#I FORGOT THE MAIN TAG HAHA LMAO

[boomerang109]

K!

katara and short kings and knives and knights and kids and kids

[burst-finish]

the bc sol tag match really got me in the feels man :')

(btw this is valt & free vs sisco & rantaro! in case yall forgot because i sure didn't rmbr this match that well)

i'm sure a lot of us have thought about how the side characters in burst always got the short end of the stick due to the main character's development (characters like rantaro, ranjiro, amane and sisco too, although he's kinda different from the other 3 here i feel). like more of how they don't shine as much because the mcs and those who are obviously strong/naturally talented end up winning more easily

this match really reminded me of that again. although i barely remembered this match happened like a few minutes into the ep i remembered that valt and free won so to see how frustrated sisco was to have had lost to free repeatedly and see valt grow from someone who was worse than him to become world champion was really heart breaking because although he was gonna take this chance to prove himself i already knew he had lost.

it was also touching to see rantaro sacrifice himself to get valt out of the battle, those few moments took me back to burst era and reminded me of how rantaro was always by valt's side as he grew, from helping him win shu in the beigoma regionals to literally stopping himself from bursting into tears when he became world champion. while i know they whole-heartedly cheered valt on, it must be so frustrating too for these two in different ways. when they were practising rantaro said that he wouldn't hold himself back just because sisco had his reasons to beat the two of them, but in the end he did end up leaving it to sisco which just made my heart squeeze ahh( i think i use this too much lol but i really don't know how else to explain how i feel lmao) the episode ends off with hikaru thinking "this is what a battle between legends is like" which made me realise that oh he might have thought that sisco would definitely win that last part of the battle because of how driven he was and how much hard work he had put in all those years to beat free.

and that brings me to the moral of this entire story! i myself have been frustrated so many times when i work harder or spend a lot more time on something but someone who's just naturally talented ends up doing better than me and i'm sure you guys might have too. hard work and being driven doesn't always just automatically get you to where you want. life's just not fair sometimes no matter what and it's always gonna be so soooo frustrating when we're put in that kind of a situation. i'm so glad such a meaningful message was included in bbb and it really made me reflect on myself too! i guess when that kind of stuff happens, our only option is to move forward and try again, because if we don't, it means that there'll definitely be no way we'll reach our goal. no matter how cliche it sounds, trying again is out only best bet.

this season really do be the best to rewatch. i also have an idea of a short analysis for this season! ok not analysis per say but like kind of something i noticed? i was thinking of posting about it soon but i think it'd be most fit to do so after i go through all the episodes haha

see yall again soon! because i have too much to say about the legends festival lol

[theesteemedladydebourgh]

hi ange, hope this isn't a silly question to ask but i was wondering if you have any study tips haha

not silly at all! 🥰

ah, studying...the bane of my existence (beloathed). why can't i just know all the things i need to hm? evolution has clearly failed.

the main piece of advice is probably not that helpful, but it's that studying is super subjective and you have to find what works for you. for instance, i'm pretty terrible at memorization, so i assign character-traits/personalities to things i need to know (sometimes including dialogues i am a weirdo) and use that as my notes 😂 it's odd, but it works! i still recall Otto von Bismarck the lemon Prime Minister who just wanted to make all the lemon trees part of one orchard, so their roots could share nutrients and prosper (is that organically correct? I have no idea, but it helped me remember the unification of the German territories in the 1800s lmao)

also, i'd just say make a schedule and stick to it. even if it's just one hour a day where you do your reading/assignments, it pays off. Revision/flashcards etc is all well and good, but you can't revise what you haven't already read. And don't exhaust yourself! i'm just learning this this week, lolll, because i've always been a huge studystudystudystudy down to the wire type of person, but there's a point when studying too much is actually harming you because you're so tired that you can't remember basic facts. like i literally forgot that the US was one of the countries that fought in WWII today 💀

i think establishing a plan and doing a little each day is the best way to set yourself up for success--and if there's anything you're fuzzy on, or even things you think you know cold, explain them to someone else. talk to your parent/sibling/friend/pet of choice/interesting rock formation/crack in the wall! Having to explain something really reveals any gaps in your knowledge, and solidifies ideas in your mind.

oh, last thing! sometimes you can pavlov yourself into remembering things hahahah. i listened to Taylor Swift's Speak Now album on repeat when I took Astronomy 101, and to this day when I hear the opening notes of Haunted I start recalling things about parsecs and distance. So keeping the same location/snacks/soundtrack to your studying can help jog your memory later.

hope my nonsense ramblings helped lol, and school goes great for you! ❤️

tagging @clare-with-no-i because she's such a college student marvel that i'm sure she has greater wisdom than i to share.

[dorkshadows]

#dude no way#i feel like everyone saw this movie at once cause it dropped on youtube it’s great#my favorite line was when the little fruit guozi kid was like did you know your name sounds ugly as fuck LIKE OKAYY#AND WUKONG HAD TO TAKE IT LIKE A CHAMP#CAUSE COME ON HE CANT BEAT UP THIS LITTLE KID and hes emotionally attached#and i agree the plot was kindaaa all over the place i couldnt follow through like how come yuandi turned into a hunk when his normal form#is all the more threatening to begin with#i think my favorite characters besides the main cast are qingfeng and mingyue#like they get hot headed and stuff but handle things like literally any normal perso#AND THEY WERE IN THE RIGHT TO BEGIN WITH WUKONG DIDNT HAVE TO DESTROY THE TREE JUST CAUSE TWO GUYS DIDNT BELIEVE YOU#this arc woulda lasted like 2 pages in canon if video surveillance existed#also the amount of times wukong wanted to beat their asses was funny#also also side note kinda upset qingfeng and mingyue never made it past heaven secretary cause i really wanted to see their take#on jade emperor (tags via @cringemonkey)

1) Welcome back, Zixuan!! We missed you :D

2) adsfasdf the tags OKOK where to start. I had no idea it was on youtube omg, but in case it gets struck for copyright violation, I’ll keep that “pirate” link up. LMAO same the guozi kid was MEAN and Wukong knew he couldn’t beat it up (which is also hilarious because like, his attachment to it was so awkward- they wanted what Jiang Liuer had smh) so he just suffered. Plot was wild! I enjoyed it in the end, but it was a ride. Yuandi’s dbz villain form was so generic, I think they should have made the “normal” form his final form LOL. 

Oh! I forgot to mention Qingfeng and Mingyue, GNC employees of the month! I also loved how they were just reacting like normal people here haha (And agree- Wukong overreacted so hard here, he was just so offended by the math). I also liked how their voices just didn’t match their faces- amazing LOL. Losing it at “video surveillance,” CRINGEMONKEY WHERE IS THE LIE. 

Now that you mention it, I also feel kind of robbed that we didn’t see the jade emperor (but maybe it’s not a huge loss- given how generic Zhenyuanzi looks, the team’s better at designing demons than celestials). 

[aechteaseawb]

Lmao tbh I also wanted to give fic recommendations but the only fandom we share the same interest in is only krw. Bc ya kno, theres like not much fics in ao3 for krw so I guess you might have already read all of it (like me lol). Tho some krw fics are really worth rereading and such.

But just in case you are interested, some of my old favs is Paperplane (Terusho), [citation needed] (Shophil), One Of These Days (Shophil, this one so 💞💞) and of course, God Of Shotaro (PhilSho, and it might make me sound conceited but this my fav fic I wrote for krw 😆)

(also, if you know all of this, you can see I have a preference lmaoooo)

Oh! No worries!!! I literally just enjoy hearing people talk about things they like! And yup I've been on the tag but I'm careless and miss things very easily so I appreciate the reminder of some hidden gems I might or might not have overlooked!

I'm scared this reply might get long so I'm putting it under a read more as to not disturb those not part of the fandom haha

Paperplane my beloved!!! Yes I've read paperplane and it's so *clenches fist*. For me it was like how you sometimes read a story and completely connect to the author's interpretation. Not a lot of Terushou out there either! (what a shame. Terushou is criminally underrated) So I extra appreciate it!!

[citation needed] I read but forgot so I gave it a lil reread and yup. yup. yup. That's the good stuff👌 The author is so on point with the dialogue. Absolutely love the tonal voice of the thing, so thank you for redirecting my attention there!

I've never read One Of These Days but I really like how it has plot-relevant case-solving in this one! Probably because I am personally very bad at Plot and not big-brained enough to come up with actual detective cases.

And don't worry about sounding conceited! I think it's very brave of you to put yourself out there! We need more of that energy all around tbh, to be able to just say we love our own writing. And oh boy, I really want to say something more connected to the main storyline but I gotta say, my favorite line?

“Oh, poor god,” she said. “Having your last priest died here right in front of your temple, unburied.” Then she paused, “Or is it suppose to be like this?” she asked herself because who knew what tradition this placed hold a hundred years ago.

God I love Akiko. This is so her. And Raito Content? Not enough people produce Raito Content😔Thank you for the food.

