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star-mum · 1 year

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WAS ANYONE GOING TO TELL ME STARKID: HOMECOMING WAS ON SPOTIFY ???????

#all of you are fakes #fake fans #fake friends #IT CAME OUT IN 2019 #AND IM ONLY HEARING IT FULL IN 2023 #I cant even look at you guys rn #and to my sweet baby angel sunny I hope this is how you find out (if you didnt know)#MY HEART IS FULL AND SO NOSTALGIC #AND THEY HAVENT EVEN STARTED SINGING YET #thank you to spotify user olliewollie who made a complete Starkid Tours and Albums playlist #I owe everything to you

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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I'm frightened of you knowing who I am but, could you possibly give me your frank frankly theories pretty please idc if you only have like 2.1 I want them regardless of how many you have.

mayhaps?

ah man i wish i had some to give! i think all of my Frank theories (at present) are tied into other theory posts! he simply doesn't have a lot to chew on yet

#unlike say - wally or eddie - he doesn't have a lot of incriminating information #there's a bunch of little puzzle pieces:#the multiple hims in their house on the map / not having a backstory in his bio / im sure theres more but i cant recall it rn #but the little things we have so far are - imo - so disconnected thats it like. man idk what to do with these yet #i can very lightly speculate that he'll probably play a big role in 'looking behind the curtain' as it were #just since he's the serious Knowledge Guy #and i can imagine that out of everyone he's most likely to pursue the truth if he starts to Notice that things arent what they seem #i also imagine that that miiiiight clash with wally?#cause if frank goes 'holy shit none of this is real' its also likely that he might try to tear down the illusion / something similar #meanwhile wally seems deadset on Restoring the neighborhood and keeping things the same #could be conflict there! wait does that count as a theory? i may have lied to you #sorry my thought process works best when rambling - constant stream of thought can knock new things loose up there yk yk #rambles from the bog #homebogging #wh speculation #and dont even worry about it - i dont even know who i am! i know no one and nothing and everything is a nebulous void!

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hauntingblue · 6 months

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making a collection

making another collection with a threatening aura

#davy back fightbpart 3 letsgo #HOW do the three big guns get wasted on the eating contest... horrible plan.... luffy is fine bc well... but not sanji and zoro like damn.#luffy DOESNT WANNA EAT??? CALL THE NAVY!!!!#what was i saying.... bad idea putting the three beasts there #FRANKY FRANKY FRANKY!!!! they captured the two princesses :(#one sided beef squashed between luffy and foxy. friendship ended with random ex marine guy. now luffy is my best friend #usopp and franky bonding time hell yeah. throw usopp by the head once more pelase #nami with zoros swords just like holding them looks so cool like she should get a few swords too... nami three sword style oda drawing pls #i think this man underestimates nami and luffys power together he doesnt know about shiki #luffy saying he knows its a trap and sorry for being late.... lets go on an adventure all nine of us.... usopp yes anding his lie..... omg #cant believe nami isnt there yet. she could take this guy. oh there she is!!!!! she does look cool with the swords and jumping to get luffy #zoro screaming in agony from luffy getting shot omg THIS FUCKING GUY OF COURSE!!! this looks like its so over #zoro and sanji must feel so useless rn. they didnt even get the chance to fight like damn #komei-kakka??? more like come caca. boom #luffy face down dead on the floor akdjkaa chopper have you tried looking at the wound to see if it harmed him idk #it hit the face akdjskn usopp that was coom also #was robin flirting with the other guy and zoro caught her and she told hum to shut up???#'your friends got the best of me but you are still in my arms an-' 'HEAT EGG!! ALSO YOU'RE ON FIRE!'#flare maneauver that was so slay also luffy and nami in the same frame so twins of them. my children. birthed them one right after the othe #zoro and sanji fighting back to back. back to back to back to you i dont wanna fall right back to us maybe you should run right back to her #that is such a bop song. also post wano zosan. and post wci. see the recurrent theme #fighting in water.... being on top of the sword that was a slay... red hawk ace i will never forget you it seems #foxy liking his jolly roger omg nami fooled him ahdhsjs i think they should have pirate game event every year they yearn for contests #now since this experience foxy should make monthly multitudinary pirate games olympics hoping the strawhats join them a la gatsby #the faces at the mushroom akdhaksjs #talking tag #watching one piece #watching one piece movies #kinda loved how robin betted on franky against usopp.... i will take the crumbs

