i hate mania so much like i KNOW i'm hastily building a tower of bad decisions that will inevitably collapse on my own head and bury me in a mountain of shame and regret and agonizingly overdue self awareness but the alternative is being physically nauseated by my own inertia so i have no choice but to keep stacking bricks
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It's all about Nagi living alone in a tiny one bedroom, one bathroom apartment with zero personality and Reo having a whole floor for himself but still living surrounded by tacky-expensive home decor with no apparent traces of his actual personality, either. It's all about how Nagi's parents haven't visited him in 2 years nor taken an interest in his life since, while Reo's are content to live floors apart from their teenage son, only taking an interest in what value he can bring to Mikage Corp but being otherwise uninvolved in / dismissive of his actual life. It's all about them being surrounded by people and still not knowing how to form a meaningful connection with another person before meeting each other. It's all about them being so starved for genuine human warmth to combat their bone-deep loneliness that they both treasure memories of tiny, inconsequential moments where they were spending time with their parents. Something something it's this line,
and how it describes them both despite being said about Reo. It's them being awkward 17-year-olds who had never before had an equal who would just respect them as they are and unconditionally look their way. In this essay I will-
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Realizing you can never please anybody can be a devastating loss... until you internalize exactly what that means.
When you sacrifice so much of yourself for others, you forget that you leave yourself behind. Not being able to please everybody means you can start learning how to fully embody who you are instead of juggling everybody else's baggage, trying to make something work out.
You might feel devastated about this, thinking you're terrible for not pleasing everybody. The truth is, it was impossible from the start, and learning who you are is infinitely rewarding
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hey are you the artist who made that whole McQuella (mcdonald's) thingy? if so, i wanted to ask your permission to write a fic about it!
Haha yes! MiqDonald’s or McQuella’s I use interchangeably. I doubt I’m the first person to make the joke though so no worries about crediting. Drive thru manager Malenia represent
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the key to writing efficiently is pretending it's fanfiction 100% of the time.
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anakin’s the type of guy to witness you becoming a blubbering, teary mess while driving somewhere and say “pull over, let me drive.” and as soon as you swap places, he’ll turn to you and tug your face right into his chest and let you cry it all out before switching the car back on and pulling into the nearest drive through to get you a water and soda 💖
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Steve singing beach boys California girls to/about billy all the time send tweet
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