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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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stupidest concept ever i love it
#deltarune#spamton#sock art#spamton deltarune#spamton g spamton#bill cipher#gravity falls#book of bill#i like to think that because spamton doesn’t exactly have a soul his consciousness has nowhere else to go#so they’re stuck together#you chose this bill#you chose this#mabel voice: bill spamton…. bampton
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I'm so tired of cis people asking stuff like, "Why would Texas want a list of trans people who legally changed their names?" or "Why would Florida want a list of college students who have seeking gender affirming care? We can't figure it out."
It's eliminationist.
Ken Paxton wants a list of trans people who have changed their name in Texas so he can reverse all of those decisions (and that's the most charitable interpretation). Ron DeSantis wants a list of college students who have sought affirming care so he can force them to detransition.
Oklahoma introduced a bill to forcibly detransition people under the age of 21 (ironically doing what they accuse us of doing, forcing someone to live as the wrong gender). Texas has a new bill that will ban gender affirming care for every Texan of any age and makes it a felony for doctors to provide it. Multiple states either have passed or will pass bills that will ban legal name changes. Some states have slipped in language to anti-drag bills (which are horrific enough on their own) that ban anyone from displaying, presenting, or dressing outside their "biological" gender (one state has language about "DNA gender") in public.
It's about legally and morally mandating trans people out of existence.
Plain and simple. It's about making sure that trans people can not exist. Period. It's not about restrictions, or "think of the children!" It's about eliminating us from public life and then eliminating us from private life so that we have a choice of either die or conform.
When will y'all realize this isn't some wedge issue or a political football that they'll just give up on if they lose an election or two. These are ideologues who are singularly focused. They don't care about the marketplace of ideas. They don't give a shit if they get mocked on lefty Twitter and the late night shows. They only care about one thing: gaining and then wielding power to achieve their goal of eliminating trans people (and then gay people, and then women who don't conform to their gender standards, ect).
If you give them that power they will use it.
#trans#transgender#nonbinary#lgbtq#lgbt#i kinda have nowhere to go here if theres forced detrans i have breasts now i am getting bottom surgery#like you take me off my hormones and i just... dont have sex hormones anymore#or we'll just have to go underground again just like we had to in the 1930's
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Just wanted to stylise a little.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#DA Manfred#my art#it just came out of nowhere and I had to see it through#even tho I still don’t have proper references for them#ahdjbd#BioWare can we get more refs for art and cosplay sake#thanks#also included his little mole now cos I just found out#also#these two would be terrible on sneaking missions#skeleton going clank#and his jewellery jingling around#nahhh#ahah#overdid the lighting again damnit
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i got lazy in the second panel
#i love having art skill manifest out of literally nowhere#i guess i was just charging up for this shitpost or something#still no idea how to stylize n's textboxes so i've been bouncing around a bit#my favorite gag ever is when a character has an emoticon or curse bleep or whatever and other characters are just like “how did you do that#funniest thing ever to me#gonna go vanish for another 3 months while i fuel my old bird obsession and get yelled at by my coworker#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#me my boyfriend and his pile of a bunch of suspiciously familiar plushies he found in an abandoned building#suprisingly soft. you should try smothering yourself with plushies sometime#apparently i was REALLY lazy with the second panel because i forgot to two tone uzis top dialogue#btw first time two toning the dialogue if thats difficult to read then ill quit it
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Wuthering Waves has taken over all of my free time recently, so here's a sketch of Scar!Ren I originally shared in da 14DWY Discord!!
#14 days with you#to be tagged later#Sometimes a team is just Sephiroth; some random flower girl; and a dragoon from FFXIV#Like....... Look me in my eyes and tell me that one of Jiyan's abilities isn't just stardiver /silly#Anyways!! Sharing dis on my main only because it's just a sketch and doesn't feel ''official'' enough for da 14DWY blog#If I come back to this piece + retouch/put more effort into it maybe I'll reupload it there instead#But ya!! Any inconsistencies in Scar's outfit is because I was too busy staring at Taoqi <3#There was also absolutely no rhyme or reason as to why I drew Ren as Scar specifically too—#—Other than the fact that he WOULD rock da onigiri strip (RIP T_T) /ij /silly#Plus I was going to draw [REDACTED] as (WUWA SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!!) Geshu but?? Babes I don't think the timeline works out??#I really saw the marks in the same spot and was like “oh!! they're the same person :3” LIKE GIRL NO?? This is what happens when you skip cs#Geshu is still my number 1 next to Taoqi though (in terms of design) <3 I have a type teehee#Mayhaps I will draw [REDACTED] after all...... (It's currently 3pm and I'm nowhere near my tablet)#Also also!! A treat for those who've read this far: Day 3.5 will be made public very soon!! It's pride month n I wanna celebrate—#—With everyone's fave demi/pansexual enby (who sometimes does a bit of stalking) (as a treat) (he's a yandere)#Violet's birthday is also June 10!! Early birthday gift!! Yippeee!!#Ok I'll shuddup now <3
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Loki and Mobius + touch s2 e1
#*sigh* they were literally touching each other in almost every scene#and i have a feeling their relationship is going nowhere but i'll hold onto this forever#loki spoilers#loki tv spoilers#lokius#loki#mobius m mobius#marvel#mcu#marveledit#mcuedit#lokiedit#lokitvedit#lokitvsource#marveldaily#myedits*
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i don't mean to alarm anyone but i think sir gwaine might be having an illicit love affair with the king's manservant
#included some of merlin's Faces because while with gwaine it's verbal with merlin its about the things he Does Not Say#merwaine#mergwaine#bbc merlin#gwaine x merlin#gwaine#what do u MEAN the arthuriana dynamic im most compelled by is nowhere else to be found except in this [redacted for legal reasons] tv show#unless we count whatever gawaine and merlin have going on w lancelot and dagonet in edwin robinson's poems apparently? if u squint#and brother i am squinting hard
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bad luck today, i guess
#flight rising#since i no longer have a flight rising sideblog#and i have nowhere else to put this#here it can go
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sometimes I think about the "finally mate" after Charles' Monaco win because Max was waiting for it. for Charles to win his home grand prix after all those years. I think about Max waiting for Charles to get into F1 for 3 years and go "finally mate" in his mind because he always thought if he would make it to F1- sometimes I think what else Max has in his "Charles and finally" folder in his mind.