Also! I get it man. I get it. As I see it, at least. I understand yearning for the thing canon will not grant us. I understand the urge to take Shoutarou, someone who is (as well as sees himself as) Always There (A Constant), and put him in a situation where there's a very real possibility of losing him, whether by his inaction or some horrible accident (and sometimes actually losing him.) Yup. I get it.😌

Thank you for the recommendations! I really enjoyed this different view from what I'm used to looking out of!

[rogershoe]

Lights, Camera, Action

Part One

Masterlist

Summary: You’re a production assistant on the set of Cursed. The night before your first day at work, you opened your laptop to shockingly realise you’d be working with Daniel Sharman (and a plethora of other amazing actors), someone you’d been watching on screen since you were a teenager. You kept your expectations low, the PAs rarely got to interact with the talent…what was your chance?

Word Count: 2.5k

Tag list: @sxperncturalimpala67​ @mrsaaronkeener​ @tinygardensoul @disasterday @5am-cigarette​ @lancelotapricot​ @demoiselle-en-detresse00​ @slytherlight​ @18somethingpsyche @ceruleanmusings​ @glxctt​ @cavillxhenry​ @lovelyapplessss​ @hereagainsstuff​ @linkpk88​ @aliceperdida​ @weeping-redemption​ @magicalsaladnacho​

(I’m so sorry, tumblr isn’t letting me properly tag some of these accounts ;(

Warnings: Age gap between reader and Daniel, slow burn? (Don’t know if that should be a warning haha)

Notes: I didn’t specify the reader’s age since I wasn’t sure what you guys would be comfortable with ;) Plzz lmk what the maximum age gap is that you all would be okay with or I’ll just decide on one myself haha (also lmk if you’d like to be in the tag list!!). This is my first Daniel x reader fic so plz leave ideas and suggestions! (I myself am not actually sure where exactly this fic is going lmao). Tysm for reading!!

p.s Huey Kerrigan is the actual name of one of the second assistant directors of Cursed :)

Sunday, January 6th 2019

10:16 pm

You opened your laptop nervously, your leg bouncing against your couch. It was your last night as a jobless woman and that both excited and scared you. You opened your email, scanning your mail quickly before your eyes landed on “Call Sheet”. You clicked on the email and saw that there were two documents attached. The second was labelled “Cast List”. Your eyes widened when you realised you would be finding out who you were working with tonight. Not tomorrow. Not at work. Tonight.

You forgot about the call sheet and quickly clicked on the one about the cast. As your eyes scanned the list, you gasped audibly as a name caught your attention.

“Daniel Sharman”

Daniel Sharman? The Daniel Sharman? The one you had been practically in love with when you were 17? (Not anymore of course).

Your heart beat faster as you scanned the rest of the list….”Katherine Langford”…….”Gustaf Skarsgard”..those were the only other two names you recognised so far. Now you couldn’t wait to get to work. You were even more eager but also increasingly anxious to wake up tomorrow. Would you even get to see the actors? If you did, would you be able to meet them? You had so many questions but no one to answer them. Trying to push all of the increasingly complicated thoughts out of your mind, you closed your laptop and got up off the couch to head into your room. You lived alone in your flat, full of piles of DVDs in a corner, two worn out but comfy couches, and your greatest purchase to this day….a large flat screen TV. You wouldn’t call your flat small, it was just…cozy. You looked around at the space admiringly before entering your bedroom and closing the door behind you

Monday, January 7th 2019

4:15 am

You woke up with a jolt, breathing heavily. You looked around for your phone grabbing it and swiping across the screen to turn your alarm off. You closed your eyes and laid down, breathing deeply.

The day was finally here. Your first day on set. You had to admit that by now most of the excitedness had been replaced with anxious thoughts. You attempted to ignore them as you opened your phone again to check your messages etc. Nope, nothing interesting.

At 4:25 you finally decided to muster up all the strength you had to pull yourself out of bed. You had to be at work by 5:30 meaning you should leave around 5:10.

You sat at the edge of your bed, rubbing your eyes. You hoped you wouldn’t fall asleep on set….you wouldn’t be surprised if you did.

You got up and walked into your bathroom. You looked into the mirror and immediately looked away. Waking up at 4:00 had only made your eye bags more prominent. Your hair was disheveled and eyes crusty. You tried not to look at yourself again until after you were dressed. You freshened up, washed your face, brushed your teeth etc before going back in your room to wear your clothes.

You had had an outfit ready since last week. They had told you to wear comfortable clothing and comfortable shoes. The most comfortable thing you had were sweatpants but you knew they didn’t mean those so instead you settled for a pair of your most comfortable jeans and a plain black t-shirt.

You changed and then went to your dresser. After some concealer, mascara, and tinted lip balm..you looked a bit more presentable. You could’ve gone completely barefaced but it was your first day and you wanted to look good.

The nerves could’ve killed you at this point. It was exactly 5:05 when you grabbed the call sheet you had printed this morning, your phone, your keys, and headed out of your apartment. You rode down the elevator and arrived at your car, a second hand red Fiat. 

You fumbled with your keys before pressing a button and unlocking your car. You sat in the front seat and started the engine,

5:28 am

You pulled into the parking lot of the studio and parked your car in the “crew” area. You hoped this wasn’t the director’s spot or anyone else’s for that matter. As a production assistant, you were right at the bottom of the film crew ladder and answerable to any and everyone on set. Although that thought scared you, you were completely new so hopefully they would cut you some slack.

A week ago when you had gotten a call from the second assistant director (AD), he had told you to come into the building and find him. From there he would tell you what to do.

You walked around to the back of the building where there were six or seven people walking around with headsets, setting up chairs and tables. There were also several trailers set up in the parking lot, no doubt some for the actors.  You nervously went up to one of them,

“Hi, where could I find the second assistant director?” you asked

“You’re new?” he replied ignoring your question.

“Yeah” you said smiling slightly

“PA I’m guessing?” he said and you nodded

“He’s in the studio, ask any of the crew inside, they’ll know” he said and smiled, opening a chair.

“Thanks” you said and quickly walked inside through the back door.

Inside it was exactly like what you had imagined. People bustling around, many sporting walkie talkies and headsets. Some held papers, some were talking to each other. You stood in a hallway lined with grey walls. As you walked through the halls you came upon what you guessed was the main studio. It was huge, you could barely see the roof through all of the lighting fixtures. There were multiple props on set but you could tell that the set hadn’t been completely set up yet. This wasn’t the only studio though of course. Judging by the size of the building, there were probably multiple sets. You were in awe for a few moments before realising you had to find the AD. You went up to someone who was setting up water bottles on a long white table.

“Hey, would you happen to know where the second AD is?” you asked

She looked over her shoulder, her short blonde hair tied into a small bun at the back of her head,

“Yeah he’s right over there”, she pointed towards a man who was holding a clipboard and also wore a headset. He had black hair and glasses and looked to be about in his 40s.

You smiled gratefully at her before turning around and walking towards the man. He was looking at his clipboard intently, chewing on his black pen. Your heart beat faster, you hoped he was the right guy. You walked up to him, keeping your distance..not wanting to disturb his thought process.

“Hi I’m Y/N’ you said quickly, waiting for his response. It didn’t come. After a few seconds he looked up at you and put his pen in his pocket.

“PA right?” he asked unconcerned.

“Yes” you said letting out a breath, at least he remembered you.

“I’m Huey Kerrigan”, he suddenly started past you, towards the hallway. You followed him not knowing what else to do. He pointed at the large white table the girl was setting bottles of water on,

“This is the snacks table, you’ll have to set it up in the morning and also restock it throughout the day”

“Got it” you said quickly, not wanting to seem like you were ignoring him

He walked in front of you passing through the hallway and swerving around the many other members of the crew. He walked through the back door you had just passed through a few minutes ago into the cool fresh air. You took a deep breath and followed him to what looked like a charging station beside the tall concrete walls of the studio.

“These are the batteries, aka hot and cold bricks” he pointed to two crates and a table on which there were multiple charging batteries. The “station” was covered by a large white canopy.

“Hot bricks are charged batteries and you must have one on you the entire time in case a crew member needs it. They’ll give you their dead battery aka a cold brick and you bring it here to charge” you were silent for a few seconds trying to process what he had just told you.

“Got it?” he asked

“Yeah…got it” you stuttered smiling nervously

He continued walking and took you right to where all the trailers were parked.

“This is the basecamp,” he said, waving his hand towards all the trailers.

“All the actors’ trailers, the hair and makeup trailers, they’re all here”

You felt a jolt of excitement before remembering to reply, “Okay, cool”

He nodded and continued walking throughout the several trailers, there had to be at least forty. You also scanned your eyes over the area, hoping to maybe get a glimpse of the actors or their trailers.

As if he read your mind he said, “The talent isn’t here yet. They arrive around 6:20 am, get their hair and makeup done and start shooting around 8:30 am….of course this all depends on the day”

You nodded, making sure he saw you.