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koko2unite · 8 months

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I'm so mentally ill I can only draw in my cheaply bought pre-owned tablet from 2015 using my computer in my silly little room in my house and not anywhere else

#what the hell #also idk how you guys can do it but drawing in ipad is so difficult #screen too tiny every button is so tiny half of my shortcuts doesnt work #sobbing #i wanna go home #oh i never told people but im at my parents house right now and i cant go home until uhm indefinitely #so not only my work commute is much more longer i also cant game #but also #i cant draw #even though i brought my ipad with me #because???? idfk #my brain suckssss #and if i push forward and keep drawing the result ended up looking shit and my mood just got worse and AAAAA #Also everybody here is on diet so no snacking!???#im gonna cry #also i have 2 comms right now in the work but i didnt upload both in the cloud so i dont have the files rn and im crying and aaaaaaaa

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californiaquail · 1 month

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post part 1: just looked at the Cutest little apartment and the lady didn't say anything about cr*dit sc*res and it is almost perfect except for no pets and no wifi everyone please pray that i get it

post part 2: i'm no longer amused at the state of traffic because it is still barely moving except now i'm trying to get home

post part 3: everyone please also pray that my bus comes before nightfall. amen 🙏🏻

#why make three posts when you could make one #i'm so nervous she has one other guy coming to look at it but said she would let me know by thursday augh augh augh #i kind of got the impression that i was not what she was looking for lol (had just been in the woods eating berries and spent all day before #wrestling dogs who didnt want to be at the vet etc) but not much i can do about that now ig #i'm looking at all these vehicles moving at a walking speed and thinking i could probably jump on the back of a log truck or something #quite frankly i cant even tell if the bus is running rn.....?#might have to call them and find out #me

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james-silenthill · 4 months

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People that refuse the concept that things might be culturally christian are chuckleheads

#delete later skater #ppl are like wehhh wehhhhh i have no culture #yes you do alex from ohio #but you refuse to acknowledge it. and in refusing to acknowledge your cultural upbringing youre only shooting yourself in the foot #i was raised in an athiestic fashion but even then i have a culturally christian background due to being part of the accepted majority #cultural norms are silent and they can be insidious in that way #case in point: white person that doesnt think racism exists in their school because theyve never needed to look out for it #guy who thinks women are hysterical because he cant see the very real gender barriers at play #how tme ppl react to transmisgyny as a whole. its awful #and then ~my fellow athiests~ are like wahhh wahhhhh wahhh #and its like #shut uppppp #just saying bs rn sorry guys

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jamisonwritestf2trash · 10 months

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Uh, sappy and sweet moment⁉️ Looking at some of my first posts has got me feeling sentimental!

I'm really thankful for all the love and support I've received over my short time on tumblr (guys I'll be real though I feel like I've been on here for years) and all the people who have come to be my friends along the way. I'm glad that you guys are the people I found when I went looking for a community and friendship.

So basically, I guess, I'm thanking you guys for making these past few months a few of the best I've had in a while, and I'm glad to see where things go from here.

I love you guys :)

#like i cant even explain how appreciative i am rn #i love you guys!!!!!#sorry to be sappy #its just #yeah #i feel like a lot of things have been negative and looking my old posts was like such a positive moment i wanted to thank yku guys for #ramblings #<3

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bmpmp3 · 5 months

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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!