#this just hit out of nowhere and it made me go italicized oh moment#like wow#he rlly does have expectations in his mind from charles. he never underestimates him. he knows charles will have them but just. waits.#i mean he says this himself too but when you mix two things. hmm#lestappen
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when kaeya was a kid his most exacerbated reaction to getting hurt was a very pointed "ow" and one tear at most. meanwhile when diluc got hurt he would wail and sob and sniffle around all day afterwards. and yknow what i think that their essence hasn't changed now that they're adults. kaeya who says "this doesn't.. look good.." when he dies in game and diluc who says "my flame.....has been..extinguished....." like okay. we still know who's the most dramatic out of the two
#do not ask me where im going with this im going nowhere they just won't leave my head. ever#and also i don't know if those quotes are correct i didn't check this is from memory.#i wouldn't know what they say when they die since im so good at this game (blatant lie)#kaeyaposting#diluc#i should have a funnier tag for diluc but alas
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REBECCA FERGUSON + LETTERBOXD (template / insp)
#rebecca ferguson#rfergusonedit#filmedit#filmgifs#letterboxd#chaoticroad#usertreena#tuservaleria#usertj#userpegs#underbetelgeuse#userbuckleys#maya edits#this was going to have star ratings and then i felt mean because... well yeah#also i have seen everything here except the second half of doctor sleep (due to cowardice) and a one way trip to antibes#(due to the film being impossible to find but i found the trailer and i needed one more movie to fill the last space so)#(also this is very much not complete but there is nowhere to get clips of a lot of her swedish work so :///)
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Hooray, my mail order pup-scription is here!
In reality this little pup got lost and ended up on someone's porch. Not to worry, the home owner did the right thing and the little guy is now at the Marine Mammal Care center who can evaluate them for any necessary care before release back into the wild. Source for more context: https://www.instagram.com/p/C3im2QYybiF/
#sea lion#pinnipeds#pinniped#Listen I'd be thrilled if a baby sea lion showed up to my door but seeing as I live nowhere near the ocean it would probably go badly#If not a mail order pupscription perhaps the result of a very confused stork#Others on the server have suggested the stork did indeed do their job correctly however#seals and sea lions are naturally drawn to baskets and having a basket on your porch can result in this happening#Which I suppose they have a point#Pinnipeds just can't resist a nice basket. That's just how it is.#Thank you for sharing Bozo!#Edit: Y'all in the comments and that walrus post days ago lol
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Let him frolic
#you know those videos where cows are let out in spring for the first time after winter? listen#think abt how long it's been since he saw grass btwn the dungeon and the void#characters experiencing joy/softness/freedom again just means a lot to meeeee 😭#idk if I'm totally happy w/ his shape here but when am I ever lmao#ungulates look so ROUND when they lay down and they're on their side that's what I was going for eue#gonna draw self-indulgent art of this elk monster having a good time forever ok ty#centaurworld#the nowhere king#my art
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Constantly torn between my desire to convert and the crushing weight of knowing that I won’t be able to exist in the wider fandom spaces that I love without being constantly reminded that Jews are always guilty until proven innocent post-Oct 7.
#Jk the bleak realization has already set in!#I just. God I just know I’m gonna have to process a whole new cultural trauma and it’s gonna suck because post October 7 it’s inescapable#Like I’ll see a popular creator I look up to for T/ADC stuff suddenly post that fucking chant out of nowhere & I have to choose between#Leaving bc that person obviously doesn’t look for Jewish perspectives bc of bias or staying and marinating in my disillusionment#I mean I’m already feeling the disillusionment no point not going through with it#Sorry I’m not trying to be a nihilist I’m just venting bc I’m really done#Jewish Convert#Prospective Convert#Jumblr#Vent#My Post#Leftist Antisemitism#Okay to reblog#I mean not sure why you would but you can if you want
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We are buddy buddy buddies
#pokemon horizons#pokemon#anipoke#liko#roy#dot#amethio#my stuff#I WILL PRINT THESE AND THE RIKATY DESIGNS AS SOON AS I FIGURE OUT HOW TO SAVE AT LEADT SOME OF THE SATURATION#I know going from one color profile to cmyk will desaturate the pic but I think procreate messes with it even more?#because the colors are COMPLETELY washed out when I save the files and it looks cool but it’s nowhere close to where I want it to be#I have a lot of work to do unfortunately but I’ll dedicate more time to this on my next off day
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