#I ENVISION EREN IN HIM SO WELL

[st4rbwrry]

i can’t breathe i can’t speak i can’t think nothing on my mind but eren fuckin yeager.

[greedyhoneyz]

Welcome to Wonderland

.ೃ࿔*:･pairing: eren yeager x pregnant!reader

.ೃ࿔*:･synopsis: soon-to-be-parents embark on a joyous adventure, preparing for the arrival of their little one in a quest to find the perfect stroller.

.ೃ࿔*:･cw: none. fluff. domestic.

.ೃ࿔*:･authors note: inspired by baby mine from @tojigasm. im in a 'baby' mood and wanted to write something other than football. you can probably tell that I haven't watched the show but honestly, I've kind of based eren on his portrayals by other writers on this app and what I feel he would say and act like if he was a modern character. truthfully i just need to watch the show, but I'm honestly not good at keeping up with shows in general.

Onesies. Diapers. Bottles. Pacifiers. Cribs. Toys.

This was the world of babies. 

Eren had never felt so intimidated— standing by the store doors, a trolley glued to his front as he gawked at the avalanche of ‘everything baby’ in front of him. The signs above the aisles, all printed with words that seemed important, taunted him with ridiculing laughter and bizarre speeches filled with phoney concern. 

Hesitantly, Eren veered around and then glanced at (name). He swallowed deeply before speaking between shallow breaths. “Where do we start?”

(name) was quiet for a few moments as her eyes aimlessly scanned the store floor. She let out a breath and then paused, blinking, before glancing down at her phone. “Uh,”

She padded her thumbs across her screen and scrolled through her baby registry. 

“Strollers,” (name) managed to breathe out. She nodded to herself, assured by her choice and peered up at Eren, nodding once again. “Yeah, I think we should look at strollers first.”

“Strollers…” Eren muttered back slowly, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. “…that's good.”

The metallic clatter and squeak of the trolley and its battered wheels followed Eren and (name) as they pushed the cart towards the “strollers & travel systems” section. 

The trolley squeaked to a halt when (name) stopped. She blinked, rubbing her lips together and slowly stepped away from Eren. 

“This is nice.” She spoke softly. She raised her hands, her curious fingers wriggling in the air, and fiddled with the straps and handle of the matte black stroller. From the platform where it was perched, she pushed it back and forth, whirling the stroller from side to side. “It moves nicely too.”

“This one looks good too.” Pivoting on the heels of her feet, (name) carefully stroked the handle of another. It was grey, except for its black frame, and carried a sizable basket beneath it unlike the other.

Eren hummed in response to (name) and shifted away from the trolley. He inclined forward and fiddled with the hood of the stroller, pushing it back and dragging it forward. He smoothed his hands across its aluminium frame and picked at the price tag, strapped at the handle. “Not bad, you like it?” 

(name) shrugged. “It’s nice, but I think we should look around first before we decide on anything first.”

The trolley’s shaky rattle continued as (name) and Eren strolled through rows and rows of strollers in various colours, sizes and shapes. 

The traditional strollers, with large wheels and adjustable handles, had quickly gained (name’s) favour, whilst the lightweight umbrella strollers, which were perfect for prompt trips around the town, perked Eren’s eye. The jogging strollers failed to reel both Eren and (name) in, and though their suspension and manoeuvrability brought ease and comfort, the couple could envision themselves going for light jogs across their neighbourhood with their little one in tow. It wasn’t their style. 

“Is there anything here you like?” After a while of searching, Eren and (name) had broken off their stroll and huddled themselves into a corner and fueled themselves with the breakfast bars (name) had stashed inside her purse.

 "No," Eren shook his head, swallowing, his face twisted.

“Well,” (name) began. “If we can’t decide on anything now, I think we should move onto bassinets–”

“What?” A baffled expression came to (name’s) face as she watched Eren shoot off directly to a larger display of strollers.

With a smile on his lips and sparkling eyes, he bent down to retrieve a car seat from the queue of strollers. He waved, beckoning (name) over and beamed down at the contraption below. 

Gripping the metal ledge of the trolley, (name) towed it behind her as she walked. 

She stopped, standing a few feet away and with an inquisitive brow, glanced down at Eren.

“Look.” Hanging his figure over the car seat, Eren turned his back to (name). He lowered his arms, positioning his hands on either side of the seat, its front and its back. He gripped the handle with one hand and tucked his other into the safety lock. He pressed the lock, heaving it upwards as its legs, tucked beneath, extended outwards. Setting it down on the floor, Eren carefully eased the handle from above the black hood and towed it above the seat. A quiet snap could be heard as he adjusted the handle to his hip with a single push of a button. 

“Wow.” (name) gaped, her eyes wide and slowly circled the stroller.

“Cool, ain't it?” Eren smiled proudly. He pushed the stroller back and forth, wheeling it across the aisle in jagged lines. “‘Been looking at this online.”

“And it's good for travelling,” he boasted. “For when we fly. Oh, and it's light….it moves so nice….”

Resting her hand on the swell of her belly, (name) bent down and moved her hands across the seat, running her fingers against its smooth fabric. “But what happens when the baby gets too big and grows out of this?”

“Then…I…guess we buy two strollers?” Eren blurted out slowly.

“Babe… I don’t know.” Reclining back to height, (name) propped her hand on her hip and furrowed her brows together. She pulled her lips down into a frown and shook her head unhappily. 

Eren could feel his heart plunge into the pits of his stomach as (name) scowled. He was convinced that the stroller parked before him was it. And now, as he stared at his wife, he wasn’t too sure she felt the same.  

“Listen, baby, it's a great car seat and stroller,” he began. “C’mon, it's convenient and easy to use, we get this and it’ll make our lives so much easier when the baby comes.”

“Trust me, baby, I’ve done my research. I’ve watched videos and read reviews. This is the one.”

(name) thought a moment, gnawing at her bottom lip. After inspecting the stroller-car seat ensemble, she took Eren’s place at the wheel and rolled it across the aisle, and then back to him. 

She stopped in front of him, parking the stroller a few inches from his feet and sighed. She blinked and blinked and then blinked again, and sighed, tracing her hand across its hood. 

“Alright,” She said. “We’ll get it.”

Eren couldn’t help but cheer, thrusting his fists in the air before launching onto his wife. He wrapped his arms around (name), pulling her into his chest, her swollen belly pressed against his middle, and peppered kisses across her head, his nose bristling against her hair. “Yes!”

“Babe— Eren let go, you’re pulling on my hair.” Wriggling out from Eren’s grasp, (name) huffed, her eyebrows furrowed together and quickly patted away at her hair. 

After calling for assistance, Eren, then armed with newfound instructions, made his way down the aisles to the shelf containing another replica of the stroller, with (name) in tow. Below it were two rows of boxes.

Eren reached out, bending his knees, wrapped his arms around the box and lifted it into the air. With careful feet, he hauled the box toward their trolley and plopped it into the basket. 

“There.” He huffed. He wiped his hands and stared at the box, a twinkle glinted in his eyes, grinning from ear to ear as (name) looked on from the sidelines. 

She approached Eren, a hand to the trolley, the other to her stomach, and studied him. In awe at the way, his eyes crinkled at the corners when he smiled and his cheeks carried a gentle, rosy tint when he was excited. His joy was palpable, radiating out from him like a comforting blanket. 

As she gazed at him, (name) felt a deep sense of gratitude. Most women weren’t as lucky as she was, having a man so involved, so excited it’s damn near infuriating. But she cherished his joy, his nervousness, his wonder. He was new to this world, this world of babies, as was she, and whilst at times it was overwhelming, it was beautiful and intriguing to come to learn and to love the little human cocooned inside her belly. 

And as Eren looked up and caught her eye, (name) returned his smile with one of her own. In a silent exchange, they basked in each other’s warmth, arm in arm, sharing each other’s bliss.