#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to #that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know #but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look #like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies #dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS #plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song #and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal #again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like #yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more #OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit #love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning #im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY #i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy #but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like #emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness #its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool #addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic #but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys #this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like #the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth #but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd #i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying #about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement

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netherdevil · 2 months

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unnormal vivilly dweller thoughts in my head

#“I'm right next to you” are we about to kiss. are you trying to kiss me right neow #i hate the chase sequence part (corny and unoriginal) but everything else is so perfect #hEeEeLP MEeEeEE #i fuckign love vivilly anyway but i think the vivilly dweller is what Really did it fr me #SERIOUSLY THOUGJ WHAT THE FUCK #i would make a palpers dweller but i dont think my computer can with how shit it is rn #like i definitely will at some point (unless someone beats me to it) but i just can't rn 😭#i csnt wait for august viv face reveal guys!!!! YAY!!!! idc what he looks like he will always be so splinkoid #plus whatever characteristics he has i can kinda just add on to my design to him behind his mask #i color his skin as dark grey just for his mc skin but seeing his snapchat n stuff makes me wanna show him off as rhe eyeblinding man he is #or not! who knows . i have a tendency to do whatever #okay speakijg of his face reveal #i have something i want to explain to the wall #a part of me is hoping he isnt generic conventionally attractive guy 38495839488 #the rest of me is neutral because idrc #the reason why is most likely because i would feel a deeper connection to him if we shared similar facial features #it's a good reason i think? but still weird to have because i shouldnt really care what he looks like at all #idk what to expect really but i guess i should be open minded abt it #I JUST. a lot of how i perceive him is through his mc character #that played a big part in how i grew to like him so much #but he ISN'T emo hoodie minecraft shyguy!!!#however i can still enjoy the 'persona' he has online. chill sarcastic insane funny blocky shyguy who does a little (A LOT OF) trolling #anyway back to what i was saying #hope bro isn't majestic as fuck irl #IF IT'S ANYTHING LIKE DREAM I'M GOING TO CRY #DREAM IS MAJESTIC AS FUCK I CANT EVEN WITH THAT MAN #i will be supportive anyway ofc because 1) i dont care even though i just proved that i do 2) i can separate persona from irl person 3)...U #IM SO NORMAL #also we're not goijg toctalkcabou t the dream thing. if youre my irl yoy didnt aee this (PLEASE DONT UNFRIEND ME OELASE #DONT LEAVE JUST FORGER Iなはoops didnt mean to type thatSAID THAT OKAY

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jazzzzzzhands · 1 year

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UWWAAAAA thank you thank you guys!! i know this isnt a lot really in the grand scheme, but its a lot to me!! im very sentimental about it actually QwQ ive been under-the-radar for just oh so long (8 years on tumblr!!) and just throwing my art out anyways because i love it! ((If i am my only fan, so be it!!)) But lately to be having my art be loved and shared?? it makes me want to draw more! to play more! to get better and try new things!! Im so sorry i did not prepare a special art for this occasion! but i will let you know that i am making something... very special!!!

shhh i'm cooking!!

#ooooh what am i making???#smth very special!!#oops hand reveal! jk jk I dont care lmaoo #look at me making a mess!!#but yeah i cant draw rn cause im too fixated on this!!#if ur in the wh discord with me #u might know!!! ahahaha!! shh dont tell! i mean u might guess anyway ahahah.#i still consider myself an amature artist #a varied artist #an artist still learning and growing!!#even tho im over 30!!#let us romanticise still learning and growing as we are older!!!#let us romanticise amature art!!!#because you can see the FUN in it!!#there is something charming about art that isnt thought too hard on!! something looser! more whimsical!!#ppl are so scared to post their art cause its not of a certain quality!#and for most. ppl dont like or reblog art unless it is a certain quality #but the WH fandom LOVES messy art!!!#ive noticed!!#yall guys are amazing!!#yall love sketches!!!!#uwaaaa uwaaaa!! i talk too much!!#but fr thank you guys #do you like my clay mess? i do!!#ahh! im still talking ok!! im done!!#jazzisaspazz #1k followers #AND i block all the bots so haha!!!#man i really really love exclamation marks ahahaha

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flamboyant-king · 11 months

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You know me. I like barely ever show any NOT SAFE FOR WORK drawings on here. So instead, I'm sharing drawings of my face AS I was drawing each NOT SAFE FOR WORK thing.

