#I am having a bad time

[kanalaure]

is he still on the beach? is he in imladris? did he Sail? you choose the context

[socialistexan]

I'm tempted to unblock my dad send him this pic and then immediately block him again

[criticalbeauregard]

god i wish it was tomorrow at 9pm est

[st-whalefall]

Ongoing personal life catastrophe no mountain king update this weekend

[bookwyrminspiration]

I am 60 pages from freedom

[watermelonsea]

I'm always at least a little bit thinking about quitting, but now that some trumped up ketamine edgelord wants me to, I'm not fuckin gonna.

[cys-trash-pile]

im so used to how finely curated my fandom experience is with star wars that im actually suffering trying to navigate the fallout fandom rn.

[variablejabberwocky]

you know those posts with tips to short-circuit an anxiety/panic attack? all "move elsewhere and it'll trick your brain into thinking you escaped the threat" and "put an icepack/cold wet rag on your forehead and across your nose/cheekbones because your body will think you've taken a dunk into ice water and automatically slow your breathing" stuff?

yeah that

well i got one to add to it:

~social-monkey grooming behaviors~

get another person to lightly scratch your back or arms or play with your hair (or something like that). it fucking works. im guessing because if there WAS a threat nearby then the social grooming behaviors wouldn't be happening so you just instinctively calm the fuck down. plus the endorphin rush probably helps with relaxing again

[sassytail]

After cutting three pieces of this cosplay out of my extremely limited final fabric I’ve suddenly realized I have NO memory of whether I included my seam allowance in the original pattern or not.

[ttcbbyr]

Not to be dramatic but infertility is so horrendously and constantly traumatising, that I do not think I am ever going to fully recover from the things I go through on a daily basis - I think my brain has been broken.

And I have no good outlet because it is so depressing and sad, so people ask and I'm like oh yeah no it's fine, it is what it is, just rolling with the punches, taking it day by day, you know how it is.

But its been 6 years and my brain is just full of incoherent anger and screaming and I am not the person I would have been and that hurts.

[thelateandboggythagsimmons]

the chronic illness do be illnessing today

[chromegnomes]

they should give you a free voucher to get drunk at the airport if your flight gets delayed 2 hours at 11:30pm on christmas

[joanofexys]

i'm really really sorry and i'm saying this now because i'm probably gonna make a huge vent post and forget to delete before i go to bed at like 3am and then I'll scramble to delete it in the morning but i feel bad already for anyone who might see it so i'm saying sorry now

[chipped-chimera]

Oh. Brilliant. I just realised it's also Autism Awareness Day/Month. Can't wait for corpos to tell me how they're oh so supportive by donating to the hate group charity a d showing only the most stereotypical representations of autism imaginable and make me feel worse!

Ugh a heads up: If I suddenly disappear this month it's because that shit is getting to me and I need a break.

[star-of-the-underworld]

any of yall having withdrawal symptoms from ao3 being down?

because i am.

and i am thinking of reverting to fanfiction.net or wattpad.

i am unstable.

[cyreneduvent]

is it too late to drop out and become an electrician?