[magicxc]

Holidays

Pairings: Survey Corps - their fave holidays

Word Count: 871

Warnings: none

A/N: I considered Japanese holidays for this bit but then laziness got the best of me. Like most pieces I create with these characters a lot of how I envision them will relate to western/modern culture in some way or another. Though they probably won't celebrate half of the holidays I'm about to list, I want to reiterate that this is my idea of the traits these characters possess and also they are not real. 

Eren  - Christmas

Eren is big on family, especially the family he’s made with Armin and Mikasa. It’s clear that he stands ten toes down behind them and when he gets his own family, it’ll be much the same. I actually think having kids will bring out the fluff in Eren and he’ll be that obnoxious holiday parent that's doing the most with decorations and presents. But it's honestly the atmosphere that gets him going. The holiday cheer, the kindness, the emphasis on giving - he loves it all. 

Levi - New Years

The new year signals a new beginning but also the close to another chapter. Each time Levi makes it to a new year he’s thankful but mostly shocked. From life underground to humanity's biggest threat, he never knows when disaster might strike. But, when the clock strikes 12 it's a moment of relief, one where he can sit back and relish in the thought that he’s made it to another trip around the sun. 

Erwin - Fathers Day

Lmaoo I'm not tryna make Erwin sound egotistical at all, but I was also running out of popular holidays. The day the Scouts headed to their mission to plug wall Maria was the first time we saw them get a standing ovation and it was also the first time we saw Erwin express such vocal excitement. Even though he can come off a bit aloof, I thought it was fun to see him in that way. That being said I think he’d enjoy being celebrated and can even play up the wowwwws at the macaroni necklaces and handprint construction papers lol. He would love and take care of his family obvi but it’d also make him feel good to feel that admiration in return. 

Connie - Thanksgiving 

You feed this man and he’ll love you forever. It’s his favorite holiday because it has back to back benefits. There's tons of food, a four day weekend off from work, and the opportunity to spend time with his family. He’s the type to pitch in money but over the years Connie has been more inclined to learn how to cook and has even started bringing in a dish. He’s most excited to try a Friendsgiving as he considers them family as well. 

Jean - Valentines Day

I firmly believe that Jean is a romantic. I don't think he’d be the most creative at gift giving lol but it’s certainly the thought that counts. On valentines day he goes all out - teddy bears, flowers, chocolates, etc. ya know, the usual. Although his gifts are very on the nose and sometimes he needs to be spoon fed the information, what he lacks in creativity, he'll gain in experience; learning to step his game up as the years go by. Again, sweet guy. 

Onyankopon - Easter

He more so likes the spring break aspect of it. With the flowers blooming and the sun making regular appearances, it was usually the first sign to what summer would be like. Ony enjoys traveling, meeting new people, and experiencing different cultures. So although spring break was meant to party, which he did, Ony always made the time to immerse himself in the customs of whichever country he visited. Now as an adult, he still indulged in his version of spring break as he always enjoyed the mini relaxation that it brought about; thinking of it as his summer outside of summer. 

Reiner - Independence Day

Reiner is over the whole patriotic thing, however he can't help but enjoy the events that take place because of it. There’s literally a bbq happening on every corner so he’s for sure house hopping for a plate. There's all sorts of sales and Gabi is making him put that wallet to USE hunnie. And while he doesn’t mind, he more so enjoys their time spent together. There's also the beautiful fireworks that light up the evening sky. And at the end of the day he gets to spend his remaining time with family, gathered around over good food and even better vibes. 

Armin - Mothers Day

Armin is def the type to dote on his wife. Hard day at work? He’s rubbing the stress out of your shoulders. Hungry? He’s cooking and prepping lunch for the week. Overwhelmed at work? He’s booking you a spa day. Armin literally adores his woman and enjoys any chance he has to celebrate her and Mothers Day is no exception. Expect him and the kiddies to hand make you some arts and crafts, cook you breakfast, and plan the holiday around your desired interests; with him making sure, at the end of the day, to show you why you celebrate the holiday in the first place. 

Floch - Halloween

He’s big on the spooky vibe but not to a concerning extent. Like many others he just enjoys the activities surrounding it. This is actually where Floch flourishes in creativity and fun. He’s making spooky themed treats, decorating to upstage the next door neighbor, and enjoying all the movie classics. Let's not even get started on the lengths he’ll go through to make the most life-like costumes and the parties where he shows it all off?? Top mf notch! Bonus points for getting some action at said parties.

[r0binxx11]

Attack On Titan boys head-canons! <3

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1. What artists/music they would listen to

Eren Jaegar: Eren without a doubt would listen to Destroy Lonely and that genre in general.

Armin Arlert: Armin would listen to softer music like MacDemarco. He would mostly listen to chill, cool and soothing music. I could also see him really liking love music.

Jean Kirschtein: Jean would listen to Kendrick Lamar and hip hop in general. He knows all the words to most of his songs as well.

Connie Springer: Connie I feel like would mostly listen to female rappers. His favorite artists would be Megan the Stallion or SZA. I feel like he would have a big crush on SZA for sure.

Levi Ackerman: Levi would be more into classical music or music that had a classical element to it. He wouldn’t really have a favorite composer either he would just listen to any song.

Erwin Smith: Erwin wouldn’t listen to music often but when he did he would for sure be into 70s-90s music. He would be like Levi in the way he wouldn’t have a favorite artist.

Reiner Braun: Reiner listens to a lot of motivation up beat music so i envision him liking rock and his favorite artist being Metallica because he’s basic. However, when he’s not working out, you can catch him listening to Beach House or Lana Del Ray. He often hid his liking of them to others.

Bertholdt Hoover: Bertholdt would listen to very indie music in my opinion. I cna see him being very into The Buttertones. He liked the feeling the songs gave him.

Zeke Jaegar: For some reason, I can’t imagine Zeke listening to music >< If he had to though it would be Sublime or anything like that.

Porco Galliard: Porco would definitely be into 80s-90s rock but he would also very much enjoy artists like Post Malone.

Colt Grice: Colt would listen to Mac Miller and Hers. He liked listening to music to vibe to. He loves to play both artists full blast.

2. What style of clothing they would wear

Eren Jaeger: Eren would most definitely be wearing cargo pants with straps and buckles on them. He would most likely also be wearing expensive sneakers such as brands like Nike or Steve Madden. He would probably wear oversized shirts along with regular silver chains and necklaces.

Armin Arlert: Armin would rock the soft boy aesthetic in my opinion. His wardrobe would be filled with different colored sweaters. Occasionally underneath the sweaters he’d have a button up shirt. He would also wear a lot of cardigans of multiple colors. As for his pants, they would be either corduroy pants or khaki pants. For shorts he would wear golf shorts/khaki shorts. As for his shoes, they would be vans low top or converse low top.

Jean Kirschtein: Jean would without a doubt dress like a basic white male in my opinion. He would always wear the branded clothing. I imagine him wearing a green nike hoodie a lot with either sweatpants or shorts. He would be like Eren in the aspect where he would wear the more expensive sneakers.

Connie Springer: Connie would wear tank tops or regular tshirts on a daily basis. I also see him wearing flannels a lot either tied around his waist or on him. I could also see him wearing Hawaiian shirts. As for pants, he’s got regular blue jeans or sweatpants. He occasionally wears beanies too. As for his shoes, Connie would wear timberlands or regular sneakers.

Levi Ackerman: Levi would wear regular long sleeve shirts that were either gray, black and navy blue. He would wear regular black pants usually with a black and silver belt. As for shoes he doesn’t really care at all. Since Levi is a germaphobe, he has house shoes and outside shoes. His house shoes were slippers haha and his outside shoes were regular sneakers. He likes to dress comfy and clean. I also think when it’s time to be formal, he’s very formal.

Erwin Smith: Erwin would definitely dress with a more formal style. He would wear button up shirts mostly white and dress pants usually black. Erwin would also wear brown dress shoes that were never dirty. He’d wear a golden watch at all times as well. Always well dressed definitely.