And the subject is right there, smack dab in the middle. Being tormented by the sins of the egg. (I drew him really cute but I can't share the rest.)

ALSO, I'd like to state that it's not corngraphic except like two maybe, it's more so like violent. We are all just having fun beating this guy up. Like, step right up and stomp on his face type shih. I never ever ever draw violent stuff, unless it's lewling related, so this is like cathartic.

This uhh feeling will fade after Halloween hopefully and we'll go back to our regularly scheduled wholesomeness and cammypus.

#i looked in a mirror 20 feet away as reference because im like NYAHAHA WHAT EVILS HAVE I COMMITED #and i see my own smug face in the mirror like 'yes this will get me hunted down'#sketches #i do comedy slapstick violence but ya know doing more darker jokes and adult humor feels nice like im not censoring myself #i mean i still am by not showing you guys a lot of the bloody or even H O RN Y stuff but ya cant expose everything #like for those of yall who have followed me for years id say were all legal here for more than my usual 13+ content #i just want ro be appealing to a broader audience IN CASE i ever did make it somewhere but haha its been what #8 years since i started this blog. any credit i had died off with teeny taku fhjdjsksajsk #ive got no image to uphold. i have nothing im trying to promote anymore. i do but ive lost the plot ya know #im just having fun and im glad you guys are just ...letting me? like i looked at my old stuff #with the cookies the pokemans the fehs the ocs. and yall just let me go freaking wild and thought #yeah ill give that a like. bless yalls hearts. bless ya souls. ive got thousands of posts on here and yall just let me run wild #and thank you for that. ya never pit pressure on me. kts me outting pressure on myself.#i do wish there were folks that did look forward to some actual tangible content instead of me shitposting with no cohesiveness #but thats just hard with adhd. and try as i might with medications and alarms and deadlines and what have you. its just. difficult #like even the tags here are derailing. but i hope that alongside me just having fun doing my thing. i hope i can get on course #where there is a clear line to follow in my life but i dont lose sight of it as i trail off #but for now. im just drawing experimenting and straight up goofing around. have fun you guys #i may not show you everything but just know im having fun too.

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hauntingblue · 1 month

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Will I ever get over garp's scottish accent....

#i also think its kinda funny how they do a close up of zoro when they enter the baratie and its like he can sense sanji being there already #he can smell his pheromones....#nvm its because some people there seem to know him... like sanji knew him before he met him....#zoro sitting with the swords like that akdhaj that was funny #he literally has taken them off his waist before but some people looked at him funny and hes now on high alert #fullbody... your wig....#i cant with this sanji i need to stop every 30 seconds... it makes me retract from the screen #and he is SPANISH #mihawk has such a cunty voice akdhaj #and he is wearing cowboy boots....#zoro looking away when sanji gets the bill ajdhakshsksjsks he can't stand him!!!#zeff saying OIOIOIOIOI ajdjqjwk #why is nami spilling ajdhajshska girl....#also patty looks so good akdhskns #you know what i really appreciate zoro and nami moments my guy zoro cant talk with luffy about his grandpa but sees nami weird and #CANNOT leave it alone.... damn #also garps backstory must be really fucking devastating for me to even accept what he does like damn. not even related to opla just thinking #like forcing his son and grandsons into it and being SO HELLBENT ON IT YOU LET YOUR OTHER GRANDSON TO DIE #and still be kinda rogue from the marines like damn how does this work. not that that started before ace but....#imagine being zoro rn... half drunk just had an open feelings session with this girl you met a week ago and here comes your other #friend you met two days ago who is full on drunk and he brings fucking mihawk best swordsman in the world with him. imagine.#and now you have no option but to fight him and die. like that just hit him #also this being another instance of zoro protecting luffy akdhaksj. that is so good #but luffy washing plates and not breaking all of them is OOC!!!!!!!#nami trying to stop him bc they are bffs now..... yeah.....#netflix i hope this dynamic DOESN'T FUCKING DISAPPEAR. FIRST WARNING #look at this fake cynic. i saw you worrying about zoro before you made your bag to get out of there akdhaksjsk #how much time do you think mihawk stood there #he likes luffys hat.... GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL #watching opla

