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making amends
#spirk#star trek#oh huh you guys are active!#beloved part 2#james t kirk#james kirk#spock#james kirk x spock#star trek art#my art#i was lazy and wanted to draw part 2 so bad so here you go#i really need to continue learning for my microbiology exam in the next month but spirk are all over my head#I CANNOT DO ANYTHING#brain worms
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#i cannot do this i cannoticannoticannoticannot#FUCK#my anxiety is genuinely debilitating right now#i cannot do anything#typing this is the most im able to#i need to work but i cannot i genuinely cannot#im stuck#how do i do anything i dont know anything#god why am i so bad at just existing as a human#i wasnt even supposed to exist#definitely not living this long#its all a mistake#i need help but how#from who#from where#i want to break my work laptop as an excuse#they wluld probably make me pay for it which is not good#why dont they just get it over with and fire me already#im so ill#in so many ways#im trying to heal myself but i am being cut into more pieces at the same time#i want out#i cant do anything on my own#i cant take care of myself#im suffocating#im choking myself and everything around me chokes me too#just let me breath#just a little#i need to call my mother#but she doesnt know how to help either
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The post-social interaction introvert crash is so real
#I want to write and read and respond to messages and do the tag games#but after three intense days of conference and work travel#I cannot do anything#brain is fully broken#I’m sorry everyone
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You like making strangers cum for you ?
Not ncessarily but I cannot control anyone...
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I am going to die someday and it will be by my own hand
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Hey now, Let her cook!
#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#senshi#laios touden#marcille donato#izutsumi#oyasumi punpun#<- In case you are wondering what the source for the little bird guy is.#Yeah that's right. I'm back to my extremely obscure crossover BS.#Punpun is one of those series that falls under the category of 'Good! but I cannot responsibly recommend this to anyone."#If Dungeon Meshi is like a friend asking you to go on a quick errand and you accidently go on a life changing roadtrip -#Punpun is your friend asking to go on a quick errand and they pull up to the vet and tell you your dog is being put down.#Then they explode into sludge. Melting your car. You hitchhike back but the person who picked you up is an axe murderer.#I could not finish it. My friends who did say it was good. But agree it was for the best I did not finish it.#Hey speaking of tone twists...We are one episode away from one of my favourite chapters being animated!#WHO'S READY FOR THE SENSHI BACKSTORY! WHO IS READY TO CRY!#ME! I AM! I spooked my flatmate with how energetic I was this morning. I'm vibrating with energy I was not designed to contain.#I should talk about today's episode here: It was very good. I love how they animated the familiars.#And!!! Anime only people now are in the loop on the Chilchuck lore. Part 1 of many. He still contains multitudes.#They all do to be honest! If this episode told us anything it was that we still don't know these characters as well as we think!#See you guys next week. I'll be inconsolable.
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how do you stop the executive dysfunction depression feedback loop. just out of like. curiosity
#i cannot do ANYTHING#because if i start drawing then i have to be drawing but if i try to write then i guess im writing now#but if i wanna play my game its like. oh now we have to play this game.#well what if i worked on prepping my deck for magic night. then ill have to be working on my deck i guess.#i have been begging and pleading for a break for months and now that i finally finally have one i feel so fucking lonely and unfulfilled#nothing sounds good but i want to do it all so badly#when can i enjoy things again#when does this end
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energy drain again come ON
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diff universes, same sillies
Part 2 to the second pic
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#sonic movie#sonic boom#tbh i think boom!sonadow is the most fun to play with cuz it can anything and funny as shit#wanted to do a follow up for the second one but#cannot decide which reaction to give Shadow would be the funniest#probably basically zero reaction while sonic is having few crisises at once
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I hate it when anxiety and depression agreed to torture me together 💀
My mind went like:
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starting off with an amuse-bouche of some of my initial favorite bits! y'all, this update was WILD.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#we really got it all in this update huh#we got flashbacks! backstory! shocking twists! cgs?!#we got the silver breakdown to end all silver breakdowns#the boy does not emote for 6 episodes straight and now it's POURING out and i am shoving my face directly into it#not to mention my favorite: action scenes represented by intensely wiggling the sprites around#and OF COURSE meleanor my beloved. your highness. ma'am. holy shit.#i guess it's mel instead of mal? hey she can spell her name however she wants#meleanor can do whatever she wants about anything. who is going to stop her.#meleanor: hold on baby. mommy wants to make a point. (yeets malleus' egg across the room into liia's face)#man though i am so afraid that crowley really might turn out to have been revaan this whole time#because this means we live in a world where dire fucking crowley managed to pull BOTH meleanor and lilia and i cannot accept that#briar valley are you okay. is it something in the water.#mrs. zigvolt took all the good taste and left none for anyone else
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#everyday I love my yard#ffxiv#it’s almost finished!!!!#just one more grass by the front#it’s so peaceful#old world fig seeds acquired btw#and I just planted royal kukurus#B) hopefully I get some onions by the end of this week#I was doing the crafting classes and so my inventory is so ridiculously full of items#I cannot do anything#I have to wait for my stuff to sell#luckily for the onions I can just use reg potting soil bc it’s always just 1#still have to relevel my retainer I just haven’t even tried it yet
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will have all these evening plans and then eat dinner and be rendered completely useless
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the angels were broken of self-worship, yet their need for devotion must find a place if it is left empty
#ultrakill#gabriel#v1#kind of combining some thoughts. about angels as gods and their opposing need to now worship#they cannot conceive of self-direction and know the punishment of worship directed to them#so he must seek something else to offer to#anyways. this took way longer than i meant it to#if i do anything other than a purely pastel palette i am lost. CLEARLY#doodle tag#decapitation cw
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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back
i am insane
#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king#and for everyone who's like “well how would the cat king have gotten to hell”#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him#you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took#but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane#i cannot handle these two#like i can vibe with the cat king#but charles x edwin for the WIN#obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different#but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything#vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it#i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin#the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else#(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#painland#payneland#dbd netflix
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