Reiner Braun: Reiner without a doubt is a gym rat. He’s constantly working out. I see him mostly wearing tank tops or regular t-shirt’s. When it gets colder out I think he would wear long sleeve muscle shirts too. Reiner mostly wears sweatpants too. I feel like he also wears a lot of oversized sweatshirts. As for shoes, I think he just has simple Nike or Adidas shoes that are just to his comfort.

Bertholdt Hoover: Bertholdt would definitely be wearing fandom t-shirts I think. He would wear regular basketball shorts or sweatpants. He would have on socks and sandals most of the time as well. Since he’s so tall he of course owns many oversized shirts and sweatshirts too!

Zeke Jaegar: Zeke would regularly wear simple khaki pants that were mostly a tan color. His torso fashion would range from tank tops to t-shirts to sweaters. I feel he would wear rings and bracelets as well. Zeke would either wear dress shoes or regular sneakers. He would really wear anything.

Porco Galliard: Porco’s wardrobe would consist of a lot of plain t-shirts and tank tops. He would always have a jacket on him too. I think he would wear regular cargo pants. As for his shoes, he would have on timberlands on or doc martens. I also see him wearing a watch or unique bracelets.

Colt Grice: Colt would have a ton of oversized shirts that were pastel colors. He would also like to wear shorts a lot which were pastel as well. He wears sandals or nikes pros as well. I see him having a couple of necklaces and bracelets but nothing too fancy.

3. How they would confess to you

Eren Jaeger: Eren would lowkey just outright say it casually. It would just be you two alone doing anything from walking around or cuddling, playing video games etc., and he would just outright say 'I love you' or something like that. On the outside he wouldn't seem nervous but on the inside he would be anxious that you wouldn't feel the same.

Armin Arlert: Armin would be so anxious to confess to you. He would be worried that he wasn’t good enough for you and he was very nervous of your response. He would plan out how he was going to confess to you and go over it again and again. He would definitely confess to you at a planned time in a romantic spot. Armin might even bring flowers or something like that.

Jean Kirschtein: Jean would act casual about it even though he clearly would be nervous. He would tell you exactly how he feels with all of his heart. He would do it verbally in a place where it would just be you two only.

Connie Springer: Connie thinks he’s already charming enough to pull anyone but not too cocky. When it comes to somebody he genuinely likes, his confession would be him being really scared and outright saying it. He would do it near the end of a hangout or possibly out of no where.

Levi Ackerman: Levi has lost so many people that he’s scared to loose you. He would often try to hide his emotions for you in his head and try to make them disappear. When he couldn’t make them disappear he would end up deciding to confess. He expected you to say no but when you said yes he couldn’t help but feel happiness. He would do it verbally and in a space that was quiet and comfortable.

Erwin Smith: Erwin would always give subtle hints that he liked you. He would confess to you in a formal manner. He had the perfect words to confess and he was so romantic with it. He would do it on a beautiful night or sunset. He’s a very romantic with it.

Reiner Braun: Reiner would be sort of uncoordinated with his confession. He would be all over the place with his blushing and lack of eye contact. He was scared of rejection and it took a lot of nerve for him to confess to you. He would do it in a random place as well.

Zeke Jaeger: Zeke has heavily hinted all of the time that he liked you. He would confess in a serious way and wanted an answer if you liked him back or not. He manifested the answer to be yes. He would confess and then immediately ask you on a date.

Bertholdt Hoover: Bertholdt, like Reiner, would be very nervous with a lot of blushing. He would maintain eye contact however he would end up stuttering a lot and then spitting it out. He would confess to you whilst you two were walking around or hanging out at one’s house.

Porco Galliard: Porco would try to act tough on the outside but would ultimately end up blushing. He would plan to confess at the end of a hangout when he would drop you off at your house. He’s always had a little bit of Tsundere in him and it was surprising that he confessed first.

Colt Grice: Colt would be extremely nervous and would want to do it over text. He would text you his confession and the next time you two were to hangout he would bring you flowers. He would be very nervous but it was a cute nervous.

4. How they would react if somebody hurt you (emotionally/verbally)

Eren Jaeger: Eren would most likely give the person the dirtiest most intimidating look ever. He would quickly remove you from the situation and stare them down as you two walked away. Later he would contact them and tell them off.

Armin Arlert: Armin would try to avoid any conflict with the other person and comfort you as much as possible. Armin would let you vent to let it out if you needed to. Like I said he would try to avoid conflict unless you wanted him to talk to the person.

Jean Kirschtein: Jean immediately take your side. He would step in front of you and tell of the person. Afterwards he would down grade the person who hurt you comparing both of you and how you were so much better.

Connie Springer: Connie would definitely start to go off on the person but then catch himself and try avoid the situation by leaving. He would try to change the subject and try to get you stuff to make you feel better.

Levi Ackerman: Levi would without a doubt make a couple threats. He would raise his voice a little bit as well. He would be angry that somebody would hurt you and quickly tell of the person. You being hurt would bother him the rest of the day and he just wanted you to be safe and happy.

Erwin Smith: Erwin would try to sort out the situation. After he tried he would help comfort you and let you cry on him if needed. Erwin would do whatever you asked to make you feel better.

Reiner Braun: Reiner would get extremely angry almost into a fight. Thoughts of you being hurt pissed him off so much. He would tell you that if anybody tried to hurt you again to tell him and he’ll take care of all of it.

Zeke Jaeger: Zeke would do the same as Levi kinda did. He would just give the person a intimidating scary stare but instead of raising his voice he would talk very calmly. Afterwards he would ask if you were okay and offer to do more about the situation.

Bertholdt Hoover: Bertholdt would be very upset that you got hurt and felt badly because he didn’t really know what to do. He would let you vent and let it out and offer to make you food or take you somewhere and just trying to do the bare minimum.

Porco Galliard: Porco would be pissed. He would make you go somewhere else while he went off on the person. He didn’t want anybody hurting you so he would make himself clear with the person by yelling in their face. Later he would still be pissed and would keep asking you if you wanted him to do anything more about it.

Colt Grice: Colt would try to handle the situation calmly and once he caught himself feeling more aggressive, he would exit the situation. He would calm down later and help you feel better by doing anything you asked.

5. Where they would take you on the first date

Eren Jaeger: Eren would want a more private date i feel like. He would want it to be a movie night at one of your houses. He would definitely buy the snacks and choose the movie. He would be very direct and put his arm around you but also respect boundaries.

Armin Arlert: Armin would have a picnic date. He would choose a peaceful quiet spot on a nice day. He would bring your favorite flavor cake along with your favorite fruits. He would hold your hand a lot and constantly admire your beauty.

Jean Kirschtein: Jean would take you out on a dinner date. He would choose a more fancy place but not too fancy. Afterwards he would walk around the city or town with you and just talk and bring you home making sure you’re safe.

Connie Spinger: Connie would take you out on a carnival date. Connie likes all rides except the zero gravity rides and it’s super embarrassing for him. He’d win you a plushie and buy you cotton candy/corn dogs or whatever you would want. Near the end he would offer to go on the ferris wheel for a very romantic ride to see the sunset.

Levi Ackerman: Levi would be very picky with where he would take you and would end up just asking you what you would wanna do. Wherever you would decide to go he would be fine with it. He would occasionally try to put his arm around you or hold your hand as well.

Erwin Smith: Erwin, like Jean, would take you on a romantic dinner date. He would take you to a very fine restaurant and make sure to get the best seat. He would also get the finest food and make sure everything went how you wanted it to go. No doubt, he would get you flowers and make sure they were your favs. He would ALWAYS make sure you get home safe.

Reiner Braun: Reiner is a very active person. Deep down he would wanna go on a gym date but he would come to the conclusion that it wouldn’t be a good idea and settle for just a bowling night. Afterwards he would drive you home and made sure you made it inside.

Zeke Jaeger: Zeke would want to make you happy so he would take you on a shopping date. He’d take you to your favorite mall or place to shop and let you pick out things you wanted. He would help hold your bags and also hold your hand.