For the next 20 minutes he showed you around the basecamp and exactly where the makeup and hair trailers were. He also told you about how you never talked to the talent unless you had something to tell them, they had to be somewhere, or if they talked to you. You couldn’t help but feel a bit disappointed, you weren’t surprised but had still hoped you’d get a small chance to maybe have a chat with the actors.

When you went back inside you saw that the studio had completely transformed. There was one set which looked to be a room with three or four beds and wooden features. Another set opposite that was of what looked to be a marble room with shelves and a white bed. It all looked so realistic that if you were in the set area you wouldn’t have even realized you were in a studio.

“We’re shooting a scene today from episode three, these sets” he waved towards the area, “are from scenes taking place in an abbey”

He stuck a hand down his pocket, wiggling his fingers about before removing it holding a crumpled paper.

“This is the main cast in these scenes,” he said, handing it to me. I nodded quickly grabbing and unfolding the sheet.

Main cast list for abbey scenes

Katherine Langford

Peter Mullen

Daniel Sharman

Shalom Brune-Franklin

Emily Coates

Sophie Harkness

Caroline Lee Johnson

Gabriel Akuwudike

Your heart leapt inside of you when you realised you’d get to see all these actors today.

 “You’re green so you won’t be needing the list today” he continued and you looked up from the paper, “but in a few days, you will”

You guessed green meant someone who was new.

He walked further into the studio, to the large snacks table and handed you four bottles of water. “You first task” he said smiling, “take these to the grips over there”. He pointed to four men on ladders adjusting the lighting above the wooden room set.

“Okay sure” you said grinning, happy you could start working.

“And then go over to the team of PAs and ask what else you can help with”

Before you could reply, he abruptly walked away and out of your sight. You took a deep breath and walked over to the set where the “grips” were. The set was amazing, the sheer detail of the beds and the door and the walls and the small trunks at the end of each bed were unbelievable. You took a few seconds to admire it before trotting over to the three men and one girl. You looked at your watch, it was 6:11 am.

“Yeah, just screw it a bit tighter” one guy said squinting at the light fixture from the ground.

A man on the ladder moved his hand, adjusting the light bulb.

“Hey, I got you guys some water” you said, hopeful they heard you

The girl grabbed the four bottles from you without a word handing one to the man beside her and putting the other two on the ground next to the ladder which the two men were currently on. She wore glasses and had long brown hair held back by a hairband.

“Thanks” she said glancing quickly at you and then getting back to work.

You smiled slightly, remembering that you really were on the very last rung of the ladder of crew members.

You walked away from the set and towards the snacks table, thinking of what to do next. You decided that you should go get a hot brick since that was something Huey said you should have on you at all times. After that you could come back inside and find the rest of the PAs.

You headed outside, having to be careful and not bump into anyone in the hallway. The fresh air was welcome after the several people brushing past you inside. You walked over to the canopy covered area to get a “hot brick”. You knelt down placing one knee on the ground to steady yourself. Before looking through the crate, you decided to tie your hair up since you saw that almost everyone on set had their hair somehow kept away from their face. As you were pulling your hair back, you saw a black car pull into the parking lot, a few spaces away from the crew parking. Your heart beat a bit faster as you tied your hair tie around your hair. Could it be…?

Although you knew getting starstruck was the worst thing that could happen to you as a PA, you couldn’t help but stay there as you tightened your hair, not wanting to remove your eyes from the car. It pulled into a parking space and you saw a man step out. As he locked the car and started walking towards the basecamp you realised it was exactly who you thought it was. 

Daniel fucking Sharman.

 Now your heart was beating fast, threatening to leap out of your chest. He was wearing a grey shirt, jeans and sunglasses and was walking towards one of the trailers, probably his. He was far from you but still, his eye caught yours as he turned his head towards the battery station. Your cheeks heated up and you looked away quickly, mentally slapping yourself. You had practically been ogling your eyes at him..and he had seen you. You knew he knew that you were looking at him. After a few seconds, you pulled yourself together, looked back in his direction and saw that he was entering his trailer his head facing forward again…the the door closed behind him and you let out a deep breath. 

You scolded yourself..you couldn’t get this starstruck whenever you saw him or any of the other actors..they were human after all not some sort of gods. You turned towards the crates and grabbed a charged battery, putting it into your jeans’ back pocket. Although you tried to convince yourself that he didn’t have any effect on you, you couldn’t help but be delighted about your luck that you would be working with him out of all the other actors in the world.

Plz plz plzzz comment how you liked this first part! I need some feedback 😂😭

Part two

[lionfloss]

Rules: Answer 20 questions + tag 20 blogs you’d love to get to know better

Tagged by the lovely @sapphic-dragon-fox

Name: Chelsea

Pronouns: She/Her, they is fine also

Zodiac: Gemini :')

Height: 5'7 almost 5'8, those several millimeters will not be discounted

Time: right now? 1:40 pm

Birthday: May 23

Nationality: American

Favorite band/group: i could never choose but the people who always stand the test of time is Fleet foxes, Radiohead, Bon Iver, Young thug, Outkast, Chopin. I just like so many different genres at all times idk this isnt very representative of me

Favorite solo artist: ooop didnt see this yet - refer to above lol

When you created your blog: just had my 11 year anniversary LMAO

Last thing you googled: it was something for work aka boring

Other blog: i forgot i created a side blog (@donotreap ) so i could RB more since my main is mostly OPs (by other artists but u know what i mean). I kinda forget about it a lot tho

Why I chose my url: it's my nickname from forever ago

How many people you're following: 541

How many followers you have: 10,702

Average hours of sleep: ugh like 6-7, i would prefer it to be 10 lmao

Instruments: no :(

Lucky number: 11!

Currently wearing: a big ass camo shirt and thats all lol

Dream trip: all the nordic countries or tokyo

Favorite food: thanksgiving related feast. or like an enchilada plate. idk haha

Favorite song: this week it's sleep on me by creams

Top three fictional universes to live in: (these are all gonna b so basic cause im not a huge into these genres apparently lol sry) 1. Middle-earth via Tolkien 2. Avatar?? does that count? the movie not the last airbender, again sry havent seen it 3. and i know this is so lame but because im watching the show The 100, i'm gonna chose that universe cause i would love to be back on earth 100 years after all humans were killed <3 <3

Tagging (no pressure) @morguenecrosis @ghiblifriend @angelnumber27 @5844 @kingdomheartsnyctophiliac @unlovelyspace @uraharapropoganda @mysticbride @wombshaker @reptilianspecies @navynouveau @wilderspirit @disease @iamnotlost @mooncloudsstars @simplystormie @fuqqqqqq @cherry-aqua-blossom @pelinjpg @comacalm @jfkthedilf @vvuji - and anyone else who wants to just say i tagged u <3

[bangtanger]

CONTENT CREATOR YEAR IN REVIEW

was thinking for 84 hours where should i post it but as its my creator blog i m doing it here <3 i was tagged by @taemaknae @suhdays @ynki @honsool @jjeongukie @taeyungie @dearbangtansonyeondan @lifegoesmon @everythingoes @flipthatjacketjiminie @yoongi-bts @jiminslight @hopekidoki @cowboyjinbop @yoonqiful @jcngkooks @pjmsdior @hobeah @balenciaguks​ @jinvant @hobibestboy @vjimin @yoongikook AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR INCLUDING ME T_T ik maybe its not a big deal but its a big deal to me and im touched :(((((((((((( also gimme some time to check all ur posts 👉👈 also im in a mood to say that ive collected many pokemons here djfksfhsakjddld ok nvm 

also sorry for a long post ik tmblr fvcks things up sometimes when there is keep reading so dont fight me plz <3

❀ first creation and most recent creation of 2020 

ok this is the fist one (still very pleased with colouring here T_T the stage lighting was,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well yeah as always lmao) and this is the most recent (TBH DKJSKDSDK I WISH MY MOST RECENT POST COULD BE A DIFFERENT ONE THE ONE I WANNA MAKE FOR A MONTH NOW THE ONE ID PUT A LOT MORE EFFORTS IN SO IM A LIL FRUSTRATED i literally just missed giffing but couldnt watch anything new so took an old vid i wanted to gif once I DIDNT EVEN USE MYCOLOURING PSD IT LITERALLY HAS ONLY COUPLE OF LAYERS uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :( but whatever,,, it just kinda doesnt show the difference -_-)