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pekodayz · 1 year

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If I gotta be around some racist transphobe one more time I’m gonna bash my head into a concrete wall until i can no longer see or hear or think of these these stupid ass idiots. I’m so sick of these ppl god

#sorry I have to vent #i defend one thing and they go off on my ass. like kys but if i lunge at u im the bad guy okay now everyone thinks im the crazy one #can they just die like come on I can’t do this by myself #they serve no purpose on this earth they’re gonna be here forever and I’m so sick of it why am i the crazy one when i defend then #they get SO OFFENDED when i call them out and say that what they’re saying is insane. walking hypocrites #I’m gonna go insane i wnat to get out #like what are you???????? god plz die i literally cant bc of law but can u just fuck off forever #i have to hold something and grip it until i calm down but that isnt even working #i do not want to bite anything so im just gonna have to repress it and look insane for the next few hours #im not gonna feel comfortable until i move aren’t I #yeah hahahahahahahahaah omfg i love this world i wish I can buy something rn i wanna watch ososan i don’t feel safe I wanna go to my room

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koko2unite · 1 year

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#its been a whole day im at parents house #i hate that every time we talk its always about how thin i am #how femme i am (i dont even being femme rn #like just call me a fag or smth....)#or have i met some girls (i dont even meet guys and im gay)#never about my job #am i healthy #am i happy #nope nope none of that #and looks like she keeps threatening to put me back to this house #since my last stay at home sibling will leave for work abroad #and im the closest to her since im only several towns over #i dont know what kind of bullshit shes gonna pull to evict from **my own house**#but im not gonna budge #im already so uncomfortable being here for less than 24 hours and i dont want more of this #the day shes gonna do all that im gonna fucking scream and act like a mad man until they cant take me anymore #you will never put me back to this house and forcefully correct me #fuck all of them

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allergic-to-four-leaf-clovers · 7 months

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BED!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

#also I FOUND MY WEIGHTED BLANKET!!!!! IT'S UNDER MY DUVET BUT YK #also yhe pride flag will be repositioned dont worry #going on a bit of a ramble rn but like. ive just found a couple things that have been hiding under the drawers of my old bed #for example i found a cool bandana i thought i lost for like. a year. and now im obsessed with it so prepare to see that maybe #and i also found a snood i had that still fits me even though i even wore it in first school #and the crazy thing is that i dont remember #anything of first school #the only thing i have are school books from yr 4 and that snood #along witg like. old pictures of me #then again they look absolutely nothing like me. like. blonde with really long hair?? nu uh not me (not anymore at least)#i dont remember much of anything now that i think about it #i dont remember what i did last year #i cant even remember what year i came out as trans #i cant remember when i joined tumblr #and when i first made rayan or foster or zuriel or ailean or even the day i made ruaridh #perhaps its my shit sense of time but i have such a horrible memory that first school may have never happened if it werent for the fuzzy and #few things i actually. remembered. though i doubt i remember them correctly #idk if its anything that Happened™ that blocked out my memory or something. i know a certain thing may have since it kinda scarred me (ig??#idk i dont wanna sound overdramatic) but. you know im just a silly guy with a silly memory #anyway sorry for that vent lmao

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tkbrokkoli · 8 months

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just had the worst hair cut experience :(

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