Bertholdt Hoover: Bertholdt would have a videogame date. When you would get to his house he would have a nice room set up with tons of pillows and blankets in front of a TV with two controllers. He would also get snacks and drinks for you. During the date you two would lightly cuddle while playing fighting games, racing games etc. At the end of the date he would ask to see you again and would watch you walk to your car/away.

Porco Galliard: Porco is more of a morning person so I could see him taking you out on a brunch date. He would take you to a cafe and pay for everything not even giving you the chance to offer. Afterwards, he would take you on a walk around town and look at very beautiful nature sights. He would hold your hand and try to act chill and cool but on the inside he was super flustered and in love.

Colt Grice: Colt would take you on a movie theatre date. He would make sure to get the best seats in the back and get a large popcorn for you two to share. Colt would wanna see a horror/thriller movie and get scared when there were jump scares. He was very embarrassed by it but you thought it was funny.

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Thank you so much for reading <3

I’ll be making one of these but for the girls sometime soon !!

//Let me know if I should do another one of the boys !! ^_^\\

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eremika as parents 🥹

i got two eremika prompts and both of them are going to be for mean dom hobo eren 💜

Ten little fingers. Ten little toes. Tiny whisps of black hair and long lashes.

He was perfect.

Mikasa is resting, her body taxed after 21 hours of labor. And Eren, just stares at their little baby boy, captivated by the tiny life they'd created together. Truth be told, he'd never envisioned fatherhood before he met Mikasa. He'd actually dreaded, especially after what happened with Lara.

Mikasa made him want it though. A family, children, the whole thing. And now he had a son. A perfect little boy that looked like his mother and he was the most precious thing in the universe.

"Hey buddy," he whispers softly. "I'm your daddy. Do you recognize my voice?"

His eyes are wide open and he coos as his tiny arms reach for his father's face. Eren's vision grows blurry.

"Yeah, yeah. I'm here, Kai. I'm here..."

As he always would be.

"Is he awake?" he looks up to see Mikasa's eyes half-open. He smiles lovingly at her.

"He is. He recognizes my voice, Mika..."

"I told you he would. If you kept talking to him, he would know your voice. He knows his daddy and mommy already," she smiles. God, he hasn't done a single thing ever to deserve her and yet, she's blessed him with so much in such a short amount of time.

Somehow, he ends up on the bed with her comfortably. Mikasa holds him and Eren holds them both. Baby Kai looks at both of his parents, reaching out for them. Mikasa grabs his tiny hand and kisses it.

"He looks like you," Eren says. "I actually prayed for that. I want them all to look like you."

Mikasa turns a little, "All?"

Eren nods, "Well, yeah. All 12 of them."

"12?!" Mikasa struggles to keep her voice low.

"Or 10 or whatever. I want a whole soccer team of children that look just like you!"

"You're ridiculous," she says, leaning in and kissing his cheek. "But thank you."

A few minutes of silence and bonding with their baby. Is it possible to love someone this much? Is it possible to imagine a world where this baby boy didn't exist? No, not it isn't.

"No, Mikasa, thank you..."

[cosmicjoke]

Hello, I was reading the interviews that Isayama gave recently and an interview about ackermans caught my attention. While the interviewer says that Mikasa and Kenny's masters are Eren and Uri, Isayama says that for Levi this person is "Erwin, whose existence exceeds that of Levi's," and says that the Ackerman lineage is more instinctive than accepting. So does it mean that ackermans have instincts like protecting their "liege" rather than slavery and obsession? There are sections of people who say that ackerbond is related to things like slavery and obsession and that it is not actually like that, it is about decisions, and that there is no such thing as ackerbond. These statements frankly confuse me and what I don't understand is that Isayama is confirming ackerbond here as I understand it, but the contradictory thing here is that he denied it in a scene where he talks to Zeke Eren about the ackermans. (or I may have misunderstood)

So I don't know which one is correct, to speak my mind, I've always seen the ackermans as independent, and it seems contemptuous to reduce them to "liege" people but it makes some sense considering they were created in an experiment to protect the royal family...

So is there such a thing as ackerbond or not? I don't know what to make of what Isayama said and how Erwin's presence exceeds Levi? this is such a meaningless sentence.

I just discovered your blog and I'm also curious about your thoughts on this question, sorry for this long complicated question.

Hi there, and no need to apologize.

Just right off, I'll tell you the Ackerbond isn't real. Isayama himself confirmed that in an interview, when asked why it was Mikasa and Levi were so devoted to, as you say here, "their person", and he said it had nothing to do with their blood, they're just loyal people. So anyone who tries to tell you the Ackerbond is a thing, or that it exists in canon, is wrong. Levi and Mikasa are just naturally inclined toward loyalty as part of their personalities, it has nothing to do with some magic formula or power in their blood. Eren said what he did to Mikasa for no other reason then to upset her and drive her away from him. He knew he was lying, which is why his conversation with Zeke gets highlighted as well.

I think what Isayama meant when he said that Erwin is a person who "exceeds" Levi is that Levi saw Erwin as someone who had a broader and more far reaching vision than himself. He could envision a world beyond the walls, he saw something beyond the walls that Levi himself hadn't and couldn't ever imagine. So that's what he means. Levi chooses to follow Erwin because he sees in him a great man with great vision, and he trusts in him and his ability to show Levi how to best use his strength to help the most people.

[sonofthesaiyans]

Bullshit Artist

https://www.animesenpai.net/attack-on-titan-author-again-confirms-the-series-ending-was-decided-from-the-start/ Once again, Hajime Isayama is extremely vague about his intentions or his train of thought. However, he insists that he had “decided the ending from the start” and was simply “solidifying” the buildup to that allegedly concluded outcome as he went. 

And after all this time, I STILL do not believe a word of what this arrogant prick has to say. Does anybody else here actually trust him? 

And if his ending he envisioned back then truly is the ending we got landed with, is that some sort of shadow admission that we were being jerked off for all this time? Was he intent on such an inconclusive finish that abandoned the original groundwork of the first 90 chapters and was this aimless political agenda always his ulterior motive? Was he always intent on the 180 that set up Paradis as the true villain with Eren at the helm that set us up for the dreary outcome where our heroes’ efforts all ended in vain regardless of how their own lives played out?  If there’s any truth to that, all the more reason to burn your volumes of this series. If you haven’t, you’re truly foolish. That final chapter is a perfect case study in how NOT TO END A SERIES. 

*******THIIS STORY ENDED WITH THE OCEAN.*******

If Isayama is simply lying again as he has always done, to justify the mess he ended this saga on, well he can go fuck himself HARD. If he’s being truthful, well then he’s an idiot who’s talents were badly overestimated. 

Yes people, this series still has the power to instill rage in me. Remember, we had to suffer through “Assassin’s Bullet” and “Wings of Freedom” for this shit. Reliving such vile scenes in the anime is all the more reason to kick his ass. 

Hope you all didn’t think I was done with this guy. 

So.......The question still stands. Who takes Isayama at his word even now? 

[dovesnowo]

This Flower Made Me Think Of You

Pairings: Eren x Historia one-shot

Summary: Eren gives Historia flower from Marley. What they don’t know is that the pollen increases one’s sexual desire.

Word Count: 3.6k

Warning: Sexual Themes

My story can be found at ao3 and wattpad under the same pseudo. :)    

Historia was in heat, and it wasn’t because of the weather. Yes, it’s the summer, and it’s hot, but after a while, she got used to it. However, Historia has developed a burning sensation ever since last week. Now that she thinks about it, it didn’t start until Eren came. Last week, Eren came to the farm and brought a peculiar-looking bunch of flowers in a jar.

Historia looks at the blue flower with a yellow-pinkish center in wonder. "You said this is from Marley? What is it?"

Eren scratches the back of his neck. "Well, I don’t know exactly what. It was a ship we took in, and it looked like it had all sorts of flowers. "When I saw those, I thought of you."

She looks up to Eren, and they briefly hold eye contact before she looks down, to hide her blush. "Thank you, Eren. These are lovely."

Eren: "One of the Marleyeans was telling me that it helps one’s vitality, but you can’t consume it."

Historia: "Oh? I wouldn’t want flower soup. I’ll put them in a vase."