❀ a creation u r really proud of 

well 👁👄👁 there r quite few,,, and the main reason is colouring most of these r comps and i a b s o l u t e l y sucked at comps and esp at making the colouring consistent there lol so lets begin lol  1 (u have no idea how muchi love this set) 2 (i fucking mastered it i wanted to remake it for two years and i finally did!! 60 fps smooth good moments iconic performance iconic hair colour his attitude bruh and ofc the fact that i could do sth with colouring,,,,,, and chose such an unusual colour scheme that i doubted jckdckfdk and it still worked out 🥺) 3 (lol i had this idea written down since 2018 as well and this year i could finally collect all moments i needed and oh boi yeah,,, AND COLOURING I COULD ALMOST yeah almost do sth decent with it there r still couple moments id changed but im pleased) 4 (im so happy whenevr i see this CUZ IT ALL WORKED OUT it was such an impulsive comp i literally only saw couple moments for past few years as well where i could see three of them in one frame and suddenly I WAS LIKE I FUCKING MUST POST THOSE MOMENTS SOMEHOW and im so proud of colouring it looks so well T_T) 5 (the colouring ofc im still :o that i could get rid of that shitty shit dkksjkj AND THE MOMENTS ITSELF?????? AND BLACK SWAN???????? EVERY PERFORMANCE???? HAIR?????? OUTFIT???????? EVRERYHTIGNM???????? HIS FUCKING STARE? FACE??? DONT MAKE ME CONTINUE AAAAAAAAAAA also if im not wrong this set in particular made me start my before/after posts 🥺) 6 (i jujst love everything about it e v e r yt h i n g also i could made ppl believe that jin fr has purple hair here when in reality its brown djhfdhskdf one of blending modes or adjustment layers worked this way lol) 7 (i wont even comment this tried a great tutorial with great beautiful resuls for the first time ever and it worked out so well and i like it so much and the whole yoongi here,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, also love me some borders that add cinematic feels to some gifs or just make them pretty in a dif way just like i did with prev post i mentioned imo lol) OK LAST ONE 8 (I USED A VIDEO OF STARS AND ADDED IT TO THE GIF FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I FUCKED WITHMASKING FOR 3 HOURS GRRRRRRRR THIS IS SO HUGE FOR ME!!!!! i cant even explain whew IVE NEVER DID ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE SO I WAS REALLY PROUD TOO even tho i fucked masking up on some layers lmao but lets not pay too much attention to it 👀)

❀ a creation that took u forever

ohhhhhhhh i think this one cuz the moments were long i couldnt decide what do i want to include + it ts file so u kno,,, the speed,,, of processing,, + somehow decided to put them all together + fucked with colouring + had to get rid of the logo and as we know japan likes a lot of big braight text around haha and draw hair in moments where logo made it look blurry + had to adjust the order and all that stuff but getting rid of logo was the longest part 

❀ a creation from 2020 that received the most notes

whew this iconic one im still amazed tbh they looked soso incredible and im glad how everything turned out here <3 (could change some colouring on bg tho so it could look better and more hq :c)

❀ a creation u think deserved more notes 

lol this one cuz i was so hyped to make it cuz their concert in saudi arabia is one of my fav things in the world and i waited for so long to have mood and energy to go throught it to find jk moments and i couldnt choose some for this comp for so long and just,,,,,, overall,,,, the way he looks here............................................................... its a special comp to me haha ill def gif more of it i have shit ton of clips left and also there r other members and i just want to sit and enjoy yhe whole thing to so may find more stuff to gif here lol

❀  a new fandom u joined an a creation u made for it 

i didnt join anything heurheru

❀ a creation u made that breaks ur heart

OKAY LISTEN DSJAKDJHFDKJ THIS ONE IF U KNOW U KNOW AND IM SURE IT BREAKS ALMOST EVERY HEART tbh whenever i see soft smiles or soft interactions or anything like this im just :’( <3 even my serotonin boost tag does it to me cuz its too precious T_T

❀  a ‘simple’ creation that u really love

this one cuz everything about it ah and this one 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

❀ a creation that was inspired by someone else

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk maybe this one ? cuz i never did anything like this before and maybe i saw someones beautiful headers and decided to try one too ? i could do a lot better there is not enough depth but oh well,,, lol

❀  a favourite creatin created by someone else

oh its gonna be hard :) dear every conten creator i hope u dont mind if i wont go though the whole 2020 gif tag but choose form the most recent ones i loved? u know how much i appreciate ur content cuz i never stop screaming about it in tags but truly there r more content makers and i want u to know that i really love ur content :(

@syubb welllllllllllll i wont even comment this is iconique.....

@jinv T_T val i miss u but there should be bday comps with that BIG ASS IMAGE THAT HAS ITS PARTS ON EVERY SINGLE GIF I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN that icant even find dfjksfskj

@jung-koook i literally couldnt choose ehdskjdjksd but i decided this one cuz its sososososososososososososososososososososo well made every single detail here is chefs kiss

@kkulmoon i truly really cant get enough of ur colouring lately T_T

@minhope !!!!!!LITERALLY EVERY PANTONE COMP OR ESPECIALLY 7 YEARS WITH BTS PANTONE ONE IM AAAAAAAAAAAAA and lmao i think this is one of the most reposted things ive ever seen on internet T_T

@jjoon hng amy u know how i feel about ur content T_T decided this one cuz f l a w l e s s 

@hopekidoki stuff like this makes my jaw lie in the floor dsjkdj

@flipthatjacketjiminie idk whats up but it makes me scream like a madman every time i see it.........

@lifegoesmon i cant even explain why i chose this one but everything here is so incredible !!!!!!!!1

@hobeah one of those good fucking bye ones.....

@taeyungie this made me feel so many things and a whole ass a w e so cool T_T

@jiminfilter i will never shut up about bts core jungkook one should also be here

@seoksjin THE COLOURS I SCREAM OH MY GOD O HMY OGD I JUST WENT TO CHECK OUT AND SAW THIS AND IMMEDIATELY DJKSJD DECIDED THIS IS CRAZY THE PASTELS THE PINNKS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA EVERYHTGIN but also those birthday posts ahhh T_T

@jinvant i wanna YELL but also u know how much i love ur quality and blacks  T_T and gfxs too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@yoongi-bts i love everything here with my whole heart!!!

@everythingoes SHOUWLD I EVEN EXPLAIN WHY

@hobibestboy THIS IS SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE COLOUR SCHEME

@joenns  I WONT EVEN EXPLAIN IM SO HURT HES SO THIS IS SO T____________________T 

@jjeongukie idk i cant get enough of skin tone!!!!!!!!!!!!

@chaylani i really love the colouring and love these posts with highlights T_T

@eklipxe COLOURING AND EVERYTHIGN

@oncupid cant get enough of every colouring ive seen <3

@jiminslight THIS WHOLE GIF RIGHT HERE

@6dis-ease COZY AND PRECIOUS T_T

@ofkimtaehyung I LITERALLY HAVE NO WORDS ITS SO PRETTY

@taee it was really hard to choose too T_T decided to go with this cuz,, u kno

@yoonqiful CUZ THESE COLOURS DRIVE ME INSANE

OK THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG KDSFJSAKDL I WOULD ADD A LOT MORE CUZ THERE IS A LOT MORE TO ADD BUT IVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR THREE HOURS I BETTER CHILL 

❀  some of your favourite content creators from this year

ok i may forgot someone + in no order in particular + literally every creator that i follow/whose content i reblog @taeguks @tearuntold @cyphertaehyungie @love4hobi @kimnamtaejin @taejoon @jimiyoong @namkook @taeyungie @jinvant @jinv @6dis-ease @jiminrolls @daechwitas @syubb @syuga @jjeongukie @cowboyjinbop @hope-film @minhope @hopekidoki @joonie @namgination @jung-koook @faerieth @kooksv @lifegoesyoon @yoonqiful @j-sope @chaylani @jiminfilter @jjoon @everythingoes @varietae @seoksjin @dearbangtansonyeondan @ofkimtaehyung @yoongi-bts @gaypeople @seokjinyoongis @agustdfeatrm @joenns @houseofarmanto @namjoon (will miss forever) @thebtsgenre @honsool @vjimin @seokjinite @jiminswn @taee @hobeah @lifegoesmon @taemaknae @gukgi @kkulmoon @flipthatjacketjiminie @jintae @jcngkooks @ynki @yoongikook @yoongiandthebiaswreckers @jiminslight @gwkie @oncupid @eternalbulletproof and many more <3

OK SO i wanna say a special thanks to every content creator ever and also i wanna say that im really glad to be a part of this community all of u r so cool and creative and make such beautiful things and many of u made me feel EMOTIONS with ur sets or not only sets ill be forever grateful that i discovered bts and for everything they do to me without even knowing ALSO THANK U FOR STILL BEING HERE ON TUMBRLDSDFKJ yeah this year was less active there were few issues many ppl went on twt but thank u for still being here also happy new year <3333333 i think i sounded deeper and more emotional when i was commenting ppls gifs :| but its almost 2 am so i hope u will understand dkfjkfsjk im happy there is this corner on the internet that feels cozy and so welcoming <3 i love u i wish u a better year ahead <3 ok for checking notifications purpose ill tag my blog lol @eternal-bangtan

[stayndays]

tag question game!!

tagged by @kwonsyoungs <3

why did you choose your url?

i made it in the splur of the moment when i was making this blog actually. i used to write for day6 too, so i combined stay + day to get stayndays! i still like it to this day, simple enough for people to memorize it in one go, and it sounds pretty :D

do you have any sideblogs?

this is technically a sideblog, but this is the only blog i use!

how long have you been on tumblr?

almost two years! i started in july of 2019 (or around that) and that was when i used to post shitty picsart edits on my main blog. this blog is a year old and was made around march of last year!

do you have a queue tag?

nope!

why did you start your blog in the first place?

i cant remember actually? i was reading fanfiction on tumblr way before i actually got an account; the reason why i started with editing before tumblr is something i can’t remember. maybe it was because i thought i was good at it back then LMAO.

my reasoning for staying on tumblr remains the same as it always has been: to get good at writing, make friends who also love stray kids, and because the reward is worth it! also because i want to pursue writing as a career heh

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

yang jeongin

why did you choose your header?

to match the blog aesthetic LMAO, i’m actually planning to change it soon when i have the time to!

what’s your post with the most notes?

stray kids’ kisses! i can see why.

how many mutuals do you have?

those with a mutual tag: 21!

how many followers do you have?

