The surgery is done, my leg is in a cast. Now it's only a matter of time until I'm allowed to go home.
Thank you very much for all your nice words, now it can only go up.
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LITERALLY SCREAMING OH MY FUCKING GOD I DID IT. I GOT IN! Not one, but TWO NOVEL/WRITING MENTORSHIP PROGRAMS. aflsjdfiasfas.
I had to submit a novel sample, references, personal statement etc the WHOLE NINE YARDS.
AND I CAN DO BOTH BECAUSE THE TIMING WORKS!?!?!
Starting in a couple of weeks, I will be part of two small writing cohorts of about a dozen people each, and we will be writing novels while receiving guidance from professional authors and literary agents. AND by the end, I'll basically have the first draft of a novel that's ready for revisions (and hopefully eventually in the future querying). PLUS, I have a mentor outside of this program to support me as well.
This is a fucking dream come true and I am so thankful in all the people who helped me and believed in me. I wish I could have told teen me that our dream would come true. What a way to start 2024!
All this said - I won't be abandoning fanfic - my cadence for posting was already slow so you probably won't see a difference tbh. But my quality of writing may go up! So win-win!?
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10 BL Boys That I Want "Carnally"
I was tagged by the lovely @my-rose-tinted-glasses ❤ (i know that you know part of the boys i'm gonna put here but thanks for remembering and tagging me anyways 😅🥰❤)
ALSO, WHY STOP AT 10? sorry but not for me 🤷♀️😇😏 this has not particular order btw.
King (Bed Friend) - Played by Net Siraphop
Phaya (The Sign) - Played by Billy Patchanon
Babe (Pit Babe) - Played by Pavel Naret
Payu (Love in the air) - Played by Boss Chaikamon
Teena (Playboyy) - Played by Kaowoat Supasin
Win (Between us) - Played by Boun Noppanut
Jeng (Step by Step) - Played by Man Trisanu
Tew (My dear gangster oppa) - Played by Meen Nichakoon
Hia Lian (Cutie pie) - Played by Zee Pruk
Alex Claremont Diaz (Red White and Royal Blue) - Played by Taylor Zakhar Perez
Choi Jun (Jun & Jun) - Played by Ki Hyun Woo
Day (Love Syndrome III) - Played by Long Lee
Joke (Hidden Agenda) - Played by Joong Archen
Peter Lue (Chains of heart) - Played by Boom Raweewit
i'll add a bonus just cause it's Jeff
Kim Theerapanyakul (KinnPorsche) - Played by Jeff Satur
idk who already did this so ignore if you did: @bellepark @25shadesoffebruary @ueasking @alexshenry @sparklyeyedhimbo @smileytharn @khaotunq @khaotunqs @khaotungsfirst @markpakin @celestial-sapphicss (feel free to ignore 😘)
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