He smiles. "Good. I’ll be back next week to make sure you haven’t killed them off."

Once Eren left, Historia put the flowers in a vase in her room. They had an enticing aroma. When she wasn’t smelling the flowers, a burning sensation slowly took root in the pit of her stomach. The more days passed, the more she sniffed them, and now, after a week, she’s lying flat on her back on her bed.

Historia closed her eyes for a few minutes to try and will the burning sensation she was feeling away, but to no avail. 

Historia huffs discontentedly and places her hand on her stomach. Something compelled her to slowly move her hands down to her waistline, under her skirt, and dip her fingers in her underwear. Once her fingers touched her cilt, she breathed deeply. That was it. She felt her burning sensation dissipate as she rubbed her cilt and a moan slipped from her when she inserted a finger inside herself. It was too good, and she inserted two more fingers. She quietly moaned again, but this time for Eren. Eren? Historia closed her eyes and began to imagine him in her room, but her eyes snapped open when she heard loud knocks coming from downstairs. She paused her movements.

She could hear the door being opened and her maid talking with a deep voice in response to it. Historia withdraws her fingers and sits up in time to hear a knock at her door.

Maid: "Your Majesty, Mr. Eren Yeager wishes to see you."

Panic quickly fills the queen’s mind. "Yes, um, give me a moment, and I shall go down."

Maid: "Are you okay, my lady?"

Historia: "Yes, thank you, Cecelia." She rushes to her bathroom, which is connected to her bedroom, and washes her hands. She was about to wipe the fluids that had accumulated in her lower regions when she heard another knock at her door."Yes, Cecelia?"

"It’s me."

Historia’s heartbeat quickened from hearing the familiar sound belonging to her old cadet buddy and the man she was just envisioning as she was masturbating. "I’ll be out in a moment!" She quickly wipes her bottom and straightens her clothes out. She rushes and opens the door. "Eren! Fancy seeing you here!"

Eren looked silently at Historia for a moment until he spoke. "I told you I'd be back in a week."

Historia: "Silly me! The time just flew by so fast!"

Eren chose to ignore Historia’s strange demeanor. "Could I come in? Your maid told me that you have the flowers in here."

Historia opens the door wider. "Yes, of course!" She closes the door after Eren and ushers him to the flowers. 

The flower vase sat on a small table with two chairs. The two sat in the chairs that were facing each other.

Eren lightly touches a flower petal. "Looks like you’ve been taking care of it well."

Historia: "It’s actually easy to manage!"

Eren leans in and deeply inhales the scent. Historia couldn’t help but stare at him as he closed his eyes to inhale. Before she knew it, her body subconsciously moved to the flower to smell it as well. She closed her eyes and inhaled. The blonde slowly opened her eyes and was surprised to see the dark haired man already staring at her. 

Historia: "How does it smell?"

Eren: "It smells really good."

Historia notices Eren didn’t pull back, and neither did she. They were so close to each other, and the only thing separating them were the flowers. There was a look in Eren’s eyes that reignited the flames in her belly. She quickly pulls back, and he does the same.

Historia straightens her posture. "How’s the Titan training?"

Eren: "I can transform into my Titan form about three times in a row now."

Historia: "Wow, that’s amazing. The training is paying off."

Eren nods his head. "How are you? Is the royalty life getting boring yet?"

Historia: "Yet? I think it’s always been bo-UGH!" She falls out of her chair and doubles over in pain.

Eren gets up and rushes to Historia. "Are you alright, Historia?" He grabs her shoulder; which Historia made her feel sensitive?

Historia swats him away and clears her throat. "I'm sorry, Eren; uh, well, I have been feeling ill for quite awhile."

Eren touches her forehead. "Historia, you’re burning up!"

She slaps his hand away. "Eren, please don’t touch me."

Eren’s confusion only grew. "You’re sick, Historia. How long have you been sick?”

Historia: "I-I don’t know." She subconsciously starts rubbing her legs together. "I think something is going on, I-I feel so hot."

Eren gets up. "I’ll get a doctor."

Historia grabs his arm. "No, wait!" She pulls back her hand quickly. "I…" The pain within Historia was starting to become unbearable. No words came out of her mouth as she felt her lungs get tighter and tighter. Out of an instinctive impulse, she opens her legs. She places her hand on her cilt and begins rubbing it.The pain immediately dissipates. She closes her eyes and moans, forgetting that Eren is kneeling by her side.

Eren quietly watches in surprise as Historia masturbates in front of him. ‘Why is she doing this?’ ‘Is this a seduction tactic?’ ‘Why would she randomly act this way?’ ‘Is it the flower?’ He looks over at the flower.

Ever since Eren came into Historia’s room, he has been smacked with a wave of a strange aura. When he sniffed the flowers, the peculiar feeling increased, as did the length in his groin. He could feel himself getting hard watching Historia. He wanted her to stop but couldn’t bring himself to tell her. Instead, he puts his hands in his pants and encloses them around his cock.

Historia opens her eyes when she hears a groan coming from her side. A pang of guilt and shame immediately hits her when she realizes Eren is still in the room. ‘Maybe I imagined him showing up here.’ She stops and glances at him. He was stroking himself and staring at her.

Eren breathes out. "Don’t stop, keep going." 

Historia maintained their eye contact as she inserted a finger in her vagina. They silently jerked themselves off in front of each other, but it wasn’t enough. Historia’s eyes traveled to Eren’s cock and slowly back to his eyes.

Eren blurts out. "The flowers. This is because-"

Historia: "I don’t care." As much as she didn’t want to, she withdrew her fingers and crawled to Eren. She grabs his dick and starts tugging on it. His eyes rolled to the back of his head.

Historia removes her hands and moves atop Eren’s legs, leaning in. They breathe deeply in each other’s proximity, nuzzling each other’s noses until Eren captures her lips. She opens her mouth to taste the velvety nature of Eren’s tongue. Historia reaches her hand back down, but Eren stops her. She breaks the kiss and gasps for air. She goes back in, but he stops her.

Eren: "Sorry, I didn’t mean to..."

Rather than responding, Historia looks Eren right in the eyes and slowly rolls her hips down onto his cock. He curses under his breath, and he latches on to her neck to suckle on it.

"Eren, you can’t kiss me there or someone will know."

"Let them know." He licks and bites at her pulse.

She rolls her eyes at his impulsive words. To solve this little conundrum, she quickly unbuttons her shirt and pulls Eren to her chest. "Do it here instead." He silently complies and massages her clothed breasts. He moves his hands to her bra clasp, but Historia unhooks it before he could try. He then moves his onslaught to her nipples, making her cry out loud. 

"You’re so loud." He said it between kisses.

Historia rolls her hips so she can feel his member. He groans in response. "Shut up and take your clothes off." 

Eren begins unbuttoning his shirt while Historia works on his pants. He gets stripped down to his underwear, and he works on taking off her skirt but can’t since Historia kept lifting his head up to kiss her despite the bumping of their noses and clashing against each other’s teeth.

Eventually Eren was naked and Historia was down to her panties. As they grinded against each other, Eren could feel Historia’s wetness seep through her underwear onto his cock. He moves his hands to her waistband, and before he could pull it down, her hand catches his.

Historia: "Are you sure?"

Eren asks. "Do you want to stop?"

Historia: "I feel like if we stop now, it'll drive me crazy, but we have to."

Eren picks Historia up from the floor and places her on her bed. He kisses her from her shoulders to her breasts. "You’re already driving me crazy; I don’t think I could stop right now if I wanted to."

Historia pants. "I’m the queen. I’m supposed to save myself for the man who will be my husband and the father of my future children."

Eren snorts. "I wouldn’t take you for someone who cares about saving their virginity."

Historia: "Yes, bu-"

He grinds his hips into her. "The guy won’t care whether it’s your first, second, or forty-first time. He’s fucking the queen. Why should you worry?"

She looks into his eyes. They were mostly filled with lust and a hint of jealousy. Knowing this gave her some comfort.