959! i don’t know why honestly, these days i feel like i don’t deserve it and im becoming a flop account LOL. i don’t post often, and i think more than half of those people clicked the following button just for my ot8 reactions. but honestly, i really want to increase my follower count to increase my chances of my halloween series this year becoming popular!

how many people do you follow?

176! however most of my favorite writers don’t write anymore *sobs*

have you ever made a shitpost?

constantly. #shabbles.

how often do you use tumblr each day?

i use it more often than i should HAHA. i check it out of habit to see if i’ve gotten any notes, and i check through the #stray kids fluff tag almost everyday at night.

did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

the closest i’ve gotten is dming somebody who plagiarized one of my ot8 reactions on instagram, along with a big mishap on my part privately, but other than that, nope!

how do you feel about those “you need to reblog this” posts?

overall, i don’t really get them to be honest? it feels as though they’re demanding everybody who sees the post to reblog it or else they’re a bad person. i tend not to talk about irl issues/drama on my blog (unless i feel that it’s extremely extremely important) because i’d rather my blog be a safe spot for people to not have to face that kind of stuff. there’s only so much negativity that us humans can take!

do you like tag games?

yes! i’ll always participate, and if i don’t, it’s because i forgot SKDJJS

do you like ask games?

yes yes yes!! i don’t really get anons these days (i only have 1 active anon now) so i love any inbox message i receive!

which of your mutuals do you think are tumblr famous?

i was a fan of @blueprint-han @hanniiesuckle17 @delicatewerewolfsoul and @gdaychan before i became mutuals with them!

do you have a crush on a mutual?

here’s the thing: i’m younger than all of my mutuals. and sometimes it’s by like 5+ years so I DON’T THINK IT WOULD BE GOOD IF I WERE TO HAVE A CRUSH OF THEM LMAO so my dreams of having one of those online significant others are crushed at the moment T-T i take sibling offers though! (i already have a mom >:( )

tagging: @runalongwith-skz @crispy-chan

[dreaming-of-assclass]

AssClass Recon Team AU

Otherwise known as a team I made up

I CANNOT BELIEVE I NEVER TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE.

I was looking at my super old AssClass docs from 2019 and found one of my favorite ideas that I somehow forgot 😭

Basically: I made up a team consisting of the students with the canonically highest stats in scouting and info-gathering

These students are Takebayashi, Kimura, Itona, Okajima, and Okano. I left out Nagisa and Ritsu on purpose (I’ll explain later)

Under the cut has all the info. Please humor me guys haha

Okano technically doesn’t have a 5 like the others do (she has a four), but I pretended she does because my girl needs SOMETHING ok??? She can’t just be good at kicking people ahem canon ahem. She’s the only female student who doesn’t specialize in a category so I gave her this.

Anyways moving on.

Karasuma put these kids together, but it was technically Irina who came up with the idea in the first place. She was talking about how she nearly got into trouble with a recon team once on a mission, and how efficient “those damn bastards were.” Then she offhandedly mentioned how 3-E might be good at that. Then Karasuma was like 🤯 big brain time

Then he assembled Class E’s Recon Team.

I know in canon, the Art Trio sort of are shown to have this role.

But I’d to emphasize that this group of kids are better suited for information-gathering, scaling and sneaking into places, taking out security ok that’s a lil intense but you get the point lmao

They kind of do the prep-work in a sense. And then other members of the class follow out commands, lead, etc

Roles:

Takebayashi:

Leader, Medical Expert, Explosives Expert, researching skills

(Yes, Leader Takebayashi because I genuinely believe he has the potential. And it would lead to a very nice arc about gaining confidence in himself.)

He pretty much handles anything science-related, as well as finding info on anything. He also can retain information the best.

Okano:

Hand-to-Hand Combatant, stealth skills, ability to scale a wide range of surfaces, sneak into places, disarm anyone

She handles much more of the physical aspect of things on this team, given that she’s an amazing fighter and without a doubt the best amongst them. She uses her gymnastic skills to get to places, and climb anywhere. Also has amazing night vision, which comes in handy.

Kimura:

Scout, fastest runner, acts as a diversion, good agility, stealth, dexterity, knowledge of how to use radio equipment and basic weapons

Listen I know this sounds bad lmfao. “Knowledge of weapons” dhdhhdjejdd but both his parents are police officers so he definitely has learned some things. He absolutely might be one of the best when it comes to handling radio/transmission stuff. And he can use his basic knowledge of weapons/combat so he’s prepared to avoid/dodge it somehow.

Kimura is definitely the best when it comes to diversions. He can outrun basically anyone, and he’s so naturally annoying he can provoke people lmao.

Itona:

Mechanic, Engineer, Inventor, knowledge of how things work/are made, able to create helpful tools like a robot, can fix things, etc

We already know this boy is so talented at what he does haha. In canon, there are plenty of examples alone. But yeah, his main job is to invent things that can infiltrate anywhere and gather info like that.

Okajima:

Spotter, knowledge of how security cameras work and how to avoid them, stealth skills, wide range of view and focus

Listen in my AU, Okajima gets a good arc where he has grown from using these skills to be a perv, and instead is a valued member of the class and talented assassin.

So yeah, I’m sticking mostly to canon with this one. He’s mainly a spotter and is tasked with catching anything, like hidden cameras. He can also lowkey hack into them, if needed. He’s like their watch guy, of sorts. He’s also very sneaky and is good at not being caught, when he’s really concentrating.

Honorary Members:

I know Nagisa and Ritsu both have a 6 in this category, and are the best in the class. And that’s kind of why I didn’t include them. I think both their skillsets are different and more advanced than these kids. Also...

Nagisa kind of works better on his own. That’s like his whole Assassin thing. He gathered info on Koro by himself, he handles most things on his own because it’s his style. It’s how he’s most efficient. So he’ll help out the team from time to time, but yeah. Also he specializes in body language, which is different than them.

Ritsu is just so knowledgeable and skilled in a lot of things. I think her abilities would be spread across the class, helping everyone in some way. She wouldn’t stick to a particular group if she’s able to do so much more. So yes, she’ll help them a lot but she’s there for the whole class.

And...I know Mimura’s stand-out trait in Civil War was labeled as “reconnaissance” but he has a very low score in this category compared to the other kids. And that’s why he’s an honorary member, but not really apart of them.

Team Dynamics:

I will make a longer post about this, but to sum it up kinda:

Itona is in charge of the one braincell they all share.

Kimura and Okajima are clowns and usually the ones who lighten the mood

Okano has beaten them all up and she’ll do it again

Takebayashi is the quietly chaotic one, usually makes backhanded remarks which only Itona with catch lmao

They are one short as hell group. Takebayashi takes a lot of pride in being the tallest...until Okano and Kimura tag-team to knock him down

Itona and Okajima.......yeah, don’t worry, Okano is there to beat them up if they say even one perverted word

When Okano and Kimura are on the same page, everyone is scared

They don’t really respect Takebayashi as leader lmao, in fact he’s the number one teasing target.