He slowly removes her panties. "What if I got you pregnant?"

Historia tries to think in her haze of lust. "You can't because I'm supposed to."

Eren inserted the tip of his dick inside Historia, enlisting a moan from Historia.

"No one will know."

"Wh-why would you want to get me pregnant?"

Rather than answering, Eren inserts himself deeper but pulls out midway. He continues this slow-breaking process as Historia takes her nails from his chest to the base of his neck.

She attacks his lips and whines.

Eren groans and inserts his entire cocks into the confines of Historia. He examines the space between their hips and her expression, which is contorted with discomfort. He breathes deeply at this new, foreign feeling.

Historia still felt the discomfort, but her lust was too overwhelming for her to care. 

He leans down to her ear to whisper. "You feel so good, fuck."

Historia: "I’m the queen."

Eren: "Yeah?"

Historia: "Yeah, that means don’t hold back."

Eren slowly pulls out halfway once more."Since you don’t want me to hold back, aren’t you worried a lowly soldier like me could get you pregnant?" He rubbed her cilt before harshly snapping his hips back in Historia, and she suppressed a moan.

"Stop talking about getting me pregnant. We’re only doing this once. That’s it."

"Only once?" He nibbles on her ear and growls. "Don’t you know I can’t be satisfied with doing it one time?" He starts thrusting at a faster pace. 

Historia: "That’s not my problem, Mr. Eren Yeager."

"It is when I fuck you so silly. You’re gonna beg me to do it again. After tonight, no one else will be enough. He licks her neck. "No one will be enough to please you." He props her up against her pillows to hit from another angle.

Historia arches her back and hooks a leg around his waist. The feeling of electricity between them was increasing the feeling of Eren inside her. She moans his name and curses the effects he has on her.

Eren leans down and hungrily captures Historia’s lips to suppress his groans. He never expected how good sex could be, and of all people, he had the chance to do it with Historia. It was something he secretly wanted yet never thought he would have.

Historia pushed herself up against the bed frame, unconcerned about how loud their sounds of pleasure would make the bed. She frowned when she noticed Eren was slowing his movements down until they were at a complete stop. Then he withdrew his cock and stared at her. She opened her mouth to protest, but he beat her to it.

Eren: "Tell me what you want?"

Historia: "Eren! Just fuck me!"

Eren: "Is that it?"

The pain in Historia’s abdomen was quickly coming back. "This is not the time to fool around, Ere--"

Eren leaned down so that they were face-to-face. "What do you truly want, Historia?"

"Eren!"

Eren wouldn't budge from his resolve. 

Historia closed her eyes in contemplation and opened them with a definite answer. "I want you cum inside me. I want you to cum inside me so many times tonight that I think I might get pregnant, daddy."

Eren freezes at Historia’s new pet name that she just gave him. She thinks about apologizing to him until he leans down and whispers in her ear. "You want a daddy so bad? I’ll give it to you all night." He groans as she tugs on his cock.

She pumps him steadily. "I do want it all night."

He chuckles. "Look at you, so wet for my cock, aren’t you?"

"Yes." She guides him to her entrance, but he grabs her wrist, restricting her from moving.

"Want it?"

"Yes."

"Beg for it."

She gives him puppy-dog eyes, but he shakes his head. "Tell me."

"Daddy, please, I want your cock so bad! Please fill me up."

He quickly sinks all the way down into her, and she chokes up a surprised gasp. He groans. "I’m gonna fill you up so bad, you’re gonna get pregnant."

She moans. "We shouldn’t."

He thrusts roughly. "I don’t care. Don’t act like you do either. I bet you want me to do that. Huh? You want little Yeagers?"

She smiles. "They’ll be little Reiss babies too."

He snaps his hips into hers. "The way I’m coming inside you, you won’t even know. Eren attaches his mouth to her nipple to bite and then darts his tongue out to lap around and on her nipple. Historia wraps her arms around his head to keep his mouth near her chest. He moves to the other breast to repeat the same action.

She moans lightly. "Eren."

He stops.

Historia opens her eyes and notices he’s glaring at her. "Wh-why did you stop?"

"If you want me so badly, be a good girl and call me daddy accordingly."

She bites her lips and blushes at his dirty talk. When did he become so vulgar? Well, she initiated the dirty talk first, but still. His dirty talking rubbed off on her, and now he seems to have taken a liking to the term ‘daddy’. She clears her throat. "Sorry, daddy."

"Good girl. You wanna know how I reward good girls?"

She nods her head. "Yes, I do."

He smirks and leans down to capture her lips. He bites at her lower lips and starts moving his hips. Once she whimpered in his mouth, he darted out his tongue to meet hers. His thrusts began to pick up tempo, and she arched her back in response. 

She meets his thrusts. "Harder, go harder, daddy."

Eren growls out. "Okay baby." He spreads her legs wider and goes in and out of her swiftly. Historia grips the sheets and cries out. "Oh god, keep going!"

He continues at his pace, and she starts gripping his hair. Then she rubs her hands up and down his chest. 

"Historia, bite me." She looks at him to make sure he’s sure. When she knows he is, she pushes herself up to grab at his neck. She kissed it sweetly and then sunk her teeth softly into him. His hips jerk. "Fu-fuck." Eren begins jackhammering into Historia at an erratic rate. She cried into his neck while she was still bruising it.

They both moan uncontrollably. Historia pants: "Daddy, oh my god, I’m coming!" She arches her back as her walls clench around his cock. Historia disintegrates into pleasures, causing Eren to groan her name until his knees buckled and he threw in one final thrust to empty himself inside of her.He remains inside her as they lie panting heavily. Once his hips stop moving from the aftershocks, he withdraws from her and crashes at her side.

She pants out. "You’re quite skilled at this, Mr. Yeager."

Eren laughs. "You’re not too bad yourself."

Historia giggles.

Eren: "I think the flower has something to do with this."

Historia turns onto her side to face Eren. "Oh?"

Eren: "Yeah, Hange’s research team found one of the flowers from Marley causes an immeasurable amount of anger. Another one causes severe depression. We were foolish to trust their words so easily. I was worried about whether the flowers I gave you were normal or harmful.

Historia: "And what do you think now?"

Eren: "I think it causes already established feelings to intensify. When I came into the room, it felt... off. I was even more drawn to you after smelling the flowers. I could tell in your eyes that you felt the same.

Historia: "Maybe it’s because I think I love you." Her eyes widened and her mouth shut immediately once those words slipped out. There is a brief moment of silence between the two until she hears him say.

"Do you mean it?"

If Historia hadn’t seen his lips move, she would’ve sworn that he didn’t say anything at all. She nods her head earnestly in response to his question. "If what you said is true about the flowers, it only amplified my love for you more."

Eren stayed silent for a moment until he breathed out. "I love you too."

Historia felt her thoughts go haywire when Eren turned to look at her, and she saw a look that she could only describe as one of great affection. She kisses his lips and smiles.

They lie staring into each other's eyes. Historia softly caresses his face while he does the same for her hip.

Eren pauses his movements and whispers. "I haven't done this before, and after this, I don’t think I will again." A look of somberness filled his expression.

Historia is quickly reminded of Eren’s impending fatal destiny. She suddenly gets up and puts on a robe. She rushes out of her bedroom for what seemed like an hour to Eren.

"Historia?" He is met with silence. He sits up in concern until the door opens to reveal Historia with two glasses of water. She gave him one while she drank hers.

"His-"

"I sent everyone home for the night. We’re going to need to stay hydrated."

"Stay hydrated?"

"Did you just think that I'd be satisfied with just one round? Drink."

Eren silently follows her command. When he stops and puts it on the table, Historia crawls back onto the bed. Eren flips her until she is on all fours. From there, he inserts his cock to easily stuff her. She breathed deeply. "This is a new position."

He moved his hips steadily. "First time for everything, right?"

"Do you need any more rest?"

"I recover quickly. You’re going to be so well fucked by the morning."