Itona isn’t treated as baby as usual in this group and he loves it

Ok I know this was a lot haha. But it’s one of my fave ideas and I really wanted to share it with you 💜

[peachcitt]

Hi! You've mentioned on Discord that you read a lot of books, and I was wondering if you could rec some? Either your favourites, or ones that had a big impact on you/your writing 🥺

yes!!! all my favorite books generally affect my writing style, and often after ive finished reading a really good book, i'll write something and end up emulating that book's style (either on accident or on purpose haha). sometimes on my ao3 you'll find in my author's notes me saying what book i just finished, and if you read or know those books, you'll probably see me mimicking certain aspects of style

for other reccommendations/more in depth descriptions of book plots, i also have a reading list that i posted this past winter on my writing blog that you can check out, and im planning on posting another one at the end of the summer!! (in fact ive already started the list lmao)

the list will be structured as follows: book or series name, author, and a couple reasons why i like it. in addition to this, i will put stars by author's names if i have read other books by them and greatly enjoyed them.

without further ado:

The Grishaverse by Leigh Bardugo*

this has got to be my favorite series of all time. i love bardugo's capability to write complex characters and complicated plots, and i really like the way she structures her books. the series is just so artfully done and when i finished it i was so perfectly satisfied and so perfectly sad because i mourned the fact that it was over

I am the Messenger by Markus Zusak*

literally my favorite book. this is the book i tell people is my favorite if anyone asks. i love zusak's casual humor alongside his ability to write such heartbreaking and heavy moments in just little scraps of images. it's a romantic book without being about romance - it's about love and kindness and how powerful those things can be be, and that shit gets me every time. i have reread this book so many times - yearly since i got it, i think, and i got in middle school, i think. im in college now. and every time i reread it, i get something different out of it

The Chaos Walking Trilogy by Patrick Ness*

i think about these books constantly. these were the first books i read by patrick ness, and, now that ive read some of his other books, i know in classic patrick ness fashion, these books haunt me. patrick ness has this uncanny ability to take genres you think you know and twist and warp them until you're on the edge of your seat trying to figure out what will happen next without the safety net of genre supporting the story. in addition to that, his characters are always wonderfully flawed - he puts real people into fantastical situations, and it's fascinating and always an emotional and satisfying read

The Alex Crow by Andrew Smith*

dude i think about the alex crow so much. i said i normally call i am in the messenger my favorite book, but every so often i'll say this one is because i just love it so much. the alex crow is just so bafflingly weird but the teenage boy main characters are so real and gross and hilarious. andrew smith has the amazing knack for writing weird as hell plot lines and telling stories that are about everything, all at once, while still making it about one thing. that doesn't make sense, but if you read the alex crow (or his other book i've read called Grasshopper Jungle that is actually on my summer list) then you will know what i mean. the alex crow is so many things, and i love all of them

I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson*

i used to read a lot of ya romance and, to be honest, the stuff i used to read was not all great, but this book absolutely changed the game and probably made me raise my standards exponentially. the timeline of this book is so creative, and it's done in such a way that it leaves you wondering how the timelines will reconcile. in addition to this, both romances in the book are so interesting and loveable, and the relationship between the two main characters (who are twins) is an amazing thing to see unfold. this is a peak ya romance book, and i can't recommend it enough

Holding Up the Universe by Jennifer Niven*

another ya romance, and i have to say the romance in this book is so beautifully done. generally, this is just a really sweet book that gave me butterflies, to be quite honest. i think niven has a really good knack for writing characters that are diverse and a little strange but all have their own distinct personalities that mingle really interestingly with each other.

Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe By Benjamin Alire Sáenz

this one is an obvious choice, and for good reason. aristotle and dante is just a classic queer novel, and it's earned its place as such. it's a poetic sort of book, and i love the voices of the characters, as well as the pictures of the world we get through ari's voice. this is a visual book written in text - i think a lot about the steady, careful romance of the book and the way sáenz makes ari an unreliable narrator by artfully excluding his feelings from scene descriptions and dialogue tags. it's such a creative and heartbreaking technique that i often find myself wanting to do

The Leviathan Trilogy by Scott Westerfeld

oooohh this trilogy changed me. for starters its such a weird, creative concept - alternate history steampunk and biopunk world war I. like doesn't that sound so interesting?? and this trilogy's main characters are so easy to love - and watching their relationship unfold and develop is so endearing. also, my copies include these wonderful illustrations (which i think might be in all copies?) that really let you put images to the weird fantastical things westerfeld included into the world.

The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle by Stuart Turton

this book was actually on my winter book list, and i read it so fast and so obsessively because i wanted so badly to know what was going to happen. the plot absolutely pulled me in, and the first line - "I forgot everything between footsteps" - stuck with me because just look at the way that's written!! it's so artful and intriguing, i was just dying to know what would happen next. the timeline is this amazing maze that as i read i couldn't help but admire how long or how much turton had to plan in order to make everything line up in just the right way. it was a fascinating book with so much to say - im really looking forward to reading it again

The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern

this book was also on my winter book list, and it just absolutely enraptured me. its witty, quiet sort of voice was amazing to read, and the imagery instilled into every scene made it seem like everything was so real, just right there for me to touch or smell or taste. the plot of a secret huge magic library really roped me in, and i think this is a love story for people who read, people who love stories, people who love the magic of a library.

Meddling Kids by Edgar Cantero*

cantero's works are just so creatively written - not just by plot or character standards, but by style standards, too. meddling kids is great not just for its complex, loveable characters or for its fantastical, dark, and mysterious plot, but also for the weird and intriguing liberties cantero makes with style. in his other books, too, is the switch between snarkily written prose to stage directions to video or audio transcripts, and it makes for such a visual sort of book - i mean, i could easily see any of cantero's books being made into a film or series because all the material is right there. cantero's creativity with style is so intriguing to me, and because of him, i've become more familiar with playing around in style in an attempt to create something as interesting as his novels

and that's all i'll put down here now!

i mentioned it a little, but probably my biggest style references are leigh bardugo, markus zusak, edgar cantero, and andrew smith for various reasons that i am more than willing to talk more in depth about if anyone is wondering<3

thank you for asking im always willing to talk books :')

[sasamelons]

AO3 Tag Game

Ooh this looks like fun! Thanks for tagging me @miss-ingno!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

I have 34 in total - 33 fics and 1 podfic!

2. What is your total AO3 word count?

197,287

3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

In order of most to least fics:

- Sherlock (14), which was my main fandom before my 5-year hiatus from fandom

- MDZS/CQL (9), the fandom I was in for the past year. I haven't written anything for it for a while, but might still pop in once in a while

- Guardian (4), which I'm currently writing for

- X-Men (4)

- Hannibal (1)

- Psycho-Pass (1)

- Inception (1)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1. the river and the sea — MDZS, CQL (wangxian, soulmates and arranged marriage au) by a LONG shot. This one still blows my mind. I remember, in particular the first few days after posting, watching the numbers blow up and going, WHAT IS HAPPENING??

2. the heart of a bear — MDZS, CQL (teenaged wangxian time travels to the future and find themselves married, modern cultivation au)

3. homeward — MDZS, CQL (wangxian, modern cultivation road trip fic)

4. don't leave me here alone — XMFC (cherik, soulmates au) (my love for soulmate fics is starting to show haha)

5. Arthur Eames — Inception — this one is a bit of a surprise, given it's so short

5. Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

Yes! I really appreciate it when people write me comments, so I always respond because I want to tell them that. I also love it when an author replies to my comments on their fics (I get as much of a dopamine hit from seeing a notification for that as from getting a comment on one of my fics!) so I try to do the same. I've also been lucky enough to strike up friendships through comment exchanges.

6. What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?

AHAHAHA six-years-ago Sasa wrote a lot of angst, so let's see... I would say A Study in Sentiment (Sherlock) wins this competition, but honorary mention goes to Precession of the Equinoxes (also Sherlock).

7. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've ever written?

I don't really write crossovers, but I do like fusions a lot. I think the wonkiest is Beyond, which is a Sherlock fusion with The Giver (Lois Lowry). I've also got my Guardian Sailor Moon fusion and a remix of a XMFC HIMYM fusion.

8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

I've been really lucky not to!

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I haven't yet. Partly this is my ace-ness showing through. There is at least one fic where I had meant to try writing smut and then just...forgot about it lmao. I might still attempt it someday, if a fic calls for it, but I don't think I'll ever write PWP.

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not to my knowledge!

11. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I haven't, but I think that would be interesting to try! I co-wrote an original story with a friend in high school and that was fun. So if any of you are interested in co-writing, let me know! ;)

12. What's your all time favourite ship?

This is such a hard question to answer because I'm usually only in one fandom at a time so it obviously changes! Right now it's of course Weilan — and I think it will be for a good while. I think it might actually become a ship I'll come back to every once in a while, the way that I find myself circling back to binge reading MamoUsa (Sailor Moon) fics every few years because it's such a comfort ship.

13. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Inuyasha as a tween/early teen, which was on an old FFN account which now I actually regret deleting. I don't have any copies of those fics now. I wonder if my aunt still has the old desktop I wrote those on...

14. What's your favourite fic you've written?

Also a hard question! I'm pretty proud of most of my fics, and I like them for different reasons. If I had to choose, I would probably say the place hidden amidst clouds (CQL, MDZS), which has a lot of personal meaning to me as it encapsulates a lot of my feelings and experiences of being an immigrant. I also think it's my best piece of writing.

Honorary mention goes to to dash against darkness (Sherlock). I wrote it when I was at a really low point in my life and was looking for comfort, and I know it provided that comfort to at least one other person. If I were to choose to have written only one thing in my life, it would probably be this.

Thanks if you read through all that rambling!

Now I'm tagging @elenothar @clevermanka @dragongirlg-fics @la-muerta @ishipallthings, if you want to do it!

[redxblueihateloveyou]

Hey!! 👋🏽😄 I know you said in your last rant about SK8 and Reki and Renga that you were one of those people that always looks up and learns from others, but after your last Langa edit, I just wanted to remind you how immensely talented you are. I might have not seen your first attempts at editing, but I know how it looks like when you're barely starting something, and I'm sure everyone is proud of the progress you've made and many people looks up to you as the level of skill they want to achieve. You're doing amazing! 💖💖💖

Hi, my love!!!!!! ASDFSDFGHG that’s soooo sweet, thank you so much for saying this, it really means the world to me <3 Oh, haha I’ve deleted most of my old videos so it wouldn’t hurt anyone’s eyes lmao T_T I’m still a bit nervous each time I’m uploading my vids to the day to be honest, even with so many subs rn, but at first I really didn’t have any supporters at all and my god I sucked at this, but I guess the love for my fav ships was stronger apparently haha. So I always get silly happy at each nice comment and feedback, so thank you seriously. 

I really love love love vidding, Idk why but when smth comes out the way I wanted it’s a super addictive feeling for some reason, but many times I just looked at the final result and just threw it in the trash and started over and my god how many times SonyVegas crushed and didn’t autosave the project. I’m like Suga now, I’m pressing the save button each 2 minutes, cause don’t want to lose anything xD Being someone’s inspiration is truly an honor to me, I’ve got some messages that hit me too hard. Still feels weird bc I’m like “but do you know that I can’t even use photoshop tho, how do u like me now then?” lol.

I’m always drawn to talented characters, bc they amaze me, esp the humble ones. Like those who hate Haru or Lanaga just buffle me honestly. I understand that they’re pretty and talented and everything, but they’re also the sweetest and loveliest human beings, so like...??? And I adore those who don’t whine and get what they want. I just can’t help it. I’m a strong believer in the fact that "you can do anything if you put your mind to it”. So far it worked in real life so suck it lol.

People are also saying like Langa doesn’t deserve to win this and Haru doesn’t deserve to be in Olympics, like Langa didn’t snowboard since he was 2 and Haru wasn’t swimming every day since he was born. I’m like.. and you need to check in the mirror if your face is a shade of green. BTW I’ve also been in a professional sports for quite a long time since I was a little kid, ballroom dancing and adored it back then, and I did not get jealous at ppl who were talented than me, I was watching the tapes actually with a popcorn. And oh god those large competition events when you sit there for days and give it all, but then you’re like 296 out of 1000. Why was I proud instead of being sad? Idk xD It was fun.

So thanks for liking the vid, cause I even regretted uploading it a bit yesterday. Sadly everyone already knows that we lost this fandom to the middle schoolers being extra, so they do not care for anything each episode except for this ship, so that’s what I got for posting a just Langa vid:

And etc. and that just made me sad, cause I do not like such fandoms, like it’s not even related to the video, that I’ve been making... with love.  Also thanks for the "sama” title, I’m flattered, but editor only wants to vid matchablossom for now, so like there’s no need for any warnings. I’ve been in such horrendoes fandoms, that I’m immune to this. I also in fact didn’t know some keep ruining Langa’s page and saying that he steals Reki’s screen time... cause he’s aparently the only main character...? ...lmao? I didn’t even know Langa can be hated tbh. I wasn’t really ready for all the drama that followed me making a vid about him.

I’ve already deleted some comments, cause I’m like what this even has to do with the vid about Langa? No, I am not obliged to make a vid about Reki, too. What if I post a matchablossom vid, everyone will only start commenting “do renga”, cause fuck your efforts? I’m like... I hate such fanbases, seriously. I do not even know where this is going, but their fans are already pissing me off. I’m still trying hard for this to not affect my point of view about the ship, cause it’d be kinda unfair to them, but its getting harder each week istg.

And I maybe can’t take requests, but I love when some try to get me addicted on their ship with passion and great arguments. It happened to me with some nice ppl. But def not with agression and stupidity haha.

Cause apparently its one of the fandoms where you can’t NOT care for the main ship, even if you accept it for the only possible Langa ship (cause he doesn’t give a shit for anyone else, so like what’s the point), but it doesn’t do anything for you. I’m like... thanks for threatening. This will make me on board ASAP. Like it’s not the epitomy of love to me... I’m sorry? LMAO 

Some anon even sent me a “you’re dense” (literally thats it) ask after that Reki ask. I was tempted to write smth like “oh I’m sorry, this is the most epic love story of my life and his character is the most complex in the world and he’s the best friend and the most inspiring human being that ever hit my screen. can I become undense now? xD”. But you know I do not know if they’d realise the sarcasm and my pride sadly never allowed me to sell my life values for a bunch of 12 years olds to love me lol

My sister always laughs and jokingly says “but you’d probably get much more subs if you made a vid about this or that, but at what price that would be lmao”. Cause yeah, I never could make myself vid smth I do not like, cause I love vidding and do not want it to be associated with things I do not like, plus it’ll most likely turn out ugly, if I do not care. My mom says that she can feel love I put in my shipping vids that’s why she loves them. I really don’t think she’s wrong. But that also kinda makes me an idiot technically, cause I’m not into many of the popular ships, and some popular animes I just find really basic. 

Also I’m like 100% sure it ain’t happening, but even if they miraculously suck each other’s dicks while sitting on a skate board, I can still have the rights not to care at the end. Like did I sign some form where I’m obliged to love each and everyone canon gay ship even if it’s not what I like? Like gay is not the type of love in relationships. You can only care about his ass like Lan Zhan for example or you can only care about your ass. Like that’s different types of relationships, and whatever you like you like. So get all the way of people’s backs, please.

Also do ppl know that you do not need to be blind to the bad sides of the characters in your ships? Or you just gonna be like “I suddenly can’t see” for forever.

So really thanks for such wonderful message and liking the video and for the boosts when I need them and not being an ass to me if I’m not being obsessed with smth, when you like it. (like I think we have different ship in bnha, right? but we’re still doing great tho, thanks for being an angel <3)

I still didn’t expect this becoming a Voltron 2.0. situation tho. We in our twenties see everything differently, I guess. I do get extra about “their love is everywhere”, but I do not get extra by anonymously attacking ppl, threatening creators and yelling “queeerbating psychotic blind assholes if these two aint fucking by the end of the season I’m shaving my head and jumping out of the window and shoot the director. you do not ship it HARD? YOU DUMB FUCK. THAT’S THE BEST LOVE STORY IN THE WORLD”. Like damn, take your blinders off and see the world, kid. Firstly, it’s definitely not, secondly, ppl see love differently in general and at each age too.

Ah, also you must kill Adam, cause he’s a pedo apparently. Like he ain’t even a threat to your ship, unless you’re blind, but they’re still at it, like they do not know that this kind of age difference is literally nothing for an anime? And that there are canon ships with a huger age difference left and right, too. It’s like its their first time approaching an anime or smth. Like in anime world character can literally kill 1000 ppl with his bare hands and bathe in their blood and we can still stan them, depends on their story, ok? Also Langa couldn’t care less for his advances, so like separate Adam from your ship pls. Like, fuck off, if someone is interested in his character. Yeah, he’s a weirdo for reasons, but anime kind of weird do not apply to real life. Stop acting like you’re some purist, when later you’re gonna ship smth else and it suddenly will not apply. Also rules do not apply to animes, everyone knows they do not apply. These are not western cartoons, my god. And 24 years old flirting with 16 year old is defiinitely not the weirdest shit anyone has ever seen in the anime. Chinese BL has characters who were 14 and 30 when they met and happily married. Also FICTION is not life. Literally no one cares. If you’re scared for your saint eyes, do not watch animes, you’re gonna have a heart-attack from what you can see there. Also we’ve seen gayer bromances in animes, who are just bromances, so pls do not shoot anyone if it’s not canon.

So basically I was kinda pissed yersterday, cause fuck them for ruining the tag, but after chatting with my hommies and your ask, I’m okay again, I just have to avoid this fandom and stick to a tight community xD. I just got used to my nice fandoms and forgot for a bit about the precautions you need to take if you’re in one of those. You know. Who make a circus out of lgbt, instead of supporting it, and make other ppl hate being in fandoms.

P.S. sorry for this partially unrelated rant, your messages really always make my heart bloom, so thanks for supporting me, and I know you’re proud of my progress, too <3 and this makes me happy. LY

[loverofallthingssmart]

tagged by @dorky-little-hooman thanks luna !! ily and im sorry this took so long sdfgh <33

Playlist Tag Game:

rules: we’re snooping in your playlist. put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first ten songs (including music-only stuff like OSTs as well as songs) and then choose 10 victims.

oh boy here we go....