Historia shudders at Eren’s word and doesn’t hold back her screams for the rest of the night. By morning, Eren was kissing Historia awake. She has bruises all over and a dull pain between her thighs from last night.

With a raspy voice, she pushes Eren away. "I’m tired. No more."

Eren chuckles. "I'm beat myself. Can’t I just kiss you?"

"You said that the last time we did it."

"Point taken." He pulls back and caresses her cheek. "How are you feeling?"

"I lost my voice."

"You were being loud."

She playfully hits his chest. "You were too."

"You love it when I am."

She pecked his cheek.

"Do you want some breakfast?"

She plants her face in the pillow. "I need more rest. God, I’m never doing that many rounds in a night again." She laughs as much as Eren does.

"I’ll cook, and I’ll serve you breakfast in bed."

She turns her head toward him. "Really? You’re so sweet, Eren. I should probably head down there and tell you where things are, but since you'll be here more often, you should learn by yourself."

Eren's eyes widen, and he quickly turns around to cover them up.You're right, I’ll learn." He rubs her back and gets up to leave for the kitchen. 

Historia felt the sense of euphoria that came with being with Eren as one. She touched her stomach, and a ping of pain hit her. Maybe she should throw out the flowers because, despite being tired, she wanted more of him.

[onigiri-dorkk]

Assuming if Mikasa does indeed die by Eren's hand in the anime, I wonder how that will happen. Maybe he regenerates after she kills him? If Levi also dies, I wonder if they'll still keep the "Mikasa, stay with me" by having Levi hold Mikasa in her dying moments before Eren kills him too. I've also seen Tensa seaparately theorize that Mikasa may die from an arm injury like her Muv-Luv counterpart Sumika did. What do you think?

YES okay you brought up the “Eren is alive and well” branch of a theory too — a lot of people think that Eren lives even after being beheaded, due to 1) Reiner’s ability to transfer his conscience throughout his body to save his life when getting his vital point cut (mirrors Eren’s beheading) and/or 2) Jaw Titan ability to operate a full Titan with powers while being in a crystal underground… Just seems like Isayama builds and creates such OP Titan abilities for no reason…? And if anime-Eren actually intends to live, wouldn’t he exhaust all means he learned before accepting defeat? (The way he utilized Annie’s fighting style once he learned it too!)

All that to answer your question — I could totally see a route in which everything of manga is animated normally (including Stay With Me, etc!) to the death of Eren as it happens in the manga, making everybody think oh shit, maybe this is just going to be an exact manga adaptation……..

only for him to be shown to actually survive. BOOM, a cliffhanger where the Part 1 episode ends.

Then Part 2 happens and it’s where all hell and chaos lets loose.

You brought up the Sumika arm death with the butterfly wings!! I’ve seen this comparison too and I never stopped to think about how exactly that would play out. It would make sense, maybe, and honestly probably makes for a more emotionally impactful moment, for a slow death of Mikasa. Who knows if it’s exactly arm injury tho, since ripped butterfly wing could just symbolize any type of deadly injury. But knowing how specific the image is, absolutely it could be exactly that. Pure tragedy especially if her death happens in Eren’s arms, as some other theories suggest which is my next segue…

The AOT song theories are insane as a whole but let me bring up 1 specific song, written and sung in Mikasa’s POV: Clean Earth.

Clean Earth is quite literally a death song — if you’re into Les Mis it’s also very much like “A Little Fall of Rain” where Eponine ignores her slow death after being shot, only wanting to soak in being in Marius’ arms to the point where she doesn’t even finish the song. Pls read the full lyrics of these songs but here is how it ends:

This is getting long LOL sorry, but yes — long story short, I believe if Mikasa’s death happens it will be caused by Eren injuring her to the point of bleeding to death, and she will die in his arms while speaking. Because after all, just being by his side was enough for him (ugh). It will be the most tragic ending; Eren doesn’t want to have to do it, but he knows it’s the only way for him to achieve real freedom from these deathly timelines she is somehow able to start, and it never ends bc she can’t fully let go of Eren.

Isayama also always said he always envisioned a tragic ending for AOT, too. How much more tragic can it get than THAT 😢

Throwing Levi into the mix… 100% I could see Levi giving his life to try to save Mikasa and the others. If Eren lives to complete rumbling I don’t see the alliance living 😭 And when it seems hopeless, Captain Levi who defended and protected them for so long would do exactly that til the very end. Fack.

IM SORRY @chrissythisissforyou

THIS IS A NOVEL, HERE U GO

(I’m also half falling asleep so hopefully this all is coherent enough)

((Real talk, I’m excited to have all of these written down because if all of this does freaking happen!!!! I have references!! LOL))

[spiteless-xo]

okay you saying you did research for the scents of both Eren and Jean makes me put everything else into perspective, like im thinking about everything much deeper considering you did research (idk why that never occured to me before)

Eren is vanilla, meaning home, meaning where you want to sleep and where you're most comfortable, we know this

but jeans scent, citrus, i can't put my finger on.

someone said he's like a summer thing, but jeans been there for so long, there isn't a possiblity to her of living without Jean. i also did some research and citrus is a scent that is hard to rid of, like it's always there but much powerfully opposed to how vanilla lingers?

IDK i rlly do not know but i will cry myself to sleep if we talk to Eren and just do not run away with him and get married (im delusional)

hehehe yeah i tried to do a little research into symbolism to throw in tbaw!! not just with the scents but with some other stuff too. idk how well of a job i did.

i can't say too much on what i was trying to connect atm because its spoilery, but honestly some of the connections were a mix between "deeper meaning" and "stupid jokes" lol

like i read somewhere that citrus is a sign of fertility and i was like, "ahh yes, because of jean's monster cock." 💀 but then i also read that vanilla has calming/soothing properties to help reduce stress and anxiety, which works out perfectly for how reader constantly runs to eren for comfort.

there was a poem that i read when i was doing research for jean's scent that heavily influenced me into picking it for him! i'll share it with you guys after tbaw ends 🥰

and fun fact: there was supposed to be some symbolism in the name of the office rooms at Titan but they ended up having a smaller role than i initially envisioned, so that kinda went nowhere.

[randomposterofstuff]

Fates Defined by Choices - Chapter XI

CHAPTER 9: The Trial

Summary: The day of Eren's trial arrives. The Survey Corps fights the Military Police for custody over him, and Armin, Jean, Connie, and Sasha are called to stand as witnesses. After the trial, Levi and Mikasa receive a surprise visit.

Author's Note: Okay, so Eren's trial date is here! Have you ever wondered how the trial would've been like if Mikasa had been on Levi's side from the start? Well, here's how I envisioned it! Haha. Anyway, without further ado, here's chapter 9!

Let me know what you think! Comments, reviews, and critiques are most welcome!

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My Marauders Fancast

Hey everyone! I think this is my first non story related post on here. I’ve just been reblogging a bunch of stories lol.

Speaking of stories, over the past month I've been reading the Harry Potter books for the first time. I honestly prefer the books to the movies, the movies were good but there’s something about the books. Like there is more lore and backstory in them and everything just feels right in a way (Hagrid did a good job writing those books).

I’m on Prisoner of Azkaban right now and I've made this marauder’s collection on tiktok with my fancast for the group, and idk I thought it would be fun to share them.

I’m going to be doing James Potter, Lily Evans, Remus Lupin, and Sirius Black. I don’t have a fancast for Peter Pettigrew so sorry about that. 

Alright let’s go!

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James Potter

First up we got Reiky de Valk as James Potter!

At first, mainly when I watched the movies, I had seen Harry as white. Because the only person I had ever really seen portray Harry Potter was Daniel Radcliffe (love him). I had seen poc Harry before and I thought he was cool but I personally saw him as white. 

And then I started to read the books and that slowly morphed the way I envisioned him. And then this man pops up on my fyp and someone is saying he’s a James Potter fancast, and immediately I knew, Harry and James are poc and no one is changing my mind.

I looked at some videos of this guy and he to me definitely seems like a good fit for James Potter.

Lily Evans

Now naturally since I found a fancast that I was actually interested in for James, I went on a search for the rest and found Karen Gillan as Lily Evans!

Not much to say about her, she's really pretty, like reaaaally pretty. And the edits I saw with people saying she was Lily was enough to convince me she is.

Remus Lupin

We have Paul Ahrens as Remus Lupin!

I found him yesterday while I was looking for a new Sirius fancast. I’ve only really seen him in Wolfstar edits, but I mean does he not look like Remus to you? He does to me.

Sirius Black

And last but not least we have Eren Güvercin as Sirius Black!

I had been looking for a new Sirius Black fanciest cause I wasn’t really feeling the old one I had and then I found him on tiktok. That’s actually how I found the fancast for Remus because both of them are on the same show! And there are edits of them.

I believe the show is called Skam. I have not watched it and don’t know it well at all but from what I saw in the comments of edits that’s where they are from.

This Sirius just makes sense to me idk why. If I were to ever read about a young Sirius I'm going to think about this one right here.

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And with that, that concludes my fanciest for the Marauders!

I’m not gonna lie, last night I was very tempted to read All The Young Dudes after going on a hunt for these fancasts. But I'll just wait until I'm done with POA before I do that.

Anyways hope you enjoyed! Bye!

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THE NEW WORK - THE TRIPTYCH OF HURT

When Jean looked at him, amber eyes dripping sweetness, he found him distressed, pained. Eren had his jaw clenched, the fists in a tight grip. The cell had no windows, and the torches casted pronounced shadows on his face.

"You can't hurt her like this," Jean whispered. His fingers grazed Eren's through the iron bars.

"She's not been happy, but she could have moved on. Whatever you're doing--"

Eren tensed. Suddenly, he's a frenzy puppet, the pupils dancing in his deep eyes. Jean fears Eren will kill him--will take him by the neck, just as he's done with Hange. But Jean knows him better--seven years, seven years next to his side--and Eren would never hurt him.

"Who?" His voice echoes in the dark, furious. Jean furrows his brows. "You?" Eren inquires.

"What? No--" He's messed it up, he shouldn't ahve spilled it, as much as he hates the idea of Mikasa with--

"Armin?" Eren guesses. The grip on the bars falters, and his eyes water. "Is it Armin?"

Jean shakes his head. The thumb caresses Eren's pinky. He lowers his gaze. "No", he murmurs.

Eren stays in silence. Soem seconds later, the realization hits him, and he chuckles lowly. "So, that's why Captain kicked me so hard. Fuck."

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So, this is an excerpt of my next fic, a triptych of hurt. I've found this way to connect the three ideas I had of my canonverse, which actually fitted so very well together.

The first work will be Armin and Mikasa's, the last story chronologically: the long old idea I had in which Armin helps Mikasa raise Eren's sons. As you may now if you have been reading my wips and musings, we know that Jean let Mikasa into Eren's cell, and we also know that Levi is the first one to visit Mikasa in her cabin and offer to help her.

The second work will be Jean, Eren and Mikasa's, in which we get how Jean let Mikasa into Eren's cell, and how he is trying to move forward from both once he knows that Mikasa is pregnant from Eren, after the Rumbling is completed.

The third one is Levi and Mikasa's, in which we learn how the relationship progressed and how Mikasa found solace in him when Eren went away, and how Levi offers to stay and help her raise Eren's child but, ultimatedly, Mikasa refuses (and hence, Armin comes).

I am envisioning 3 chapters for part (maybe two in Jean's pov), so I hope it will be very short. This will begin once I finish RJ (which I hope I can do if I push RJ on nanowrimo and I can finish it in November).

I should put them in a series on ao3, right?

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https://anothanobody.tumblr.com/post/713055430576865280/how-do-you-envision-the-first-time-mikasa-sucked

Damn I asked this and forgot you just included a first blowjob scene in Risks lol! I didn't ask about Risks specifically, more like. In a scenario where Eren and Mika just started dating and she never gave a blowjob to anyone before. But she wants to give one to Eren, who is more experienced. How do you you think it goes? I imagine Eren gently guiding her motions, telling her what to do, how great it is, that she's a good girl while she slobbers over his shaft

i think so. i think mikasa watched porn tho in her previous days, before dating him. so she would know. she probably surprises him but still doesn’t really know how to do it so she’s nervous. he reassures more than anything with filthy words, he lets his voice out so she knows that she’s doing a good job. 🤔🤔🤔🤔 but i like yours as well.

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Eren is like "Baby no! I would never sleep with anybody else🥺", he's super worried that Mikasa won't believe him

When Mikasa asks him why he even cares what she thinks if he doesn't have feelings for her anymore he gets all red in the face and turns around so she doesn't see him but it's too late, she's already smiling and teasing him about how red his ears are and that she knows him too well to be this easily fooled😂

K BUT THIS IS GOING ON MID BATTLE!!! At least that's what I was envisioning lol, Eren, broken nose lmfao. Mikasa threatening him with her wand, fighting it out!!!!!!!!! but ugh he wants so badly for her to believe him but he also knows that it's better if she doesn't if she forgets about him 😭

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Haha i wanted to share about emh. I personally have a hard time believing in it or eren being in any relationship/having any child in canonverse despite his personal desires, but i have sometimes hc’d“what if eren got historia pregnant, mikasa found out and she ran away and did her own journey” type of story. & ends up finding someone else. She still loves Eren but the context of that love changes b/c she feels betrayed & sad but grows apart and forms her own fam, & sees E again yrs later. But+

+where I get stuck is how Eren might respond to Mikasa in that situation after she runs off and disappears without saying anything and no closure. I also have a hard time envisioning her and Hisu’s relationship after she finds out the once-supportive Hisu got pregnant by her crush behind her back 😭 Like I think Mikasa would be cordial but idk that’s where i get stuck in my hc. Like Mikasa would forgive since she had her own fam but maybe it’s be awkward? Idk, angsty love triangles are hard!!!

(Last part) but the last part of my hc (after figuring out the response to themall reunifying again) Erehisu’s kid and Mikasa’s kid playing with each other and seeing them interact happily (as well as eren still seeing mikasa has her scarf) brings some sort of closure to Eremika’s friendship and acceptance that they weren’t meant to be but that it didn’t make life bad, like it was cruel but there was beauty to it (the new life they created apart)

-- NGHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THIS STORY SO MUCH IT IS EXACTLY MY KINDA JAM!

what would make this particularly heartbreaking is, if eren realized his true feelings for mikasa shortly after she left. his whole thing with hisu was just,,, a fling, a teenage relationship forced to tighten at the noose by their own carelessness. historia sees it too; eren gets depressed shortly after mikasa leaves, and as much as he tries to fight it, as much as he tries to show up for her and take her to doctor appointments or buy her medicine for cramps, sometimes he drifts off somewhere else, a place that is inaccessible to her.

at first it hurts, to think that the father of your child would much rather be anywhere else than by your side is a painful pill to swallow. but eren and historia have an easy relationship, they always have. not too difficult and not too deep, so it doesn't matter if eren's heart belongs to another, he never promised her it belonged to her, after all.

as the years grow, their relationship becomes one of friends, co-parents and even though they don't discuss it too much, historia dates other people. she doesn't have to discuss it because eren is fine with it. they love their child and perhaps even each other but eren knows what it's like to be *in love*, what it's like to feel that aching tug on your heart every single day, feeling like you might just die if you don't see your lover's face.

for eren, it was always mikasa, and that was never historia's fault.

when mikasa comes back, he is filled with a different kind of ache. and this one even more tortuous and addictive. because he can see her again, every day at the park where he takes his little girl to play. but this time with a child of her own, a beautiful baby girl who looked just like her mama. and perhaps the final twist knife is this: the man who comes to pick them up from the park every evening, seven-thirty sharp, dress pants and a formal shirt and one of those ridiculously shiny office shoes. he kisses mikasa on the cheek when he greets her. her child waddles up to him and fusses to be picked up. she looks up at him with a smile.

eren wonders if mikasa ever smiled at him like that. perhaps not. and now she never will.