1) tennis court - lorde

2) rich - megan thee stallion

3) before he cheats - carrie underwood

4) in the morning - itzy

5) primadonna - marina

6) akasaka sad - rina sawayama

7) nobody - mitski

8) hypnotize-instrumental - the notorious b.i.g

9) busy boy - chloe x halle

10) other side of hollywood - julie and the phantoms soundtrack

Get To Know Me

Why did you choose your url?

past me was a pretentious snob and was like oh haha youre an intellectual and you only engage with intellectual content so lover of all things smart is PERFECT and now i have too many links in my pinned to go back and fix if i change it so </3

Any side-blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them.

yeah !! i have a sideblog for cql/mdzs @wenqingsgirlfriend thats active bc i didnt want to bother anyone with my cql posting <3 i still kind of post cql on main sometimes though

How long have you been on tumblr?

apparently since 2018 according to memories??? but ive only used it since june 2020

Do you have a queue tag?

yeah !! its "its queue and me forever" although ive stopped tagging my queue lmao

Why did you start your blog in the first place?

i would search up " ____ tumblr posts" on google on my phone with random topics to pass time and after my friends talked about being gay with each other my (at the time, straight) self wanted to see if i would get 'gay tumblr' or 'straight tumblr' which to this day i have no clue what that means

Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

got tired of the picrew icon and wanted something pink to go along with my what? 3rd pink theme so i scrolled through my pink tag and found the cat in front of the flowers and thought " this is PERFECT omg like" and so i changed it and i was right it WAS perfect <3

Why did you choose your header?

pretty pink flowers to match my whole pink theme (pretty much same story as the icon)

What’s your post with the most notes?

ugh this one which i cringe every time i see it in my activity its just. cringe like idk the fact thats its unided, lok, and was almost uncredited.... no thank you

How many people do you follow?

uhh 105 rn and idk if im gonna cleanse it or follow new people at the moment but that number might change

Have you ever made a shitpost?

yes???? no??? what qualifies as a shitpost?? im sure i have, it just didnt blown up so i forgot it or something

How often do you use tumblr?

all the time bestie im here all the time its an illness (less time now though since my electronics are gone for the most part DFGKJH)

Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? who won?

hmm. i dont think so? im normally a stew in silence and maybe rant to a few people kind of person when i get mad/annoyed at a blog but i dont think ive gotten into a fight publicly ghjksfh... i should change that <3

How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’?

theyre just so UGH. i almost ALWAYS scroll down bc i feel burdened by it and if i rb it then others will too and i just sideeye the people who put those kinds of posts on my dash (i unfollow if theyre not a mutual actually)

Do you like tag games?

YEA !! although sometimes i dont do them bc one i forget or two im feeling lazy fghj although feel free to keep tagging me i love them <3

Do you like ask games?

yeah !!!! i dont get that many asks but i LOVE ask games omg

Do you have a crush on a mutual?

nope !! (i mean.. if anyone is volunteering..... 👀 DFGTHYUIKJ)

Phone Photo Meme Game

rules: choose one picture from ur camera roll without downloading to sum up your personality and then tag 5 ppl

[id: a screencap of a-yuan from the show, "the untamed". he stares offscreen with a distressed and disappointed expression, his arm raised as if he was going to show something. /end id]

im upbeat and cool and positive and then you get to know me </3

no pressure tags! uh @silver-snow @n1ghtangel@panini-the-bird-killer@doingwonderfully and @cxntofgnc <3

[schnoogles]

get to know me

tagged by @dreams-for-spring and @athimbleful ! thank you lovelies (˘︶˘)♡♡

name/nickname: Kitty gender: cis star sign: pisces~  height: 5 feet and half an inch (the half is important to me) time: 5:10pm birthday: the day that quarantine/lockdown became official and the US declared covid a national emergency 💀😂 such a great birthday treat😂 favourite bands: oh this is so hard lmao, i like so many😂. here are some off the top of my head: The Sam Willows, Ten Fé, Crimson Apple, Vitamin String Quartet (more of a musical *group* than band.. but i’m counting it) favourite solo artists: same as above, here are a few out of many haha: Dodie Clark, Hayley Kiyoko, Kina Grannis, Jelani Aryeh song stuck in my head: Champagne Kisses by Jessie Ware last movie: i wanna say something cool and sophisticated, but i just watched High School Musical with my little sister last night LMAO last show: Nailed It (the stupidest and funniest baking show i’ve ever watched omg) when did I create this blog: in like 2012 i think? (i’ve long since deleted my old blog lmao) what I post: lately? mostly GoT/jonsa stuff. with a sprinkle of my older fixations~ mostly tv shows and movies though! last thing I googled: “LP vs EP vinyl” ... i didn’t know the difference lmao other blogs: no sir, you get ONE chaotic mess that is my blog following: hundreds of blogs LOL but i really only see maybe 30ish of them on my dash?? not sure if that’s an algorithm thing or a timezone thing followers: tons of people who apparently enjoy my reblogs of my current fixations and memes. and i love you all 😌😌 average hours of sleep: see, i can say 6 or 7 and you’d think i’m normal, but no. some days i get one or two hours, other days i oversleep so much everyone thinks i’m sick. and that’s on depression babeyy *finger guns* lucky number: 943. it’s come to the point where i forgot why that’s my lucky number, just that i know that has always been my answer?? LOL instruments: UM sadly no. i learned piano when i was younger, but haven’t played since, so i don’t really remember what I am wearing: long yoga pants, tshirt, and a cardigan. ...i kinda feel like a mom from the early 2000s?? dream job: honestly at this point, i kinda wanna be that person who holds babies in the maternity ward LOL. like i just really wanna be a baby cuddler, you know? dream trip: would LOVE to visit Greece one day! favourite food: ahhh so many to pick from! but my comfort food will always by my mum’s homemade phở! right now though, i could do with some hotpot or kbbq ;-; something about 6+ people cooking and eating together family style :’) nationality: *sighs forlornly* north american.. favourite song: Come on Eileen by the Dexys Midnight Runners last book I read: yikes, i genuinely don’t remember😅 i think it was a reread of “So Much To Tell You” by Anna Akana.  top 3 fictional universes I would like to live in: *looks at my favourite shows/movies* i mean like i dunno if i wanna live in any of those universes LOL but if i had to pick? maybe Doctor Who, because aliens and outer space and a time and space machine. This is, of course, assuming i’m in the universe with the main characters😂😂

this was fun! tagging: @psychicexpertlover, @love-hope-faith-feels-like-a-lie, @maya-matlin, @vivilove-jonsa, @chocolateghost @5-million-cat-naps, @estherruth-jonsatrash, @riahchan, @esther-dot, @notbloodraven and anyone else who wants to do it!

[remythologise]

thanks for all your reality check tags lmao i understand why so many people are still hopeful but i just can’t after that episode

Thanks, that makes me feel better about being a killjoy haha! I just don’t want people to be super upset if they hype themselves up for something that won’t happen. Totally get if people want to try to remain positive, it just helps me personally to be prepared for disappointment if it’s more realistic. I followed the TJLC blogs at the time just out of pure interest. No disrespect to those people; there’s a reason both Destiel and Johnlock shippers are inventing these narratives where the ending matches the quality they were promised or envisioned. In a sense, Sherlock at least pretended to be a ‘smart’ show where SPN fans don’t have that excuse.

Having said that, I was watching Sherlock at the time but none of what TJLC said checked out to me. Supernatural? Supernatural fucking went there with Castiel being in love. Supernatural has the meta plot backing up both Dean/Cas existing outside the narrative AND there being a ‘second’ ending where they’re free of constraints. We even have an Apple Tree Yard ep coming up. Supernatural has genuinely got all of these threads hanging that they SEEM to have left intentionally, that they SEEM to be competent enough to tie together. But I’ve lost hope on that for four main reasons: 1) the fact Dean and Sam toasted to Jack and Cas at the end of the ep, seemingly very final. 2) Jack simply walking away from his family as ‘God’, also a terrible and unjustified choice (why couldn’t he hang out later? and as with everything, totally betraying the emotional and relationship arcs of the characters). 3) The fact that two separate people with BTS knowledge - Stands and @wayward_jaybird on twitter - have been tweeting about how the Empty is actually peaceful now so angels/demons can rest. DESPITE Lucifer saying specifically in this episode it wasn’t. 4) the fact multiple cast and writers have been claiming 18 as Castiel/Misha’s last episode.

I don’t believe Supernatural would dedicate a substantial amount of their last episode on Castiel, I just don’t, even if Destiel was canon. Everything I’ve seen from the set photos, the quotes from Dabb and Misha about finishing the show focusing on ‘old-school MOTW and the brothers’, and the fact that people in production who ship Destiel are VERY salty, leads me to believe that for whatever reason, the ending really is a MOTW brother-centric episode.

So I don’t think they’ll resolve things the way we want. Having said that, take comfort in this: as with TJLC, if the emotional resolution is bad, everyone is going to be pissed, not just Destiel fans. Everyone is already furious at the way Sam and Dean just forgot Eileen and Cas existed, shipping or no. Same with Jack and Cas at the end of the ep. So at the very least, Supernatural may die but turbo-hell criticism of the way it handled its queer love story will live forever.